<2022-09-22T17:23:16.000Z> chudbere: Would you be interested in being a mod on here?
<2022-09-22T17:23:26.000Z> chudbere: Teaclips recommended you 
<2022-09-22T23:17:42.000Z> AtomicDenny: What would that entail? Like what would my resposibilities be?
<2022-09-23T00:09:44.000Z> chudbere: approving people joining, checking out reported posts, just kind of keeping an eye on things
<2022-09-23T01:06:55.000Z> AtomicDenny: Sure, if the offer is still open
<2022-09-23T01:07:05.000Z> chudbere: absolutely
<2022-09-23T01:07:31.000Z> chudbere: done!
<2022-09-23T02:31:30.000Z> AtomicDenny: Hey, tried to add a badge to my page but i dont think it worked. Not a big deal if its a hassle
<2022-09-23T02:32:04.000Z> chudbere: what would you like
<2022-09-23T02:32:34.000Z> chudbere: i'm generally just going to do badges for mods, donators, and 2 people who asked for one before I got it set up lol
<2022-09-23T02:33:11.000Z> AtomicDenny: "Froendly Neighborhood Artist Man"
<2022-09-23T02:33:23.000Z> AtomicDenny: If its no trouble. 
<2022-09-23T02:33:31.000Z> AtomicDenny: Friendly***
<2022-09-23T02:34:01.000Z> chudbere: Done!
<2022-09-23T02:34:12.000Z> AtomicDenny: Thanks so much!
<2022-09-23T02:34:22.000Z> chudbere: it made it lower case, weird
<2022-09-23T02:34:23.000Z> chudbere: onesec
<2022-09-23T02:34:33.000Z> AtomicDenny: You the real mvp lol
<2022-09-23T02:34:43.000Z> chudbere: there fixed lol
<2022-09-23T02:35:26.000Z> chudbere: oh nvm i guess it just makes everything after the first word lowercase 
<2022-09-23T02:35:41.000Z> AtomicDenny:  thats fine 
<2022-09-23T02:35:48.000Z> AtomicDenny: Thanks!
<2022-09-23T02:36:00.000Z> chudbere: hey could you do me a favor, i'm about to go live and i need to find the tweet of keffals where she calls tucker part of the axis of evil
<2022-09-23T02:36:15.000Z> chudbere: do you know where that is?
<2022-09-23T02:36:28.000Z> AtomicDenny: Yeah giv me a sec. Ill send it
<2022-09-23T02:37:51.000Z> chudbere: tysm!
<2022-09-23T19:30:05.000Z> AtomicDenny: This is in my requests on the dashboard. Idk which lauren hes referring to, is 5hes a reference to you? Idk what he wants to "share" should i approve or reject?
<2022-09-23T19:30:37.000Z> AtomicDenny: .
<2022-09-23T19:31:18.000Z> chudbere: i was on a friends stream her name is Lauren
<2022-09-23T19:31:24.000Z> chudbere: go ahead and approve
<2022-09-24T20:24:25.000Z> chudbere: https://www.guilded.gg/i/pB1Z93Lk
<2022-09-24T20:24:36.000Z> chudbere: Chat server set up with a mod channel 
<2022-09-26T02:53:31.000Z> AtomicDenny: Got a report, someone is spreading metokurfembots dox. Im going to delete the account
<2022-09-26T11:09:20.000Z> chudbere: Okay thanks 
<2022-10-09T15:00:23.000Z> AtomicDenny: Why am i tagged in this thread? What happened? https://chudbuds.lol/objects/d01204c6-7fef-4623-b1e8-14ccfe76d87a
<2022-10-09T16:26:51.000Z> chudbere: Someone named book/eris made an alt here then immediately threatened to dox people elsewhere because they had defederated then on their main
<2022-10-09T16:27:21.000Z> chudbere: Georgia apparently tagged all the mods in that to let us know
<2022-10-09T17:46:12.000Z> chudbere: Are you leaving chudbuds?
<2022-10-09T17:47:39.000Z> chudbere: I got a notification you had transferred to poast
<2022-10-09T17:57:25.000Z> AtomicDenny: I transferred my followers to poast, ill still be active on chudbuds but i feel like more people are able to see my engagments on poast. So like when i post a new drawing or something, ill put it there so im sure everyone can see it and copy that to chudbuds. Still happy to be apart of the community and help moderate if youd like me to
<2022-10-09T18:00:27.000Z> chudbere: Yes that would be great, I love having you around 
<2022-10-09T18:00:54.000Z> chudbere: And I totally understand about the engagement 
<2022-10-09T18:01:17.000Z> AtomicDenny: Also sorry if this is blowing up everyones notifications. I swear i only did it once
<2022-10-09T18:01:51.000Z> chudbere: I only got one
<2022-10-09T18:05:08.000Z> AtomicDenny: Seems like im fucking up a lot of people
<2022-10-09T18:07:55.000Z> chudbere: I think that was on the poast side
<2022-10-09T18:10:03.000Z> AtomicDenny: Lol yeah seems that way
<2022-10-23T20:09:14.000Z> chudbere: sent you a message in guilded mod chat
<2022-10-24T16:13:40.000Z> AtomicDenny: Hey sorry for all the trouble i caused yesterday
<2022-10-24T16:55:22.000Z> chudbere: Don't be sorry!
<2022-10-24T16:56:06.000Z> chudbere: Everything turned out just fine 
<2022-10-24T17:12:04.000Z> AtomicDenny: I think i lost my Jim follow lol
<2022-10-24T18:14:19.000Z> chudbere: awww i'm sorry
<2022-10-24T22:43:43.000Z> AtomicDenny: Lol ill live, i cany remember whether he followed me here or not. I know he did on poast, but oh well 
<2022-10-24T22:46:30.000Z> chudbere: are things going better today?
<2022-10-24T22:48:30.000Z> AtomicDenny: Oh yeah lol, i just got into it yesterday. I let the whole thing get under my skin and i was probably going a little hard. People on poast are still mad in my replies but im not engaging. I feel like i made my point
<2022-10-24T23:12:49.000Z> chudbere: Yeah I feel like I could have tried harder to talk you down but I didn't want to censor you
<2022-10-24T23:27:07.000Z> AtomicDenny: Nah, i mean i didnt say anything that wasnt true, i just didnt wanna start annoying the people i actually do like. It wasnt your job to reign me in, my attitude is my responsibility and i shouldve been smarter about it. Also i was mostly on poast for the worst parts, so it wasnt a chudbuds thing. I only popped over here when someone sent me a dm that he was talking about it to you. That really pissed me off. I wasnt posting from chudbuds on purpose, i didnt want it effecting you guys
<2022-10-24T23:27:55.000Z> chudbere: Well for better or worse, it created a huge influx yesterday
<2022-10-24T23:27:56.000Z> chudbere: lol
<2022-10-24T23:28:39.000Z> AtomicDenny: There will be more coming. Molesterson said hes switching his instance after things cool down a bit
<2022-10-24T23:30:38.000Z> AtomicDenny: Also quick question. Can you explain ti me why this is happening with every poast account? Have i been defedded or something? Chudbuds works fine. 
<2022-10-24T23:31:30.000Z> AtomicDenny: I cant see any media from anyone on poast. But i can see their posts
<2022-10-24T23:39:23.000Z> AtomicDenny: Okay, it just stopped, like just now. Did you do something?
<2022-10-24T23:39:42.000Z> chudbere: sorry i was afk
<2022-10-24T23:39:45.000Z> chudbere: no i didn't do anything
<2022-10-24T23:39:59.000Z> chudbere: but if you're having issues it's probably because of the server restart earlier today
<2022-10-24T23:40:06.000Z> chudbere: ctrl+f5 to hard refresh
<2022-10-24T23:40:13.000Z> chudbere: or look up how to clear cache on mobile browser
<2022-10-24T23:41:19.000Z> AtomicDenny: Gotcha, well now it seems fine. Ive been refreshing it all day and no change
<2022-10-24T23:41:41.000Z> chudbere: just a regular refresh may not fix it
<2022-10-24T23:41:57.000Z> chudbere: but hard refresh/clear cache seems to
<2022-10-24T23:42:10.000Z> chudbere: at least it has for other people who have had this issue
<2022-10-24T23:43:20.000Z> AtomicDenny: Right, but i didnt do that lol, it just like... did it. The page didnt even reload, everything just popped up as i was scrolling gators timeline 
<2022-10-24T23:43:32.000Z> chudbere: lmao well idk then
<2022-10-24T23:43:35.000Z> chudbere: i'm glad it's working though
<2022-10-25T23:43:36.000Z> chudbere: do you want a chudbuds email address?
<2022-10-26T00:06:26.000Z> AtomicDenny: Can i differ for now and let you know later?
<2022-10-26T00:09:56.000Z> chudbere: yup
<2022-10-26T00:11:24.000Z> AtomicDenny: Thanks
<2022-10-26T00:11:28.000Z> chudbere: np!
<2022-10-28T21:47:08.000Z> AtomicDenny: Yo! Can i get "King of hellthreads" as a new tag? I tried to add it but apparently i cant. Also idk if you can see but i was gonna give swattiesquad a " n tower disrespecter" tag as a joke earlier. This was all a joke and good natured ribbing between me and, swattiesquad. People were saying i was bullying so i wanted to clear the air about that
<2022-10-28T21:48:47.000Z> chudbere: oh of course, link me the thread and I'll post the pics of the tags
<2022-10-28T21:52:28.000Z> AtomicDenny: Oh the thread is old at this point,woth me and swattie. The joke has passed. But as for me wanting "king of hellthreads" i feel like its only appropriate. Ill send you a link to the newest one i accidentally started 
<2022-10-28T21:53:32.000Z> AtomicDenny: https://chudbuds.lol/objects/742351b7-510b-45af-8b77-b67afd0d4106
<2022-10-28T21:53:59.000Z> AtomicDenny: Follow this back far enough and i think youll get the point
<2022-10-28T21:54:17.000Z> chudbere: i saw the n tower get messed up earlier lol
<2022-10-28T21:55:38.000Z> AtomicDenny: And also thank you very much. I know im a bit brash, but i really do love and support chudbuds. I dont mean to cause problems, but ill always say what i believe. 
<2022-10-28T21:55:44.000Z> chudbere: <3
<2022-10-30T16:36:30.000Z> AtomicDenny: Request by xani, he also posted about it i think, but i told him id ask you 
<2022-10-30T16:38:49.000Z> AtomicDenny: Something tells me this is a hard no, but again, i told him id ask lol
<2022-10-30T16:39:56.000Z> chudbere: nah, i am trying to keep our emoji pack pretty small
<2022-10-30T16:40:12.000Z> chudbere: other instances have loading issues sometimes when they go overboard with emoji packs
<2022-10-30T16:41:24.000Z> AtomicDenny: I totally agree, i think that one is a bit tacky anyway. 
<2022-10-30T16:42:22.000Z> AtomicDenny: I would like to submit some serious designs sometime if youre open to it
<2022-10-30T16:48:07.000Z> chudbere: absolutely!
<2022-11-03T02:05:23.000Z> AtomicDenny: Okay, so, im not posting this publicly, but i wanted to ask. Is there a reward for not doinf a certain thing this month? And if say, several people dont do the thing all month, a winner should be picked by who can not do the thing the longest. Thoughts? 
<2022-11-03T02:06:15.000Z> AtomicDenny: Like "The contest" in seinfeld. 
<2022-11-03T02:06:51.000Z> chudbere: i think we will have lots of people who don't do the thing all month
<2022-11-03T02:07:49.000Z> chudbere: what do you think the prize should be?
<2022-11-03T02:09:14.000Z> AtomicDenny: Exactly so theyre the finalists, and whovever holds out the longest wins. 
<2022-11-03T02:10:17.000Z> AtomicDenny: And good question, i have no idea
<2022-11-03T02:10:24.000Z> chudbere: hm
<2022-11-03T02:11:00.000Z> chudbere: a few finalists holding out could end up going for a long time
<2022-11-03T02:11:07.000Z> chudbere: might get kind of boring waiting
<2022-11-03T02:11:16.000Z> chudbere: i think everyone who holds out for the month should win
<2022-11-03T02:12:01.000Z> chudbere: what about a "winner" banner they can use on their profile
<2022-11-03T02:12:56.000Z> AtomicDenny: Thats cool, i was just wondering. Thinkin' out loud, through dms lol
<2022-11-03T02:14:39.000Z> AtomicDenny: There doesnr have to be a prize or anything, i was just curious. The punishment is hilarious
<2022-11-03T02:15:01.000Z> chudbere: i think people would love a prize, especially if we don't announce there is one
<2022-11-03T02:15:13.000Z> chudbere: that way the people who get it really earned it 
<2022-11-03T02:15:31.000Z> chudbere: some people will only do something if there is an incentive to
<2022-11-03T02:18:05.000Z> AtomicDenny: Okay so, hear me out on this one, because i understand work is work and you guys do art for work, but what about some kind of illustration for the winner(s), featuring their avatars. Something small obviously but unique to them.
<2022-11-03T02:19:31.000Z> AtomicDenny: Or like maybe a 3rd version of the lolcow poster with their avatars drawn in, not to sell,  but just like a png of a version with them
<2022-11-03T02:20:18.000Z> AtomicDenny: Ill withdraw if you want, like if youre ginna do something like that for a reward. It wouldnt be fair if u knew the reward and no one else did
<2022-11-03T02:20:34.000Z> AtomicDenny: If i knew*
<2022-11-03T02:20:42.000Z> chudbere: i think we have too many users to do something like that
<2022-11-03T02:20:58.000Z> chudbere: that could easily be like 1400 people who win
<2022-11-03T02:21:12.000Z> AtomicDenny: Thats sorta what i was thinking as i typed it
<2022-11-03T02:21:35.000Z> chudbere: I could take the part of the poster with the pig and the some pig trophy
<2022-11-03T02:21:46.000Z> chudbere: turn that into a banner 
<2022-11-03T02:22:00.000Z> AtomicDenny: Thatd be cool!
<2022-11-03T02:22:02.000Z> chudbere: change the text on the trophy to say "NRN Winner"
<2022-11-03T02:22:43.000Z> AtomicDenny: I wasnt trying to make more work for ya, im sorry lol
<2022-11-03T02:44:26.000Z> chudbere: quick and dirty but it will work
<2022-11-03T02:48:14.000Z> AtomicDenny: Great idea
<2022-11-03T02:48:32.000Z> AtomicDenny: Great idea
<2022-11-03T02:49:37.000Z> AtomicDenny: So should i resign? Since i know the prize? 
<2022-11-03T02:49:46.000Z> chudbere: lol no
<2022-11-03T02:49:52.000Z> chudbere: i figure you can hold out anyway
<2022-11-03T02:51:50.000Z> AtomicDenny: Beyond this convesation, there wont be a peep about something i didnt mentiin anyway
<2022-11-03T03:00:30.000Z> chudbere: lol okay
<2022-11-03T03:01:27.000Z> AtomicDenny: Lol i want that banner now
<2022-11-03T03:02:03.000Z> chudbere: lol 
<2022-11-03T03:02:10.000Z> chudbere: you'll get it i'm sure
<2022-11-06T17:59:13.000Z> AtomicDenny: Im not gonna bring it up to anyone else, right now at least, because i dont wanna keep causing drama with poast. Im sure everyone is tired of hearing it, but it still wont let me move my account. Its been 15 days, there is no way im still in a "cooldown period" unless they reset it. Like at this point i should be way beyond the cooldown period on my first move, and that move shouldnt have even had a cooldown. I told dickmolesterson as well, since hes a good friend, but yeah. Im not gonna make a big thing about it, just frustrated. Wondered if you had any clue what i could do
<2022-11-06T18:00:35.000Z> chudbere: I can ask graf for you
<2022-11-06T18:01:20.000Z> AtomicDenny: Just ask how long my account has left in cooldown 
<2022-11-06T18:01:33.000Z> chudbere: ok
<2022-11-06T18:01:39.000Z> AtomicDenny: Thank you
<2022-11-06T18:02:04.000Z> chudbere: np!
<2022-11-06T18:03:26.000Z> AtomicDenny: Sorry for all the problems lol
<2022-11-06T18:06:47.000Z> chudbere: no worries!
<2022-11-06T18:16:15.000Z> chudbere: he said he thinks it was october 9th, so it should be up november 9th or 10th
<2022-11-06T19:18:24.000Z> chudbere: so, why we hellthreading again?
<2022-11-06T19:18:55.000Z> chudbere: lol
<2022-11-06T19:30:35.000Z> AtomicDenny: I didnt mean to, i just told milk "sup", i didnt bring up the cooldown. They muted me anyway. How come they cant tell me why i was deleted? Why wont they admit it, thats all i said. 
<2022-11-06T19:31:02.000Z> chudbere: you aren't gonna get satisfaction from them
<2022-11-06T19:31:30.000Z> chudbere: idc if you wanna hell thread then go for it
<2022-11-06T19:31:38.000Z> chudbere: just saying its prolly a futile effort
<2022-11-06T19:31:42.000Z> AtomicDenny: Womp womp
<2022-11-06T19:33:47.000Z> AtomicDenny: I know im not gonna get them ti admit it, thats whats funny to me. They know exactly what happened, they know the beef, but they pretend they dont know who i am.
<2022-11-06T19:34:09.000Z> chudbere: ok
<2022-11-06T19:37:07.000Z> AtomicDenny: Should i not be pointing this out? Half of poast has been calling me a faggot for weeks, all i did was poke fun
<2022-11-06T19:37:43.000Z> chudbere: denny I don't care if you do, I was just asking:)
<2022-11-06T19:37:51.000Z> chudbere: i'm not upset
<2022-11-06T19:38:03.000Z> chudbere: kind of multitasking at the moment, drawing a comic
<2022-11-06T19:40:35.000Z> AtomicDenny: Im not trying to be combative with you, i dont wanna cause problems with chudbuds. I just like to argue and i came across milk in a thread trying to be casual. It was to easy to put him on the spot
<2022-11-06T19:41:04.000Z> chudbere: yeah it's fine i'm not worried
<2022-11-06T19:41:27.000Z> chudbere: i just was wondering if you were still actually mad or if you were just having fun fucking with him
<2022-11-06T19:43:02.000Z> AtomicDenny: I come across as punchy, its just my tone i guess. I mean, i am still annoyed about the whole situation, but i dont expect them to be honest about it. At this point, i like giving them opportunities to be dishonest
<2022-11-06T19:43:28.000Z> chudbere: Okay :)
<2022-11-06T19:45:11.000Z> AtomicDenny: Really tho, i apologize if i sounded like i was trying to clap back to you. I didnt mean it like that. I really would like to get along with everyone here
<2022-11-06T19:45:46.000Z> chudbere: <3 i'm not upset
<2022-11-06T19:46:07.000Z> AtomicDenny: Okay good! Im blunt, so i gotta be careful about that
<2022-11-06T19:52:07.000Z> chudbere: it's okay
<2022-11-06T21:32:09.000Z> AtomicDenny: Hey, not trying to boost this, just want you to see the fruits of the mini hellthread earlier 
<2022-11-06T21:32:13.000Z> AtomicDenny: https://chudbuds.lol/objects/f3f75638-bf9a-49ff-bdaf-af064bf6d88d
<2022-11-06T21:33:43.000Z> chudbere: lol nice 
<2022-11-06T21:35:32.000Z> AtomicDenny: Thanky thanky
<2022-11-21T23:50:29.000Z> AtomicDenny: Yo, hope i didnt cares problems with that p guy yesterday
<2022-11-21T23:51:55.000Z> AtomicDenny: Dont get me wrong, i hope he ODs, but i didnt mean to start shit with him. Sorry if that has made your job harder
<2022-11-21T23:58:39.000Z> AtomicDenny: Cause*
<2022-11-22T00:31:20.000Z> chudbere: Nah he was very helpful in DMs
<2022-11-22T00:33:49.000Z> AtomicDenny: Thats good, i still hope he ODs, but thats good. 
<2022-11-22T00:36:01.000Z> chudbere: Lmao
<2022-11-22T00:42:50.000Z> AtomicDenny: He set up a bot like a month that spams me everytime i reply to him. But whenever i reply in a thread with graf, there he is shitting his pants and shitting out walls of text. Maybe hes good at IT, but hes a fucking psycho. 
<2023-01-06T19:24:41.000Z> AtomicDenny: Hey! I wanted to message you directly before i posted in the mod server. I posted the screenshot from the mod chat. This was not done to attack you or embarrass you in any way. Ive even told podawful that youre not against him and you seem to get his angle. Im not a leaker, i would never share anything about the site operations or any kind of private info in it. I shared what a shared because, quite frankly, Mack is pissing people off. (1 of 3?)
<2023-01-06T19:25:35.000Z> chudbere: ok, I appreciate you coming forward Denny
<2023-01-06T19:30:04.000Z> AtomicDenny: The mod badge thing was a joke, if dick hadnt added it, i wouldve. I added the admin badge. Mack got very upset over what is essentially a useless line of text because he has a hate boner for podawful. Had that badge been given to nearly any other user, he wouldnt have reacted the way he did, and i wouldnt have shared anything had he not started bitching about dick molesterson the way he did. Hes currently lecturing dick from what i understand. (2 of 3)
<2023-01-06T19:33:18.000Z> chudbere: Mack does have a tendency to take things a little too seriously and let it get him upset
<2023-01-06T19:34:54.000Z> AtomicDenny: His reaction and his tendency to take this so so so seriously to the point of shaming other users is as funny as it is gay, thats why weve been givin him the razzies. I understand completely if your trust for me has declined, please dont hold the other mods responsible. Im not against chudbuds and im not trying to damage your work in any way. Its just a little bit of chaos for a little bit of fun. Again, i will post a confession in the guilded server, and if they wanna be mad at me they can(3/4)
<2023-01-06T19:35:37.000Z> chudbere: I think they will give you some shit for it, yeah, but I think if you are sincere in your apology it will go a long way to mending things and re-establishing trust
<2023-01-06T19:35:54.000Z> chudbere: I know you didn't intend for the screencap to be used that way
<2023-01-06T19:36:35.000Z> chudbere: Just remember, even though I think Jesse's trolling is funny a lot of the time, I don't think for a second he holds anyone else's interests in his mind but his own
<2023-01-06T19:37:05.000Z> AtomicDenny: I wanted to square things with you first, and tell you what happened and why before things get muddy. I wasnt trying to be sneaky or conceal anything. No ones feelings were supposed to get hurt except maybe macks a little (4/4)
<2023-01-06T19:37:10.000Z> chudbere: So I'd definitely avoid giving him any information that he could potentially twist into some trolling narrative in the future
<2023-01-06T19:38:54.000Z> AtomicDenny: I dont trust anything jesse says, its better to be skeptical about anything he does. I just think hes really funny. Jesse didnt coax me or ask me to send him insider info, its not like that
<2023-01-06T19:39:31.000Z> chudbere: I get it, just be aware that he'll take anything you tell him and try to turn it into drama fodder somehow
<2023-01-06T19:39:42.000Z> chudbere: I do appreciate you telling me
<2023-01-06T19:40:01.000Z> chudbere: I didn't want there to be a cloud of suspicion and distrust in the mod chat
<2023-01-06T19:40:35.000Z> chudbere: I think if you just apologize and say you meant no harm you just thought it was funny, people will give you a little hell but forgive you
<2023-01-06T19:40:40.000Z> chudbere: I forgive you, for what it's worth
<2023-01-06T19:43:09.000Z> AtomicDenny: I understand, and im sorry if this caused you any problems, but in a way, sometimes drama needs to come about or retards like mack get a big head. I hope you get that this is sorta like the ecosystem purifying itself. Thank you for your understanding
<2023-01-06T19:46:08.000Z> chudbere: you're welcome
<2023-01-06T20:45:24.000Z> chudbere: In case you didn't see the message I just posted in guilded. 
<2023-01-06T20:47:10.000Z> chudbere: I don't intend to make any sort of announcement or shame you in any way for it
<2023-01-06T20:47:28.000Z> chudbere: but I just don't see a way forward with you continuing as a mod, I'm sorry
<2023-01-06T20:52:55.000Z> AtomicDenny: I agree with you about the breach of trust, i understand and i agree that it didnt matter what i posted, its THAT i posted it. I just want it to be known when people talk about me leaking a screenshot, that it was a nothing screenshot. Im sorry you feel that way, i am sincere in my apology to you and i told you my issue with mack. I know he is lying about how he was joking, and if he continues like he was problems will arrise whether im around or not. I have no patience with him mincing word
<2023-01-06T20:53:58.000Z> chudbere: I understand how you feel about him
<2023-01-06T20:54:33.000Z> chudbere: I don't think anyone will be talking about it, I have asked the mods not to mention it
<2023-01-06T20:56:21.000Z> AtomicDenny: Its a shame it went like this, im sorry if you were upset. Truly. If you need a mod thats gonna tell you the truth in the future my DMs are open. 
<2023-01-07T02:00:57.000Z> chudbere: I asked the mods not to mention this incident to prevent embarrassing YOU, Denny
<2023-01-07T02:09:45.000Z> AtomicDenny: What? What did i do? I didnt mention any specific incident, I didnt share any info, i didnt tag mack or even mention him or you. Mack showed up, and mack sent it around and told people what was up. Otherwise why are all these people showing up men him specifically? Again, i mentioned him 0 times. 
<2023-01-07T02:10:04.000Z> AtomicDenny: Mentioning*
<2023-01-07T02:13:19.000Z> AtomicDenny: People who arent mods or in the mod server are showing up to say "mack4prez" and "i love mack" and i didnt say anything about mack. How would they know? Maybe someone is talking to their friends about things that happened in the mod server
<2023-01-07T02:13:54.000Z> chudbere: i don't think it is some conspiracy man, I saw your posts cause they were on the timeline when I refreshed it
<2023-01-07T02:14:12.000Z> chudbere: you have nearly 1000 followers
<2023-01-07T02:16:51.000Z> AtomicDenny: Okay, like clearly, to you, you know what i was poking fun at. What im saying is; anyone who didnt see the fight in guilded wouldnt know exactly who i was referring to. I intentially didnt mention it. So how would all these ardent mack supporters even know to come in and defend mack? I didnt tell them. 
<2023-01-07T02:17:19.000Z> chudbere: you quoted Kinochet's tweet poll about de-modding mack
<2023-01-07T02:17:34.000Z> chudbere: i mean, that was the subject of the post lol
<2023-01-07T02:21:07.000Z> AtomicDenny: Then i refer you back to the part where i didnt mention the fight or mack. Im just bantering, why am i in touble for it? Is kinochet in trouble for running the poll?  
<2023-01-07T02:21:17.000Z> chudbere: you're not in trouble ffs
<2023-01-07T02:21:57.000Z> chudbere: you called this place a hugbox and vagueposted about how if someone is a faggot nobody will be allowed to tell
<2023-01-07T02:22:32.000Z> chudbere: so I just messaged you to point out that the reason I asked everyone to keep quiet about what happened was to protect YOU, not mackivelli
<2023-01-07T02:22:53.000Z> chudbere: you're not in trouble, there isn't some grand conspiracy to janny it up for mack
<2023-01-07T02:23:12.000Z> chudbere: Lexicon Devil follows you. Alfa Niner follows you, Nate follows both of them
<2023-01-07T02:23:33.000Z> chudbere: I'm guessing they saw your post the same way I did, it was on my timeline
<2023-01-07T02:33:39.000Z> AtomicDenny: Look, the way i see it, it is a hugbox. I gave you my word i wouldnt post anything else, i apologized to you personally (you accepted my apology), i told you my issue with mack, i told everyone what happened. In the end, i was too mean to mack, i was being a "drama nigger" and polluting your instance that heavily praises one of the most beloved drama content creators of all time. Im tossing some pot shots at mack, so what? Im not embarrassed about what happened. 
<2023-01-07T02:36:39.000Z> chudbere: I didn't remove you for being too mean to mack. I removed you because you kept blaming someone else for what you did, justifying it, and minimizing it."I wouldn't have posted it if Mack hadn't gotten mad at Dick""Mack deserved to be made fun of""It wasn't anything important I shared, it was a nothing screenshot"None of what i removed you has anything to do with Mack or protecting him. It was that I felt after witnessing you do the things I just listed above, that you didn't really care
<2023-01-07T02:37:08.000Z> chudbere: and I decided that I felt I couldn't trust you with potentially sensitive info going forward as a result
<2023-01-07T02:37:31.000Z> chudbere: Mack didn't force you to make the choices you did Denny
<2023-01-07T02:38:28.000Z> chudbere: YOU chose to share a screencap, no matter how "nothing" of a screencap it was. Then instead of just apologizing and moving on, YOU chose to come in guns blazing to defend yourself and blame YOUR choice on someone else
<2023-01-07T02:38:52.000Z> AtomicDenny: Mack did deserve to be made fun of. If youre not here telling me to be nice to mack or that i could be embarrassed, then what are you telling me? Im not mad at you claire, im not fighting with you. I understand and respect your descision to unmod me. Its okay with me, really. Mack however lied to the whole server. Im the only one that admitted the whole truth
<2023-01-07T02:41:41.000Z> chudbere: I already told you why I originally messaged you, because I saw what you said about "you won't be allowed to tell anyone" and I wanted to make it clear that I asked the mods not to discuss what happened to protect YOUR reputation, not anyone elses. 
<2023-01-07T02:44:31.000Z> chudbere: I'm gonna go but I just wanted to share this with you, maybe it will ring a bell in how I feel you acted in the guilded today. Maybe it will get you to stop trying to justify everything and reflect a bit, idk. It's called the narcissist's prayer. That didn't happen.And if it did, it wasn't that bad.And if it was, that's not a big deal.And if it is, that's not my fault.And if it was, I didn't mean it.And if I did, you deserved it.
<2023-01-07T02:44:56.000Z> chudbere: I'm not calling you a narcissist, of course, but you acted a lot like one today. 
<2023-01-07T02:45:18.000Z> chudbere: I still like you a lot and I just hope we can all move on from this. Take care.
<2023-01-07T02:48:59.000Z> AtomicDenny: Okay okay. Thats my bad, its a communication error. What i meant about "not being able to tell anyone" is not that i was worried about the mods discussing it, but because if you make fun of a user like mack, who is a giant faggot, you may find yourself on an admins shitlist. Its easier to keep giving everyone hugs and pretend the mods arent having a power trip. Its a very poast attitude. I hope that clears it up, id like to remain friendly. 
<2023-01-07T02:50:40.000Z> chudbere: Idgaf who people make fun of
<2023-01-07T02:50:54.000Z> chudbere: I have people on here who directly make fun of ME
<2023-01-07T02:51:00.000Z> chudbere: that's been the case since I started the place
<2023-01-07T02:51:33.000Z> chudbere: I had a groyper faggot on here that made jokes about raping me while watching the killstream who I didn't ban for it
<2023-01-07T02:53:14.000Z> chudbere: would I prefer everyone get along? Of course. But you shitting on mack had nothing to do with why you were banned. It was leaking the chatlog then coming in guns blazing with what felt like a non-apology to blame someone else for what you did. 
<2023-01-07T02:53:29.000Z> chudbere: anyway I really do need to go, Sophie is melting down
<2023-01-07T02:53:36.000Z> chudbere: ttyl friend
<2023-01-07T03:02:41.000Z> AtomicDenny: Goodnight Claire, congrats on your newest child btw
<2023-01-09T03:04:38.000Z> chudbere: why are you doing this?
<2023-01-09T03:04:53.000Z> chudbere: I didn't ban jesse for making fun of anyone
<2023-01-09T03:05:06.000Z> chudbere: i was in bed and he messaged me, said someone had threatened to swat him
<2023-01-09T03:05:24.000Z> chudbere: I looked at TenTen's profile and then saw the DMs between him and Jesse
<2023-01-09T03:05:34.000Z> chudbere: Jesse sent him an IP logger and threatened to kill him
<2023-01-09T03:05:39.000Z> chudbere: so I banned both of them
<2023-01-09T03:11:51.000Z> AtomicDenny: Not reading that. Dont care. Im not gonna fedpost, im not gonna dox, im not gonna ip skim, not gonna do a single thing thats against your tos. In the end, if you ban me, youll be banning me because i hurt your feelings. I saw all of that claire. I saw a lot more than you know. You think i was the only one taking/sharing screenshots? No. I was the only one who told you and i got punished. 
<2023-01-09T03:12:30.000Z> AtomicDenny: Banning people for hurt feelings inst very jim
<2023-01-09T03:13:56.000Z> chudbere: What hurt feelings? TenTen threatened to swat Jesse, so I banned him. Jesse sent TenTen an IP grabber and threatened to kill TenTen, so I banned him. Don't you remember when I banned that guy Tyrone for posting an IP grabber? Don't you remember the dude who got banned for spam posting he was going to rape Jade and kill Jim?
<2023-01-09T03:15:40.000Z> AtomicDenny: Its not about tenten and you know that, something you dont know is that several of your mods are annoyed and booting me kickstarted the drama mack was so desperate to avoid. 
<2023-01-09T03:17:33.000Z> AtomicDenny: Dramaniggger dramanigger drama nigger. Fuck it. Why should i play nice. 
<2023-01-09T03:17:48.000Z> chudbere: so this is you're mad because I removed you as mod.
<2023-01-09T03:18:09.000Z> chudbere: even though before you said you understood why I made that decision
<2023-01-09T03:20:58.000Z> AtomicDenny: I want you to understand this, ill say it in the simplest possible terms. I do not care that im not a mod anymore, i do care that you run an instance terrified of people that dont agree with them. "Its not that you unmodded me claire, its why you unmodded me. I just see how we can continue witjout any trust." You forgave me and it was fine. You unforgave me when i made fun of mack. 
<2023-01-09T03:21:40.000Z> AtomicDenny: I just dont see* my bad, typo
<2023-01-09T03:21:47.000Z> chudbere: it wasn't about making fun of mack and you know that. it was because you shifted blame and minimized what you did, justifying that it was not a big deal
<2023-01-09T03:28:22.000Z> AtomicDenny: It was about about making fun of mack and youre trying to make it more about other bullshit. 
<2023-01-09T03:28:32.000Z> AtomicDenny: The whole thing was about playing a joke on mack. Mack, himself is a joke. Ask yourself, have you avoided the drama? Instead of just ignoring mack and all the gay babies, you took a different action. Again, ask yourself, did you avoid the drama like you wanted to? Enjoy your instance, ill be here until you abandon your principles and ban me. Otherwise, in the future, i hope you understand me better, the way you hoped jesse understood you better. Maybe we can still be friends. 
<2023-01-09T03:28:47.000Z> AtomicDenny: For right now, im making fun of you guys. 
<2023-01-09T07:20:15.000Z> chudbere: What is the air speed velocity of an unladen swallow
<2023-01-16T21:40:38.000Z> chudbere: I forgot to message you this earlier when I messaged it to Kinochet, but if either of you or Xani or anyone would like to start your own instance, I'm happy to give you whatever technical assistance/advice that I can
<2023-01-17T04:20:31.000Z> AtomicDenny: Im not starting an instance, i promise you lol. Ill pass this on to the people that want to tho
<2023-01-17T04:46:57.000Z> chudbere: sounds good, always happy to help
<2023-01-17T04:48:08.000Z> AtomicDenny: You missed a perfect opportunity to say "glad i could help"
<2023-01-17T04:48:25.000Z> chudbere: lol yes I did
<2023-01-18T01:52:06.000Z> AtomicDenny: Sorry, was too long to send as a DM
<2023-01-18T02:09:21.000Z> chudbere: hey there
<2023-01-18T02:09:34.000Z> chudbere: give me a second, filling up the bathtub
<2023-01-18T02:09:43.000Z> chudbere: i'll read in a minute
<2023-01-18T02:25:58.000Z> chudbere: Okay reading now
<2023-01-18T02:34:12.000Z> chudbere: I read the message, also read it out loud to my husband. He says he appreciates what you said and he forgives you. I can echo that as well. I wish things hadn't gone this way. I just wanted chudbuds to be a fun place for people to hang out and shoot the shit without looking over their shoulders for a ban hammer from some corporate overlord. I've been swatted for it, criticized for it, and attacked for it from all sides what feels like constantly lately.
<2023-01-18T02:34:58.000Z> chudbere: Godwinson is even planning some sort of hit piece on me now, and I don't know why. Because Kinochet has an account here? I don't even know.
<2023-01-18T02:36:02.000Z> chudbere: The whole thing has been really discouraging lately, I will be honest. I just wanted to make a fun community. 
<2023-01-18T02:37:33.000Z> chudbere: Thanks for apologizing, I do appreciate it. If you would like to migrate your account somewhere else let me know, otherwise best of luck to you in all things in the future.
<2023-01-18T02:42:50.000Z> AtomicDenny: I understand, a lot of what people have done is unwarranted or just plain illegal. Im just a harmless troll. Im not Jesse or Kino and i dont have a master plan. Yeah i saw the Godwinson post, idk. I don't really keep up with his circle besides Kinochet i guess. 
<2023-01-18T02:51:40.000Z> chudbere: Yeah idk the whole thing has just been building the last couple weeks and now it's like, why did I even bother making this place
<2023-01-18T02:58:14.000Z> AtomicDenny: I get it. I wouldnt wanna do it. I respect the ambition, but cmon. If we're being honest, the shitshow was inevitable. Not just me, but all of it 
<2023-01-18T03:06:51.000Z> chudbere: Oh well, I guess I will just ride it out 
<2023-01-18T03:07:05.000Z> chudbere: Do you want to migrate somewhere? 
<2023-01-18T03:07:53.000Z> AtomicDenny: No i wont be migrating. I have a couple dms im waiting to hear back on. I will delete tomorrow
<2023-01-18T03:08:48.000Z> chudbere: Okay
<2023-01-18T03:08:56.000Z> chudbere: Well I wish you the best 
<2023-01-18T03:12:27.000Z> AtomicDenny: Same to you
