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Trader Lenny, the forgetful scholar. Leader of the biscuit Brigade in service of the Church of Dadbod
When I sit down to learn or try to learn a new skill it is like that other part jumps in the drivers seat. I start having racing thoughts and I want break things, I want everything to become rubble around me. Soon as I stop trying to force myself that Hyde mentality goes away. Now I can make us both suffer by going into the darkness that is my past. Emotions lash me like 9 tail whips. Voices of yester years start blaring loud as air sirens. Well enough of that.