<2022-08-22T10:25:29.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: Hey bro
<2022-08-22T10:25:48.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: Both you and tiny fern have made sad posts saying the same things recently 
<2022-08-22T10:25:52.000Z> nugger: IM SORRY I GOTTA GO TO WORK
<2022-08-22T10:26:00.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: That's ok
<2022-08-22T10:26:07.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: You don't need to reply 
<2022-08-22T10:26:19.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: I'll leave you a little treat and you can reply later
<2022-08-22T10:26:44.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: I don't have anything cheerful to say. More solidarity 
<2022-08-22T10:27:08.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: Everyone is a slave, not just to work and tv, but money and sex and approval 
<2022-08-22T10:27:35.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: I've tried to do irl things too, and it just doesn't work. 
<2022-08-22T10:28:01.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: I lost my job earlier this year over the Vax stuff. Everyone was extremely supportive, but none did anything to help 
<2022-08-22T10:28:49.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: We have our little online friends, but in this dystopia we're too often alone. Or even if we aren't alone we have to fend for ourselves 
<2022-08-22T10:29:24.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: Family isn't much good either
<2022-08-22T10:29:42.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: And there is the weight of the world to fix things and take responsibility 
<2022-08-22T10:29:58.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: It's tough. Possibly insurmountable 
<2022-08-22T10:30:27.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: You're not weak, or pathetic, or dumb for feeling like it's all too much. 
<2022-08-22T10:31:57.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: There was a period of my life where every day I'd sleep through five alarms, roll out of bed, shower, hurry late the train station, down the biggest can of Redbull and work till dinner time. I'd eat and then keep working till the AM. And I did this on cycle for months
<2022-08-22T10:32:37.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: I was lucky to get out. But the key thing is, I was sad. And I was wrong to feel sad. I probably should have felt more angry than I did
<2022-08-22T10:33:08.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: I got to the point where something broke in me and I started just rolling a dice to make decisions because I didn't care about anything any more
<2022-08-22T10:33:21.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: And that was the right response, I think, at the time
<2022-08-22T10:35:14.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: I was once so tired, I was heading home at 8am after a long night, and I feel asleep standing up. I woke up falling onto the road and almost got hit by a bus
<2022-08-22T10:35:26.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: Fell* asleep 
<2022-08-22T10:36:33.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: And I don't have some passionate speech to give. Things probably suck at the moment. I sounds like you're in a dark place. It might be the reasonable response. 
<2022-08-22T10:38:34.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: Just know that God loves you. We care for you. And maybe if it helps, you're not struggling alone. You're not some broken little robot who can't hack it. You've got brothers and sisters fighting the same fight. We see the same moon
<2022-08-22T10:40:57.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: Idk, the probably doesn't help
<2022-08-22T10:41:17.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: Anyway, don't feel obligated to reply and don't feel obligated to not be sad
<2022-08-22T11:08:06.000Z> nugger: THANK YOU BROTHER HH
<2022-08-22T11:11:50.000Z> Christ_is_Lord: HulkMania to you to