<2023-03-07T05:36:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well then, Chud buds has been nuked, I'm back on Poast.
<2023-03-07T06:05:55.000Z> graf: hello again ❤️
<2023-03-07T06:06:05.000Z> graf: sorry your home disappeared 
<2023-03-07T06:08:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, well it does suck my posts are gone and followers too.
<2023-03-07T06:10:10.000Z> graf: she didn't consider any of the 3500 people who relied on her or that instance 
<2023-03-07T06:10:15.000Z> graf: shitty thing to do to people 
<2023-03-07T06:10:24.000Z> graf: I feel bad for them and you more than her 
<2023-03-07T06:13:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah.
<2023-03-07T06:14:05.000Z> graf: at least here you will likely get more response to your posts probably 
<2023-03-07T06:14:07.000Z> graf: 🤭
<2023-03-07T06:14:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sure
<2023-03-07T06:15:49.000Z> graf: I hope you didn't lose anything important like messages or whatever 
<2023-03-07T06:16:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I tend to write down things if I need them later on.
<2023-03-07T06:20:28.000Z> graf: I meant like. from your ex or something. I would be upset if I couldn't look back on a time talking to my ex that made me happy. it's a major part of healing 
<2023-03-07T06:20:31.000Z> graf: for me anyway 
<2023-03-07T06:21:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh we used discord for that.
<2023-03-07T06:23:59.000Z> graf: oh that's good. well, not good that it was discord but good that it was somewhere else more.. safe 
<2023-03-07T06:24:13.000Z> graf: conversations on here (any site) are not secure or encrypted 
<2023-03-07T06:24:35.000Z> graf: so any conversation is better served somewhere else like matrix or 🤮discord 
<2023-03-07T06:24:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah
<2023-03-07T06:27:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I try to be careful wherenever I message. I don't like to do nudes or anything, makes me uncomfortable. Only thing I sent to bf was a titty picture and even then I deleted it later.
<2023-03-07T06:28:35.000Z> graf: yeah I can understand that I wouldn't do it either. look what happened with the chudbuds admin and it wasn't even sent on that server 
<2023-03-07T06:30:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, yeah.
<2023-03-07T06:36:08.000Z> graf: I'm playing breath of the wild by candle light in bed on steam deck 
<2023-03-07T06:36:12.000Z> graf: 🫵
<2023-03-07T06:36:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, nice
<2023-03-07T06:38:14.000Z> graf: 🍑
<2023-03-07T06:38:33.000Z> graf: I don't think I can play rimworld on this 
<2023-03-07T06:38:44.000Z> graf: I think there's too much to do and it wouldn't work well with controller 
<2023-03-07T06:38:46.000Z> graf: right?
<2023-03-07T06:39:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mouse and keyboard are better for that
<2023-03-07T06:39:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Lot of little things you have to click on.
<2023-03-07T06:44:05.000Z> graf: I will play it soon I promise 
<2023-03-07T06:44:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, take your time.
<2023-03-07T06:46:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, my email has a message from leaker. GOOD MORNING SIRIT APPEARS YOUR ADDRESS AND IP WAS LEAKED ON CHUD BUDI HAVE YOUR ADDRESS AND YOUR FULL DOX SIR AND I WILL BE USING IT TO GET YOU FIRED FROM YOUR JOBNEXT TIME DON"T MAKE FUN OF INDIA
<2023-03-07T06:47:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm not sir, nor do I have a job, lol.
<2023-03-07T06:51:12.000Z> graf: yeah I warned people about that last night 
<2023-03-07T06:51:15.000Z> graf: sorry :(
<2023-03-07T06:52:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I thankfully use nowadays a pass word generator, so my chud buds password wasn't used anywhere else.
<2023-03-07T06:53:07.000Z> graf: that password is encrypted so nobody actually got anything other than email. you're fine 
<2023-03-07T06:53:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oke
<2023-03-07T06:53:59.000Z> graf: what did you do yesterday???
<2023-03-07T06:55:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Slept kinda late, until 10. Then I went out to town with mother.
<2023-03-07T07:01:02.000Z> graf: did you have a good time 
<2023-03-07T07:04:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, found some stuff. Couple bags of PVC stickers, face mask, smokey whiskey salmiakki and glass watering spike. https://i.poastcdn.org/2cc769ce49a0313f608a1b6d22723fd86018d082c3643b335dd623f9087214a4.png
<2023-03-07T07:11:32.000Z> graf: it's weird that stuff is in English in Finland 
<2023-03-07T07:11:40.000Z> graf: it will always be weird to me I think 
<2023-03-07T07:13:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Globalism makes it so nothing needs to be translated seperately, like how it used to be that everything was in Finnish. It sucks.
<2023-03-07T07:19:43.000Z> graf: would you prefer everything in Finnish??
<2023-03-07T07:21:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well of course, it is our native language after all and it needs to be protected.
<2023-03-07T07:21:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: At least majority of things
<2023-03-07T07:34:27.000Z> graf: sorry the globohomo is trying to take sauna from you 
<2023-03-07T07:36:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff, yeah
<2023-03-07T07:39:31.000Z> graf: what will you do today? art?
<2023-03-07T07:42:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hm, not sure.
<2023-03-07T07:45:16.000Z> graf: organize flea market table 
<2023-03-07T07:51:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I picked up my stuff from there, I showed you the image with my bloody hand.
<2023-03-07T07:52:01.000Z> graf: oh you don't leave it?
<2023-03-07T07:52:08.000Z> graf: im sorry I don't know 
<2023-03-07T07:53:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You can rent a table/shelf for a week or more. We only keep one up for one week few times a year.
<2023-03-07T08:01:10.000Z> graf: did you make any money??
<2023-03-07T08:02:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Over 100 euros. I share table with mother so we split the table price, that is 30€. So all in all I got 80€.
<2023-03-07T08:08:11.000Z> graf: that's not bad. proud of u 
<2023-03-07T08:08:15.000Z> graf: what did you sell 
<2023-03-07T08:14:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mostly toys. I used to buy toys from fleamarket, clean and restore them and resell. I still have some ammount left.
<2023-03-07T08:15:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Otherwise some old items I don't use anymore.
<2023-03-07T08:19:01.000Z> graf: show me cute toys 
<2023-03-07T08:20:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/5698d834e2fc48bda7bdc1d7e6c70a5fd55fadb152d17a907cade817a32d3a7a.jpg
<2023-03-07T08:22:08.000Z> graf: woah you redid all the hair? that's cool
<2023-03-07T08:22:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yea
<2023-03-07T08:29:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/c97f1149da5249eccda245e90a60748ccd8a4eb3699a4acc13e1150aff1cbe1b.png
<2023-03-07T08:32:01.000Z> graf: okay how'd you do that one 
<2023-03-07T08:33:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I empty it, soak and clean by hand and then restuff and add more stuffing.
<2023-03-07T08:39:19.000Z> graf: looks good, like new 
<2023-03-07T08:40:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, I like seeing old broken or worn out things restored. 
<2023-03-07T08:43:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Odd Tinkering is a Finn who restores various things, like old consoles.youtube.com/@OddTinkering
<2023-03-07T08:46:32.000Z> graf: I'm an old broken worn out thing
<2023-03-07T08:46:36.000Z> graf: hope someone will restore me 
<2023-03-07T08:50:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff, don't know how that would work.
<2023-03-07T08:58:13.000Z> graf: take my stuffing out and replace it and clean me duh
<2023-03-07T09:02:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, sure
<2023-03-07T09:07:48.000Z> graf: it's almost lunch for you
<2023-03-07T09:07:51.000Z> graf: will you have something?
<2023-03-07T09:08:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, I need to make some tortillas.
<2023-03-07T09:10:23.000Z> graf: what will you have with them?
<2023-03-07T09:11:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Chicken, cucumber, tomato and bell pepper.
<2023-03-07T09:12:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Chicken has taco spices.
<2023-03-07T09:14:27.000Z> graf: aw going mexican for today 
<2023-03-07T09:14:28.000Z> graf: cute 
<2023-03-07T09:18:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's been quite a while when I last time did some tortillas.
<2023-03-07T09:20:00.000Z> graf: is that your favourite mexican food?
<2023-03-07T09:21:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah, not sure if I have tried anything else.
<2023-03-07T09:23:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Since Mexican food is generally hot, and I don't like that.
<2023-03-07T09:24:15.000Z> graf: hmm. what is your favourite Asian food
<2023-03-07T09:24:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Beef in oystersauce with vegetable and rice.
<2023-03-07T09:27:01.000Z> graf: I don't think I've ever had that 
<2023-03-07T09:27:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Looks like this mostlykhinskitchen.com/wp-content/uploads/2021/08/beef-in-oyster-sauce-2.jpg
<2023-03-07T09:27:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: So good
<2023-03-07T09:29:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Momo wants me to keep the balcony door open, but it's so cold, -8,5 C.
<2023-03-07T09:31:16.000Z> graf: asparagus??? you like that? 
<2023-03-07T09:31:20.000Z> graf: stinky pee
<2023-03-07T09:31:31.000Z> graf: I have the window open it's -2 here rn 
<2023-03-07T09:32:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm fine with hasparagus, but the stuff I buy doesn't have that.
<2023-03-07T09:39:01.000Z> graf: you never like to sleep with window open? so it's cold outside your blanket but you are super toasty. never?????
<2023-03-07T09:40:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I do that in summer.
<2023-03-07T09:41:57.000Z> graf: in summer it's already warm!! the point is to be cold outside blanket but warm inside 
<2023-03-07T09:41:58.000Z> graf: 🤭
<2023-03-07T09:49:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I did keep window open for few nights in January.
<2023-03-07T09:53:40.000Z> graf: I like it. with candles 
<2023-03-09T18:19:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I was thinking of getting few little miniature models to paint, just for the joy of painting, so I would get something that I like how it looks, not based on anything else.
<2023-03-09T18:19:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You done any painting?
<2023-03-09T18:20:12.000Z> graf: nope nothing besides my house since I was in school 
<2023-03-09T18:20:46.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, oke.
<2023-03-09T18:22:05.000Z> graf: what kind of miniature models are you thinking 
<2023-03-09T18:26:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: My city only has one gaming store. Checked online what they had. I liked some of the lil robots. Sucks lot of them cost quite a lot. Should still check those in the store.
<2023-03-09T18:27:09.000Z> graf: why not check other places? does it cost a lot to import things to Finland?
<2023-03-09T18:28:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah, kinda. Shipping tends to be a lot and then there's a toll that needs to be paid.
<2023-03-09T18:34:29.000Z> graf: god damn Finnish Tolls
<2023-03-09T18:34:39.000Z> graf: what would you ideally like to paint 
<2023-03-09T18:40:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, there's even cats i.ebayimg.com/images/g/tpcAAOSwgOJe8Y8C/s-l640.jpg
<2023-03-09T18:41:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well I do like mythical creatures a lot like dragons, centaurs, wolf things etc.
<2023-03-09T18:44:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, the dogs look cool too. Set is 24€, not that bad.
<2023-03-09T18:44:52.000Z> graf: elves are mythical 🥺
<2023-03-09T18:45:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well, yeah.
<2023-03-09T19:15:20.000Z> graf: :akirbyumbrella:
<2023-03-09T19:15:23.000Z> graf: I'm starvin
<2023-03-09T19:16:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Eat, man, eat.
<2023-03-09T19:23:52.000Z> graf: too lazy. in bed. dont feel good at all 
<2023-03-09T19:30:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Just, get something small to eat.
<2023-03-09T23:18:21.000Z> graf: I fell asleep instead lol
<2023-03-10T06:02:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, that's one way to avoid hungry.
<2023-03-10T06:02:43.000Z> graf: HEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
<2023-03-10T06:02:45.000Z> graf: good morning
<2023-03-10T06:02:54.000Z> graf: HYVÄÄ HUOMENTA
<2023-03-10T06:02:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Morning
<2023-03-10T06:03:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe
<2023-03-10T06:03:29.000Z> graf: im going to try to get to rito village
<2023-03-10T06:03:30.000Z> graf: in breath of the wild
<2023-03-10T06:03:34.000Z> graf: how are you
<2023-03-10T06:03:37.000Z> graf: how is momo
<2023-03-10T06:04:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Momo hopped in bed again, petting her now 
<2023-03-10T06:04:30.000Z> graf: i wish to pet a bunny
<2023-03-10T06:06:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: They are hairy like other animals, nothing special.
<2023-03-10T06:10:24.000Z> graf: but i want to pet a bunny
<2023-03-10T06:15:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, I knoow
<2023-03-10T06:18:34.000Z> graf: what will you do today
<2023-03-10T06:27:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Maybe try to do some cleaning, got some dust bunnies on the floor.
<2023-03-10T06:27:48.000Z> graf: dust bunnies and kale leaves
<2023-03-10T06:28:14.000Z> graf: :ai:
<2023-03-10T06:28:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe
<2023-03-10T06:29:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: No kale, Momo eats those
<2023-03-10T06:31:24.000Z> graf: maybe she's hiding them for safe keeping...
<2023-03-10T06:33:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Nah
<2023-03-10T06:36:11.000Z> graf: if i was a bunny i would hide stuff
<2023-03-10T14:17:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yus, got rid of my dust bunnies.
<2023-03-10T21:58:30.000Z> graf: congratulations 
<2023-03-10T21:58:39.000Z> graf: I just woke up 
<2023-03-11T03:01:20.000Z> graf: poa.st/objects/a9f62add-91e6-458f-bbbb-ecffb334be67
<2023-03-11T03:01:21.000Z> graf: your thoughts?
<2023-03-11T03:03:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, those are cute.
<2023-03-11T03:08:44.000Z> graf: yes thank you friend 
<2023-03-11T03:08:53.000Z> graf: poast users sent them to me
<2023-03-11T03:09:02.000Z> graf: the new one is the bunny, reisen udongein inaba
<2023-03-11T03:09:13.000Z> graf: these are all from touhou series of games, except moomin and the graf fumo 
<2023-03-11T03:09:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, okay~
<2023-03-11T03:16:44.000Z> graf: what you doing today
<2023-03-11T03:16:48.000Z> graf: its so early why are you awake
<2023-03-11T03:18:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I just kinda woke up and checked my phone. 
<2023-03-11T03:19:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Don't really have any plans.
<2023-03-11T03:19:06.000Z> graf: its saturday morning
<2023-03-11T03:19:18.000Z> graf: relax, maybe look up art ideas or styles if u feel inspired
<2023-03-11T03:19:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hm, yeah.
<2023-03-11T03:20:00.000Z> graf attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/4d803d2399d479441e86eac8b8ce24a0f1cd995b1d2c75eaaa7844ae0b11e0be.png
<2023-03-11T03:20:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh yeah, you added emoticons
<2023-03-11T03:20:50.000Z> graf: do you like them
<2023-03-11T03:21:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: They are fun, yes.
<2023-03-11T03:22:40.000Z> graf: im glad you enjoy them
<2023-03-11T15:39:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Man, people have been liking and boosting video I posted a lot after you boosted it. Started a snowball effect.
<2023-03-11T15:41:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Video is a sad reminder what we used to have. Finland's flood gates were opened in 1990, so I managed to live in last shreds of a white society in the 90's.
<2023-03-11T21:02:44.000Z> graf: yeah I'm pretty popular on this webzone
<2023-03-11T21:02:56.000Z> graf: I can not repost stuff if you want 
<2023-03-12T03:44:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh it's fine
<2023-03-12T03:44:59.000Z> graf: GOOD MORNING FIINIKIIVI
<2023-03-12T03:54:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Morning
<2023-03-12T03:55:24.000Z> graf: hi :)
<2023-03-12T03:55:26.000Z> graf: what u doing 
<2023-03-12T03:55:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: In bed
<2023-03-12T03:57:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Feeling a bit sad and lonely, but that happens once in a while.
<2023-03-12T03:57:14.000Z> graf: i feel that every day
<2023-03-12T03:57:24.000Z> graf: i am sorry you feel that way, its not nice and i wouldnt wish it on anybody except some retards on here
<2023-03-12T03:57:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-03-12T03:58:56.000Z> graf: why pfff, im being sincere :(
<2023-03-12T03:59:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, I know.
<2023-03-12T06:37:28.000Z> graf: what u doing
<2023-03-12T06:37:30.000Z> graf: im playing botw
<2023-03-12T06:47:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Making bacon and eggs.
<2023-03-12T06:48:55.000Z> graf: cute but a bit late 
<2023-03-12T06:49:00.000Z> graf: do you like having breakfast for dinner?
<2023-03-12T06:52:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I just happen to have those ingredients, so I'm using them.
<2023-03-12T06:52:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I di eat yougurt and juice earlier.
<2023-03-12T06:52:58.000Z> graf: im retarded
<2023-03-12T06:53:09.000Z> graf: i looked at hte time and thought it was 1pm here and like 8pm there
<2023-03-12T06:53:09.000Z> graf: lol
<2023-03-12T06:54:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-03-12T06:54:09.000Z> graf: im sorry!
<2023-03-12T06:54:13.000Z> graf: in 6 minutes I will go ahead 2 hours
<2023-03-12T06:54:14.000Z> graf: are you excited?
<2023-03-12T06:54:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Huh, what does that mean?
<2023-03-12T06:55:15.000Z> graf: instead of it changing from 1am to 2am, it will go to 3am
<2023-03-12T06:55:19.000Z> graf: you guys dont have daylight savings in finland?
<2023-03-12T06:55:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, we do, but it's one hour.
<2023-03-12T06:56:47.000Z> graf: i meant one hour
<2023-03-12T06:56:54.000Z> graf: I looked at the time and saw 2 and hit 2 instead of 1
<2023-03-12T06:57:01.000Z> graf: im sorry im extra retarded today
<2023-03-12T06:57:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol
<2023-03-12T06:57:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ours is on 26th or March
<2023-03-12T06:58:32.000Z> graf: how come in 2 weeks
<2023-03-12T06:59:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I suppose because of the different location.
<2023-03-12T07:00:16.000Z> graf: fine fine 
<2023-03-12T07:00:20.000Z> graf: i hate it i wish time didnt change
<2023-03-12T07:00:27.000Z> graf: because you have to get used to a whole new time and its not nice
<2023-03-12T07:00:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah
<2023-03-18T00:30:29.000Z> graf: new phone wallpaper, you like? https://i.poastcdn.org/e3499a6de700380691b14cb5eb8fed55a623c134d6aa1c3d8af56baf1165a676.png
<2023-03-18T03:45:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Looks fancy~
<2023-03-18T03:46:52.000Z> graf: good morning !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 
<2023-03-18T03:47:40.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Morning!
<2023-03-18T03:52:01.000Z> graf: what u bean up to
<2023-03-18T03:56:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hm, went to Gallen Kallela's exhibition on Wednesday in Helsinki.
<2023-03-18T03:56:33.000Z> graf: pics
<2023-03-18T03:58:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/77387ce82136b2327e986a4a873b948b2d0cef79497483844c640f2cbcc9146e.jpg
<2023-03-18T03:58:51.000Z> graf: okay this is really cute
<2023-03-18T04:01:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pff, how is it cute?
<2023-03-18T04:05:05.000Z> graf: i like the building
<2023-03-18T04:05:06.000Z> graf: im sorry
<2023-03-18T04:05:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, yeah, it's really nice.
<2023-03-18T04:05:43.000Z> graf: is it a church?
<2023-03-18T04:06:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: National museum
<2023-03-18T04:07:11.000Z> graf: looks like a church!
<2023-03-18T04:07:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It does
<2023-03-18T04:09:45.000Z> graf: would get married in the art place in helsinki
<2023-03-18T04:13:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't like Helsinki anymore, it's a liberal shithole full of niggers.
<2023-03-18T12:21:09.000Z> graf: I fell asleep friend 
<2023-03-18T12:21:14.000Z> graf: I agree Helsinki bad 
<2023-03-18T12:54:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah. Is it day time?
<2023-03-18T12:55:02.000Z> graf: 8:54am
<2023-03-18T12:55:05.000Z> graf: need breakfast 
<2023-03-18T12:55:13.000Z> graf: how is momo
<2023-03-18T12:56:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, I was just at my other grandma's funeral. Currently at mom's place.
<2023-03-18T12:56:24.000Z> graf: will you say hi to her for me?
<2023-03-18T12:57:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: If I remember, talking with sister.
<2023-03-18T13:01:26.000Z> graf: the liberal one? 🤮
<2023-03-18T13:02:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Lol, ye. She's my only one.
<2023-03-18T13:03:01.000Z> graf: say this to her 
<2023-03-18T13:03:03.000Z> graf: on vain kaksi sukupuolta
<2023-03-18T13:10:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't know her stand on that.
<2023-03-18T13:12:15.000Z> graf: shame 
<2023-03-18T13:12:18.000Z> graf: does she speak English?
<2023-03-18T13:13:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well she does know English, talks as bad as me.
<2023-03-18T13:15:33.000Z> graf: for some reason I just imagine your attempt at talking English to be a highly accented cute attempt. my ex had lived here long enough that she didn't have much accent with English words 
<2023-03-18T13:16:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye I do have heavy Finnish accent.
<2023-03-18T13:24:50.000Z> graf: im picturing it 
<2023-03-18T13:24:53.000Z> graf: 🤭
<2023-03-18T13:25:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh
<2023-03-18T13:31:29.000Z> graf: im hungry 😭
<2023-03-18T13:31:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You don't have food?
<2023-03-18T13:38:22.000Z> graf: I do
<2023-03-18T13:38:30.000Z> graf: im in bed and don't wanna move 
<2023-03-18T13:38:32.000Z> graf: 🤭
<2023-03-18T13:39:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Laazy
<2023-03-18T13:42:12.000Z> graf: don't judge me 😭
<2023-03-18T13:42:17.000Z> graf: when will you get home
<2023-03-18T13:43:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Not sure
<2023-03-18T13:47:27.000Z> graf attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/e0d668c824a9ecdcbb0c85fadeba2c7692b0a1a121d037cc86c6698dee24bc6a.png
<2023-03-18T13:55:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Gonna play RimWorld today to get mind off things. I feel ashamed for being a loser in my family, all the other people at funeral had families or were succesfull otherwise.
<2023-03-18T13:55:21.000Z> graf: i dont think you're a loser friend
<2023-03-18T14:12:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, thanks. I suppose.
<2023-03-18T14:15:29.000Z> graf: im kind of hungover, surprisingly 
<2023-03-18T14:15:31.000Z> graf: i didnt feel drunk going to bed
<2023-03-18T14:17:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pls don't drink so much, try be moderate.
<2023-03-18T14:18:14.000Z> graf: i dont really
<2023-03-18T14:18:19.000Z> graf: just lately this week because im really lonely
<2023-03-18T14:19:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, oke
<2023-03-18T14:21:25.000Z> graf: i will go to walmart today
<2023-03-18T14:21:29.000Z> graf: gross, right?
<2023-03-18T14:23:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well, kinda, but if there's no other option.
<2023-03-18T14:23:55.000Z> graf: one of my exs from a long while ago, we are still friends and she has a kid so i try to help her when i can
<2023-03-18T14:24:01.000Z> graf: she needs some items so thats why im going
<2023-03-18T14:44:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: That's really nice.Also home now.
<2023-03-18T14:55:33.000Z> graf: how is momo!
<2023-03-18T14:55:36.000Z> graf: give picture
<2023-03-18T14:55:44.000Z> graf: (please)
<2023-03-18T14:55:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: She's at balcony.
<2023-03-18T15:00:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/225fc008b551a73b6f223c081c45dbd9eb278ca3136b2970220d901847c84680.jpg
<2023-03-18T15:00:35.000Z> graf: okay cute
<2023-03-18T15:00:37.000Z> graf: she looks content
<2023-03-18T15:01:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, cute.
<2023-03-18T15:02:55.000Z> graf: what did/will you have for dinner????
<2023-03-18T15:32:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well we ate karjalanpaisti.
<2023-03-18T15:32:36.000Z> graf: stew
<2023-03-18T15:32:37.000Z> graf: cute
<2023-03-18T15:32:42.000Z> graf: i want a stew i think
<2023-03-18T15:35:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Make sum stew
<2023-03-18T15:36:01.000Z> graf: maybe i will try to replicate karjalanpaisti
<2023-03-18T15:37:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yaas, try it.
<2023-03-18T15:40:37.000Z> graf: what do you normally put in it ? carrot? potato? celery?
<2023-03-18T15:57:40.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I put carrots and onions.
<2023-03-18T15:57:46.000Z> graf: and potato???
<2023-03-18T15:58:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Potato is seperate.
<2023-03-18T16:01:17.000Z> graf: no potato on stew????
<2023-03-18T16:01:21.000Z> graf: sacreligious !
<2023-03-18T16:01:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: No
<2023-03-18T16:01:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol
<2023-03-18T16:03:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Or mashed potatoes. https://i.poastcdn.org/ccdf7a76ce52732a3abc3a35f8eec3c7d79241f7de0ba611a33ceb7e75c0eb64.jpg
<2023-03-18T16:04:10.000Z> graf: ah so its not the whole meal, you serve it with s omething else
<2023-03-18T16:04:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye
<2023-03-18T16:07:30.000Z> graf: thats interesting, i never thought of doing that
<2023-03-18T16:07:34.000Z> graf: i might today...
<2023-03-18T16:10:22.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yus. Hope it's good.
<2023-03-18T16:10:49.000Z> graf: are you playing rimworld??
<2023-03-18T16:11:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Um, ye.
<2023-03-18T16:12:52.000Z> graf: basado
<2023-03-18T16:14:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Got a big base. https://i.poastcdn.org/fa200abf7bbca3e67b9a7f7b007b71326ef12a0f5a663158d7da2bfd4acd68a0.jpg
<2023-03-18T16:17:01.000Z> graf: looks very involved 
<2023-03-18T16:17:03.000Z> graf: a lot of micro management/
<2023-03-18T16:18:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh yeah, I'm using some mods to improve some things.
<2023-03-18T16:18:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have animals that are not in the base game.
<2023-03-18T16:18:50.000Z> graf: such as
<2023-03-18T16:20:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Megafauna that are large extinct animals.
<2023-03-18T16:20:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Like sabertooth and Mammoths
<2023-03-18T16:22:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Base game does have megasloths.
<2023-03-18T16:24:57.000Z> graf: obviously not for pets, right? just wild
<2023-03-18T16:25:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You can tame them.
<2023-03-18T16:25:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: and train to battle and carry things.
<2023-03-18T16:55:41.000Z> graf: thats cool
<2023-03-18T16:55:51.000Z> graf: the worst micromangement game ive ever played is cities skylines
<2023-03-18T16:55:57.000Z> graf: there's so much shit to do in that game
<2023-03-18T16:57:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, that game was done by Finns.
<2023-03-18T16:59:04.000Z> graf: i did not know that
<2023-03-18T16:59:06.000Z> graf: thats cute
<2023-03-18T17:27:11.000Z> graf: poa.st/@1nter4ri/posts/ATkLrteUiRvY5lt0Ua
<2023-03-18T17:27:13.000Z> graf: made me think of u
<2023-03-18T17:28:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, saw that. Really cute.
<2023-03-18T17:31:30.000Z> graf: i just love all animals
<2023-03-18T17:33:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeh. They are nice.
<2023-03-18T17:33:43.000Z> graf: give momo
<2023-03-18T17:35:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm giving pets
<2023-03-18T17:38:05.000Z> graf: wish i could do that
<2023-03-18T17:38:06.000Z> graf: dam
<2023-03-19T01:18:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, can't sleep.
<2023-03-19T01:18:05.000Z> graf: good morning 
<2023-03-19T01:18:12.000Z> graf: i just went and bought a new macbook pro (with the apple silicon)
<2023-03-19T01:18:16.000Z> graf: im going to have some beers
<2023-03-19T01:18:19.000Z> graf: whats wrong, why no sleep?
<2023-03-19T01:18:46.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Just feeling awful.
<2023-03-19T01:23:05.000Z> graf: like flu?
<2023-03-19T01:23:08.000Z> graf: or something else
<2023-03-19T01:23:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Nah, mentally.
<2023-03-19T01:23:51.000Z> graf: lonely?
<2023-03-19T01:23:55.000Z> graf: me too friend
<2023-03-19T01:24:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: All kind of thoughts, but yeh.
<2023-03-19T01:26:44.000Z> graf: im sorry friend, its not a nice feeling
<2023-03-19T01:26:58.000Z> graf: where is momo
<2023-03-19T01:27:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Living room, she visited couple times.
<2023-03-19T01:41:38.000Z> graf: well if she comes back pet her
<2023-03-19T01:41:54.000Z> graf: and say teet minut iloiseksi
<2023-03-19T05:07:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, sure.
<2023-03-19T05:20:44.000Z> graf: good morning fiinikiivi
<2023-03-19T05:20:51.000Z> graf: you are cute, i appreciate your friendship and you matter
<2023-03-19T05:21:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Huomenta. Ah, thank you.
<2023-03-19T05:22:41.000Z> graf: you deserve to smile so i hope that helped and i hope today you have a lot of interactions that make you laugh or smile
<2023-03-19T05:22:46.000Z> graf: you are wanted here and we love you friend
<2023-03-19T05:25:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ngh, don't make me cry... too late.
<2023-03-19T05:27:06.000Z> graf: no crying i just wish you realized some people cherish you and want you around
<2023-03-19T05:27:10.000Z> graf: im glad you came back to poast
<2023-03-19T05:27:14.000Z> graf: i was worried about you for a few days
<2023-03-19T05:29:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, thanks for caring.
<2023-03-19T05:29:45.000Z> graf: no sweat. im glad you are my friend
<2023-03-19T05:33:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: What should I do today..
<2023-03-19T05:34:46.000Z> graf: i think you should organize your art stuff, look through projects you started and if there are any you havent finished try to finish them and then maybe think of things you could make for flea market table
<2023-03-19T05:35:08.000Z> graf: send me your paypal ill send u money and you can draw me something you like, maybe your avatar and mine or something
<2023-03-19T05:36:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, I was just thinking about one unfinished work.
<2023-03-19T05:37:08.000Z> graf: i like what you do and think you should strive to finish when you can
<2023-03-19T05:37:13.000Z> graf: maybe you can do that today
<2023-03-19T05:40:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah
<2023-03-19T05:42:29.000Z> graf: i finally bought an m2 macbook yesterday to try to increase my productivity
<2023-03-19T05:42:40.000Z> graf: its actually really nice and has helped me a lot already
<2023-03-19T05:42:44.000Z> graf: i got a great deal on it
<2023-03-19T05:42:47.000Z> graf: also give paypal
<2023-03-19T05:42:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, nice
<2023-03-19T05:43:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You sure?
<2023-03-19T05:43:24.000Z> graf: yes 
<2023-03-19T05:44:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: carolinasuikun@gmail.com
<2023-03-19T05:46:39.000Z> graf: <3
<2023-03-19T05:53:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I had thought about donating, but I suppose that's useless now.
<2023-03-19T05:53:42.000Z> graf: i want to help you, so make me something
<2023-03-19T05:53:47.000Z> graf: whatever 100 eur will get me u let me know
<2023-03-19T05:53:53.000Z> graf: ill give u the po box address when you're done
<2023-03-19T06:00:46.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Wtf, that's a lot.
<2023-03-19T06:01:22.000Z> graf: draw me something i can put in a frame
<2023-03-19T06:01:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well okay.
<2023-03-19T06:01:48.000Z> graf: <3
<2023-03-19T06:06:51.000Z> graf: i care about you friend and i want you to be around
<2023-03-19T06:07:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Thank you fren
<2023-03-19T06:08:21.000Z> graf: im sorry you mistook how i spoke to you a few weeks ago, like i said to you then i am supportive and loving of my friends and that includes you
<2023-03-19T06:08:23.000Z> graf: <3 
<2023-03-19T06:10:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You were just excited to meet a new person.
<2023-03-19T06:10:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: A female at that.
<2023-03-19T06:10:36.000Z> graf: no i like you i think you are cool and your daily life inspires me to work better on myself
<2023-03-19T06:12:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Cool, lol.
<2023-03-19T06:12:57.000Z> graf: pet momo for me pls ty
<2023-03-19T06:14:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I pet and gave kale.
<2023-03-19T06:15:45.000Z> graf: thank you love momo
<2023-03-19T07:34:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Is there a time limit when the painting needs to be done?
<2023-03-19T13:34:31.000Z> graf: nope 
<2023-03-19T13:34:36.000Z> graf: 🫖
<2023-03-19T14:53:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, oke
<2023-03-19T15:15:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff, this rabbit is in kill mode.twitter.com/mischiefanimals/status/1637457026065264640
<2023-03-19T16:33:43.000Z> graf: I thought they were timid wtd
<2023-03-19T16:40:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh they can be vicious if threatened or when angry. They growl.
<2023-03-19T16:47:05.000Z> graf: does Momo growl
<2023-03-19T16:47:22.000Z> Fiinikiivi: If I tease her.
<2023-03-19T16:50:46.000Z> graf: that's not nice you shouldn't tease !!!
<2023-03-19T16:51:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, I don't really do that.
<2023-03-19T16:51:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Usagi growled at everything, she was eternally pissed bunny.
<2023-03-19T16:51:30.000Z> graf: I think you do 🤭
<2023-03-19T16:53:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Nuu, I don't
<2023-03-19T16:58:25.000Z> graf: I think momo should be spoiled 
<2023-03-19T17:05:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I gave her piece of Kinder egg.
<2023-03-19T17:06:01.000Z> graf: what!!!!!!! you can't give rabbits chocolate!!!
<2023-03-19T17:07:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Just tiny bit
<2023-03-19T17:14:00.000Z> graf: pfffff
<2023-03-19T17:14:09.000Z> graf: hope she doesn't get sick 😭
<2023-03-19T17:15:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Nah, that doesn't kill them or make sick.
<2023-03-19T17:24:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hare's usually fight by boxing while rabbits basically attemp to rip each others stomachs open, lol.
<2023-03-19T17:25:45.000Z> graf: what whu
<2023-03-19T17:25:46.000Z> graf: ehy
<2023-03-19T17:25:48.000Z> graf: WHY
<2023-03-19T17:26:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Rivaling rabbits needs to be taken out
<2023-03-19T17:37:17.000Z> graf: oh I'm glad momo isn't at war 
<2023-03-19T17:37:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe
<2023-03-19T17:44:27.000Z> graf: im so sleepy
<2023-03-19T17:45:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Feeling a bit sleepy too. Should go to bed soon.
<2023-03-19T17:46:04.000Z> graf: it's so early for you just 8pm
<2023-03-19T17:47:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I went yesterday at like 19.
<2023-03-19T17:54:02.000Z> graf: why so early 
<2023-03-19T17:55:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It was the heavy panic attack on new years that moved my sleepy time early.
<2023-03-19T17:55:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Which is good since I wake up earlier. I used to sleep so late.
<2023-03-19T17:57:47.000Z> graf: late sleep is cute tho 
<2023-03-19T18:15:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: In bed
<2023-03-19T18:18:12.000Z> graf: Woah me too
<2023-03-19T18:18:13.000Z> graf: 🤭
<2023-03-19T18:20:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Momo is in too
<2023-03-19T18:22:33.000Z> graf: with kale 🥬
<2023-03-19T18:25:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, ye.
<2023-03-19T18:32:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, feeling better today. I feel so horrible when panic is going on, feels like I don't have a future and want to die.
<2023-03-19T18:38:17.000Z> graf: well next time tell me and I will talk u thru it
<2023-03-19T18:40:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm not cabable of hurting myself, but thank you.
<2023-03-19T18:43:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Momo has the cutest mouth. https://i.poastcdn.org/2a3dc3af3e94b6d55cdef4b4f57655c01801a94a95c4594f6ef0f4737b8f5ff5.jpg
<2023-03-19T18:44:13.000Z> graf: no u
<2023-03-19T18:44:26.000Z> graf: looks like she's going to attack you be careful 
<2023-03-19T18:44:44.000Z> graf: and I didn't mean harming yourself I meant talk to me and I'll try to help you feel better 
<2023-03-19T18:45:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: She's relaxed.
<2023-03-19T18:45:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, I know.
<2023-03-19T18:46:08.000Z> graf: think I'll break my sleep schedule and go back to sleep for a couple hours later this afternoon 🤭
<2023-03-19T18:46:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sure
<2023-03-19T18:48:23.000Z> graf: what will you do tomorrow 
<2023-03-19T18:49:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Not sure. Should clean my work table.
<2023-03-19T18:49:34.000Z> graf: that won't take all day !!!!
<2023-03-19T18:51:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, wanna get high? https://i.poastcdn.org/6f66ff915701a718c2b82da923eec4faf51ae38c56e9652526e02a2dfff770f4.png
<2023-03-19T18:54:02.000Z> graf: yeah come over 
<2023-03-19T18:54:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-03-19T18:55:40.000Z> graf: hey you offered now you gotta pay up
<2023-03-19T18:59:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: If the piss has bufotenine, then is it found anywhere else in the body? I wonder if it affects brains.
<2023-03-19T19:00:57.000Z> graf: you want to feed me your brain?
<2023-03-19T19:01:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-03-19T19:02:32.000Z> graf: you just want to spread autism
<2023-03-19T19:02:33.000Z> graf: 🤭
<2023-03-19T19:03:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Nuu
<2023-03-19T19:05:27.000Z> graf: pfff
<2023-03-19T19:06:15.000Z> graf attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/90287455458da50abbc2fc292377078750512ea4e8366d334705ee505128a352.webp
<2023-03-19T19:06:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Lil yawn
<2023-03-19T19:07:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Or scream
<2023-03-19T19:07:26.000Z> graf: do they scream 
<2023-03-19T19:08:22.000Z> Fiinikiivi: They can scream really loud in rare cases.
<2023-03-19T19:09:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have heard few times.
<2023-03-19T19:11:30.000Z> graf: why do you think they scream 
<2023-03-19T19:11:32.000Z> graf: anger 
<2023-03-19T19:13:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Scared, distraught. Once paw got stuck, other time leash got tangled around neck.
<2023-03-19T19:13:49.000Z> graf: will momo scream and wake you up. hmm
<2023-03-19T19:14:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, haven't heard her scream. She hasn't been in a situations like that.
<2023-03-19T19:17:22.000Z> graf: good I'm glad 
<2023-03-19T19:17:26.000Z> graf: I wish to pet 
<2023-03-19T19:18:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: She left
<2023-03-19T19:29:08.000Z> graf: I'm sorry 
<2023-03-19T19:29:16.000Z> graf: I would like sleeping beside bunny I think 
<2023-03-19T19:29:21.000Z> graf: my kitty sleeps with me 
<2023-03-19T19:29:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: That's cute.
<2023-03-19T19:30:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ville did sleep with me, but I kept pushing him off the bed.
<2023-03-19T19:34:40.000Z> graf: why would you do that !!!
<2023-03-19T19:35:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I was asleep
<2023-03-19T19:39:56.000Z> graf: i like sleeping with kitty she's fluffy 
<2023-03-19T19:42:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I hate my purple eye bags so much, I don't know what to do with them.
<2023-03-19T19:47:59.000Z> graf: one day u will have to show ne
<2023-03-19T19:49:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I suppose
<2023-03-19T19:56:06.000Z> graf: I'm so so so sleepy wtf 
<2023-03-19T22:14:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sleep if you sleepy
<2023-03-20T03:41:54.000Z> graf: I slept lol
<2023-03-20T03:41:56.000Z> graf: all day 
<2023-03-20T04:09:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe
<2023-03-20T04:09:27.000Z> graf: good morning!!
<2023-03-20T04:09:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Morning
<2023-03-20T04:10:31.000Z> graf: how was your sleep
<2023-03-20T04:10:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Good
<2023-03-20T04:15:05.000Z> graf: cute
<2023-03-20T04:15:05.000Z> graf: how is momo
<2023-03-20T04:16:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I dragged her to bed
<2023-03-20T04:16:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: She was thumping in living room, got scared.
<2023-03-20T04:27:03.000Z> graf: lol tapping her feet or what
<2023-03-20T04:27:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye
<2023-03-20T04:29:40.000Z> graf: cute
<2023-03-20T04:29:45.000Z> graf: im starving
<2023-03-20T04:29:52.000Z> graf: its 12:30am here aka 00:30
<2023-03-20T04:30:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Up late
<2023-03-20T04:36:10.000Z> graf: no i slept all day!!!
<2023-03-20T04:36:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oke
<2023-03-20T04:37:29.000Z> graf: what should i snack on. so hungry
<2023-03-20T04:37:31.000Z> graf: kale?
<2023-03-20T04:38:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have cherry tomatoes in three different colours.
<2023-03-20T04:39:37.000Z> graf: which colors
<2023-03-20T04:40:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Red, orange and yellow
<2023-03-20T04:40:17.000Z> graf: do they taste different
<2023-03-20T04:41:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: A bit
<2023-03-20T04:41:47.000Z> graf: i think maybe i will have soup or similar
<2023-03-20T04:41:52.000Z> graf: wish i had wedding soup left over
<2023-03-20T04:45:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ate sushi yesterday.
<2023-03-20T04:47:21.000Z> graf: what kind
<2023-03-20T04:50:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mostly salmon, also deep fried ones, those have crusty shell.
<2023-03-20T04:50:14.000Z> graf: what!!! deep fried sushi what the hell
<2023-03-20T04:50:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's good
<2023-03-20T04:51:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Like this https://i.poastcdn.org/e8d43402f8218a3a6e59453a95d98cb47243958509f5d220e6ae0c42001f7fc3.png
<2023-03-20T04:54:50.000Z> graf: nice
<2023-03-20T04:54:58.000Z> graf: i dont like fish so i only eat vegetable sushies
<2023-03-20T04:56:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Haven't tried any?
<2023-03-20T04:57:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Maybe Finnish fish is better, bf said chicken tasted amazing here.
<2023-03-20T05:00:04.000Z> graf: thats weird
<2023-03-20T05:00:22.000Z> graf: maybe the chicken thing is because american chicken are pumped full of steroids and shit to make their breasts huge
<2023-03-20T05:00:23.000Z> graf: llol
<2023-03-20T05:00:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, yeah.
<2023-03-20T05:03:48.000Z> graf: did you decide what you will do today
<2023-03-20T05:05:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Not really, but today is gym day at least. Momo's nails need to be cut.
<2023-03-20T05:07:54.000Z> graf: what will you do at gym
<2023-03-20T05:08:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Usual little routine.
<2023-03-20T05:11:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm glad I don't need to go to an actual gym, I can do things in peace.
<2023-03-20T05:14:51.000Z> graf: thats why i dont w ork out, i dont like the gym atmosphere 
<2023-03-20T05:14:53.000Z> graf: u are lucky
<2023-03-20T05:15:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, yeh.
<2023-03-20T05:25:25.000Z> graf: is it warm in finland yet
<2023-03-20T05:29:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's been plus weather, like 3C, but it can still turn freezing.
<2023-03-20T05:45:06.000Z> graf: thats no fun 
<2023-03-20T05:46:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Things start warming and melting next month.
<2023-03-20T05:47:00.000Z> graf: my birthday is in 15 days
<2023-03-20T05:47:40.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh nice
<2023-03-20T05:49:21.000Z> graf: ill be so old
<2023-03-20T05:49:21.000Z> graf: ahh
<2023-03-20T05:49:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw
<2023-03-20T06:05:19.000Z> graf: back in bed
<2023-03-20T06:05:20.000Z> graf: thoughts?
<2023-03-20T07:24:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: On what?
<2023-03-20T07:31:06.000Z> graf: me laying in bed 
<2023-03-20T07:31:10.000Z> graf: it's 330 
<2023-03-20T07:32:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, well I don't think I have really anything to say. Just remember to move daily, go outside for a walk.
<2023-03-20T07:41:41.000Z> graf: but it's 3am!!!
<2023-03-20T07:45:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: During day time, but ye, you can be in bed.
<2023-03-20T07:47:07.000Z> graf: :ailisten: 
<2023-03-20T08:28:19.000Z> graf: :beatoDisappoint: 
<2023-03-20T08:28:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Wha
<2023-03-20T08:31:31.000Z> graf: wyd
<2023-03-20T08:33:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Eating yellow kiwi fruits
<2023-03-20T08:37:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Version with a bit red. https://i.poastcdn.org/a50d2680610458640a1eaa8955dd67466061d9b5b3ef1c54e5298086d8db61f5.jpg
<2023-03-20T08:38:08.000Z> graf: how did it get red 
<2023-03-20T08:39:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's been bred that way.
<2023-03-20T08:41:06.000Z> graf: people breed Kiwis????
<2023-03-20T08:41:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Lot of fruits have different variations to them.
<2023-03-20T08:52:47.000Z> graf: i see
<2023-03-20T08:52:53.000Z> graf: never seen that before
<2023-03-20T09:55:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh no, I forgot Momo in balcony when I went outside for a walk.
<2023-03-20T09:55:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well, she was just a fluffed up ball.
<2023-03-20T09:55:55.000Z> graf: haha
<2023-03-20T09:55:58.000Z> graf: hope shes okay
<2023-03-20T09:56:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: She's fine
<2023-03-20T09:59:55.000Z> graf: poor girl probably frozen solid
<2023-03-20T14:33:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Shouldn't have eaten candy today, lot of sugar makes my anxiety flare up.
<2023-03-20T17:50:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Really wanted to drink tea, so I'm in bed with cup of tea, which is rare.
<2023-03-20T18:12:56.000Z> graf: hi I was asleep 
<2023-03-20T18:13:01.000Z> graf: tea moment 
<2023-03-20T18:22:35.000Z> graf: where is momo
<2023-03-20T18:23:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Living room
<2023-03-20T18:29:56.000Z> graf attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/acab47a148e10810785f80371c769e06b05abec7e91ddfc2a6c0073190b9287c.png
<2023-03-20T18:30:13.000Z> graf: I dunno why my phone put "it's 330"
<2023-03-20T18:30:23.000Z> graf: (it's 1430 btw) 
<2023-03-20T18:31:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah
<2023-03-20T18:41:46.000Z> graf: I'm hungry 
<2023-03-20T18:53:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Syö
<2023-03-20T19:01:56.000Z> graf: eat what 
<2023-03-21T03:43:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mornin'
<2023-03-21T03:43:24.000Z> graf: hi fiinikiivi!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! goodmorning
<2023-03-21T03:46:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, you are enthusiastic
<2023-03-21T03:47:06.000Z> graf: hope you had a good sleep
<2023-03-21T03:49:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I did
<2023-03-21T03:50:14.000Z> graf: good im glad
<2023-03-21T03:50:18.000Z> graf: do you feel energized?
<2023-03-21T03:50:24.000Z> graf: will you show me momo soon??
<2023-03-21T03:53:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: She might hop on bed soon
<2023-03-21T03:54:28.000Z> graf: with kale?
<2023-03-21T03:55:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I tried to get her attention, if she knows I'm awake she might come.
<2023-03-21T03:55:59.000Z> graf: i bet she will
<2023-03-21T04:09:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/2132c9f6f24c4d76eabbc8d1a0b0e1ba0b94de54c4ac7c202e13f4b931e934b7.jpg
<2023-03-21T04:10:15.000Z> graf: i love her so much
<2023-03-21T04:10:15.000Z> graf: OMG
<2023-03-21T04:12:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I got kale anyway https://i.poastcdn.org/712a255a675e24bf1fe2249db97f16aaae6e2c4b450cda52bbe24b17afff3e43.jpg
<2023-03-21T04:14:00.000Z> graf: do bunnies purr or make noise like cats when they are comfortable or happy?
<2023-03-21T04:14:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: They chew their teeth together which makes a small sound
<2023-03-21T04:23:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: youtu.be/pYl2qV5oVOI listen carefully, you can hear it.
<2023-03-21T04:24:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's called bruxing.
<2023-03-21T04:25:57.000Z> graf: do they always do the nose thing???
<2023-03-21T04:26:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yes
<2023-03-21T04:28:09.000Z> graf: okay i need one
<2023-03-21T04:28:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Most of the time, but when relaxed it can stay unmoved for a bit
<2023-03-21T04:29:37.000Z> graf: hmm
<2023-03-21T04:29:45.000Z> graf: i think if i had bunny they would vibe with me in bed and then be active all day
<2023-03-21T04:30:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Bunnies are morning and evening active. They nap during day.
<2023-03-21T04:32:05.000Z> graf: wish that was me
<2023-03-21T04:42:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Momo fell asleep
<2023-03-21T04:42:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: She's dreaming
<2023-03-21T04:43:24.000Z> graf: shes so cute
<2023-03-21T04:43:25.000Z> graf: i love her
<2023-03-21T04:46:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Woke up
<2023-03-21T04:46:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Rabbit sleeps are brief
<2023-03-21T04:47:03.000Z> graf: how short
<2023-03-21T04:47:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Under a minute or so. 
<2023-03-21T04:48:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Otherwise they rest awake so they know if there's any predators nearby 
<2023-03-21T04:49:35.000Z> graf: even when they are comfortable and live in a home like with you?
<2023-03-21T04:49:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yea
<2023-03-21T04:50:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Their nature can't be changed.
<2023-03-21T04:50:13.000Z> graf: poor girl
<2023-03-21T04:50:21.000Z> graf: thats so sad
<2023-03-21T04:51:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: She's comfortable and relaxed, it's fine.
<2023-03-21T04:52:16.000Z> graf: i bet she was so scared outside all alone yesterday
<2023-03-21T04:52:22.000Z> graf: did you give her extra kale
<2023-03-21T04:54:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Nah, she sometimes likes to stay outside for a while.
<2023-03-21T04:54:25.000Z> graf: even when its cold?
<2023-03-21T04:55:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Not when it's freezing
<2023-03-21T04:59:30.000Z> graf: hmmm
<2023-03-21T05:06:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Momo had enough pets, left.
<2023-03-21T05:39:38.000Z> graf: on a call with a bunch of admins
<2023-03-21T05:40:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh
<2023-03-21T05:53:07.000Z> graf: wha u doing
<2023-03-21T05:53:40.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Still in bed. Should take a shower.
<2023-03-21T05:59:43.000Z> graf: yes you should
<2023-03-21T06:48:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Clean now.
<2023-03-21T12:06:52.000Z> graf: hi good morning 
<2023-03-21T12:14:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: 'ello
<2023-03-21T12:15:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Went to book store. 
<2023-03-21T12:15:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...I bought some tapes because they were so lovely.and stamps.
<2023-03-21T12:18:22.000Z> graf: what kind of tapes
<2023-03-21T12:18:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Washitapes
<2023-03-21T12:20:36.000Z> graf: ah, print 
<2023-03-21T12:20:39.000Z> graf: what will you use them for
<2023-03-21T12:21:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: In my journal
<2023-03-21T12:24:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/ef7a5a30ad3d5a05b66451e8b16443047d39955f6139de086409c0cfdd2817a5.png
<2023-03-21T12:26:16.000Z> graf: need the good luck stamp to get through most days 
<2023-03-21T12:26:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw
<2023-03-21T12:29:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Good luck Graf!
<2023-03-21T12:31:35.000Z> graf: good luck fiinikiivi
<2023-03-21T12:37:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Thank you sir
<2023-03-21T12:39:54.000Z> graf: its almost dinner time for you. what will you have?
<2023-03-21T12:40:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I might make garlic salmon.
<2023-03-21T12:41:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Not that hungry now, I ate a burger earlier.
<2023-03-21T12:50:34.000Z> graf: burger eater 
<2023-03-21T12:50:37.000Z> graf: 🤭
<2023-03-21T12:51:06.000Z> graf: my ex used to try to shit on me if I didn't comprise my diet solely of vegetables and fruit with little meat 
<2023-03-21T12:51:12.000Z> graf: I thought all Finnish women were like this 
<2023-03-21T12:51:22.000Z> graf: glad to know she was just a stuck up cunt 
<2023-03-21T12:51:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: She sounds liberal.
<2023-03-21T12:53:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: People around Helsinki area are like that.
<2023-03-21T12:54:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Dumb bitches
<2023-03-21T12:54:08.000Z> graf: she was born and raised in espoo
<2023-03-21T12:54:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: LOL
<2023-03-21T12:54:21.000Z> graf: she tried to change every aspect of my lifen
<2023-03-21T12:54:28.000Z> graf: even down to the dishes I have 
<2023-03-21T12:54:53.000Z> graf: she gave me "expensive" dishes for Christmas so I packed them in the box with her shit and every letter or anything she ever gave me 
<2023-03-21T12:54:57.000Z> graf: 🙏🏻
<2023-03-21T12:55:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah
<2023-03-21T12:57:05.000Z> graf: i try to be civil with anyone I was in a relationship with but I won't speak to or do anything for that woman ever again 
<2023-03-21T12:57:11.000Z> graf: she doesn't deserve anything 
<2023-03-21T12:59:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah.
<2023-03-21T13:01:32.000Z> graf: 💖
<2023-03-21T13:01:35.000Z> graf: where is momo
<2023-03-21T13:02:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Napping
<2023-03-21T13:02:27.000Z> graf: for one minute 
<2023-03-21T13:03:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: That's being asleep and dreaming, not napping.
<2023-03-21T13:04:35.000Z> graf: how long does a nap last for if sleeping is only one minute 🤭
<2023-03-21T13:05:40.000Z> Fiinikiivi: This is what a dreaming bunny looks likeyoutube.com/watch?v=DX-28xuLpw4
<2023-03-21T13:16:30.000Z> graf: I just watched a video about bunny noises 
<2023-03-21T13:16:34.000Z> graf: I am ready to raise bunny 
<2023-03-21T13:17:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pff
<2023-03-21T13:31:16.000Z> graf: im serious I just watched two now 
<2023-03-21T13:31:32.000Z> graf: need two bunnies so they can keep eachother company
<2023-03-21T13:31:44.000Z> graf: and if it runs around and kicks it's legs it's happy 
<2023-03-21T13:32:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, correct.
<2023-03-21T13:37:06.000Z> graf: :NotLikeThis: need
<2023-03-21T15:04:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I thought I was over my bf, but I opened Telegram and saw his name. Started crying.
<2023-03-21T15:06:14.000Z> graf: yeah stuff like that makes me sad too, i try to remove it all when i see it
<2023-03-21T15:06:21.000Z> graf: this is why i packed all my ex's stuff including everything she gave me
<2023-03-21T15:09:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah...
<2023-03-21T15:13:27.000Z> graf: the less i think about it, the better for me personally
<2023-03-21T15:13:30.000Z> graf: im sorry you had to deal with that
<2023-03-21T15:19:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah.. Thanks for caring.
<2023-03-21T15:20:19.000Z> graf: anything i can do?
<2023-03-21T15:22:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Not sure
<2023-03-21T15:24:22.000Z> graf: well, i am sending virtual hugs friend
<2023-03-21T15:25:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Thnx
<2023-03-21T15:37:23.000Z> graf: what you doing 
<2023-03-21T15:38:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Organizing sticker folder
<2023-03-21T15:42:45.000Z> graf: any cute ones
<2023-03-21T15:43:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh yes
<2023-03-21T15:48:06.000Z> graf: show !
<2023-03-21T15:52:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/6dd6749d3d507c2a08ae5fe51d427e57d5ab79b5dc105877ede260791bdacb53.png
<2023-03-21T15:53:10.000Z> graf: are these from the paper store
<2023-03-21T15:53:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yes, bought last year.
<2023-03-21T15:53:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well book store.
<2023-03-21T15:56:09.000Z> graf: cute
<2023-03-25T17:43:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Making some garlic salmon. https://i.poastcdn.org/34b7a48dfe2870006ae7ee100a2a647b48ea6ee86db17bb9eb6f202976ebf4d6.jpg
<2023-03-25T17:43:35.000Z> graf: how did you know i was trying to figure out what to have for lunch
<2023-03-25T17:43:37.000Z> graf: are u stalking me....
<2023-03-25T17:43:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pff
<2023-03-25T17:45:08.000Z> graf attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/d7facf5eba8d22d69d74058dc59f2752775f46c8af3e267534ddc487fba9bb4d.png
<2023-03-25T17:45:12.000Z> graf: what should i have
<2023-03-25T17:45:18.000Z> graf: i dont like fish so dont suggest salmon!!
<2023-03-25T17:45:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw
<2023-03-25T17:45:31.000Z> graf: also my finnish ex couldnt properly pronounce salmon
<2023-03-25T17:45:38.000Z> graf: she would pronounce the L heavily SAL MON 
<2023-03-25T17:47:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe
<2023-03-25T17:48:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Finnish accent way
<2023-03-25T17:48:40.000Z> graf: its cute, do you say it like SAL MON
<2023-03-25T17:48:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye
<2023-03-25T17:51:07.000Z> graf: oh you finnish people
<2023-03-25T17:51:14.000Z> graf: now im thinking about korvapuusti again
<2023-03-25T17:54:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I haven't done any korvapuustis.
<2023-03-25T17:54:34.000Z> graf: never?
<2023-03-25T17:54:37.000Z> graf: you should try I like them a lot
<2023-03-25T17:54:46.000Z> graf: better than north american cinnamon bun
<2023-03-25T17:55:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mother has done them.
<2023-03-25T17:56:47.000Z> graf: I havent had much finnish food because my ex is a zoomer early 20s and cant cook or really do anything for herself
<2023-03-25T17:56:51.000Z> graf: why are women like this
<2023-03-25T17:57:00.000Z> graf: I was thinking about it last night, I've never had a girlfriend that cooks me food ever
<2023-03-25T17:57:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well my mother didn't really teach me to make food, I had to learn that myself.
<2023-03-25T17:59:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's very easy nowadays to just buy premade food and eat outside.
<2023-03-25T18:00:17.000Z> graf: i hate that
<2023-03-25T18:00:20.000Z> graf: premade food BAD
<2023-03-25T18:00:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It is. I try to make my own.
<2023-03-25T18:04:30.000Z> graf: what is your favourite meal to make for yourself
<2023-03-25T18:05:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Probably steak with veggies or french fries.
<2023-03-25T18:05:56.000Z> graf: you need to get a bbq then hide it on your balcony
<2023-03-25T18:06:02.000Z> graf: speaking of balcony where is momo!!!!!!!
<2023-03-25T18:07:03.000Z> graf: poa.st/notice/ATyw3PFZv3sfLmk23E
<2023-03-25T18:10:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Cute. Momo is eating parsley
<2023-03-25T18:11:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/c8d76467ebcf4e5afeceda7fd2479581a8e1b8b7e1bf6df1a83956b88eb6ac52.jpg
<2023-03-25T18:11:47.000Z> graf: looks good
<2023-03-25T18:11:49.000Z> graf: such a fancy plate
<2023-03-25T18:12:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have all kinds of different plates and cups.
<2023-03-25T18:13:25.000Z> graf: so its not part of a set????
<2023-03-25T18:13:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: No
<2023-03-25T18:14:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I only have teacup of same series.
<2023-03-25T18:15:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I was wondering why this felt so salty, this piece was presalted salmon, uugh.
<2023-03-25T18:18:18.000Z> graf: what they sell salted salmon?
<2023-03-25T18:18:22.000Z> graf: i dont eat fish so this is weird to me lol
<2023-03-25T18:18:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Apparently, I didn't know.
<2023-03-25T18:20:51.000Z> graf: ive never heard of fresh meat being preseasoned like that
<2023-03-25T18:20:55.000Z> graf: not even beef or chicken
<2023-03-25T18:21:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: This was packaged.
<2023-03-25T18:22:55.000Z> graf: maybe they salted them to keep them fresher longer
<2023-03-25T18:24:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I do know chicken that's lightly salted, but yeh.
<2023-03-25T18:24:29.000Z> graf: ive never had that either!
<2023-03-25T18:24:41.000Z> graf: if you go to the butcher you can get seasoned with herbs and spices but not just packaged chicken thats salted
<2023-03-25T18:25:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I made kissel earlier today. It's so good when you add cream to it.
<2023-03-25T18:28:48.000Z> graf: what is kissel
<2023-03-25T18:28:52.000Z> graf: looks like jello on google
<2023-03-25T18:30:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Kinda like jam?
<2023-03-25T18:37:11.000Z> graf attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/5799231a63fe944035d3a85dbf04bc45013713d30b8cba4256836de6088605ad.gif
<2023-03-25T18:37:31.000Z> graf: jello is good but it's not fruit juice 
<2023-03-25T18:37:35.000Z> graf: so probably not good for you 
<2023-03-25T18:53:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have tried jello, not my thing.
<2023-03-25T18:55:54.000Z> graf: i dont have any jam now but i kinda want some
<2023-03-25T18:56:01.000Z> graf: I ordered lunch, im bad
<2023-03-25T18:56:21.000Z> graf: but I got it from an indo-chinese place. singapore noodles, its like a curry rice noodle dish with peppers and chicken/beef 
<2023-03-25T18:56:32.000Z> graf: like this but without shrimp  https://i.poastcdn.org/8a9624ef638151c112e67f6ff74253fae322a9883cec725569ab367bb9f61c2c.jpg
<2023-03-25T19:02:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, looks good.
<2023-03-25T19:06:53.000Z> graf: mhm it is 
<2023-03-25T19:07:00.000Z> graf: what will you do tonight? its so late for you already. 22
<2023-03-25T19:08:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: 21. I just got in bed.
<2023-03-25T19:09:51.000Z> graf: oh you are only 6 hours ahead until you have daylight savings
<2023-03-25T19:09:54.000Z> graf: i forgot im sorry!!!!
<2023-03-25T19:10:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh yeah, that. Forgot again.
<2023-03-25T19:14:13.000Z> graf: what you dont absolutely love it????
<2023-03-25T19:14:19.000Z> graf: also where is momo!!!!!!
<2023-03-25T19:15:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Momo didn't stay long.
<2023-03-25T19:16:12.000Z> graf: aw she will be back
<2023-03-25T19:20:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ugh, I hate periods, makes me uncomfortable and hurts.
<2023-03-25T19:21:02.000Z> graf: tfw no cramping gf
<2023-03-25T19:21:07.000Z> graf: you should get a heating pad
<2023-03-25T19:21:11.000Z> graf: it helps with pains liek that
<2023-03-25T19:22:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have had couple, but both broke. Need to get a new one.
<2023-03-25T19:33:32.000Z> graf: sending heating pad vibes
<2023-03-25T19:33:37.000Z> graf: i cant imagine having to go thru that every month
<2023-03-25T19:51:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, yeah, it gets tiring.
<2023-03-25T19:57:06.000Z> graf: I went back to bed to lay down don't feel well at all
<2023-03-26T05:15:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw
<2023-03-26T11:58:54.000Z> graf: hi fiinikiivi 
<2023-03-26T13:47:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hello
<2023-03-26T13:48:16.000Z> graf: fiinikiivi!!!!! my favourite person good afternoon how are you!!!!
<2023-03-26T13:48:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, thank you
<2023-03-26T13:49:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Traveling back home. We got some stuff from late grandma's place.
<2023-03-26T13:49:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Two hours left.
<2023-03-26T14:05:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: How you doin'?
<2023-03-26T14:12:43.000Z> graf: just woke up so i grabbed some mexican cheddar that has jalapenos and peppers in it and some wheat crackers and ramen
<2023-03-26T14:12:48.000Z> graf: and a coffee with some salted caramel liqeuer in it
<2023-03-26T14:14:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, nice.
<2023-03-26T14:14:47.000Z> graf: what have you done today
<2023-03-26T14:16:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Traveling mostly
<2023-03-26T14:17:32.000Z> graf: is everything okay??????
<2023-03-26T14:18:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I said earlier we went to get late some grandma's items.
<2023-03-26T14:19:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: We were in her funeral week ago.
<2023-03-26T14:19:37.000Z> graf: yeah thats why i was asking
<2023-03-26T14:19:40.000Z> graf: are you okay? sad?
<2023-03-26T14:21:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I wasn't so close to her, so it doesn't bother me that much. It was my other grandma who was important and it hurt a lot.
<2023-03-26T14:22:31.000Z> graf: thats something that worries me a lot too, that when im gone nobody will mind
<2023-03-26T14:24:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, same, but yeh.
<2023-03-26T14:24:55.000Z> graf: i will care when you are gone friend https://i.poastcdn.org/f0b4f8058042f77598786c991fba413d7f1ec739e1c35042832254b696d13814.png
<2023-03-26T14:27:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, thanks. Same.
<2023-03-26T14:30:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, did you notice the comic a made?
<2023-03-26T14:45:39.000Z> graf: i did now
<2023-03-26T14:49:46.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh you boosted it. Thanks.
<2023-03-26T14:50:01.000Z> graf: yeah i hope thats okay
<2023-03-26T14:50:03.000Z> graf: :flushed
<2023-03-26T14:50:07.000Z> graf: :flushed: 
<2023-03-26T14:50:09.000Z> graf: DAMNITR
<2023-03-26T14:50:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-03-26T14:51:18.000Z> graf: :AiNani: 
<2023-03-26T19:02:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, Momo didn't stay long in bed. I wanted to pet.
<2023-03-26T19:03:00.000Z> graf: oh is it bedtime for you?
<2023-03-26T19:04:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well it's late now, and felt tired after today.
<2023-03-26T20:10:20.000Z> graf: I'm at pub
<2023-03-26T20:10:26.000Z> graf: 😩😔😳
<2023-03-26T20:11:40.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe
<2023-03-26T20:13:47.000Z> graf: want to see
<2023-03-26T20:16:09.000Z> graf: pub vibe while working https://i.poastcdn.org/93ee9378df6b221c78ba5bd7fab3c5322fa06f763f21f62908075a3971a20076.jpg
<2023-03-26T20:18:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ee, looks weird to see my messages there.
<2023-03-26T20:18:51.000Z> graf: how come
<2023-03-26T20:18:57.000Z> graf: i am quite fond of speaking 2 u
<2023-03-26T20:20:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's just funny to see it from other perspective.
<2023-03-26T20:21:49.000Z> graf: would you have a pint, be honest
<2023-03-26T20:22:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't drink, sorry.
<2023-03-26T20:23:09.000Z> graf: shame, pint is very tasty today
<2023-03-26T20:23:13.000Z> graf: tell me about your day
<2023-03-26T20:24:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Got bunch of yarn and sewing supplies, been sorting through those.
<2023-03-26T20:25:02.000Z> graf: what will you knit me https://i.poastcdn.org/9399dbe2bade59c95f21daccbdb53c78808b7924fffd855c5cbffce275791895.jpg
<2023-03-26T20:25:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't like knitting.
<2023-03-26T20:26:03.000Z> graf: what do you have yarn for then :laugh: 
<2023-03-26T20:27:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: For mom, she does that. I use yarn to make pompoms.
<2023-03-26T20:27:26.000Z> graf: maybe i will have to bribe her to knit me something...
<2023-03-26T20:35:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I should sleep, but don't feel like it.
<2023-03-26T20:36:36.000Z> graf: do you have a lot to do tomorrow?
<2023-03-26T20:36:38.000Z> graf: what will you do?
<2023-03-26T20:38:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Going to Lidl tomorrow.
<2023-03-26T20:38:45.000Z> graf: what will you get
<2023-03-26T20:41:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Possibly a sticker set and food. The image in the ad was so bad, couldn't tell what it contains, so I'm checking the set in store.
<2023-03-26T20:46:03.000Z> graf: what is your favourite food item from lidl
<2023-03-26T20:49:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I like those hot dogs from the bakery.
<2023-03-27T16:44:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I bought the 'dog. https://i.poastcdn.org/9773f8e9cbfb87ef7fc1ca3d082237d514ec52be75adc9748d2636003427cd8d.jpg
<2023-03-27T16:44:29.000Z> graf: is that cheese? that's a lot 
<2023-03-27T16:44:30.000Z> graf: lol
<2023-03-27T16:46:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Cheese and veggies
<2023-03-27T16:49:31.000Z> graf: I want hot dog now 
<2023-03-27T16:49:36.000Z> graf: look what you've done 
<2023-03-27T16:51:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol
<2023-03-27T16:55:35.000Z> graf: feed me 
<2023-03-27T16:55:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Momo still has bare belly. Lil bit hair starting to grow.Also a titty pic, lol. https://i.poastcdn.org/85c81aa195df73af7bfe08affa39152eb67045572601de6c29e7a63803131554.jpg
<2023-03-27T17:08:03.000Z> graf: I would pet 
<2023-03-27T17:08:06.000Z> graf: she looks content 
<2023-03-27T17:12:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: She's comfy.
<2023-03-27T17:15:46.000Z> graf: I am too 
<2023-03-27T17:15:53.000Z> graf: I should get out of bed, it's already 13
<2023-03-27T17:16:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Get up!
<2023-03-27T17:19:46.000Z> graf: ugh fine 🤭
<2023-03-27T17:55:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Bought couple Kinder eggs. Got some Avatar figures.Blue titty Navi and flying creature. https://i.poastcdn.org/9fd0211ae1f6a8875ac3ded734ee70037e783f4fb941ae208c1896444405fa15.png
<2023-03-27T18:25:00.000Z> graf: "blue titty navi"
<2023-03-27T18:25:02.000Z> graf: that made me laugh
<2023-03-27T18:25:05.000Z> graf: cute
<2023-03-27T18:25:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol
<2023-03-27T18:25:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well she got dem tits
<2023-03-27T18:47:31.000Z> graf: waiting for my phone to be charged so i can go out to restaurant or something and work
<2023-03-27T19:08:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, oke.
<2023-03-27T19:09:38.000Z> graf: shooting in the US
<2023-03-27T19:09:41.000Z> graf: they say its a woman
<2023-03-27T19:09:44.000Z> graf: probably trans
<2023-03-27T19:12:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pff, yeah.
<2023-03-27T19:37:12.000Z> graf: hungry
<2023-03-27T19:42:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Got hot dog?
<2023-03-27T19:42:09.000Z> graf: yes but I want to go out for dinner
<2023-03-27T19:42:11.000Z> graf: ;)
<2023-03-27T19:52:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Going to a pub?
<2023-03-27T19:52:58.000Z> graf: should I? I think I should.................
<2023-03-29T03:05:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I wonder if I use male logic to improve my life. For males it's pretty much to get in shape, have a job and good social relations. I have no idea what's it's like for females.
<2023-03-29T03:05:55.000Z> graf: i would have zero idea what to tell you friend
<2023-03-29T03:06:04.000Z> graf: i just know i need to find wife and take care of her so she doesnt have to work ever
<2023-03-29T03:06:07.000Z> graf: thats my goal
<2023-03-29T03:11:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, yeh. I don't know if I have a goal in mind.
<2023-03-29T03:50:12.000Z> graf: hi fiinikiivi!!!!
<2023-03-29T03:50:23.000Z> graf: im having hot chocolate with alcohol in it
<2023-03-29T03:50:24.000Z> graf: :laugh: 
<2023-03-29T06:53:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Is it good?
<2023-03-29T11:35:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I bought something stupid. https://i.poastcdn.org/8ce1092a0a5401ab46d8a52138b969910f4d9fef661106a703dcce2886a92ba0.png
<2023-03-29T17:25:37.000Z> graf: why do you say stupid 
<2023-03-29T17:25:40.000Z> graf: I dig it 
<2023-03-29T17:25:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, thanks.
<2023-03-29T18:03:46.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Did you make the alcohol hot cocoa yourself? Or did some pub have that?
<2023-03-29T20:06:13.000Z> graf: no I made it myself 
<2023-03-29T20:06:17.000Z> graf: it was very good 
<2023-03-29T20:22:57.000Z> graf: might do it when I get home 🤭
<2023-03-30T01:33:02.000Z> graf: Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii Fiinikiivi
<2023-03-30T03:47:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hello
<2023-03-30T03:54:07.000Z> graf: good morning fiinikiivi :)
<2023-03-30T03:54:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Morning sir
<2023-03-30T03:54:46.000Z> graf: its night here
<2023-03-30T03:54:50.000Z> graf: you want a beer? come over
<2023-03-30T03:55:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't drink
<2023-03-30T03:57:23.000Z> graf: hmmmmmmmmmm
<2023-03-30T03:57:28.000Z> graf: fiinikiivi, not based
<2023-03-30T03:57:30.000Z> graf: but ill forgive you
<2023-03-30T03:57:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-03-30T03:59:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sorry
<2023-03-30T03:59:25.000Z> graf: u fine
<2023-03-30T03:59:30.000Z> graf: love u fiinikiivi
<2023-03-30T04:01:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pff, thanks
<2023-03-30T04:01:41.000Z> graf: for what
<2023-03-30T04:01:46.000Z> graf: u dont seem thankful
<2023-03-30T04:01:47.000Z> graf: PFFFFFFFF
<2023-03-30T04:02:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, I am.
<2023-03-30T04:03:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm not just used to it.
<2023-03-30T04:08:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: People praise my work, but not me, which means I'm a terrible person.
<2023-03-30T04:10:00.000Z> graf: no i think you are a great person
<2023-03-30T04:10:05.000Z> graf: i love talking to you
<2023-03-30T04:10:09.000Z> graf: and ive seen very little of your work
<2023-03-30T04:14:22.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Thanks, I appreciate that.
<2023-03-30T04:21:56.000Z> graf: <3 Fiinikiivi!!!!
<2023-03-30T04:31:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I still need to learn to like myself. I have hated myself for whole life.
<2023-03-30T04:32:00.000Z> graf: no sweat
<2023-03-30T04:32:07.000Z> graf: im just telling you that i like you as a person
<2023-03-30T04:32:16.000Z> graf: you're one of my favourite people on this whole planet
<2023-03-30T04:33:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pff, kinda hard to believe.
<2023-03-30T04:33:19.000Z> graf: i dont talk to people on this website, i try to talk to you every time you respond 
<2023-03-30T04:33:24.000Z> graf: you shouldnt feel its hard to believe 
<2023-03-30T04:33:29.000Z> graf: i think you're good people
<2023-03-30T04:34:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Thank you. Again.
<2023-03-30T04:37:37.000Z> graf: no thanking me
<2023-03-30T04:37:45.000Z> graf: what is your favourite type of art?
<2023-03-30T04:38:46.000Z> Fiinikiivi: What I like to do?
<2023-03-30T04:39:57.000Z> graf: yeah
<2023-03-30T04:44:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hm. Maybe just drawing.
<2023-03-30T04:48:41.000Z> graf: you dont like craft?
<2023-03-30T04:49:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh. I didn't count that. But ye I prefer crafting.
<2023-03-30T04:49:56.000Z> graf: what kind of craft
<2023-03-30T04:49:59.000Z> graf: show me your favourite
<2023-03-30T04:52:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm not sure what is my favourite one.
<2023-03-30T04:55:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Here's some cards and book mark. https://i.poastcdn.org/8520e9adf03139df594163ef37231a4732307514edbceff4a3864d285aa2d406.png
<2023-03-30T05:05:30.000Z> graf: every picture you send me always looks like a professional photo
<2023-03-30T05:05:35.000Z> graf: you should look into that for a career
<2023-03-30T05:05:38.000Z> graf: no joke
<2023-03-30T05:08:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah. Not sure if I'm into that.
<2023-03-30T05:09:12.000Z> graf: you are good at it
<2023-03-30T05:09:13.000Z> graf: either way
<2023-03-30T05:09:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have also done stickers. I got a Silhouette Cameo cutter. https://i.poastcdn.org/be5217905acd1519290eaf98b4ce0f3abece89878d746ee0a2181f772ea3fdb8.jpg
<2023-03-30T05:16:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: These are all I have done. Actually one is missing. https://i.poastcdn.org/3702d8df323d5a0056b6b08df9afb850a3bf754dfb738afdfbfbaf65cbb88843.jpg
<2023-03-30T05:21:14.000Z> graf: which is missing
<2023-03-30T05:28:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: This one https://i.poastcdn.org/65b079e32573452b35062a72261fbbed24c2eeae68dd35da64ec0a3b07c0c7d2.png
<2023-03-30T05:29:17.000Z> graf: which one is you
<2023-03-30T05:30:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't know.
<2023-03-30T05:46:35.000Z> graf: bottom second from the left
<2023-03-30T05:48:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, sure.
<2023-03-30T11:36:28.000Z> graf: hi fiinikiivi!!!!!!!!
<2023-03-30T11:36:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hullo
<2023-03-30T11:41:47.000Z> graf: what have you been doing today
<2023-03-30T12:14:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Visited doctor today.I suppose I'm starting online therapy or something. Lasts 3 months.
<2023-03-30T12:14:52.000Z> graf: what happens with that
<2023-03-30T12:15:04.000Z> graf: you tell them you arent crazy and they say "fiinikiivi you're crazy"
<2023-03-30T12:16:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh it's fine. It's just for working on my panic problem.
<2023-03-30T12:24:10.000Z> graf: fiinikiivi there is no reason to panic
<2023-03-30T12:24:13.000Z> graf: you are among friends now
<2023-03-30T12:26:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, I wish it would be something easy to just brush off.I have been fine for over week now, it's okay.
<2023-03-30T12:31:57.000Z> graf: when you feel dread think to yourself
<2023-03-30T12:32:07.000Z> graf: "i sent graf my based as hell shirt selfie and he liked it. lets fucking go"
<2023-03-30T12:33:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe
<2023-03-30T13:01:14.000Z> graf: then think of this moving jpeg  https://i.poastcdn.org/f0395874e443e89b44a02f7d5b89f15367f4e230c425f1b8d35c657cc4d6237b.gif
<2023-03-30T13:01:25.000Z> graf: moomin says don't let people make you feel like shit 
<2023-03-30T13:01:36.000Z> graf: nobody on earth is worth being anxious or upset over 
<2023-03-30T13:03:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh my bf is not the reason for those, but yeh.
<2023-03-30T13:05:10.000Z> graf: it's so over grafcels  https://i.poastcdn.org/309e039d6aad2826dd96f6b564c1129ac64e8e6296930ff64efbea26a3d09cd7.gif
<2023-03-30T13:05:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pfff
<2023-03-30T13:06:22.000Z> Fiinikiivi: The attacks started on new year, before bf left me.
<2023-03-30T13:14:25.000Z> graf: wyd
<2023-03-30T13:14:28.000Z> graf: 🤭
<2023-03-30T13:15:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Been thinking what I do. Still haven't thought what to do with the painting.
<2023-03-30T13:19:48.000Z> graf: which painting 
<2023-03-30T13:20:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Your
<2023-03-30T13:21:12.000Z> graf: Your 
<2023-03-30T16:33:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: hmf, mostly played today, but I did manage to do dishes and pack grandma's extra yarns to sell at fleamarket.
<2023-03-30T19:03:10.000Z> graf: hii
<2023-03-30T19:03:16.000Z> graf: i slept longer 
<2023-03-30T19:03:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hai
<2023-03-30T19:08:39.000Z> graf: what you bean doing
<2023-03-30T19:08:42.000Z> graf: just gaming???
<2023-03-30T19:09:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Kinda yea
<2023-03-30T19:14:20.000Z> graf: thats cute t ho
<2023-03-30T19:14:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh
<2023-03-31T00:40:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, awake.
<2023-03-31T00:43:36.000Z> graf: good morning fiinikiivi my favourite europoor
<2023-03-31T00:45:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Pff, morning.
<2023-03-31T00:59:18.000Z> graf: im having pint
<2023-03-31T00:59:22.000Z> graf: sending pint vibes 
<2023-03-31T00:59:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh
<2023-03-31T01:01:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Feeling miserable and lonely, not feeling optimistic.
<2023-03-31T01:05:42.000Z> graf: i feel lonely today too friend 
<2023-03-31T01:06:06.000Z> graf: i would call you and talk when i get home but you don't speak English well and i only kind of understand Finnish 
<2023-03-31T01:06:08.000Z> graf: lol
<2023-03-31T01:09:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, thanks for caring.
<2023-03-31T01:11:13.000Z> graf: i do
<2023-03-31T01:11:21.000Z> graf: you can vent to me about anything 
<2023-03-31T01:11:23.000Z> graf: no judgement 
<2023-03-31T01:14:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, I would have something to vent, but I don't want to make you feel jealous.
<2023-03-31T01:15:28.000Z> graf: why would i feel jealous, im fine lol
<2023-03-31T01:20:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You sure?
<2023-03-31T01:21:41.000Z> graf: ? yes lol what am i supposed to be jealous of? someone else? for what reason?
<2023-03-31T01:24:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, I'm always like this. It's annoying.
<2023-03-31T01:32:29.000Z> graf: you're fine 
<2023-03-31T01:32:37.000Z> graf: overthinking is not good 
<2023-03-31T01:34:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have noticed I'm interested in other Poast user. I have tried to talk to him, but he's really busy, has a job and social life, so it takes time for him to answer.
<2023-03-31T01:37:52.000Z> graf: if you're talking about wormwood he asked me about you weeks ago before the chudbuds thing and i told him i think you're good people. go for it if that's what you want 
<2023-03-31T01:37:56.000Z> graf: he lives here i think 
<2023-03-31T01:37:59.000Z> graf: in Canada i mean 
<2023-03-31T01:38:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, I'm talking about Fatidicus.
<2023-03-31T01:40:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: What did he ask about?
<2023-03-31T01:40:38.000Z> graf: sorry that is classified 
<2023-03-31T01:40:46.000Z> graf: but yes i believe he has a family 
<2023-03-31T01:40:56.000Z> graf: the one you mentioned i mean 
<2023-03-31T01:42:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Huh. He has mentioned he hasn't had a girlfriend for months.
<2023-03-31T01:46:35.000Z> graf: oh my confusion then I'm sorry 
<2023-03-31T01:46:39.000Z> graf: i thought he did
<2023-03-31T01:46:48.000Z> graf: either way might be good for u since he's Finnish 
<2023-03-31T01:47:52.000Z> graf: wait lol why did you think I'd be jealous 
<2023-03-31T01:47:59.000Z> graf: YOU THOUGHT I HAD A CRUSH ON YOU
<2023-03-31T01:48:02.000Z> graf: 🧠📢
<2023-03-31T01:48:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...I'm sorry
<2023-03-31T01:49:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm retarted
<2023-03-31T01:56:54.000Z> graf: you're fine 
<2023-03-31T01:57:00.000Z> graf: need me to put in a good word for you???
<2023-03-31T01:58:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: How is that possible?
<2023-03-31T02:19:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: But sure, I wouldn't mind.
<2023-03-31T02:20:06.000Z> graf: 😳
<2023-03-31T02:20:09.000Z> graf: okay i will
<2023-03-31T02:24:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well my ex is Doc Scranton on fedi, but please don't start anything with him.
<2023-03-31T02:27:42.000Z> graf: lol he likes my stuff all the time 
<2023-03-31T02:27:45.000Z> graf: had no idea 
<2023-03-31T02:27:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh
<2023-03-31T02:29:06.000Z> graf: hey
<2023-03-31T02:29:08.000Z> graf: fiinikiivi 
<2023-03-31T02:29:13.000Z> graf: you're my favourite don't forget 
<2023-03-31T02:29:16.000Z> graf: 🧠📢😔
<2023-03-31T02:29:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, thanks
<2023-03-31T02:34:04.000Z> graf: I'm about to pay a cute girl a 200$ tip wish me luck 
<2023-03-31T02:34:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Shii, that's a lot.
<2023-03-31T02:36:42.000Z> graf: shes cute 
<2023-03-31T02:36:45.000Z> graf: 😩
<2023-03-31T02:36:50.000Z> graf: I have a weakness 
<2023-03-31T02:38:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Now I feel jealousy, I hate my retarted brains.
<2023-03-31T02:40:29.000Z> graf: hey i sent u 100 eur to make me a painting you told me like 10% of that cost 
<2023-03-31T02:40:34.000Z> graf: 🧠📢😳
<2023-03-31T02:41:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well I'm jealous of anyone who's happier and succesfull than me. 
<2023-03-31T02:42:42.000Z> graf: I'm not happy and I'm just trying to help her out because she is single mom working 3 job. was listening to her tell a coworker. I feel bad for her so i want to help 
<2023-03-31T02:42:50.000Z> graf: entirely different than me giving money to some random 
<2023-03-31T02:43:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, that's nice of you.
<2023-03-31T02:45:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Still not sure what to paint. I try not to turn this into a forever project. I'm giving myself a time limit to end of the year.
<2023-03-31T02:57:30.000Z> graf: 🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠🧠
<2023-03-31T02:57:36.000Z> graf: what do you think of 
<2023-03-31T03:01:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, getting sleepy again..
<2023-03-31T03:05:35.000Z> graf: goodnight fiinikiivi 
<2023-03-31T07:11:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You say I'm your favourite, but do you realize I wouldn't be here if you didn't open the gates for kiwi farmers. I'm a filthy kiwi after all, though more of an observer.
<2023-03-31T21:52:46.000Z> graf: yes there are some, a very few amount that i appreciate 
<2023-04-03T14:55:22.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have been feeling awful past few days. I don't know what to do... supposed to go to gym, but I just don't feel like it.
<2023-04-03T17:29:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...I have lost weight again, now at 63,6 kg.
<2023-04-03T20:23:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I give up. People who say femcels don't exist, well here's one you twats. People who talk about tard wifes being ok can fuck the right off, lying assholes!
<2023-04-03T22:03:42.000Z> graf: why do you say that
<2023-04-04T03:51:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I suppose I have panic going on, I'm feeling angry and frustated, I can't think straight.
<2023-04-04T03:51:27.000Z> graf: whats making you frustrated
<2023-04-04T03:51:40.000Z> graf: im frustrated too, my finnish ex is harassing me saying she made a mistake and she misses me and blablabla
<2023-04-04T03:59:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm so alone. Being tormented by my 'tism everyday, I just want to a normal functioning human being.
<2023-04-04T04:01:29.000Z> graf: whats wrong
<2023-04-04T04:01:34.000Z> graf: if you tell me whats bothering you, maybe i can help
<2023-04-04T04:11:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I hate my emotions get so strong and can go to the extreme. ...That includes certain feelings in my body and it's killing me.
<2023-04-04T04:14:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's your birthday, dang it, sorry.
<2023-04-04T04:15:17.000Z> graf: dont be sorry
<2023-04-04T04:15:23.000Z> graf: i am here to be a friend and listen, so talk to me
<2023-04-04T04:22:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm basically an animal in heat, it can get so bad my hands start to shake. I hate it so much, I have never had a partner to help me, it's so embarrassing. I don't wanna feel like this.
<2023-04-04T04:23:32.000Z> graf: you cant help yourself? I never bother trying because I was never able to do it myself 
<2023-04-04T04:29:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I also need my emotional side filled, just physical isn't enough, like it's for males.
<2023-04-04T04:34:21.000Z> graf: i need that too. most guys do, they arent all about sex
<2023-04-04T04:34:31.000Z> graf: i feel the same way you do 
<2023-04-04T04:35:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I feel so touch deprivef, my family hasn'give enough hugs and comfort when I grew up either.
<2023-04-04T04:39:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: My whole life has been miserable and it's because I'm not normal.
<2023-04-04T04:40:27.000Z> graf: do you have autism that bothers you when someone touches you?
<2023-04-04T04:40:33.000Z> graf: or you guys just werent that close?
<2023-04-04T04:43:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I can get startled if someone touches me, but not otherwise. We just haven't been a close family. Grew up without father and mom was distant.
<2023-04-04T04:44:09.000Z> graf: startled? like flinching? i have that issue and im not autistic i was just beat by a couple girlfriends in my life so the physical abuse makes me wince 
<2023-04-04T04:46:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Flinching, I suppose.
<2023-04-04T04:55:32.000Z> graf: i miss human contact too friend https://i.poastcdn.org/e76bad21cbab8dfdbaf8c646ae2432a4e13155614fcb04e650ddcdd5215967ea.png
<2023-04-04T04:55:44.000Z> graf: i miss it enough im putting up with emotional abuse just so i can talk to someone who i thought cared about me once
<2023-04-04T04:55:58.000Z> graf: i dont with loneliness like this on anyone
<2023-04-04T04:59:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: People seem to open to me easily. Bf did and Wormwood has too.
<2023-04-04T05:00:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Also managed to make two people give up smoking without doing much.
<2023-04-04T05:09:30.000Z> graf: so why do you think you have an issue
<2023-04-04T05:09:37.000Z> graf: if people are open to you and you like them, go for it
<2023-04-04T05:09:48.000Z> graf: you dont have to be lonely, you have people that want to talk to you and know you
<2023-04-04T05:18:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Fatidicus isn't interested, he rarely talks and the moment he hears I'm retarted he will disappear.
<2023-04-04T05:18:55.000Z> graf: is this what has made you upset today? 
<2023-04-04T05:22:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Maybe at part, I just have all kinds of feelings floating around.
<2023-04-04T05:28:22.000Z> graf: im sorry that didnt work out for you. there's a lot of people who would love to care for you but you generally dont open up much to new people
<2023-04-04T05:32:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I presume he's not interested, he hasn't said anything. I did ask if he's interested seeing irl, said maybe.
<2023-04-04T05:33:24.000Z> graf: maybe isnt no, what is your issue woman!
<2023-04-04T05:33:25.000Z> graf: lol
<2023-04-04T05:33:34.000Z> graf: dont give up just because someone isnt like OMG YES
<2023-04-04T05:33:42.000Z> graf: you should be more comfortable that it was maybe and not YES 
<2023-04-04T05:35:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh. Sure.
<2023-04-04T05:37:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: He's an alpha man with great social life, he is not going to be interested in some autistic loser.
<2023-04-04T05:38:42.000Z> graf: well what does that say about me then since you thought i was interested enough to push back at me for being nothing but friendly
<2023-04-04T05:38:47.000Z> graf: i must be some weirdo autistic loser 
<2023-04-04T05:43:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm having trouble understanding what you mean.
<2023-04-04T05:45:51.000Z> graf: i was doing nothing but being polite to you and you thought i was hitting on you or something and you pushed back like i was some fucking weirdo for just being nice. you call him some 'alpha man with a great social life' so i cant help but realize you think im some loser
<2023-04-04T05:45:51.000Z> graf: my bad
<2023-04-04T05:47:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh..
<2023-04-04T05:48:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm sorry
<2023-04-04T17:13:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have calmed down. I shouldn't be talking when, hysteric, or something. It's embarrassing. https://i.poastcdn.org/6e2ac8fe2faead1cafb221f820c2dde53d02dfe7590b9e1bc2672a0b45be6b19.png
<2023-04-05T00:25:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Are you mad at me..? I can sent the money back if you want to...
<2023-04-05T00:58:50.000Z> graf: no I'm not and no i don't need you to I just feel really stupid and I had a really shitty day including people trying to get me killed 
<2023-04-29T17:33:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...I probably should return your money. I already attempted suicide, I'm probably dead this year.
<2023-04-29T19:55:01.000Z> graf: if thats what you want to do that's fine. I already told you that you don't have to but this is the second time you've said or or maybe third so if it's eating away at you that much then just do it I guess 
<2023-04-29T19:55:16.000Z> graf: the money I mean not suicide. suicide is never ok 
<2023-04-29T23:41:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm sorry I hurt you... It's so hard to make friends, I never understand what I do wrong...
<2023-04-29T23:44:42.000Z> graf: im not hurt and nothing happened you just stopped talking to me. wasn't through any fault other than you just didn't talk. it's not that big of a deal you don't have to worry about it 
<2023-04-30T00:07:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I was scared to talk, felt like you were mad at me. Sorry.
<2023-04-30T00:37:37.000Z> graf: it's fine DW about it 
<2023-04-30T14:38:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I had read help about how human relationships work, but I suppose they don't quite work how was written. This is another reason why I stopped talking."Instead of engaging in power games with someone you value:Simply cut them out temporarily.Detach your love and affection and make them feel the difference.If they do not try to get back closer to you and balance the power dynamics, then I’m sorry to inform you that said person has no genuine interest in you."
<2023-04-30T14:40:38.000Z> graf: that's just manipulation and not something nice to do to someone at all tbh 
<2023-04-30T14:43:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw... I should read some other guide then.
<2023-04-30T15:22:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, the guide said:"How to create genuine and long-lasting relationships without:- Being fake- Coming off as needy- Manipulating people"That's why I used it, but I suppose it was wrong.
<2023-04-30T15:24:05.000Z> graf: "Detach your love and affection and make them feel the difference."this is manipulation.What Is Manipulation? Manipulation is the exercise of harmful influence over others. People who manipulate others attack their mental and emotional sides to get what they want. The person doing the manipulating, called the manipulator, seeks to create an imbalance of power.
<2023-04-30T15:28:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, didn't know that.
<2023-04-30T15:32:16.000Z> graf: its fine but i think you are putting too much thought into this
<2023-04-30T15:35:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I just... wanna be good at relationships with other humans, but I don't think that's ever possible with me.
<2023-04-30T15:45:07.000Z> graf: I think the way you were was fine I just didnt understand why you chose not to talk to me
<2023-04-30T15:45:18.000Z> graf: but you explained it so I understand now, its not that big of an issue
<2023-04-30T15:45:27.000Z> graf: you were fine up until that point, why do you think you cant be friendly with people
<2023-04-30T15:52:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm retarted, I don't know what I'm doing. People kept abandoning me, I'm just so desperate to have any kind of human interaction and friends in my life.
<2023-04-30T15:52:48.000Z> graf: i was trying to be your friend
<2023-04-30T15:52:57.000Z> graf: im sure most people would like to be but you seem to rather close yourself off
<2023-04-30T15:53:05.000Z> graf: like you got mad at me for being friendly thinking i was flirting when i wasnt
<2023-04-30T15:53:13.000Z> graf: not everyone is out to get you, or harm you...or flirt in this case
<2023-04-30T15:53:16.000Z> graf: thats your biggest issue i think
<2023-04-30T15:59:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't understand peoples' intentions, I'm scared of them.
<2023-04-30T15:59:58.000Z> graf: you know you can ask people their intentions, they wont be mad or bothered by it
<2023-04-30T16:00:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I suppose..
<2023-04-30T16:10:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I had tought about talking (ny voice) to you before when you suggested it, but you have a gf, friends and what not, so that's pointless.
<2023-04-30T16:11:55.000Z> graf: why is that pointless
<2023-04-30T16:12:07.000Z> graf: also i have finnish gf so i can ask her when you say finnish things to me
<2023-04-30T16:12:08.000Z> graf: :laugh: 
<2023-04-30T16:15:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh
<2023-04-30T16:30:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have been fighting suicidal thoughts for days now. My meds were upped to 150mg.
<2023-04-30T16:37:28.000Z> graf: what changed that has caused this
<2023-04-30T16:47:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I already had them few times this year, but I didn't tell you anything. It has been very strong and lasted stronger now.
<2023-04-30T16:52:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Life has been so miserable and lonely, it's hard to go on. I literally have been alive for 33 years and only spent one week with a man, didn't lose my virginity until at 32 years. Pathetic.
<2023-04-30T16:54:47.000Z> graf: why do you think its pathetic
<2023-04-30T16:55:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I was a pathetic femcel.
<2023-04-30T16:56:32.000Z> graf: you say "was" you dont consider yourself that anymore? 
<2023-04-30T16:59:29.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well, I am
<2023-04-30T17:03:37.000Z> graf: one thing i will admit, it is incredibly difficult to make friends after 30
<2023-04-30T17:03:52.000Z> graf: im almost at the end of my 30s and i dont really have any irl friends except gf but she is in toronto half of the week so im alone
<2023-04-30T17:04:01.000Z> graf: its much easier to open up to people online 
<2023-04-30T17:04:08.000Z> graf: i think you would benefit from talking to more people on here tbh 
<2023-04-30T17:04:18.000Z> graf: reach out, most people on here like to talk 
<2023-04-30T17:07:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I do talk with wormwood. I tried to mushroom_soup, but it's very awkward. I gave up on Fatidicus...
<2023-04-30T17:08:08.000Z> graf: why do you say awkward
<2023-04-30T17:09:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I regret spending my 20's as a neet. I should had made friends and dated. Instead I spent my money on collectible toys and staying inside.
<2023-04-30T17:20:33.000Z> graf: can i tell you a secret
<2023-04-30T17:20:44.000Z> graf: I did what you say you should have done in my 20s and now i prefer staying inside
<2023-04-30T17:20:46.000Z> graf: funny how that works
<2023-04-30T17:22:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Huh
<2023-04-30T17:23:07.000Z> graf: in my 20s I was dating, going out nightly. had many partners like triple digits but now i prefer to not do anything
<2023-04-30T17:24:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm too old, no one wants me.
<2023-04-30T17:25:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Too old, autistic and can't have children. Who the fuck wants that?
<2023-04-30T17:32:18.000Z> graf: there are people who would be interested in a relationship without children. unfortunately a lot of guys would prefer not to have kids. i wouldn't sell yourself short
<2023-04-30T17:36:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: My tism will always be a problem even if everything else works out.
<2023-04-30T17:36:18.000Z> graf: whats bad about your autism 
<2023-04-30T17:36:20.000Z> graf: sound? touch?
<2023-04-30T17:37:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm a child in adult's body.
<2023-04-30T17:41:18.000Z> graf: you dont present yourself that way to me, you seem educated and not silly 
<2023-04-30T17:42:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's easier to present myself like that through text, my behaviour is different irl.
<2023-04-30T17:43:41.000Z> graf: what do you do irl thats childlike
<2023-04-30T17:46:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I might make sounds when I'm happy
<2023-04-30T17:46:59.000Z> graf: thats cute tho
<2023-04-30T17:47:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I need to have a plushie when I'm sad or distraught.
<2023-04-30T17:48:36.000Z> graf: my gf does this and she sometimes takes them to bed
<2023-04-30T17:48:40.000Z> graf: thats just a  girl thing i think
<2023-04-30T17:52:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Stressful or scary situation, I shutdown and can't do anything.
<2023-04-30T17:53:53.000Z> graf: a lot of people do that, too including my gf. thats a normal human response i think, to situations like that
<2023-04-30T17:54:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I rely lot on my mother still, because I'm not so independent.
<2023-04-30T18:00:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't drink alcohol
<2023-04-30T18:02:45.000Z> graf: how come
<2023-04-30T18:02:48.000Z> graf: i think if you did you would have a good time
<2023-04-30T18:03:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't like taste
<2023-04-30T18:03:47.000Z> graf: they make chick drinks u know, flavored sweet vodka mixed drinks
<2023-04-30T18:06:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have never been in bar, pub.
<2023-04-30T18:08:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Unless cruise ship counts
<2023-04-30T18:21:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...Momo farted, agh, it smells.
<2023-04-30T18:23:09.000Z> graf: you can just buy them from store you dont have to go to bar if you dont want
<2023-04-30T18:25:28.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Why would I drink at home alone
<2023-04-30T19:13:19.000Z> graf: im not sure i didnt realize it was that big of an issue to drink alone sorry
<2023-04-30T19:19:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, I just don't understand why people do that.
<2023-05-01T05:14:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Lil mouf https://i.poastcdn.org/50a2d8b2ad972472adb4a7db71ad078125b17422a828a4d0cf623b2f476dbb78.jpg
<2023-05-01T06:27:19.000Z> graf: cute bunny 
<2023-05-01T14:59:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have always wore baggy mens clothing, but I have this year tried to buy feminine clothing. I don't have any experience, so it's awkward to buy any and use them.
<2023-05-01T15:05:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I bought this unusual top/shirt and even my first skirt. Took a picture of it too.
<2023-05-01T15:22:16.000Z> graf: show 
<2023-05-01T15:32:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh. Well I suppose I could ask opinion how I look also, I have my face hidden, that is my big problem, it's awful.
<2023-05-01T15:35:22.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It keeps saying "Message failed to send." when I try to post the picture.
<2023-05-01T15:37:31.000Z> graf: oh shit okay give me a bit I'll fix it. I just woke up 
<2023-05-01T23:47:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/fd4f92aaadf902031cf6e989d6a355518f63afbba1bfe05db6a1895d86f72629.png
<2023-05-01T23:58:03.000Z> graf: nice shirt friend 
<2023-05-02T00:02:25.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, yeah, it's weird. Maybe use it when it's really hot during summer, otherwise not. Also only skirt I have for now.
<2023-05-02T00:04:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Do I look any decent? I really don't know, I don't really like myself.
<2023-05-02T03:17:09.000Z> graf: looks good, i like it
<2023-05-02T03:17:11.000Z> graf: any more jpegs?
<2023-05-02T03:17:13.000Z> graf: or just the one?
<2023-05-02T04:40:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, just this one.
<2023-05-02T06:29:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Did you wanted to see more clothing I bought, or something? I rarely take pictures of myself in general.
<2023-05-02T16:58:46.000Z> Fiinikiivi: My suicidal feelings finally faded away, felt good for a bit, but now I feel harrowing loneliness. I hate my life... I'm not surprised if I turn suicidal again.
<2023-05-02T18:06:26.000Z> graf: glad you feel better friend 
<2023-05-02T18:06:56.000Z> graf: try to occupy your mind. with a craft or learning something 
<2023-05-02T18:07:07.000Z> graf: an idle mind is the devil's playthings
<2023-05-02T18:08:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's been hard to concentrate on anything.
<2023-05-02T18:11:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I just wanna cuddle a boyfriend...
<2023-05-04T17:51:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hello..? Can I bother, or..?
<2023-05-05T07:29:45.000Z> graf: didn't see this until now 
<2023-05-05T07:29:50.000Z> graf: you okay friend?
<2023-05-05T09:02:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Visited vet. Momo's teeth condition doesn't look good, she probably has just few months to live.
<2023-05-05T09:04:49.000Z> graf: oh im sorry. what's wrong with her teeth 
<2023-05-05T09:24:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Her teeth are starting to grow a bit wrong and also into the bone. It's a problem with the breed usually. Seems like I got lucky with Ville and Hupu previously.
<2023-05-05T16:12:16.000Z> graf: what will you do
<2023-05-05T16:12:21.000Z> graf: is there anything you can do?
<2023-05-05T16:21:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's not fixable. I will keep her over summer and then probbaly put her down.
<2023-05-05T16:21:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: My life keeps sucking.
<2023-05-05T18:58:09.000Z> graf: will you get another rabbit to introduce to momo and to learn from momo
<2023-05-05T19:02:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't know if I have the money, vets are expensive. Don't know when I last time lived without rabbits, it's gonna be even more lonely and have this hollow feeling.
<2023-05-05T22:50:39.000Z> graf: im asking because if u are going to get another bunny it might be nice for momo to have company and momo could teach the other bunny before she goes
<2023-05-05T22:50:42.000Z> graf: thats what i would do.. 
<2023-05-06T04:16:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah, true.. I meant I don't have money to upkeep a new rabbit.
<2023-05-06T04:24:01.000Z> graf: u can use what i gave u to do that instead of making me thing
<2023-05-06T04:24:03.000Z> graf: i wouldnt be mad
<2023-05-06T04:24:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Thank you
<2023-05-06T04:26:10.000Z> graf: :hug: 
<2023-05-06T04:31:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: About that talking. I wouldn't mind trying it, but it's up to you when, since you know when you have time to do that.
<2023-05-06T04:32:09.000Z> graf: to do what what am i doing :so
<2023-05-06T04:33:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Call me, sorry.
<2023-05-06T04:33:56.000Z> graf: oh i will if you want, not tonight since im drinking already and have been fighting ddos attacks all night against poast and our other sites but sometime this weekend maybe
<2023-05-06T04:33:58.000Z> graf: sorry im stupid
<2023-05-06T04:34:09.000Z> graf: because you dont like talking i would have never guessed thats what you meant
<2023-05-06T04:36:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Just feeling lonely, thought maybe it would make me feel better.
<2023-05-06T04:37:10.000Z> graf: sure tomorrow?
<2023-05-06T04:37:13.000Z> graf: well, later today for you
<2023-05-06T04:37:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye
<2023-05-06T04:38:22.000Z> graf: its 00:38am for me
<2023-05-06T04:38:29.000Z> graf: i have been fighting ddos attacks on poast all night
<2023-05-06T04:38:37.000Z> graf: 😩 
<2023-05-06T04:38:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw
<2023-05-06T04:43:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have used Discord, don't know what else to use to communicate.
<2023-05-06T04:50:21.000Z> graf: i dont use discord, only matrix
<2023-05-06T04:51:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, need to check that
<2023-05-06T04:52:17.000Z> graf: you might actually benefit from being in our channel, providing y you wont share anything from it
<2023-05-06T04:52:20.000Z> graf: let me open registration for you hold on
<2023-05-06T04:53:18.000Z> graf: go to matrix.poast.org and registertell me the username u use <3 
<2023-05-06T04:53:29.000Z> graf: my gf is in the same room so you guys actually could be finnish at eachother 
<2023-05-06T04:53:32.000Z> graf: maybe that would help you?
<2023-05-06T04:53:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hm, do I use different username?
<2023-05-06T04:54:08.000Z> graf: no you can use whatever you like <3 
<2023-05-06T04:54:59.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hm
<2023-05-06T04:55:57.000Z> graf: we have end to end encrypted rooms, we host our own video and audio streams so everything is encrypted nobody but you and the person you are talking to will ever see what you say
<2023-05-06T04:56:04.000Z> graf: pretty cool, huh?
<2023-05-06T04:56:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh yeah
<2023-05-06T05:10:40.000Z> graf: did you make one!!
<2023-05-06T05:13:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Had to move to computer, sorry.
<2023-05-06T05:14:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Uh.. where do I find it?
<2023-05-06T05:16:02.000Z> graf: matrix.poast.org
<2023-05-06T05:16:11.000Z> graf: register, verify your email and let me know when you do and you're signed in and ill invite you
<2023-05-06T05:17:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, can't use Ä Ö letters
<2023-05-06T05:17:47.000Z> graf: :( im sorry
<2023-05-06T05:23:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: naurulokki
<2023-05-06T05:26:50.000Z> graf: hold on
<2023-05-06T05:27:03.000Z> graf: invited!
<2023-05-06T05:27:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Thanks
<2023-05-06T05:29:03.000Z> graf: you can download a desktop client so you dont have to use the website
<2023-05-06T05:29:11.000Z> graf: its much better and has an android client
<2023-05-06T05:29:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, okay
<2023-05-06T05:29:34.000Z> graf: android -> play.google.com/store/apps/details?id=im.vector.app
<2023-05-06T05:30:02.000Z> graf: windows desktop -> packages.riot.im/desktop/install/win32/x64/Element%20Setup.exe
<2023-05-06T05:30:04.000Z> graf: <3
<2023-05-06T05:35:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Thanks
<2023-05-06T05:35:27.000Z> graf: of course
<2023-05-06T05:35:32.000Z> graf: you can say anything to anyone in there
<2023-05-06T05:35:34.000Z> graf: we're all really close
<2023-05-06T05:35:44.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Okay
<2023-05-06T05:35:44.000Z> graf: glad to introduce you to 100 of my closest friends
<2023-05-06T05:36:39.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe
<2023-05-06T05:37:35.000Z> graf: no drama in that room
<2023-05-06T05:37:41.000Z> graf: i would trust everyone in there with my home address
<2023-05-06T05:37:46.000Z> graf: so you are safe to talk to anyone you see there
<2023-05-06T05:38:08.000Z> graf: these are people ive known 4,5 or more years or their friends irl and online
<2023-05-06T05:38:16.000Z> graf: ive met a lot of people in there IRL as well
<2023-05-06T05:38:27.000Z> graf: you are safe and okay t o talk to anyone about anything i promise
<2023-05-06T05:38:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah
<2023-05-06T05:38:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oke
<2023-05-06T05:38:37.000Z> graf: <3
<2023-05-12T06:58:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Visited cherry tree park with my sis and had a picnic yesterday. It was very pretty https://i.poastcdn.org/4724cfafcafaa195054c11b09acc0354ac1a0d94bc722dc3958a6c5884f12fae.jpg