<2023-01-18T03:17:52.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: If you ever need someone to talk to im here for you kid
<2023-01-18T03:19:03.000Z> CentaurBreeder: oh thanks 
<2023-01-18T03:20:23.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: Oh you’re welcome
<2023-01-18T03:20:40.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: At least talk to me instead of doing something you can’t take back
<2023-01-18T03:22:10.000Z> CentaurBreeder: I'll take you up on that offer. I have been depending on one person alone for too much
<2023-01-18T03:23:22.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: Yes, you’re a very lovable guy so it’s important to share the love
<2023-01-18T03:23:55.000Z> CentaurBreeder: >Yes, you’re a very lovable guy so it’s important to share the loveam I? 
<2023-01-18T03:26:06.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: Yes, have you noticed that you get lots of interactions when you make posts? That’s because you say funny and charming things and people like being around you. 
<2023-01-18T03:27:21.000Z> CentaurBreeder: >Yes, have you noticed that you get lots of interactions when you make posts?oh. >That’s because you say funny and charming things and people like being around you. I struggle to believe or accept that 
<2023-01-18T03:28:19.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: Sounds like
<2023-01-18T03:28:58.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: Sounds like you’re depressed if it’s that hard to see your good points 
<2023-01-18T03:34:46.000Z> CentaurBreeder: >Sounds like you’re depressed if it’s that hard to see your good points I meant be. I dont really understand depression 
<2023-01-18T03:41:15.000Z> CentaurBreeder: might*
<2023-01-18T03:42:07.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: I don’t understand it either. I spent all of middle school in a total haze, miserable all the time, no friends, in hindsight I was probably depressed. But I started eating better, sleeping at night instead of staying up all night, and exercising every day and the haze started to go away. If there’s more to beating depression than that I don’t know about it. But if talking to me does any good im happy to contribute.
<2023-01-18T04:12:01.000Z> CentaurBreeder: You have help. Sorry busy but I will respond when I can 
<2023-01-18T04:15:20.000Z> CentaurBreeder: Yeah talking to you is helping
<2023-01-18T18:31:30.000Z> CentaurBreeder: >I don’t understand it either. I spent all of middle school in a total haze, miserable all the time, no friends, in hindsight I was probably depressed.yeah I can relate, thats what this and last year has kinda been like. >But I started eating better, sleeping at night instead of staying up all night, and exercising every day and the haze started to go away. I think thats what I really need and will start doing >But if talking to me does any good im happy to contribute.it is helping. thank you serf 
<2023-01-18T18:43:26.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: God bless
<2023-01-18T18:44:05.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: Hope you’re having a better one today. I had sushi for lunch but it was mediocre so it’s a bit of a wash over here
<2023-01-18T18:45:34.000Z> CentaurBreeder: God bless you
<2023-01-18T18:46:28.000Z> CentaurBreeder: >Hope you’re having a better one today. today has been really well
<2023-01-18T18:46:52.000Z> CentaurBreeder: >I had sushi for lunch but it was mediocre so it’s a bit of a wash over heredamn that sucks. hopefully it will start to improve 
<2023-01-18T19:16:34.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: Mediocre isn’t bad. It’s just not good. Good is better but bad is worse. It’s important to keep perspective on these things. 
<2023-01-18T19:18:16.000Z> CentaurBreeder: yeah I guess I never thought of it that way 
<2023-01-18T19:20:09.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: That’s what I’m here for. Wisdom of the elders.
<2023-01-18T19:21:20.000Z> CentaurBreeder: how old are you? if you dont mind me asking?
<2023-01-18T19:22:23.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: Almost 30 👴🏻
<2023-01-18T19:22:37.000Z> CentaurBreeder: fucking ghost
<2023-01-18T19:23:05.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: Afraid so my boy 
<2023-01-18T19:23:44.000Z> CentaurBreeder: lol. yeah I only turned 19 two months back
<2023-01-18T19:23:57.000Z> CentaurBreeder: I babey 👶 
<2023-01-18T19:24:57.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: I had a feeling, kids your age have that “everything’s going to hell so I’m just gonna be horny” attitude 
<2023-01-18T19:25:31.000Z> CentaurBreeder: yeah guess I'm guilty of that 
<2023-01-18T19:25:55.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: It’s understandable 
<2023-01-18T19:26:14.000Z> CentaurBreeder: oh really? 
<2023-01-18T19:27:56.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: >everything sucks
<2023-01-18T19:28:04.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: >anime girls are really pretty
<2023-01-18T19:28:11.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: what else is there to do?
<2023-01-18T19:34:34.000Z> CentaurBreeder: yeah thats pretty much how I think 
<2023-01-18T19:35:30.000Z> CentaurBreeder: a lot of my thinking lately is that no matter what I am wasting time before I kill myself, so trying to make things a little better wont hurt
<2023-01-18T19:35:46.000Z> CentaurBreeder: so I am trying to studying the bible more and get more active 
<2023-01-18T19:36:06.000Z> CentaurBreeder: like exercising and lifting weights again 
<2023-01-18T19:37:56.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: Those are all good ideas, finding a healthy community in person is the most important thing, making yourself healthier is the next most important thing. Your life has a lot of meaning but it’s harder to see if you don’t have a well centered life. 
<2023-01-18T19:38:41.000Z> CentaurBreeder: >Your life has a lot of meaning but it’s harder to see if you don’t have a well centered life. yeah thats a really good point 
<2023-01-18T19:39:10.000Z> CentaurBreeder: > finding a healthy community in person is the most important thingI dont like hanging out with other people 
<2023-01-18T19:41:08.000Z> SerfnUSA@poa.st: Even if your community is as small as a wife gf and a kid you’re much better off than alone. Very very very few men are built to thrive as total hermits. 
<2023-01-18T19:41:59.000Z> CentaurBreeder: yeah I would like to have a wife 