<2021-04-19T14:49:27.000Z> retarded_online attached file https://img.poast.org/aa31dbfdb1b4323eae805c862bc3f391feb05aca8619d1bc08e6167ba1f6316e.jpeg
<2021-04-19T22:13:56.000Z> ruina: The drip is real
<2021-04-19T22:17:16.000Z> retarded_online attached file https://img.poast.org/b388f85c5f4e61268fd14e81eacabd4ba7a99af557c9386dc434ef8026c80efb.jpeg
<2021-04-20T06:11:36.000Z> ruina: Choccy milk :DDD
<2021-04-20T06:12:47.000Z> ruina attached file https://img.poast.org/42b5b7c95d4f5155bcaf22d8ea5181a9af6fd542d48c4998fb74e3ae0ad3bae9.jpg
<2021-04-20T06:33:47.000Z> retarded_online attached file https://img.poast.org/cf8f13de7d85d371f59b891e2e672a841b8181b5d463abe4845120cbd4cb77dc.jpeg
<2021-04-20T06:35:46.000Z> ruina: Lmaoo
<2021-04-20T06:36:49.000Z> ruina attached file https://img.poast.org/24fe34cdc8fa53601d994c7ee64a88796007cb97589a9950ec3bc4e16d6dca96.jpg
<2021-04-20T06:46:27.000Z> retarded_online: Wish that were me
<2021-04-20T06:46:34.000Z> retarded_online: Did you just wake up
<2021-04-20T07:13:19.000Z> ruina: Nah ive been awake for like 3 hours
<2021-04-20T07:13:28.000Z> ruina: Cause of classes
<2021-04-20T07:14:43.000Z> retarded_online: Oh good luck on your classes thumbs up emoji
<2021-04-20T07:15:11.000Z> ruina: Tyty
<2021-04-20T07:15:41.000Z> retarded_online: Are any of them physics classes
<2021-04-20T07:15:56.000Z> ruina: Nah not today
<2021-04-20T07:16:07.000Z> ruina: Today is philospphy
<2021-04-20T07:16:13.000Z> ruina: Got a debate
<2021-04-20T07:16:21.000Z> retarded_online: Well that's boring
<2021-04-20T07:16:49.000Z> ruina: I mean im in it so maybe it wont be
<2021-04-20T07:16:55.000Z> ruina: Arguing might be fun
<2021-04-20T07:18:49.000Z> retarded_online: I never had anything like debate or whatever in school
<2021-04-20T07:20:27.000Z> retarded_online: I miss physics classes like crazy
<2021-04-20T07:52:33.000Z> ruina: Our physics class is pretty shit
<2021-04-20T07:52:41.000Z> ruina: Cause we dont do anything
<2021-04-20T07:52:54.000Z> ruina: But the prof is funny
<2021-04-20T07:53:02.000Z> ruina: So at lest there's tgat
<2021-04-20T14:57:13.000Z> retarded_online: Well if it’s online classes I can understand why it wouldn’t be fun for people but just hearing about physics is fun for me
<2021-04-20T14:58:24.000Z> ruina: it's no tonline ;-;
<2021-04-20T15:19:57.000Z> retarded_online: Smh and you guys don’t do anything cool?
<2021-04-20T15:20:07.000Z> retarded_online: What’s even the point of going then
<2021-04-20T15:20:41.000Z> ruina: well i have to
<2021-04-20T15:20:51.000Z> ruina: plus im gonna need it for college
<2021-04-20T15:21:12.000Z> retarded_online: You going into something physics related for college?
<2021-04-20T15:21:45.000Z> ruina: nah
<2021-04-20T15:21:47.000Z> ruina: med school
<2021-04-20T15:21:55.000Z> ruina: but it has physics first year
<2021-04-20T15:22:00.000Z> ruina: and also on the entrance exam
<2021-04-20T17:32:28.000Z> retarded_online: What kind of medical field are you going into?
<2021-04-20T17:33:52.000Z> ruina: just tha regular one right now
<2021-04-20T17:34:07.000Z> ruina: then i'll see if i want to specialize for smth
<2021-04-20T22:15:55.000Z> retarded_online: Sounds dope, good luck 👍
<2021-04-21T04:43:24.000Z> ruina: Tyty im gonna need it
<2021-04-24T17:20:25.000Z> retarded_online: What happened to your profile before
<2021-04-24T19:02:05.000Z> retarded_online: What does that mean, “I’m something like a girl ig”
<2021-04-24T19:41:39.000Z> ruina: I deleted it last night lol so all my following disappeared
<2021-04-24T19:42:02.000Z> ruina: And that post was just foe fun lol i actually am a girl
<2021-04-24T19:42:15.000Z> retarded_online: Why'd you delete?
<2021-04-24T19:42:30.000Z> retarded_online: Ah okay, I just hate cryptic responses
<2021-04-24T19:42:37.000Z> retarded_online: Thanks for being straight with me
<2021-05-03T08:20:45.000Z> retarded_online: It’s pronounced juh-MOKE btw
<2021-05-03T17:09:56.000Z> ruina: Juh mo keh
<2021-05-03T17:10:00.000Z> ruina: Ikik
<2021-05-03T19:12:10.000Z> retarded_online: No no, not mo-KEH, just MOKE
<2021-05-03T19:13:25.000Z> ruina: Interesting 🤔 
<2021-05-03T19:13:39.000Z> ruina: That's the italian american yes?
<2021-05-03T19:14:16.000Z> retarded_online: Yeah
<2021-05-03T19:16:07.000Z> ruina: Smh my head frfr
<2021-05-03T19:16:47.000Z> ruina: So it rhymes with poke???
<2021-05-03T19:16:47.000Z> retarded_online: What’re you smh-ing me for, you goon
<2021-05-03T19:16:53.000Z> ruina: Lol
<2021-05-03T19:17:07.000Z> retarded_online: Yeah it does
<2021-05-03T19:17:16.000Z> ruina: Damn smh m head
<2021-05-03T19:17:21.000Z> retarded_online: Why did you think it was like mo-KEH
<2021-05-03T19:17:38.000Z> ruina: Cause that's kinda how i'd pronounce it in italian smh
<2021-05-03T19:21:27.000Z> retarded_online: Well New York specific American-Italian slang is all about making everything sound as Italian but relaxed as possible
<2021-05-03T19:33:01.000Z> ruina: Ahh i get it 👍🏻 
<2021-05-03T19:33:44.000Z> ruina: Still i tgink i'll pronounce it mokeh feels more natural idk
<2021-05-03T20:04:39.000Z> retarded_online: But it's juh-MOKE it's not about it feeling more authentic or natural it's how American-Italians say it, it doesn't even have an Italian counterpart
<2021-05-03T20:05:00.000Z> retarded_online: There's no word in Italian that giamoke is based on lol
<2021-05-03T20:11:38.000Z> ruina: Smh blackpilled
<2021-05-03T20:11:46.000Z> ruina: Feelin retarded rn fr
<2021-05-03T20:12:10.000Z> retarded_online: That's why I called it a butchered form of actual Italian LOL
<2021-05-03T20:12:24.000Z> retarded_online: Some words don't even exist in Italian, they're just made up
<2021-05-03T20:15:36.000Z> ruina: Lmao
<2021-05-03T20:16:04.000Z> ruina: It's kinda like what french canadian is to french
<2021-05-03T20:16:26.000Z> retarded_online: Yes except that's still recognized as an actual language smh
<2021-05-03T20:16:45.000Z> retarded_online: Canada will just let their citizens get away with anything
<2021-05-03T20:17:00.000Z> ruina: Day od the rake when?
<2021-05-03T20:17:41.000Z> retarded_online: I have no idea what that means
<2021-05-03T20:18:58.000Z> ruina: Hol up
<2021-05-03T20:19:40.000Z> ruina attached file https://img.poast.org/73e8177fe4767c5e0bddc91c9ef0acf694d137fad1f44373063dcc62bd00af4f.jpg
<2021-05-03T20:20:05.000Z> retarded_online: LMAO okay now I get it
<2021-05-03T20:20:27.000Z> ruina: Can't believe you didn't know that smh
<2021-05-03T20:20:58.000Z> retarded_online: I'm not well-versed in meme speak or political sub-languages on this side of the internet
<2021-05-03T20:21:17.000Z> retarded_online: Really any side of the internet
<2021-05-03T20:21:41.000Z> ruina: Wow you didnt spend your formative years on racist corners of the internet????
<2021-05-03T20:21:45.000Z> ruina: Smh some ppl
<2021-05-03T20:22:42.000Z> retarded_online: No I wasn't allowed on the internet until I was 18
<2021-05-03T20:23:00.000Z> retarded_online: LOL
<2021-05-03T20:23:40.000Z> ruina: Holy shit
<2021-05-03T20:23:50.000Z> ruina: That's kinda goos tho
<2021-05-03T20:24:15.000Z> ruina: Wish i wasn't allowed on it either tbh
<2021-05-03T20:24:17.000Z> retarded_online: Yeah kinda, I mean I didn't get groomed or anything so that's a bonus for sure
<2021-05-03T20:24:40.000Z> retarded_online: But I missed out on a lot of stuff not just on the internet but also with movies and music
<2021-05-03T20:25:03.000Z> ruina: Yea ig you're right
<2021-05-03T20:25:20.000Z> ruina: It's kinda hard to eyperience most things without it nowadays
<2021-05-03T20:26:09.000Z> retarded_online: I was only allowed to watch 80/90's family movies or Disney movies and old black and white westerns or sitcoms on TV, and I was brought up with 40/50/60's pop
<2021-05-03T20:26:23.000Z> ruina: Fr???
<2021-05-03T20:26:27.000Z> retarded_online: Yeah
<2021-05-03T20:26:47.000Z> ruina: And i thought i was sheltered damn
<2021-05-03T20:27:00.000Z> retarded_online: Sometimes I could listen to classic rock but that was only in the summer when my dad worked outside
<2021-05-03T20:27:19.000Z> ruina: Lmao no rock??
<2021-05-03T20:27:23.000Z> ruina: Why???
<2021-05-03T20:27:33.000Z> retarded_online: Only certain rock like the Allman Brothers
<2021-05-03T20:27:52.000Z> ruina: Never hears of them 😶 
<2021-05-03T20:27:52.000Z> retarded_online: Because most classic rock was made while on drugs
<2021-05-03T20:28:07.000Z> ruina: Yea but it'a still good tho
<2021-05-03T20:28:42.000Z> ruina: My dad'a generation grew up on rock so i kinda did too
<2021-05-03T20:28:56.000Z> retarded_online: I grew up with the kind of parents that wouldn't let me play Pokemon because it taught evolution lmao you think they'd let me listen to classic rock that was made while on drugs because it sounds good
<2021-05-03T20:29:13.000Z> ruina: LMAO
<2021-05-03T20:29:29.000Z> ruina: Holy shit
<2021-05-03T20:29:49.000Z> ruina: >people like that exist
<2021-05-03T20:29:56.000Z> ruina: No offense
<2021-05-03T20:30:17.000Z> retarded_online: None taken in the slighest, they're not even my biological parents so idc LOL
<2021-05-03T20:31:07.000Z> ruina: Oh this is getting good what
<2021-05-03T20:31:10.000Z> ruina: Fr?
<2021-05-03T20:31:19.000Z> retarded_online: Nigger my life isn't a sitcom
<2021-05-03T20:31:23.000Z> retarded_online: LMFAO
<2021-05-03T20:31:23.000Z> ruina: Your life is something man
<2021-05-03T20:31:28.000Z> ruina: Lmao ikik
<2021-05-03T20:31:36.000Z> retarded_online: Yeah but no I was adopted
<2021-05-03T20:31:46.000Z> ruina: But still it's so different than normal ig
<2021-05-03T20:31:54.000Z> retarded_online: Yeah way different for sure
<2021-05-03T20:32:01.000Z> ruina: Again no offense lol
<2021-05-03T20:32:26.000Z> retarded_online: It's basically impossible to offend me
<2021-05-03T20:32:57.000Z> ruina: Mine feels pretty boring in comparison (cause it's pretty boring in general (but sounds even more boring in comparison))
<2021-05-03T20:33:09.000Z> retarded_online: Boring lives are better imo
<2021-05-03T20:33:34.000Z> ruina: Yea ig it is pretty chill
<2021-05-03T20:33:41.000Z> ruina: But gets boring yk
<2021-05-03T20:34:01.000Z> retarded_online: But yeah I have no problem talking about how I grew up I just won't post it because of troons set out to destroy poasters yfm
<2021-05-03T20:34:25.000Z> ruina: Yea yea i get it lol
<2021-05-03T20:34:40.000Z> ruina: The mentally ill tranny demons hackers are for sure coming this month
<2021-05-03T20:34:47.000Z> retarded_online: For sure
<2021-05-03T20:34:52.000Z> ruina: Poast hit 6666 members
<2021-05-03T20:35:00.000Z> ruina: It's an omen
<2021-05-03T20:35:00.000Z> retarded_online: So you seem curious about my life, do you have any questions
<2021-05-03T20:35:05.000Z> retarded_online: 666 is the omen
<2021-05-03T20:35:15.000Z> ruina: An extra 6 cant be good tho
<2021-05-03T20:35:26.000Z> ruina: Idk man nothing rly comes to mind
<2021-05-03T20:35:28.000Z> retarded_online: Religiously it doesn't mean anything lol
<2021-05-03T20:35:45.000Z> ruina: I dont like to snoop im not autistic yk
<2021-05-03T20:36:09.000Z> retarded_online: It's not snooping if I'm open to talking about it
<2021-05-03T20:36:16.000Z> retarded_online: Boombots smh
<2021-05-03T20:36:28.000Z> ruina: Yea but still tho
<2021-05-03T20:36:50.000Z> ruina: Feels like inteerogating or smth
<2021-05-03T20:36:52.000Z> retarded_online: Well I'll just tell you the gist of it
<2021-05-03T20:36:53.000Z> ruina: Rr
<2021-05-03T20:37:02.000Z> ruina: Kay👍🏻 
<2021-05-03T20:37:34.000Z> retarded_online: I was adopted by people who shouldn't have adopted kids (born in the late 40's) and I got my shit kicked in every day for 17 years basically lol
<2021-05-03T20:38:05.000Z> retarded_online: That sums it up pretty well, I think
<2021-05-03T20:38:05.000Z> ruina: Damn man
<2021-05-03T20:38:20.000Z> ruina: Idrk how to respond lmao it sounds like hell
<2021-05-03T20:38:52.000Z> ruina: Kinda like my parents only on (heavy)steroids or smth
<2021-05-03T20:39:24.000Z> retarded_online: Every parent generally is stern because it's their job to be
<2021-05-03T20:39:49.000Z> ruina: Yea but they can relax a little bit
<2021-05-03T20:40:15.000Z> ruina: I feel like they should at least know their kid when they become teens yk
<2021-05-03T20:40:26.000Z> ruina: And trust them
<2021-05-03T20:40:32.000Z> ruina: If tbey earned the trust that is
<2021-05-03T20:40:48.000Z> retarded_online: When kids become teens they change a lot
<2021-05-03T20:40:59.000Z> retarded_online: Emotionally, personality wise, interest wise
<2021-05-03T20:41:03.000Z> retarded_online: They become new people
<2021-05-03T20:41:11.000Z> retarded_online: Teen years are the toughest on parents
<2021-05-03T20:41:32.000Z> ruina: Yea but they don't completely change
<2021-05-03T20:41:56.000Z> ruina: The way the parents raised them is very clear
<2021-05-03T20:42:10.000Z> retarded_online: No, but they change drastically from how they were as children, kids are really simple and not very multi-dimensional, they have like 4 interests and two emotions, cranky or happy
<2021-05-03T20:42:24.000Z> ruina: Lmao
<2021-05-03T20:42:33.000Z> ruina: But the foundation's still there tho
<2021-05-03T20:42:49.000Z> ruina: If they were raises properly theybre gonna be alright
<2021-05-03T20:43:22.000Z> retarded_online: That's not what we're talking about, you're talking about independence
<2021-05-03T20:43:26.000Z> retarded_online: Smh
<2021-05-03T20:43:52.000Z> ruina: Yea i'm kinda biased yk
<2021-05-03T20:44:04.000Z> ruina: I want the independence 😭😭 
<2021-05-03T20:47:43.000Z> retarded_online: It's very much overrated because if you're not given the tools to handle everything that comes with independence then it will just feel empty
<2021-05-03T20:48:20.000Z> ruina: I just want a little bit of it tho
<2021-05-03T20:48:43.000Z> retarded_online: Then just ask them for it in a mature way
<2021-05-03T20:48:57.000Z> ruina: I did tho
<2021-05-03T20:49:02.000Z> ruina: They're not having jt
<2021-05-03T20:49:21.000Z> ruina: Since i'm their yoingest they're very overprotective
<2021-05-03T20:50:13.000Z> retarded_online: Then just wait I guess, if you're on poast then you're at least 18 so if you just wait until you can leave then work towards that independence
<2021-05-03T20:51:11.000Z> ruina: Yea that's the plan
<2021-05-03T20:51:34.000Z> ruina: I literally crossed off all colleges within driving distance lmao
<2021-05-03T20:51:57.000Z> ruina: Gonna go as far away as i need
<2021-05-03T20:58:40.000Z> retarded_online: Why so far
<2021-05-03T20:59:22.000Z> ruina: I don't wanna be near them i feel like i'll never grow that way
<2021-05-03T21:00:20.000Z> retarded_online: You should be within at least a 40 minute drive from them, you're going to miss them and want a hug every once in a while when things get overwhelming, and you can still grow because far but sorta near them
<2021-05-03T21:00:54.000Z> retarded_online: *being not because
<2021-05-03T21:01:34.000Z> ruina: Nah if i live within 40 min i won't be able tk get in a dorm
<2021-05-03T21:01:51.000Z> retarded_online: Alright, an hour then
<2021-05-03T21:02:05.000Z> ruina: Nah still too clkse
<2021-05-03T21:02:19.000Z> ruina: I'd have to live at home and go by train to classes
<2021-05-03T21:03:04.000Z> retarded_online: Smh
<2021-05-03T21:03:40.000Z> ruina: Yea
<2021-05-03T21:04:43.000Z> retarded_online: Alright well my point still stands, you're still gonna feel the need to lean on your parents even with all this cool new independence when you get to college
<2021-05-03T21:04:52.000Z> retarded_online: At least every so often
<2021-05-03T21:05:08.000Z> ruina: Well yea ofc i plan on visiting
<2021-05-03T21:05:15.000Z> ruina: I don't hate them
<2021-05-03T21:05:25.000Z> ruina: I just don't wanna live with thwm
<2021-05-03T21:05:56.000Z> retarded_online: Alright cool, good
<2021-05-03T21:06:27.000Z> ruina: 👍🏻 