<2021-08-09T08:51:09.000Z> amnesiac: hi
<2021-08-10T01:51:49.000Z> amnesiac: hi
<2021-08-10T03:52:17.000Z> SONICMAN69@unholy-lair.69.mu: What are you expecting to get out of this? I was sleeping last time you sent this and I know you blocked me. I don't wish you as much ill will as George does but I can't say I really like you anymore either. What you did was not okay 
<2021-08-10T03:54:44.000Z> amnesiac: i didnt block you
<2021-08-10T03:55:17.000Z> amnesiac: george has always had it out for me so thats beside the point 
<2021-08-10T03:55:19.000Z> amnesiac: gn 
<2021-08-10T03:55:47.000Z> SONICMAN69@unholy-lair.69.mu: Maybe an issue with Pleroma then, it's been weird lately. Regardless of that I meant everything else I said and George having it out for you is irrelevant
<2021-08-10T03:58:37.000Z> amnesiac: ok 
<2021-08-10T05:07:20.000Z> SONICMAN69@unholy-lair.69.mu: Sorry, look if you really need to talk to someone I'm here. Well here when I am here. I don't forgive you for what you did but I can try to help. Note however that I'm autistic and not a therapist at all so I don't know how much help I can be
<2021-08-10T23:23:32.000Z> amnesiac: did she get your email? 
<2021-08-10T23:27:04.000Z> SONICMAN69@unholy-lair.69.mu: Yeah she did
<2021-08-10T23:28:04.000Z> amnesiac: ok that's good
<2021-08-10T23:33:59.000Z> amnesiac: she has me blocked on instagram but i sent one to her twitter that she doesnt use but i doubt she saw it
<2021-08-10T23:40:57.000Z> SONICMAN69@unholy-lair.69.mu: She's okay. I think. She made up some story about being in the Bahamas though so I don't know
<2021-08-11T00:07:01.000Z> amnesiac: that's just what she does it might not be made though she's on break. yeah she'll be fine and now i have more reason here than to be on here less. actually, i should stopped frequenting this place so much a long time ago, im already falling short of my goals pretty badly. its just now it feels uncomfortable enough to just sort of force myself out.
<2021-08-11T00:07:09.000Z> amnesiac: better to be like Rocky than Paulie
<2021-08-11T04:05:27.000Z> amnesiac: can i have her email? 
<2021-08-11T04:14:46.000Z> SONICMAN69@unholy-lair.69.mu: I'm sorry Amne but there's no way I'm going to give that out to you after everything even if it is just to apologize
<2021-08-11T08:03:18.000Z> amnesiac: yeah that's understandable
<2021-08-11T18:02:34.000Z> amnesiac: would you be willing to act as a medium?
<2021-08-11T18:04:38.000Z> SONICMAN69@unholy-lair.69.mu: I'll ask her if she's comfortable with it first, though I already tried following up and never got a response so I dunno
<2021-08-11T18:04:50.000Z> amnesiac: thanks
<2021-08-11T18:13:53.000Z> amnesiac: just tell her im sorry and im not going to do anything  ill willed towards her if nothing else
<2021-08-11T18:19:54.000Z> SONICMAN69@unholy-lair.69.mu: Sorry, she really, really does not want anything to do with you. 
<2021-08-11T18:32:47.000Z> amnesiac: ok
<2021-08-11T18:33:37.000Z> amnesiac: really basic message to send across
<2021-08-11T18:35:49.000Z> SONICMAN69@unholy-lair.69.mu: I don't know if I actually want to get so involved in this but can you tell me why you did all this
<2021-08-11T18:56:35.000Z> amnesiac: maybe but to what resolve? it would be better to just let her know im sorry and moving on. as for now im passing out
<2021-08-11T19:02:50.000Z> amnesiac: a lot of it is public as it is if you’re willing to look through the post history, i dont delete posts and she didnt delete her acc. people will side with her by default because she’s a femoid on a male dominated network, which is just nature. and what she did wasnt horrendous but enough to kick a guy who was already down. i didnt do it for no reason, im not some weird bitter psychopath if thats the image thats being drawn of me by some (it is). lonely and retarded sure, but thats entry status for this bullshit network
<2021-08-11T19:04:34.000Z> amnesiac: i also deleted my insta dms with her and im sure she did the same, but those would provide a ton of context 