Hey guys, how has everyone been?

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I just want Sunday and Tuesday to get here soon because I have job interviews those days and oh yeah, a bank I applied for an IT internship at gave me an interview offer as an alternate, so if someone decides to cancel their interview, I'll be interviewed if that happens. Kinda like I had what they were looking for, but it must have been a hard decision for them but I'm grateful anyway. It's the second time I may be interviewed for an internship.
 
I was in Manhattan with my boyfriend all day today. Now my feet ache like hell. It was fun though. We visited Nintendo World, and I tried Japanese barbecue for the first time.

Very NSFW
I am also no longer a virgin. I was extremely nervous and hesitant about having sex at first, but yesterday I was surprisingly calm, even as he penetrated me. Fortunately I didn't bleed that much. I have yet to schedule a gynecologist appointment in order to acquire pills, so we went with the next best course of action: condom + he pulled out well before cumming.

The problem is keeping this hidden from my parents. I know I shouldn't, but my mom has made it clear that she doesn't think I'm ready for sex, and I'd hate for her to assume my boyfriend pressured me into it when she and my dad already aren't too crazy about him. I just hope the spotting doesn't accidentally stain my underwear; so far it hasn't thanks to my precaution of using pads. But if it does, well, I guess I could lie that my period started early. Again, I know this is walking on thin ice, but it's my life. I'm an adult now and my parents can't keep me on a leash forever.
 
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So the ear infection came back, or rather, it turns out it wasn't entirely defeated by the ear drops last time, and flared back up after a month and a half or however long it's been. This time instead of drops I'm on amoxicillian, so hopefully that will flush it out, but for the moment I'm in a sort of dull droning pain because the doctor would only give me prescription strength ibeprofen, not any real painkillers, but it's still far better than the OTC stuff which is useless.

Also put another job application in, this time for the local Quick Check. They're offering like $11 an hour for night shift clerks, which is pretty decent compared to other retail jobs in the area (most offer the state minimum of $7 and change), but does mean my schedule will be all sorts of fucke dup. But still, I need the money more than I need to keep normal hours.
 
Came home from a nice dinner with my mom at a local favorite restaurant to see flashing red lights and a firetruck on our way home.
Instantly I went silent mid-convo thinking "OH FUCK is the neighborhood on fire again?"

There was an ambulance in front of my neighbor's house and their front door is wide open. I live on a nice street with great people who look out for each other. We've known the older couple there for as long as we've lived here. I hope everything is alright.
 
Had a nice day today aside from very minor yet annoying problem related to the health of my body. While I didn't really do much for my birthday, I got money as a gift. Been eyeing some good budget CPU coolers though I'm also tempted to buy a good mid-range PSU. Would spend it on vidya but I'd most likely wait for a steam sale.
 
Today was alright for the most part, as I'm usually pretty hyped when Friday rolls around. Things got bad after I got home from work. I ordered three things off of Amazon recently, and I got a notification this morning that they had all shipped in the same box and it was delivered on my doorstep at 8 AM. I dreaded this, as my brother got kicked out of the house a couple days ago, and he's been bumming around outside the house ever since just to mooch the WiFi. This morning, I was asked to change the WiFi password by my stepfather, so I did. I knew my brother would retaliate by doing something with the package. He's always been incredibly petty.

Sure enough, when I got home, the package was nowhere to be found, and he said he didn't know where it was. No one in the household had seen it. I wait for a couple more hours just in case it just didn't get delivered yet, and I go out on a food run for a few minutes. I come home and see a box crammed into the storm drain in front of my house. I pulled it out and found that it had been the box that contained my ordered items. It was torn apart, the items gone. Needless to say, I was livid as fuck.

Confronting him did nothing, but instead made him get defensive like he always does when he's lying. I don't think I have ever felt this angry up until this point. I'm not so much upset that the items are gone, but more that my brother would intentionally hurt me because he no longer has access to WiFi that he's not entitled to.

Still, I was told by Amazon that they'll give me a refund, so this cloud certainly has a silver lining. My Friday still turned out to be alright in the end.~
 
I don't want to seem like I'm pulling an ADF but I had a breakdown this morning and I felt rather suicidal. I feel somewhat better now since I had a good job interview around noon but still feel rather shitty. I just hate my life so much. But I don't want to feel that way anymore so I trying to do everything I can to make myself happy but nothing's working. I need therapy.
 
Despite being really sick today, I at least got something done and felt kinda shitty for part of the day emotionally. Maybe the rest of the week will be better.
 
I am now almost positive my one friend is ignoring me. I haven't heard from him in over a year but that didn't really upset me because he often goes quiet for a while and he wasn't active on Facebook. Now he's back on Facebook (apparently he got married and had a kid in the time I hadn't heard from him) and interacting with some of his friends. I've tried to talk to him a few times and gotten no response. It's not just me either. A mutual friend (from Sweden) has planned a trip to the Bay Area and was trying to get in contact with him to see if they could meet up, but he hasn't heard back either.
I can't text him because his number changed a while ago and I only found that out when I tried to text him and got some random stranger instead.
 
Woke up, had a cup of coffee and went to work. Ate lunch, then did some research regarding the JR rail pass since I'm visiting Japan in a few months. Lurked the farms a bit and laughed before returning to work. As usual I drank four cups of tea during the course of the day. Got on a train and headed to my favorite cafe where I'm now killing time on the farms as well as setting up a few interviews with a hot cup of coffee and a delicious peanut butter cookie. Now just waiting until my online lecture starts. Overall, I'd say it's a pretty good day.
 
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I am now almost positive my one friend is ignoring me. I haven't heard from him in over a year but that didn't really upset me because he often goes quiet for a while and he wasn't active on Facebook. Now he's back on Facebook (apparently he got married and had a kid in the time I hadn't heard from him) and interacting with some of his friends. I've tried to talk to him a few times and gotten no response. It's not just me either. A mutual friend (from Sweden) has planned a trip to the Bay Area and was trying to get in contact with him to see if they could meet up, but he hasn't heard back either.
I can't text him because his number changed a while ago and I only found that out when I tried to text him and got some random stranger instead.
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Never mind; he just responded to my Facebook comment! He said I should message him sometime soon and he's sorry for being out of touch with me. Wasn't expecting this to be resolved so soon.
 
Feel like shit. I apparently don't have a fever (99.5), but my body aches, I keep getting chills, and my stomach won't calm down. Could barely sleep last night and kept waking up sweating. I know it's not a cold; I'm not sneezing or getting that gross feeling of fluid in my ears. Stomach bug maybe?

So yeah, I've basically been lying on the couch just wanting to sleep. I have homework to do, but if this continues into tomorrow, I'm staying home.
 
I had minor surgery today and I'm still embarrassed as fuck that apparently still on the anasthesia I cussed a lot to all the nurses and the doctor, told the doctor to stop stealing my coins (?????), I asked them how much I drank, and then I started laughing at my own butt jokes. (:_(
 
Well, my roommate is fucking crazy. This is someone who demands that I turn off the lights when she goes to bed, even if she goes to bed as early as 8:30 (not like I have to study for school or anything but okay) but yet refused to turn the lights off at one in the fucking morning when she got home from drinking, even when I asked her nicely. This, of course, pissed me off and she had the gall to ask me what's wrong. Gee, bitch. What do you think?

So not only is she super insensitive but literally has no idea why people get pissed at her. I knew something was off about her for about a month now. She's one of those crazy SJW types who blames everything that goes wrong on her life on "sexism." Look, I'm female too and it's not always easy but I can safely say that the majority of my problems in life have nothing to do with the fact that I have a vagina. Oh and she revealed to me that she's been fired from multiple jobs before. Gee I wonder why?

I already hated where I live but this is the final straw. I'm thinking about moving out on November 1st, stay at my mom's place for a couple of weeks while I look for a new place.
 
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