<2023-04-06T04:33:43.000Z> Herbst: Hey brother, shit sucks out there. We're going to make it through though.
<2023-04-06T04:34:36.000Z> Herbst: God doesn't burden us with stuff we can't handle. Creaking under the weight is a sign that we need to learn on Him more.
<2023-04-06T04:35:34.000Z> Herbst: Just making sure you know you have people that care. Even if you don't know me irl or anything.
<2023-04-06T05:54:40.000Z> eternalenglisman: I think God sent you to me mate
<2023-04-06T05:54:55.000Z> eternalenglisman: I'm going to draw closer to him.
<2023-04-06T05:55:08.000Z> eternalenglisman: Sometimes God answers with people and you are one of them amen
<2023-04-06T05:56:30.000Z> eternalenglisman: Thank you mate
<2023-04-06T06:04:09.000Z> Herbst: No problem, bro. Just say safe and don't be afraid to talk to me about stuff. I know this trainwreck of a time we all were born into sucks, but we have to keep on pushing through or it'll never get better for anyone.
<2023-04-06T06:04:40.000Z> eternalenglisman: Thank you mate. I probably will take the offer sometime
<2023-04-06T06:05:02.000Z> eternalenglisman: But it goes both ways. Help to know we're not alone
<2023-04-06T06:16:08.000Z> Herbst: I appreciate it. I'm trying to learn not to bottle everything up myself. It's a good thing to help and be helped.
<2023-04-06T06:17:13.000Z> eternalenglisman: I need to start learning that too
<2023-04-06T06:17:34.000Z> eternalenglisman: It's hard because most ppl irl don't understand or are willing to admit they do.
<2023-04-06T06:20:49.000Z> Herbst: I think it's part of this system they have us all under, you know? We're trained, either by people telling us shit like "guys just deal with it" or we get the feeling like we're being a burden on others, but it didn't always used to be that way.
<2023-04-06T06:22:21.000Z> Herbst: The atomization of modern peoples, the lack of empathy towards our people, the race mixing, like it all fits in together
<2023-04-06T06:24:09.000Z> Herbst: The first step out of it though is connecting back with each other in meaningful ways.
<2023-04-06T06:27:59.000Z> eternalenglisman: You know you're so right. It's probably a lie only some of the ecent generations have been told when our ancestors were mere open about it
<2023-04-06T06:28:23.000Z> eternalenglisman: Being here jlps to connect with others minus the hellthreads.
<2023-04-06T06:28:29.000Z> eternalenglisman: *helps
<2023-04-06T06:29:49.000Z> Herbst: I mean, men used to sit around tables and drink and talk shit, but the shit we talk about here wouldn't go over so well in a pub anymore, lol.
<2023-04-06T06:31:14.000Z> Herbst: For sure, my mood has greatly improved since I found my way over to this side of things. Just have to stay clear of too much rage porn, and actual porn.
<2023-04-06T06:31:57.000Z> eternalenglisman: LMAO poast was the ancient pub but virtual
<2023-04-06T06:32:14.000Z> eternalenglisman: Oh man you're right about the rage and regular porn
<2023-04-06T06:32:19.000Z> eternalenglisman: Makes a man act up
<2023-04-06T06:34:20.000Z> Herbst: For all my talk of going to save up enough money to build a farm on the side of a mountain and just fuck off there forever, I do actually want to build some sort of tavern where our guys can gather and talk about the kind of stuff we do here but irl.
<2023-04-06T06:35:38.000Z> Herbst: Like "knock on the back door three times and throw a roman at the camera"
<2023-04-06T06:37:05.000Z> eternalenglisman: Aww man that sounds amazing. I was thinking of buildng an inn too
<2023-04-06T06:37:32.000Z> eternalenglisman: Wuld be nice to do. You make one inn and I make one and we can turn these land like the olde shires
<2023-04-06T06:45:01.000Z> Herbst: Right on. We'll get there eventually even if we're old as dirt before it happens.
<2023-04-06T06:46:32.000Z> eternalenglisman: "We finally got total shitskin death eh patrick" https://i.poastcdn.org/5efc6a392c496572d6b7e079a3f1d007727e0e2f8749f13efd5c9035d75a0d26.jpeg
<2023-04-06T06:48:02.000Z> Herbst: 🤣
<2023-04-22T02:29:58.000Z> Herbst: I hope you are doing well, brother.
<2023-04-22T02:31:31.000Z> eternalenglisman: Sir Herbst! Been thinking of you brother. I am doing a bit better than before. How are you?
<2023-04-22T02:37:11.000Z> Herbst: Pretty good, you and whiteman_ both checked out, and I got worried after a few days, lol. I'm trying to work up the motivation to force myself into a new job.
<2023-04-22T02:38:26.000Z> Herbst: Thinking about biting the bullet and working for AmaZOG since they don't require the death shot anymore, lmao
<2023-04-22T02:40:39.000Z> eternalenglisman: Thank you for thinking of us. I've been jist trying to get my life together lol
<2023-04-22T02:41:18.000Z> eternalenglisman: What are you doing now if you don't mind me asking? Retail? Construction?
<2023-04-22T02:41:36.000Z> Herbst: Same, we'll get there eventually.
<2023-04-22T02:42:33.000Z> Herbst: Sales
<2023-04-22T02:43:01.000Z> Herbst: I want to get into a trade, this shit blows
<2023-04-22T02:43:49.000Z> Herbst: The commission isn't even worth it, don't let them fool you.
<2023-04-22T02:44:11.000Z> eternalenglisman: Oh man I used to do that
<2023-04-22T02:44:40.000Z> eternalenglisman: Really hated it lol comission sucks also don't sell to family or friends
<2023-04-22T02:44:55.000Z> eternalenglisman: Trade sounds good right now been researching time to get licensed
<2023-04-22T02:45:09.000Z> Herbst: For sure
<2023-04-22T02:45:52.000Z> Herbst: Find a place that offers to pay for the training or start you off on the ground as a helper
<2023-04-22T02:46:09.000Z> Herbst: They're out there 
<2023-04-22T02:47:01.000Z> eternalenglisman: So true. What trade would you want to pursue
<2023-04-22T02:48:46.000Z> Herbst: Well welding would have been cool until some old faggot went and shut the pipelines down. I'll probably get into HVAC so I get electrical and welding training so I can switch over to either if shit goes one way or the other.
<2023-04-22T02:50:36.000Z> eternalenglisman: Wait who shut the pipelines? Oh wait you mean Brandon?
<2023-04-22T02:50:49.000Z> eternalenglisman: I was thinking electrical and hvac too
<2023-04-22T02:50:54.000Z> eternalenglisman: Or maybe even mechanic
<2023-04-22T02:51:39.000Z> Herbst: I suppose I could get into underwater welding for the BIG DOLLARS, but I'd have to get into near perfect shape and there's a extremely high death rate
<2023-04-22T02:52:48.000Z> Herbst: Yeah the president had a silver moment and decided that oil is very bad and needs to be shut down
<2023-04-22T02:53:36.000Z> eternalenglisman: LOL Noooo herbst we nwed you alive!
<2023-04-22T02:53:46.000Z> eternalenglisman: Ehh hell if you d it I'll join you
<2023-04-22T02:55:29.000Z> Herbst: The boys working an oil rig together... Sounds pretty dope actually lmao
<2023-04-22T02:57:34.000Z> eternalenglisman: Right? It actually sounds like a better plan lol
<2023-04-22T02:57:53.000Z> eternalenglisman: Imagine working on the rig right when collapse happens jk
<2023-04-22T03:01:17.000Z> Herbst: SHTF and we have to figure out a way to get back to the mainland
<2023-04-22T03:02:25.000Z> eternalenglisman: Well... Dang 😂😂😂
<2023-04-22T03:02:34.000Z> eternalenglisman: At least niggers can't swim to us?
<2023-04-22T03:04:20.000Z> Herbst: Lmao
<2023-04-22T03:04:56.000Z> Herbst: I'm sure we'll figure out something we can build a raft out of
<2023-04-22T03:06:57.000Z> eternalenglisman: LOL true
<2023-04-22T03:07:24.000Z> eternalenglisman: But any skill to allow us to survive without the colored people yes 