<2022-10-27T04:04:44.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I see that you prefer to go for the throat immediately.
<2022-10-27T04:04:58.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: (This is about @dreddful)
<2022-10-27T04:39:04.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: sorry
<2022-10-27T04:39:17.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: What are you apologizing for?
<2022-10-27T04:39:32.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: The guy's an idiot
<2022-10-27T04:40:32.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Most of what I was doing in that thread was waiting for him to say something retarded so I could get him to double down on more retarded shit.
<2022-10-27T04:40:54.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: I prefer to have a debate in a good manner when I'm using my PC
<2022-10-27T04:41:23.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: last couple of hours ago I was on my phone so I don't want to type long stuff
<2022-10-27T04:41:30.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: He is not debating in good faith, I would not worry
<2022-10-27T04:41:32.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: >The guy's an idiotLol
<2022-10-27T04:41:51.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: >Most of what I was doing in that thread was waiting for him to say something retarded so I could get him to double down on more retarded shit.
<2022-10-27T04:42:01.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: I thought you're quite honest lol
<2022-10-27T04:42:21.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: >He is not debating in good faith, I would not worryYes I saw that was the case
<2022-10-27T04:42:50.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I am honest with the honest. I can smell a rat, and it is good for the young to see how to properly catch one and destroy it thoroughly.
<2022-10-27T04:43:50.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Honestly hoping he goes the "Natural Numbers don't exist" route on the other segment of that thread.
<2022-10-27T04:43:52.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Would be quite amusing
<2022-10-27T04:43:55.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Not expecting it though.
<2022-10-27T05:03:48.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: maybe I was too fast
<2022-10-27T05:03:55.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: I should've waited for you
<2022-10-27T05:04:10.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: since my reply might have a reverse effect
<2022-10-27T05:06:44.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Nah, you came in late enough that I got the line I wanted.
<2022-10-27T05:07:28.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Basically, "Yes, I have these standards for other scientific facts"
<2022-10-27T05:08:48.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Anyone of even moderate intelligence should have felt the walls closing in there.
<2022-10-27T05:08:55.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: hmm
<2022-10-27T05:09:18.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: lemme post a reply
<2022-10-27T05:09:19.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: the thread might need some additional force
<2022-10-27T05:09:22.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Nah
<2022-10-27T05:09:24.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: It needs time
<2022-10-27T05:09:42.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Ideally he replies
<2022-10-27T05:14:14.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: >Anyone of even moderate intelligence should have felt the walls closing in there.Yes. The basis of proving stuff lies in the fundamental matter such as standards for conducting research
<2022-10-27T05:14:23.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: that's why I love revisionism
<2022-10-27T05:14:53.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: The Institute for Historical Review does good, but they're only focused on the Holocaust.
<2022-10-27T05:18:55.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: sadly yeah
<2022-10-27T05:19:04.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Oh, there we go
<2022-10-27T05:19:16.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: lol
<2022-10-27T05:19:45.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: I think we should divert our time from talking about Holocaust revisionism to other more important stuff
<2022-10-27T05:21:05.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I would take time to think about how I would want to respond. I suspect you have your response already, so I leave the first strike to you.
<2022-10-27T05:29:48.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: sure
<2023-01-28T10:17:50.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Hey Kero
<2023-01-28T10:17:53.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: You around?
<2023-01-28T11:42:41.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: yes sir
<2023-01-28T11:42:51.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: sup bro
<2023-01-28T11:55:39.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I wanna talk to you about cent
<2023-01-28T11:55:49.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I'm told you know him IRL
<2023-01-28T11:56:03.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: WTF
<2023-01-28T11:56:06.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: who told you that
<2023-01-28T11:56:21.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: magnus
<2023-01-28T11:56:30.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I'm gonna be real
<2023-01-28T11:56:37.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I'm not really trying to probe
<2023-01-28T11:56:45.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I just wanna know that *someone* knows him IRL
<2023-01-28T11:57:16.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: wait what
<2023-01-28T11:57:38.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Well, I wanna ask:
<2023-01-28T11:57:57.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: You know him IRL?
<2023-01-28T11:58:02.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Just wanna make sure
<2023-01-28T11:58:12.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Before going on about this
<2023-01-28T11:58:20.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: no, of course not
<2023-01-28T11:58:24.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Oh, shit
<2023-01-28T11:58:28.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I'm barking up the wrong tree then
<2023-01-28T11:58:43.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: Soy is just joking
<2023-01-28T11:58:46.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: he should be
<2023-01-28T11:58:48.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Shiiiiit
<2023-01-28T11:59:03.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: well
<2023-01-28T11:59:04.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I'm legit worried about the guy
<2023-01-28T11:59:11.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: Cent has some problem
<2023-01-28T11:59:18.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: oh me too
<2023-01-28T11:59:28.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: there's something not good 
<2023-01-28T11:59:35.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: We can keep this conversation between us, right?
<2023-01-28T11:59:39.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: I've talked to him in Discord
<2023-01-28T11:59:40.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Also you can talk to Magnus
<2023-01-28T11:59:43.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: yeah sure
<2023-01-28T11:59:51.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Magnus is in the loop on this
<2023-01-28T11:59:56.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Oh, you talk to him in discord?
<2023-01-28T12:00:07.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: So even if you don't know him IRL, someone in that chat might?
<2023-01-28T12:00:48.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: nah
<2023-01-28T12:00:53.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Honestly as little as "poking someone he knows IRL who can help him" is a lot
<2023-01-28T12:01:12.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: yes I talked with him and Renai
<2023-01-28T12:01:34.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: he looks like a guy that will have his picture posted at some local police department
<2023-01-28T12:02:37.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Eh
<2023-01-28T12:02:44.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I won't judge him on his looks
<2023-01-28T12:02:49.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: well "helping" him can be done by only one guy that I know of
<2023-01-28T12:03:16.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Hey, that's good enough
<2023-01-28T12:04:30.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: It's someone who actually cares about him, right?
<2023-01-28T12:04:38.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: yes
<2023-01-28T12:04:46.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: As opposed to "yeah his parole officer can help him"
<2023-01-28T12:04:57.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Hey, well, that's honestly good enough
<2023-01-28T12:04:57.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: yes
<2023-01-28T12:05:02.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: this guy, talked with him a lot
<2023-01-28T12:05:18.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: like VC
<2023-01-28T12:05:30.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: and know how to comfort someone
<2023-01-28T12:05:35.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: So, Cent's been talking to me about suicide more than a bit. I'm not exactly judgemental on this topic...
<2023-01-28T12:05:48.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: oh that's usual
<2023-01-28T12:05:53.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: But he's also said that he has euphoric feelings when contemplating it.
<2023-01-28T12:06:08.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Which is exactly the point of concern.
<2023-01-28T12:06:40.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: so you want me to make him not killing himself?
<2023-01-28T12:07:02.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Someone who knows him IRL should be checking in on him occasionally
<2023-01-28T12:07:22.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: I don't know that kind of guy
<2023-01-28T12:07:25.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Ideally without bringing *this* conversation up
<2023-01-28T12:07:27.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Urgh
<2023-01-28T12:07:27.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: hmm
<2023-01-28T12:07:34.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: do you know where he lives?
<2023-01-28T12:07:39.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Nah bro
<2023-01-28T12:07:50.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I'm literally just some other suicidal dude on the internet.
<2023-01-28T12:07:52.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: I know, but I just want a confirmation to not doxx him accidentaly
<2023-01-28T12:08:14.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: No, keep his personal identifying information away from me.
<2023-01-28T12:08:22.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: very well, there's some gents that I know live in the same country as him
<2023-01-28T12:08:33.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: might as well ask them
<2023-01-28T12:08:44.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Yeah, just like
<2023-01-28T12:09:00.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: A quick "hey cent how are you doing?" IRL would be a lot
<2023-01-28T12:09:07.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Like in the morning if possible
<2023-01-28T12:09:11.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: you suicidal too? Damn, too many suicidal people on the internet lately
<2023-01-28T12:09:22.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I've been in the psych ward for it my man
<2023-01-28T12:09:37.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: IRL huh
<2023-01-28T12:09:59.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: let me ask this guy first then
<2023-01-28T12:10:05.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Yeah, from what Cent's told me, it sounds like he's in a lot of the same sitch as I was in
<2023-01-28T12:10:05.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: wtf
<2023-01-28T12:10:17.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I can't really blame him for feeling the way he does.
<2023-01-28T12:10:59.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: hey, you should try thinking like me
<2023-01-28T12:12:02.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Anyway, I want you to not say that "CMD said this conversation"
<2023-01-28T12:12:18.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: nah it's safe don't worry
<2023-01-28T12:12:19.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: hey
<2023-01-28T12:12:30.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: I already know about his problem before you told me
<2023-01-28T12:12:50.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Yeah, but I wanted to bring up *that particular bit*
<2023-01-28T12:12:53.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: I'm just going to say "This fucker said a lot about suicide lately, get him to stop"
<2023-01-28T12:13:04.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: yea yea
<2023-01-28T12:13:24.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: There's absolutely a line where it's a genuine danger
<2023-01-28T12:13:30.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: And that's just about the line
<2023-01-28T12:14:05.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: a line huh
<2023-01-28T12:14:10.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Yeah...
<2023-01-28T12:14:36.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Euphoric feelings when contemplating suicide are (at least for me) the tipping point for an attempt.
<2023-01-28T12:14:39.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: well, it's fine I'm going to tell that to this guy who's closer than me to him
<2023-01-28T12:14:51.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Hey, that's good
<2023-01-28T12:15:16.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: As long as someone can go to him in the morning and check in on him without being judgemental, I'm happy.
<2023-01-28T12:15:17.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: yea
<2023-01-28T12:15:37.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: heh I haven't find one of those
<2023-01-28T12:15:58.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: but I know where he lives and some of the fedi users live in the same country
<2023-01-28T12:16:12.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: geographically, it should be close
<2023-01-28T12:16:23.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Yeh
<2023-01-28T12:16:36.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Also, as someone who has *absolutely been there*
<2023-01-28T12:17:00.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Tossing him in the psych ward is a great way to burn his trust in everyone.
<2023-01-28T12:17:20.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: definitely
<2023-01-28T12:17:30.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: It should be a last-ditch effort.
<2023-01-28T12:17:41.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: if I get tossed into the psych ward, I'm going to burn my town when I'm back
<2023-01-28T12:18:04.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Oh, yeah, I basically don't talk to the people who did that to me anymore.
<2023-01-28T12:18:07.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: heheheh you know it's easier if you have the same line of thinking as me
<2023-01-28T12:18:32.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I think I have more of the same line of thinking as Cent...
<2023-01-28T12:18:43.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: tbh
<2023-01-28T12:18:51.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: and you should change ofc, there's nothing good about that
<2023-01-28T12:19:25.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: From what Cent's told me, I genuinely don't want to see him kill himself - I do not think he has a completely full understanding of why he's in pain.
<2023-01-28T12:19:51.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I'm not judgemental about someone who wants to die and understands why - I just don't think that's Cent right now.
<2023-01-28T12:20:08.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: obviously
<2023-01-28T12:20:20.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: everyone will regret doing that
<2023-01-28T12:20:38.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: There's about 3% who don't.
<2023-01-28T12:20:41.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: people who survive that always regretted their decision
<2023-01-28T12:21:03.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: we should talk about the majority
<2023-01-28T12:21:28.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: ^^; We're on the fediverse, all of us are exceptions
<2023-01-28T12:21:34.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Exceptional people only here
<2023-01-28T12:21:41.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: I'm normal
<2023-01-28T12:22:26.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: well in any case, how about start thinking that depresion = gaysuicide = having an orgy gay sex with satan
<2023-01-28T12:22:38.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Most of the mass of a Gaussian distribution in high-dimensional space is away from the center.
<2023-01-28T12:22:43.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: If you're actually normal, that's abnormal.
<2023-01-28T12:23:34.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: okay then I'm abnormal
<2023-01-28T12:23:39.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: but on the normal side
<2023-01-28T12:24:23.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Eh, in my case I very much know *why* I have the problems I do, and I'm sort of eating through the last possible cures.
<2023-01-28T12:25:05.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: If I go it'll be a lot more "Final Exit" style. I think that's the good way to go.
<2023-01-28T12:25:18.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: willing to talk why?
<2023-01-28T12:25:26.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I've said so openly before
<2023-01-28T12:25:38.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: I don't know
<2023-01-28T12:25:40.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: tell me
<2023-01-28T12:25:54.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I have PTSD, it causes pretty rough nightmares and it causes me to randomly freeze up for about 30 minutes to an hour at a time.
<2023-01-28T12:26:30.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Although this is treatable *on paper*...
<2023-01-28T12:26:56.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Every time I've gone to a female therapist, they've encouraged me to kill myself.
<2023-01-28T12:27:15.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Which to be fair was only once
<2023-01-28T12:27:33.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: tell her to get rape by niggers
<2023-01-28T12:27:40.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Too late bro
<2023-01-28T12:27:52.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: "I'm normal" he says
<2023-01-28T12:27:58.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: "niggers" he also says
<2023-01-28T12:28:02.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: well in any case
<2023-01-28T12:28:18.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: In any case, there are not male EMDR practitioners
<2023-01-28T12:28:31.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I've no clue why. They seem to be absent.
<2023-01-28T12:28:38.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: so you were a soldier
<2023-01-28T12:28:43.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Oh, no
<2023-01-28T12:28:50.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Routinely abused as a child.
<2023-01-28T12:29:04.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: oh that explains why
<2023-01-28T12:29:07.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: With permanent burns to match
<2023-01-28T12:29:22.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: I'm normal alright? But a little bit racist
<2023-01-28T12:29:27.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: heh
<2023-01-28T12:29:31.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: or by the standard of the 1800
<2023-01-28T12:30:08.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Regardless, the upshot is that any shot of treatment that I have is outside the realm of modern medicine.
<2023-01-28T12:30:26.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: ah I know what will treat you well
<2023-01-28T12:30:33.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: old medicine
<2023-01-28T12:30:35.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: The next thing on my list is datura
<2023-01-28T12:30:50.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: But I'm not in a position to take it safely right now
<2023-01-28T12:31:11.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Yeah, I had that exact thought tbh - herbal medicine.
<2023-01-28T12:31:23.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: it's said that Datura is a poisonous flower
<2023-01-28T12:31:43.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: It's highly dangerous and I would not want to consume it unsupervised.
<2023-01-28T12:31:54.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: no I'm not talking about herbal medicine
<2023-01-28T12:31:56.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: It would be an incredibly bad death
<2023-01-28T12:32:09.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: but do it if you think it will cure you, just be careful
<2023-01-28T12:32:26.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: and leave me your credit card number with the password before doing that
<2023-01-28T12:32:27.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Yeah, as I said
<2023-01-28T12:32:29.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: pfff
<2023-01-28T12:32:42.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: 1234 5678 9012 3456
<2023-01-28T12:32:51.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: just in case something went wrong bro
<2023-01-28T12:32:53.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: PIN is "1234"
<2023-01-28T12:32:55.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: :^)
<2023-01-28T12:33:06.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Nah, taking stuff like that is, uh
<2023-01-28T12:33:06.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: yeah yeah ofc it is
<2023-01-28T12:33:22.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: anyway I was talking about curing your soul
<2023-01-28T12:33:28.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I would not want to take it unless I had a friend in person
<2023-01-28T12:33:42.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: yes
<2023-01-28T12:33:46.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: don't you have any?
<2023-01-28T12:33:59.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: They would need to be physically present for 2 days straight.
<2023-01-28T12:34:17.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: should be easy
<2023-01-28T12:34:26.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Scheduling it as an adult is rough
<2023-01-28T12:34:57.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I only know a few people who would be OK looking after me in this scenario, and only one who stands to gain from it.
<2023-01-28T12:35:18.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: hmm if they really care, they will do it
<2023-01-28T12:35:23.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: even without anything to gain
<2023-01-28T12:35:34.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: True, but scheduling is a pain
<2023-01-28T12:35:42.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Nontrivial p roblem.
<2023-01-28T12:36:07.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: do it ASAP bro
<2023-01-28T12:36:23.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: well then, curing your soul is harder than this
<2023-01-28T12:36:35.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: but it has less risk on your health
<2023-01-28T12:36:42.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: It is quite easy - forgetting about those things is basically it.
<2023-01-28T12:37:05.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: yea but you know the risk
<2023-01-28T12:37:19.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: It is not good to really integrate "my mother enjoys burning children" into your soul.
<2023-01-28T12:37:26.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: It is in fact extremely painful
<2023-01-28T12:38:19.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Yeah
<2023-01-28T12:38:30.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I know the risks and am working to mitigate them.
<2023-01-28T12:38:34.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: nigga
<2023-01-28T12:38:49.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: I was talking about religion and philosophy
<2023-01-28T12:38:53.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: not some whacky stuff
<2023-01-28T12:39:17.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Hail Sophia tbh
<2023-01-28T12:39:19.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: I hope it goes well for you
<2023-01-28T12:39:26.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: who's that
<2023-01-28T12:39:51.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: She's the Aeon Sophia
<2023-01-28T12:40:05.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: You ever read up on Gnosticism?
<2023-01-28T12:40:09.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: ???????????
<2023-01-28T12:40:18.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: OK
<2023-01-28T12:40:30.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: no
<2023-01-28T12:40:39.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: not interested in any of that stuff
<2023-01-28T12:40:57.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: So you might vaguely know that in early Christianity days, there was this council of nicaea
<2023-01-28T12:41:05.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Where a bunch of assholes came together and said
<2023-01-28T12:41:05.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: yes
<2023-01-28T12:41:09.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: about Arianism
<2023-01-28T12:41:10.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: "These are the Christian books."
<2023-01-28T12:41:18.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: "And these aren't."
<2023-01-28T12:41:28.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: And there's a lot of Christian books that got pwnt because of htis
<2023-01-28T12:41:46.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Some of which got found in the Nag Hammadi Library pretty recently.
<2023-01-28T12:41:49.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: the church made the right call
<2023-01-28T12:42:05.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: Nag Hammadi....sounds pretty Jewish 
<2023-01-28T12:42:13.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: you sure they're legit?
<2023-01-28T12:42:32.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: It's called that because it's a town in Egypt
<2023-01-28T12:43:08.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: I got a lot of suspicion
<2023-01-28T12:43:36.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: basically, some library in the middle of nowhere claimed to have several of these "Christian" books
<2023-01-28T12:43:39.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Bro, huge chunks of Gnosticism are basically like
<2023-01-28T12:43:44.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: "Bro fuck Jews"
<2023-01-28T12:44:15.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: so does Islam
<2023-01-28T12:44:26.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Oh, a good chunk of the texts had been discovered elsewhere independently.
<2023-01-28T12:44:57.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: gotta look up the who supported the expedition
<2023-01-28T12:45:04.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: The Apocryphon of John had been discussed a lot.
<2023-01-28T12:45:04.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Oh
<2023-01-28T12:45:10.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Discovery was a complete accident.
<2023-01-28T12:45:24.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: *the guy
<2023-01-28T12:45:41.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: A couple of totally dead broke Egyptians.
<2023-01-28T12:45:48.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: really? And not just some Rothschild funding an expedition to nowhere?
<2023-01-28T12:45:54.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Who deadass didn't know what they were looking a t.
<2023-01-28T12:47:57.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: honna ea
<2023-01-28T12:48:00.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: keep typing
<2023-01-28T12:48:03.000Z> MK2boogaloo@freespeechextremist.com: gonna eat
<2023-01-28T12:48:09.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Nah, I gotta get cawfee
<2023-01-29T10:47:12.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: Hey, I want to say thanks for anything you may or may not have done to keep Cent safe
<2023-01-29T10:48:17.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: I don't wanna know details or anything, but I do wanna know the guy's OK.
<2023-01-29T10:48:54.000Z> ceo_of_monoeye_dating: And he's around on fedi, so I guess that's a good sign