Rejected Joy of Mapping 4 Map, A memorial to my deceased pet.

I'm pretty lost without him. Such is this insipid loop we call Life, I guess, to only exist to suffer.

The original proposition for this map was much longer, however it was abruptly ended and renamed due to the death of my cat. Had he not died- this map would be the initial teasing and startup for something I'd like to dub "Darske Sendante Abberatis"

ZDOOM map, doom 2. Load with Joy of mapping 4's episode 4 textures.

https://www.dropbox.com/s/x7pv1ub4wns9xf3/j4tex_e4_zdoom.wad?dl=0

https://www.dropbox.com/s/8okpwxz0fy919yy/SArais_-_Charlies_Sector.wad?dl=0

Some people just don't appreciate newcomers. Fools. We carry the community. Without our new blood, DOOM would die. And they would like nothing more than exactly that.

So I say unto you; Throw off the shackles of antiquity. Deny the lunacy of those already set in stone. WE are Doom's future, and in us, lies a golden age that none before us could ever begin to imagine. Go now, Begin your mapping carrer. And accept none of the pre-established cognitions placed by self-proclaimed "Veterans". Use every possible feature and every possible thing in your maps. They may not be the best at first- but you'll have far more of an advantage than those telling you to "only make a vanilla compatible map"

Then I also say unto you: Wait for those fools to burn this kingdom to the ground. We shall rebuild it from the ashes.

Do not do as they claim. Do exactly as you wish for your maps, and nothing else. They are YOUR maps, after all.
So spit in the face of pre-established conventions. The Japanese Community Project did this- and was not only all the better for it: but received prestigious cacowards.

Which I guess is technically just an over-glorified "LIKE".

I'm pretty sure there's a project called 'Joy of Scripting, Editing Other People's Maps, and Also I Can't Shut Up About My Dead Cat' currently running that you can contribute to. I'm gonna make you search for it though.

Also: good job sharing resources that haven't been made public yet you dipshit.

No thanks. I'll sit here upon my FIREBLU throne upon my empire of dirt. and laugh at you and people like you, as you drive 23 years of DOOM into the ground. And then when you have destroyed- nay, ruined everything, WE shall be the ones to rebuild it from the ashes. In a form more glorious than anything ever before released. Mark my words- for they are that of omens.

We shall create a golden age far greater than any ever recorded in gaming history. We're just going to wait until the fools currently controlling it fumble, and destroy everything that people worked so hard to create. When there is nothing left but ashes, we shall return, and we shall indeed make DOOM not only greater than it's perfection- but greater than it has ever been before.

Why should I respect you- when you clearly had a vendetta against me from the get go? There shall not be respect if it is not mutual.

Get down from your throne and read what you're saying. You're telling new mappers to toss aside established conventions that clearly work and can be used as a base to then expand on in their own way, in favour of piling on features and making weird shit for the sole purpose of making weird shit. You're not gonna revolutionize the community by doing this. Neither will the community become stagnant and fade away if they don't adopt your schizophrenic mapping style and arrogant way of thinking.

People like you just want to keep us in the dark, Established conventions that no longer work, except to deluded neanderthals. Due to your combined "tutorages" of these "working conventions"- most of the maps in the WAD are absolutely unplayable and made me wish I wasn't born even more than I already do.

Hypocrites. The lot of you. Have you no respect for Ty Halderman? To any of our deceased community members? I become doubtful of it; for I think of them at all times. Paragons of the community who dedicated their lives to furthering the field of DOOM.

But you want to destroy it all. To push us face-first into the dirt.

I should of taken my cat's death as the warning it was to leave you behind.

Show me compassion and I will dedicate myself to reciprocating it.
Show me disdain, and I will return it sevenfold.

I'm only matching the hostilities I've encountered. As stressful as it is.

what kind of advanced shitpost is this

also

  2 hours ago, SArais said:

Have you no respect for Ty Halderman? To any of our deceased community members?

are you comparing your dead cat to ty halderman

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  1 hour ago, SArais said:

No. I'm saying their refusal to break from convention is an insult to those fortunate to no longer exist.

wew lad

What the hell is wrong with this post?

  2 hours ago, bonnie said:

what kind of advanced shitpost is this

 

also

are you comparing your dead cat to ty halderman

No. I'm saying their refusal to break from convention is an insult to those fortunate to no longer exist. They seem to think that DOOM is some kind of joke. It's not. It's a goddamn Universal Singleton. It's not just some GAME. It's the key to everything.

It contains the blueprints to everything that ever was, is, or ever will be. Every atom of every molocule. Every plant. Every animal. Every speck of material in the universe.

And we shall harness it.

Why else is it in our very nature to be drawn towards it? Why else would it have survived longer than any other "game" of it's kind to ever exist? Twenty three years later. It's importance transcends mortality.

We have no purpose in life than what we make of it. And if I cannot do as I deem nessasary, to make DOOM and it's community better, then I have nothing left.

I cannot self-terminate. So I can only blindly follow this goal until my mind and body give out, and I too am no longer along the living.

This is the only thing I'm ever going to say to you:

None of this is about your mapping, your mapping ideas, or your mapping styles and preferences. Doom mapping/editing conventions are not what you're running against. You're running against simple social conventions, like respecting other people's work and personal boundaries, and project guidelines. Instead of level-headedly respecting directions from project leaders, you flip out and misdirect. Don't edit people's maps without their permission. That's not what the project is about. Go make your own project if that's the kind of project you want to be involved with. But don't be surprised when no one wants to participate in a project lead by someone who has paranoid delusions, is emotionally manipulative, and has zero capacity to work nicely with other people.

Ah, another one completely oblivious to it all. It's exactly about the given of the Doom maps. Don't say otherwise. Do you take me for somebody gullible? Enjoy your circle-jerking.

I'd like to point out for the sake of others that this "newcomers" angle is just as much gibberish as the rest of this. He's been around for several JoM sessions and has been a regular of the server since it started. In fact, I'm pretty sure the maps he was editing were made by actual newcomers.

@SArais after that scene you made over at the Joy of Mapping discord, It's clear that you have shown to everyone that you have no respect for other people's work when you are editing them yourself, especially when their style is different from your disorganized and all-over-the-place mapping style. I honestly couldn't fathom both your attitude and the ways you reacted to people who did not like what you were doing, and you're not doing anyone good by continuing down that path.

It was specifically requested, and I am a newcomer. I only started mapping this year. Apparently "one prior" is now several? Get your facts straight please.

Also, I love how hilarious the lot of you are- You're trying to speak for another community member who may actually welcome the changes. Both of the people's maps I edited fully welcomed and appreciated the changes. So don't act like this is anything but your own self-interests.

People these days, I swear. Just screeching like spoiled children when any single bit of difference comes along.

These are some fucking quality ramblings.
I can't wait til Doom unlocks the door to the future and carries us all to Utopia on wings made of chainsaws.

Sorry about your cat, though.

  1 hour ago, SArais said:

Enjoy your circle-jerking.

this is most definitely a good way to conduct yourself among others yes indeed

Let them think what they want. I'm sick of pandering to people.

What is the point of being on a forum like this if you're not at least attempting to be civil and constructive?

Am I the only literate one here anymore? I said in every post that "I am here to push the community and the game forward; accepting nothing that gets in the way of this or wishes to hold us back."

Despite what he may say, S'Arais has been around the Doom community for years now. Always been a little asshole too, the only difference is that now he has some kind of weirdo arrogant and pretentious writing style going on.

Last time I saw him, he got banned off #vr for going on some /pol/-tier rants about "the jews" and "eugenics" and shit. Proceeded to absolutely freak the fuck out on the /vr/ Doom thread with numerous sockpuppet posts, which makes his use of 'circlejerk' in this thread terribly ironic.

I think that all happened around '13 or '14.

And there's the cancerous Hdoom boy now! Finally he gets off his ass.

Going to actually contribute aid and sprites to the community or are you just going to jack off some more? Disgusting.

Normally I would not be so outlandish and willing to lash out at people, but recent circumstances have left me devoid of life and any acceptance of bullshit. So while your efforts to the community are appreciated- you still stain it with that abomination.

  1 hour ago, Mike12 said:

Last time I saw him, he got banned off #vr for going on some /pol/-tier rants about "the jews" and "eugenics" and shit. Proceeded to absolutely freak the fuck out on the /vr/ Doom thread with numerous sockpuppet posts, which makes his use of 'circlejerk' in this thread terribly ironic.

Lmao, I'm not remotely surprised.

  1 hour ago, SArais said:

And there's the cancerous Hdoom boy now! Finally he gets off his ass.

Going to actually contribute aid and sprites to the community or are you just going to jack off some more? Disgusting.

Pal, You're the last person who should be lecturing me about 'jacking off'.
 

  1 hour ago, SArais said:

And there's the cancerous Hdoom boy now!

 That's like..... You're opinion man. H-doom is ok in my book. (opinions man.... People have em. Crazy I know.)

But seriously, this whole thread would make SUCH GREAT post hell material. (Ok. I'll stop with the post hell refrence shit) ;-)

You're STILL going off that abysmal macro image? I thought the community was far more intelligent than that, and would actually check it's facts. And what has that page anything to do with DOOM?

Figures that some assclown would get mad I didn't fuck their terrible furry character. Like I said, A vendetta.

An Alien Vendetta.

You seem to have a tendency to leave projects unfinished.

This is news? I do what I can, but ultimately getting sick of a map you're slaving away on is an inevitability.

What was that about laser guided karma you said back on Discord? Because I'm pretty sure if you look it up in the dictionary, you'll just get a picture of this right here.

I do have a genuine question, though. Why do people like you think that you can just get away from your past by skipping along to different communities without the slightest bit of self-reflection? If you don't change from how you were in your past, that past is just going to come trailing back after you and you'll only dig yourself deeper. Like what's happening right now.

  1 hour ago, SArais said:

You're STILL going off that abysmal macro image? I thought the community was far more intelligent than that. And what has that page anything to do with DOOM?

It has to do with the fact that you probably shouldn't go around calling someone 'disgusting' when you're going around jerkin your gerkin to hyperfat weightgain hard vore.

Outside of that, this has to do with your character. You're a disrespectful assclown, an edgelord, and - as I've just demonstrated - a complete hypocrite. Frankly, I shouldn't even be indulging you with any kind of attention to begin with, but I think people should know what kind of person you are now that it's obvious you're just as much of a jackass as you've always been.

Get a load of this funnyboy. Last I recall, Evolve died by MY hands and the own developers got removed from it by MY warnings. I told them if they banned me, they would lose their own game and never get to work on it again.
Unsurprisingly, the exact thing happened the next day.

When I mention "laser guided karma", I mean it. I'm trying to protect YOU from pre-determined forces of the universe itself. You think I serve as anything more than a messenger? No. So why shoot the messenger, when doing so will bring ungodly retribution from immaterial forces?

Shame, because my god-awful fetishes that I had no choice in having are far in advance of yours. And I can't belive that's an actual argument I'm having with somebody. What a fuckin' world.

  1 hour ago, SArais said:

Get a load of this funnyboy. Last I recall, Evolve died by MY hands and the own developers got removed from it by MY warnings. I told them if they banned me, they would lose their own game and never get to work on it again.

Folks, you just can't make this kinda shit up. What you have here is a genuinely delusional little man.