<2022-01-19T01:18:12.000Z> whiteman_: Rereading your last comment to me and I realize that was the most German encouragement I have seen lol
<2022-01-19T16:18:15.000Z> UnityOstara: Borzoi got doxxed by Angry White Men, a leftist blog. Pictures of him and his Wife. 
<2022-01-19T16:18:36.000Z> whiteman_: Hmm never saw that
<2022-01-19T16:30:37.000Z> UnityOstara attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/ffd272bafdf38d1488ea1ba0de56aed90638a9288ad17d0fada6c47b25a7a70f.png
<2022-01-19T16:32:08.000Z> whiteman_: LOL oh nice. Well he looks White
<2022-01-19T16:37:18.000Z> UnityOstara: I really like the guy. Very few people have a bigger brain than me. I like throwing rocks, lol. I can't stand philosophy. I'd rather watch sausage get made. 
<2022-01-19T16:42:21.000Z> whiteman_: LOL I'm with you there. I'm not into philosophy. I only ramble for kicks but I hate having to listen for endless rambling sometimes. What's the solution? Get to the point
<2022-01-19T16:48:29.000Z> UnityOstara: Culture of Critique falls in this category. I was all excited to read it then it was nothing but things I already learned the hard way. I figured out no matter how smart or charismatic I am, people have to find the truth on their own. 
<2022-01-19T16:49:45.000Z> UnityOstara: Doesn't stop me from throwing facts in their face though.
<2022-01-19T16:50:40.000Z> whiteman_: LOL that's me too when I am asked to read a book. Um... I could have made a book on this too but simplified and with real examples
<2022-01-19T16:59:08.000Z> UnityOstara: I was taught to speed read at a young age. I could read at 2.5 years old. Only kid in kindergarten who could read. This was the 1980's though. Pre-school wasn't a thing. 
<2022-01-19T16:59:49.000Z> whiteman_: Wow! I bet you learned to speak at the get go then
<2022-01-19T17:04:58.000Z> UnityOstara: I allegedly told off a cop in baby gibberish when my Oma and I got pulled over for speeding when I was 2. I never really got along with authority.
<2022-01-19T17:07:52.000Z> whiteman_: LOL I wonder how Chicago PD reacted lol
<2022-01-19T17:12:51.000Z> UnityOstara: It was in the burbs. Chicago is a shitshow.
<2022-01-19T17:13:54.000Z> whiteman_: LOL ohh right I remembee
<2022-01-19T17:21:38.000Z> UnityOstara: The only time I almost had an interaction with CPD was ordering a 1am pizza, high on Mary Jane, and almost forgot which brownstone I walked out of. 
<2022-01-19T17:22:26.000Z> UnityOstara: This was in 1998
<2022-01-19T18:00:32.000Z> whiteman_: LOL omg I feel like we canm
<2022-01-19T18:00:43.000Z> whiteman_: *make a biopic of Unity's adventures
<2022-01-19T18:21:06.000Z> UnityOstara: Wouldn't know where to begin. Thought about trying to give it to Antelope Hill. Not sure if I want to be that well known.
<2022-01-19T19:20:59.000Z> whiteman_: Lolol well at least I love your stories. I'll write a fictional book lol
<2022-01-19T19:28:40.000Z> UnityOstara: I'm thinking about writing a book about my preteen era in middle school challenging the holocaust narrative and how it hurt me as a child.  
<2022-01-19T19:48:10.000Z> UnityOstara: Don't say anything about this anywhere. I recently dropped my application and resume with UP. My Husband will be pissed off. Kids are in college, I'm sorta bored. 
<2022-01-19T19:48:52.000Z> whiteman_: Ohh wow. That would be an interesting story to share, Unity.
<2022-01-19T19:49:30.000Z> whiteman_: And no worries. I'm very closed off when people share confidential things with me even those I meet OL
<2022-01-19T19:49:55.000Z> whiteman_: What would you do in UP if I may ask? Been thinking of applying here in the southwest lol
<2022-01-19T19:56:38.000Z> UnityOstara: Not sure. Probably just logistic stuff. Nothing hard core like maintenance. 
<2022-01-19T19:58:18.000Z> whiteman_: Ohh well not bad. I thought you were just going to go gung ho as execuiti
<2022-01-19T19:58:24.000Z> whiteman_: *executive
<2022-01-19T20:11:02.000Z> UnityOstara: I peaked in 2008, got a quality assurance promotion when half of our staff got fired on the same day. Got an office and everything. 
<2022-01-19T20:14:02.000Z> whiteman_: Wow. That's amazing! How did it feel getting the promotion at that time
<2022-01-19T20:15:02.000Z> whiteman_: If it wasn't for 2020, I wouldn't be here
<2022-01-19T20:24:18.000Z> UnityOstara: I'm an autodidact so I can figure out mi
<2022-01-19T20:25:33.000Z> UnityOstara: *I can figure out most things better than most. 
<2022-01-19T20:26:41.000Z> whiteman_: Figure out mi?
<2022-01-19T20:26:54.000Z> whiteman_: Lol nvm saw it
<2022-01-19T20:37:37.000Z> UnityOstara: I can't do a railroad job if vaccinations are involved. I will refuse. My hill to die on.
<2022-01-19T20:38:07.000Z> whiteman_: Same with any job I'm looking for
<2022-01-19T20:38:42.000Z> whiteman_: Hey silly question since you've had a lot adcentures. Any of them involve buying farm or homstead land?
<2022-01-19T20:48:32.000Z> UnityOstara: We have talked about it. I love chickens, fun to raise and delicious! I grew up with farm friendly people but I don't have a green thumb. Farming is pretty Corporate now. My expertise is in logistics. Unfortunately Amazon is knocking out small time distribution companies. I still think about having a pizza/pub establishment. I'm pretty good at Chicago style bar food. 
<2022-01-19T20:50:56.000Z> whiteman_: Oh that's fine. I was just wondering if you had experience with making land happen.
<2022-01-19T20:51:35.000Z> whiteman_: It's hard for me. I'm racially isolated and looking for a way out and trying to build a life somewhere else. Sorry to share this but keep it confidential please
<2022-01-19T20:58:21.000Z> UnityOstara: Keine problem! I thought about the small town  thing. Definitely like living in majority White towns. Small towns can be fun. My Opa grew up in one near the SD/MN border. When we went to visit we were like historical superheroes because of my great grandfather making whisky during prohibition. Nobody remembers him now so I'm not afraid of being doxxed. 
<2022-01-19T21:17:21.000Z> whiteman_: Oh that"s
<2022-01-19T21:17:33.000Z> whiteman_: That's amazing. What a life to have
<2022-01-20T11:33:12.000Z> UnityOstara: My great grandfather was a
<2022-01-20T11:36:06.000Z> UnityOstara: ...had a very interesting life. Served in the Prussian Army then crossed the border to serve in the Russian Army against Japan in the Russio-Japanese War. Went AWOL and moved to Chicago 
<2022-01-20T16:58:25.000Z> whiteman_: Wow that is a whole set of adventures. Olay but it was funny when I saw my inbox I thought you were living this life. "Unity was an 1880s girl too?" Lol
<2022-01-23T21:01:11.000Z> UnityOstara: Just born from a stock of interesting people. 
<2022-01-23T23:49:39.000Z> whiteman_: A truly interesting one indeed. Rare lol
<2022-01-25T01:34:20.000Z> whiteman_: America
<2022-01-25T01:35:22.000Z> whiteman_ attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/7fdda9de0511a7f616da3d535aa02bbeba8cf5345b1061c77858134cead74fe7.jpg
<2022-01-25T01:37:38.000Z> UnityOstara: It was a GI Joe knock off.
<2022-01-25T01:38:27.000Z> whiteman_: Still an interesting time
<2022-01-25T01:42:16.000Z> UnityOstara: Fuck yeah that was. The era of Iron Eagle, Transformers and the Super Bowl Shuffle Chicago Bears! 
<2022-01-25T01:47:10.000Z> whiteman_: Oh man. A golden era lol
<2022-01-25T01:51:36.000Z> UnityOstara: Not personally but it had its moments. I could easily lie 10 years off my age but I would have to pretend I wasn't alive during the 80's. Fuck that.
<2022-01-25T01:56:18.000Z> whiteman_: Hahaha. For sure it wasn't that great. I think relative to now there are moments but it's what it is
<2022-01-25T02:00:10.000Z> UnityOstara: I don't mind being old but the pay sucks. 
<2022-01-25T02:12:05.000Z> whiteman_: What do you mean? UP ain't paying much?
<2022-01-25T02:20:36.000Z> UnityOstara: The UP thing requires a shot. I will never take the "vaccine" there is a few railroads around here. Will shop around. 
<2022-01-25T03:14:52.000Z> whiteman_: What?? That's horrible. No wonder the brown and black monkeys are stealing everything lol
<2022-01-25T03:16:19.000Z> UnityOstara: So you 
<2022-01-25T03:16:39.000Z> whiteman_: So you? Or so true? Lol
<2022-01-25T03:17:29.000Z> UnityOstara: So you saw the loose Angeles thing? What a disaster 
<2022-01-25T03:19:14.000Z> whiteman_: Yes lol. Chicago too
<2022-01-25T03:21:27.000Z> UnityOstara: This one time, before UP took over in Chicago a container train got ripped open like a can. It just happened to be basketball's and such. Christmas came early on the westside. That was in 1991ish. The Los Angeles thing is far worse. They refuse to prosecute.
<2022-01-25T03:23:33.000Z> whiteman_: No there was one in Chicago same time. But I agree. LA is hopeless. Beautiful scene, but people are horrendous
<2022-01-25T03:26:07.000Z> UnityOstara: Well the LA thing is on the news recently. Reporting crime in Chicago is racist. That's why heyjackass.com is banned from Twitter 
<2022-01-25T03:26:35.000Z> whiteman_: Hahaha. "Reporting crimes from Chicago is racist"
<2022-01-25T03:27:05.000Z> whiteman_: Yes the LA is actually worse. I believe they really hampered a lot of west coast goods from coming in from the fiasco
<2022-01-25T03:30:31.000Z> UnityOstara: Port of Los Angeles, Long Beach, has always been a bottleneck. Only a few ways out. Cali criminals figured it out. Hands up. They loot. 
<2022-01-25T03:31:35.000Z> whiteman_: Ugh 
<2022-01-25T03:31:55.000Z> whiteman_: It's a collapse already over. Only a matter of time for elsewhere
<2022-01-25T03:35:30.000Z> UnityOstara: 1988, Soviets gave up on Afghanistan. 1989 Wall fell down, Soviets lost their satellite countries. 1991 , Soviet Union dissolved. This fate will happen to the USA.
<2022-01-25T03:35:56.000Z> whiteman_: True
<2022-01-25T03:36:19.000Z> whiteman_: The southwest will look like romania right before Dracula came along
<2022-01-25T03:38:58.000Z> UnityOstara: I would love to see that. Vlad of the Rio Grande! 
<2022-01-25T03:39:26.000Z> whiteman_: LOL maybe me in 10 years. Teasing lol
<2022-01-25T03:39:37.000Z> whiteman_: Rambo style without race mixing haha
<2022-01-25T03:43:27.000Z> UnityOstara: On a similar note about the Southwest. My friend made me watch Dusk till Dawn without mentioning it was a vampire movie. This happened on homecoming years ago.
<2022-01-25T03:47:08.000Z> whiteman_: Omg really? I remember watching that as a kif and I really had to watch out for local mexicans at night to make sure I don't get bitten
<2022-01-25T03:49:44.000Z> UnityOstara: Funny thing was, Mexicans stole my friends bike while we watched it. 
<2022-01-25T03:52:15.000Z> whiteman_: That's horrible! Did you get it back?
<2022-01-25T03:54:01.000Z> UnityOstara: Wasn't my bike. No I think it was a mongoose or something
<2022-01-25T03:54:40.000Z> whiteman_: Of course they would smh
<2022-01-25T03:56:02.000Z> UnityOstara: I had a Schwinn, back when they still were based in Chicago. 21 speed High Plains black and purple. Damn good bike! 
<2022-01-25T03:56:57.000Z> whiteman_: Oh man those were amazing. I try to look for Chicago made products sometimes here. 
<2022-01-25T04:01:45.000Z> UnityOstara: Schwinn got bought out by GT. Moved business to Colorado. Then Huffy bought them. Became just a brand to use, manufactured in China. Really glad to say I spent alot of my youth, exploring on an American bike.
<2022-01-25T04:03:41.000Z> whiteman_: Do you still keep your genuine American products?
<2022-01-25T04:08:51.000Z> UnityOstara: I try. My couch and chair is made from goose down. Hard to find stuff but I try 
<2022-01-25T04:13:18.000Z> whiteman_: Goose down?
<2022-01-25T04:20:49.000Z> UnityOstara: Bird feathers. Very luxurious. 
<2022-01-25T04:21:29.000Z> UnityOstara: Have you ever tried being vetted? Just curious. 
<2022-01-25T05:06:44.000Z> whiteman_: Oooh nice
<2022-01-25T05:06:48.000Z> whiteman_: Vetted?
<2022-01-25T05:06:52.000Z> whiteman_: For work?
<2022-01-25T09:10:45.000Z> UnityOstara: Like for pool parties, like minded groups.
<2022-01-25T16:37:49.000Z> whiteman_: Oh like to enter into friend circles that are pretty close knit?
<2022-01-25T21:09:18.000Z> UnityOstara: More specifically what TRS/NJP has been doing.
<2022-01-25T21:09:42.000Z> whiteman_: Hmm no not that level of vetting. You?
<2022-01-25T21:18:43.000Z> UnityOstara: Almost. Then the Jay-Oh thing happened. Got invited to Ex-Am fest years ago but my husband is kind of an introvert. Showing up alone isn't my style. 
<2022-01-25T21:19:22.000Z> whiteman_: Ohh wow that's somethijg. 
<2022-01-25T21:19:27.000Z> whiteman_: And you evaded it?
<2022-01-25T21:29:35.000Z> UnityOstara: Implying I can afford to go on vacation. Psssh! 
<2022-01-25T21:30:07.000Z> whiteman_: Pssh You're the one with the adventures.  I'm sure you could have done it! Hmpph lol
<2022-01-25T21:44:12.000Z> UnityOstara: No. At the time, Roscoe was married and had a strict "no unintended Women allowed" policy. 
<2022-01-25T21:45:00.000Z> whiteman_: Well that's a nice policy actually in some extent I guess
<2022-01-25T21:49:34.000Z> UnityOstara: It reduces drama knowing it's a family friendly atmosphere and not a hookup scene. 
<2022-01-25T21:51:23.000Z> whiteman_: I agree. I get weary of going to parties tbh. I'll either get unwanted advances or be subject to seeing people do it
<2022-01-25T22:12:17.000Z> UnityOstara: I like parties like if I am playing a game, making food and drinks, putting on a play list but I feel odd mingling. I have control issues.
<2022-01-25T22:16:37.000Z> whiteman_: Same here. Lok
<2022-01-25T22:16:43.000Z> whiteman_: Just want the fun and food lol
<2022-01-25T22:22:57.000Z> UnityOstara: My organized events are legendary. From something simple like a game tournament to having actual bands play live at 2am in an apartment. 
<2022-01-25T22:29:59.000Z> whiteman_: I can only imagine. Would be nice to have seen lol
<2022-01-25T22:37:02.000Z> UnityOstara: My first place in Houston had this awesome kitchen bar. So I through a housewarming party. I shit you not on all things sacred, my friends ditched the club and showed up topless unless you count body paint. For years I heard about that party. Only Romans would understand that level that came nex6
<2022-01-26T00:21:52.000Z> whiteman_: What??? Get outta here. That's amazing! LOL
<2022-01-26T00:22:18.000Z> whiteman_: Just for housewarming?
<2022-01-26T16:02:52.000Z> UnityOstara: This was when I was 22 so my social clique was college age in 2002. My reputation of having comfy house parties spans decades and many states. 
<2022-01-26T16:06:26.000Z> whiteman_: So those stories were true 
<2022-01-26T16:10:28.000Z> UnityOstara: Not ashamed of my degenerate priors. Twas a different America. 
<2022-01-26T16:16:05.000Z> whiteman_: It doesn't degenerate to me. Well at least based on the details mentioned 
<2022-01-26T16:16:16.000Z> whiteman_: Which isn't much lol
<2022-02-05T19:25:26.000Z> whiteman_: Meat Raffle? lol
<2022-02-05T19:29:30.000Z> UnityOstara: It's weird. They literally raffle off meat. My first experience was at a VFW. we won and got all this frozen meat. Venison, Turkey, chicken, beef. It was a little bit of culture shock for me. 
<2022-02-05T19:30:33.000Z> UnityOstara: I guess since Scandinavian Lutheranism frowns on gambling, it's what they do up here. 
<2022-02-05T19:30:48.000Z> whiteman_: Wow that's amazing!
<2022-02-05T19:30:53.000Z> whiteman_: Is it still happening?
<2022-02-05T19:33:25.000Z> UnityOstara: Not so much due to covid19. More of an up state thing where my inlaws live. There's a pizzeria that calls their equivalent to a meat lover's a  Meat Raffle Pizza so pretty much it's a statewide thing.
<2022-02-05T19:34:38.000Z> UnityOstara: Not so much in Minnesomalia.
<2022-02-05T19:38:13.000Z> whiteman_: Oh I see. Goodness I would like to experience that. Well you can't see thus in Tijuanaxas
<2022-02-05T19:38:33.000Z> whiteman_: Greedy mexicans steal and horde all the food in food banks lol
<2022-02-05T19:46:40.000Z> UnityOstara: Never been that much of a fan of Tex-Mex. I love making tacos but I prefer using spicy Montreal steak seasoning rather than jalapenos which I am allergic to. I can stand habanero peppers in a small amount. 
<2022-02-05T19:57:57.000Z> whiteman_: Whoa. That's interesting lok
<2022-02-05T19:58:09.000Z> whiteman_: I just preferred streat Tex bbq none of that wierd mix
<2022-02-05T20:00:28.000Z> UnityOstara: Can't go wrong with real Texas bbq. However, depending on what part of Texas you are in arguments will happen with the Rub vs Sauce debate. Both are good imo. 
<2022-02-05T20:04:13.000Z> whiteman_: Hahahah true. I do a bit of both it doesnt matter
<2022-02-05T20:15:27.000Z> UnityOstara: I change up my bbq sauce alot. Depends on if I feel like spicy, sweet, smoky. or just getting creative and choosing a blend. 
<2022-02-05T20:21:41.000Z> whiteman_: Oh wow check you out. Unity sauces
<2022-02-05T20:30:42.000Z> UnityOstara: In between having a real job, I worked for a few pizzerias. With that low pay and needing to eat I had to make due with what was around  at work. Being a creative type, I like to experiment in the kitchen. Had a few customers that would ask for me by name when ordering
<2022-02-05T20:34:34.000Z> whiteman_: Wow that's amazing. Curious how it tasted.
<2022-02-05T20:34:45.000Z> whiteman_: Speaking of job. Did you aplly anywhere else after UP?
<2022-02-05T20:41:30.000Z> UnityOstara: BNSF online. Twin Cities and Western Railroad would be a better fit. Small company but you got to know people to get in. Seeing as I refuse to get vaccinated, I'm pretty much stuck with what I got now. 
<2022-02-05T21:07:06.000Z> whiteman_: Nice. Small is good. And doing online works too
<2022-02-05T21:11:52.000Z> UnityOstara: Ment that I applied online. BNSF is owned by Berkshire Hathaway, Warren Buffett's thing so not really wanting a paycheck from Satan's little helpers.
<2022-02-05T21:16:55.000Z> whiteman_: Oh makes sense at least you're not working for shapiro
<2022-02-05T21:21:40.000Z> UnityOstara: I won't doxx my job but the owners are both Vets and great bosses. I'm just bored with it. 
<2022-02-05T21:22:53.000Z> whiteman_: Tell them you want a challenge lol
<2022-02-05T21:30:29.000Z> UnityOstara: Never tell your employer you want a challenge. 
<2022-02-05T21:30:50.000Z> whiteman_: LOL i know. You're right
<2022-02-05T21:32:36.000Z> UnityOstara: Unless you have a very good outside counter-offer. 
<2022-02-05T21:33:03.000Z> whiteman_: True
<2022-02-05T21:33:19.000Z> whiteman_: You ever have those days at work where you feel like "where's my ambition?"
<2022-02-05T21:35:16.000Z> UnityOstara: My ambition gets me into trouble alot. I have a mild case of megalomania. Allegedly that is a side effect from being a Leo if you believe in astrology.
<2022-02-05T21:36:54.000Z> UnityOstara: I've accidentally stumbled into a management or overseer role wherever I go.
<2022-02-05T21:38:21.000Z> whiteman_: Ohhh a Leo makes sense jk lol
<2022-02-05T21:38:36.000Z> whiteman_: Are you sure you have megalomania? Haha
<2022-02-05T21:38:54.000Z> whiteman_: That's cool. I usually get into it too. Usually due to drive
<2022-02-05T21:44:52.000Z> UnityOstara: What usually happens is that I always have to be the best at everything, I have a pretty good verbal IQ and Corporate loves promoting Women. That and I do include my experience as a Roller Hockey team captain on my resume. I know it's petty  but I got literal scars from that. Damn right I'm going to take credit!
<2022-02-06T00:04:07.000Z> whiteman_: You should be a career coach or a motivational speaker lol
<2022-02-06T00:05:47.000Z> UnityOstara: Kind of already doing that with the Frauenwaffe thing. 
<2022-02-06T00:41:46.000Z> whiteman_: Ahh I see
<2022-02-06T00:50:17.000Z> UnityOstara: We are going to discuss future plans later this month in regards to activities other than drinking and bitching. We expected to do activism if that tranny story time got brought here but our library is independent from the county so it wasn't going to happen. Alot of wait and see with what's going down with the trial in St. Paul but I have no intention to show up in that mess. 
<2022-02-06T01:26:21.000Z> whiteman_: Wait. Catch me up with what's going on. I've been away from all the hubbub.
<2022-02-06T01:28:50.000Z> UnityOstara: St
<2022-02-06T01:29:58.000Z> UnityOstara: The Federal Trial for the other 3 guys in the George Floyd case is going to happen in St. Pa
<2022-02-06T01:31:44.000Z> UnityOstara: *in St.Paul soon. Minnesota National Guard put on notice. I apologize for the typing errors. Getting things ready for dinner. 
<2022-02-06T01:58:10.000Z> whiteman_: No need to apologize. Geez do you all get a break from the Nogsense?
<2022-02-06T02:04:11.000Z> UnityOstara: Winter keeps the nogs in check. Also mornings. They don't like cold or being up early. Spring time sucks. Especially in Minneapolis but that's not my problem anymore.
<2022-02-06T02:11:19.000Z> whiteman_: Wow that sucks. Winter stops the beaners here too lol. When summer comes it's complete hell
<2022-02-06T02:16:18.000Z> UnityOstara: One of the funniest things my Oma would say was, "it's warm out, Mexicans are on the move!" Mexicans took over the house she was born in, my Opa built her a house next door prior but she would get infuriated when the beaners would piss on the garage that her dad built. 
<2022-02-06T02:17:34.000Z> whiteman_: Your Oma captures the essence of my deep hatred for them lol
<2022-02-06T02:21:24.000Z> UnityOstara: "Nothing smells like summer around here like cheap Mexican beer and piss!"-my Oma. Funny thing is that she did like the mayonnaise/ear of corn thing. She would specifically come to my mom's neighborhood to get it.
<2022-02-06T02:23:08.000Z> whiteman_: LOL I'd love to learn more about her. Sounds like an amazint woman who gets it
<2022-02-06T02:23:14.000Z> whiteman_: Did she put parmesan on it?
<2022-02-06T02:28:46.000Z> UnityOstara: I'm pretty sure they put parmesan on it but I never tried it so can't confirm. Maybe some form of powder cheese but why would Mexicans choose parmesan? Damn, they are a queer people.
<2022-02-06T02:29:50.000Z> whiteman_: Hahaha no it's usually parmesan . they are queer in more ways than one lol
<2022-02-06T02:39:07.000Z> UnityOstara: I've heard what goes down in Brownsville and El Paso. Make a yankee queer blush. The horror, the horror.
<2022-02-06T02:40:05.000Z> whiteman_: Ugghh I'm eating here, Unity! Lol :vomit:
<2022-03-01T18:52:45.000Z> whiteman_: Still working same place?
<2022-03-01T19:01:22.000Z> UnityOstara: Yep. Half-day tomorrow then a few days off
<2022-03-01T19:03:57.000Z> whiteman_: Nice seems well deserved
<2022-03-01T19:21:13.000Z> UnityOstara: What's been nice is that it's been in the high 30's for a few days. Cardinals chirping, Almost feels like spring. 
<2022-03-01T20:37:24.000Z> whiteman_: Wow that's amazing. We still have snow in some areas here so I am happy
<2022-03-01T22:10:39.000Z> UnityOstara: Oh we still have snow ice and slush. Walk at your own risk. Since after sundown, all turns to ice.
<2022-03-01T22:44:17.000Z> whiteman_: Reminds me of the days in Chicago
<2022-03-02T02:08:26.000Z> UnityOstara: When was that, where in Chicago?
<2022-03-02T03:39:08.000Z> whiteman_: In one of the burbs, a little over a decade agi
<2022-03-02T03:42:22.000Z> UnityOstara: Chicago burbs is a very large place. 
<2022-03-02T03:47:14.000Z> whiteman_: It is. But not too scary. The slush and hard winds I remember when I was ay
<2022-03-02T03:47:19.000Z> whiteman_: Near the Sears tower
<2022-03-02T04:22:36.000Z> UnityOstara: And nobody knows about Fermilab
<2022-03-02T05:00:37.000Z> whiteman_: What do you mean?
<2022-03-02T12:27:55.000Z> UnityOstara: It's a partical accelerator in the western suburbs near where I grew up. Kind of like CERN in Switzerland.
<2022-03-02T16:26:11.000Z> whiteman_: Ohh I see lol
<2022-03-02T16:26:34.000Z> whiteman_: Wait I think you mentioned it before. Didn't you work there or visited there?
<2022-03-02T17:23:21.000Z> UnityOstara: Visited a bunch of times before they stepped up security after 9/11. Was a easy bike trip from my homes. Outside of their spooky science stuff, they have free range bisons and used to show old movies in their theater. 
<2022-03-02T18:17:23.000Z> whiteman_: Wow wish I could have gone. 
<2022-03-02T18:21:08.000Z> UnityOstara: As much as I miss my birth state of Illinois, I would rather have teeth pulled than go back. 
<2022-03-02T18:43:34.000Z> whiteman_: That's fair. I only missed Chicago because it brought me memories. But those days are gone
<2022-03-02T18:51:55.000Z> UnityOstara: Same here. When I was living in Minneapolis I went home for a weekend and was surprised how dirty downtown Chicago had gotten. This was in 2014. 
<2022-03-02T18:54:43.000Z> whiteman_: Really? I got to visit a few years after.. Still better than the Southwest, until I went to South Chicago lol
<2022-03-02T18:59:54.000Z> UnityOstara: *sketchy. North side near Wrigley Field has fags to the east and Cabrini-Green to the west. 
<2022-03-02T19:01:47.000Z> UnityOstara: I liked Clark Street in the 90's because there was a bunch of used record stores 
<2022-03-02T19:05:18.000Z> whiteman_: Oh I see. lol. That's true
<2022-03-05T16:05:34.000Z> whiteman_: How it feels like everytime you and I engage in banter
<2022-03-05T16:05:47.000Z> whiteman_ attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/8b24790e7259182c8290b56ef3bc74121479cf474ffdf8cec7f8384349d99d5d.jpg
<2022-03-05T18:12:08.000Z> UnityOstara: Love "er ist wieder da"! It totally backfired on the left. I actually loved our magic mustache uncle more after watching it.
<2022-03-06T04:57:17.000Z> whiteman_: Same lol
<2022-03-17T00:29:19.000Z> whiteman_: You're back!!!
<2022-03-17T00:48:46.000Z> UnityOstara: Yep, because of my back, lol. Overworked my back. Off the rest of the week.
<2022-03-17T00:49:22.000Z> whiteman_: Omg lol what do you do?? 
<2022-03-17T00:49:34.000Z> whiteman_: We need to send you back to the trains instead then lol
<2022-03-17T00:54:30.000Z> UnityOstara: I need to get a better bed. Going to dr next week. Years of doing things like hockey, trail biking, threw it out once while skydiving adds up. 
<2022-03-17T00:55:45.000Z> whiteman_: Wow well that's price for having years of adventures I guess. I hope it goes well with the dr in all seriousness
<2022-03-17T01:06:59.000Z> UnityOstara: My pain is well worth every minute of my youthful adventures! Way I see it, your only young and indestructible (or the illusion of it) once. Told my apprentice, who is going on 22. "Go fast, take chances! Enjoy the prime of your  physical capabilities". 
<2022-03-17T01:11:43.000Z> whiteman_: Wow. I can't believe I didnt get to at 22 lol
<2022-03-17T01:11:52.000Z> whiteman_: You're so right tho
<2022-03-17T01:34:47.000Z> UnityOstara: I did most of my wild stuff by 22. Spent 4 years in Houston acting like a party chick but the hurricanes happened and made me act like an adult.
<2022-03-17T01:35:12.000Z> whiteman_: LOL those must have been a real act of God
<2022-03-17T01:37:46.000Z> UnityOstara: After the "do whatever" years of the late 90's, 9/11, Katrina and Rita Godsmacked me into eventually getting my shit together. 
<2022-03-17T01:39:08.000Z> whiteman_: Wow what a wild ride. Why were you in Texas 
<2022-03-17T01:43:56.000Z> UnityOstara: Had a good friend who moved there during high school. Went to visit him for spring break and liked it. Lost my job in 2001 summer and decided to move from Illinois. Never wanted to spend my life in one place. 
<2022-03-17T01:44:45.000Z> whiteman_: You sound like me. Moved around so much in life
<2022-03-17T01:49:05.000Z> UnityOstara: Switched school districts 4 times as a kid in is
<2022-03-17T01:51:38.000Z> UnityOstara: *in Illinois. Didn't really get friends until hockey in high school. Well that and being a latchkey kid where I could do whatever. 
<2022-03-17T01:51:53.000Z> whiteman_: You get what childhood was like for me
<2022-03-17T01:56:43.000Z> UnityOstara: I had two choices: strict rules yet stable home from my grandparents or living with my mom where I could do whatever because she was busy working.
<2022-03-17T01:57:45.000Z> whiteman_: Was your mom good?
<2022-03-17T01:58:10.000Z> UnityOstara: Tbh: when my grandmother said I wasn't allowed to date was the decision maker.
<2022-03-17T01:58:42.000Z> UnityOstara: My mom is a mixed bag. 
<2022-03-17T01:58:47.000Z> whiteman_: Ohh I see
<2022-03-17T01:59:04.000Z> whiteman_: Why?
<2022-03-17T02:05:21.000Z> UnityOstara: Did some great things did some horrible things. My friends always loved her but few got to see her on her worse days. 
<2022-03-17T02:06:13.000Z> UnityOstara: Let's never talk about her. She is in exile in California for a reason.
<2022-03-17T02:07:14.000Z> whiteman_: Oh man I'm sorry Unitu
<2022-03-17T02:07:42.000Z> whiteman_: My dad was like that 
<2022-03-17T02:18:04.000Z> UnityOstara: I never got to give birth but my little brother, Godson, my two step Sons got my love and support. 
<2022-03-17T02:29:09.000Z> whiteman_: Oh really? You're an amazing woman
<2022-03-17T02:29:19.000Z> whiteman_: So your hubby had kids before you got together?
<2022-03-17T02:34:33.000Z> UnityOstara: Yep.  Their mother is an insufferable cunt. Green hair, lots of things I can't mention. Kids related more to their Dad and his family. 
<2022-03-17T02:37:12.000Z> UnityOstara: It's easier now my stepsons are in college, I don't have to interact with her. 
<2022-03-17T02:41:15.000Z> whiteman_: Well I'm sure he is blessed to have a wonderful woman like you
<2022-03-17T02:45:09.000Z> UnityOstara: He is! Grateful that he found the right kind of crazy chick to compliment his conservativism. Inlaws love me!
<2022-03-17T02:47:57.000Z> whiteman_: Is he also fascist?
<2022-03-17T02:53:13.000Z> UnityOstara: He wouldn't say so but he has never disagreed with my beliefs. Politics never was his thing. 
<2022-03-17T02:55:36.000Z> whiteman_: Oh that's perfect
<2022-03-17T02:55:43.000Z> whiteman_: Better the man not care lol
<2022-03-17T03:00:43.000Z> UnityOstara: Oh he cared, especially after his previous wife.  I think he loves the fact that I am strong in my beliefs. Unlike her, I support him and his children. 
<2022-03-17T03:01:19.000Z> whiteman_: Awww :)
<2022-03-17T03:01:27.000Z> whiteman_: One day I'll find a wife like that lol
<2022-03-17T03:15:58.000Z> UnityOstara: I got to go through all of my old photos for the monuments in Germany that the EDL want to take down. 
<2022-03-17T03:19:16.000Z> whiteman_: How many are still up?
<2022-03-17T03:24:32.000Z> UnityOstara: I found 18 with our family name. ADL says over a thousand. The names were of Volkssturmers. 
<2022-03-17T03:25:08.000Z> whiteman_: :(
<2022-03-17T03:25:18.000Z> whiteman_: Keep those memories strong
<2022-03-17T03:28:18.000Z> UnityOstara: O/ Women of our history have been tasked with the truth.
<2022-03-17T03:28:31.000Z> whiteman_: o/
<2022-03-17T03:28:48.000Z> whiteman_: How long has it been since you were in Germany?
<2022-03-17T03:30:06.000Z> UnityOstara: Never been. 
<2022-03-17T03:31:04.000Z> whiteman_: Oh you just had photos lol I misheard
<2022-03-17T03:33:09.000Z> UnityOstara: Photos'?
<2022-03-17T03:36:40.000Z> whiteman_: Yes you said you had photos
<2022-03-17T03:39:17.000Z> UnityOstara: I just powered up that early smartphone. It could hurt family 
<2022-03-17T03:39:56.000Z> whiteman_: LOL so they're in your old smartphone?
<2022-03-17T03:41:19.000Z> UnityOstara: 3 of them. 
<2022-03-17T03:41:43.000Z> whiteman_: Nice!
<2022-03-17T03:42:34.000Z> UnityOstara: Not like it would matter 
<2022-03-17T03:44:00.000Z> UnityOstara: Threw up a little 
<2022-03-17T03:44:40.000Z> whiteman_: Why'd you throw up??
<2022-03-17T03:46:03.000Z> UnityOstara: Took too much punch in my swallow 
<2022-03-17T03:47:03.000Z> whiteman_: When taking your meds?
<2022-03-17T11:52:51.000Z> UnityOstara: Happy anniversary of my best game ever in 1995. Tied game, 7-7, won the faceoff and scored on a breakaway. My team jumped on me like I was some kind of heroine.
<2022-03-17T11:54:33.000Z> UnityOstara: Scored 4 goals, that league didn't record assists. 
<2022-03-17T13:38:22.000Z> whiteman_: Wow! Of course you are a heroine! 4 out 7?
<2022-03-17T14:38:49.000Z> UnityOstara: It was the high point of high school. Went from  that Nazi girl from middle school to bad ass chick who kicked ass at Roller hockey. Was a book nerd before that. Sucked at softball and soccer. 
<2022-03-17T14:56:32.000Z> whiteman_: I want to write a story whose heroine resembles a bit of you lol
<2022-03-17T15:07:32.000Z> UnityOstara: Rather be the modern day shield maiden than a feminist. Regardless how corny that sounds.
<2022-03-17T15:07:49.000Z> whiteman_: Lol makes sense
<2022-03-17T15:08:03.000Z> whiteman_: No I usually write stories that feel more real life, but add a happy ending lol
<2022-03-17T15:10:27.000Z> UnityOstara: I'm never good at writing fiction because I can't write a decent ending. Stephen King also has that problem, lol.
<2022-03-17T15:11:05.000Z> whiteman_: Hahaha to stephen king
<2022-03-17T15:12:08.000Z> whiteman_: Same. 
<2022-03-17T15:17:11.000Z> UnityOstara: Dreamcatcher, the movie, was one of the few times that one could say the movie was better than the book. IMO, you should have some sort of idea when writing fiction how the story will end. Stephen King doesn't. It's like he gets bored and ties it off. 
<2022-03-17T15:23:49.000Z> whiteman_: I haven't watched that one yet hmm i moght
<2022-03-17T15:24:00.000Z> whiteman_: Yees when writing a story think the ending then work back
<2022-03-17T15:27:27.000Z> UnityOstara: It feels like a paranormal sequel to "Stand By Me" 
<2022-03-17T15:51:09.000Z> whiteman_: Oh that sounds intriguing
<2022-03-17T15:51:13.000Z> whiteman_: How's the weather over there
<2022-03-17T15:53:40.000Z> UnityOstara: Awesome! 39 degrees right now, will  break 50 before the day is done. Smells like springtime!
<2022-03-17T15:56:14.000Z> UnityOstara: Got every window open and listening to alot of birds chirping.
<2022-03-17T16:16:01.000Z> whiteman_: 39?? Woow!!
<2022-03-17T16:24:42.000Z> UnityOstara: I'm a bit of an ice princess so winter doesn't bother me. In Minnesota, warmer weather=TNB 
<2022-03-17T16:25:25.000Z> whiteman_: I love cold weather. Trying to move to colder climates in the sw
<2022-03-17T16:30:41.000Z> UnityOstara: Never been, the farthest west I have been was the Black Hills in South Dakota and San Antonio for a minute.
<2022-03-17T16:31:12.000Z> whiteman_: Oh I see
<2022-03-17T16:31:27.000Z> whiteman_: I wish i could move in Midwest but funds are low
<2022-03-17T16:40:03.000Z> UnityOstara: Midwest is way more expensive than Southwest. If I got paid like I did in Illinois and lived in Houston...totally different life.
<2022-03-17T16:40:41.000Z> whiteman_: Oh Illinois is the New York of the Midwest lol
<2022-03-17T16:49:10.000Z> UnityOstara: Chicagoland. Yep. Every bad thing you hear is true. My last place there was Geneva. White Girl Suburb Heaven!
<2022-03-17T16:55:41.000Z> whiteman_: How did you disrupt homecoming? Hppefully not involving older guy lol
<2022-03-17T16:55:50.000Z> whiteman_: Haha chicagoland
<2022-03-17T16:56:06.000Z> whiteman_: You know where Marion st was
<2022-03-17T17:00:54.000Z> UnityOstara: We skated through the plaza. Disrespecting their jigaboo music. I don't know Marion
<2022-03-17T17:01:30.000Z> whiteman_: Ohh i see lol
<2022-03-17T17:01:38.000Z> whiteman_: True heroine lol
<2022-03-17T17:03:21.000Z> UnityOstara: I
<2022-03-17T17:03:44.000Z> whiteman_: G
<2022-03-17T17:04:21.000Z> UnityOstara: Being a Leo, which some say led me to my leadership priors 
<2022-03-17T17:25:18.000Z> whiteman_: That makes sense lol
<2022-03-17T18:18:54.000Z> UnityOstara: Illinois combined varsity championship happened last week. What would have been my school m
<2022-03-17T18:20:28.000Z> UnityOstara: *high school team got beat by my Godson's team. 
<2022-03-17T18:25:15.000Z> whiteman_: Oh you serious lol
<2022-03-17T18:33:25.000Z> UnityOstara: Hockey is my church. If I didn't find that in my teens I would probably done drugs.
<2022-03-17T18:46:07.000Z> whiteman_: Fair enough. I love hockey. 
<2022-03-17T18:46:24.000Z> whiteman_: Playing more than watching
<2022-03-17T18:51:45.000Z> UnityOstara: I grew up in a family where athletics were a big thing. I sucked at softball. Sucked at soccer. Somehow God blessed me in Roller Hockey 
<2022-03-17T18:52:28.000Z> whiteman_: I likes street hockey too. I couldnt do ice lol
<2022-03-17T18:52:50.000Z> UnityOstara: What's your favorite team?
<2022-03-17T18:53:47.000Z> whiteman_: I really didn't have one tbh i know it's a shame. Did like the ducks tho lol
<2022-03-17T18:54:09.000Z> UnityOstara: Couldn't afford ice. Anything over $200 my family said no. 
<2022-03-17T18:56:54.000Z> whiteman_: See my fam the same
<2022-03-17T19:02:29.000Z> UnityOstara: I have a natural curve when I pitch. Really hoping we play company softball this year 
<2022-03-17T19:02:55.000Z> UnityOstara: I can't hit 
<2022-03-17T19:04:09.000Z> whiteman_: Better to pitch than to swing lol
<2022-03-17T19:04:17.000Z> whiteman_: You have company softball? Cool job!
<2022-03-17T19:08:19.000Z> UnityOstara: Back before 2000, it was natural to have company teams. Most old teams we know started off as factory teams. Packers 
<2022-03-17T19:10:23.000Z> whiteman_: That's true
<2022-03-17T19:13:01.000Z> UnityOstara: I can do a thumbnail history of every sports team. Like where they started at, stadiums, what not
<2022-03-17T19:18:08.000Z> whiteman_: Oh really? You truly are a historian
<2022-03-17T22:30:25.000Z> UnityOstara: I once cut my hair for "locks of love", my hair was really long. Donation for kids that need a wig because of chemotherapy. Felt like I lost a limb so I went to a bar doing trivia. Won $120. 
<2022-03-17T22:31:38.000Z> UnityOstara: My brain just happens to remember things 
<2022-03-17T22:33:20.000Z> whiteman_: I love your brain and you sharing these memories
<2022-03-17T22:33:29.000Z> whiteman_: Wait they pay people who win? Lol
<2022-03-17T22:38:15.000Z> UnityOstara: Back in Houston in 2005. Pretty sure it was National. Kinda a gimmick to get people to show up at the bar. If memory serves me correct, there was a $10 buy in so they made their money. 
<2022-03-17T22:40:59.000Z> whiteman_: Ohhh I see. I miss those days. When everything had some kind of fun to it
<2022-03-17T22:41:21.000Z> UnityOstara: They also handed out jello shots free for the girls. Love that Southern hospitality!
<2022-03-17T22:41:51.000Z> whiteman_: Ugh man that's amazing lol
<2022-03-17T22:46:05.000Z> UnityOstara: My Frauenwaffe sisters want to go out tonight because it's St. Patrick's day but I'm not up for it. Amateur drinking holiday. 
<2022-03-17T22:47:21.000Z> whiteman_: Aww really?
<2022-03-17T22:51:30.000Z> UnityOstara: Dgmw, I'm going to drink tonight, just don't want to do it in a crowded bar. I prefer to sit and be social. My Irish friends used to drag me out every year for it. 
<2022-03-17T22:55:35.000Z> whiteman_: Hahaha that's fair
<2022-03-17T22:55:40.000Z> whiteman_: Bring scotch
<2022-03-17T23:02:24.000Z> UnityOstara: Totally forgot to buy scotch. I'm a vodka girl. I do have green apple koolaid for the after party.  My sister in law will show up and she is a bag of giggles! My husband is out of town (strategy?) He gets annoyed with too many party chicks in the room. 
<2022-03-17T23:11:49.000Z> whiteman_: Oooh nice hhahah
<2022-03-17T23:11:52.000Z> whiteman_: Hey he is a wise man
<2022-03-17T23:12:00.000Z> whiteman_: Vodka is nice it's mixable
<2022-03-17T23:18:42.000Z> UnityOstara: I usually go cheap on vodka because its going to be overpowered by whatever thing I mix it with. 
<2022-03-17T23:24:04.000Z> whiteman_: LOL
<2022-03-17T23:28:27.000Z> UnityOstara: I'm not telling anyone but I will make my Southwestern Fries tonight. Crinkle cut covered with bacon and 4 cheese blend.
<2022-03-17T23:45:07.000Z> whiteman_: Aww man I wish I knew you irl im hungy nkw
<2022-03-17T23:49:35.000Z> UnityOstara: Before the riots in Minneapolis, there was a German restaurant who said "come in half German, leave full". 
<2022-03-17T23:51:32.000Z> whiteman_: Aww man
<2022-03-17T23:51:39.000Z> whiteman_: I never visited MN
<2022-03-17T23:55:07.000Z> UnityOstara: Not really a tourist state. It's the opposite of Texas
<2022-03-18T15:26:55.000Z> whiteman_: Who's Doxxing?
<2022-03-18T15:27:03.000Z> whiteman_: Also I love states that are not tourists
<2022-03-18T15:33:18.000Z> UnityOstara: Accollective.noblogs.org autonomous comrade collective. They doxxed a few of my podcasting frens that I have been frens with back when Twitter was good. 
<2022-03-18T15:34:39.000Z> whiteman_: Oh yeah that's a messed up site
<2022-03-18T15:37:26.000Z> UnityOstara: Its weird what they said about Pikachu being Jewish. I don't really like her but she has Roscoe's back so I give her a pass.
<2022-03-18T15:38:06.000Z> whiteman_: It's hard whenever there's allegations of kikery
<2022-03-18T15:41:12.000Z> UnityOstara: What's messed up is my beef with her started about her calling Mike Enoch a jew. Before that we chatted on Twitter nicely about Crypto and property ownership. I hate infighting so much.
<2022-03-18T15:42:36.000Z> whiteman_: Idk Whites nowadays will infight because it's easy. I stay away until there's some real dumb crap they flight against an entire White group. 
<2022-03-18T15:45:15.000Z> UnityOstara: My honor is loyalty so when someone shits on my frens I get defense. It's a knee-jerk reaction.  
<2022-03-18T15:46:50.000Z> whiteman_: Same.
<2022-03-18T15:46:52.000Z> UnityOstara: The entire world is against White People. Target rich environment. No reason to attack our own unless they are traitors.
<2022-03-18T15:47:15.000Z> whiteman_: Idk I sometimes give up on our online frens. There's too many sexual deviants and many of them like to shit on each other
<2022-03-18T15:49:05.000Z> UnityOstara: Not liking the Japanese cartoon porn showing up in the threads. 
<2022-03-18T15:49:49.000Z> whiteman_: Same. It's disgusting. And I hate when they defend it as if it will save our race. If anything it molds men to act like degenerates
<2022-03-18T15:49:56.000Z> whiteman_: Worse than kikery
<2022-03-18T15:54:09.000Z> UnityOstara: Pretty much is kikery. The act of making love is a beautiful experience. This Weimar 2.0 degenerate shit needs to stop. 
<2022-03-18T15:55:45.000Z> whiteman_: I agree
<2022-03-18T15:56:10.000Z> whiteman_: I feel like I'm one of the few normal men here who aren't into that lol
<2022-03-18T16:02:12.000Z> UnityOstara: I think, as far as the Men who follow our beliefs that the sexualization of Women will fade out. Dgmw, nothing wrong about recognizing if someone is sexy, just not acting like a nigger slut about it. Sluts come in both genders.
<2022-03-18T16:20:41.000Z> whiteman_: What is Dgmw
<2022-03-18T16:21:00.000Z> whiteman_: It will fade out by their own accord or by our action :muscle:
<2022-03-18T16:21:52.000Z> UnityOstara: Dgmw=don't get me wrong. 
<2022-03-18T16:23:30.000Z> UnityOstara: Might makes right! 
<2022-03-18T16:27:21.000Z> whiteman_: Haha exactly
<2022-03-18T16:32:15.000Z> UnityOstara: Russian political strategy has always been "better to look wrong instead of looking week"
<2022-03-18T16:32:35.000Z> UnityOstara: *weak
<2022-03-18T16:59:46.000Z> whiteman_: True
<2022-04-01T04:09:31.000Z> whiteman_: Just stopping by to say hello :wave:
<2022-04-01T04:10:02.000Z> UnityOstara: Waves back 
<2022-04-01T04:11:12.000Z> whiteman_: Haha how are you?
<2022-04-01T04:14:17.000Z> UnityOstara: Back hurts like hell due to work. Enjoying a the beginning of a 4 day weekend. How are you?
<2022-04-01T04:16:42.000Z> whiteman_: Wait you have a four day weekend? I got to go back to work tomorrow lol
<2022-04-01T04:16:53.000Z> whiteman_: Did you get PT for your back yrt?
<2022-04-01T04:20:42.000Z> UnityOstara: Muscle relaxers and anti-inflammatory/arthritis pills. Not working. Haven't drank in a few weeks so the vodka is making things feel better. 
<2022-04-01T04:21:01.000Z> whiteman_: Oh nice. Good to hear
<2022-04-01T04:22:00.000Z> UnityOstara: What do you define as niggerspeak? I didn't see the challenge.
<2022-04-01T04:23:38.000Z> whiteman_: No it was a jokepoast I made. I said, "don't speak like a nigger for 30 days" (don't use any of their ebonics in your poasts
<2022-04-01T04:25:43.000Z> UnityOstara attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/e14a0aec78a1a3d4147aeea73962ace212931a354ebeee02bcb3162dbaf043ca.png
<2022-04-01T04:26:05.000Z> UnityOstara: So that doesn't count, right?
<2022-04-01T04:26:21.000Z> whiteman_: Hahahahahhahahahahha
<2022-04-01T04:26:56.000Z> whiteman_: No. It's like when you personally say "my niggas be like" or "wow no cap fr fr"
<2022-04-01T04:28:03.000Z> UnityOstara: Fun fact: in the Quality Department, we were encouraged to write notes in cursive so that the Mexicans could not be able to read it. 
<2022-04-01T04:28:30.000Z> whiteman_: Hahaha really? Gosh I wished I worked there
<2022-04-01T04:29:10.000Z> whiteman_: Fun fact I wrote cursive in college and no mexican understood what it said
<2022-04-01T04:29:17.000Z> UnityOstara: You would have hated it. 
<2022-04-01T04:30:42.000Z> whiteman_: Really?
<2022-04-01T04:31:27.000Z> UnityOstara: Brb. 
<2022-04-01T04:31:47.000Z> whiteman_: Ok
<2022-04-01T04:36:41.000Z> UnityOstara: Back. Had a World Cup soccer news message. It's the only common ground I have with beaners. 
<2022-04-01T04:37:00.000Z> whiteman_: Hahahahah
<2022-04-01T04:41:06.000Z> UnityOstara: When Mexico beat Germany 4 years ago in Russia I was sooo pissed off. I blame it on having non-Germans, specifically niggers on our team.
<2022-04-01T04:43:15.000Z> whiteman_: Aww man that sucks
<2022-04-01T04:43:25.000Z> whiteman_: I rooted for USA when they beat mexico in the finals
<2022-04-01T05:48:21.000Z> whiteman_: Wait so why would it suck to work for the Qual dept? Lol
<2022-04-03T06:03:40.000Z> UnityOstara: In a word, Mexicans 
<2022-04-03T06:03:57.000Z> whiteman_: Ewww dear goodness no
<2022-04-03T06:11:01.000Z> UnityOstara: USA has England, Iran, and the winner of Ukraine vs Wales vs Scotland.  Going to be a fun group. 
<2022-04-03T06:11:28.000Z> whiteman_: Whoa
<2022-04-03T06:11:37.000Z> whiteman_: And youre going to the game live yes
<2022-04-03T06:12:37.000Z> UnityOstara: Hell no! It's in Qatar. 
<2022-04-03T06:13:28.000Z> whiteman_: Ewww
<2022-04-03T06:13:43.000Z> whiteman_: sQatar l
<2022-04-03T06:13:45.000Z> UnityOstara: I might be going to the Frozen Four in Boston. Inlaws have tickets. College hockey championship 
<2022-04-03T06:13:57.000Z> whiteman_: Why might?
<2022-04-03T06:16:02.000Z> UnityOstara: I'm unvaccinated so not sure if I can get on a plane or arena. Plus not sure if I want to spend the cash on plane tickets, hotel room, food. 
<2022-04-03T06:16:18.000Z> whiteman_: Oh I see
<2022-04-03T06:16:24.000Z> whiteman_: Well they're lifting restrictions
<2022-04-03T06:18:26.000Z> UnityOstara: I'm a Michigan fan and obviously my inlaws are Minnesotan so I'm probably not their first choice to sit next to. 
<2022-04-03T06:19:18.000Z> whiteman_: Hahaha makes sense
<2022-04-03T06:19:54.000Z> whiteman_: Wait why MI fan?
<2022-04-03T06:19:56.000Z> UnityOstara: Never been to Boston and more excited to visit  history sites than watching college hockey. That say alot.
<2022-04-03T06:20:40.000Z> whiteman_: Never been to boston either. Hope you can enjoy
<2022-04-03T06:21:55.000Z> UnityOstara: I wanted to go to college there. I'm a Red Wings fan. Went to Michigan for summer vacation alot. Dune Beach and Mackinaw Island.
<2022-04-03T06:22:22.000Z> whiteman_: Oh that makes sense
<2022-04-03T06:22:31.000Z> whiteman_: Why couldnt you go?
<2022-04-03T06:26:07.000Z> UnityOstara: No scholarship. Didn't really want to go to college. Hated school and was happy with my life playing roller hockey, being in the Industrial music scene in Chicago. Same reason I didn't work for Union Pacific. 
<2022-04-03T06:28:01.000Z> whiteman_: Ahh I see
<2022-04-03T06:28:20.000Z> whiteman_: Well you still have been blessed with lots of adventures and you did it your way.
<2022-04-03T06:34:54.000Z> UnityOstara: My Oma used to say that about me. While my Opa didn't agree with my lifestyle, not saving money and such. I had this fatalist view on life that was to have fun while your still alive. 
<2022-04-03T06:49:51.000Z> whiteman_: An
<2022-04-03T06:50:03.000Z> whiteman_: *a bit epicurean but you brought meaning lol
<2022-04-03T06:57:02.000Z> UnityOstara: In my degenerate youth I really didn't expect to live past the year 2000. Lot of bad things happened but I got my boots on and made something out of nothing. Hard times make hard people. 
<2022-04-03T07:03:11.000Z> whiteman_: Wow that's intense Unity! lol but you make a good point
<2022-04-03T07:09:42.000Z> UnityOstara: Et en Arcadia ergo. 
<2022-04-03T07:12:26.000Z> whiteman_: Brains a little slow. Help me out here
<2022-04-03T07:17:46.000Z> UnityOstara: It's Latin. It was originally told to me as "even in death, I am" 
<2022-04-03T07:19:59.000Z> whiteman_: Ahh I see 
<2022-04-03T07:20:06.000Z> whiteman_: Need to brush up on latin
<2022-04-03T07:23:36.000Z> UnityOstara: Latin is confusing to me. It didn't get the evolution that most languages had. 
<2022-04-03T07:26:17.000Z> whiteman_: Well it kind of ended when the romans did before they went all italian lol
<2022-04-03T07:28:07.000Z> UnityOstara: Germania solved the Roman's. 
<2022-04-03T07:29:23.000Z> whiteman_: Hahaha so true
<2022-04-03T07:32:15.000Z> UnityOstara: There's a statue in southern Minnesota of Arminius, aka, Herman. I really want to go there. 
<2022-04-03T08:16:00.000Z> whiteman_: You should!
<2022-04-11T05:08:02.000Z> whiteman_: I saw your poast about the Union. They did that with the truckers. Initially pro-White unt they replaced the whole set with mexicans
<2022-04-11T11:29:38.000Z> UnityOstara: Not that big of a fan of modern day unions
<2022-04-11T14:46:24.000Z> whiteman_: Same here
<2022-04-11T14:55:05.000Z> whiteman_: LOL slap the person who told you what goes on in Cook County jail l
<2022-04-11T15:58:18.000Z> UnityOstara: You have to remember that when I knew people that would people that would end up in County was back in the 1990's. Any violation could get you put there temporarily. 
<2022-04-11T16:27:22.000Z> whiteman_: That's true it was way strict back then
<2022-04-11T16:36:59.000Z> UnityOstara: Chicago has always been a shit show. I could rant for hours on its history. 
<2022-04-11T17:18:52.000Z> whiteman_: Let's hear it Unity (prepares shots of expresso)
<2022-04-11T17:19:14.000Z> whiteman_: (Gives Unity a few bottles of vodka)
<2022-04-11T17:19:43.000Z> UnityOstara: I only need one. Let's go!
<2022-04-11T17:20:59.000Z> whiteman_: Allright!!
<2022-04-11T17:25:31.000Z> UnityOstara: Grabs a smoke, where should I begin? 
<2022-04-11T17:35:58.000Z> UnityOstara: Sent one Chicago story off. How about all the times when my sister and I would take the train, for an hour and nobody cared? To quote a conductor "if 2 White girls from the suburbs turned up missing in downtown, the CPD would create a storm. Like hell if that would happen on my watch! We watched them like hawks!"
<2022-04-11T21:19:26.000Z> whiteman_: Hahaha he really said that?
<2022-04-11T23:24:53.000Z> UnityOstara: Of course. Remember, I came from a railroad family. Everyone knew someone. Actual trains, not mass transit vehicles like the L or subway you would find inner city.
<2022-04-11T23:29:05.000Z> whiteman_: Oh I see. Yes train culture is very different from the subway culture
<2022-04-11T23:33:47.000Z> UnityOstara: Especially in Chicagoland. Here in Minnesota we don't have the same system. There is light rail which doesn't have conductors who collect  tickets and check on passengers. Everything is electronic passes and the nogs run wild. 
<2022-04-11T23:34:18.000Z> whiteman_: Wow that is true
<2022-04-11T23:34:56.000Z> whiteman_: But I will tell you even despite all the niggers in the midwest like Chiraq, their subways are cleanner far in comparison to new york or other places
<2022-04-11T23:38:02.000Z> UnityOstara: We don't have subways but at first the light rail was nice and clean when I first got here. Twin Cities found out the wrong way why you cant have nice things like cloth covered seats. Bus lines are a shit show as well. 
<2022-04-11T23:50:23.000Z> whiteman_: Really? That bad? 
<2022-04-11T23:55:06.000Z> UnityOstara: Minneapolis has been a haven for homeless niggers since the 60's. Being the home of the University of Minnesota, there is a lot of Marxism going around here
<2022-04-12T14:41:45.000Z> whiteman_: The 60s and embracing communism and its consequences jas been a dosaater
<2022-04-12T14:55:17.000Z> UnityOstara: J. Edgar Hoover wrote a book called "Masters of Deceit" which predicts almost everything social Marxism that we are having today. As a faggot, he probably had inside knowledge.
<2022-04-12T18:30:09.000Z> whiteman_: That's true. Was he a jew or just gay?
<2022-04-12T18:42:58.000Z> UnityOstara: Gay. He might have been a shabbas goy. Off the top of my head I don't remember anything about jews in that book.  Lost it in a move. Part of an airline crate of rare books, cassettes, and other personal treasures. 
<2022-04-12T18:50:15.000Z> whiteman_: I should probably find that book lol.
<2022-04-12T18:50:31.000Z> whiteman_: I wish I could find some of those old school stuff
<2022-04-13T15:58:01.000Z> whiteman_: Saw your poast about people bot capitalizing White. It annoys me when our own guys forget to do that
<2022-04-16T00:29:29.000Z> UnityOstara: There was a time when I could excuse it for typing fast but we can't allow that anymore when MSM doesn't capitalize White as an obvious insult.
<2022-04-16T00:30:48.000Z> whiteman_: Exactly. I am with you 1488%
<2022-04-16T00:34:08.000Z> UnityOstara: Can see the the opinion story " White Nationalists don't capitalize White so why should we?" 
<2022-04-16T00:34:46.000Z> whiteman_: Ughdi
<2022-04-16T00:34:50.000Z> whiteman_: Ugh disgusting lol
<2022-04-16T00:36:26.000Z> UnityOstara: Got to hold ourselves to standards higher than our enemies hold themselves up to. Even when it comes to shitposting.
<2022-04-16T00:37:02.000Z> whiteman_: That is why you're one of the special few I look forward to chatting with
<2022-04-16T00:38:56.000Z> UnityOstara: Same here. 
<2022-04-16T00:40:28.000Z> whiteman_: o/
<2022-04-17T02:36:51.000Z> whiteman_: You're a good woman, Unity
<2022-04-17T02:38:11.000Z> UnityOstara: Danke! I wish I could do more. 
<2022-04-17T02:40:49.000Z> whiteman_: Just stay alive and keep at it!
<2022-04-17T02:43:11.000Z> UnityOstara: At the inlaws. Old Man decides it's whisky o'clock.  
<2022-04-17T02:43:27.000Z> UnityOstara: My husband's Dad
<2022-04-17T02:44:20.000Z> whiteman_: Aww man that's awesome!
<2022-04-17T02:47:05.000Z> UnityOstara: His, what we call now a "Man Cave" is fricking awesome! I'm only getting away with using my phone because I'm supposed to get hockey stats. 
<2022-04-17T02:51:24.000Z> whiteman_: No need to spend further time here. That sounds like a great place!
<2022-04-17T02:54:46.000Z> UnityOstara: They are talking about truck stuff. Officially bored. 
<2022-04-17T03:05:58.000Z> whiteman_: Aww man lol
<2022-04-17T03:06:02.000Z> whiteman_: Time for the whiskey
<2022-04-17T03:07:59.000Z> UnityOstara: They already poured me 3. 
<2022-04-17T03:10:33.000Z> whiteman_: Time for 4?
<2022-04-17T03:10:45.000Z> whiteman_: 4 more shots! 4 more shots!
<2022-04-17T03:14:49.000Z> UnityOstara: Ok, one more. Beware Northwoodsmen and their shots. 
<2022-04-17T03:15:15.000Z> whiteman_: I'll take your word on it
<2022-04-17T03:17:12.000Z> UnityOstara: Not for the amateur. I'm going to lie down now.
<2022-04-17T03:17:45.000Z> whiteman_: Sleep tight my dear fren
<2022-04-20T20:46:09.000Z> whiteman_: Hey bring back the only fans historian librarians lol
<2022-04-23T02:45:59.000Z> whiteman_: Can you explain your poast. Why dont you want to be happy again
<2022-04-23T02:49:07.000Z> UnityOstara: Everytime I am comfortable and happy I tend to ignore mistakes I am making. 
<2022-04-23T02:54:03.000Z> UnityOstara: It's a work thing. Not Friday Night talk.
<2022-04-23T02:56:37.000Z> whiteman_: Ohhh I see
<2022-04-23T02:56:44.000Z> whiteman_: Same
<2022-04-23T03:02:30.000Z> UnityOstara: In my "party chick" days, we would make a a Girl do shots for talking about work on Friday. Not going to let work bullshit interfere with Hitler Week!
<2022-04-23T03:03:53.000Z> whiteman_: LOL!!!
<2022-04-23T03:03:59.000Z> whiteman_: Why not do shots sis?
<2022-04-23T03:10:00.000Z> UnityOstara: Prolonged buzz is better than quick knock out.  I'm not trying to pass out. When I drink alone, I tend to my various creative projects. 
<2022-04-23T03:11:17.000Z> whiteman_: I know. I am the same way the only time I did drink that way was when a woman hurt me deeply
<2022-04-23T03:21:44.000Z> UnityOstara: Ye olde "broken heart" drinking. I've been there. Not saying that drinking is the answer for that but it beats stirring around in your own thoughts. I always tended to immerse myself in work when that happened. Shut off emotions and commit to a task at hand. It's not really healthy eather but it beats being obsessed with a situation that can't be fixed. 
<2022-04-23T03:25:55.000Z> whiteman_: I usually immersed myself in work after I did that
<2022-04-23T03:33:20.000Z> UnityOstara: It's easy to just act like a machine rather than embrace emotions. It will bubble up though. Usually in spontaneous irrational behavior. With us Women, we need to eventually cry it out. With my guy friends, sometimes some property damage, lol! 
<2022-04-23T03:36:29.000Z> whiteman_: Hahaha it's ok to cry a bit. But men do it in a rage too at timees lol
<2022-04-23T03:40:11.000Z> UnityOstara: Women cry, Men have tears. Same as Men sweat and Women perspire. 
<2022-04-23T03:41:08.000Z> UnityOstara: My P.E. teacher in grade school, also German, taught me that.
<2022-04-23T04:05:22.000Z> whiteman_: Sounds like an amazing teacher. 
<2022-04-23T04:07:47.000Z> UnityOstara: Fucking hated her at first but once I realized she wanted to see me at my best against all these Mexicans coming in I understood. Wouldn't have been successful as am athlete without her.
<2022-04-23T04:08:48.000Z> whiteman_: I wish I met her.hard to find anti-mexican whites who care about saving our people these days
<2022-04-23T04:10:31.000Z> UnityOstara: She's nearly or 60 by now. 
<2022-04-23T04:14:49.000Z> whiteman_: Aww well still alive :)
<2022-04-23T04:17:07.000Z> UnityOstara: Knowing her lifestyle, yeah. Probably still alive.   Hopefully one of us. 
<2022-04-23T04:19:08.000Z> whiteman_: No doubt one of 7s
<2022-04-23T04:20:46.000Z> UnityOstara: 7s?
<2022-04-23T04:22:35.000Z> whiteman_: Us lol sorry
<2022-04-23T04:33:26.000Z> UnityOstara: To quote her in gym class "I'm German, and a perfectionist, and I expect the best out of you", then she looked at me, "especially you". 3 months later I won my first trophies in softball. 
<2022-04-23T04:34:40.000Z> whiteman_: Awwww
<2022-04-23T04:34:44.000Z> whiteman_: That's amazing#
<2022-04-27T05:28:20.000Z> UnityOstara: I suffer from ptsd because of Mexicans attacks. Everyone blamed it on me for being racist until one night I walked to a party with a friend leaving work and my friend got jumped for his hat. Latinos thought that a Cubs hat was a Crips sign. My friend was a total White nerd and we were in Illinois. Not a gangster. Long story short-ish. We eventually fought our way to a payphone and called for help. A Quinceanera party at the local VFW helped us. Turned out they were MS13 from California, visiting. The happy ending was we got to the party, treated like heroes and we let a work friend who was "affiliated" know what happened. Those invaders got delt with.
<2022-04-27T05:43:09.000Z> whiteman_: Wow. You did? See you really understand how vicious and barbaric they are :(. I am sorry you had to deal with that. Do you still deal with them today?
<2022-04-27T05:45:58.000Z> whiteman_: I got attacked recently by people nearby. These people keep harrassing my granny while I'm off to work. Had to confront them but cops won't do anything
<2022-04-27T05:47:15.000Z> UnityOstara: Fuck no. That was 1996 Illinois. I live in Minnesota now. Mexicans keep to themselves here. 
<2022-04-27T05:47:29.000Z> whiteman_: Good good.
<2022-04-27T05:49:54.000Z> UnityOstara: 1990's Mexican violence was horrible in Illinois
<2022-04-27T05:50:24.000Z> whiteman_: I remember hearing it. Their violence was hard in LA and other places 
<2022-04-27T05:55:46.000Z> UnityOstara: This one time, latin kings thought they could ride bikes through our street hockey game screaming "this is Mexico". I was in the middle of a move to the goal and swung and hit a beaner with my stick. Held the blade at his throat
<2022-04-27T05:57:46.000Z> whiteman_: Unity I wish you were here. Gosh how I want to deck them like thar
<2022-04-27T06:07:34.000Z> UnityOstara: That was me as a teenager. I don't have that energy anymore and definitely hate hot weather from my experience in Houston. 
<2022-04-27T06:12:23.000Z> whiteman_: What??? The Unity doesnt have such energy anymore? Impossible. 
<2022-04-27T06:12:40.000Z> whiteman_: Oh the weather sucks here I want to go back to the midwest.
<2022-04-30T00:10:02.000Z> whiteman_: "I'm from Smashing Pumpkins"
<2022-04-30T00:10:10.000Z> whiteman_: "Homer Simpson, smiling politely"
<2022-05-03T15:48:51.000Z> whiteman_: What is your youtube
<2022-05-03T15:50:03.000Z> UnityOstara: UnityOstara  I got  the Transformers Unsolved Mysteries play list done. 
<2022-05-03T15:53:12.000Z> UnityOstara: Let me know if it works. I'm going to reorganize the whole thing soon. 
<2022-05-03T15:57:09.000Z> whiteman_: Oh nice! I will keep you updated
<2022-05-03T16:00:24.000Z> whiteman_: I see two playlists
<2022-05-03T16:28:42.000Z> UnityOstara: Like I said, work in progress. That's why I don't advertise my YouTube thing.
<2022-05-03T16:29:40.000Z> whiteman_: No it's nice. I'm watching it now :)
<2022-05-03T17:17:06.000Z> UnityOstara: Pikachu, the Romanian podcast performer and I don't get along.  
<2022-05-03T17:17:45.000Z> whiteman_: Wait lol there's actually a podcaster named pikachu? I just know the pokemon kids cartoon
<2022-05-03T17:22:02.000Z> UnityOstara: Shes a Romanian Woman. We have mutual frens but I have always thought she was full of shit. I just have to let it go. 
<2022-05-03T17:23:24.000Z> whiteman_: Ohh I see.I'm sorry I made you remember her
<2022-05-03T17:23:37.000Z> whiteman_: How do you manage to get beef with podcasters? Lol
<2022-05-03T17:27:50.000Z> UnityOstara: 99
<2022-05-03T17:28:19.000Z> whiteman_: 99 podcasters???
<2022-05-03T17:29:46.000Z> UnityOstara: 88% of podcasters who know me love my conversation. Pikachu hates Mike Enoch and I love Mike so that's the thing 
<2022-05-03T17:29:59.000Z> whiteman_: Ohhh I see
<2022-05-03T17:33:00.000Z> UnityOstara: So here's the thing: I will stand up for anyone in this thing of ours.
<2022-05-03T17:38:47.000Z> whiteman_: I respect that
<2022-05-03T19:09:37.000Z> UnityOstara: Is this really or am I drunk?
<2022-05-03T19:10:25.000Z> UnityOstara: *still drunk from last night 
<2022-05-03T19:12:11.000Z> whiteman_: LOL
<2022-05-03T19:12:16.000Z> whiteman_: Huh?
<2022-05-03T19:13:46.000Z> UnityOstara: The current thing is in our favor? 
<2022-05-03T19:18:38.000Z> whiteman_: Seemingly
<2022-05-03T19:18:42.000Z> whiteman_: But it is not codified
<2022-05-03T19:18:59.000Z> whiteman_: Congress is trying to make it law
<2022-05-03T19:20:40.000Z> UnityOstara: Yet everyone is getting thinking it's a done deal. Love the energy but not official.
<2022-05-03T19:26:08.000Z> whiteman_: I agree
<2022-05-03T19:31:33.000Z> UnityOstara: I'm not legally an expert on this sort of legal speach but The 10th amendment would say that the Federal government would not have preview since it it would be something without a federal issue there for the decision of the state. 
<2022-05-03T19:32:21.000Z> UnityOstara: That's just going from memory. Not paper.
<2022-05-03T20:05:44.000Z> whiteman_: You're spot on
<2022-05-04T14:06:36.000Z> whiteman_: On the radar?
<2022-05-04T14:09:43.000Z> UnityOstara: Yep. I have been in connection with "far right activists" its only a matter of time 
<2022-05-04T14:10:38.000Z> whiteman_: A matter of time what?
<2022-05-04T14:11:39.000Z> UnityOstara: Getting doxxed. 
<2022-05-04T14:14:20.000Z> whiteman_: You got doxxed? Where??
<2022-05-04T14:14:43.000Z> UnityOstara: For example: Tiffany Hellsberg lives in St. Paul  . She is a nazi so let's get her fired because Jewish lives matter the most!
<2022-05-04T14:15:29.000Z> whiteman_: How did you find this out?
<2022-05-04T14:16:02.000Z> UnityOstara: Hellsberg is my new favorite hockey player name.
<2022-05-04T14:16:37.000Z> whiteman_: Nice
<2022-05-04T14:19:37.000Z> UnityOstara: I didn't get found out . Someone adjacent to me. I got spooked. Almost burned down everything but I didn't because people like you make my day. 
<2022-05-04T14:25:16.000Z> UnityOstara: If I happen to disappear. Code number 11 and 1979.
<2022-05-04T14:29:44.000Z> whiteman_: Aww :) the compliment not the scary part. That's scary.
<2022-05-04T14:29:50.000Z> whiteman_: 11 and 1979?
<2022-05-04T14:36:11.000Z> UnityOstara: Paranoia runs deep in my family. Ferdinand Porsche was exactly my family type. 
<2022-05-04T14:36:27.000Z> whiteman_: Ahh
<2022-05-04T14:38:33.000Z> UnityOstara: Half German, half Czech. 
<2022-05-04T14:38:53.000Z> whiteman_: You?
<2022-05-04T19:19:47.000Z> whiteman_: Make that podcast
<2022-05-08T04:29:58.000Z> whiteman_: You maybe a stepmom but I'd be proud if you were my mom
<2022-05-08T04:30:04.000Z> whiteman_: Also what did you mean to tag me ob
<2022-05-08T04:33:19.000Z> UnityOstara: Something about British Empire conquering Mexico. They had maps and graphics. 
<2022-05-08T04:43:34.000Z> whiteman_: Omg you have to find it again! :please:
<2022-05-09T17:50:43.000Z> whiteman_: LOL
<2022-05-10T03:10:17.000Z> whiteman_: Love your new pfp
<2022-05-10T14:11:06.000Z> UnityOstara: Idk, I love that rbf look on Unity Mitford's face but miss the colors of my Germania pfp. It came from the German Wars of Liberation in the Napoleonic Era.
<2022-05-10T14:38:01.000Z> whiteman_: I see. But it's nice. Now it shows the beauty of the woman you are 
<2022-07-01T21:03:53.000Z> whiteman_: Missed you
<2022-07-01T21:06:29.000Z> UnityOstara: Same here
<2022-07-02T04:57:31.000Z> whiteman_: What's new
<2022-07-02T17:44:37.000Z> UnityOstara: Skipping the family trip to the lake cabin in order to stay home and be on-call for work. Weather looks gloomy plus holiday weekend on-call is easy money.
<2022-07-02T17:49:18.000Z> whiteman_: Wow you have it good this weekend!
<2022-07-02T17:52:38.000Z> UnityOstara: I normally never pass on hanging out on the lake with the inlaws but I've been hankering for some me-time. What are you up to this weekend?
<2022-07-02T18:00:20.000Z> whiteman_: You deserve some me time.
<2022-07-02T18:00:44.000Z> whiteman_: Me I'm still thinking what to do actually. Lots of cleaning for sure
<2022-07-02T18:02:36.000Z> UnityOstara: My off time after work this week was spent fixing the mess of factory resetting my phone. So angervaiting.
<2022-07-02T18:03:59.000Z> whiteman_: Ugh that sucks. Phone acting up?
<2022-07-02T18:08:26.000Z> UnityOstara: Not anymore but it took me 3 days to get all my games progress back.  
<2022-07-02T18:09:00.000Z> whiteman_: LOL what games do you play?
<2022-07-02T18:15:30.000Z> UnityOstara: Designer City which is like Simcity, Transformers:Earth Wars. A few transportation games revolving around trains and ships.
<2022-07-02T18:47:31.000Z> whiteman_: Ooooh
<2022-07-02T18:47:47.000Z> whiteman_: Any you recommend for me?
<2022-07-02T18:53:56.000Z> UnityOstara: For casual android games, Port City and Trainstation 2. They both start out pretty boring but if you're a transportation and history nerd like myself it's a good time killer. My faction on Transformers: EarthWars is named the Alamobots. We are always looking for new members. 
<2022-07-02T18:55:17.000Z> whiteman_: Alamobots haha
<2022-07-02T18:55:35.000Z> whiteman_: Nice they sound cool
<2022-07-02T18:59:48.000Z> UnityOstara: Yeah, I gave up trying to build my own team and searched for one to join and found them. As a former resident of Texas and anti-Mexican invasion, I had to join.
<2022-07-02T19:02:48.000Z> whiteman_: Are they amazing as you?
<2022-07-02T19:07:31.000Z> UnityOstara: Idk, we only chat about in-game stuff. Been curious about the origin of the faction name but maybe I should. Just don't want to get out team kicked out due to sjw monitors.
<2022-07-02T19:10:15.000Z> whiteman_: Ahhh tru
<2022-07-02T19:13:32.000Z> UnityOstara: Then again I see a lot of opposition using Cyrillic alphabet and with my very weak understanding of Russian I'm pretty sure they aren't Ukrainian. They didn't do the EA thing where they commented and banned people about the war.
<2022-07-02T19:15:46.000Z> whiteman_: Ohhh I see lol
<2022-07-02T19:16:08.000Z> UnityOstara: I have the most recent EA Sports hockey game  and when I did the update to get Men and Womens rosters for 2022, Russia and Belarus got deleted from the game.
<2022-07-02T19:19:37.000Z> whiteman_: Really??
<2022-07-02T19:26:55.000Z> UnityOstara: Yep. I was all happy about actually getting Womens international rosters. Without Russian Men's team involvement, it makes international tournaments way easier yet unfair. Created a team of Russian NHLers for in-home usage but can't use them online. 
<2022-07-02T19:28:19.000Z> whiteman_: That sucks. You paid for it too!
<2022-07-02T19:34:10.000Z> UnityOstara: I actually got NHL22 for ps4 half price when it came out last fall. I wasn't going to give them any more of my money but when it comes to wholesome game time with the family, I gave in.
<2022-07-02T19:34:33.000Z> whiteman_: Aww you're a good woman
<2022-07-02T19:37:56.000Z> UnityOstara: I'm going to give in about Madden 2023 only because John Madden is being recognized not  only on the cover but also with audio clips. I hate the Nigger Fellon League but I have been a life long fan of that guy and his games. 
<2022-07-02T19:39:01.000Z> whiteman_: They may have it on sale so do it!
<2022-07-02T19:39:34.000Z> UnityOstara: My in laws are big Vikings fans yet do not see the irony of a team full of niggers owned by a jew. 
<2022-07-02T19:40:13.000Z> whiteman_: Really? Despite your redpilling?
<2022-07-02T19:43:09.000Z> UnityOstara: My inlaws are Norwegian/Swedish and think Quisling did nothing wrong. Can't get more red pilled than that! Sports are a big cultural thing in the Midwest small towns.
<2022-07-02T19:44:39.000Z> whiteman_: Ahh that's awesome 
<2022-07-02T19:44:50.000Z> whiteman_: Like a based Europe a nation
<2022-07-02T19:49:12.000Z> UnityOstara: I once went to a Packers bar in Houston. I was raised to hate Green Bay. Walked in and smelled sausage, grilled onions and kraut. OOP
<2022-07-02T19:50:11.000Z> UnityOstara: Oompa music, felt like home! 
<2022-07-02T19:52:12.000Z> whiteman_: That's amazing. We don't have that here
<2022-07-02T19:55:11.000Z> UnityOstara: The southwest tends to seem generic at times 
<2022-07-02T19:57:47.000Z> whiteman_: It really is now
<2022-07-02T20:01:24.000Z> UnityOstara: The Arizona Coyotes hockey dilemma is embarrassing. Rather than give up on hockey in the desert. The Coyotes will play 2 years in a 5000 seat arena him
<2022-07-02T20:01:51.000Z> whiteman_: LOL really?
<2022-07-02T20:01:54.000Z> UnityOstara: *build for Arizona State 
<2022-07-02T20:05:04.000Z> UnityOstara: Smarter move would allow a move to Houston but Jew media needs that Southwest market.
<2022-07-02T20:05:59.000Z> whiteman_: We should give up the desert and force all the non-Whites out of the midwest and bring our Whites there.
<2022-07-02T20:08:25.000Z> UnityOstara: A lot of my family and friends have loved the desert. Sending Somalis to New Mexico sounds intriguing. 
<2022-07-02T20:09:22.000Z> whiteman_: When you put it that way it doea
<2022-07-02T20:09:42.000Z> whiteman_: I love the desert and its beauty but beaners ruined it
<2022-07-02T21:55:39.000Z> UnityOstara: Did you see the "bodega bro" video where a guy from Michigan rips on the Bronx on his second day there for not having real grocery stores?
<2022-07-02T21:55:59.000Z> whiteman_: Yes lol
<2022-07-02T21:56:11.000Z> whiteman_: Is that your brother? Jk
<2022-07-02T21:57:54.000Z> UnityOstara: Lol, No, he's in California. His beach bumb ass finally got a job at a wing joint.
<2022-07-02T21:59:29.000Z> whiteman_: Oh really? Way diff from you
<2022-07-02T22:00:21.000Z> whiteman_: But yes I saw that. His job is foolish
<2022-07-02T22:03:02.000Z> UnityOstara: Having been someone who transplanted across country in their early 20's, culture shock is a thing. I was lucky enough to have friends who were already there to show me the local scene.
<2022-07-02T22:08:21.000Z> whiteman_: That's amazing
<2022-07-02T22:08:48.000Z> whiteman_: There's not much community nowadays
<2022-07-02T22:11:40.000Z> UnityOstara: I picked up on the whole dissolution of community once words like "iPad" "Myspace" "YouTube" started happening. Simple things like learning about new music by word of mouth stopped happening. 
<2022-07-02T22:14:53.000Z> whiteman_: I remember it died when memes were up and coming
<2022-07-02T22:20:44.000Z> UnityOstara: I can see that. Those early days of FB with seeing every little trifle thing my normie friends did was annoying. 
<2022-07-02T22:21:15.000Z> whiteman_: LOL gosh I remember the early 00s fashion I had
<2022-07-02T22:29:51.000Z> UnityOstara: I was still in my tomboy jersey or all black concert shirt phase then. 
<2022-07-02T22:33:58.000Z> whiteman_: You must have gotten a lot of compliments
<2022-07-02T22:41:06.000Z> UnityOstara: Depending on where and who I was with. Knew this guy who was part Colombian who had a huge crush on me because I was German and was from the Chicago industrial music scene. He thought he looked like Vin Diesel (sort of) and had a Ducati motorcycle. So annoying. 
<2022-07-02T22:41:53.000Z> whiteman_: LOL you had a fast and the furious phase?
<2022-07-02T22:44:42.000Z> UnityOstara: Not at all. I always had gear head friends but wasn't really impressed by that sort of thing. To this day when someone says "tranny" I think there goes my weekend, my friends will be stuck in a garage doing transmission work.
<2022-07-02T22:45:44.000Z> whiteman_: LOL 
<2022-07-02T22:45:51.000Z> UnityOstara: I'm a Train Girl! 2000 hp or gtfo! Lol
<2022-07-02T22:45:55.000Z> whiteman_: I need to compile all these stories
<2022-07-02T22:48:30.000Z> UnityOstara: I have the "story telling" gene. Plessy please don't compile them. Might come up as evidence in my kangaroo court trial.
<2022-07-02T22:49:33.000Z> whiteman_: LOL no I'm too tired to do that
<2022-07-02T22:50:05.000Z> whiteman_: Kangaroo court trial will be beaner judge and jury :bball1:
<2022-07-02T22:52:20.000Z> UnityOstara: Autonomous Anarchist Collective is going after random poast users now. 
<2022-07-02T22:54:29.000Z> whiteman_: Ugh 
<2022-07-02T22:54:39.000Z> whiteman_: If you see me please warn
<2022-07-02T23:00:25.000Z> UnityOstara: I think they are picking on podcasters mainly. We are considering efforts to counter this. 
<2022-07-02T23:00:50.000Z> whiteman_: Arent you a podcaster?
<2022-07-02T23:03:05.000Z> UnityOstara: I wish! I don't like the sound of my voice unless I am singing. Also, my husband forbids me to guest on podcast.
<2022-07-02T23:04:29.000Z> UnityOstara: I have been mentioned on a few popular podcasts with my hot takes. 
<2022-07-02T23:06:15.000Z> whiteman_: Good husband
<2022-07-02T23:06:46.000Z> whiteman_: Lol your takes are normal though
<2022-07-02T23:09:58.000Z> UnityOstara: How so? I mean not as extreme as a Wignat but definitely not normal. 
<2022-07-02T23:12:20.000Z> whiteman_: Because I agree with them lol
<2022-07-02T23:17:02.000Z> UnityOstara: White People need to learn to love themselves, heritage and think about their children's future. If that makes me a extremist, radical, whatever, so be it. Not ashamed to say I am a National Socialist.
<2022-07-02T23:27:24.000Z> whiteman_: That's no radical, it is essential - Mosley
<2022-07-03T00:09:27.000Z> UnityOstara: I'm not ashamed of wearing all black proto- goth as as a teenager. We didn't want to be preppy, latino, nigger worshippers. When it comes to my fashion in high school, I regret nothing.
<2022-07-03T00:20:44.000Z> whiteman_: LOL where is this coming from?? 😂😂😂😂
<2022-07-03T00:21:00.000Z> whiteman_: You didnt have sex with a beaner or spic right??
<2022-07-03T00:32:28.000Z> UnityOstara: Never. I would never shame my family like that!
<2022-07-03T00:33:23.000Z> whiteman_: Well then what's the problem? Lol
<2022-07-03T00:33:52.000Z> whiteman_: Remember. We were goths before and we can be again?
<2022-07-03T00:35:00.000Z> UnityOstara: I did have a boyfriend that wasn't Jewish by birth but by adoption/marriage. The minute he spoke Hebrew in front of me it was over
<2022-07-03T00:35:56.000Z> whiteman_: But what was his real race? And was it the one who cheated on you?
<2022-07-03T00:36:59.000Z> UnityOstara: He was Aryan. Blonde and blue eyes
<2022-07-03T00:37:24.000Z> whiteman_: Shame
<2022-07-03T00:37:45.000Z> whiteman_: That he was groomed into a kike family
<2022-07-03T00:39:36.000Z> UnityOstara: His Jewish stepfather had a huge complex. Olympic swimming pool, airplane hangar. Can easily still find it on Google maps. 
<2022-07-03T00:39:59.000Z> whiteman_: :eyes:
<2022-07-03T00:40:22.000Z> whiteman_: He didn't own a certain part of Chicago did he?
<2022-07-03T00:43:06.000Z> UnityOstara: No. Not sure where his stepfather got his wealth from. It got weird when they wanted to pay for my hockey career and he didn't want to go further in his Olympic swimming. I felt cornered and bailed. This was 1996.
<2022-07-03T00:44:03.000Z> whiteman_: Whoa...
<2022-07-03T00:44:25.000Z> whiteman_: Hmm really suspicious
<2022-07-03T00:45:07.000Z> UnityOstara: He stalked me for a year. Hid it from my family because I kbm
<2022-07-03T00:45:28.000Z> whiteman_: Kbm?
<2022-07-03T00:45:54.000Z> whiteman_: Wow the father stalked you? Or your ex?
<2022-07-03T00:46:27.000Z> UnityOstara: No my ex boyfriend. I knew my Opa would retaliate but his lawyers couldn't stand up against jew lawyers 
<2022-07-03T00:47:24.000Z> whiteman_: Ohh I see
<2022-07-03T00:47:37.000Z> whiteman_: So wierd. Sorry you dealt with that.
<2022-07-03T00:49:52.000Z> UnityOstara: My late teens was not a fun time for dating but I made good friends in the Chicago industrial scene and did make the playoffs in my final youth season. 
<2022-07-03T00:51:25.000Z> UnityOstara: If my Oma found out I was dating a Jew. Dear God, there would have been Hell to pay!
<2022-07-03T00:55:29.000Z> whiteman_: LOL "a kike?? Why??? :bball:"
<2022-07-03T00:55:45.000Z> whiteman_: Well at least you learned and enjoyed?
<2022-07-03T00:56:53.000Z> UnityOstara: My grandparents were strangers
<2022-07-03T00:58:36.000Z> whiteman_: Oh
<2022-07-03T00:58:50.000Z> UnityOstara: Sorry, my grandparents were strict Lutherans. Weren't big fans of my uncle's marriages to Catholics.
<2022-07-03T01:01:36.000Z> UnityOstara: My mom married to a radical Baptist after I was born. Not really acceptable especially when our Lutheran Church did all but disavowed us for me being born out of wedlock. 
<2022-07-03T01:02:08.000Z> whiteman_: Wow just like that?
<2022-07-03T01:07:36.000Z> UnityOstara: My mom was just barely 18 when she got pregnant with me out of high school in 1979. Total party chick and a groupie. Lou Gramm from the band "Foreigner" was almost my dad. 
<2022-07-03T01:09:10.000Z> whiteman_: :eyes:
<2022-07-03T01:09:27.000Z> whiteman_: Well at least you know what love is
<2022-07-03T01:13:00.000Z> UnityOstara: Yes, love is more simple than we give it credit for. 
<2022-07-03T01:26:36.000Z> whiteman_: So true
<2022-07-08T05:10:40.000Z> whiteman_: What wierdness did you face?
<2022-07-08T05:14:42.000Z> UnityOstara: Family stuff with my little brother moving in with my mom. Having uncomfortable conversations about it. Being jealous about not going up North to hang out with inlaws. 
<2022-07-08T05:15:17.000Z> whiteman_: How do you feel about him going with your mom?
<2022-07-08T05:15:32.000Z> whiteman_: And North like Canada?
<2022-07-08T05:15:46.000Z> UnityOstara: It will end badly for both.
<2022-07-08T05:15:57.000Z> whiteman_: I'm sorry to hear that
<2022-07-08T05:16:31.000Z> UnityOstara: By up north I mean my inlaws in the lake country of Minnesota.
<2022-07-08T05:17:33.000Z> whiteman_: LOL I see
<2022-07-08T05:17:41.000Z> whiteman_: Why cant you go?
<2022-07-08T05:19:32.000Z> UnityOstara: Was on call for work and at first wanted some alone time. We are going together next month for our anniversary and my birthday.
<2022-07-08T05:20:31.000Z> whiteman_: Aww. Is it a surprise or you all have it planned out
<2022-07-08T05:23:15.000Z> UnityOstara: Always planned. I don't enjoy suprises. Just some comphy time in the cabin. We spend alot of time apart because of our jobs. 
<2022-07-08T05:24:58.000Z> whiteman_: Aww I see. You both come home late kind of thing
<2022-07-08T05:26:15.000Z> UnityOstara: Never at the Same time. So looking forward to him coming home tonight. 
<2022-07-08T05:26:57.000Z> whiteman_: Ooooh
<2022-07-08T05:27:11.000Z> whiteman_: I bet he looks forward to it to
<2022-07-08T05:29:43.000Z> UnityOstara: Drive for over 8 hours straight and the first thing he gets is a shower, comphy chair and a fresh meal. Oh yeah, he's looking forward to it!
<2022-07-08T05:30:21.000Z> whiteman_: Wife goals lol
<2022-07-08T05:31:41.000Z> UnityOstara: Granddaughter of Men in the transportation industry. 
<2022-07-08T05:33:34.000Z> UnityOstara: I'm not very clingy so I don't get too lonely when he's gone. Got my own things but I get excited when he comes Home.
<2022-07-08T05:35:17.000Z> whiteman_: True true
<2022-07-08T05:35:26.000Z> whiteman_: LOL that... That seems very perfect
<2022-07-08T05:40:41.000Z> UnityOstara: Warming up the oven. Sounds frickin stupid because you would think you could get it on the road but making roast beef with a new seasoning medley I never tried before. Arby's curly fries, frozen from the store and brown sugar carrots.
<2022-07-08T05:53:19.000Z> whiteman_: You're making me hungry now lol
<2022-07-15T05:46:32.000Z> whiteman_: You do graveyard shift??
<2022-07-15T05:48:52.000Z> UnityOstara: Yep, my favorite! Pick up slack on data processing and on call to get people on site if Diversity happens.
<2022-07-15T05:50:00.000Z> UnityOstara: It's barely work. Hence forth, drinks and shit posting 
<2022-07-15T05:50:36.000Z> whiteman_: Nice. I like those shifts too