<2022-05-29T17:33:00.000Z> professionalbigot69: happy birthday!
<2022-05-29T17:55:09.000Z> raina: thank you!
<2022-08-10T17:53:22.000Z> professionalbigot69: WAKE UP
<2022-08-10T17:53:37.000Z> professionalbigot69: NIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARENIGHTMARE 
<2022-08-12T01:45:36.000Z> raina: ?
<2022-08-12T03:34:52.000Z> professionalbigot69: ???
<2022-08-12T06:09:32.000Z> raina: idk what ur message means
<2022-08-12T11:34:04.000Z> professionalbigot69: I want to impreg you but reality is standing in my way
<2022-08-12T21:17:27.000Z> raina: 😢
<2022-08-13T08:34:00.000Z> professionalbigot69: what was your snap again?
<2022-08-16T20:29:34.000Z> professionalbigot69: I am extremely unhinged and unwilling to take silence for an answer
<2022-08-17T05:05:52.000Z> raina: do u plan on kidnapping me or something
<2022-08-17T12:41:12.000Z> professionalbigot69: don't have the balls to
<2022-08-17T16:09:19.000Z> professionalbigot69: I'm a fucking coward
<2022-08-17T16:09:23.000Z> professionalbigot69: kill me now
<2022-08-17T20:00:09.000Z> professionalbigot69: I'm home and I need you
<2022-08-18T01:22:10.000Z> professionalbigot69: want me to kidnap you?
<2022-08-18T03:57:14.000Z> raina: sure i’ve been very depressed
<2022-08-18T03:57:54.000Z> raina: i’ve just been prolonging the inevitable, i hate myself 
<2022-08-18T04:04:26.000Z> raina: i hate myself so much. i wish i could give you back the money you gave my i don’t deserve it. i don’t deserve anything. im ugly, autistic, and have a mom who only cares about money and is narcissistic and a i have a dad who doesn’t want anything to do with me. he has a new found family and has. adopted this foster child who has replaced me and my sister. speaking of my sister she’s prettier and ahead of me. if we ever go out people stop to talk to her and it’s like they don’t see me. i have no irl friend. i have one friend online who i talk to but i would never share this with them. at work i try to talk to my coworkers but they all ignore me. my managers constantly criticize what i do and they act annoyed if i need help. i just sit in my room all day on my phone. what’s the point anymore, i can’t even cry anymore. sorry to trauma dump on you this wasn’t very edgy femcel quirky of me but fuck do i just want to jump off a bridge or something lately. what’s the point of being here anymore i am of no value. 
<2022-08-18T10:42:00.000Z> professionalbigot69: I'm just seeing this now. I don't get DM notifs for some godawful reason
<2022-08-18T10:46:50.000Z> professionalbigot69: how long have you been feeling this way?
<2022-08-18T14:54:42.000Z> raina: for awhile
<2022-08-18T14:59:27.000Z> professionalbigot69: weeks? months? 
<2022-08-18T15:16:35.000Z> raina: months
<2022-08-18T15:27:05.000Z> professionalbigot69: I want to help but I just want to know one thing first: what am I to you?
<2022-08-18T15:47:05.000Z> raina: more than a friend i suppose but sometimes when i get like this i don’t want to talk to anyone but it’s just been shitty lately and i’ve been having suicidal ideations and idk
<2022-08-18T16:19:47.000Z> raina: ill
<2022-08-18T16:19:53.000Z> raina: ill just go
<2022-08-18T16:25:06.000Z> professionalbigot69: I keep missing DMS because of this shitty app
<2022-08-18T16:25:26.000Z> professionalbigot69: hey, just add me back on discord or snap
<2022-08-18T16:26:00.000Z> professionalbigot69: Heroes#0947 / enward11
<2022-08-18T16:32:39.000Z> raina: discord
<2022-09-05T03:16:19.000Z> professionalbigot69: you alright?
<2022-10-03T19:28:20.000Z> professionalbigot69: RAINA
<2022-10-03T19:28:22.000Z> professionalbigot69: YOU'RE ALIVE
<2022-10-03T19:28:25.000Z> professionalbigot69: THANK FUCK
<2022-10-03T20:13:28.000Z> raina: hello
<2022-10-03T22:21:48.000Z> professionalbigot69: I might be going a bit insane
<2022-10-03T22:22:32.000Z> professionalbigot69: and a very obsessed with you 
<2022-10-04T13:44:52.000Z> professionalbigot69: fuck me
<2022-10-05T18:56:17.000Z> professionalbigot69: is it me or you 
<2022-10-15T01:29:29.000Z> professionalbigot69: it *is* me. shit
<2022-10-18T13:58:37.000Z> professionalbigot69: nvm we're back 
<2022-11-04T21:57:53.000Z> professionalbigot69: nvm it's over for me
<2022-11-04T21:57:58.000Z> professionalbigot69: I'm going to hell
<2022-11-04T21:58:01.000Z> professionalbigot69: lol lmao
<2022-12-12T01:40:43.000Z> professionalbigot69: you alright?