I don't know. I want to. But at the same,time. The feeling makes me comfortable and relaxed. Happy. Free. Sometimes I want to, but I am just not there. But I should wait and see.
Uggh you and normal, you lost that dice roll at birth. You are weird and unique and as you get older you will accept and own your brand of crazy. Once you become more comfortable with yourself others will be drawn to that. If you truly want help getting there a little faster I can try.
Because they either lay around all day, go to parties which pretty much involves only becoming dumber via alcohol, or are hung up on things that are inconsequential, and never change or grow
M
11:56
Michichael
Sticker
Not included, change data exporting settings to download.
☕️, 20.8 KB
BW
11:56
Brownie Wotter
Nobody seems to have any real ambition or motivation to go out and do anything
TL
11:58
Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod
No not really, like I want to do things myself, and I'm working my way to those goals, even though I haven't done much yet, and at least like intellectual discussions about said topics, but everyone else my age doesn't even seem to want to do anything
TL
12:01
Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod
The one I wanted to start? Definitely going to try
12:04
brownie.exe has stopped working though
TL
12:05
Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod
Most people are boring because they either don't care about philosophy or want it to be black and white and not this Hodge podge of sometimes right and sometimes wrong.
Don't get all high and mighty about and you are fine.
12:16
Learning to engage simple rules for society is the hardest part for me.
12:18
My social worker keeps asking how they can help me move forward and I always say I need to wipe my debt and student loan debt and clean up my work history that has more holes the moth ridden closet and something to focus.
I swear when I explain how I get bored easily and seek out novelty to therapists they're always like "did your parents do that?" and I say "no" and then they get confused
I don't think it's aloof. It's just that they're different than me, closer to the rest of society
TL
14:16
Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod
Plus carci is all energized so I know he smells a secret like a pig to truffles.
C
14:17
Carci
I smell a friendlypup! :3
BW
14:17
Brownie Wotter
I mean the bad things that happened to me pre-California move were: - Mild emotional abuse via my dad yelling at me when I cried - A crisis at 12 where I freaked out about what happened after death with other anxieties - The worst spring break ever where my only love broke up with me
14:17
I can't think off too much else.
14:17
I don't have a secret. I'm just different.
C
14:17
Carci
Different is fun. ^^
TL
14:17
Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod
Not included, change data exporting settings to download.
😂, 46.0 KB
16:56
Voice message
Not included, change data exporting settings to download.
00:19, 45.4 KB
16:58
Best fucking drink ever.
C
17:17
Carci
mroowww
T
17:18
That_One_Wofie
Animation
Not included, change data exporting settings to download.
411.6 KB
HT
17:43
H̵a̴r̷u̸d̵o̷ The Otteryeen
Animation
Not included, change data exporting settings to download.
1.5 MB
T
17:44
That_One_Wofie
Animation
Not included, change data exporting settings to download.
43.6 KB
17:45
Got 9/10 mini coin on fingerdash to unlocked the last coin. Instantly died trying to get the 10th coin. @Hurileno
HT
17:45
H̵a̴r̷u̸d̵o̷ The Otteryeen
aw
T
17:46
That_One_Wofie
Sticker
Not included, change data exporting settings to download.
❗️, 27.3 KB
17:46
But hey first attempt trying.
17:46
So yeah. I guess I got the skill to pass deadlocked after all. Or close to.
17:46
It is a test to see if you are ready to pass deadlocked.
17:49
Anyhow. I am tried of playing games. For now
17:50
Until one of you all provoke me. Which is typical. *yawn*
L?
17:52
Litho / Donnie Pup 💚✨
Hey guys. So I have a crested Gecko that will be needing a home. My boyfriend’s little brother is having all of his pets given away to better homes because he can not properly care for them. Her name is mars and she is under a year old. Comes with a tank and everything you would need to start our with I can try to get some pictures if requested.
BT
17:52
Birthday This Sunday!
i spent 7 hours learning how to code in bash script to make a script
Oh sorry to hear that. But I can't especially college stuffs. Can't even take care of myself. So I can't take care of a simple pet. And I am very busy. And may or may not move out of the bay or even out of state for college.
BW
18:01
Brownie Wotter
Dang well whenever I give up on trying to find a boyfriend I'll probably get a bunch of pets to care for. But want to see how the move goes and then figure out all that
Well still. I feel like the Texas is like opposite of liberalism. From my personal opinion. Still I could be wrong the fact that they elected a gay major.
It is why, not because. But do not give up and don't worry about it, you will found some brutal gay and you will do not give attention to each other :)
I can try talking about it later :) I need done my job today and I do not want be here a lot of time :)
BW
19:44
Brownie Wotter
I know I've been really down lately, but I just wanted to say I really appreciate everyone here for doing their best to help and make sure I feel as good as I can in general. The fact that I expressed anxiety about this weekend and some furs here are going out of their way to make sure I have a good time means a lot.
19:44
Sticker
Not included, change data exporting settings to download.
😄, 37.2 KB
19:45
So hopefully you can excuse the negativity, it means I trust you guys and can count on showing my true self here :)
Wrrrrh, if you decide you're doing the camping thingy I might just go too. Or if you're not, we definitely need to do the steaks thing instead ^^
BW
19:50
Brownie Wotter
I still can't decide. Camping thing has cuddles and lots of furs I've never met, but steaks would be yum, less anxiety, and more furs that know me well
Party Games: Spyfall, Codenames, Resistance: Avalon, Basically every Jackbox game, uhhhm I think a couple others...
HT
20:10
H̵a̴r̷u̸d̵o̷ The Otteryeen
ooh
C
20:11
Carci
Other games from simpler to more complex: Tsuro, Bohnanza, Blokus, Galaxy Trucker, Dominion, Castles of Mad King Ludwig, Alchemists, Eldritch Abomination, Twilight Imperium
my two main criteria are: 1. deeply canine or deeply animal in some other way, and 2. cares about the community, doesn't just want to pair up into a monogamous relationship and forget about the community
physical attractiveness is like... wtf... how would that even be a factor. i seriously don't get that.
Well because that usually plays into falling for someone and also... Bedroom reasons
21:04
Though I'm definitely not going to have a closed relationship anytime soon so guess that should matter less to me
T
21:06
Tamino
i'm just not sure why i'm supposed to care what someone looks like. not even for sexual reasons. cuz their body is just, well, their body.
21:07
everyone has a body that looks like some weird ape thing.
BW
21:14
Brownie Wotter
I think ultimately it's being a slave to our human instincts. Well really any animal does this. But I'm starting to figure out in a lot of cases there's usually at least one thing I can focus on with any guy that I find attractive.
21:14
But certain guys still stand out more physically to me than others and that's just how it is
C
21:15
Carci
:3
21:15
I'm pretty thoroughly average in general attractiveness, and mostly okay with that. >.>
T
21:19
That_One_Wofie
*panting*
BW
21:20
Brownie Wotter
In gay body type terms I seem to be a cub that mostly attracts other cubs. And that's cool with me
i didn't mean that in a silly way, i actually meant it in earnest. when you said your mind was telling you to bend i thought of "This shaking keeps me steady. I should know."
Not included, change data exporting settings to download.
😴, 44.2 KB
M
21:56
Maksim
Finally, I'm at home
BW
22:15
Brownie Wotter
@Lionomen@carcikitsune Would you want to do anything else in SJ besides steak? I thought up a couple of other ideas like golfland, train museum, a park, Cantor Arts Center, etc
M
22:16
Maksim
I will be happy to do something =)
C
22:16
Carci
I'd be up for something else too. Not sure I could decide what, myself, but all of those ideas sound good to me :3
M
22:17
Maksim
Same =)
C
22:17
Carci
I'm also pretty fine with just hanging out and watching a movie or playing games and stuff, too...
BW
22:22
Brownie Wotter
This is true
22:22
I think... I'm not going on the camping trip
22:22
I'm not getting a very welcoming vibe from it and I could plan one myself later
Probably either going for the camping thing Friday and coming back Saturday for dinner together, or going to things together here Saturday and showing up to camping late after that. >.>
T
22:36
Tamino
And the Wolf said: Many a cuddle have I, And many a cuddle have you. I know them all but you do not.
KW
22:40
Kaiser (Calm) Wolf
Sticker
Not included, change data exporting settings to download.
the confusingly-acronymmed National Youth Rights Association (NYRA, not NRA) apparently finished implementing their "new, improved" web site -- https://www.youthrights.org/
00:25
i don't know if i see much difference between it and their old web site, but they just sent email out to everyone who'd donated towards their "help us redesign our web site for a fresh new look" effort.
HT
00:30
H̵a̴r̷u̸d̵o̷ The Otteryeen
huh
TL
00:34
Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod
actually that is one difference vs the old web site: they have this page that tries to explain "what the problem is" for people who just think that this is how it always was, always will be, and don't see a problem -- https://www.youthrights.org/about/what-are-youth-rights/
the road names are like easy to remember and all that
T
10:33
That_One_Wofie
But could mean that it may be more conservative. :/
10:33
Sticker
Not included, change data exporting settings to download.
🤔, 31.5 KB
BT
10:33
Birthday This Sunday!
and what's the issue with that?
10:33
UCM's students are pretty liberal
10:34
but its not like UCB liberal
10:34
like the day after the 2016 election all they did for like a few weeks was like a small protest in front of the library but that only lasts for about a few hours
Although I'm not quite sure which side is in the wrong because whole foods says their meat isn't factory farmed but is...? But the protesting sure sounds annoying
