I don't understand this crowd, I don't think I ever will.
And I don't feel that I fit in here. I know that I'm assuming, but the majority could care less where I go. But as
@Orzel had told me once, and I'm paraphrasing "either deal with it, or move"
So I'll just focus on doing that.
It's hard to feel welcomed when the social groups are so wedged into their niche's.
No one cares to get to know others that try. Nobody cares.
I get told that I should get Cognitive Behavioral Therapy because I am told that I don't mesh well with others, when in actuality, it's fucking frustrations about how tightly closed the social groups are and no one fucking acknowledges it because they are already in their own little niche. To remain blind of the issue only benefits those that are not on the outside.
And with me typing all this, I know it's going to fall on deaf ears, but I've been trying to fight this issue for the past six years.... it all has me so upset to the point that I know if I stay or leave the chat won't make a damn bit of a difference, and all it is, is just me yelling into the void.
People don't accept me for who I am now, why the hell would they accept me if I was medicated?
I just don't fucking know anymore.
