<2022-04-17T15:48:51.000Z> Pagliano@kiwifarms.cc: probably shouldn't do this but fuckit, it's eastershit's hard to overcome, like i said: there's a lot of insecurities that need to be dealt with at first, until you come to peace with yourselfthankfully local meetups are a thing too, one of the more autistic things i was doing for awhile (and might start again, now that busy season is over) was a local board game group that meets up at brew pubs and everybody just chills and plays boardgamesshit like that is around, which is helpfulchurch too if you're into that
<2022-04-17T15:53:04.000Z> a7: ya I mean I know what I got to do, ill attempt it. maybe ill eventually do it.  I was just posting my frustrations. I figure a lot of people feel similarly. Pretty expecting of people who feel similar to be enraged by some one else feeling the same, that was one of the point of my long rant. 
<2022-04-17T16:07:01.000Z> Pagliano@kiwifarms.cc: yeah that's a thing, in general when guys publicly show weakness on the internet they get ridiculedwhen girls do it they get ridiculed too, though generally just by other girls, and generally more brutallybut hey you have my support when you decide to put yourself out there irl
<2022-04-17T16:10:17.000Z> a7: oh boy manipulative chat messages feigning as sympathy 
<2022-04-17T16:11:11.000Z> Pagliano@kiwifarms.cc: er?
<2022-04-17T16:12:43.000Z> Pagliano@kiwifarms.cc: you talking about me?