<2022-09-18T02:30:41.000Z> johnbudd1350: So what was the hotel addy again? 
<2022-09-18T02:54:22.000Z> johnbudd1350: It was a good meme cmon 
<2022-09-18T04:16:17.000Z> OceanRedux: lol ngl i did laugh
<2022-09-18T04:32:23.000Z> johnbudd1350: Good :) didn't mean any offense btw, just sad to see girls who otherwise might be good mothers put it off before it's too late 
<2022-09-18T04:32:56.000Z> johnbudd1350: Kids aren't as scary as you think 
<2022-09-18T04:33:13.000Z> OceanRedux: uh that kid is tho
<2022-09-18T04:33:16.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2022-09-18T04:33:30.000Z> johnbudd1350: Which kid? 
<2022-09-18T04:33:56.000Z> OceanRedux: the one I just re-poasted LMAO
<2022-09-18T04:34:47.000Z> johnbudd1350: That's admirable not scary 
<2022-09-18T04:35:02.000Z> johnbudd1350: Imagine birthing your own army of these warriors 
<2022-09-18T04:35:54.000Z> OceanRedux: lol no comment
<2022-09-18T04:36:07.000Z> johnbudd1350: Not to brag but my kids are Scandinavian giants, 99th percentile in height and weight I got the genes for it I swear 
<2022-09-18T04:37:22.000Z> johnbudd1350: Ancestral memory of pillaging English villages that's all 
<2022-09-18T04:37:43.000Z> OceanRedux: fucking lol
<2022-09-18T04:38:18.000Z> johnbudd1350: 💪
<2022-09-18T05:07:30.000Z> johnbudd1350: oh yeah before I forget, reproduction propaganda. Imagine being paid by the state to have kids, and then getting awarded for having 6 or more with literal medals of honor  https://i.poastcdn.org/6077cc5c13773cf520d25fb9850a5cf917356e38d10e88f75ffbbc0041d63792.png
<2022-09-18T05:07:39.000Z> johnbudd1350 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/4377653f1b5ab6e5e689bc70eb5bcbe375ba3ae0f794a37c1c1b483871b8e4b7.png
<2022-09-18T05:07:43.000Z> johnbudd1350: ok I'm done now 
<2022-09-19T05:36:17.000Z> OceanRedux: sure do love living in HELL WORLD
<2022-09-19T05:36:18.000Z> OceanRedux: LOL
<2022-09-19T05:36:27.000Z> OceanRedux: Im going 2 bed fuck this shit
<2022-09-19T11:05:05.000Z> johnbudd1350: Aw what happened 
<2022-09-19T11:06:31.000Z> johnbudd1350: Sweet dreams I guess lol 
<2022-09-20T05:41:35.000Z> OceanRedux: uh
<2022-09-20T05:41:41.000Z> OceanRedux: no, u have my attention fucking now
<2022-09-20T05:41:53.000Z> OceanRedux: which 1 did u stop watching
<2022-09-20T06:54:45.000Z> johnbudd1350: oh shit lol my internet was down for the past hour 
<2022-09-20T06:55:01.000Z> johnbudd1350: uhh yeah I got to the end of season 2 and was so demoralized I didn't feel like continuing 
<2022-09-20T06:55:50.000Z> johnbudd1350: we are talking about overlord, right? 
<2022-09-20T07:04:34.000Z> johnbudd1350: btw are you all good? 
<2022-09-22T21:17:40.000Z> OceanRedux: ya i good lol
<2022-09-23T00:46:36.000Z> johnbudd1350: K good, hope ur kidneys feel better 
<2022-09-23T00:47:40.000Z> OceanRedux: uh, well they're never "better" they're just managable, but with my excessive drinking I dont think im doing them ne favors lol
<2022-09-23T00:56:45.000Z> johnbudd1350: Oof I've been struggling with alcohol for a while. If you have kidney issues on top of that you need to take it serious 
<2022-09-23T00:57:01.000Z> johnbudd1350: I almost died the first time I quit drinking. Withdrawal is that bad 
<2022-09-23T00:57:19.000Z> OceanRedux: uh what
<2022-09-23T00:57:39.000Z> johnbudd1350: Hallucinations, shakes, sweats, heart palpitations, etc 
<2022-09-23T00:57:52.000Z> OceanRedux: well ive heard rumors but ive quit drinking multiple times and never had any issues
<2022-09-23T00:57:58.000Z> johnbudd1350: It leads to seizure and death in later stages, thankfully I wasn't thay far gone 
<2022-09-23T00:58:12.000Z> OceanRedux: jesus man
<2022-09-23T00:58:21.000Z> johnbudd1350: Well good you're ahead of the curve then, even more reason to quit now 
<2022-09-23T00:58:27.000Z> OceanRedux: i guess bodies really are different lol
<2022-09-23T00:58:52.000Z> johnbudd1350: You'll get there too if you keep drinking heavily. It took me two years of daily drinking to do it 
<2022-09-23T00:59:05.000Z> OceanRedux: i couldnt do that shit lol
<2022-09-23T00:59:16.000Z> OceanRedux: DAILY drinking  just god no
<2022-09-23T00:59:38.000Z> johnbudd1350: Yeah.... don't get there it's hard to come back 
<2022-09-23T00:59:53.000Z> johnbudd1350: The first time I told AA I drank two handles per week they were like wtf lol 
<2022-09-23T20:46:26.000Z> OceanRedux: if I drink too much I start bleeding internally so yeah I can't drink every day
<2022-09-23T20:46:54.000Z> johnbudd1350: You probably shouldn't drink at all in that case 
<2022-09-23T20:47:25.000Z> johnbudd1350: Btw are you going to get new kidneys? 
<2022-09-24T01:05:52.000Z> OceanRedux: Ive already had a nephrectomy but im not gonna talk about it more than that cuz I dont really know u
<2022-09-24T01:06:15.000Z> OceanRedux: and yeah I know I have to limit my drinking lol
<2022-09-24T01:06:37.000Z> OceanRedux: and yeah omfg u need to go back and watch overlord
<2022-09-24T01:06:46.000Z> OceanRedux: its on the end of s4, only 1 more episode left
<2022-09-24T01:06:52.000Z> OceanRedux: im reading the LN right now actually
<2022-09-24T02:23:01.000Z> johnbudd1350: Ok, I'll give it another try 
<2022-09-24T02:23:19.000Z> johnbudd1350: I've been through a dozen surgeries myself, I'm so sorry you lost a kidney :( 
<2022-09-24T02:23:37.000Z> johnbudd1350: Life is never the same after something like that
<2022-09-24T02:23:41.000Z> OceanRedux: I didnt lose it but they took a little over half of it
<2022-09-24T02:23:58.000Z> johnbudd1350: Still that's gonna not be the same 
<2022-09-24T02:24:39.000Z> johnbudd1350: I know that feel bro, feel free to talk about it if you want I've been through similar 
<2022-09-24T02:25:00.000Z> johnbudd1350: Though I still.have all my organs so I suppose I don't really know 
<2022-09-24T03:10:51.000Z> OceanRedux: xD
<2022-09-25T12:47:58.000Z> OceanRedux: Hey wanna stream an anime with me tomorrow?
<2022-09-25T12:48:06.000Z> OceanRedux: It's called UN-GO and its great
<2022-09-25T15:23:51.000Z> johnbudd1350: I'd love to! 
<2022-09-25T15:24:19.000Z> johnbudd1350: I'm traveling with a friend right now but I'll be available tonight 
<2022-09-25T15:24:28.000Z> johnbudd1350: Or you mean Monday night? 
<2022-09-25T15:25:03.000Z> OceanRedux: it depends on my cousin but yes essentially
<2022-09-25T15:25:19.000Z> OceanRedux: other ppl will be there and i hope u have good movie watching manners
<2022-09-25T15:25:41.000Z> OceanRedux: its a mystery series and ill make sure 2 pause it b4 the end 2 give everyone a chance to see if they can figure out what happened
<2022-09-25T15:25:44.000Z> OceanRedux: but otherwise, yes
<2022-09-25T15:25:52.000Z> OceanRedux: im hosting it on hyperbeam
<2022-09-25T15:25:59.000Z> OceanRedux: u dont have 2 answer now 
<2022-09-25T15:26:02.000Z> OceanRedux: (unless u want 2)
<2022-09-25T15:26:06.000Z> OceanRedux: ill link u 2 the website
<2022-09-25T15:26:18.000Z> OceanRedux: u dont have to sign up, u just pick a name and ur allowed 2 talk in chat
<2022-09-25T16:46:01.000Z> johnbudd1350: That sound great to me 
<2022-09-25T16:46:38.000Z> johnbudd1350: Give me a time and day and I'll make it work 
<2022-09-26T17:54:22.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/i/aYtWN4L8
<2022-09-26T17:55:03.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/i/aYtWN4L8
<2022-09-26T17:57:39.000Z> OceanRedux: Hey if you're there : hyperbeam.com/i/aYtWN4L8
<2022-09-26T18:50:12.000Z> johnbudd1350: Yeah poast was down I can join in a min 
<2022-09-26T20:32:43.000Z> OceanRedux: yo
<2022-09-26T20:32:46.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/i/aYtWN4L8
<2022-09-26T20:32:49.000Z> OceanRedux: kk
<2022-09-26T20:34:59.000Z> OceanRedux: We waitin on u nigger 
<2022-09-26T20:37:30.000Z> johnbudd1350: Bruh lol sorry 
<2022-09-26T20:37:46.000Z> johnbudd1350: I was there over an hour I gotta make dinner now 
<2022-09-26T20:38:09.000Z> johnbudd1350: Go ahead and start, I'll pop in 
<2022-09-26T22:54:32.000Z> johnbudd1350: there really wasn't a need to do that. I told you what I had to do before we started, and even tried to be a good sport throughout in addition to that. Making guesses based on writing/drama is half the fun - especially when it turns out to be false 
<2022-09-26T22:55:39.000Z> johnbudd1350: anyways I'd cook this steak for ya while you watched anime but you're like a porcupine in that Evangelion analogy 
<2022-09-26T22:56:28.000Z> johnbudd1350: sorry, hedgehog. Still same idea 
<2022-09-26T23:15:30.000Z> johnbudd1350: oh yeah and poast was down when you messaged me, on top of never saying a time in the first place. I mean what did you expect? 
<2022-09-30T00:50:14.000Z> johnbudd1350: Hey I'd like to apologize for ruining your stream - I genuinely tried to have a good time but I clearly breached the culture you were trying to establish. 
<2022-09-30T00:51:15.000Z> johnbudd1350: If you'd let me, I'd like to make up for it with another try, but I can pay for the bandwidth this time. What do you think? 
<2022-10-01T12:05:45.000Z> OceanRedux: hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
<2022-10-01T12:06:14.000Z> OceanRedux: u there?
<2022-10-01T12:13:29.000Z> johnbudd1350: Hey, I am now. Was asleep 
<2022-10-02T02:14:58.000Z> johnbudd1350: I work full time and I'm a single father; getting 2+ hours to myself to watch anime is a treat lol 
<2022-10-02T02:15:21.000Z> johnbudd1350: anyways that's why I need to know in advance, life is too crazy otherwise to commit to anything, hope you can understand 
<2022-10-02T02:16:07.000Z> johnbudd1350: that said feel free to keep checkin in if I'm available when you're doing these streams, they're cool and I appreciate it 
<2022-11-07T19:36:51.000Z> johnbudd1350: Can I ask you something embarrassing 
<2022-11-07T19:53:27.000Z> OceanRedux: you have fingers dont u
<2022-11-07T19:53:50.000Z> johnbudd1350: That is surprisingly close to what my question was going to be... 
<2022-11-07T19:54:59.000Z> johnbudd1350: Anyways, I was going to bantz you again with the whole "eating pussy for the trace amounts of creatine" thing, but then I realized you're probably the best person to ask this - how do you become a God at eating pussy?
<2022-11-07T19:55:36.000Z> johnbudd1350: Like I'm no stranger, but I have some women in my life now that I'd like to be able to say "yes you are 100% going to have an orgasm now" 
<2022-11-07T19:56:05.000Z> johnbudd1350: Sorry if too weird but I figured it'd fit you 
<2022-11-07T19:57:30.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2022-11-07T19:58:07.000Z> OceanRedux: uh, well honestly the G-spot is directly under the clit INSIDE the vagina so just middle / index finger inside, then pull back the hood around the clit and roll in a clockwise motion
<2022-11-07T19:58:12.000Z> OceanRedux: then a counter clockwise motion
<2022-11-07T19:58:16.000Z> OceanRedux: around the clit
<2022-11-07T19:58:27.000Z> OceanRedux: changing speeds once every 2-3 circles
<2022-11-07T19:58:37.000Z> OceanRedux: and then eventually you just increase the speed
<2022-11-07T19:58:52.000Z> johnbudd1350: Ohhh pulling it back on the clit.. didn't realize that 
<2022-11-07T19:59:00.000Z> OceanRedux: the best thing 2 do tho is 2 tease like ur gonna suck the clit and use ur tongue 2 go around it and not touching it
<2022-11-07T19:59:14.000Z> johnbudd1350: Oh really? 
<2022-11-07T19:59:30.000Z> OceanRedux: and then yeah uh....lol well most clits just stick out normally if you spread the labia lol sometimes they're small tho
<2022-11-07T19:59:43.000Z> johnbudd1350: Right there's some variation I've seen here 
<2022-11-07T19:59:55.000Z> OceanRedux: yeah kinda like how if im giving a blowjob i will tease the head but not actually suck it
<2022-11-07T20:00:03.000Z> johnbudd1350: So why counter clockwise tongue? 
<2022-11-07T20:00:09.000Z> OceanRedux: until hes almost ready 2 force me
<2022-11-07T20:00:20.000Z> johnbudd1350: right ok that actually makes sense 
<2022-11-07T20:00:31.000Z> OceanRedux: no no you switch thats the best thing, and also moving ur lips back and forth helps, and it also helps if u dont have facial hair
<2022-11-07T20:00:47.000Z> OceanRedux: lol why are u asking me this btw?
<2022-11-07T20:01:15.000Z> OceanRedux: do u got a HOTT DATE?! lol
<2022-11-07T20:01:20.000Z> johnbudd1350: Damn I have a huge beard 
<2022-11-07T20:01:29.000Z> johnbudd1350: HAHAHA no not yet 
<2022-11-07T20:01:36.000Z> johnbudd1350: But there are some prospects 
<2022-11-07T20:02:01.000Z> johnbudd1350: My facial hair is soft though I take good care of it 
<2022-11-07T20:02:27.000Z> OceanRedux: well honestly, the best thing 2 do is put your hands under her knees and push her legs up, start from the hole and lick up around the urethra 
<2022-11-07T20:02:38.000Z> johnbudd1350: By "lips back and forth" you mean left to right, or up and down? 
<2022-11-07T20:02:54.000Z> OceanRedux: use ur tongue to actually spread the pussy apart and then right as ur about to suck on the clit, pin her legs down hard and then suck hard, and then soft, hard, and then soft
<2022-11-07T20:03:00.000Z> johnbudd1350: Yes I've definitely done that hand on legs thing before 
<2022-11-07T20:03:20.000Z> johnbudd1350: I almost need a diagram for that last one lmao 
<2022-11-07T20:03:22.000Z> OceanRedux: and then go back down slowly and if ur tongue is long enough play around the hole before u go in
<2022-11-07T20:03:29.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2022-11-07T20:03:51.000Z> OceanRedux: i mean suck inwards and then release
<2022-11-07T20:04:04.000Z> johnbudd1350: I have been blessed with a long tongue though, I can touch my chin with it 
<2022-11-07T20:04:14.000Z> OceanRedux: moving your head OH MY GOD
<2022-11-07T20:04:21.000Z> OceanRedux: Lol....
<2022-11-07T20:04:38.000Z> OceanRedux: ok well thats enough sex talk
<2022-11-07T20:04:42.000Z> johnbudd1350: Hahahahaha next thing you're gonna be the hot date lmaooo
<2022-11-07T20:04:43.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2022-11-07T20:04:54.000Z> johnbudd1350: Right fineeee 
<2022-11-07T20:05:52.000Z> johnbudd1350: Wait so "suck inwards and then release" is this on the clit then? 
<2022-11-07T20:07:54.000Z> OceanRedux: dude, enough
<2022-11-07T20:08:06.000Z> OceanRedux: yes, on the clit
<2022-11-07T20:08:08.000Z> OceanRedux: enough ok
<2022-11-07T20:08:25.000Z> OceanRedux: im notgiving you a fucking master class on how 2 give a girl head im sorry
<2022-11-07T20:08:29.000Z> johnbudd1350: What did I do?? You've been so helpful 
<2022-11-07T20:09:17.000Z> johnbudd1350: Alright didn't mean to spook ya. Thanks for the insight 
<2022-11-07T20:15:18.000Z> johnbudd1350: Lmao you totally were the right person to ask, this is actually awesome. Thank you, for real 
<2022-11-07T20:15:39.000Z> OceanRedux: haha
<2022-11-07T20:16:21.000Z> OceanRedux: uh well ive made fun of guys who sucked at doing it and they were so embarrassed that they came back like later on and had new skills and werent afraid to actually get in there
<2022-11-07T20:16:31.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2022-11-07T20:17:16.000Z> OceanRedux: i remember one time I said 2 a guy when i was in college "you eat pussy like a bitch" and he actually got upset
<2022-11-07T20:17:22.000Z> johnbudd1350: It's a gauntlet. I've actually been insecure about it for a while myself. My ex left for a lot of reasons, but one of them that hurt was the new guy could make her reliably squirt 
<2022-11-07T20:17:32.000Z> johnbudd1350: Well yeah that shit hurts 
<2022-11-07T20:17:32.000Z> OceanRedux: lol anyway im gonna go now cuz this is just a tiny bit awkward ok
<2022-11-07T20:17:43.000Z> johnbudd1350: Oh come now it was kinda fun 
<2022-11-19T20:59:49.000Z> johnbudd1350: K I'm good whenever you are 
<2022-11-19T21:00:47.000Z> OceanRedux: wait it was kind of a joke, unless you want me to announce that im watching it
<2022-11-19T21:00:58.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2022-11-19T21:04:25.000Z> johnbudd1350: I have no idea what it is I'm just bored 
<2022-11-19T21:04:31.000Z> johnbudd1350: Up to you tbh 
<2022-11-19T21:05:23.000Z> OceanRedux: uh, well I doubt many people will show up and also BBB is in my top 10 favorite anime
<2022-11-19T21:05:34.000Z> OceanRedux: and I know most of you cant help yourselves and act like niggers in chat
<2022-11-19T21:05:39.000Z> OceanRedux: sorry for cursing lol
<2022-11-19T21:05:43.000Z> johnbudd1350: Then I better take it seriously 
<2022-11-19T21:05:48.000Z> OceanRedux: but still i will not tolerate any bullshit in chat
<2022-11-19T21:05:50.000Z> johnbudd1350: Naw it's cute ur fine
<2022-11-19T21:05:57.000Z> johnbudd1350: Kk 
<2022-11-19T21:08:43.000Z> johnbudd1350: just saw the trailer it looks sick 
<2022-11-19T21:09:59.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/i/2JlNnmBn
<2022-11-19T21:10:03.000Z> OceanRedux: oh, u have no idea
<2022-11-21T03:33:22.000Z> johnbudd1350: 4 u poa.st/objects/dd439e90-2d7f-4072-9d04-e6ab8c5d795d
<2022-11-21T03:33:26.000Z> johnbudd1350: Prost 
<2022-12-01T13:37:58.000Z> johnbudd1350: Alright I'm driving out now, east coast right? 
<2022-12-01T13:42:42.000Z> johnbudd1350: I didn't mean to offend, trying to cheer you up 
<2022-12-01T13:42:57.000Z> OceanRedux: ur ok lol
<2022-12-01T13:43:36.000Z> johnbudd1350: I would actually take you on a date btw, I think it'd be an experience 
<2022-12-01T13:43:49.000Z> OceanRedux: uh lmao
<2022-12-01T13:44:04.000Z> OceanRedux: m8 id probably be too awkward 2 say anything
<2022-12-01T13:44:07.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2022-12-01T15:55:00.000Z> johnbudd1350: Yeah it would be fun trying to figure you out 
<2022-12-01T15:59:28.000Z> OceanRedux: wdym
<2022-12-01T16:19:22.000Z> johnbudd1350: Like you have this personality here, but in person it wouldn't come out (at least at first) 
<2022-12-01T16:19:33.000Z> johnbudd1350: I just think it'd be cool to know the real you 
<2022-12-01T16:19:46.000Z> OceanRedux: id probably make fun of you irl lol
<2022-12-01T16:20:01.000Z> johnbudd1350: Yeah that would be good too I love that dynamic 
<2022-12-01T16:20:02.000Z> OceanRedux: u would hate the real m,e
<2022-12-01T16:20:29.000Z> OceanRedux: u know im ACTUALLY a real woman rite
<2022-12-01T16:20:40.000Z> johnbudd1350: Yes. I know what women are like lol 
<2022-12-01T16:20:41.000Z> OceanRedux: i hate almost all of u
<2022-12-01T16:20:42.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2022-12-01T16:20:49.000Z> johnbudd1350: I know you do 
<2022-12-01T16:21:11.000Z> OceanRedux: k...idk why youd wanna meet me
<2022-12-01T16:21:14.000Z> johnbudd1350: "I'm the exception and can totally save her" is gonna be my mindset anyways 
<2022-12-01T16:21:22.000Z> OceanRedux: no lmfao
<2022-12-01T16:21:56.000Z> johnbudd1350: Can't win if you don't play 
<2022-12-01T16:22:22.000Z> johnbudd1350: Also I just think it'd be fun, above all 
<2022-12-01T16:25:34.000Z> johnbudd1350: I actually have met people from online interactions before, and so far it's all turned out extremely well 
<2022-12-01T16:42:25.000Z> OceanRedux: ok
<2022-12-01T16:42:53.000Z> OceanRedux: like ok so 
<2022-12-01T16:43:04.000Z> OceanRedux: my problem is like most of
<2022-12-01T16:43:08.000Z> OceanRedux: actually nvm
<2022-12-01T16:43:08.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2022-12-01T16:43:14.000Z> OceanRedux: nvm
<2022-12-01T16:44:20.000Z> johnbudd1350: It's ok I don't mind hearing it 
<2022-12-01T16:44:56.000Z> johnbudd1350: Please go on :) I like talking 
<2022-12-10T10:10:33.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/i/63t5vRLP
<2022-12-10T13:53:17.000Z> johnbudd1350: Hey sorry I couldn't come today, I have the kids. Thanks for the invite though 
<2022-12-10T13:53:54.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/i/63t5vRLP
<2022-12-10T13:53:56.000Z> OceanRedux: stfu
<2022-12-10T13:53:58.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2022-12-10T13:54:08.000Z> johnbudd1350: Lmao 
<2022-12-10T13:54:26.000Z> OceanRedux: im not here to coddle ur ballsack or be nice 2 you
<2022-12-10T13:54:28.000Z> OceanRedux: just join or dont
<2022-12-10T13:54:30.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2022-12-10T13:54:44.000Z> johnbudd1350: I'm just being polite, but I wouldn't mind that either LOL 
<2022-12-10T13:55:00.000Z> OceanRedux: lol im sure u wouldnt!!!!
<2022-12-14T08:20:13.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/v/Winter-season-anime
<2022-12-14T08:56:12.000Z> OceanRedux: Dont say I didnt send an invite hyperbeam.com/v/Winter-season-anime
<2022-12-14T13:25:07.000Z> johnbudd1350: I would never! Thank you Miss Ocean 
<2022-12-14T13:25:37.000Z> johnbudd1350: I've been on a sober productivity kick lately so haven't been up at 4am lol 
<2022-12-21T21:31:40.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/i/zX02dHdv
<2022-12-22T02:39:16.000Z> johnbudd1350: With my family for Christmas! Have fun and God Jul!! 
<2022-12-22T12:24:03.000Z> OceanRedux: ❤️ 
<2023-01-05T21:14:38.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/i/urOzNeYC
<2023-01-06T00:02:36.000Z> johnbudd1350: Sorry just saw this now, poast didn't give me the notification 
<2023-01-06T04:03:05.000Z> OceanRedux: its okay no worries
<2023-01-06T04:07:40.000Z> johnbudd1350: bruh I like need relationship advice I wish we could voice chat lmao 
<2023-01-06T04:08:16.000Z> OceanRedux: i do voice chat just not with ur ass
<2023-01-06T04:08:20.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2023-01-06T04:08:26.000Z> johnbudd1350: I figured lol 
<2023-01-06T04:08:52.000Z> johnbudd1350: she's really nice, but has a really high body count. I'm strugglin
<2023-01-06T04:09:22.000Z> OceanRedux: lol are u watching?
<2023-01-06T04:09:39.000Z> johnbudd1350: link is dead, I'm just talking about my recent dating life lmao 
<2023-01-06T04:09:51.000Z> OceanRedux: sec
<2023-01-06T04:10:00.000Z> OceanRedux: youtube.com/watch?v=QlUGSA1ruP0
<2023-01-06T04:10:07.000Z> OceanRedux: too late for me tho
<2023-01-06T04:10:23.000Z> OceanRedux: dont say shit ok
<2023-01-06T04:10:30.000Z> OceanRedux: promise
<2023-01-06T04:10:51.000Z> johnbudd1350: of course 
<2023-01-06T04:10:52.000Z> johnbudd1350: ty 
<2023-02-14T00:54:20.000Z> OceanRedux: i didnt know u had kids sorry lol
<2023-02-14T00:54:37.000Z> johnbudd1350: sorry for what??? you're totally fine girl 
<2023-02-14T00:56:46.000Z> OceanRedux: uh well if i made u feel uncomfortable ever
<2023-02-14T00:57:04.000Z> johnbudd1350: you should see the women I've dated, you're a walk in the park LMAO 
<2023-02-14T00:57:25.000Z> johnbudd1350: in a good way. I do like you, you crazy woman lol 
<2023-02-14T00:57:28.000Z> OceanRedux: thanks haha thats better i didnt know u had kids
<2023-02-14T00:57:40.000Z> johnbudd1350: I've seen some shit tbh 
<2023-02-14T00:59:20.000Z> johnbudd1350: I don't see many other single dads on here so it does feel isolating 
<2023-02-14T02:39:07.000Z> OceanRedux: honestly i cant say i know how it feels
<2023-02-14T02:39:12.000Z> OceanRedux: im not gonna lie
<2023-02-14T02:39:15.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2023-02-14T02:52:43.000Z> johnbudd1350: picking up my life around an already existing family is like being a man on hard mode. There's some benefits though, I'm pretty good at fixing shit and moving through hard times proficiently lol 
<2023-02-14T03:19:15.000Z> johnbudd1350: here's a bedtime story voca.ro/1k9AvlKRbWAk 
<2023-02-15T18:36:51.000Z> johnbudd1350: Lmao this was one of my better drunk ideas, hope you sleep well lmaooo 
<2023-02-16T20:29:22.000Z> OceanRedux: im gonna watch movies in a bit, u interested?
<2023-02-16T20:37:12.000Z> johnbudd1350: sure I can drop by for a bit 
<2023-02-16T21:09:33.000Z> OceanRedux: we'
<2023-02-16T21:09:39.000Z> OceanRedux: we will see omg
<2023-03-01T19:23:34.000Z> johnbudd1350: That thread is making me want to go to the nearest big city and get some real clothing and shoe shopping done 
<2023-03-01T19:23:42.000Z> johnbudd1350: I'm fuckin due for it anyways lol 
<2023-03-01T19:44:08.000Z> OceanRedux: xD
<2023-03-01T19:44:17.000Z> OceanRedux: yessss DO IT
<2023-03-01T19:44:19.000Z> OceanRedux: DOOOOOO IT
<2023-03-01T19:44:46.000Z> OceanRedux: *waves wand around* YOU will GO shOpPiNg and YoU wIlL bRiNg wHaMeN WitH yOuuuuuuuu*
<2023-03-01T19:44:52.000Z> OceanRedux: OooOoOoOOOOO sorry
<2023-03-01T19:44:58.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2023-03-01T19:45:21.000Z> OceanRedux: dont buy faggot shit tho
<2023-03-01T19:51:17.000Z> johnbudd1350: Lmao 
<2023-03-01T19:51:21.000Z> johnbudd1350: Wanna come? 
<2023-03-01T20:02:12.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2023-03-01T21:28:31.000Z> johnbudd1350: Cmon it'll be fun, we'll get some nice shoes, a fun hotel, you could help me test out my custom hand made shibari rope... 
<2023-03-02T18:42:47.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/i/sVxHg1AR
<2023-03-02T18:45:49.000Z> johnbudd1350: At work! Otherwise I'll check it out later tonight when I'm home 
<2023-03-02T18:46:08.000Z> OceanRedux: Its on youtube
<2023-03-02T20:12:26.000Z> johnbudd1350: I keep my work machine airgapped from any of this 
<2023-03-03T00:09:51.000Z> OceanRedux: i didnt mean immediately ffs
<2023-03-03T00:17:00.000Z> johnbudd1350: Lol well I'm home now so lfg 
<2023-03-23T00:50:50.000Z> johnbudd1350: hey! I hope you're doing well. Just saying hi 
<2023-03-23T00:51:27.000Z> OceanRedux: 👋 
<2023-03-23T00:52:35.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/i/6Daf-i9R
<2023-03-23T00:52:43.000Z> OceanRedux: south park stream, feel free to come hang out!
<2023-03-23T00:54:43.000Z> johnbudd1350: I'll be joining a gaming event in like 10 but I can hang until then
<2023-03-23T00:54:46.000Z> johnbudd1350: thanks for the invite :) 
<2023-03-25T10:30:56.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/i/G3Vg2Vqn
<2023-03-25T13:45:37.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/i/NWGmhduw
<2023-03-25T17:18:04.000Z> johnbudd1350: I am way too hungover to do anything lol 
<2023-03-26T05:08:39.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/i/tA80Lifo
<2023-03-29T08:33:41.000Z> OceanRedux: are you fucking serious
<2023-03-29T16:35:07.000Z> johnbudd1350: Really inflamed language on a topic you don't know anything about, while telling me to "grow the fuck up" was pretty rude 
<2023-03-29T16:36:00.000Z> johnbudd1350: I'm good to drop it at this point though 
<2023-03-30T04:08:13.000Z> johnbudd1350: we fight sometimes but I genuinely love having you around btw 
<2023-03-31T02:56:34.000Z> OceanRedux: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
<2023-03-31T02:56:40.000Z> OceanRedux: hahaha
<2023-03-31T03:02:49.000Z> johnbudd1350: just remember we're friends here, hope you have a good night 
<2023-03-31T04:55:50.000Z> OceanRedux: ya duh
<2023-03-31T04:56:05.000Z> OceanRedux: ive never talked shit about NJP btw ive only ever asked simple ?'s
<2023-03-31T04:56:25.000Z> OceanRedux: wait, i mean besides me telling u 2 grow the fuck up ONE TIME
<2023-03-31T04:56:44.000Z> OceanRedux: ive never talked shit about njp, i dont really care and im bad at politics anyway
<2023-03-31T04:56:59.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2023-03-31T05:10:13.000Z> johnbudd1350: it's ok I know you are lol 
<2023-03-31T05:10:36.000Z> johnbudd1350: it's tiring because we've seen the same shit rehashed over an over again, we just keep doing our thing anyways 
<2023-03-31T05:10:55.000Z> johnbudd1350: just try not to let pol psyop you lol 
<2023-03-31T05:13:14.000Z> OceanRedux: NO, I WONT
<2023-03-31T05:13:17.000Z> OceanRedux: omg i wont, trust me
<2023-03-31T05:14:03.000Z> johnbudd1350: like I said it's why real life triumphs over everything else 
<2023-03-31T05:14:13.000Z> johnbudd1350: if you're in the midwest ever I'd get you a beer or two 
<2023-03-31T05:14:26.000Z> johnbudd1350: I already met some good dudes through here irl, it's good people 
<2023-04-01T12:09:44.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/i/rNbQzHI-
<2023-04-01T12:09:46.000Z> OceanRedux: john wick 4