<2022-03-21T22:18:46.000Z> anglogerrman: " Im suffering from "mild cognitive decline' ." If you're serios, I saw a doctor about that last week. I'm 62.
<2022-03-21T22:20:08.000Z> kaosktrl: DiD yiu have  oeiur mris ?
<2022-03-21T22:20:15.000Z> kaosktrl: prior
<2022-03-21T22:20:52.000Z> anglogerrman: Other issues prior?
<2022-03-21T22:21:33.000Z> kaosktrl: An MRI from an early  date?
<2022-03-21T22:23:08.000Z> anglogerrman: No. I think the doctor forgot to refer me to the Memory Team. She did refer me to the Mental Health team, though. 100% true.
<2022-03-21T22:25:34.000Z> kaosktrl: I had me first TIA  about 12 years about Now It seems like every 5 minutes .
<2022-03-21T22:26:48.000Z> anglogerrman: I've had problems typing, a decline in once very good mental arithmetic, slurred speech, loss of balance.
<2022-03-21T22:27:00.000Z> anglogerrman: Sorry, TIA?
<2022-03-21T22:27:58.000Z> anglogerrman: I just Googled. So the MRI confirmed that?
<2022-03-21T22:28:55.000Z> kaosktrl: They call them  mini strokes. Do  kettlebells  the lost of balance can be fought with that.
<2022-03-21T22:29:34.000Z> kaosktrl: If  you drink  and want more time stop.
<2022-03-21T22:30:20.000Z> anglogerrman: I don't think I have TIA. I drink too much alcohol, have self-medicated with various antidepressants and hypnotics.
<2022-03-21T22:31:37.000Z> anglogerrman: The poor young lady doctor - I told her of my occasional suicidal ideation.
<2022-03-21T22:32:33.000Z> kaosktrl: You will pay the price, alcohol doesn't just kill the dumb sick brain cells.
<2022-03-21T22:33:46.000Z> kaosktrl: I used to think about suicide daily hundreds of times a  day unitl I quit  drinking.
<2022-03-21T22:34:06.000Z> anglogerrman: I have no wife, no children no house, no car, no holidays. If I 'pop off at 70  or sooner I'm not too bothered!
<2022-03-21T22:34:26.000Z> kaosktrl: It happen like  magik. It went away .
<2022-03-21T22:34:34.000Z> kaosktrl: Bonus shit
<2022-03-21T22:34:35.000Z> anglogerrman: Sorry! I can't burden a stranger with such nonsense.
<2022-03-21T22:35:29.000Z> anglogerrman: Booze and Valium really fucked me up so that's now done with - that was last week!
<2022-03-21T22:36:54.000Z> anglogerrman: I'm British - I'll muddle along!
<2022-03-21T22:39:11.000Z> kaosktrl: Thy Got AA in the UK Ive meet some of them
<2022-03-21T22:39:23.000Z> kaosktrl: Eathen and  Paul
<2022-03-21T22:40:17.000Z> anglogerrman: Not a chance! I'm not doing an 'group' type of therapy. 
<2022-03-21T22:40:19.000Z> kaosktrl: You are not alone and there is hope 
<2022-03-21T22:41:14.000Z> kaosktrl: OH its not  group therapy . Its a riot once  you say the war it over
<2022-03-21T22:41:38.000Z> anglogerrman: I have a lady I came to Wales to support, now I think I need her help. I'm not unaware. But old men are free to make bad decisions,
<2022-03-21T22:42:07.000Z> kaosktrl: As long as they dont drive.
<2022-03-21T22:43:56.000Z> anglogerrman: I can't drive - bad eyes! To be honest, I have just 41 months to state retirement, and I want to go disability welfare/benefits until then. I have 2 out 3 already! Am I a bad person? 😂
<2022-03-21T23:03:08.000Z> kaosktrl: No just not real usual. I dont row either.
<2022-03-21T23:07:29.000Z> anglogerrman: I felt terrible for the 30 year old-ish lady doctor, it was like talking talking to a school leaver. She asked me about my imagined method of suicide! And I felt really terrible saying "I think I have most of the symptoms of psychopathy"! Hence my referral to the local Mental Health Team!
<2022-03-21T23:08:29.000Z> kaosktrl: I mistyped useful .
<2022-03-21T23:08:56.000Z> anglogerrman: o obligation to answer, I'm just 'nosey' (curious): what region of the World are you in?
<2022-03-21T23:09:16.000Z> kaosktrl: Nothing you  cant treaighten out by being  cooperative  Its not like they can  take your guns away
<2022-03-21T23:09:57.000Z> anglogerrman: Guns in the UK? Long gone for private people!
<2022-03-21T23:10:44.000Z> kaosktrl: We got Red flag laws 
<2022-03-21T23:11:08.000Z> anglogerrman: US, I guess. No need to confirm.
<2022-03-21T23:12:21.000Z> anglogerrman: [This is a terrible chat system - no edit feature.]