<2022-05-08T06:53:32.000Z> birbmaster: Really sorry for the loss of your wife. It sounds like you maybe need to make some changes in your life. Have you considered changing careers or going on a sabbatical of some kind? Obviously I don’t know anything about your life so forgive me if this is retarded/childish advice
<2022-05-08T06:54:41.000Z> Frosche: I have no idea what I'm doing lol
<2022-05-08T06:54:46.000Z> birbmaster: I can relate to the soul crushing feeling of waking up for work. For me, my whole life outside of family essentially revolves around trying to eject from the matrix 9to5.
<2022-05-08T06:55:12.000Z> Frosche: I hate my job and it's full of retards but I think I'm going to deal with that wherever I go, but at least this place is so garbage it lets me get away with playing video games and shit on the clock
<2022-05-08T06:56:48.000Z> birbmaster: My brothers all work blue collar, but I work in software. Their jobs are stressful, sure, but damn I’d feel like the dude from office space all happy as a lark or whatever if I could do that and still get paid. Whenever I do any work outside I always feel so at peace. Fuck sitting at a fucking computer all day it’s totally gay and unnatural 
<2022-05-08T06:57:01.000Z> birbmaster: Do you have a shit load of bills?
<2022-05-08T06:57:21.000Z> Frosche: not really. I had a nice little stress-free life to be honest
<2022-05-08T06:57:31.000Z> birbmaster: Maybe do something crazy and radially simplify your life and go on an adventure 
<2022-05-08T06:57:53.000Z> Frosche: Yeah.  I've been trying to get out of my comfort zone lately.  It's hard
<2022-05-08T06:58:07.000Z> birbmaster: I hear ya 
<2022-05-08T06:58:57.000Z> birbmaster: Especially when the world is so glaringly NWO and surreal out there 
<2022-05-08T07:00:09.000Z> Frosche: I remember seeing a post here saying "people who got married before 2010 are like the people who got on the last chopper out of Saigon."  Showed it to the wife and we had a good laugh.  Was very greatful to not have to be one of the single guys in this hellworld
<2022-05-08T07:00:16.000Z> birbmaster: I bought a home on an acre and it’s filled my life with a tremendous amount of peace. simple things like raising chickens and watering trees and gardens I think is sort of written in us, whereas the rat race not so much 
<2022-05-08T07:00:32.000Z> Frosche: you right
<2022-05-08T07:02:15.000Z> birbmaster: Lol yeah no kidding man it is tough to find a gal these days 
<2022-05-08T07:03:07.000Z> Frosche: I'm not looking forward to having to try.  It's way too early to start, but I know I'll never have purpose until I have a family again.  It's all I've known for my whole adult life
<2022-05-08T07:03:29.000Z> birbmaster: Do you have children?
<2022-05-08T07:04:08.000Z> birbmaster: So sorry. I love my wife so much, but she would want you to be happy, right? and there are so many wonderful women out there even if they’re hard to find sometimes 
<2022-05-08T07:04:42.000Z> Frosche: Nah, we were working on it.  We thought she may have been infertile though, but we were determined
<2022-05-08T07:04:47.000Z> birbmaster: I met my wife on POF (plenty of fish) of all places. Don’t be afraid to use the ole technogizmats for meeting women, though it’s definitely a weird way 
<2022-05-08T07:05:01.000Z> Frosche: We met on a dating site too
<2022-05-08T07:08:33.000Z> birbmaster: Nice man (about meeting on the site). Yeah that must have been tough. It has been truly beyond words how gratifying having my first child was and my second is due soon. Even though I too completely despise this and that and relate to the sentiments you expressed in that post, I have found that my kids sort of force me to stay a bit white pilled. We have to secure a future for our children. The thrill of them saying hi to you first thing in the morning. My son wakes my ass up every damn day 2 hours before I’d like to and asks me to make him a chocolate milk. Fucking adorable, even though it sucks to wake up and all that before I needed to to do a job I fucking loathe if I’m being honest eat with myself.
<2022-05-08T07:09:26.000Z> Frosche: As men, we can sacrifice ourselves and do any number of miserable things as long as it's for loved ones
<2022-05-08T07:09:31.000Z> birbmaster: You owe it to yourself and your unborn future kin to hang in there mate and don’t let the world’s negativity fully seep into you. You’re a fighter. You’re almost there. Kee pushing. Your best days truly are ahead of you
<2022-05-08T07:09:33.000Z> Frosche: Doing things for ourselves seems hard
<2022-05-08T07:09:42.000Z> birbmaster: They are hard brother 
<2022-05-08T07:09:46.000Z> Frosche: Thanks bro, I'm trying
<2022-05-08T07:10:47.000Z> birbmaster: You’re doing great bro. Not coming at you from any sanctimonious point. I’ve had truly horrible times in my life, blah blah, idk just saw that post and wanted to reach out
<2022-05-08T07:11:06.000Z> Frosche: Thanks, it means a lot
<2022-05-08T07:11:11.000Z> birbmaster: But for real. Keep on keeping on man 
<2022-05-08T07:11:17.000Z> birbmaster: Yes sir. No problem 