<2022-11-15T20:01:27.000Z> egg: it is hard not to do itt >~<
<2022-11-15T20:45:17.000Z> mactonite: its not
<2022-11-16T19:52:27.000Z> egg: i want to again aaaaaaa
<2022-11-16T19:52:46.000Z> egg: it's ok i'm strong i'll just wait and not want to do it anymore
<2022-11-16T20:34:12.000Z> egg: i think i will do it i hate myself!
<2022-11-16T22:19:54.000Z> egg: i want to die
<2022-11-16T22:21:42.000Z> mactonite: stop
<2022-11-16T22:22:25.000Z> mactonite: i havent done it in 2 days now and i think i got the mindset
<2022-11-16T22:23:55.000Z> egg: even with the mindset it is hard
<2022-11-16T22:25:08.000Z> egg: i can easily last a week but when i relapse i spend one hour edging and it ruins everything
<2022-11-16T22:29:23.000Z> mactonite: u need to convince urself that its not good
<2022-11-16T22:29:34.000Z> mactonite: that whatever u do u just dont do ot
<2022-11-16T22:29:54.000Z> mactonite: no matter how much u feel like ir
<2022-11-16T22:32:36.000Z> egg: i try to