<2022-04-24T20:05:45.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Has your existential hoe crisis abated? It is still pinned on your account. Happy Pascha
<2022-04-24T20:06:11.000Z> minespatch: I was pinning for the infinite jest download.
<2022-04-24T20:08:14.000Z> minespatch: Kind of interesting you're observing me like a hawk.
<2022-04-24T20:11:14.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Not really, I was going to ask if you talked to Church frens about the problem, I had a note on my calendar.
<2022-04-24T20:11:29.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I am just terribly nice
<2022-04-24T20:11:50.000Z> minespatch: Not really. I just went to the car and was a coward again.
<2022-04-24T20:11:58.000Z> minespatch: I can't stand overstimulation.
<2022-04-24T20:12:33.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Went to the car?
<2022-04-24T20:12:48.000Z> minespatch: Yeah, after church, I went to the car to sleep.
<2022-04-24T20:13:12.000Z> minespatch: My father went to the typical talks with other members.
<2022-04-24T20:13:23.000Z> minespatch: I'm just not used to crowds. I prefer solitude.
<2022-04-24T20:13:39.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Those were my favorite parts.
<2022-04-24T20:14:08.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Cause I didn’t know the hymns lol
<2022-04-24T20:14:34.000Z> minespatch: I can read the notes. So I can sing.
<2022-04-24T20:15:45.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I have very good pitch, hearing wise, but when my voice deepened it killed my range. I can’t hit all of them most of the time.
<2022-04-24T20:16:16.000Z> minespatch: Sorry to hear that. 
<2022-04-24T20:17:02.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Maybe I could if I retrained, but I have no interest in singing.
<2022-04-24T20:17:10.000Z> minespatch: Understandable
<2022-04-24T20:18:00.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Do you like singing? I do in Church.
<2022-04-24T20:18:29.000Z> minespatch: Yeah, during the morning festivities. People notice but they don't ask. I'm used to being another face in the crowd.
<2022-04-24T20:19:08.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Well, that can be convenient.
<2022-04-24T20:19:50.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I’m an introvert myself, I just learned to get by cause you have to network and stuff to get work.
<2022-04-24T20:19:51.000Z> minespatch: I suppose.
<2022-04-24T20:22:30.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Have you ever had a job?
<2022-04-24T20:28:03.000Z> minespatch: Usually get fired in the first month.
<2022-04-24T20:28:15.000Z> minespatch: Janitorial, stocking, volunteer.
<2022-04-24T20:28:24.000Z> minespatch: Each firing is a blow. 
<2022-04-24T20:29:24.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: OOF
<2022-04-24T20:29:34.000Z> minespatch: Job training had cops after me
<2022-04-24T20:29:43.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I don’t know if that’s based or cringe.
<2022-04-24T20:29:45.000Z> minespatch: Yeah, I'm not ready to go back out to the field.
<2022-04-24T20:29:50.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: LMAO
<2022-04-24T20:30:04.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: What did you do?
<2022-04-24T20:30:22.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Accidentally take equipment or something?
<2022-04-24T20:30:32.000Z> minespatch: Breakdown. I said stuff out of my mouth and they found me a danger.
<2022-04-24T20:30:56.000Z> minespatch: Diversified Opportunities. They're supposed to help people with mental problems.
<2022-04-24T20:31:16.000Z> minespatch: By showing videos over and over and doing little to help...?
<2022-04-24T20:31:22.000Z> minespatch: I don't get it.
<2022-04-24T20:34:28.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Do you know why you can’t do it?
<2022-04-24T20:36:24.000Z> minespatch: Impatience? The need to be by myself? Being a janitor was rough cause the fumes were making me dizzy but I liked going through all the nooks and crannies of the casino, getting free food from the chefs
<2022-04-24T20:38:20.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I just do a lot of construction, plumbing, electrician stuff.
<2022-04-24T20:38:35.000Z> minespatch: I did have a four year job with a painter. His politics were more important than his buisness.
<2022-04-24T20:38:42.000Z> minespatch: I was terrified of him.
<2022-04-24T20:38:52.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Oh, why?
<2022-04-24T20:39:03.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Did he try to make you a tranny?
<2022-04-24T20:39:48.000Z> minespatch: He got tired of me and used my impatience to fire me in front of my father. "I'm firing you because you were yelling in front of your father" despite at the moment he was asking a ultimatum if I was taking the job seriously.
<2022-04-24T20:40:16.000Z> minespatch: No- He was trying to take advantage of a mlm site called Faso.
<2022-04-24T20:40:25.000Z> minespatch: He assumed newsletters would bring business.
<2022-04-24T20:40:35.000Z> minespatch: He made me write fan letters to Rachel maddow. eAe
<2022-04-24T20:40:58.000Z> minespatch: It was such a weird four years of my life.
<2022-04-24T20:41:23.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: That’s weird lol
<2022-04-24T20:41:50.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Did he ever think of maybe putting up signs or something? 😂
<2022-04-24T20:41:50.000Z> minespatch: Yeah, I tried to keep his good side but he loved conflict. Made me terrified to contradict him or anything.
<2022-04-24T20:41:56.000Z> minespatch: He did.
<2022-04-24T20:42:07.000Z> minespatch: His business looks like a npr forum now
<2022-04-24T20:42:29.000Z> minespatch: That was way after I left.
<2022-04-24T20:43:04.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: When you say painter, do you mean an artist, or someone who paints buildings?
<2022-04-24T20:43:16.000Z> minespatch: He made paintings of ships
<2022-04-24T20:43:22.000Z> minespatch: He also did framing.
<2022-04-24T20:43:39.000Z> minespatch: He did paint murals and plays too.
<2022-04-24T20:43:46.000Z> minespatch: Man is in his 80s.
<2022-04-24T20:45:01.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: A lot of artists are like that.
<2022-04-24T20:45:36.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Well, it is a predicament, but you’re not alone. A lot of people can’t handle the modern work force.
<2022-04-24T20:45:47.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: It’s bizarre, unnatural.
<2022-04-24T20:46:00.000Z> minespatch: I enjoyed the factory job sample at Diversified opportunities.
<2022-04-24T20:46:09.000Z> minespatch: Stuffing tabacco into bags.
<2022-04-24T20:46:13.000Z> minespatch: It was a rush.
<2022-04-24T20:46:30.000Z> minespatch: All that effort meant nothing though.
<2022-04-24T20:46:32.000Z> minespatch: Kind of hurt.
<2022-04-24T20:46:41.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: What happened there?
<2022-04-24T20:47:45.000Z> minespatch: Diversified opportunities basically showed people several jobs they could do which includes stuffing bills into envelopes. It was for people needing assistance but then they expect you to go to the job listings website without much help.
<2022-04-24T20:48:13.000Z> minespatch: I dunno, it felt like a waste of time in the end. Threats to be sent to Virginia is all I got from that experience.
<2022-04-24T20:48:56.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Lol what?
<2022-04-24T20:49:24.000Z> minespatch: Part of the suicidal impulses from my breakdown. They found me a danger to myself and others even if my words were hollow.
<2022-04-24T20:49:48.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: So they were going to deport you? 😂
<2022-04-24T20:49:56.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: to Virginia
<2022-04-24T20:50:05.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I don’t get it
<2022-04-24T20:50:20.000Z> minespatch: Minor trip for two weeks. No internet, straightjacket, just interrogation to see if I'm mentally sound
<2022-04-24T20:50:41.000Z> minespatch: Happened several times in Junior High.
<2022-04-24T20:51:07.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I guess you’ve had a rough time of things.
<2022-04-24T20:51:13.000Z> minespatch: I'm used to it.
<2022-04-24T20:51:25.000Z> minespatch: I like the isolation but I don't want to be forgotten.
<2022-04-24T20:51:45.000Z> minespatch: My mother's funeral was painful.
<2022-04-24T20:51:57.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Tell me about it fren
<2022-04-24T20:52:11.000Z> minespatch: All the eulogies were about how the people who weren't related to her remembered how much she loved food.
<2022-04-24T20:52:37.000Z> minespatch: Her family disowned her. So I feel like a lack of connection on my mother's side.
<2022-04-24T20:53:04.000Z> minespatch: I feel like I'm the last on both sides of my family.
<2022-04-24T20:53:48.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Knowing where you belong in that regard is important. Everyone needs a family, even the introvert.
<2022-04-24T20:54:13.000Z> minespatch: It's probably why I can't connect with either church I visit. It doesn't feel personal.
<2022-04-24T20:58:44.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: As someone who’s been through the wringer with different religions when I was younger, it’s particularly hard to connect with LDS imo. They’re very friendly, but also very cultish, in that their communities tend to be bound together by a lot of catch phrases and platitudes. It’s hard to connect to.
<2022-04-24T20:59:56.000Z> minespatch: So you noticed me talking about LAtter Day Saints?
<2022-04-24T20:59:56.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: But if you need help, staying for the women’s group will be good for you. Even if people are scary, it’s unhealthy to be in your own head too much.
<2022-04-24T21:01:07.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Before I was Orthodox, I was most devoted to the LDS. So I notice when people say something about it.
<2022-04-24T21:02:01.000Z> minespatch: It'd be better if I had offline friends but they barely understand the words coming out of my mouth. I speak english but they look at me like I'm a alien.
<2022-04-24T21:02:13.000Z> minespatch: It's why I'm comfy on poast, they know what I'm saying.
<2022-04-24T21:02:58.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Is it your first language?
<2022-04-24T21:03:08.000Z> minespatch: yeah, English is my only language.
<2022-04-24T21:03:22.000Z> minespatch: My grandfather wanted me to learn spanish when I was a toddler but he terrified.
<2022-04-24T21:04:29.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: A lot of people scare you!
<2022-04-24T21:05:19.000Z> minespatch: Yeah, I'm naturally a coward. 
<2022-04-24T21:05:45.000Z> minespatch: If I'm not fighting people, I'm trying to keep myself from hurting others.
<2022-04-24T21:06:03.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: The e-husband I arranged for you turned out to be kind of annoying, so I don’t know what to do about IRL’s. But you don’t give me a bad impression or anything.
<2022-04-24T21:06:17.000Z> minespatch: I guess fighting those bullies with a pen made me have a excitement.
<2022-04-24T21:06:23.000Z> minespatch: Like that one time I was strangled.
<2022-04-24T21:06:37.000Z> minespatch: I enjoyed fighting for my life.
<2022-04-24T21:06:46.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I loved fighting when I was a kid! 
<2022-04-24T21:07:17.000Z> minespatch: This one guy in junior high strangled my neck for a few minutes. I was laughing until the cops pulled him away.
<2022-04-24T21:07:19.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: It’s a wonder boys don’t kill each other, Lord knows I tried 😂
<2022-04-24T21:07:45.000Z> minespatch: Boys need to fight, it's how they get their energy out.
<2022-04-24T21:08:19.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: When I got strangled I spit in his face.
<2022-04-24T21:08:34.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I miss fighting, everything is so sterile.
<2022-04-24T21:08:40.000Z> minespatch: I remember when I was spat in the face. My body froze in confusion.
<2022-04-24T21:08:49.000Z> minespatch: Several kids asked me why I didn't fight back.
<2022-04-24T21:12:01.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: It’ll shock them!
<2022-04-27T05:43:02.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I am going to commission you something once I get my next paycheck, fren
<2022-04-27T05:43:39.000Z> minespatch: eyyy, thanks
<2022-04-27T05:44:19.000Z> minespatch: i.poastcdn.org/63f1bd2efcbb3e2d71be61094412b7339dcf5b5e696eb99c8f8c5df9e35cd298.png Waiting for feedback on my current comissioner but I'm doing a big project for the guy
<2022-04-27T05:44:30.000Z> minespatch: Three busts and three fullbody women
<2022-04-27T05:45:42.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: It looks nice. I just want a unique pfp, I’ll give you deets later.
<2022-04-27T05:46:01.000Z> minespatch: Sure thing man! Due to how long this guy is taking, I can draw it quickly. hyuhyu
<2022-04-27T05:51:34.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Hyuhyu?
<2022-04-27T05:51:40.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: You're such a dork lmao
<2022-04-27T05:53:52.000Z> minespatch: People call me skeledork for a reason.
<2022-04-27T05:54:24.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Skeledork is a dorkish nickname so you're not alone d:
<2022-04-27T05:57:33.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: You have it lucky, as a woman! When girls are dorks it's cute, when men are dorks it's cringe and pathetic.
<2022-04-27T05:58:06.000Z> minespatch: Arrested adolesence
<2022-04-27T05:58:52.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: (Everyone is an arrested adolescent until they have kids.)
<2022-04-27T06:00:06.000Z> minespatch: yes
<2022-04-27T06:00:12.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: You're actually not so bad, my brother is a lot like you. He sits at home with grandma and plays video games with weed every single day. No real ambition.
<2022-04-27T06:00:36.000Z> minespatch: My weed is chai tea. Ton of milk. 
<2022-04-27T06:00:52.000Z> minespatch: My art is my ambition until I can achieve that driver's license.
<2022-04-27T06:00:52.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: See, the thing is, it's a conspiracy. The child doesn't want to grow up, and the caregiver doesn't want to let go.
<2022-04-27T06:01:03.000Z> minespatch: So my father.
<2022-04-27T06:01:44.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Well, you know if that's true or not lol
<2022-04-27T06:06:06.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I don't think there's anything wrong with being a daddy's girl, or a nerd. That's my type anyway. Bonus points if the girl has glasses thicker than her ear XD
<2022-04-27T06:06:22.000Z> minespatch: Thank you.
<2022-04-27T06:08:54.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: So are Mormons allowed to have chai tea? Or do you just not care that much?
<2022-04-27T06:09:19.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: They were always big on the tea thing with me (though energy drinks were somehow fine.)
<2022-04-27T06:09:53.000Z> minespatch: Coffee, chai tea, I don't really take it as seriously. Neither does my father. We need the spiritualism but we're on edge with the pressuring of others.
<2022-04-27T06:10:03.000Z> minespatch: I'd rather pursuade but not push.
<2022-04-27T06:10:23.000Z> minespatch: I can't control others, I merely have my say and go on my day.
<2022-04-27T06:10:40.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Fair enough, I was just curious.
<2022-04-27T06:10:42.000Z> minespatch: I don't want to control anyone anyways. Power's a waste.
<2022-04-27T06:10:52.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: See, I actually worked with my Mormon friends.
<2022-04-27T06:10:58.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: So I couldn't catch a break
<2022-04-27T06:11:31.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Not that I needed it, per se, I just thought it was dumb because they talked like sailors and ate garbage just like anyone else.
<2022-04-27T06:11:38.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: But tea is where they drew the line.
<2022-04-27T06:11:46.000Z> minespatch: sorry bruvYeah, it was confusing
<2022-04-27T06:12:13.000Z> minespatch: When staying with a church member, they gave me coat throat tea for sickness but regular tea was off limits. confusing.
<2022-04-27T06:13:24.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: If they were consistent they'd just eat and drink healthily in general. I think the word of wisdom is a good idea but they miss the forest for the trees.
<2022-04-27T06:13:33.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: So you don't like having authority over anyone?
<2022-04-27T06:14:11.000Z> minespatch: Nope. I like keeping a distance. I prefer keeping to myself and controlling myself. I can be the bartender but I never want to be the leader.
<2022-04-27T06:14:47.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I understand that, not everyone can be a leader.
<2022-04-27T06:15:00.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: The problem is, if you aren't at the top, you're at the bottom.
<2022-04-27T06:15:12.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: And I don't like to be told what to do!
<2022-04-27T06:20:52.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I'm trying to be friendly, but I am tired, I will get back to you with the thing in a few days.
<2022-04-27T06:21:02.000Z> minespatch: night
<2022-04-30T04:31:27.000Z> minespatch: Ariel Baron
<2022-04-30T04:34:25.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Ooh, that's cute.
<2022-04-30T04:34:51.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Nice ring, good amount of syllables.
<2022-04-30T04:35:56.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I've never met a man named Ariel though.
<2022-04-30T04:49:39.000Z> minespatch: Yeah, more male celebrities share it
<2022-04-30T04:49:42.000Z> minespatch: Kind of weird
<2022-04-30T04:58:08.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I have two names, James Jones I was born with (speaking of default anon names) but my legal name is Chandler Broderick. I go by both, but prefer Jim.
<2022-04-30T04:59:53.000Z> minespatch: James Jones makes me think of kool-aid :P
<2022-04-30T05:00:32.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Yeah, it’s an easy one lol
<2022-04-30T05:02:53.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I have the best pick up line for your name but I can’t use it because it doesn’t make sense over text 😤
<2022-04-30T05:03:03.000Z> minespatch: eue\
<2022-04-30T05:04:28.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I’m also pro starting a colony in the woods, I actually have a savings account for something like that 😅
<2022-04-30T05:04:43.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Completely unironically.
<2022-04-30T05:06:22.000Z> minespatch: Good luck on that.
<2022-04-30T05:07:39.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: It’s not going to be a full colony, though. I’m going to have a survival bunker in the woods underground. That’s like a man’s version of a dream house.
<2022-04-30T05:08:14.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I want to get my food from gardening and deer in hunting season.
<2022-04-30T05:08:44.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Do you have a dream home, or anything like that?
<2022-04-30T05:10:34.000Z> minespatch: Make a family, survive, be remembered.
<2022-04-30T05:10:56.000Z> minespatch: At the moment, I like my historical home.
<2022-04-30T05:11:03.000Z> minespatch: We put a ton of effort in it.
<2022-04-30T05:20:34.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Well, basic goals, but good ones.
<2022-04-30T05:21:54.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I feel bad for you, you seem to have built a life that you care for with your father, but there's no way you can keep that if you want a family. He really shouldn't be the man in your life right now.
<2022-04-30T05:22:39.000Z> minespatch: We're very isolated. We have trouble connecting with people.
<2022-04-30T05:23:10.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Yeah, I get it, it's easier said than done.
<2022-04-30T05:33:43.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: It's tough for me to watch, I love dorky girls and I find you kind of interesting, but I'm looking for a wife and Idk how doable that would be. There's an awkward age gap where I'll be hitting my peak just as you're entering middle age. If I found a man closer to your age looking for something, would you be interested in an introduction?
<2022-04-30T16:50:00.000Z> minespatch: Yeah, hope he can stand me.
<2022-04-30T17:03:40.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: You don’t seem so bad, why the insecurity?
<2022-04-30T17:04:46.000Z> minespatch: Cause my relationships end in a month. Guys can't stand me. Not sure it's my cluelessness or my overeagerness for acting like a teacher.
<2022-04-30T17:05:03.000Z> minespatch: "Here's my book collection, here's my weapons, here's my skulls"
<2022-04-30T17:05:11.000Z> minespatch: So yeah-
<2022-04-30T17:06:20.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I don’t get it, that sounds awesome 😆
<2022-04-30T17:07:08.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I’d love a gf with a sword collection
<2022-04-30T17:07:59.000Z> minespatch: My jobs are like my boyfriends, fired in a month. It just breaks down my confidence. Makes me feel like Seigmeyer of Catarina.
<2022-04-30T17:09:43.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: You’re a well humored virgin who’s into swords. Sounds like a dream to me. Don’t be so hard on yourself.
<2022-04-30T17:14:31.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: You’re also a talented, passionate artist, that’s attractive. You’re compliant, that’s good. There’s a lot to be proud of.
<2022-04-30T17:14:58.000Z> minespatch: Thank you.
<2022-04-30T17:17:17.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I really do believe in you! It won’t be easy, but you can have a future.
<2022-04-30T17:17:57.000Z> minespatch: I haven't killed myself, so jah :P Yeah
<2022-04-30T17:18:08.000Z> minespatch: Humanity is pain but pain is relative.
<2022-04-30T17:31:56.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Just don’t do a Chris-Chan and it should be fine. Maybe try to participate more in your Church or other outside activities.
<2022-05-01T01:23:26.000Z> minespatch: I wouldn't know where to start.
<2022-05-01T01:32:00.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: This is really something the women in your life should be helping you with. Idk :/ If I lived closer I’d just take you out and socialize you with people. I did that once before with an aspire e girl and we had an awesome time, and she was less self conscious after that.
<2022-05-01T01:32:22.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: aspie*
<2022-05-01T01:33:16.000Z> minespatch: I understand.
<2022-05-01T01:33:25.000Z> minespatch: I guess my father is a fellow autistic.
<2022-05-01T01:34:46.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I do go to North Carolina once or twice a year, maybe we can go do something fun if we keep in touch, go out, drink for a while, just have some dumb fun to loosen you up.
<2022-05-01T01:35:15.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Everyone needs a day out sometimes to keep them in touch.
<2022-05-01T01:39:13.000Z> minespatch: Gives you a chance to meet my father and see my white supremicist house.
<2022-05-01T01:42:13.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Yeah, that’d be neat.
<2022-05-07T02:23:46.000Z> minespatch: Is this what you had in mind before I ink? https://i.poastcdn.org/7c5139d2b24c86db5b18d9801f3aa1adee795e4aaf38eb2c16af5e56b1b2ffcc.png
<2022-05-07T04:25:23.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Yeah, that's actually really good.
<2022-05-07T04:25:56.000Z> minespatch: I'll ink it tomorrow then
<2022-05-07T04:26:28.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Good girl. Thank you friend.
<2022-05-08T00:53:45.000Z> minespatch attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/eb37ffb002767b3d6094fa3cd2664318c5ff135f725b3dc6ab72b2e8dbde5f84.png
<2022-05-09T01:11:21.000Z> minespatch: hello...?
<2022-05-09T01:15:40.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Yes?
<2022-05-09T01:17:07.000Z> minespatch: Is the inks fine? Do you want it colored?
<2022-05-09T01:18:32.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: If you sent me another DM before the "hellp" it didn't go through.
<2022-05-09T01:18:37.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: hello*
<2022-05-09T01:18:57.000Z> minespatch: i.poastcdn.org/eb37ffb002767b3d6094fa3cd2664318c5ff135f725b3dc6ab72b2e8dbde5f84.png
<2022-05-09T01:19:26.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Yes, colored would be good.
<2022-05-09T01:19:36.000Z> minespatch: Alright, so the same colors as your profile?
<2022-05-09T01:19:41.000Z> minespatch: *avatar
<2022-05-09T01:22:16.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I would prefer it not colored as a statue. Make the man a gray beard, use your best judgement for the rest. Simple is fine.
<2022-05-09T01:22:35.000Z> minespatch: I meant like the peach color background
<2022-05-09T01:22:57.000Z> minespatch: I'm keeping it as a statue but it looks like your avatar has a color in the back
<2022-05-09T01:23:17.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I don't care about the background.
<2022-05-09T01:23:32.000Z> minespatch: Alright then. I'll try some kind of gradient then.
<2022-05-09T06:40:56.000Z> minespatch attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/347d3a70fb68e52eb39c7eded4eeb04f29177a9c7c27ae4a89b9a031f6a1f9f9.png
<2022-05-09T06:41:02.000Z> minespatch: How's this?
<2022-05-09T17:57:13.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Can you send the link again?
<2022-05-09T17:57:36.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Idk why stuff isn’t coming through
<2022-05-09T19:52:27.000Z> minespatch: i.poastcdn.org/347d3a70fb68e52eb39c7eded4eeb04f29177a9c7c27ae4a89b9a031f6a1f9f9.png
<2022-05-09T22:49:21.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I like it.
<2022-05-09T22:55:20.000Z> minespatch: What's your payment processor so we can transact?
<2022-05-09T22:56:26.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Do you take Paypal? That would be easiest, I don’t have the computer with my crypto wallets rn.
<2022-05-09T23:02:27.000Z> minespatch: Kriegers1900@yahoo.com for PayPal 
<2022-05-09T23:02:36.000Z> minespatch: Thanks bruv
<2022-05-09T23:43:18.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Do I owe you $10 or $20? I don’t understand your pinned tier list T.T
<2022-05-10T00:39:58.000Z> minespatch: Since it's a bust, $20 works
<2022-05-10T04:19:38.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Sorry for the wait, I fell asleep. Long day at work. Sending now
<2022-05-10T04:20:10.000Z> minespatch: We saw, thanks bruv.
<2022-05-10T04:28:28.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Okay fren, I hope it went through. I'm going to pass out again now. Have a good night. https://leafposter.nyc3.digitaloceanspaces.com/a82c9e21347af0884a63cdb97d060648d2f0ead4e813bd8ac67d1ffe9ea92158.png
<2022-05-10T04:30:29.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Oh, now that I see it on a bigger screen, I like the grainy filter you put on it.
<2022-05-10T04:30:47.000Z> minespatch: It's from the paper I drew it on
<2022-05-10T04:30:56.000Z> minespatch: It's not a filter XD
<2022-05-10T04:31:05.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Oh? Well I like your paper then!
<2022-05-10T04:31:20.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: It looks like film grain lol
<2022-05-10T04:31:27.000Z> minespatch: Newsprint feels great to draw on :)
<2022-05-10T04:32:45.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: You know, I've always been surprised that artists accept payment AFTER drawing. Have you ever had someone ghost after you gave them the art?
<2022-05-10T04:33:56.000Z> minespatch: It happens rarely.
<2022-05-10T04:34:17.000Z> minespatch: Most of the time, I do pencils and then they either ghost out of uninterest or something else
<2022-05-10T04:34:25.000Z> minespatch: I just enjoy doing the art even if I was tricked :P
<2022-05-10T04:36:22.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I try to be honorable, in any case.
<2022-05-10T04:37:10.000Z> minespatch: Of course ^^
<2022-05-10T04:37:23.000Z> minespatch: I appreciate the comission, thank you so very much for your partonage.
<2022-05-10T04:37:45.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: I thought about being mean and teasing you with "I'll spend $20 on you at a drive through of your choice" but I didn't think you'd take it well 😆
<2022-05-10T04:38:10.000Z> minespatch: :P
<2022-05-10T04:38:57.000Z> minespatch: I'm autisticly literal, so it'd probably pass my head.
<2022-05-10T04:40:38.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: You're also the kind of girl who wants the man to choose the drive through so it wouldn't work literally either 😏😏😏😏😏 
<2022-05-10T04:41:34.000Z> minespatch: Cause I'm not a mind reader 6u9
<2022-05-10T04:42:41.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Oh, I do have one question. What is the number 22 a reference to?
<2022-05-10T04:43:18.000Z> minespatch: 2022
<2022-05-10T04:43:22.000Z> minespatch: The year :P
<2022-05-10T04:43:44.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Well, that's a good enough answer lol
<2022-05-10T04:45:08.000Z> exodus34@leafposter.club: Btw if you want free advertising, send a version with your @ or a link written somewhere on it and I'll use that one instead. You're really talented, I want more people to know about you.
<2022-05-10T04:47:46.000Z> minespatch: Sure thing -fingerguns-
<2022-05-10T04:50:28.000Z> minespatch attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/c42639f8c2035002c83fdea483b75aa353077fbf195486d4caeb3da7200b2756.png
<2022-05-10T04:50:40.000Z> minespatch: I go by minespatch everywhere :P