<2021-10-08T01:04:06.000Z> em: Sounds like you have a little bit of a haunting, almost every house I've lived in has had something eerie except for my house. ( The one my mom lived in for 42 years that we just sold the move to the Midwest (
<2021-10-08T01:04:18.000Z> em: My grandmother's house though, had a demon in it and I have a lot of stories from that demon. 
<2021-10-08T01:05:19.000Z> em: I'm hoping that the house we just bought might have a little haunting because honestly it keeps life entertaining I like the flickering of the lights or things like that , it makes me feel not so alone and I'm so so terribly alone LOL pretty sad to say but I made friends with the one at my grandma's ...   He would show himself in the form of a little boy so I always thought it was a ghost until I talked to this woman who apparently is a demonologist, who even knew such a thing existed but there's four stages and I only got to stage 3 and stage 3 is where I got scared and left my grandma's because the things that were happening were out of my comfort zone 100% 
<2021-10-08T16:38:32.000Z> em: Yeah it's pretty depressing, hopefully I meet somebody nice in Iowa so I can finally get started on a family. 
<2021-10-08T16:38:49.000Z> em: I'm like 6 hours away I'm so excited 
<2021-10-08T16:44:39.000Z> em: I'm 28 
<2021-10-08T16:44:44.000Z> em: I think 😂😂😂😂😂
<2021-10-08T16:45:03.000Z> em: All I've ever wanted was to get married but people are brainwashed and stupid
<2021-10-08T16:47:58.000Z> em: See the thing is men have MUCH longer than women.... 
<2021-10-08T16:48:11.000Z> em: I lose half my exit 30 even though my mom had me at 39 so I'm not really that worried 
<2021-10-08T16:48:18.000Z> em: Eggs ** 
<2021-10-08T16:48:33.000Z> em: But it's like I want at least three kids 
<2021-10-08T16:54:14.000Z> em: Pretty much sick society and sick world ... People just seem to want to use me I wish I could tell genuine feelings from guys just wanting to hit it 
<2021-10-08T16:54:22.000Z> em: Greek Orthodox 
<2021-10-08T16:54:28.000Z> em: May I ask how old you are ? 
<2021-10-08T16:56:13.000Z> em: Aww yougin.  🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
<2021-10-08T16:57:22.000Z> em: You said something about iTummy pic , I took one this morning and my pants make me look even thinner , cuz they were already sort of loose but now they literally fall off .. but if you were serious I would kinda like an opinion. Should I stay this late or maybe gain another 5_10 ? Pounds ? 
<2021-10-08T16:57:50.000Z> em: See the younger men I meet are way better than the older guys I mean, there's like a safe sweet spot 25 and under is good and 35 and over is good 
<2021-10-08T16:58:46.000Z> em: Actually tbh , photo doesn't do anything maybe I wait
<2021-10-08T16:58:49.000Z> em: Mmmmm 
<2021-10-08T17:00:09.000Z> em: In about an hour here I have to get on the road again , but this is a week ago and I think I lost even from here 
<2021-10-08T17:01:41.000Z> em attached file https://img.poast.org/cd7efcd75835b38db1f36839204317955719876fd9cae7f45f6164bbfec5a532.jpg
<2021-10-08T17:01:53.000Z> em: I think post is a little bit slow 
<2021-10-08T17:02:09.000Z> em: It's easy to find men it's hard to find a man to marry 
<2021-10-08T17:02:23.000Z> em: 😆 I mean you have to spend your whole life with them, you can't make a mistake
<2021-10-08T17:03:11.000Z> em: XD 
<2021-10-08T17:14:48.000Z> em: It's like on one end I wish I wasn't the way I was because it would be easier to find somebody who wants me for me not someday who just wants to 'fuck'. 
<2021-10-08T17:15:31.000Z> em: But eventually, I hope, that some man whorw decide he finally wants a wife lmaooo cuz that's all that seems to be left in my age bracket. 
<2021-10-08T17:16:09.000Z> em: I'd feel dating and marrying a younger man cuz I feel like y'all can do better and find somebody around your age .... But from what I'm hearing most girls your age suck and are fat too so idk lol I'm regretting turning down all the zoomers LMAOOO 
<2021-10-08T17:17:07.000Z> em: Also thank you for the compliments ❤️  you're very sweet / well spoken too. 
<2021-10-08T17:19:38.000Z> em: I'm pleased to say I've only been with boyfriends , and I haven't had 3o. Dear lord. 
<2021-10-08T17:20:02.000Z> em: See, men also don't need to look like trophy husbands I think a lot of guys don't understand that ..... 
<2021-10-08T17:20:25.000Z> em: , let me make myself clear s***** women ... Only look at attraction, but all men look at attraction and that's fine because it is a different story.  
<2021-10-08T17:20:56.000Z> em: I'm right there with you I try my damn hardest everyday to be a good person 
<2021-10-08T17:21:05.000Z> em: But it tears you down and it breaks you a lot more 
<2021-10-08T17:21:16.000Z> em: But don't change, no matter how s***** it gets and it will be s***** don't change. 
<2021-10-08T17:21:27.000Z> em: PS. 
<2021-10-08T17:21:50.000Z> em: Losing weight is good and lifting is good the gym etc but I wouldn't do the whole body builder thing like a lot of these guys are trying to do. It'll put you in the same boat as being a skinny girl .... Used.  
<2021-10-08T17:22:33.000Z> em: My favorite body type has to be the normal strong dad bod 😂😂😂😂😂 but I don't even see that anymore .unless age 35 + 
<2021-10-08T17:45:09.000Z> em: I hope you're able to do that :) fingers crossed for you and all the motivation vibes 💯💯
<2021-10-08T17:45:52.000Z> em: That's what I wanted lol and got lied to by every boyfriend 😃🤣 
<2021-10-08T17:46:03.000Z> em: Be careful with your heart my dear. 
<2021-10-08T17:55:00.000Z> em: Makes me sad too, but that's life and I'm really good at coping by now 
<2021-10-08T18:37:17.000Z> em: Hahaha my truck just broke down 
<2021-10-08T18:37:29.000Z> em: Sitting on the side of the road on a 14 mi stretch
<2021-10-08T18:37:37.000Z> em: I fucking hate Kansas
<2021-10-08T18:37:42.000Z> em: 🙄😣
<2021-10-08T18:37:59.000Z> em: But thank you and :hugs:
<2021-10-08T18:38:08.000Z> em: Awwww I did it wrong lol 
<2021-10-09T16:35:32.000Z> em: We are in Andover right now I believe, I got to be here for like 2 days to get my truck fixed lol 
<2021-10-09T16:35:41.000Z> em: I think it's somewhere in the Wichita county 
<2021-10-09T17:56:23.000Z> em: Either the cat went out or there's a overdrive issue with the engine 
<2021-10-09T17:56:47.000Z> em: I told them that and they kind of looked at me funny LOL I would assume that women here would know more about cars but maybe I was wrong ... Cuz they said THEY'LL figure it out. Lol ok 
<2021-10-09T17:59:36.000Z> em: Hahaha I'm fine with it , I mean I kinda agree with it. 
<2021-10-09T17:59:48.000Z> em: But like, lol , I did study to be a mechanic for a few years 
<2021-10-09T17:59:57.000Z> em: Definitely need to go back and relearn but 
<2021-10-09T18:00:02.000Z> em: Eh ❤️
<2021-10-09T18:02:37.000Z> em: If I meet a man yeah I have no problem with that 
<2021-10-09T18:02:42.000Z> em: Haha 😅
<2021-10-09T18:08:51.000Z> em: Lol you're so cute 😂😅
<2021-10-09T18:09:00.000Z> em: I'm sorry I'm old LOL
<2021-10-09T18:11:38.000Z> em: Hahahah , story of my life
<2021-10-09T18:16:36.000Z> em: Aren't we already silly 😜😂
<2021-10-09T22:24:54.000Z> em: Yeah younger men are definitely better, but alcoholism is just something you deal with everywhere, I hate the taste of it so I don't think I could ever deal with someone who drinks which might lead me to being alone forever too but I'm pretty good at being alone
<2021-10-09T22:25:30.000Z> em: I mean, worst outcome is I just get a sperm donor and have a fleet of kids by myself. 😂😂😂😂 
<2021-10-09T22:25:46.000Z> em: I'll be ok ☺️ I think 
<2021-10-16T02:27:47.000Z> em: 😂😂😂 very sad truth 
<2021-10-16T02:28:13.000Z> em: I think working on cars is therapeutic if it isn't your own lol
<2021-10-16T02:28:20.000Z> em: Hiiii lol
<2021-10-16T02:28:39.000Z> em: Been busy with the new place ... took a break. Went fully offline
<2021-10-16T02:28:53.000Z> em: Feel amazing .. heh
<2021-10-16T02:30:41.000Z> em: ❤️
<2021-10-16T02:30:50.000Z> em: How are you doing 😊😊
<2021-10-16T02:31:10.000Z> em: I feel like it's been a week or something? 
<2021-10-16T02:31:46.000Z> em: I took quite a great break eh!!
<2021-10-16T02:31:52.000Z> em: We got wifi today lol
<2021-10-16T02:32:25.000Z> em: I'll just use that as an excuse, not just, how great it was to just be up at sun and down the hen it's dark out 
<2021-10-16T02:32:36.000Z> em: Hahaha it is though. Yessir
<2021-10-16T02:34:26.000Z> em: Four generations of women live under this house lol 
<2021-10-16T02:34:51.000Z> em: Eventually my uncle might join us , and rn my neighbor has stayed but he leaves tomorrow
<2021-10-16T02:35:51.000Z> em: Lmao well idk. It's a long story my family
<2021-10-16T02:36:23.000Z> em: Brb gotta get granny into bed 😹😹  but yeah long story for when I have a keyboard maybe
<2021-10-17T23:15:14.000Z> em: 🌚grandma saying at hospital until we can get her hospital bed here. I have freedom from crazy bat who hates me yay 🌝
<2021-10-17T23:15:43.000Z> em: I have the house to myself rn so it's game timeee.  
<2021-10-17T23:15:49.000Z> em: What you been up to ?
<2021-10-17T23:16:51.000Z> em: That sounds delicious 😋
<2021-10-17T23:17:00.000Z> em: Maybe I make some food too
<2021-10-17T23:17:33.000Z> em: I was gonna play some call of duty maybe. It's been at least 6 months
<2021-10-17T23:17:50.000Z> em: 😅 probably honestly longer since I've turned on the Xbox 
<2021-10-17T23:18:18.000Z> em: 🤣😆
<2021-10-17T23:18:49.000Z> em: Kinda excited tho ... Good stress release for sure 
<2021-10-17T23:18:57.000Z> em: Let's see how out of practice 😆 l
<2021-10-17T23:28:15.000Z> em: Omg 🤤
<2021-10-17T23:28:26.000Z> em: Where do you live again ? Lmao 
<2021-10-17T23:28:59.000Z> em: Not too far to count me in next Sunday 😂
<2021-10-17T23:29:45.000Z> em: 😆😂 
<2021-10-17T23:29:57.000Z> em: The random girl from the internet
<2021-10-17T23:30:07.000Z> em: Always hits well with family occasions
<2021-10-17T23:30:30.000Z> em: LMAO. It's ok. I look like I'm 20 Max 
<2021-10-17T23:30:41.000Z> em: To literally everyone out here especially 
<2021-10-17T23:31:13.000Z> em: The two paramedics today thought I was 19 🥴 but he thought my grandma looked 80 and she's 94 
<2021-10-17T23:31:38.000Z> em: Blessing and curse (eventually I suppose ) xD
<2021-10-17T23:33:59.000Z> em: Lol, if I'm being honest with you hun, I'm likely not the one for you , but that doesn't stop friendship or whatever. I've had kinda a hard life, and it comes with a personality or two 😂😂😂 I know I'm sweet, like, that's who I am, but that super caring nature usually comes from types like me ... Unusual.  
<2021-10-17T23:34:10.000Z> em: God does everything on purpose silly lol 
<2021-10-17T23:35:53.000Z> em: Don't let it anger you xD 
<2021-10-17T23:36:24.000Z> em: We're put here to find discipline, and struggle and to find happiness at the end 
<2021-10-17T23:36:36.000Z> em: I'm totally open to that. 
<2021-10-17T23:36:45.000Z> em: (: 
<2021-10-17T23:39:27.000Z> em: I love to drive 😅 and it's so beautiful out here !!! I just wish I had one of my old cars 😭
<2021-10-17T23:40:06.000Z> em: 👀
<2021-10-17T23:40:43.000Z> em: I may do that thing normal people do and pay monthly for my next , but I'm happy with my truck rn 
<2021-10-17T23:40:58.000Z> em: Oooo. See lol, I'd wanna make the drive 
<2021-10-17T23:41:05.000Z> em: Vroom xD 
<2021-10-17T23:41:36.000Z> em: Beautiful car 
<2021-10-17T23:42:03.000Z> em: So it's still in the family? Good. I think smart choices. 
<2021-10-17T23:46:17.000Z> em: 😂😂😂 I love that. 
<2021-10-17T23:46:57.000Z> em: 😂 yes manual is gooood. Also an Apocalypse car tbh. I wish my truck was 
<2021-10-17T23:57:39.000Z> em: I'm glad 😋yeah I enjoy talking to you too.  
<2021-10-17T23:57:58.000Z> em: I just played my first game and I am like ... Aaaaaa 
<2021-10-17T23:58:16.000Z> em: I forgot how to play , I went negative. I'm upset lol 
<2021-10-17T23:58:44.000Z> em: I thought it would be like riding a bike. Nope 
<2021-10-17T23:59:02.000Z> em: Once I get my computer set up I'm down to play some CSGO lol
<2021-10-17T23:59:10.000Z> em: I'm pretty shitty but it's fun
<2021-10-17T23:59:25.000Z> em: I don't really use it but I do have it 
<2021-10-17T23:59:32.000Z> em: 😂
<2021-10-18T01:50:14.000Z> em: Sorta lol, I use steam for CSGO so I chat on there xD 
<2021-10-18T01:50:51.000Z> em: Honestly if I sign into discord there's gonna be messages and aaaaa so many people wanna talk 24/7 😅 too much for me rn 
<2021-10-18T01:51:02.000Z> em: Steam is set up pretty nice ngl 
<2021-10-18T01:51:12.000Z> em: Haven't been banned for shit yet LOL
<2021-10-18T15:24:00.000Z> em: ummmm
<2021-10-18T15:27:27.000Z> em: I dont rememberr exactly, I think you can find me under 'ecm'
<2021-10-18T16:33:42.000Z> em: morrrrning =]
<2021-10-18T16:36:09.000Z> em: happy happy =)  drinking my coffee rn
<2021-10-18T16:36:16.000Z> em: hbuu??
<2021-10-18T16:37:12.000Z> em: .whats happening today 
<2021-10-18T16:37:16.000Z> em: ?
<2021-10-18T16:37:18.000Z> em: :o
<2021-10-18T16:37:40.000Z> em: i should have a long day toooo 
<2021-10-18T16:37:44.000Z> em: but idk lol
<2021-10-18T16:38:03.000Z> em: my goodness
<2021-10-18T16:38:09.000Z> em: what do you do
<2021-10-18T16:38:19.000Z> em: (forgive me if I already asked )
<2021-10-18T16:38:20.000Z> em: heh
<2021-10-18T16:41:16.000Z> em: thats actuallly pretty cool
<2021-10-18T16:41:20.000Z> em: handy :D
<2021-10-18T16:42:31.000Z> em: lol, the more you look, the less likely.
<2021-10-18T16:42:35.000Z> em: Promise
<2021-10-18T16:42:58.000Z> em: women are attracted to men they feel dont need them/ arent looking
<2021-10-18T16:43:16.000Z> em: then when attention is shown, its 'special' 
<2021-10-18T16:43:19.000Z> em: :P
<2021-10-18T16:43:50.000Z> em: yeah, most I worked once was like eleven
<2021-10-18T16:44:00.000Z> em: felt like my feet would fall off
<2021-10-18T16:44:15.000Z> em: ... Ill never be a waitress again lol
<2021-10-18T16:44:18.000Z> em: I dont work 
<2021-10-18T16:44:36.000Z> em: Id like to find something here
<2021-10-18T16:44:45.000Z> em: we'll see once I'm settled
<2021-10-18T16:45:05.000Z> em: I blew thru a lot of my savings for the move
<2021-10-18T16:45:13.000Z> em: having to re-buy everything 
<2021-10-18T16:45:14.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-18T16:45:38.000Z> em: my mom packed all her shit, so there was no room for mine
<2021-10-18T16:45:40.000Z> em: -____-
<2021-10-18T16:45:48.000Z> em: but it is what it is 
<2021-10-18T16:45:48.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-18T16:46:35.000Z> em: my family is
<2021-10-18T16:46:37.000Z> em: ummmm
<2021-10-18T16:46:59.000Z> em: Lets say Im related, but I'm the black sheep lol
<2021-10-18T16:47:19.000Z> em: very dysfunctional 
<2021-10-18T16:47:31.000Z> em: heh 
<2021-10-18T16:47:36.000Z> em: Its entertainment
<2021-10-18T16:47:40.000Z> em: doesnt suck too bad
<2021-10-18T16:47:56.000Z> em: I love em, but we're sooooo diffferent 
<2021-10-18T16:48:02.000Z> em: I'm like my Greek side
<2021-10-18T16:48:18.000Z> em: loll, I suppose if we meet...youll see
<2021-10-18T16:48:21.000Z> em: LOL
<2021-10-18T16:48:59.000Z> em: =)
<2021-10-18T16:50:01.000Z> em: No rush really, it'll be a while before I'm settled in enough... and my truck is still sitting in Kansas lol
<2021-10-18T16:51:53.000Z> em: hehe, I will !  I cant have anyone over yet.  we only have two chairs, and Ive been sleeping on the floor lol
<2021-10-18T16:52:07.000Z> em: would like to feel moveddd in 
<2021-10-18T16:52:18.000Z> em: so I def will !
<2021-10-18T16:53:44.000Z> em: Theres a state park 15 mins from my houseeee
<2021-10-18T16:54:05.000Z> em: I kinda wanna go fishin , do you like stuff like that
<2021-10-18T16:54:06.000Z> em: ?
<2021-10-18T16:54:41.000Z> em: This place looks so pretty, lemme find the name so u can look it uo
<2021-10-18T16:54:42.000Z> em: p
<2021-10-18T16:57:09.000Z> em: oh theress a few by me :o 
<2021-10-18T16:57:13.000Z> em: like 4/5
<2021-10-18T16:57:21.000Z> em: ima be so happy here wtf 
<2021-10-18T16:57:22.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-18T16:57:28.000Z> em: and why if I may ask
<2021-10-18T16:57:40.000Z> em: I like everything about it but hurting the poor fishy
<2021-10-18T16:57:41.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-18T16:58:39.000Z> em: Palisades-Kepler State Park    is the one i was thinking of 
<2021-10-18T16:58:45.000Z> em: and thats fine dear
<2021-10-18T16:58:56.000Z> em: we all have past complicationsss 
<2021-10-18T17:16:53.000Z> em: almost 5
<2021-10-18T17:17:06.000Z> em: damn. farther than I imagined 
<2021-10-18T17:17:16.000Z> em: we can probably halfways it
<2021-10-18T17:18:14.000Z> em: lol ill researchhh 
<2021-10-18T17:18:27.000Z> em: and I can do my best hahah
<2021-10-18T17:18:34.000Z> em: =)
<2021-10-18T17:20:16.000Z> em: lol, that would kinda make sense eh
<2021-10-18T17:21:42.000Z> em: lol, I understand how that is.  I'm trying to get back into taking photos again myself =)
<2021-10-18T17:22:07.000Z> em: It'll be easier here if my mom keeps all her junk off the main floors lmaooo
<2021-10-18T17:25:42.000Z> em: Awhee you're a blondiee ^_^  what a rare thing...  especially thinkin of back home. haha Youre a handsome fellow, and I think all you probs need is the confidence an gf should be no problem haha
<2021-10-18T17:25:58.000Z> em: as for lip ringgggg
<2021-10-18T17:26:07.000Z> em: maybe a stud lol 
<2021-10-18T17:26:19.000Z> em: could pull off nose too 
<2021-10-18T17:27:32.000Z> em: we gotta work on that 
<2021-10-18T17:27:57.000Z> em: women can sniff that shit on a man in a second or two
<2021-10-18T17:27:59.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-18T17:28:30.000Z> em: Body image is an easy fix with simple workout 
<2021-10-18T17:29:59.000Z> em: I have a friend here, somewhere, around your age..... went from heavy set to bodybuilder ( I wouldnt go that far )  but his transformation did wonders with his confidence,  when he moves for colllege he will be an hour from me, so whenI see him Ill see what he reccomendsss 
<2021-10-18T17:30:03.000Z> em: an share with you
<2021-10-18T17:30:25.000Z> em: most you can do at home
<2021-10-18T17:30:40.000Z> em: or like , with around the house to save $$
<2021-10-18T17:30:44.000Z> em: if you need to 
<2021-10-18T17:30:48.000Z> em: ( I always need to lol ) 
<2021-10-18T17:31:12.000Z> em: theres a ton of guys u can follow on twitter
<2021-10-18T17:31:15.000Z> em: too
<2021-10-18T17:31:41.000Z> em: RW BB twitter was my go-to friends for years before they got too cocky and big 
<2021-10-18T17:31:44.000Z> em: (gross) 
<2021-10-18T17:31:46.000Z> em: lmao
<2021-10-18T17:32:02.000Z> em: or if u have instaaaa
<2021-10-18T17:32:23.000Z> em: theres one dude, whos main goal is to help
<2021-10-18T17:32:31.000Z> em: bout ur age tooo
<2021-10-18T17:32:36.000Z> em: brb :P 
<2021-10-18T20:25:12.000Z> em: Its not monthly or what? id like to get one for a short time so I can at least see what the machines are about without hurting myself lol
<2021-10-18T20:25:36.000Z> em: but I prefer to just do house work, outside inside and it keeps me fit
<2021-10-18T20:25:51.000Z> em: what did your sister say lol
<2021-10-18T20:26:54.000Z> em: =) i just opened 75 boxes of random shit that has no use... im sooooo glad my moms horde came across country =) =) it makes my eye twitch
<2021-10-18T20:26:57.000Z> em: lmao
<2021-10-18T21:18:49.000Z> em: Thats actually awesome
<2021-10-18T21:18:58.000Z> em: enjoy it and useeee it
<2021-10-18T21:20:43.000Z> em: I wish y'all lived closer, tbh I wouldnt mind trying to make friends with a female too
<2021-10-18T21:20:56.000Z> em: maybe the women out here wont be as vapid
<2021-10-18T21:21:12.000Z> em: Its good to talk about it... glad you have someone
<2021-10-18T21:21:23.000Z> em: Ohoh! 
<2021-10-18T21:21:56.000Z> em: I have family and friends there =) Its on the list of states to visit
<2021-10-18T21:22:25.000Z> em: =) appreciated 
<2021-10-18T21:22:41.000Z> em: I say hoarder, yes, but its like, nice stuff....
<2021-10-18T21:22:50.000Z> em: just things we had no space for
<2021-10-18T21:23:06.000Z> em: we moved from 1000 sq  to 6000 
<2021-10-18T21:23:17.000Z> em: so the old house was jam packed
<2021-10-18T21:23:32.000Z> em: I'm just hoping she chills here
<2021-10-18T21:23:38.000Z> em: or ima trash it ALLLL
<2021-10-18T21:23:39.000Z> em: lmao
<2021-10-18T21:24:18.000Z> em: ya cali prices are insane..  moved from the ghetto to the best neighborhood 
<2021-10-18T21:24:19.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-18T21:24:29.000Z> em: hahahha deal 
<2021-10-18T21:24:40.000Z> em: =) yay I have a friend in the midwesr
<2021-10-18T21:24:41.000Z> em: t
<2021-10-18T21:24:42.000Z> em: *
<2021-10-18T21:24:51.000Z> em: only 5 hours....
<2021-10-18T21:24:52.000Z> em: lmaoo
<2021-10-18T21:25:09.000Z> em: =) you seem very genuine, I have no worries with you
<2021-10-18T21:25:55.000Z> em: lol , deal 
<2021-10-18T21:26:02.000Z> em: :P
<2021-10-18T21:29:38.000Z> em: lol, you don't know that ! All we can do is see =)
<2021-10-18T21:29:49.000Z> em: I'll be around.  xo
<2021-10-18T22:12:20.000Z> em: Is it ? Maybe we can figure something out. I'm hoping I can get it sorta soon.  Was thinking about having my cousin pick it up and drive it here since 
<2021-10-18T22:12:28.000Z> em: He wanted to visit anyway 
<2021-10-18T22:13:59.000Z> em: LMFAO this bitch is gonna poke a nerve with me 
<2021-10-18T22:14:20.000Z> em: Yeah 
<2021-10-18T22:14:23.000Z> em: Lmao 
<2021-10-18T22:15:12.000Z> em: Me neither. Maybe I block.  It has women vibes lol petty and nasty.  
<2021-10-18T22:15:22.000Z> em: Either a faggot or a woman. 
<2021-10-18T22:16:10.000Z> em: Yeah definitely something rotten stuck up her hoo-ha lmao 
<2021-10-18T23:28:05.000Z> em: 😂 I don't wanna hurt the fishy but I like to sit and do nothing for hours in a pretty place xD but I'm definitely down :) 
<2021-10-19T19:24:48.000Z> em: omg how lovely !
<2021-10-19T19:25:05.000Z> em: Just up my alley, yeah that would be somewhere id like to visit =)
<2021-10-19T19:25:30.000Z> em: I know the feeling of excitement lol !!
<2021-10-19T19:25:54.000Z> em: Its been too long since Ive just gone out to enjoy myself
<2021-10-19T23:18:38.000Z> em: Hii haha. I'm okay, little bit stressed but eh 
<2021-10-19T23:18:50.000Z> em: mmm how 'up
<2021-10-19T23:18:52.000Z> em: '
<2021-10-19T23:18:57.000Z> em: of a hike lol
<2021-10-19T23:20:06.000Z> em: good lol,  otherwise I was gonna say I hate hikinh 
<2021-10-19T23:20:12.000Z> em: hiking lol
<2021-10-19T23:20:27.000Z> em: flat is good =) 
<2021-10-19T23:21:00.000Z> em: aaaa no need to carry unless I need it ty xD 
<2021-10-19T23:21:24.000Z> em: still. good to kn\ow haha
<2021-10-19T23:22:58.000Z> em: ^_^ 
<2021-10-19T23:25:47.000Z> em: Congrats ! 
<2021-10-19T23:26:09.000Z> em: The feeling of moving out is so grand 
<2021-10-19T23:26:38.000Z> em: lol, somehow I feel better being back at home, but I feel that men do def need to leave the home
<2021-10-19T23:26:41.000Z> em: :P
<2021-10-19T23:27:08.000Z> em: The freedom to do anything xD heh I took that too far in arizona
<2021-10-19T23:27:13.000Z> em: :D
<2021-10-20T07:13:40.000Z> em: Thats good, yeah it does get lonely
<2021-10-20T07:14:15.000Z> em: well, I'm excited for you 
<2021-10-20T07:14:22.000Z> em: I hope it goes smoothlyyy
<2021-10-20T17:59:36.000Z> em: I was catching up with a lonnngg time friend on xbox for a few hours
<2021-10-20T18:00:18.000Z> em: I met him when he was like 16 and I was 14, and was surprised to see his old gamertag sign on :o  havent played since mw2 
<2021-10-20T18:00:23.000Z> em: it was nice =)
<2021-10-20T18:00:46.000Z> em: so ya I checked here before I passed out cold
<2021-10-20T18:00:51.000Z> em: Im normally a night owl
<2021-10-20T18:00:59.000Z> em: maybe I am getting back to my old norm
<2021-10-20T18:01:06.000Z> em: anyways =) hows yr day so far?
<2021-10-20T18:01:49.000Z> em: I dont think hes ever seen me more than a friend. lol  but you never know theee future 
<2021-10-20T18:04:24.000Z> em: AHAHA
<2021-10-20T18:04:32.000Z> em: but we do exist 
<2021-10-20T18:04:45.000Z> em: You are correct about that 
<2021-10-20T18:04:54.000Z> em: tbh some of the best guys are friendzoned 
<2021-10-20T18:05:37.000Z> em: I usually will give a chance to anyone, though, sometimes it'll kill the friendship and thats eternally painful 
<2021-10-20T18:06:37.000Z> em: Guys used to  tell me they'd rather keep me as a friend for life, then ruin what we had by dating me, but in the end sometimes the feelings or jealousy gets too strong and the friendship dies anyway 
<2021-10-20T18:06:45.000Z> em: so I think its always worth it 
<2021-10-20T18:06:53.000Z> em: hahahah true
<2021-10-20T18:07:31.000Z> em: If our partners are stable, friendships shouldnt matter to them, fyi 
<2021-10-20T18:07:40.000Z> em: but it is what it is 
<2021-10-20T18:14:51.000Z> em: I wouldnt say I get freindzoned lol
<2021-10-20T18:15:04.000Z> em: I think I place myself there xD 
<2021-10-20T18:15:31.000Z> em: As for Tim, it was always him and his best friend and you dont flirt with either dude when you meet two at the same time
<2021-10-20T18:15:39.000Z> em: its like a respect thing. no 3rd wheels
<2021-10-20T18:15:40.000Z> em: hehe
<2021-10-20T18:16:20.000Z> em: I don't want to hurt the men I care about 
<2021-10-20T18:16:23.000Z> em: simple as 
<2021-10-20T18:16:54.000Z> em: I dont exactly pick up on things
<2021-10-20T18:17:11.000Z> em: Then he/they should have the balls to say something
<2021-10-20T18:17:12.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-20T18:17:25.000Z> em: I mean
<2021-10-20T18:17:26.000Z> em: idk
<2021-10-20T18:17:38.000Z> em: I am autistic and retarded
<2021-10-20T18:17:40.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-20T18:17:40.000Z> em: :D
<2021-10-20T18:17:50.000Z> em: truuu
<2021-10-20T18:18:26.000Z> em: I'll put him on the spot later tonight and ask him why he thinks Im single, LOLOL
<2021-10-20T18:18:35.000Z> em: we'll see what is said 
<2021-10-20T18:18:58.000Z> em: unless people are direct I DONT pick up on anything
<2021-10-20T18:19:12.000Z> em: That's why it didnt work with the last guy I dated
<2021-10-20T18:19:30.000Z> em: he got frustrated I didnt get his jokes lol 
<2021-10-20T18:19:37.000Z> em: but I think he was e-cheating anyway
<2021-10-20T18:19:38.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-20T18:20:03.000Z> em: posting on here about his new girl, what a sleeeeeze bag 
<2021-10-20T18:20:06.000Z> em: poor girl lol
<2021-10-20T18:21:21.000Z> em: its very broken... but in the end we get who we deserve and we'll make it if we are meant to 
<2021-10-20T18:21:26.000Z> em: Drive safeee
<2021-10-20T18:21:27.000Z> em: <3
<2021-10-20T18:49:50.000Z> em: Yeah you're right 
<2021-10-20T18:50:40.000Z> em: You have a good head on your shoulders, and pretty logical for someone who I feel wears their heart on their sleeve
<2021-10-20T18:51:32.000Z> em: nooo 
<2021-10-20T18:51:34.000Z> em: not at all
<2021-10-20T18:51:59.000Z> em: I am the same
<2021-10-20T18:52:10.000Z> em: sometimes ya just gotta be careful is all
<2021-10-20T18:52:35.000Z> em: Being taken advantage of 
<2021-10-20T18:52:37.000Z> em: ye
<2021-10-20T18:52:40.000Z> em: exactly
<2021-10-20T18:55:43.000Z> em: I agree
<2021-10-20T18:55:46.000Z> em: actually
<2021-10-20T18:55:47.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-20T18:56:00.000Z> em: My choices are shit
<2021-10-20T18:56:05.000Z> em: now I gotta think...
<2021-10-20T18:56:09.000Z> em: who do I run to?
<2021-10-20T18:56:11.000Z> em: hmmmmm
<2021-10-23T14:05:52.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-23T14:05:59.000Z> em: I have no one as well
<2021-10-23T14:07:09.000Z> em: I mean, idk, I just dont talk to people like that 
<2021-10-24T22:19:27.000Z> em: Lol 
<2021-10-24T22:19:45.000Z> em: I don't trust or talk to anyone. Guys can be as scummy as girls 
<2021-10-24T22:20:36.000Z> em: The last person I trusted is the fakest of them all , so I'll take my heart off my sleeve and stick to in person. 
<2021-10-24T22:20:44.000Z> em: Perhaps one day I'll find that. Lol
<2021-10-24T22:24:54.000Z> em: You do seem genuinely sweet, like the world hasnt stomped on ya too hard yet.  Heh 
<2021-10-24T22:25:27.000Z> em: I've told you more than most already , so I hope I'm right about you 
<2021-10-24T22:27:24.000Z> em: Yes, Dan and I were together on and off for like two years.  Maybe total 7 months , so not long at all ... But I have a feeling he just used me and never quit talking to other women.  He's very abusive in how he treats women... But maybe this girl he's with now is better suited.   None the less I hope he's Happy cuz he definitely opened my eyes to new things to make it easier to spot with future assholes lol 
<2021-10-24T22:27:41.000Z> em: I'm glad to hear that. Bitter only hurts your self 
<2021-10-24T22:28:45.000Z> em: He does have issues ... Pretty major ones.  He needs someone to take care of him, hell drink himself to death 
<2021-10-24T22:29:33.000Z> em: And he's very bitter and nasty and will take it out in the form of a "joke". A manipulator and a liar, I only started finding out when I started reading my mother his texts when I was confused and she was just like wow........... 
<2021-10-24T22:29:52.000Z> em: The breakup was mutual so I have a feeling that's why he's being so open with this new girl. 
<2021-10-24T22:30:09.000Z> em: I used to ask him why he would hide me ? Lmao now I know why. 
<2021-10-24T22:31:36.000Z> em: Eh lol I never wanted to e-date, he talked me into it and I don't know why 
<2021-10-24T22:31:51.000Z> em: Kind of stuns me how stupid I was, I got a passport for him and everything to go meet him and he breaks up with me a week before we were going to do tickets lol 
<2021-10-24T22:32:11.000Z> em: He tells me he can't get into the us because he needs to update his passport, and then literally a couple days after we broke up he flies to Los Angeles to meet this girl and then flies her to canada? 
<2021-10-24T22:32:21.000Z> em: Very SUS lol
<2021-10-24T22:32:56.000Z> em: I think that's why he never bothered, would have been a waste of time.  I don't know how you tell a woman for 2 years that you love her and you want to have her children and you're going to buy a ring and get married and all this b*******
<2021-10-24T22:33:16.000Z> em: Blah blah lol people are trash 
<2021-10-24T22:33:20.000Z> em: Yeah lol 
<2021-10-24T22:34:14.000Z> em: It's the past ... I know that guys like that aren't going to make it very far , no matter what.  Life has rules, and there's karma.  There's a reason why he's 35 and " single " 
<2021-10-24T22:34:48.000Z> em: He's insecure because he's balding and fat ... Somehow I don't even believe this girl is real , unless she's using him for his money like all the rest he complains about lol 
<2021-10-24T22:35:07.000Z> em: Yeah lol, I'm not worried and I agree wasting a woman's twenties is about the most evil thing you can do 
<2021-10-24T22:35:15.000Z> em: But it'll catch up with people like that. 
<2021-10-24T22:35:43.000Z> em: *hugs back* 
<2021-10-24T22:37:55.000Z> em: No need to be sorry, I really feel no need to be in a relationship lol 
<2021-10-24T22:38:13.000Z> em: I just figured one day I'd make a guy really happy, I would just like to find one that doesn't want to use me lol 
<2021-10-24T22:38:37.000Z> em: I'm wondering if I should just focus on them / not my happiness lol 😂
<2021-10-24T22:39:36.000Z> em: I am happy 
<2021-10-24T22:39:48.000Z> em: I have everything I want now 
<2021-10-25T15:49:06.000Z> em: I'll find youuuu as soon as I turn on PC ^_^ 
<2021-10-25T16:16:49.000Z> em: added <3
<2021-10-25T16:19:19.000Z> em: lol, I dunnnooo 
<2021-10-25T16:20:04.000Z> em: tbh, he seems very goofy, and its easy to make conversation but thats exactly why I wanna push it ooffff
<2021-10-25T16:20:18.000Z> em: Dates are easy, very simple
<2021-10-25T16:20:37.000Z> em: have you never just gone up and asked
<2021-10-25T16:20:52.000Z> em: I mean rejection is the only thing that can happen
<2021-10-25T16:20:55.000Z> em: its a win win
<2021-10-25T16:20:56.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-25T16:21:31.000Z> em: you either get a yes/no, or you walk up to the second person of interest and get a yes /no repeat 
<2021-10-25T16:21:48.000Z> em: ?
<2021-10-25T16:21:51.000Z> em: explain!
<2021-10-25T16:25:14.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-25T16:25:19.000Z> em: yes theres a scare
<2021-10-25T16:25:24.000Z> em: I understand that 
<2021-10-25T16:25:36.000Z> em: but you have a lot of fear holdin you back
<2021-10-25T16:25:58.000Z> em: go out with a woman you arent interested in
<2021-10-25T16:26:05.000Z> em: two things happen there
<2021-10-25T16:26:13.000Z> em: 1. experience and comfort 
<2021-10-25T16:26:26.000Z> em: 2. who knows ya might end up liking them
<2021-10-25T16:26:43.000Z> em: my first date/bf was at 19 nearly 20
<2021-10-25T16:26:44.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-25T16:26:53.000Z> em: no excuses 
<2021-10-25T16:27:11.000Z> em: not at all
<2021-10-25T16:27:12.000Z> em: lol!
<2021-10-25T16:27:38.000Z> em: men are sly, awful and when youre extremely unlucky rapists 
<2021-10-25T16:27:55.000Z> em: I have been thru the worst shit
<2021-10-25T16:28:15.000Z> em: Thats why I dont date. .  but I'm sticking to single dads here
<2021-10-25T16:28:25.000Z> em: because if you have a little girl
<2021-10-25T16:28:34.000Z> em: it lowers the chances of hurting me
<2021-10-25T16:29:46.000Z> em: I'm here lol
<2021-10-25T16:30:17.000Z> em: do you like spicy food?
<2021-10-25T16:30:57.000Z> em: I suppose 
<2021-10-25T16:31:08.000Z> em: I think youre reallllly overthinking it 
<2021-10-25T16:31:09.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-25T16:32:20.000Z> em: trust meee
<2021-10-25T16:32:29.000Z> em: not as scary orr hard as u think
<2021-10-25T16:32:34.000Z> em: pinky promise
<2021-10-25T16:41:02.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-25T16:41:06.000Z> em: you are not 
<2021-10-25T16:41:27.000Z> em: if you can talk to me, just talk to other girls like me
<2021-10-25T16:41:37.000Z> em: trust me, I thought I would always be single
<2021-10-25T16:41:56.000Z> em: why 
<2021-10-25T16:42:17.000Z> em: also do u like spicy seafood?
<2021-10-25T16:42:51.000Z> em: We should go to this cajan cajun? whatever this seafood place i founddd
<2021-10-25T16:43:01.000Z> em: cuz I wanna go lol
<2021-10-25T16:43:05.000Z> em: plus 
<2021-10-25T16:43:21.000Z> em: in person I will show ya you have nothn to fear 
<2021-10-25T16:44:22.000Z> em: restaurantji.com/ia/cedar-rapids/crab-attack-cajun-seafood-shack-/
<2021-10-25T16:44:23.000Z> em: far 
<2021-10-25T16:44:29.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-25T16:45:14.000Z> em: but we could alsooo explore my city 
<2021-10-25T16:45:19.000Z> em: since i havent yet 
<2021-10-25T16:48:24.000Z> em: ah gosh
<2021-10-25T16:48:40.000Z> em: how about des moines
<2021-10-25T16:49:34.000Z> em: maybe when we get the guest room set up, you wouldnt have to drive back and feel fuckedup
<2021-10-25T16:49:38.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-25T16:51:27.000Z> em: wow only 7k in your city 
<2021-10-25T16:51:36.000Z> em: that does make it a wee bit harder
<2021-10-25T16:51:44.000Z> em: No idea, explore it lol
<2021-10-25T16:52:02.000Z> em: I stayed in cozad, I think like 400 people there lol
<2021-10-25T16:52:20.000Z> em: dating is harder when less people..
<2021-10-25T16:52:31.000Z> em: mmm I lived in LA with 3.9 mil
<2021-10-25T16:52:46.000Z> em: I could go on 100 bad dates and never worry about seeing anyone again
<2021-10-25T16:52:49.000Z> em: so I get it 
<2021-10-25T16:52:56.000Z> em: buuuut
<2021-10-25T16:53:00.000Z> em: it shouldnt stop you
<2021-10-25T16:53:26.000Z> em: Once I get my trucck I can meet you anywhere tbh
<2021-10-25T16:53:43.000Z> em: but until then, youd have to make more of the drive
<2021-10-25T16:54:02.000Z> em: we have a honda rn with 295000 mi
<2021-10-25T16:54:10.000Z> em: I dont wanna overwork that more
<2021-10-25T16:54:11.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-25T16:54:31.000Z> em: and have nothing til we have some $$ again
<2021-10-25T16:54:37.000Z> em: the move kinda fucked us
<2021-10-25T16:54:38.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-25T17:02:15.000Z> em: not really
<2021-10-25T17:02:17.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-25T17:02:22.000Z> em: youre young
<2021-10-25T17:02:39.000Z> em: but we should def get some food and relax you a bit 
<2021-10-25T17:02:44.000Z> em: plus, I have no friends
<2021-10-25T17:03:06.000Z> em: and dont like making them, so like, you have no choice now
<2021-10-25T17:03:08.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-25T17:03:38.000Z> em: All we can do is 
<2021-10-25T17:03:39.000Z> em: seeeeeeeeeeee
<2021-10-25T17:03:56.000Z> em: >:) 
<2021-10-25T17:03:57.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-25T17:04:11.000Z> em: man I'm so hungry 
<2021-10-25T17:04:32.000Z> em: lol, I suppose thats fair
<2021-10-25T17:04:47.000Z> em: Could be a while , fair warning 
<2021-10-25T17:05:33.000Z> em: xD Gotta vet these soy based products that society now calls men
<2021-10-25T17:05:39.000Z> em: hahaha
<2021-10-25T17:06:26.000Z> em: Seriously. Ive been burned too many times, and had too much time wasted,  and I dont fear, so you gotta learn the sameee thang
<2021-10-25T17:06:27.000Z> em: and sure
<2021-10-25T17:06:29.000Z> em: shoot 
<2021-10-25T17:11:03.000Z> em: I wouldn't date online, the women on here, and this side of the internet are femcels / here for a reason usually...  I mean, but there is always a chance...  I have met some neat rw women on twitter, and not a one of them is white... ( 8 our of ten larp ) 
<2021-10-25T17:11:24.000Z> em: The one white one I met 
<2021-10-25T17:11:36.000Z> em: edited the hell out of her photos too
<2021-10-25T17:11:44.000Z> em: so you have to be careful with web
<2021-10-25T17:11:51.000Z> em: .... howver women offline, you can mold
<2021-10-25T17:12:08.000Z> em: theyre normal and stupid (aka naturally follow men) 
<2021-10-25T17:12:20.000Z> em: RW women on here, most, like  myself
<2021-10-25T17:12:27.000Z> em: tend to be a little more in charge
<2021-10-25T17:12:36.000Z> em: set in our views, ways, etc
<2021-10-25T17:12:57.000Z> em: 'strong'  in the sense we see ourselves more as equals 
<2021-10-25T17:13:09.000Z> em: which is not how many men want women to be
<2021-10-25T17:13:16.000Z> em: true
<2021-10-25T17:13:21.000Z> em: =) you'll have an easier chance
<2021-10-25T17:13:49.000Z> em: yes, stupid = you can change them
<2021-10-25T17:13:53.000Z> em: without them knowing
<2021-10-25T17:14:02.000Z> em: for instance....
<2021-10-25T17:14:23.000Z> em: I have a few gfs. alll libs. all moldable.   I have been red pilling them over the past 5 years
<2021-10-25T17:15:02.000Z> em: theyre now,  wanting kids, babies, marriage , theyre closer to god, etc 
<2021-10-25T17:15:09.000Z> em: this is huge 
<2021-10-25T17:15:19.000Z> em: becuz they were baby killing feminists before
<2021-10-25T17:15:29.000Z> em: .... women can change,  men not so much
<2021-10-25T17:15:56.000Z> em: download Iris 
<2021-10-25T17:16:06.000Z> em: its ai / deep fake and kinda like dating site
<2021-10-25T17:16:26.000Z> em: its fun, and the algorithm is pretty good 
<2021-10-25T17:16:50.000Z> em: ya I dont blame u 
<2021-10-25T17:16:56.000Z> em: and it doesnt hurt to try anything
<2021-10-25T17:16:57.000Z> em: =)
<2021-10-25T17:18:02.000Z> em: they are stupid low iq creatures
<2021-10-25T17:18:10.000Z> em: they go down the path that is created for them
<2021-10-25T17:18:25.000Z> em: MEN need to create such paths
<2021-10-25T17:18:29.000Z> em: men need to save them
<2021-10-25T17:22:59.000Z> em: hmmm
<2021-10-25T17:23:06.000Z> em: this sounds fun ngl
<2021-10-25T17:23:10.000Z> em: want to help
<2021-10-25T17:23:26.000Z> em: Easy way to do things like this
<2021-10-25T17:23:46.000Z> em: how much do u know about this girl?
<2021-10-25T17:23:59.000Z> em: like I said, women are easy to sway
<2021-10-25T17:24:15.000Z> em: If I can change an ex porn star, you can change the girl next door
<2021-10-25T17:24:21.000Z> em: trust me
<2021-10-25T17:24:57.000Z> em: My best friend was on the cover of hustler lol, I think shes damaged
<2021-10-25T17:25:02.000Z> em: LOL SOUNDS LIKE MY EX
<2021-10-25T17:25:17.000Z> em: we broke up shortly after he said hed rather adopt a nig
<2021-10-25T17:25:18.000Z> em: hahahahahahahaha
<2021-10-25T17:25:39.000Z> em: she should
<2021-10-25T17:26:11.000Z> em: the whole world is sick and cucked love, the jews did a wonderful job
<2021-10-25T17:26:20.000Z> em: we cant give up, we just fight the fight
<2021-10-25T17:26:41.000Z> em: of course it is
<2021-10-25T17:26:48.000Z> em: theyre our people
<2021-10-25T17:26:56.000Z> em: Meddle away ]
<2021-10-25T17:27:31.000Z> em: its legal/
<2021-10-25T17:27:36.000Z> em: oh ya all states different 
<2021-10-25T17:27:42.000Z> em: :o wonder what Iowa is 
<2021-10-25T17:28:20.000Z> em: >_< I dated an 19 year old when I was 25 lmfao  would have married him in an instant, but I was in Greece
<2021-10-25T17:28:20.000Z> em: heh
<2021-10-25T17:28:34.000Z> em: Age is nothin 
<2021-10-25T17:28:57.000Z> em: these are all choices you need to make
<2021-10-25T17:29:02.000Z> em: Do what is best for you
<2021-10-25T17:30:01.000Z> em: lmao , you can, but not that bluntly 
<2021-10-25T17:30:17.000Z> em: have u ever seen murdoch murdoch
<2021-10-25T17:30:19.000Z> em: ?
<2021-10-25T17:30:48.000Z> em: mmmmm
<2021-10-25T17:31:04.000Z> em: one sec
<2021-10-25T17:33:26.000Z> em attached file https://img.poast.org/f352b47b089555d5fb0343a670eec3b0b30b34f1c74083e2cbcb340b61af152c.mp4
<2021-10-25T17:34:18.000Z> em: grr
<2021-10-25T17:35:15.000Z> em: it doesnt wanna send larger file
<2021-10-25T17:35:27.000Z> em: Dan created a damn good website
<2021-10-25T17:35:30.000Z> em: buuuuut
<2021-10-25T17:35:38.000Z> em: smalll glitchy glitch
<2021-10-25T17:37:23.000Z> em: maybe I can just upload to fediiiiii 
<2021-10-25T17:40:12.000Z> em: file:///C:/Users/echry/Desktop/Murdoch%20Murdoch/Meme%20Magic.mp4
<2021-10-25T17:40:17.000Z> em: wtfff
<2021-10-25T17:40:22.000Z> em: REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
<2021-10-25T17:40:48.000Z> em: yes, many angrryyy frog sounds
<2021-10-25T17:40:50.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-25T17:43:28.000Z> em: tv.poa.st/w/1kBWkow3PqXEuMYBbRyXvb
<2021-10-25T17:43:36.000Z> em: beat the system lol
<2021-10-25T17:43:46.000Z> em: This is probs one of the best ones
<2021-10-25T17:43:51.000Z> em: =) 
<2021-10-25T17:44:00.000Z> em: Ill add more later lol
<2021-10-25T17:44:02.000Z> em: annnnd
<2021-10-25T17:44:15.000Z> em: Im easy, I am entertained doing nothing
<2021-10-25T17:44:23.000Z> em: but we will plan something
<2021-10-25T17:45:54.000Z> em: U can come here
<2021-10-25T17:46:05.000Z> em: My mum already said youre welcome
<2021-10-25T17:46:06.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-25T17:46:23.000Z> em: tv.poa.st/w/jRDXRvjQ9ebu2J56t44AtR
<2021-10-25T17:46:30.000Z> em: this ones a fav
<2021-10-25T17:46:55.000Z> em: annnd lol,  I told u, I have no friends, the only woman I trust is my mum LOL
<2021-10-25T17:48:05.000Z> em: yup lol
<2021-10-25T17:48:19.000Z> em: so did those vidoesss host or nah
<2021-10-25T17:48:21.000Z> em: o_O
<2021-10-25T17:48:45.000Z> em: lolol
<2021-10-25T17:49:00.000Z> em: Ok makes sense
<2021-10-25T17:49:04.000Z> em: good =)
<2021-10-25T17:49:18.000Z> em: just never used that before so I didnt know if it worked
<2021-10-25T17:49:21.000Z> em: :P
<2021-10-25T17:50:25.000Z> em: LOL
<2021-10-25T17:50:27.000Z> em: sorry
<2021-10-25T17:50:31.000Z> em: typical woman
<2021-10-25T17:50:40.000Z> em: they'll learn when its too late
<2021-10-25T17:51:23.000Z> em: Cant beat yourself up over the past 
<2021-10-25T17:51:32.000Z> em: just means someone else out there
<2021-10-25T17:51:37.000Z> em: worth saving
<2021-10-25T17:51:38.000Z> em: =)
<2021-10-25T17:52:04.000Z> em: I dont understand it
<2021-10-25T17:52:06.000Z> em: tbh
<2021-10-25T17:52:11.000Z> em: I hate discord 
<2021-10-25T17:52:25.000Z> em: too many horny lil boys that need cootchie
<2021-10-25T17:52:29.000Z> em: ya
<2021-10-25T17:52:34.000Z> em: dont think/worry about it
<2021-10-25T17:52:39.000Z> em: High road
<2021-10-25T17:52:41.000Z> em: mmmmk?
<2021-10-25T17:53:14.000Z> em: like I said, itll get old
<2021-10-25T17:53:24.000Z> em: I couldnt handle t
<2021-10-25T17:53:26.000Z> em: it
<2021-10-25T17:53:34.000Z> em: I was only 1k on twitter
<2021-10-25T17:53:43.000Z> em: and I lost all interest in the internet 
<2021-10-25T17:53:51.000Z> em: after the army of simps
<2021-10-25T17:54:04.000Z> em: LEAVE ME ALONE reeeeeeeeee
<2021-10-25T17:54:10.000Z> em: then I got suspended 
<2021-10-25T17:54:23.000Z> em: for calling crissy tegan a baby rapist 
<2021-10-25T17:54:30.000Z> em: make a small acc, kept it priv
<2021-10-25T17:54:38.000Z> em: and enjoyed having only a few reply guys
<2021-10-25T17:54:39.000Z> em: lol
<2021-10-25T17:55:53.000Z> em: ya absolutely 
<2021-10-25T17:56:04.000Z> em: 626 410 3284
<2021-10-25T17:56:13.000Z> em: =) ill go grab my phoneee 
<2021-10-25T21:05:54.000Z> em: idk where i misplaced my phoneeee 
<2021-10-25T21:05:57.000Z> em: just fyi 
<2021-10-31T14:50:42.000Z> em: reeeee--- misplaced my phonee so I hope you check this lol
<2021-10-31T14:50:56.000Z> em: but yeah, fingers crossed I find soon xD
<2021-10-31T14:51:08.000Z> em: I shouldnt touch anything right when I wake up 