<2021-07-22T18:17:35.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: deleted threema and most accounts, decided to take a long break, already feeling much better disconnected, have a good summer. I'm feeling the best I have in a few months. Barely know what's going on in the world. Checking the local duck and goose population every day. Better than fighting online. 
<2021-08-05T17:59:35.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: both of the people on poa.st who were fighting with your guys are gone now. Lewds was the main moderator who did literally everything. graf publically flogging him prob won't help the feelings. Undu is a good guy but he's busy and not around much. Not sure how the 'start your own instance' thing is going on your end but whoever is doing it might want to look into it more. So yeah, the main dude who was literally doing all the moderating is gone now :-/
<2021-08-05T18:02:59.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: lewd also had the knowledge to like fix server shit if graf was asleep or gone or something, huge loss man, he was the main person I was doing shit with really, all the rules and everything were us hashing it out 
<2021-08-05T18:05:43.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: the people who really kind of balenced out the site from being an entirely altright circlejerk being gone isn't going to lead to good things imo
<2021-08-05T18:25:50.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: also admins on site have access to account emails, and chat is stored plaintext so if an admin is chosen who turns out to be an infiltrator, it's not good 
<2021-08-05T18:40:01.000Z> borzoi: I'm not sure what this is in reference to
<2021-08-05T18:40:19.000Z> borzoi: Oh it's you Crispr just realized that
<2021-08-05T18:52:08.000Z> borzoi: I probably won't do anything as i don't have time for anything anymore
<2021-08-06T00:53:50.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: yeah not asking you to do anything I'm just disappointed at the whole scene in general
<2021-08-06T00:54:07.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: but it will be a blow to the site not having him around trust me
<2021-08-06T11:54:24.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: to be honest one of the reasons I 'quit' the whole thing was all the terrible content posted on fedi, between the feds/schizos and the pedos I'm happy to have nothing to do with it in the end 
<2021-09-06T03:48:44.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz attached file https://neckbeard.xyz/media/120a665f8abb23f6ab44b06a20fb237bd56b8e7fab69a102de9d3d0a06fb3386.png?name=borzz.png
<2021-09-06T14:59:45.000Z> borzoi: Lol
<2021-09-06T14:59:51.000Z> borzoi: Yeah I ran
<2021-09-06T15:00:07.000Z> borzoi: Yeah they are clearly pulling from what the dogs look like
<2021-09-09T22:46:01.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: damn I must have been real drunk didn't remember sending this
<2021-09-09T22:47:44.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: I'll add this then, macho man's real accent (his family are from ohio, and it reminds me of hamilton accent a bit) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lxtBAHKki3I
<2021-09-10T19:10:38.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: btw thanks for your influence, you and schizomonkey were prob 2 of hte best people I interacted with the last couple years, I know we prob don't agree on a lot of stuff nowadays but you were a positive influence, going to practice what we preach and try and not be an always-online person though. Wasted too much time on here with pointless fights that didn't lead to anything in the end. Sometimes I don't know if I'm arguing with people in good faith or being some ironic kayfabe character.. don't think that's healthy. Hope stuff goes well for you in future whatever happens. 
<2021-09-10T19:11:45.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: and for what it's worth, AF are the lolcows now not trs or that side of shit
<2021-09-11T18:05:48.000Z> borzoi: you should take another break
<2021-09-11T18:06:02.000Z> borzoi: i did too
<2021-09-11T18:05:59.000Z> borzoi: it helps, i saw it help you before and it's helped me before, but you got sucked in again
<2021-09-11T18:06:14.000Z> borzoi: that's why i'm only focusing on book threads right now and the occasional meme
<2021-10-02T15:36:15.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: are you seeing why I jumped ship on the site now
<2021-10-02T21:27:41.000Z> borzoi: No
<2021-10-03T01:23:42.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: someone was masquerading on the site and successfully catfished 1 or more people
<2021-10-03T10:42:55.000Z> borzoi: So it's no different from Twitter
<2021-10-03T13:56:41.000Z> borzoi attached file https://img.poast.org/90e3e00a29af7ed22d9688007503c69f298c914d5a20d7f3280ccaebd624e665.jpg
<2021-10-03T16:15:08.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: yeah, it has happened on one of the biggest social media sites in the world (twitter), but it's much more embarassing if it happens to people who are supposed to have 'opsec' or whatever drilled into them and are being specifically targetted because their community has dissident opinions.
<2021-10-03T16:16:15.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: I've seen a few people on poast hang themselves with their own rope, it's sad to see, the best advice for most of these people is prob to stay the hell off public social media 
<2021-10-03T16:57:11.000Z> borzoi: it's more embarrassing if it happens to you on Twitter in 2021 after most people have been driven off of it, it's less surprising when it happens in a space that's actively targeted
<2021-10-03T20:42:19.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: I've never met a person irl on twitter and I never will 
<2021-10-05T06:07:32.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: glad to see 'that' person on twitter who was doxing people suspended though, hope it stays that way
<2021-10-05T06:07:59.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: I believeI reported many of their shit lol
<2021-10-05T11:19:02.000Z> borzoi: Now just need to find a way to take out their site, but it's good to see the Twitter go
<2021-10-05T20:46:36.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: might be tougher since it can be hosted anywhere
<2021-10-21T03:02:34.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: I found out another person I knew in the past died a death of despair in their 30s, they're far from the only one, I guess that's how the system will eventually grind me down
<2021-10-21T18:40:36.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: the watching people slip away part I mean not for me personally
<2021-10-21T18:41:01.000Z> borzoi: death by a thousand metaphysical cuts
<2021-10-22T16:58:15.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: the saddest thing is it took over a year to find out about this one, that what bothers me, they had mental illness issues and moved away and everyone lost touch. 
<2021-10-23T02:45:53.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: https://niccolo.substack.com/p/the-putney-spoons-interviews-malcolm this is fucking good, the guy really obliterated salo's turbo america arguments. Impressed by this tinkzorg guy, he really has an array of knowledge 
<2021-10-23T02:47:16.000Z> borzoi: oh yeah i read one of his works
<2021-10-26T11:45:17.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: online discourse this year is the worst I've ever seen it since I got sucked into politics twitter in 2014. 
<2021-10-26T14:53:27.000Z> borzoi: It's pretty abysmal
<2021-10-26T14:53:38.000Z> borzoi: I had a kid at the right time
<2021-10-27T14:34:22.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: I chose to take up other interests and stop following current events at the right itme 
<2021-10-29T16:11:13.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: MAKE IT FUCKING STOP I HATE IT AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH https://neckbeard.xyz/media/ea5f2129a4a9c071a7df22766af3103497b78c520901052e85481f4233a4c3a7.png?name=soap.png
<2021-10-29T16:11:43.000Z> borzoi: Blame Gab for that one
<2021-10-29T16:13:43.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: I think black rifle coffee was a big player in this, then they became less antiwoke and that other based coffee company showed up. Ironically the 'racist' coffee company (black sun) from canada was the only one run by a real barrista. Wonder what happened to that guy.
<2021-10-29T16:14:14.000Z> borzoi: doxed and hounded out
<2021-10-29T16:14:35.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: yeah I remember that, just wonder what the guy is doing now
<2021-10-29T16:14:47.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: is he roasting beans secretly in someone's bunker or some shit
<2021-10-29T16:16:21.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: not gonna lie though I made some money in 2016 from the political environment, nothing related to my twiter obviously though
<2021-10-29T16:18:30.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: gonna buy my dissident soap, drink my dissident coffee, put on my dissident hoodie that says dissident on it, then walk around and tell people I'm a dissident
<2021-10-29T16:30:24.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: another one, this is fascinating https://neckbeard.xyz/media/b7f9f0c5280f55c3fa6b9b5f485a66123277ff78125ec81624c999f9d47355f4.png?name=white%20soap.png
<2021-10-29T16:34:13.000Z> borzoi: Mighty White is McKevitt's wife
<2021-10-29T16:34:16.000Z> borzoi: or she's associated with them
<2021-10-29T16:34:19.000Z> borzoi: I forget which
<2021-10-29T16:34:32.000Z> borzoi: That's an actual ourguy business
<2021-10-29T16:35:00.000Z> borzoi: I know Evelyn works with MWS and sells their stuff I think at the NJP thing
<2021-10-29T16:35:28.000Z> borzoi: I forget how it all breaks down exactly, my wife would know as she's really close with Evelyn. She knew about their second pregnancy before anyone else did
<2021-10-29T16:36:17.000Z> borzoi: There's a lady's organization that my wife was going to join but our latest move has stalled a lot of that that was started by Evelyn
<2021-10-29T16:40:28.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: I'll start a soap company called 'off white' soap for based 3/4 7/8 whites people
<2021-10-29T16:40:40.000Z> borzoi: that's pretty funny
<2021-10-29T16:41:58.000Z> borzoi: there's a few vendors at the NJP events, with two women in particular who sell stuff there. Evelyn, McKevitt's wife, does a lot of candle stuff and I think she sells some of MWS stuff for them, and then there's Clara who sells stitchwork she does
<2021-10-29T16:42:23.000Z> borzoi: I had to forbid my wife from getting a swastika work while we were still living in Detroit lol
<2021-10-29T16:42:30.000Z> borzoi: I compromised on getting a black sun
<2021-10-29T16:46:40.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: I was looking at pics of my dad when he was young and transmogrifying is real, he looks 100% white as a kid, like straight up british, and as he got older he became more and more like castizo looking
<2021-10-29T16:47:49.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: get a buddhist swasktika
<2021-10-29T16:48:32.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: it's funny how that crowd has so many crossovers with hippies and hipsters, like I know a ton of them porb make their own beer and stuff like that 
<2021-10-29T16:49:52.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: the script has been flipped so much now that 'off the land' people are now the far right, and the far left is protesting for banks with a starbucks cup on their hand (rainbow version most likely)
<2021-10-29T16:51:30.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: people who trust the government
<2021-10-30T02:31:03.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: IRL friend got annoyed that my reaction to him bringing up facebook changing their name to meta was "I don't care"
<2021-10-30T02:31:29.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: claimed I can never 'totally' disconnect from the system (I have no intention to)
<2021-10-30T02:36:20.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: he claimed I should be 'standing up to this shit' and I explained that not being involved or caring is the most profound protest. 
<2021-10-30T02:36:45.000Z> moerespector@neckbeard.xyz: I never showed him my online stuff but I told the oral history of some of it, he's way way over the fence but I don't want to drag him into that world. 