<2023-03-15T05:21:47.000Z> Herbst: Brother, are you doing ok? Talk to me about it.
<2023-03-15T05:25:25.000Z> whiteman_: Unfortunately not brother. Feels like life is falling apart
<2023-03-15T05:27:29.000Z> Herbst: We live in troubling times, to be sure.
<2023-03-15T05:27:37.000Z> whiteman_: Been the worst of months and it's been hard to function
<2023-03-15T05:27:52.000Z> whiteman_: And then people confront you about and it's hard to take that well
<2023-03-15T05:30:25.000Z> Herbst: It's tough to maintain the emotionless exterior that society demands of us.
<2023-03-15T05:32:23.000Z> Herbst: Don't let piss earth get you down man, you have friends here.
<2023-03-15T05:44:54.000Z> whiteman_: It's true. I appreciate you brother. I truly do you taking initiative like this and all
<2023-03-15T05:52:20.000Z> Herbst: Thanks, and no worries. I get into some pretty dark moods sometimes too, but it's important to know that no matter how shit things are right now, we win in the end. The only losing move is to switch teams or give up.
<2023-03-16T18:42:48.000Z> Herbst: Hope you're doing alright, bud. Hang in there.
<2023-03-16T18:52:36.000Z> whiteman_: Hello my brother you must be a Godsend because I need friends like you
<2023-03-16T18:53:07.000Z> whiteman_: I am doing well. Thakfully not as bd as before. Been thinking aout your words recentlu
<2023-03-16T18:53:10.000Z> whiteman_: How are you?
<2023-03-16T19:20:02.000Z> Herbst: Better than I deserve. Going to see if I can't acquire a bike so I can lose weight and maybe get to work earlier for a change, lol
<2023-03-16T23:44:14.000Z> whiteman_: What kind of bike are you thinking? Lol
<2023-03-16T23:49:06.000Z> Herbst: Just a cruiser or something I can use to get around town. I was going to get a Walmart bike but they're all too small for me. If I can save up about $400 I can get to an actual bike shop and get a bike that will last me like the rest of my life essentially.
<2023-03-16T23:49:42.000Z> Herbst: Ideally would have a rack and a basket on it but I'm not super picky just needs to be within my price range and needs to not immediately tear itself apart
<2023-03-16T23:57:44.000Z> whiteman_: Oh that's an amazing idea. Why not go to a secondhand shop or thrift?
<2023-03-16T23:57:58.000Z> whiteman_: Still price but vastley less than $400
<2023-03-17T00:00:35.000Z> Herbst: Yeah for sure, unfortunately all of the second hand thrift shops around the area that would normally carry something like that are completely empty right now because it's about to get warm. There was one singular bike that I was looking at at the second hand store that they had in stock but it was rusted to shit and I'm relatively certain that it was a Walmart brand anyhow so not worth repairing.
<2023-03-17T00:01:04.000Z> whiteman_: Awww man that sucks
<2023-03-17T00:01:18.000Z> whiteman_: I'm trying to look for one to atm
<2023-03-17T00:03:27.000Z> Herbst: Good luck. I think a lot of people are looking for them for commuters right now since the gas prices are still fucking ridiculous
<2023-03-17T04:37:12.000Z> whiteman_: Thank you brother. Praying for you too
<2023-03-17T04:37:21.000Z> whiteman_: Lol ppl are tired of the nonsense
<2023-03-17T05:01:30.000Z> Herbst: I don't know whether to hope for relief or for it to get much worse so quickly that people start pushing back.
<2023-03-17T05:02:36.000Z> whiteman_: We can only pray brother
<2023-03-17T05:03:15.000Z> whiteman_: Idk how much longer until God intervenes lol
<2023-03-29T01:23:49.000Z> Herbst: I saw your post brother, I'm sorry to hear that you all had to go through all of that. Do you have anyone in your area that you can lean on for help?
<2023-03-29T03:08:35.000Z> whiteman_: Hello my brother thanks for checking in. No. Just me and some fam. Rattled me when I heard about it
<2023-03-29T03:18:31.000Z> Herbst: That sucks, man. Make sure you  spend some extra time with her.
<2023-03-29T03:27:08.000Z> whiteman_: I will. Im staying with her. But no mter where we are these wetbacks are majority
<2023-03-29T03:44:43.000Z> Herbst: Same here, you wouldn't know that a couple of generations ago this place was like almost entirely white. Sad.
<2023-03-29T03:45:35.000Z> whiteman_: Oh mate. I drove recently in neighborhoods I grew up in wich were 100% White. Now it's like juarez.
<2023-03-29T03:46:29.000Z> Herbst: Psalm 144:11Rescue me and deliver me from the hand of foreigners,Whose mouth speaks lying words,And whose right hand is a right hand of falsehood
<2023-03-29T03:47:53.000Z> whiteman_: Amen brother
<2023-03-29T03:48:00.000Z> whiteman_: Im praying that every day
<2023-03-29T03:48:06.000Z> whiteman_: 2 Cor 4: 8, 9
<2023-03-29T03:48:09.000Z> whiteman_: 8We are hard pressed on every side, but not crushed; perplexed, but not in despair; 9persecuted, but not abandoned; struck down, but not destroyed. 
<2023-03-29T03:51:38.000Z> Herbst: Its depressing because I grew up in a school with one black kid and now (Lord willing) if I have kids I'm not even sure I can give them the same experience with ought moving to the side of a mountain somewhere. Not that that wouldn't be aesthetic as fuck, lol
<2023-03-29T03:52:06.000Z> whiteman_: Lol I'm trying to do that
<2023-03-29T03:52:25.000Z> whiteman_: But it sucks because those swarths are coming there too
<2023-03-29T03:52:33.000Z> Herbst: Just gonna go raise goats on a mountain and train my kids how to fight and chop wood and shit.
<2023-03-29T03:52:58.000Z> Herbst: There's no place where they won't drop them, it's insane.
<2023-03-29T03:53:13.000Z> whiteman_: Oh you should!
<2023-03-29T03:53:35.000Z> whiteman_: I'm trying to build from scratch and not let any spic laborers there
<2023-03-29T03:55:15.000Z> Herbst: Based. Uncle T was onto something with the log cabin innawoods bit
<2023-03-29T03:55:53.000Z> Herbst: Maybe not the mail thing though, lol
<2023-03-29T03:58:02.000Z> whiteman_: LOL noo im not doing the uncle t bit with mail other than just regular mail lol
<2023-03-29T04:01:50.000Z> Herbst: But yeah, I'll probably live out of like, a RV or a shipping container or some shit for a few years while I build a house. Gotta get a good paying career going first though, land isn't cheap anymore, lol
<2023-03-29T04:02:42.000Z> whiteman_: No it isn't believe me. Nor even building. And it's rewarding if you do mate. Well worth it you might fnd the right woman willing to build with you
<2023-04-22T02:30:25.000Z> Herbst: Hope you're doing well, brother.