<2021-05-09T23:47:00.000Z> alfaniner: hey man thanks for the follow. I really do modestly apologize if I set off any filters or sound absolutely incellish about my mother. I've been through a lot and you don't even know most of it.
<2021-05-09T23:48:16.000Z> alfaniner: it's very complex in nature and I'm a guy who took a lot of shit from my mother and my mother's side of the family. I'm absolutely trying to basically reprogram a lot of knowledge that she lacked and didn't teach me growing up, and a lot of that has to do with my father and I's relationship.
<2021-05-09T23:52:19.000Z> alfaniner: Thanks man.
<2021-05-09T23:53:18.000Z> alfaniner: It's something I wish I didn't share but kinda divulged with you to the point where I might personally come to you and say some things. I wish I wasn't endlessly bitter about my upbringing and more thankful that all of us are still around.