<2022-05-23T06:53:08.000Z> Frosche: yes, this is the fate of most posters
<2022-05-23T06:53:20.000Z> Frosche: YUP that's also the fate of most posters
<2022-05-23T06:53:44.000Z> Frosche: thoughtful comedy: 0 interactiongigachad.png "nigger" : 400 RTs
<2022-05-23T06:53:50.000Z> Frosche: Things are bad tbh
<2022-05-23T06:54:20.000Z> Frosche: I set myself up for failure and am scrambling to find a reason to live as a result
<2022-05-23T06:56:08.000Z> Frosche: not really.  If you see me suicide posting feel free to reach out and help ground me.  It's easy for your brain to start spiraling out of control
<2022-05-23T06:56:19.000Z> Frosche: And doctors just keep mailing me more pills lol
<2022-05-23T06:56:24.000Z> Frosche: They're trying to tempt me
<2022-05-23T06:59:02.000Z> Frosche: what boat?
<2022-05-23T06:59:35.000Z> Frosche: hmm. yeah
<2022-05-23T06:59:53.000Z> Frosche: my biggest grievance with life is that the cons of living greatly outweigh the pros
<2022-05-23T07:00:10.000Z> Frosche: the lows are extremely low and the highs are pretty short
<2022-05-23T07:00:25.000Z> Frosche: this didn't use to be the case, but things rapidly tipped towards awful
<2022-05-23T07:00:30.000Z> Frosche: Feel free to unload
<2022-05-23T07:00:41.000Z> Frosche: I can't solve my problems but I'm pretty good with other people's
<2022-05-23T07:01:10.000Z> Frosche: I'm hoping so
<2022-05-23T07:01:27.000Z> Frosche: tbh He hasn't given a whole lot of evidence.  I'm struggling with my old atheist priors
<2022-05-23T07:03:21.000Z> Frosche: lmao
<2022-05-23T07:04:25.000Z> Frosche: yeah my pastor said it's not always day to day it's minute to minute and I think that's about as much as I've got.  Enough to get me to the next minute lol
<2022-05-23T07:05:07.000Z> Frosche: thanks fam
<2022-05-23T07:14:06.000Z> Frosche: not right now, it'll beat me up too much
<2022-05-23T07:21:12.000Z> Frosche: all my life stories involve her and will bring up pain tbh and I already had my meltdown for the night lol
<2022-05-23T07:21:21.000Z> Frosche: I'm alright right now
<2022-05-23T07:21:37.000Z> Frosche: I don't know how long itll last, but things are quiet
<2022-05-23T07:21:56.000Z> Frosche: nah, it's good and I really appreciate it