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9 June 2018

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11:03

Michichael

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I've mauled a doctor and two bouncers. :P

11:03

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11:03

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

2 times in fact.

M

11:03

Michichael

Well security guards

11:03

whatever

11:03

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Ok because if you come and I no get hug I sad

M

11:03

Michichael

To the point of sedation

11:03

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Absolutely cali def does a good job there im just saying it should be balanced... if i dont want to work hard I shouldnt be forced out i should have a place

TL

11:03

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I told them arrest me or I will give you a reason. I cannot handle this crowd.

11:04

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Waffle shop

11:04

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That place should not be govt assistance

TL

11:04

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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49 other states to choose from.

11:04

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When I lived in Turlock my dad and I would eat there often

M

11:04

Michichael

Yeah, not gonna win pity points from me on those. I've lost everything I've owned three times, saw people ripped in half when I was 5, crippling anxiety, crippling anti-socialness, was bullied mercilessly, was sexually abused as a child for years, was raped multiple times early in my adult life

11:04

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Well ya

11:04

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They have the best biscuits and gravy in the world

Mɹ

11:05

Majik ɹɐǝq

Social anxiety means when I go to a furmeet, after I leave I need to go home and be alone for several hours to recover. I sit at my computer and look at art and roleplay to help me calm down.

TL

11:05

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Glad you made it. I want contact numbers not pity.

11:05

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Sorry to hear hugs

M

11:05

Michichael

Everyone has problems. You can either sit there and complain about them and never work towards improving yourself or your situation, and wallow in self-pity, or you can realize that doesn't get you anywhere and bunker down and work through your issues.

Mɹ

11:05

Majik ɹɐǝq

I make appointments to get together with people but I find excuses to cancel at the last minute.

11:05

I plan to go to furry events and I watch the clock for hours prior to the event and worry about it for no reason.

11:06

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What really matters if bun gets yo eat breakfast with chunky or not

11:06

This is important guys

TL

11:06

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Been trying to get medical since april and I applied but I can't get an answer when I will get a medical number.

M

11:06

Michichael

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Do eet.

Mɹ

11:06

Majik ɹɐǝq

When you apply for benefits in California you get Medical right away. Later you get a health plan covered by your county. That takes 4-6 weeks.

TL

11:07

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Yeah that.

11:07

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Yaaaay chunky is now required by the admin to eat breakfast w me

Mɹ

11:07

Majik ɹɐǝq

Medical can be used for things like urgent care, emergency room visits, prescriptions and short term visits.

11:07

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Thanks 🙏

11:07

I’ll get dressed

Mɹ

11:07

Majik ɹɐǝq

The health plan is for regular doctor visits and having a primary care doctor.

11:07

And dentistry.

11:07

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Awwww you're not alone, you're safe now hun

11:07

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Wattttt

11:07

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This is what happens when you have a bun in the chat

TL

11:07

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I went to a hospital and asked to make an appointment. They said I have to provide medical info.

11:08

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You indulge the bun because it’s a bun

11:08

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I kiss my mate and cum back to admin rules on breakfast!

M

11:08

Michichael

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No offense, but all I've heard out of you for the past hour is excuses and reasons why you can't do something and the situation you're in is completely untentable. Stop focusing on the negatives and you'll be a lot happier. Every suggestion or recommendation that people have made here you've countered with a "but" - often a weakly founded one.

11:08

Just my 2 cents.

Mɹ

11:08

Majik ɹɐǝq

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^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^

TL

11:08

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I am not considered emergency case because I am not harming anyone

M

11:08

Michichael

And that's perfectly fine - if you want to live your life like that, we're not gonna rip on you about it, everyone's welcome here. But we will point out that you're in your situation because you choose to be.

Mɹ

11:08

Majik ɹɐǝq

He's depressed. It's not really his fault. When someone is clincially depressed, crying about problems instead of solving them is de rigure.

11:09

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You have to be in diapers or own something that wears diapers to get medical

11:09

And being a fur baby doesn’t count

M

11:09

Michichael

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The babyfurs have it all figured out...

11:09

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😄 haha

M

11:09

Michichael

:P

TL

11:09

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

All I have heard is lie your ass off, but I might of missed something

Mɹ

11:09

Majik ɹɐǝq

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Not really. I have MediCal and Santa Clara Health Plan. All I had to do was fill out a form and do a phone interview.

11:09

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Damn!

TL

11:09

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Depression is my personal problem.

11:10

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Nice! I’m glad they changed the rules

Mɹ

11:10

Majik ɹɐǝq

Yes they did.

11:10

It's now MUCH easier to get health care.

TL

11:10

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I have called the santa clara med line 3 times now they say to wait for the packet.

M

11:10

Michichael

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You can work through depression without outside help. It's hard, but you can. Meditation, volunteer work, reading... you've got telegram, so you've got access to the tools to get yourself out of it.

11:10

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Well you can break out of depression

M

11:10

Michichael

Much easier with help though

11:10

And support

TL

11:10

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Not sure that I am depressed though.

Mɹ

11:11

Majik ɹɐǝq

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I was depressed for about 5 years in my 20's. Breaking out is THE hardest thing I've ever done.

M

11:11

Michichael

Anyway, yeah. I hope things get better for you Rare, but you're in your situation because you're ruling out the solutions.

TL

11:11

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I just go with whatever someone else says.

M

11:11

Michichael

Eh. I think Majik's right, you've got depression.

11:11

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Lol you're just playing with everyone?

Mɹ

11:11

Majik ɹɐǝq

Molly was the turning point for me.

M

11:11

Michichael

Either way, you should try to see a social worker.

TL

11:11

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Could be.

11:11

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Acid was mine

Mɹ

11:11

Majik ɹɐǝq

I did one dose of molly. It reminded me what it was to be happy, and after that I made significant lifestyle changes to end my depression.

M

11:12

Michichael

World of warcraft was mine

11:12

:D

11:12

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11:12

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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So it is odd. I can feel happy then I forget what it feels like.

11:12

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Hehe im happy and all molly did was remind me i could be happier if i take molly

11:12

Now im brain dead

11:12

XD

Mɹ

11:13

Majik ɹɐǝq

I stopped going to jobs I hated and set standards for employment. I fixed my credit. I got a car. I started meditating.

11:13

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I need to yoga

Mɹ

11:13

Majik ɹɐǝq

It's easy to say something so simple as meditating can't possibly do anything but it's FUNDAMENTAL to my happiness.

11:13

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Need to try

TL

11:13

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Like I read previous comments and know I must of been happy when I wrote it but hard to believe it was me. Who would hack my acct and leave happy messages though.

Mɹ

11:14

Majik ɹɐǝq

I was always one of those people who was like "meditation, that's voodoo bullshit." But then I forced myself to do it regularly for a week, and it made a huge diference.

11:14

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Im tired of construction traffic and want to yoga meditate that shit outta my lif

11:14

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Let's smoke a blunt next week, get in my car

11:14

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Ooo always awesome idea

TL

11:14

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Anytime your around sure.

Mɹ

11:14

Majik ɹɐǝq

Weed or drugs in general are only really a good idea if everything else in your life is already in order.

11:14

If your life is fucked up and you hate everything including yourself drugs will only make it worse.

TL

11:15

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I rotate. Happy sad despondant. Chatty/silent

Mɹ

11:15

Majik ɹɐǝq

So in other words, you're human.

11:15

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Yeah they def dont promote advancement while on drugs

TL

11:15

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Goes all over .

11:15

I am afraid to take a shower every 48 hours but I do it

Mɹ

11:16

Majik ɹɐǝq

I usually shower every other day.

11:16

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What did someone say weed has this fuck it component to it

TL

11:16

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I am afraid the glass will break or a sewage line will break into the water line, etc...

11:16

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I dont need to pay the electric bill fuck it im lighting a candle

TL

11:17

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

But that is everything.

Mɹ

11:17

Majik ɹɐǝq

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Irrational fears are a normal part of anxiety. I have them too, but I have different ones.

11:17

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Im afraid of spiders

Mɹ

11:17

Majik ɹɐǝq

I am constantly afraid I'll get fired from work.

TL

11:17

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Didn't eat yesterday. Afraid the fridge will fall apart.

11:17

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But only cause they bite me not how they look

Mɹ

11:17

Majik ɹɐǝq

I am constantly afraid when I visit someone that I won't know when it's time to leave.

TL

11:18

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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From Mn we never really leave.

Mɹ

11:18

Majik ɹɐǝq

I am constantly afraid that if I eat something I'll get food poisoning.

11:18

However.

TL

11:18

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

You start saying goodbye the moment you walk in the door and hoep you get out in under 5 hours

Mɹ

11:18

Majik ɹɐǝq

I also know that these are irrational fears because I've done all of these things before and they didn't kill me.

11:19

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After I did acid i learned that life happens within you and without you, no one but me can make me change. So feeling happy isn't hard anymore ^^
I got piece of mind and I feel inner calmness now

11:19

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Thats the only way to get it

Mɹ

11:19

Majik ɹɐǝq

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Read some Kafka, you and he would get along well.

TL

11:19

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Same. I try to convince myself. Soemtimes I end up under a table for a few hours cryimg.

Mɹ

11:19

Majik ɹɐǝq

Crying is a good outlet, I recommend doing it regularly.

11:19

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11:19

Michichael

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Damn humans!

11:20

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Yush dats it

M

11:20

Michichael

They ruined humanity!

Mɹ

11:20

Majik ɹɐǝq

If you don't usually cry, find something that makes you cry like sad music or a mushy romantic movie.

TL

11:20

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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About twice a week in the last month.

Mɹ

11:20

Majik ɹɐǝq

My mom used to listen to sad country songs when she wanted to cry.

TL

11:20

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Haha emotional things piss me off.

11:20

Deleted Account

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You're the second person who's told me this

11:20

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Crying can be physical smash hand with hammer lol jkjk

TL

11:20

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I only cry out of crippling fear.

11:21

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Kafka, I'll look him up. Thank you

Mɹ

11:21

Majik ɹɐǝq

Kafka had severe anxiety.

11:21

Both social and generalized.

11:21

If you want to get to know Kafka read the book Kafka In Love.

11:21

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Isnt that the movie with jack Nicholson

Mɹ

11:21

Majik ɹɐǝq

It's available at the Santa Clara Library.

TL

11:22

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I think I have anxiety but no proof.

Mɹ

11:22

Majik ɹɐǝq

There isn't any test that can prove you have anxiety.

11:22

Anxiety as a medical condition is diagnosed based on outward behaviors.

TL

11:22

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Saw a pysch in april but they couldn't help because I was moving already.

11:23

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I have no diagnosis from a professional that I can share.

Mɹ

11:23

Majik ɹɐǝq

ie, you can tell that I have social anxiety because I avoid people, I tend to cancel appointments at the last minute and I have irrational fear of overstaying my welcome.

11:23

However I work around my problems by finding people who understand my anxiety and are fine with it.

11:24

Deleted Account

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Sure but its mental and trigger physical response

TL

11:24

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I refuse to diagnose myself anymore. I got lots of people mad at me when I did.

Mɹ

11:24

Majik ɹɐǝq

Most of my friends know what my irrational fears are so when we hang out we establish a definite time to start and end and plan an activity that has a definite end like watching a movie or going to dinner.

11:24

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Nods

Mɹ

11:25

Majik ɹɐǝq

Or sex!

11:25

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Do you have desire to understand why or are just accepting?

TL

11:25

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I used to think I was intelligent but I have come to realize I am pretty low on that pole.

11:25

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Always fun end

11:25

If your doing it right

Mɹ

11:25

Majik ɹɐǝq

One of my good friends I have known for about ten years. Once a month I go to visit. We have dinner, we have sex, we watch an episode of his current favorite anime. Then I leave.

11:25

Every time.

A

11:25

Aezzy

I lost my social anxiety when I had to face the fact that majority of people are unreliable and erratic, if that makes any sense

TL

11:25

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I have a hunger to understand things sometimes.

Mɹ

11:25

Majik ɹɐǝq

It's regular, it's compulsory and I know it's coming once a month.

11:26

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Thats a period

TL

11:26

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Yesterday I was pissed off all day at nothing and today, well today, I feel worthless.

Mɹ

11:27

Majik ɹɐǝq

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That's depression.

11:27

Depression made it very hard for me to keep friends because I would go through periods of being angry for seemingly no reason and I would mistreat my friends.

11:27

And...

11:27

Weirdly enough, once I was over my depression, the friends who stuck with me while I was depressed lost interest and we grew apart because I wasn't being mean to them anymore.

11:28

Some people want their friends to be mean to them and if you stop they'll go find someone else to be mean.

TL

11:28

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I think I choose not to have friends. I pick the wrong ones and they bleed me dry after using me.

M

11:28

Michichael

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This is why I'm mean to everyone!

11:28

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Be nice!

M

11:28

Michichael

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11:28

Majik ɹɐǝq

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It will wipe your config on every boot because it expects you to use the Gnome registry.

TL

11:28

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I want to be mean.

11:28

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11:28

Michichael

Quigre: Usually.

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11:29

Majik ɹɐǝq

If you don't want to use the system registry you can work around the problem by just adding the xrandr commands to your profile as a bash script on startup.

11:30

I do that on my GPD Pocket because it has an inverted display panel.

11:30

xrandr —rotate right

TL

11:30

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Well I will keep checking the messages but it seems we are done here for now.

Mɹ

11:31

Majik ɹɐǝq

@Rare_drop The best thing you can do for your social life right now is to remind people you spend time with that you have problems every time you see them until they start cutting you off to tell you "I know."

11:31

Every time you go to hang out with someone, say "I am depressed and I have anxiety. Here are the things you can expect I will do that might seem odd."

TL

11:31

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I do appreciate all the advice and time you took to try and help. Sorry if I took you away from something.

Mɹ

11:31

Majik ɹɐǝq

People who listen and nod are the ones you want. The ones who pull a face and get quiet are the ones you don't want.

11:32

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Hugs!

Mɹ

11:32

Majik ɹɐǝq

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Say thank you instead of I'm sorry.

11:32

And don't predicate a thank-you with a clause.

11:32

ie, don't say "thank you but..."

11:32

Just say thank you. And then stop.

M

11:33

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11:33

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What happens to breakfast?

TL

11:33

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Will work on that.

11:33

Deleted Account

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Licks

Mɹ

11:33

Majik ɹɐǝq

If you say "thank you..." and then you add something the person will remember the thing you added and not your gratitude.

TL

11:34

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Here come the suicide thoughts. Wonder if any new ones today.

Mɹ

11:34

Majik ɹɐǝq

Most people have thoughts of suicide and think about how they would kill themselves.

TL

11:35

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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It's odd because it's suicide then the damge report.

11:35

Like i am third party.

Mɹ

11:35

Majik ɹɐǝq

You're not dead yet so I'm thinking you're fine.

TL

11:35

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Well they all have been no beuno.

11:35

Like slit wrists in tub.. Leaves a mess.

Mɹ

11:35

Majik ɹɐǝq

If you fantasize about suicide from a third party perspective it's because you're lonely and you want to feel valued.

TL

11:36

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Jump off cliff? Littering.

Mɹ

11:36

Majik ɹɐǝq

When you're depressed you have to force yourself to do normal activities even though it's like eating cardboard.

TL

11:36

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Buried alive seems intersting but the preplanning seems intense.

Mɹ

11:37

Majik ɹɐǝq

"Here I am going on a hike with the local hiking group. This is stupid. This doesn't feel right. They're going to know I don't hike regularly. Fuck it. Here I go lets get this over with."

TL

11:37

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Walked 5 miles on tuesday( I think) physicall crippled me for 2 more days.

Mɹ

11:37

Majik ɹɐǝq

GOOD

11:37

That is how you should feel after rigorous exercise.

11:38

That is 100% normal.

TL

11:38

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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5 miles is not exercise to me. That is a small jaunt.

Mɹ

11:38

Majik ɹɐǝq

I walk a lot too when I am feeling anxious.

TL

11:38

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I have always weighed around 250 but I used to be able to climb rock faces.

Mɹ

11:38

Majik ɹɐǝq

I walk up to 70 miles per week.

11:39

After I did the full PGE trail I got home and I literally could not walk.

11:39

I had to drag myself with my hands to bed.

TL

11:39

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

But that was 20 years ago. 3 years ago I had a bad car accident ( didn't go see a doctor) and got lyme disease a year ago.

11:40

But those just slow me down.

Mɹ

11:40

Majik ɹɐǝq

I actually cut myself off at 70 miles in a week because groceries start to get too expensive.

11:40

On a typical day I need about 3500 calories.

TL

11:40

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I am sure when my mood ramps up again I will try for another 7-10 m walk.

Mɹ

11:40

Majik ɹɐǝq

If I walk 20 miles I need 6,000 calories.

TL

11:41

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Oh I try to keep under 1k calorie since I eat empty foods.

11:41

Nobody is giving away free food.

M

11:41

Michichael

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I'm fat and that would make me fatter

Mɹ

11:42

Majik ɹɐǝq

Yes that's because you live inside a different body.

TL

11:42

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Yeah not sure my metabolism moves beyond sleep mode.

M

11:42

Michichael

*giggles*

11:42

No, it's because I'm lazy and don't exercise

11:43

my maintenance cal is ~ 2500

Mɹ

11:43

Majik ɹɐǝq

If I'm lazy and don't exercise I need 3500 calories.

TL

11:43

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Honestly I hope for a brain injury.

Mɹ

11:43

Majik ɹɐǝq

It's because you live in a different body.

TL

11:43

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I don't like thinking anymore.

11:44

Just decided that now. I just want to sit here and think all day, every day.

11:44

I think being low IQ might be easier.

Mɹ

11:45

Majik ɹɐǝq

Well

11:45

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Sexy

Mɹ

11:45

Majik ɹɐǝq

When you decide to quit and give up you're not making things easier, you're just moving the work forward.

TL

11:45

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Okay Question. If I can reason with myself to lie about my knowledge can I reduce it?

11:46

Like no opinions and misspell everything?

Mɹ

11:47

Majik ɹɐǝq

That's Munchausen's syndrome.

TL

11:47

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I tried to join the military but I was rejected based on mental health.

11:47

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Heard of him. What did he say?

Mɹ

11:47

Majik ɹɐǝq

I was rejected from the military because I was underweight, I had poor eyesight and when you take my pulse it goes up.

11:47

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Munchausen's syndrome is where you pretend to be sick to get sympathy.

TL

11:47

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Grr damn sympathy again.

11:48

I don't want sympathy.

11:48

I want no expectations.

Mɹ

11:48

Majik ɹɐǝq

You don't want to feel like you want sympathy but your actions tell a different story.

11:49

You feel like you're worthless so you want people to feel sorry for you so they'll take actions you won't take for yourself.

TL

11:49

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I don't know what I would need.

M

11:49

Maksim

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Mɹ

11:49

Majik ɹɐǝq

Really, what it comes down to is being lazy: It's easier to complain about how bad your life is and then let people go to work for you than it is to do it yourself.

M

11:49

Maksim

:D

TL

11:50

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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But my life is great.

T

11:50

Tamino

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i think one of the most powerful parts of furry is the feeling of no expectations socially. like, if i'm an animal and you're an animal, we can just drop all the human crap and just be two animals and life is so much better. i think there's worth in that.

but even animals have to hunt for their food, too. so there's that, too.

i guess it's a mix, or a balance.

TL

11:50

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

How would you give me that? That would requires months of memorizationm

M

11:51

Michichael

Oh hell if I know.

11:51

Probably

11:51

I don't do linux if I can avoid it

Mɹ

11:51

Majik ɹɐǝq

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Maybe in a perfect world but my experience is that furries expect a complex social dance and if you miss a step they won't outright reject you but they'll severely reduce your opportunities for social interaction.

11:51

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Most Linuxes use bash as the default shell and they always look at the bash profile when you log in.

TL

11:52

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Ah so I need to work on not needing social interaction.

11:52

Deleted Account

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Gawd yush pls

Mɹ

11:52

Majik ɹɐǝq

If you want commands to execute BEFORE you log in you have to put them in an init file at a lower runlevel.

T

11:52

Tamino

what is .xprofile? i mean, what are you expecting it to be?

Mɹ

11:52

Majik ɹɐǝq

Linuxes have a thing called runlevels where they run different programs in a sequence.

11:53

To make them run those programs you edit a file in a certain folder that is assigned to that runlevel.

T

11:53

Tamino

i know about .xinitrc and .Xsession, and i know about .profile and .bash_profile — i've never heard of .xprofile

TL

11:53

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Well out of my knowledge base.

Mɹ

11:53

Majik ɹɐǝq

xprofile is the file that people used to use to define their personal X configuraiton parameters

11:54

Nowadays it's usually stored in a registry rather than a flat file and many distros use Wayland or some other wm instead of X anyways.

TL

11:54

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

@skilletkitty. I would need an endless supply of people and money or a hole in the head. That is my best answer atm.

Mɹ

11:55

Majik ɹɐǝq

I keep forgetting what is replacing wayland.

11:55

Are they going back to X?

11:55

Deleted Account

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Its an answer you never if it it was right

T

11:55

Tamino

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that wiki page looks like it explains it pretty well. some window managers automatically load a file called .xprofile, but if you're doing something raw like xinit, then you still need a stub .xinitrc that sources your .xprofile.

11:55

what's still unclear?

TL

11:55

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Return to freak mode? That is how I ruined my credit and had kids in the first place. Lots of bad decision making.

Mɹ

11:55

Majik ɹɐǝq

A lot of people are going from init.d to upstart too.

11:56

Find searches only the local domain by default, if you want to search by filename and recurse you need lots of switches.

TL

11:56

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Okay... This ^^^. This makes me feel dumb and worthless.

11:57

Deleted Account

Intrigued cause dont know it

Mɹ

11:57

Majik ɹɐǝq

find /home/username/ -name "*.extension*

11:57

Deleted Account

Whats the point of learning besides hobby?

Mɹ

11:58

Majik ɹɐǝq

find . -print | grep -i foo

11:58

Deleted Account

The movie?

Mɹ

11:58

Majik ɹɐǝq

It's better to limit the scope of a find command because if you search recursively it will also search inside folders that have infinite output like /dev/random

TL

11:58

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Not any IT I have run into but I only do windows, barely.

11:59

Deleted Account

I do mouse and keyboard

Mɹ

11:59

Majik ɹɐǝq

Using Windows is like driving. You don't need to be an F1 racer to commute to work.

11:59

Deleted Account

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In the bay it helps

TL

11:59

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Dabbled in python for a bit then found it to be fairly useless for me.

Mɹ

11:59

Majik ɹɐǝq

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True. Having a fast car makes a commute WAY easier.

12:00

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Very true. It's much easier to learn a language if you need it for something.

TL

12:00

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Very true. When I was learning it was python 2.

Mɹ

12:00

Majik ɹɐǝq

I learned perl because I needed to write utility scripts for work.

12:00

Deleted Account

No we are thinkers and decision makers not workers

Mɹ

12:01

Majik ɹɐǝq

If I just sit down and try to learn to program I fail at it. But if I'm at work and writing a script will help me avoid future work it's easier.

TL

12:01

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

But I was trying to learn it to get a degree. But I keep having mental health issues so racked up 50k debt. No degree or nothing.

12:01

Deleted Account

Most humans will think and deciede all day if they wont sleep its the mindless stuff we are lazy at

Mɹ

12:01

Majik ɹɐǝq

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If you say "I have mental issues" and then you stop working that is using your problem as a crutch.

12:02

If you want to do things that matter you have to say "I have mental issues and I'm doing this anyway. I know it's harder for me than other people but there are people with no arms and legs that have degrees."

TL

12:02

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I don't know I have an issue just that I break down from time to time.

Mɹ

12:03

Majik ɹɐǝq

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Meditate. It'll reduce instances of breakdowns.

TL

12:04

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I would like to train to meditate but still working through a list of program directors then I have to find the money

Mɹ

12:04

Majik ɹɐǝq

Go on youtube and watch free videos on meditation.

12:04

Then follow the instructions.

12:04

Deleted Account

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No proof its only once

Mɹ

12:04

Majik ɹɐǝq

Emulating someone who already knows how to do something without understanding why you're doing what they're doing is useful in learning to do a thing.

12:05

Meditation is not like learning to operate a complex factory machine.

TL

12:05

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Would prefer someone who is doing it correctly.

Mɹ

12:05

Majik ɹɐǝq

It's literally just sit still and stop thinking about things.

TL

12:05

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Never could grasp the whole not thinking.

12:05

Deleted Account

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Thought focus thinking on one thing that can be unthought easily like a tone

Mɹ

12:06

Majik ɹɐǝq

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It's simple to know how to do it, but it's one of the hardest things you'll ever accomplish.

12:06

Deleted Account

Its like the drooling dog

TL

12:06

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Apparently. I can't brush my teeth currently without 5 new ideas.

Mɹ

12:06

Majik ɹɐǝq

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Meditation is what you make of it but mindfulness is clearing your mid of all thought. Focussing on a single thought is rumination, not meditation.

12:06

Deleted Account

Eventually you can get to drool

Mɹ

12:07

Majik ɹɐǝq

When you start sitting practice (the term people use for practicing meditation) you'll have all the thoughts.

TL

12:07

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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So serial murders can be saved if they just try?

Mɹ

12:08

Majik ɹɐǝq

When thoughts start crowding in, welcome each thought one at a time, then imagine that you're shrinking it down like resizing a window in Windows, then minimize it and move to the next thought and do the same until all the thoughts are minimized.

12:08

Deleted Account

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Well yeah but like you use the mantra or chant or whatever to focus right ? And then you are gone eventually not thinking of that and just there ir here or one ir whatever

Mɹ

12:08

Majik ɹɐǝq

If a thought pushes itself back in, welcome it again, then minimize it again.

12:09

Don't feel guilty or punish yourself for having invasive thouhts. Welcome them, acknowledge them, then shrink them until they're gone again.

12:09

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Mantras and chants are also seperate things but yes they're good for reducing invasive thoughts and getting yourself to a meditative state.

12:10

Getting to a meditative state is different for everyone.

12:10

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Sure

Mɹ

12:10

Majik ɹɐǝq

When I am in that state I feel like my head and body are filled with nothing but air.

12:10

Often for me it takes hours.

12:10

Deleted Account

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Starting from just no thought focus may be difficult

TL

12:11

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Okay. How do I watch youtube on phone?

Mɹ

12:11

Majik ɹɐǝq

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Yes that's where ritual comes in. Japanese are renouned for their use of ritual.

12:11

Deleted Account

Isnt hypnosis just meditation of sorts

TL

12:11

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Like will commercial be a problem?

12:12

Deleted Account

Induced meditation by another

Mɹ

12:12

Majik ɹɐǝq

Hypnosis and meditation are different.

12:12

Deleted Account

Id like to see brain waves of individual under both

12:12

I speculate they are similar

Mɹ

12:12

Majik ɹɐǝq

We don't have enough emperical scientific knowledge to know how hypnosis works.

TL

12:13

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I already sold my laptop and conputer.

Mɹ

12:13

Majik ɹɐǝq

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Hypnosis and meditation affect different areas of the brain.

12:13

Deleted Account

Im speculating its same kind of state

12:13

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Oh can i see?

Mɹ

12:13

Majik ɹɐǝq

Probably not without a scalpal and a bone saw.

12:13

Deleted Account

Lol so how do you know this?

Mɹ

12:14

Majik ɹɐǝq

How does a person know anything?

12:14

Deleted Account

Google!

12:14

But if you have link it helps

TL

12:14

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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If Google was a guy LAWL!!!

Mɹ

12:14

Majik ɹɐǝq

One of the ways I get new knowledge is I have RSS feeds of universities that publish papers I'm interested in and I read the papers.

12:14

Deleted Account

The good stuff costs money

TL

12:15

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Interest. I lack that recently.

12:15

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Lexus nexus

Mɹ

12:15

Majik ɹɐǝq

News articles are often based on scientific papers, they just take the information from the papers and put it into an easily digestible format, but since I'm used to reading papers I know which parts to focus on so I don't get bogged down.

12:15

I also spend time talking to people who are active in the scientific community.

12:16

I know people who are professors or scientists at MIT, Stanford, Cornell, Brown, etc.

12:16

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Yeah thats cool for you but what bout me

TL

12:16

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Your either rich, intersting, or have bewbs if they will give you 60 seconds, in my experience.

Mɹ

12:17

Majik ɹɐǝq

When I was with Spottacus I had a staff badge at Stanford and I was allowed into any area so when he was at work and I was bored I would just go into classrooms and sit down and listen to lectures.

12:17

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I dont just listen to someones words i need tests and proof

TL

12:17

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I need tests of tests of tests.

12:17

Deleted Account

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Surr

TL

12:17

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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And John Oliver to confirm it.

12:17

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Just my point

12:18

Wheres the cake!

Mɹ

12:18

Majik ɹɐǝq

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Last Cuck Tonight with Jonny Trigger Warning

TL

12:18

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

If John Oliver hasn't reported it I am skeptical.

12:18

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Lol

TL

12:19

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I will check extra credits and adam Conover for fidelity.

12:19

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Have they published and databased research on dream influencing yet!

Mɹ

12:19

Majik ɹɐǝq

Another useful life skill is to recognize when people are abusing artificial time constraints.

12:19

Deleted Account

I want my vr damint

12:19

Nit crappy 3d vr

12:20

My dream vr

TL

12:20

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Whaaa?

12:20

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Paprika

Mɹ

12:20

Majik ɹɐǝq

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An artificial time constraint is, for example, when someone says "I'd love to do X with you but I need to go soon" but they're still there 3 hours later.

TL

12:20

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Fake time constraints? Please define.

12:21

Deleted Account

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Lies

12:21

Lol

TL

12:21

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Minnesota. You just explained half of the midwest and Canada.

Mɹ

12:21

Majik ɹɐǝq

Or you're at a convention and someone says "I'd love to have lunch with you but I'm about to head off to a panel" and then you see them at lunch 20 minutes later when you're at the same restaurant with someone else.

12:21

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Yea a lie

TL

12:21

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Well that is anyone trying to get a job. Lol

Mɹ

12:22

Majik ɹɐǝq

People will also abuse artificial time constraints to get you to perform tasks more quickly.

TL

12:22

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Employers. Okay go on.

12:22

Deleted Account

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Nit always but yeah

Mɹ

12:22

Majik ɹɐǝq

"I need this done before I go to a meeting at 3pm" when really there's no repurcussion if you don't get it done by the end of the day.

12:22

Deleted Account

Sometimes its the need to know idea

Mɹ

12:23

Majik ɹɐǝq

Typically people who abuse artificial time constraints do it serially because they are impatient.

12:23

It's pretty rare for someone to do it only once.

12:23

Or they do it to avoid you or to avoid work they don't want to do.

TL

12:23

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Well I truly do need 1 trillion tomorrow but I can settle on a billion tomorrow.

12:23

Deleted Account

Psh thats nothing

Mɹ

12:24

Majik ɹɐǝq

If every time you ask someone out they tell you they'd like to but they have a thing at X time, they're using artificial time constraints to avoid confronting you with the fact that they don't want to spend time with you.

TL

12:24

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Then why spend time with them?

Mɹ

12:24

Majik ɹɐǝq

After the third time, ask them. Are you telling me you have things to do because you don't want to spend time with me?

TL

12:25

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Would rather avoid the drama.

Mɹ

12:25

Majik ɹɐǝq

It might be another person with anxiety avoiding spending time with you because anxiety.

12:25

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Or they dont like you but are to nice to say it

TL

12:25

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Great now I feel guilty.

Mɹ

12:25

Majik ɹɐǝq

People with anxiety are often attracted to other people with anxiety because they see familiar behaviors and fears.

TL

12:26

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

But I feel vindicated in knowing nothing I can't do about it now and likely would of been destructive. Is that something?

Mɹ

12:27

Majik ɹɐǝq

It's a pattern of avoidance.

12:27

If you're okay with it then sure, that's fine.

TL

12:27

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I do enjoy avoidance.

12:28

Deleted Account

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People like to be just like any other thing on this planet and that involves hanging with like folk

Mɹ

12:28

Majik ɹɐǝq

That's a pretty big generalization.

12:28

Some people honestly don't enjoy spending time with anyone and only do so because they need access to resources.

12:28

Deleted Account

Its not definitive

12:28

Nothing is

TL

12:28

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I prefer to stay away from broken people and fixed people( too judgey)

Mɹ

12:29

Majik ɹɐǝq

Most statements that start with "people" are broad generalizations.

12:29

Deleted Account

If everything had one way nothing would work

12:29

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It is just that

12:29

Wasnt trying to be specific

Mɹ

12:29

Majik ɹɐǝq

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You're lead to believe when you are young that there are "normal people" because your parents are old and they have developed expectations of normality that they assume apply to everyone, but don't really apply to anyone.

TL

12:30

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I change by the minute how I feel about anything.

12:30

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People with jobs. Normal people. People without jobs. Broken.

Mɹ

12:30

Majik ɹɐǝq

The wonderful and terrifying thing about being an adult is that you can love anyone you want to, you can do any job you want to, you can live anywhere you want to, you can eat anything you want to and you can spend as much time sharing all of those activities with others as you like. Or as little.

12:30

Deleted Account

Well what about things you prefer? What have you always done a certain way

12:31

Most the time i eat pasta with a fork but sometimes i dont

TL

12:31

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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At best pursue.

12:31

Deleted Account

And those sometimes are usually for different reasons

TL

12:32

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Preference?

Mɹ

12:32

Majik ɹɐǝq

Probably 3/4 of my time is spent alone because... well, I just like having total control over my personal space.

TL

12:32

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I trt not to have one but mot having one makes so much waste.

Mɹ

12:32

Majik ɹɐǝq

I can sit here and chat with people all day and enjoy socializing but set the thermostat to whatever temperature I like.

TL

12:33

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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What about those who have no personal space?

Mɹ

12:33

Majik ɹɐǝq

You can make personal space.

12:33

Deleted Account

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Yea what preferences do you have?

TL

12:33

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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If you have money or privilege?

Mɹ

12:34

Majik ɹɐǝq

You don't need money to have personal space.

12:34

Privilege is a fallacy.

TL

12:34

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I prefer things not on a bone. Completely safe and without waste.

12:34

Deleted Account

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So no ribs!?

Mɹ

12:34

Majik ɹɐǝq

People born into money have the same problems poor people have inside their heads.

TL

12:35

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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So I am in a garage right now. People flowing through it all the time.

Mɹ

12:35

Majik ɹɐǝq

Make a pillow fort.

12:35

Get a big cardboard box and sit inside it.

TL

12:35

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Preference no. If I get hungry enough, yes.

Mɹ

12:35

Majik ɹɐǝq

Tell people "this is my meditation box, I like to sit inside it and meditate."

TL

12:35

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I am not allowed to erect anything.

12:36

Deleted Account

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Hehe so when your hungry you will do anything to eat? What wont you eat?

Mɹ

12:36

Majik ɹɐǝq

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Kill yourself. It's the only way. I'm done.

TL

12:36

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Normally or ever?

12:36

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Both

TL

12:36

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Wow wasn't my rule.

12:36

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I have eaten rotting food on the bottom of a dumpster..

12:37

Deleted Account

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Answer this question please

TL

12:37

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

It is a series of lowering expectations as time passes.

12:37

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Anything, no.

12:38

I could have sucked cock. I chose dumpster scraps that had turned.

Mɹ

12:38

Majik ɹɐǝq

Why didn't you go to a free kitchen? There are 13 of them all over the bay area and all you have to do is walk up, get in line and eat...

12:38

Deleted Account

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When you did this were you at the bottom of the dumpster too or did you take the food out?

TL

12:38

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Was in Minnesota and that is for other people. People who need food.

12:39

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I ate it in the dumpster. I was hiding inside and been hungry for a couple days already.

Mɹ

12:39

Majik ɹɐǝq

Every time I hear the name Michael I hear "mike ike al" in my head. Thanks, @Michichael.

M

12:39

Michichael

Not how it's pronounced. :P

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Mɹ

12:40

Majik ɹɐǝq

Why don't you just spell it Misheekay?

M

12:40

Michichael

Mish. E. Kayl.

12:40

Mich or Michi

Mɹ

12:40

Majik ɹɐǝq

...l

TL

12:40

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

But I was also hiding in the dumpster for like 2-3 days.

12:41

Deleted Account

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Did you get sick?

TL

12:41

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I was too afraid to leave it.

R

12:41

Reason the LA Quail

Yeah there are plenty of food pantries.

TL

12:41

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Yes.

12:41

Deleted Account

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So will you eat like that again?

Mɹ

12:42

Majik ɹɐǝq

🍿

TL

12:42

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I was found and admitted to the hospital then tje psych floor. Released after 72 hours. Deemed not a riak to self or others.

12:42

Deleted Account

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But?

TL

12:42

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I hope to never sink that low again.

12:42

Deleted Account

Good

12:42

Thats positive

12:42

Hugs

TL

12:43

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I find if you call 911 and say nothing they will find you.

12:43

Deleted Account

Good to know as well

Mɹ

12:43

Majik ɹɐǝq

They'll also start sending you bills if you do it more than twice.

12:43

Deleted Account

Tell me more things you know

TL

12:43

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

But yeah. I get in these moods I become fearful and stop makimg noise.

12:44

I pee where I sit/stand. i don't eat. Just stay perfectly quiet until the danger passes.

12:44

I never know what was coming for me. I assume it was terrifying.

12:45

Deleted Account

These are not things you know

TL

12:45

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I don't recall details.

12:45

Deleted Account

They are things you did

12:45

What did you know after them

TL

12:45

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Then I confused. Know like in what sense. I know how to kinda tie my shoes. The bunny around the tree one.

Mɹ

12:46

Majik ɹɐǝq

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12:46

Deleted Account

Sure but you knew that how?

TL

12:46

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Someone taught me at some point I think. I don't recall how I know.

12:46

Deleted Account

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Or pho

Mɹ

12:46

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oh look it's Kafka again

12:47

Deleted Account

Good thoughts for those that know

TL

12:47

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Those sayings make no sense to me.

12:48

Deleted Account

Because you need to know

Mɹ

12:48

Majik ɹɐǝq

They weren't targeted to you

TL

12:48

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Okay. Then hopefully I didn't do it wrong.

Mɹ

12:48

Majik ɹɐǝq

I figured since I'd been throwing coal into your bottomless pit of despaire for the last hour I'd post something for everyone else :P

TL

12:49

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Is that how you view me right now. Uggh.

12:49

Deleted Account

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Your just fine and should be okie for now

12:49

Just relax

Mɹ

12:50

Majik ɹɐǝq

When someone is tense, telling them to just relax is the best way to make their ass clench tight enough to trigger a nuclear reaction.

TL

12:50

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Funny I just started getting flustered because I don't have an answer how to not be emo right now.

12:50

Deleted Account

Then be emo

TL

12:50

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I would prefer no emotions.

M

12:51

Michichael

Yay xanax!

12:51

Deleted Account

But you cant be emo with type its emotion

M

12:51

Michichael

Seriously, go see a social worker.

12:51

They can get you the help you need.

TL

12:51

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Where do I find them?

M

12:51

Michichael

Our taxes are absurd in this state for a reason.

Mɹ

12:51

Majik ɹɐǝq

He's not going to seek any help, he's got everything he wants right here.

12:52

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That's not the reason. You and I both know the reason. But neither of us is going to say it...

TL

12:52

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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I would love to seek help if I knew what I was aksing for.

M

12:52

Michichael

http://lmgtfy.com/?q=san+jose+adult+social+services

12:52

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Mmhmm.

TL

12:52

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I feel like I am in a mirrored box and I see everything different.

12:53

That is different then medcal right?

M

12:53

Michichael

Yes.

12:54

They'll direct you to services that can help.

12:54

*yawns*

12:54

I really should get to painting..

12:54

Instead I'm fishing in wow

Mɹ

12:54

Majik ɹɐǝq

Adult and Family Services, it's their job to sit there and tell you what you can apply for.

M

12:54

Michichael

And waiting for motivation to kick in.

Mɹ

12:54

Majik ɹɐǝq

Literally 100% of their job.

TL

12:54

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Oh yeah they said apply for cash and food. I declined.

Mɹ

12:55

Majik ɹɐǝq

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Same. I need to go to Goodwill and look for jeans because people at my job wear jeans not khakis.

M

12:55

Michichael

Ugh... I need to do cloth shopping at some point

12:55

I have two pairs of jeans that fit

12:55

and one itches my legs when I wear it

Mɹ

12:55

Majik ɹɐǝq

If you put your jeans in the freezer every night you only need to wash them once a month.

M

12:55

Michichael

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12:56

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I was told in Yuba City to get to see a psych and get meds.

M

12:56

Michichael

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Mɹ

12:56

Majik ɹɐǝq

Seriously, there is verifiable evidence.

M

12:56

Michichael

Would probably help.

Mɹ

12:56

Majik ɹɐǝq

Jeans are like a jacket. You don't wash your jacket every time you wear it. You wash your underwear every time.

TL

12:56

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

But that is after I slammed my hand into a door to get services.

Mɹ

12:56

Majik ɹɐǝq

Freezing jeans after you take them off kills the bacteria that cause odor.

12:57

When I lived in Berkeley I had a friend who was a biology major at the university which was 2 blocks down the street.

M

12:57

Michichael

Majik: Honestly not even that, some guy showed he could just wear pants for like 2 weeks and unless he did something to particularily get dirty they weren't much dirtier than a when he started

Mɹ

12:57

Majik ɹɐǝq

We did a research study where I wore different pairs of jeans washing them, not washing them and freezing them.

M

12:57

Michichael

I recall seeing a study on it

TL

12:57

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Is that where the silver jeans for like $400/pair came from?

12:57

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Freezing!?

Mɹ

12:58

Majik ɹɐǝq

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I think you missed part of the conversation.

TL

12:58

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Likely not liquid nitrogen freezing.

12:58

Deleted Account

I say buy what you can afford and wash them nasty people lol

12:58

When they wear out buy more

Mɹ

12:58

Majik ɹɐǝq

When I wear jeans regularly I tend to have 3 pairs of jeans and I rotate which pair I'm wearing and which I'm freezing.

TL

12:59

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

California has a water shortage and hot. Cold pants sounds great.

Mɹ

13:00

Majik ɹɐǝq

Anyway, we did bacteria cultures and found that the amount of bacteria in areas that tend to have odors like your groin and butt was low enough to be negligible for up to six weeks if the jeans were frozen as soon as you took them off.

M

13:00

Michichael

Someone give me 37 bn dollars and I can solve that water problem.

Mɹ

13:00

Majik ɹɐǝq

If you take them off and let them sit for an hour or more and then freeze them they will still smell.

13:00

Money won't solve the water problem.

TL

13:00

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Ikr

M

13:00

Michichael

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Yes it will.

13:00

:P

13:00

Deleted Account

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Ya

Mɹ

13:00

Majik ɹɐǝq

The water problem is because Coca Cola keeps paying a lot of taxes and bottling our water and selling it back to us.

13:01

Deleted Account

Lol

Mɹ

13:01

Majik ɹɐǝq

And because when wealthy pepole are told to stop watering their lawns they don't stop watering their lawns.

TL

13:01

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

L.A. will buy the tech for 38b and the rest of the water also.

M

13:01

Michichael

buy desalination plants from Isreal, which took it from being a arid desert and massive importer of water to the #1 net exporter of fresh water in the middle east.

13:01

Deleted Account

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Agreed things we need should not be included in things we profit on

13:01

But thats only logical

Mɹ

13:01

Majik ɹɐǝq

No seriously, that's a thing that CocaCola does.

M

13:01

Michichael

Nestle, in California

13:01

Coke does it in nevada IIRC

Mɹ

13:02

Majik ɹɐǝq

They go to places with limited water supplies and buy up all the land around the water supply, then they post guards and fences around them, and put up CocaCola vending machines.

TL

13:02

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Coke tried to buy Lake Superior.

13:02

Deleted Account

Ya its theirs they bought it

13:02

Shouldnt have been sold in the first place

13:02

But ya

Mɹ

13:03

Majik ɹɐǝq

They tried to put up Coke vending machines that accepted goats and chickens in villages that used barter systems.

M

13:03

Michichael

Yuuuuup....

TL

13:03

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Minnesota threw a fit when they realized Coke would reduce the lakes average water level 1in per year.

Mɹ

13:03

Majik ɹɐǝq

I can't possibly make this shit up, I'm not that creative.

13:04

Deleted Account

But money

Mɹ

13:04

Majik ɹɐǝq

If you're curious how all that shit works you can watch the movie Lord of War.

13:04

It explains how international trade really works.

M

13:04

Michichael

Our entire currency is backed by the fact that our military protects essential trade routes. Without that, our currency would be worthless.

13:04

Deleted Account

Its a movie but yea its all for profit

M

13:05

Michichael

That's why we always go ham on anyone htat threatens our economic staples, e.g. iraq or iran on oil

Mɹ

13:05

Majik ɹɐǝq

It's also because the US is the trade broker for the entire planet.

M

13:05

Michichael

Or syria because of the russian gas pipeline

13:05

If trade occurs that we don't profit from, our currency goes down.

Mɹ

13:05

Majik ɹɐǝq

The US dollar is the world's reference currency just like English is the default language when you don't speak someone else's native language.

TL

13:06

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Well good thing we are making money from the chinese buying all the houses.

Mɹ

13:06

Majik ɹɐǝq

The current administration's problem is that they're trying to do what nobody else has done because it would wreck international relations with the US: They're trying to make other countries pay what they owe the US instead of letting them accrue debt.

M

13:06

Michichael

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Mm yes and no.

13:07

Our debt is too large right now and needs to be reduced, the burdens we've shouldered due to NATO increased that, and NAFTA basically allowed companies and manufacturing to shift to other countries

13:07

China uses NAFTA to backdoor aluminimum through mexico, for example (look it up, it's horrifying)

Mɹ

13:07

Majik ɹɐǝq

I'm gonna digress from this political discourse.

13:07

Deleted Account

Or can all live with wat we have and not want the spice written about in books and tales of yonder.

M

13:07

Michichael

Fair 'nuff

TL

13:08

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I feel dumb in this conversation and it feels refreshing.

M

13:08

Michichael

*pats*

TL

13:09

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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But I want a fursuit head.

M

13:09

Michichael

Learn to sew.

13:09

Become a builder

TL

13:09

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I have the books and needle.

13:09

Deleted Account

But dont if that fabric isnt sourced locally

TL

13:10

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Think I have to make it myself.

13:10

Most of my problem is I have a budget of $0

13:11

And yes I know get a part-time job and get money then learn a skill and make my head.

13:13

so I prefer to not talk about my wants because I haven't done the ground work.

M

13:13

Michichael

Local habit burger's hirin'

13:14

17 bucks/hr

TL

13:14

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Not sure your local and my local are the same.

M

13:14

Michichael

Lawrence and el camino real

13:15

Bus's aroud here are pretty good

TL

13:15

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Haven't worked myself up to a bus out here yet.

13:15

I can walk places and sometimes talk to a cashier.

13:16

Meant to take a bus 3-4 times now but end up walking 2-4 miles.

M

13:16

Michichael

Nice quigre.

13:16

How longs it been since your last build?

D?

13:18

Daze 🇿🇦

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Jayzus

TL

13:18

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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That guy in the sky?

D?

13:19

Daze 🇿🇦

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No, that would be Jesus.

TL

13:20

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

In reply to this message

Who/what is jayzus?

13:20

Anyways yeah anything I do not have complete control of terrifies me.

M

13:21

Michichael

Oh nice.

13:21

*rolls around*

13:21

In reply to this message

Welcome to adolescence.

TL

13:21

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Walking down the street terrifies me because anyone could rob me.

13:21

In reply to this message

Lol I am almost 39

M

13:21

Michichael

That's my point.

13:22

Bottom line being that literally everyone in the world deals with that problem. Your situation is not unique, you just haven't developed the coping mechanisms.

D?

13:22

Daze 🇿🇦

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Basically what I've been doing on Friday morning

M

13:22

Michichael

There is absolutely light and the end of hte tunnel, you're just taking your sweet time getting there, so don't get disheartened.

TL

13:22

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Getting a little late in the game.

M

13:22

Michichael

See the social services people and they'll give ya a helpin hand.

TL

13:23

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Is there a service to get someone to come with me? I think I am doing it wrong.

13:23

Like I thought I went to the right place but maybe I was wrong.

13:24

I just did what the paper from yuba-sutter mental health said to do.

13:24

Like honestly confused.

13:26

I guess I don't know what the output is supposed to look like so I don't know if I am giving the right input.

M

13:26

Michichael

Call or go to the services offices

13:26

and ask for what to do

TL

13:27

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Like if someone says go to this address between these times on this day and ask for this specific thing and you will get this response. I can do that.

M

13:27

Michichael

Call 'em up and you'll get that

TL

13:28

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

In reply to this message

Okay let me clarify. If I find am address or phone number and say "I need mental health help and I habe no idea what I am doing", they will help?

M

13:29

Michichael

Yes.

TL

13:29

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Okay do I need more then med-cal?

M

13:29

Michichael

https://www.sccgov.org/sites/ssa/Pages/ssa.aspx

13:29

They'll help guide you to the right place.

13:30

https://www.sccgov.org/sites/ssa/daas/Pages/publicguardian.aspx

TL

13:31

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Okay I have been to 1867 senter drive. They gave me a general mail delivery and took copies of my license and ssn.

13:31

They said med-cal will call or mail you .

Mɹ

13:31

Majik ɹɐǝq

In reply to this message

Medical doesn't provide mental health assistance. Only medical and dental.

TL

13:31

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

They called me and had no idea why my mail was returned.

Mɹ

13:32

Majik ɹɐǝq

That's typical. Medical's staff are clueless and unhelpful.

TL

13:32

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Okay then sorry I don't understand.

M

13:32

Michichael

You need a case worker.

13:32

Focus on that.

Mɹ

13:32

Majik ɹɐǝq

Most states no longer provide mental health assistance because so many people need it that it drains the budget.

TL

13:32

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

So I need to go back to 1867 senter drive and ask for a case worker?

13:33

That site has tons of different addresses and numbers for different things.

M

13:34

Michichael

http://www.sarc.org/intake.html

TL

13:34

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

If I knew what I was looking for I could just look and find it.

M

13:34

Michichael

Start here.

13:34

"Limited Conservatorships are for developmentally disabled adults who may be able to function in many areas on their own and only need only limited assistance. The Office of the Public Guardian does not offer these services. Please contact the San Andreas Regional Center or the Superior Court."

TL

13:34

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Page not found

M

13:34

Michichael

Go to services

13:34

http://www.sanandreasregional.org/intake/

13:34

There

13:35

Even if they can't help you

13:35

they'll point you to services that can

TL

13:36

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

"Any person regardless of age, cultural background, or income, believed to have a developmental disability is encouraged to apply for services" I dont have proof of disability. I am just confused

A

13:37

Aezzy

It doesn’t ask for proof

TL

13:38

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Well apparently there is an assesment meeting.

13:38

I will have to see how much it costs

13:41

Is San Andreas in san jose?

13:44

Eek apply for services is a pdf and I cant open them on my phone.

13:45

They wont be open today right?

T

13:46

That_One_Wofie

Oh god a thousand notifications from here.

TL

13:46

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

In reply to this message

Hello.

T

13:46

That_One_Wofie

Hey!

TL

13:47

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Yeah sorry apparently I am emo today.

T

13:47

That_One_Wofie

It is fine lol!

13:48

I thought that was crazy though. At you You all have good times.

TL

13:49

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Wow 10 mile walk.

13:49

Well monday will give this place a call but oof 10 mile walk.

A

13:50

Aezzy

Have a friend drive you there?

TL

13:50

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

In reply to this message

None atm

13:53

I only know my gf here and she works 6 days a week.

13:53

Leaves at 2am and usually back after 6-7 monday-sat. She is salary at Amazon.

13:54

I don't know the buses out here yet and I feel more in danger on a bus then on the street.

dragonwise invited dragonwise

C

14:31

Carci

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*snooooof*

D?

14:32

Daze 🇿🇦

*eats the derg*

R

14:32

Reason the LA Quail

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Then walk there

d

14:33

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14:34

Daze 🇿🇦

It's a known fact that wolves use eyeliner

TL

15:05

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

In reply to this message

It's 10 miles one way lol

R

15:06

Reason the LA Quail

Yeah i walk a lot

TL

15:06

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

In reply to this message

Apparently I fall apart after 5

R

15:06

Reason the LA Quail

When I hike it’s usually 7-10

TL

15:07

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

In reply to this message

Meh I am pretty lazy and my body shows it.

R

15:09

Reason the LA Quail

Well you can either be lazy or hungry

KW

15:15

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

I’m at the San Mateo county fair

d

15:17

dragonwise

Fairs are fun.

15:17

I could go for a funnel cake about now >.>

KW

15:17

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

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That’s my aim right now

d

15:18

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15:18

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

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It’s too bad I don’t have any fur friends to hang with right now

15:18

It’s boring when it is alone

TL

15:18

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Are you sure you didn't hypnotize yourself into thinking your at a fair?

KW

15:19

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

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I’m sure because I’m walking to the entrance

d

15:19

dragonwise

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That doesn't sound fair

TL

15:19

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Ikr. I don't even know where san mateo is.

KW

15:19

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

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Halfway point between SF and San Jose

TL

15:20

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

So middle bay. Too far.

d

15:20

dragonwise

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Much more fun with folks. I don't think I have been to one since getting out of 4-H <.<

KW

15:20

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

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Oh and yea I’m just here for the funnel cake

TL

15:21

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I can only walk a few miles before my legs cramp up.

KW

15:21

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

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Ouch sorry to hear

TL

15:21

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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How much was the ti ket?

KW

15:21

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

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$15

TL

15:21

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

In reply to this message

Keep trying to change it.

KW

15:21

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

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You will persevere

TL

15:21

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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You could of made a funnel cake for thay price lol.

KW

15:22

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

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I know was referring to admission

15:22

Not funnel

TL

15:22

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Maybe. I am/was emo earlier.

KW

15:22

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

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Dawww

TL

15:22

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Well yeah but if your only going for funnel cake seems like a high price.

KW

15:23

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

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I know maybe some lunch too

d

15:26

dragonwise

Funnel cake + horse show (or gymkhana) and any fair with worth the admission.

TL

15:27

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Guess I can't think of anything a fair has that I cant do the rest of the year. Maybe renfest if I can catch it.

d

15:28

dragonwise

Can say the same thing about a furcon =p

KW

15:28

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

Greek food with funnel cake

d

15:28

dragonwise

Events that bring a bunch of stuff together.

BT

15:29

Birthday This Sunday!

Yo

15:29

Uhhh

15:29

Whats up

d

15:30

dragonwise

At the moment a slightly cloudy sky.

TL

15:31

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Never been to a furcon and was thinking about pawcon but the cost got to be high at $5000

KW

15:31

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

Wow that high

TL

15:32

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Sorry was going to try to sell some wares there but at $5000 my idea won't work.

BT

15:32

Birthday This Sunday!

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Hey im not cloudy im tryin to be happy

15:32

:v

d

15:32

dragonwise

$5k to sell at PAW? O.o

TL

15:32

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Cost of supplies yeah.

BT

15:32

Birthday This Sunday!

More like NAW

15:32

fuck that

d

15:33

dragonwise

Ah... What were you going to be selling?

KW

15:33

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

I don’t have a suit so I’ll just go as myself

TL

15:33

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Would have to make sure I have enough for everyone that comes and would have to give freebies to all staff and volunteers and cost of trademark.

KW

15:34

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

Oh

TL

15:34

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Was going to sell an autograph book and hanko.

KW

15:34

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

Pawcon would be my first small fur con

15:34

I’ve been to FC as my very furst fur con

BT

15:35

Birthday This Sunday!

The only con I've been to was CAX

TL

15:35

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

But at $20 (per combo) cost x 50 (free samples) that is 1k right there. Then need another 500 to sell

KW

15:35

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

I just really have to overcome my awkwardness and lack of communication with others

15:35

Here it’s comfortable

15:36

But at those cons I’m a very quiet wolf

BT

15:36

Birthday This Sunday!

Lol i feel that way at chicken

15:36

I know nobody there

KW

15:36

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

Same except for two

15:36

But I’ve never been to chicken

BT

15:36

Birthday This Sunday!

Like i run the Discord server

15:36

Yet nobody knows me

15:36

;w;

KW

15:36

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

Cool

TL

15:36

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Oops my math was off 500 x $50 is $10k

BT

15:37

Birthday This Sunday!

In reply to this message

Oof

M

15:37

Michichael

*facepalms*

KW

15:37

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

I should’ve befriended you a long time ago

M

15:37

Michichael

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15:37

Birthday This Sunday!

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Who?

KW

15:37

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

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You

BT

15:37

Birthday This Sunday!

Ah cool

KW

15:37

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

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It helps I suppose for us quiet furs to get along

BT

15:37

Birthday This Sunday!

Yea

15:38

I normally come with a laptop

KW

15:38

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

And I come just with nothing but me

BT

15:38

Birthday This Sunday!

I then grab a few friends and go to an arcade or golf

KW

15:38

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

That’s nice

TL

15:38

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

So thinking about not going to pawcon.

KW

15:39

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

Why?

TL

15:39

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Just said too high of cost to buy in.

15:40

11k just to buy supplies. 😭. So back to the drawing board.

KW

15:40

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

Oh I c

15:40

I wouldn’t know what to buy

TL

15:40

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

In reply to this message

The things that make you happy.

KW

15:40

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

In reply to this message

I’m referring to at the con

TL

15:41

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Pawcon had 555 people last year. Notcsure how many staff and volunteers. So any idea I come up with I have to have at least that much stock.

KW

15:42

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

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I c

TL

15:42

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

And I would be gifting to all the staff and volunteers. Obviously.

15:43

And full table is $75/day + might have to pay someone so I can use bathroom or go check out the con.

KW

15:44

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

Oh

TL

15:45

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Plus would have to find out If I have to buy them a ticket and will the con allow me to 1099 a contractor to help run the table.

15:45

I doubt they allow cash under the table.

BT

15:46

Birthday This Sunday!

In reply to this message

they probably allow other things under the table uwu

TL

15:47

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

In reply to this message

Not in public view I hope.

BT

15:47

Birthday This Sunday!

In reply to this message

Its a joke :v

TL

15:48

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Sorry I assume all cons have a dirty, sweat smelling, grunt-filled, dark side.

BT

15:48

Birthday This Sunday!

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Well idk i've never been to a furry con

15:48

Ive been to a regular con

15:48

But not a furry one

TL

15:48

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Never been to any con.

BT

15:48

Birthday This Sunday!

CAX

15:48

go there

15:48

Highly recommend.

15:49

Its a game con thing its like a massive arcade

15:49

Everythings freeplay

15:49

There are rare and prototype games there

15:49

Just like.... A $40-50 entrance fee for the entire day

15:49

Its open until like 2AM

15:49

You can leave and come back in

KW

15:49

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

Where?

BT

15:50

Birthday This Sunday!

Its in the hyatt right across Great America

TL

15:50

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

When.

KW

15:50

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

In reply to this message

Yes when

BT

15:50

Birthday This Sunday!

Like either second or third weekend of july

KW

15:50

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

Nice

15:50

I’ll bring my DND game

TL

15:50

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Sweet. No money for it.

BT

15:51

Birthday This Sunday!

No its not that sorta game con

15:51

Its an arcade

15:52

Like all old video games

15:52

Pinball

15:52

That stuff

15:54

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15:59

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

My favorite

BT

16:00

Birthday This Sunday!

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Yea

KW

16:01

Kaiser (Calm) Wolf

My father was the district manager of time out arcade industries

16:01

It was fun

M

16:40

Michichael

*pours thermite*

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16:40

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

On?

16:41

Or is that art now? I am confused on what counts as art now.

M

16:43

Michichael

That, Rare, is termite damage.

16:43

I wish to destroy it.,

16:43

And all things.

TL

16:44

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

You want to kill all the termites?

16:44

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Use thermite

M

16:44

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16:44

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

It will stop all your processes.

Mɹ

16:46

Majik ɹɐǝq

I had Hawaiian Barbecue for lunch and oh God the inside of my car smells like I banged a fat chick in here

M

16:46

Michichael

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16:53

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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That is rude. I like fat chicks.

R

16:57

Reason the LA Quail

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I like Hawaiian BBQ

TL

16:58

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Seen it never tried it. Sounded bony.

T

17:16

That_One_Wofie

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Yum!

17:17

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Depends.

17:17

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17:18

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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On what you order?

T

17:19

That_One_Wofie

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Yes.

17:19

@ButtercuppedBun

17:19

Is this you?

17:20

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Pretty obvious to me.

18:11

Deleted Account

No not me

18:11

Telling other buns to not use my name is stupid. All buns go by bun

18:12

Even though I’ve been in this fandom longer than any of the other bun buns.... I’m not telephone. I don’t give a crap if they go by bun bun

TL

18:12

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Well they are buns

18:12

Deleted Account

Exactly

18:13

Someone told me that they hear this or that about a bun bun and I just started laughing because the gossip originated from a bun bun in Chicago.

TL

18:13

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I am sure John Smith is pissed also.

18:13

Deleted Account

Eh it’s a common name. I don’t care. And I need a nap:

TL

18:15

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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A bun nap?

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18:16

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

I have a very common last name for Minnesota and there is 2 main spellings.

18:16

So I always have to spell Olson O-L-S-ON

18:17

VS en

T

18:45

That_One_Wofie

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Hmmmmm

18:45

I do not get the buns

18:45

I do get the puns though.

Mɹ

18:55

Majik ɹɐǝq

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I never said I didn't like fat chicks

R

19:05

Reason the LA Quail

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19:08

Michichael

*flops, blegh*

TL

19:08

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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Do skinny chicks smell different?

Mɹ

19:09

Majik ɹɐǝq

Yes

TL

19:09

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

Then I uncomplain.

T

19:27

That_One_Wofie

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Ahhhhhh

O

19:44

On Break Fluff

^__^

D?

19:49

Daze 🇿🇦

I thought they were called chicks simply because they lay eggs and love cocks :/

T

19:57

That_One_Wofie

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Hey!

O

20:00

On Break Fluff

Hello

M

20:17

Michichael

Wrr.

T

20:20

Tufts

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20:22

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21:41

That_One_Wofie

Night guys!

S

22:25

Stax

I took a ride on one of those electric scooters downtown

22:25

they're hellllllla fun

Mɹ

23:00

Majik ɹɐǝq

Too expensive for my liking.

d

23:09

dragonwise

Cheaper than muni for short runs.

T

23:24

Tufts

nerds

TL

23:25

Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod

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is that the scooters that are a $1 to start?

10 June 2018

M

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Michichael

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04:39

H̵a̴r̷u̸d̵o̷ The Otteryeen

Hmmm

04:39

I just spent the whole day playing Minecraft with friends

F?

07:51

FoxTrash 🍞👌

Night?

07:56

Lmao

T

08:02

That_One_Wofie

Morning you guys!!!! Hope you had a great start!

F?

08:10

FoxTrash 🍞👌

Everyday is a good day when you work with puppers

BT

09:35

Birthday This Sunday!

yo

09:35

uhh who had issues with steam on ubuntu

09:37

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yo uhhh

09:37

there is a cool little thing called xkill

09:37

well

09:37

in future stuffs

09:37

xkill is like

09:37

task killer god

09:38

like you run xkill and click on the window

09:38

boom gone

09:38

well idk how to help you

09:38

sure my system is similar but its not 100%

09:38

as in i run KDE Neon

09:39

I hate ubuntu tbh

09:39

looks like shit, got rid of unity for no reason

09:39

went back to fucking GNOME of all things

09:39

well i have no issues with KDE Neon

09:40

everything's pretty easy and the desktop interface has a shit ton of options

09:41

well idk i just wanted to share my experience with KDE NEon

09:42

the best thing about it though which i love is that if you got an android phone, you can like sync it with your computer and it would sync notifications, clipboards, calls, texts, hell you can use the phone as a remote or as a keyboard and mouse

09:42

and you can remotely access your files from the phone on your computer

09:42

or if you lost the phone you can ring it and it will ring no matter what setting your phone is on

09:43

also you can have it i believe

09:43

its called kde connect

09:43

i guess it would be like sudo apt install kdeconnect

09:46

as for compatablility KDE Neon's website it states that the kernel they use shouldn't cause problems and is stable

09:46

you can check it out here: neon.kde.org

T

10:25

That_One_Wofie

Hey guys sorry I was just!

10:25

Busy

S

10:46

Stax

Morning

Mɹ

10:48

Majik ɹɐǝq

The trouble with liking older guys is the older you get the older they get

10:50

Coffee or miso?

10:51

I'm about to do something crazy

10:52

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10:52

Call the police there's a mad bear in town

10:53

Sometimes I use the packets other times I mix bean paste and dashi but I always use dried spring onions because fresh spring onions are hard to get and hard to keep

10:54

Once in a while as a treat I get fresh spring onions overnighted from nagamachi prefecture and dry them myself

10:56

There's a pan-asian grocery across the street here (Lion) that has several brands of matcha.

10:56

Matcha is usually too intense for me but I enjoy it at tea ceremonies.

R

11:00

Reason the LA Quail

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I love pan Asians!!!!!

11:00

I am pan too

11:01

But Asian through tens of thousands of years. I’m Apache and Navajo

Mɹ

11:02

Majik ɹɐǝq

I'm very, very white.

11:02

Endo-european white.

11:03

Here's my question of the day for you all:

11:03

What is the most surprising thing about you?

A

11:03

Aezzy

Surprising for whom

11:04

People don’t notice me and it’s for the better

11:05

The surprising part comes when I talk about things I do I guess

11:05

I use different nicknames for work and furry stuff and at last con someone tried to introduce me to myself

Mɹ

11:13

Majik ɹɐǝq

I had my legal name changed to my furry name.

A

11:14

Aezzy

I am planning to change my legal name to my pseudonym so I can sign legal stuff with same name as I put on my work

Mɹ

11:19

Majik ɹɐǝq

There are some minor repurcussions that will follow you around for the rest of your life.

A

11:39

Aezzy

Like what?

Mɹ

11:44

Majik ɹɐǝq

Every time you apply for a job, apartment or fill out any legal form you'll have to provide a copy of your legal name change document.

11:44

People will constantly ask you why you changed your name and they'll be very persistent.

11:44

Many employers will not respect your request to not tell your peers that you changed your name.

11:45

Some will tell you they'll keep it private but eventually they'll let it slip in a group of your co-workers.

11:45

Then every co-worker will single you out for a private conversation about why you changed your name.

11:47

Every time you have a criminal background check it will take twice as long because they'll run a background check in every location you've lived under both names even if you tell them you just changed your name six months ago.

A

11:48

Aezzy

Yah, that's fine by me

11:48

I have never had proble with peers calling me by my legal name

11:48

At my previous workplace, everyone including my superiors eventually switched to using my proper name over my legal name

Mɹ

11:48

Majik ɹɐǝq

The certified document copies are $50 each but everyone who has asked for one has accepted a scan.

11:50

You'll have to keep legal documents with both your old name and your new name for the rest of your life.

11:51

Many legal processes will require both a hospital and a state birth certificate to go with the name change document.

11:52

You'll need to go onto every search engine and submit a Right to be Forotten form because when employers find out you changed your name they will spend hours researching you to find every single web page with your name on it and most employers if they find out you're using a furry name will discreminate against you in hiring practices.

A

11:53

Aezzy

My legal name doesn't bring up anything in search engines

11:53

And I wasn't born in the US, my birth certificate is really weird and virtually useless here

Mɹ

11:53

Majik ɹɐǝq

You'll have to provide it anyway.

A

11:53

Aezzy

Not everywhere

11:54

I had to provide it once to get married

11:54

But I had to only give them a loose translation

Mɹ

11:54

Majik ɹɐǝq

I can see this is turning into an argument so I'm going to digress here.

A

11:54

Aezzy

(but an official one)

11:54

Nah, it's fine. Most of your points are fair!

11:54

If you don't wanna converse more about this, I'm fine with it

11:56

I just thought you might be able to provide more insight given more context, but w/e :P

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12:05

Majik ɹɐǝq

How is it I never get bored with NHK World?

12:10

Would I?

12:11

No I just like japanese food and I am curious about other cultures.

12:11

I also watch a lot of british television.

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