<2021-11-24T06:10:45.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Whelp. Yeah im gettin a divorce so no more shits given. Missed you man. 
<2021-11-24T12:28:53.000Z> gabara: Dude!  I so missed you!   
<2021-11-24T12:35:04.000Z> gabara: I got a new job!  I'm working at my old companies competition!
<2021-11-24T12:35:28.000Z> gabara: Buckets says 'hi'
<2021-11-24T12:48:01.000Z> gabara: So you still at home or did you have to find your own place?
<2021-11-24T12:48:13.000Z> gabara: Kinda a shitty time of year to be alone
<2021-11-24T13:26:03.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Let me sing you a song. It’s called “I used to live in a 3,000 square foot house but now I live in a camper”. Basically she forced me out by harassing me day and night. I got a lawyer and he told me to move back in or I’d lose the house in the divorce. So I tried. She lied to a judge and told him I was beating her. Got an emergency PFA order. I lived in my truck for a while. Lived in cheap hotel rooms. Now I have a camper. Thankfully my family has helped me because I’m still paying all the bills for my wife by judges order. Got the PFA lifted. But I admitted threatening her in anger so I still have to stay away from her. I won visitation and holiday time with the kids though. Been with my kids here at my parents since Friday. I have to give them up today though. Sorry for the big info dump. 
<2021-11-24T13:36:15.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Congratulations on the new job! Hope they pay you what you’re worth. 
<2021-11-24T13:39:06.000Z> gabara: Dump away!  
<2021-11-24T13:39:18.000Z> gabara: My new job is better pay and benefits
<2021-11-24T13:40:51.000Z> gabara: My new Director's husband lost his job the same time as me at Manulife so if anything I get bonus points from her.  And my VP and I used to work with the same guy at another company.
<2021-11-24T13:41:17.000Z> gabara: My new boss lost her previous job because she was pregant (there are no prection laws for IT workers in Canada)
<2021-11-24T13:41:43.000Z> gabara: It's weird but I get the general sense they're all spoiling me since I've been through something like they have
<2021-11-24T14:04:03.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Empathy has that effect. You’re probably right. 
<2021-11-24T14:43:33.000Z> gabara: lol
<2021-11-24T14:44:39.000Z> gabara: I am having one problem.  Everything is perfect.  I am waking up in the morning to great great anxiety, litterally heaving and heaving.  Everything is fine but I keep expecting it not to be
<2021-11-24T14:45:08.000Z> gabara: I don't know what's wrong with me.
<2021-11-24T14:45:41.000Z> gabara: Had a scary episode on Saturday when for some reason I forgot the past 6 months for like 5 minutes.  My wife wants me to see a doctor.
<2021-11-24T14:46:11.000Z> gabara: This summer my life fell appart back to gether.
<2021-11-24T14:46:19.000Z> gabara: Everything is going my way
<2021-11-24T14:46:33.000Z> gabara: And my body is rejecting this reality.
<2021-11-24T14:47:29.000Z> gabara: Is this something I should seriously escalate to either a family counsilor or a psychiatrist in my area?
<2021-11-24T22:39:38.000Z> gabara: Sorry, I don't mean to unload on ya.  I think it's just nerves.
<2021-11-25T00:08:26.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Well I am definitely going to be going into therapy after this so maybe we should both go into therapy. You can come down here and stay with me in the camper and we’ll go to couples therapy and convince my counselor that were gay serial killers are hiding bodies under the camper. I really just want to see him sweat.
<2021-11-25T00:09:39.000Z> Friendshipistragic: But on a serious note my recommendation is to find a counselor who shares your worldview. They don’t have some secret technology to make you better but they can help you see an outside perspective on yourself. And for some reason that really does help.
<2021-11-25T00:11:28.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I have come to the belief that we as a species requires stress and anxiety from outside forces to stay mentally acute. This probably comes from an evolution airy history of existential danger. So when things are going really well our brain creates adversity because it doesn’t know what else to do. That doesn’t mean it’s not real though.
<2021-11-25T00:14:30.000Z> Friendshipistragic: On the upside of things I finally understand the book of Job now. I’m getting quite the lesson in humility from the Lord. It seems I am a slow learner but he is a great teacher and quite patient 
<2021-11-25T12:19:41.000Z> gabara: Thank you!  You have no idea how much that helped.  Yes, I was thinking there's something primal going on.  Now when the heaves start I just think about my new boss and coworkers and how non-threatening they are.  
<2021-11-25T12:19:57.000Z> gabara: I wish there was something I could do to help you now
<2021-11-25T12:20:55.000Z> gabara: I can help you with Job
<2021-11-25T12:21:01.000Z> gabara: I don't think that was the point of Job
<2021-11-25T12:21:26.000Z> gabara: First off, Job takes place before Noah.  This is important because the "Satan" in Job is actually Cain.  Yes, him.
<2021-11-25T12:22:01.000Z> gabara: Secondly, the point of the book was that Job was TOO agreeable
<2021-11-25T12:22:37.000Z> gabara: Satan proved this buy asking God for powers to provoke him and sure enough Job just went along with it like Ned Flanders
<2021-11-25T12:23:00.000Z> gabara: It was a different time in the earth.
<2021-11-25T12:23:25.000Z> gabara: The angels walked freely in the earth.  They knew 100% there was a God up there 
<2021-11-25T12:23:46.000Z> gabara: So the point of Job wasn't to prove his faith in God's existance.  That was a given.
<2021-11-25T12:24:16.000Z> gabara: It was to prove he had learned something.  That humans were ready for the next phase.
<2021-11-25T12:24:25.000Z> gabara: That Job had grown.
<2021-11-25T12:24:38.000Z> gabara: That Job was now stronger.
<2021-11-25T13:28:57.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I’m considering going home to Mississippi when the divorce is finished. I’m alone here. The only reason I’m staying is so I can see my kids as often as possible. I don’t know why she felt the need to do this. It’s like she’s become a demon. 
<2021-11-25T13:57:17.000Z> gabara: For what it's worth, one of my sister-in-laws did the same thing once -- then eventually dropped dead of a tumour.  A good Catholic woman until something broke in her head.  She also had a brain the size of a planet, was fluent in 4 languages and was a lifelong teacher at Montesori (apparently that means something to Catholics).
<2021-11-25T13:57:26.000Z> gabara: Like that's an elite school
<2021-11-25T13:58:00.000Z> gabara: If you ever need cheering up, listen to this song:  youtube.com/watch?v=bx8y-BCecMg
<2021-11-25T13:58:56.000Z> gabara: Anyway when you said it's like she became a demon, some of my sister-in-laws Catholic relatives litterly believed that was a demon.
<2021-11-25T14:01:37.000Z> Friendshipistragic: m.youtube.com/watch?v=d0G8PEYYHTY  This has been my theme song. It’s helped. 
<2021-11-25T14:03:25.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Now if you’ll excuse me. I need to work up the courage to go sit on my freezing ass camper toilet. 
<2021-11-25T14:44:31.000Z> gabara: lol
<2021-11-25T15:01:15.000Z> gabara: Ooo, you need something stronger:  youtube.com/watch?v=6dE0a8nHHNA
<2021-11-25T15:02:05.000Z> gabara: Or if you need something that kicks a lot of ass:  youtube.com/watch?v=exTwuCTXg3w
<2021-11-25T19:13:22.000Z> gabara: I've got the new Hobgoblins with all new RiffTrax jokes.  I'm uploading it to my OneDrive to see if I can't share it with you.
<2021-11-25T19:31:19.000Z> gabara: Try this 1drv.ms/v/s!AgI2b54tlMhYietHJRcQymyVXUNMng
<2021-11-25T21:27:36.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I just can’t get motivated. I’m really trying. Bleh. But my copy of Fallout 4 helps. Lots of fun. 
<2021-11-25T21:36:33.000Z> Friendshipistragic: However, once I’m divorced, maybe I’ll have a chance at getting laid again someday. 
<2021-11-27T06:14:10.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Had a thought. An autistic individual would likely fail the Voight-Kampf test from Bladerunner
<2021-11-27T16:30:37.000Z> gabara: Yes, I've often thought that.
<2021-11-27T17:31:58.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Yeah. Was watching a new show. Bladerunner: Black Lotus. They were running a test. 
<2021-11-27T17:54:47.000Z> gabara: I didn,t even know that was a show!  Downloading it now
<2021-11-27T18:18:01.000Z> gabara: You know what else i'd have trouble with is that test to enter Covenant in Fallout 4.
<2021-11-27T19:41:52.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I passed that one. Really wasn’t sure what the point of it was. I don’t spend much time in covenant. I mostly wandering the wastes with Hancock fighting everything.
<2021-11-27T20:08:54.000Z> gabara: It was to test if you're a Synth
<2021-11-27T20:09:10.000Z> gabara: And it's based on the test you take in Fallout 3 when you're a teen at the start of the game
<2021-11-27T21:26:53.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Oooohhh. Forgot about that. 
<2021-11-27T23:46:25.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I’m siding with The Brotherhood on my first run through. The Railroad is gay. The Institute are too uppitty. The Minutemen are too goody-two-shoes. Ad Victorium!!!
<2021-11-28T02:39:33.000Z> gabara: I just can't stand Elder Maxon
<2021-11-28T02:39:47.000Z> gabara: And Desdamona
<2021-11-28T02:39:50.000Z> gabara: And Father
<2021-11-28T02:39:55.000Z> gabara: And Preston
<2021-11-28T02:40:13.000Z> gabara: Now Far Harbour has great factions
<2021-11-28T04:32:52.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Yeah…..Arthur is an asshole. I want to shoot him most of the time. Apparently if you go into the game’s build you can find an audio file subplot that never got included where you and Danse can challenge Maxon for leadership of the Brotherhood. Pity it wasn’t included. 
<2021-11-28T13:51:15.000Z> gabara: I was going to mention that.  That would have been better.
<2021-11-28T13:51:21.000Z> gabara: Dance is awesome
<2021-11-28T13:51:26.000Z> gabara: Danse
<2021-11-28T13:51:50.000Z> gabara: Danse embodies the spirit of the BOS.  Maxon is just a fanatic
<2021-11-28T23:51:23.000Z> Friendshipistragic: You can Danse if you wanna. You can leave Maxon behind. Cause Maxon don’t Danse and if he don’t Danse then he’s no friend of mine. 
<2021-11-29T01:18:53.000Z> gabara: The Brotherhood of Steel needs a Danse Danse Revolution.
<2021-11-29T04:11:20.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Ok I’ve gotten to the mission to destroy the railroad. Not sure if I can do that. 
<2021-11-29T12:25:04.000Z> gabara: Just pick up Maxon like an Axe and swing him at Desdamona.
<2021-11-29T14:38:09.000Z> gabara: If you'd like to visit the discord:  discord.gg/5ZmYZ6P4
<2021-11-29T20:48:51.000Z> gabara: Sooooo
<2021-11-29T20:49:08.000Z> gabara: I just found out that my sister's son has just came out as "trans"/
<2021-11-29T20:49:18.000Z> gabara: My sister, the strict christian
<2021-11-29T20:49:23.000Z> gabara: I am depressed
<2021-11-29T22:02:58.000Z> gabara: Listening to Heavy Metal helps
<2021-11-30T01:52:36.000Z> Friendshipistragic: How old is the kid
<2021-11-30T12:13:12.000Z> gabara: 18
<2021-11-30T17:09:22.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Ah. Well nothing to be done then. My thought is that everyone just ignores him. He’s likely doing it for social media attention or to rebel or both.  18 is where I started acting out. Though my acting out was to get into pagan stuff. Didn’t last long. Except my love of Halloween. That stayed. 
<2021-11-30T17:10:00.000Z> gabara: lol
<2021-11-30T17:10:08.000Z> gabara: Halloween is awesome!
<2021-11-30T17:10:17.000Z> Friendshipistragic: My dad thinks my love of Halloween is super weird. He just shakes his head. 
<2021-11-30T17:11:05.000Z> gabara: Children just don't get scared by horror as much as they used it.  
<2021-11-30T17:11:22.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I’m considering going back to Mississippi 
<2021-11-30T17:11:37.000Z> gabara: Might as well
<2021-11-30T17:11:50.000Z> gabara: It's home, isn't it?
<2021-11-30T17:13:59.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I’ve lost my home and my land and I’m probably going to have to sell it. I’ve got a free 60 acres with a ready to build homesite. Behavior Analysis is catching on over there. I’ve got no family here. Whereas the Main Street through the historic district in ny hometown is named after my family. We’ve been there since the 1820s. 
<2021-11-30T17:14:41.000Z> Friendshipistragic: The issue is my kids
<2021-11-30T17:15:32.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I’m unlikely to get her to let them take me and it’s a 5 hour drive. 
<2021-11-30T17:17:58.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I’d basically be abandoning them. 
<2021-11-30T17:19:22.000Z> Friendshipistragic: But it’s really hard to do this alone. 
<2021-11-30T17:21:36.000Z> Friendshipistragic: My sister was living on the 60 acres in a trailer but she’s been arrested and put in a psych ward for the next 6 months. 
<2021-11-30T17:24:03.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I’d have to make sure her druggy friends are told off the property. Likely with a gun. Then I’d have to establish friendly relations with the Choctaws, but my family has a long history with them so likely not an issue. 
<2021-11-30T17:25:34.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I should really learn more Choctaw. All I know are insults I learned from football. 
<2021-12-01T22:20:10.000Z> Friendshipistragic: So how is the new job? Still good?
<2021-12-02T20:54:16.000Z> gabara: It's awesome.
<2021-12-02T20:54:43.000Z> gabara: I got them to change our team's avatar to Bitzer from Shaun the Sheep
<2021-12-03T06:00:56.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I don’t even know what that means. 
<2021-12-03T17:19:45.000Z> gabara: The dog
<2021-12-03T17:20:54.000Z> gabara: Is there any psychiatric explaination for music and why it sounds good if done right?
<2021-12-03T21:39:15.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Be more specific. Which element? Evolutionary or Ontological?
<2021-12-05T16:07:13.000Z> gabara: Dude, I just gotta say, you have no idea how much I missed talking to you.  You're the only smart person I get to talk to.
<2021-12-05T18:02:34.000Z> Friendshipistragic: If I’m the smartest person you talk to I’m depressed. After getting screwed over in my marriage I’m pretty sure I’m a full retard. Lol. 
<2021-12-05T18:05:31.000Z> Friendshipistragic: But on the subject of intellectual topics I was actually thinking about interesting comparisons between Fallout and the Middle Ages. Like in the Middle Ages, they lost a lot of structural stuff but had centers of learning preservation and advancement of military tech. 
<2021-12-06T03:29:42.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Did you know they never really lost concrete tech? That’s a modern lie. Several formulas were preserved. The problem is that they required the stable trade routes of Roman peace to have all the ingredients. And it was only practical in large scale work which became rare for a few centuries. It was used in some later Byzantine architecture 
<2021-12-06T11:55:59.000Z> gabara: Cool
<2021-12-06T14:53:38.000Z> gabara: Dude, it's the two weeks before the shortest day of the year.  It can get pretty depressing.  Make sure you stay lit:  youtube.com/watch?v=LG9UUq9pcXk
<2021-12-06T14:54:09.000Z> gabara: Light is good.  Make sure you are getting plenty of it.
<2021-12-06T15:23:29.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Funny you should say that. I’ve started a little ritual at night. “Turning on the Lights”. I turn every light on in the camper. It helps. I’ve had pneumonia the past few days, so I’m a little tired.  2021 has been a shitty year. Oh well. My dad wants me to go to Ireland for a vacation with him after the divorce. I think I’ll take him up on it. I’d love to go. I need a change. 
<2021-12-06T15:26:41.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I’ve got a gym membership. I got it while I was homeless to use the shower there. Maybe I need to really use it. Make going there a habit. 
<2021-12-06T19:23:00.000Z> gabara: You would of course know exactly how to treat depression, I just wanted to make sure the physician was healing himself.  
<2021-12-06T19:23:04.000Z> gabara: You have to do Ireland!
<2021-12-06T19:23:35.000Z> gabara: Me visiting London in 2005 (Honeymoon) had a profound effect on me.  The world got a lot bigger
<2021-12-06T19:23:50.000Z> gabara: I also went from disliking vegans to hating them
<2021-12-06T19:24:05.000Z> gabara: (they were protesting Harraods when I wanted to go there, went in anyway)
<2021-12-06T19:24:16.000Z> gabara: But I had to go back to the hotel and change my shirt
<2021-12-06T19:24:29.000Z> gabara: I had a shirt on that said "for every animal you don't eat I'll eat two"
<2021-12-06T21:26:37.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I SAID LEAVE THE SERVICE DOGS ALONE. 
<2021-12-07T01:49:28.000Z> Friendshipistragic: What’s the discord link?
<2021-12-07T12:33:55.000Z> gabara: discord.gg/VmJhHHWp
<2021-12-07T14:57:07.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Thanks. So what happened with you and Turd? I’ve heard a lot of stuff. 
<2021-12-07T18:05:52.000Z> gabara: I called Nadeshda a Karen
<2021-12-07T18:05:52.000Z> gabara: She is
<2021-12-07T18:06:05.000Z> gabara: They all got offendeded.
<2021-12-07T18:06:38.000Z> gabara: I'm trying to meet them half-way.  I've passed on the message that if Nadeshda appologizes for being a Karen she can come back.
<2021-12-07T18:06:52.000Z> gabara: Everone left on the chat agrees she's a Karen.
<2021-12-07T18:07:09.000Z> gabara: Turd, ADHDFerret and WorfMT left.  Nothing of value was lost.
<2021-12-07T18:07:15.000Z> gabara: And it was the best day ever.
<2021-12-07T18:07:46.000Z> gabara: Turd is an alcoholic
<2021-12-07T18:08:01.000Z> gabara: Ever since I told him that he's been upset with me.
<2021-12-07T18:08:55.000Z> gabara: He insists he's in full control of his drinking.  He'll go a "whole week" without drinking and then binge drink himself almost to death.  He'd then drunk post a lot of us some pretty gay shit and then act like nothing happened.
<2021-12-07T18:09:17.000Z> gabara: He's going to kill himself.
<2021-12-07T18:10:22.000Z> gabara: The fact that he's still doing it and he now gets together with Nadeshda, ADHDFerret and WorfMT makes me wonder about them too.  The rest of us are worried.  We're sick of the gay drunk posts and death threats but we just want him to not kill himself.
<2021-12-07T18:10:56.000Z> gabara: I'll let you decide which version is the truth.  It's a very strange universe.
<2021-12-07T18:11:40.000Z> gabara: One is the official story, the other is the truth.
<2021-12-07T20:42:28.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Been wondering. Not that it matters. Like I told Kat when you got banned from xyz. She felt you’d done wrong. I told her that didn’t matter to me. I’m going to side with you. Even if you’re wrong. Because you’re my friend. When Voat went down you made sure I was able tome along. You’ve always backed me up. You can be right all day, but what is the point without friends?
<2021-12-07T20:44:36.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Also since when is Nad being a Karen news?
<2021-12-07T20:51:46.000Z> Friendshipistragic: She’s also a thot 
<2021-12-07T20:54:03.000Z> Friendshipistragic: But honestly you could tell me you tell me you for und her OnlyFans account JesusJugs and broadcasted it life to her congregation and I’d just giggle a bit 
<2021-12-07T20:54:40.000Z> Friendshipistragic: That talk to text not work out well. My pneumonia is making my voice less clear than usual
<2021-12-07T21:28:55.000Z> gabara: "JesusJugs"  lost it
<2021-12-07T21:31:21.000Z> gabara: Okay I just sent this message to our liason:  Ambassidor @Shrimpitout V 0.0.1, I need to to pass a message to the other kids.  Tell Nadeshda I'm sorry I found her "JesusJugs" OnlyFans account and broadcast it to her church congregation.
<2021-12-07T21:33:51.000Z> gabara: If you ask me, they grew appart from the rest of us because they are becoming different then the rest of us politically (they're foolishly giving a shit), they already had their competing discord which they didn't tell everyone about.  Then Shrimp accidentally spilled the beans and the shit hit the fan and convieniently the next provocation, me calling Nadeshda a Karen, they decided to exploit, to get some mileage out of.  I've seen it before.  They're dicks.
<2021-12-07T21:34:39.000Z> gabara: They want us to think we did something wrong, but the truth is they abandoned their friends.  
<2021-12-07T21:37:11.000Z> gabara: That's the most Karen thing you can do.
<2021-12-07T21:56:55.000Z> Friendshipistragic: JesusJugs. Moving the Holy Spirit one Coomer at a time. 
<2021-12-07T22:27:13.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Hey. If squeezing quartz crystals generates enough electricity to run a clock, why can’t we just tap into the quartz formations under pressure deep under the earth for power?
<2021-12-08T01:44:44.000Z> gabara: Pfft.  You have no idea
<2021-12-08T01:44:55.000Z> gabara: The sheer untapped power all arround us
<2021-12-08T01:45:42.000Z> gabara: Heck if humans could stop sucking for  about 5 minutes we could all be walking arround with phones that never need charging.  We have the tech.  It's that a few idiots would open the phones up and make very bad bombs
<2021-12-08T08:16:26.000Z> Friendshipistragic: So you’re saying I need to make a quartz crystal phone bomb. Got it. 
<2021-12-08T08:17:05.000Z> Friendshipistragic: If you see a giant white flash to the south don’t wait up. 
<2021-12-08T11:22:47.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Ugh. It’s been a rough night. Constantly coughing can’t sleep. My abs and back hurt from coughing. What a sorry sight I must be. I just want to go home. 
<2021-12-08T12:59:12.000Z> gabara: awww
<2021-12-08T15:17:14.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Sorry about that. I think that’s the first time I’ve ever woken up depressed. Usually I become depressed after a while. Lol I was pre-primed. Ha ha. Anyway, seriously I’m looking at this earth battery stuff and I’m wondering why no more research has been done into it? There was some pretty intense Research into this right up until the beginning of the 20th century and then it just dropped off.
<2021-12-08T16:53:02.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Apparently it’s still used to power remote electronics. I’m just saying. 
<2021-12-08T17:18:50.000Z> gabara: Don'
<2021-12-08T17:18:54.000Z> gabara: Don't appologize
<2021-12-08T17:24:04.000Z> gabara: Also, everyone's a little depressed at the time of year.
<2021-12-08T17:24:33.000Z> gabara: Especially the president.  He's still trying to decide if he wants to dress up as a pirate or a giraffe.
<2021-12-08T17:36:37.000Z> Friendshipistragic: At least your prime minister is reliable. We all know he’s going to just do black face again. 
<2021-12-08T17:59:28.000Z> Friendshipistragic: When did the US and Canada get into an arms race over who can have the most embarrassing leader?
<2021-12-08T18:03:40.000Z> gabara: Ours is on a short leash
<2021-12-08T18:03:51.000Z> gabara: Yours chewed threw his
<2021-12-08T18:16:43.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I dunno man. I’ve seen some of the quarantine stuff in Canada. That’s pretty creepy. What’s up with all that?
<2021-12-08T19:06:06.000Z> Friendshipistragic: But no doubt that Joe Biden wins the most pathetic leader award. Hands-down
<2021-12-08T19:07:00.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Even John McCain, who was kind of a joke, was at least a scary crotchety old man. Yeah he was nuts but you got the idea that he might have a flashback of any moment and start shooting Asian members of Congress.
<2021-12-08T19:07:46.000Z> Friendshipistragic: screaming “Gooks!”
<2021-12-08T19:08:21.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I don’t know how a parent it is to other countries, but the United States is really seriously looking at divorce among its states
<2021-12-08T19:09:27.000Z> Friendshipistragic: We literally give no shits at all if Vladimir Putin decides to invade the Ukraine. We would rather have our troops stationed on the southern border at this point. We really have retreated this country
<2021-12-08T20:21:11.000Z> gabara: Let Russia have Ukraine
<2021-12-08T20:23:35.000Z> gabara: What has Ukraine ever done for the US?
<2021-12-08T20:47:08.000Z> gabara: The Democrats are just worried because they need Ukraine to hack the elections for them
<2021-12-08T20:47:22.000Z> gabara: Taiwan on the other hand makes a lot of the stuff we like so we have to protect them
<2021-12-08T21:05:57.000Z> gabara: lol
<2021-12-08T21:34:03.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Tawain is the gateway to Japan. My hentai supply chain must be protected at ALL costs. 
<2021-12-09T22:24:51.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I feel like a bad person for moving to sell the house. I feel like I’m going to evict my children from their home. 
<2021-12-09T22:25:59.000Z> Friendshipistragic: But I can’t afford to pay that mortgage while not living there. 
<2021-12-09T22:26:13.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I’m really wrestling with this. 
<2021-12-10T12:08:51.000Z> gabara: You haven't created the situation, you are only coping with it
<2021-12-10T16:09:22.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Yeah. I’m sure my 5 year old will understand that when he finds out he’s losing his room. He already tells me he hates me when he asks me to come home and I tell him I can’t.  It doesn’t matter I guess. There’s no other way out. 
<2021-12-10T16:14:24.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I really have failed as a dad. Maybe they really are better without me. 
<2021-12-10T16:15:22.000Z> gabara: You know that isn't true.
<2021-12-10T16:15:29.000Z> gabara: They need you.  
<2021-12-10T16:15:32.000Z> gabara: You're the sane one.
<2021-12-10T18:00:31.000Z> Friendshipistragic: What if I’m not? What if she’s right and I’m the crazy one. Crazy people don’t know they are crazy. 
<2021-12-10T18:23:40.000Z> gabara: Do you seriously think you would have your job if you were crazy?  They would have caught you long ago.  
<2021-12-10T18:24:00.000Z> gabara: The whole system is stacked against fathers.
<2021-12-10T18:24:05.000Z> gabara: That's what's happening.
<2021-12-11T01:51:30.000Z> gabara: Something's been bothering me.  Earlier you said "So what happened with you and Turd? I’ve heard a lot of stuff."  How did you hear that?
<2021-12-11T01:54:13.000Z> gabara: It's weird that somehow you heard their side first.  What am I missing here?
<2021-12-11T04:15:47.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I deleted everything when I was trying to deal with the end of my marriage. I didn’t want there to be anything she could misinterpret. I didn’t know she was planning on screwing me over. So when I got kicked out I tried to look for you. I started at preview.goatpen. I kept leaving random messages hoping you’d see them. But other people responded instead. They couldn’t tell me where to find you but they knew about various things that were going on.  
<2021-12-11T04:16:36.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I think it was George that told me about you and Turd fighting 
<2021-12-11T04:16:49.000Z> Friendshipistragic: But he was vague
<2021-12-11T16:46:32.000Z> gabara: oh!
<2021-12-11T16:47:12.000Z> gabara: And then I went looking for you
<2021-12-11T16:47:21.000Z> gabara: ok
<2021-12-11T16:47:34.000Z> gabara: I just feel like there's something I'm missing
<2021-12-12T01:56:43.000Z> Friendshipistragic: I don’t think so. Like what exactly?
<2021-12-12T02:24:02.000Z> Friendshipistragic: But yeah. I asked everywhere after you. It was like you vanished 
<2021-12-12T12:34:21.000Z> gabara: Sorry
<2021-12-12T12:34:30.000Z> gabara: A lot of people don't like me.
<2021-12-12T13:22:46.000Z> gabara: Why do most people end up hating me?
<2021-12-12T13:23:04.000Z> gabara: Do I try too hard not to be hated?
<2021-12-12T14:27:50.000Z> Friendshipistragic: Most people adjust their opinions to what they feel the crowd wants to hear or spare others feelings. You don’t. Neither do I honestly. Makes finding and keeping friends tough. We both have what Jordan Peterson would call “high levels of disagreeability”.  We are the first people in a group to call bullshit. Winston Churchill was like that. During times of crisis we are very useful. But during times of peace no one likes us. 
<2021-12-12T19:54:20.000Z> gabara: I have Winston Churchill on the wall
<2021-12-12T19:54:35.000Z> gabara: That famous photo of him with a machine gun
<2021-12-12T19:54:46.000Z> gabara: Bought it in 2005 in London on the HMS Belfast
<2021-12-12T19:55:14.000Z> gabara: That's, what you wrote really rings true
<2021-12-12T19:55:18.000Z> gabara: *thanks