<2022-06-17T19:06:39.000Z> hazlin: xD welcome back
<2022-06-17T19:12:06.000Z> hazlin: my favorite parts about this part of the fediverse is, you can speak freely, like how it was on the internet 20 years ago, and there is very little bot noise xD
<2022-06-17T19:19:28.000Z> hazlin: I can only be sad, when I forget how much God loves me xD You know, it says in revelations that Jesus will establish us as central figures in the temple of God in Heaven, that this status will never depart from us.
<2022-06-17T19:21:11.000Z> hazlin: Jesus has literally arranged for us to be royalty, in the greatest kingdom that spans multiple worlds and dimensions
<2022-06-17T19:23:55.000Z> hazlin: What is it that God values so much? It is what He cannot create. Freely given trust from a being who has free will. There for, before God, our wealth, success, self control, and ethics, are worthless.
<2022-06-17T19:26:01.000Z> hazlin: God isn't looking for strong people to help Him support Heaven, instead He will transform those who Trust Him into the strong that will support Heaven xD 
<2022-06-17T19:27:34.000Z> hazlin: as for strength on the earth, He has said He will be our Strength and our Power, He will make our way perfect. 
<2022-06-17T19:33:18.000Z> hazlin: To be care-free for everything is how we are created, to not even worry about tomorrow. I am actually unable to live like that in my own strength, but that is okay, I just ask Him to give me peace, to carry my burdens, when ever I discover my hands are full of such things, and in the place of what was tormenting me, He gives me peace, the peace that surpasses understanding xD "Oh that? I'm not worrying about that any more! Jesus is going to do something about it, He'll take care of it, or make it clear what I need to do, when the time is right" xD
<2022-06-18T03:31:37.000Z> hazlin: roger roger, you know, if you are struggling with an addiction, something you'd like to be free from, that book I have linked on my profile, the EasyPeasyMethod, may be of some use, it is targeted to the porn addicted, but it mainly contains material from the original book, which was about cigarette addiction 
<2022-06-18T03:33:37.000Z> hazlin: I wasn't exactly struggling with either, but since it generalizes addiction, how the pressure is created, how you stay trapped, it is greatly beneficial to dealing with any addiction 
<2022-06-18T04:20:35.000Z> hazlin: xD, well regardless of what you try, remembering that God is you ally, that He is your strength, fills me with joy all the time xD
<2022-06-18T04:43:53.000Z> hazlin: have a blessed day :D
<2022-06-19T09:11:07.000Z> hazlin: I totally didn't check your screen shot resolution to make sure it was the native 1366x768 pixels found on a x220 xD
<2022-06-19T09:15:01.000Z> hazlin: lol!
<2022-06-19T09:15:25.000Z> hazlin: I've decided you aren't a fed :D
<2022-06-19T09:15:29.000Z> hazlin: so it is okay
<2022-06-19T09:16:14.000Z> hazlin: though, I may always think of you as "childhoodfriend" something about the first name people use
<2022-06-19T09:16:45.000Z> hazlin: if you stick with a new one for a longer period of time, it may eventually replace it
<2022-06-19T09:18:14.000Z> hazlin: (when I met some people I'd known only, in person, I kept using their online names xD)
<2022-06-19T09:18:23.000Z> hazlin: even now I use their online names
<2022-06-19T09:20:57.000Z> hazlin: lol sorry, those posts may have seen a bit robotic, I couldn't see your replies xD
<2022-06-19T09:21:14.000Z> hazlin: I am, well I felt like shit tonight
<2022-06-19T09:21:17.000Z> hazlin: but the day was good
<2022-06-19T09:23:27.000Z> hazlin: I'd been a bit guarded with you so far, but here is some info to round things out. I am an American, in the central time zone, I've spent the last few years, trying not to die lol, got very sick, doctors offered to cut part of my guts out, but I refused, and it turned out a lot of the issues were stemming from allergies xD So I have all my guts, and my health is improving every day
<2022-06-19T09:25:37.000Z> hazlin: I've got more than one college degree, but I was lied to about the usefulness of a degree, and now I am self studying trying to make computer games, among other things
<2022-06-19T09:29:00.000Z> hazlin: I know you are, and I tell you these things, because, it is easier to talk about stuff when you know a little about someone xD
<2022-06-19T09:29:26.000Z> hazlin: I actually have a pile of x220s, using one right now xD
<2022-06-19T09:31:24.000Z> hazlin: yeah, I short of bought the first one because @p@freespeechextremists.com said he used one. But, I liked it so much, and they are so cheap, I check ebay ever week or so, and if there is a really good buy I just get more xD
<2022-06-19T09:32:12.000Z> hazlin: going to experiment on one I don't love as much as the current one I am using, try installing the Open Bios on it
<2022-06-19T09:32:16.000Z> hazlin: may brick it though
<2022-06-19T09:33:44.000Z> hazlin: maybe? the new stuff is probably remote execution via network interface level of compromised, these old ones have less of a chance, and I think that chances go to near zero if you use the open bios
<2022-06-19T09:34:19.000Z> hazlin: though, to be sure on the OS side, you'd probably have to run templeOS, Plan9, or something like PureOS, and actually do the audit 
<2022-06-19T09:38:00.000Z> hazlin: in general, cyber security is a house build on top of quicksand, and there is an earthquake xD The real zinger will be, if china has hard coded the CPU backdown at the foundry level. So like, if you open a picture, that passes through the CPU with the correct pattern of bites, remote code gets executed 
<2022-06-19T09:40:14.000Z> hazlin: lol!
<2022-06-19T09:40:43.000Z> hazlin: if I can just keep my mother from destroying the printer when it doesn't "just work properly" I am winning xD
<2022-06-19T09:42:54.000Z> hazlin: Oh, it is the NERV logo, that organization that fights the angels in the Evangelion Anime
<2022-06-19T09:43:34.000Z> hazlin: there were lots of people with red oak leaf Canadian AVI's so I made mine green
<2022-06-19T09:48:42.000Z> hazlin: I tried to upload 3, but I wont know until I hit enter xD https://i.poastcdn.org/69f956f52e531c9e7203dcf74976904772c338ef7d1cbe5abe5b523782317903.mp3
<2022-06-19T09:48:54.000Z> hazlin: so that was just one
<2022-06-19T09:49:34.000Z> hazlin: I am going to send you 2 other MP3's, that I've literally listened to more than 1000 times. Just stick them someone until you need a good sermon to listen to xD
<2022-06-19T09:52:30.000Z> hazlin: uploading them one at a time, one more after this one xD Also "stick them someone" should have been "stick them somewhere" https://i.poastcdn.org/24affbf090f0a325eb0f734ea42acb267144a86269a7b63a49142f62166d5604.mp3
<2022-06-19T09:56:01.000Z> hazlin: here is the third https://i.poastcdn.org/df2fac21467428cc85e20964eb45ba842e1821f6e1928066b1e715543e01a5eb.mp3
<2022-06-19T09:57:16.000Z> hazlin: So in order of uploading, first was Gene Scott on King David and the Cave of Adullum, next Kenneth Hagin on Be Careful for Nothing 1, the last one I just upload is 2 
<2022-06-19T09:57:35.000Z> hazlin: in case you want to replace those uuid names xD
<2022-06-19T10:01:19.000Z> hazlin: your welcome! Really, I am more than happen to talk about anything or share the things I like listening to, but God is more than enough to carry you. He loves to comfort and help and teach all who ask Him for such things xD So many things He has taught me when I wasn't trying to learn.
<2022-06-19T10:01:48.000Z> hazlin: (you'll need to actually download those xD I think the items in the chat drop off fast D:, but if you don't, you can always ask for them again if they disappear xD)
<2022-06-19T10:06:09.000Z> hazlin: I am, interested in it so far as 3d modeling is concerned, I feel like art starts inside of you, so I want to learn about vehicle design of all kinds to that end :O
<2022-06-19T10:06:45.000Z> hazlin: God makes you big indeed xD 
<2022-06-19T10:12:33.000Z> hazlin: do you prefer older euro cars?
<2022-06-19T10:16:01.000Z> hazlin: ooof i read eunos as euro xD
<2022-06-19T10:17:43.000Z> hazlin: what a hard question xD 
<2022-06-19T10:20:39.000Z> hazlin: i used to be all about things like star wars or the matrix, but that sort of stuff is so bad these days, slowly discovering new things to like xD
<2022-06-19T10:21:45.000Z> hazlin: oh! cars, well uhhh let me find a picture
<2022-06-19T10:27:54.000Z> hazlin: i didn't see exactly what I was looking for, but i like these really blocky new corvettes  https://i.poastcdn.org/ac32fae0d6fd27dd8c41ea78291e84022e5cbf3befa08ab33caaab9fede66dc3.png
<2022-06-19T10:28:42.000Z> hazlin: i feel like I've seen one locally that was even more blocky in the front
<2022-06-19T10:28:57.000Z> hazlin: two tone grey with some red high lights
<2022-06-19T10:29:01.000Z> hazlin: it was great
<2022-06-19T10:30:17.000Z> hazlin: the edges are rounded, the sharp edges are the most important I think xD
<2022-06-19T10:31:37.000Z> hazlin: essentially I think they remind me of predatory space ship designs
<2022-06-19T10:33:28.000Z> hazlin: the lexus LFA remind me of the cop cars from The Fifth Element xD https://i.poastcdn.org/8079321aaca0ef32691fddf0a96c0ef0ec58546a71697eaf2f6bce663d4d2fff.png
<2022-06-19T10:33:42.000Z> hazlin: that would be, space ships of war or combat
<2022-06-19T10:34:01.000Z> hazlin: as imagined by sci-fi creators xD
<2022-06-19T10:36:05.000Z> hazlin: I'm falling asleep, so I'll have to find more pictures tomorrow 
<2022-06-19T10:37:23.000Z> hazlin: have a good day or night xD the sun is coming up here, but maybe it is like 9pm there