<2021-04-24T22:47:22.000Z> acacia227: i'll tell you my kinks if you promise not to tell anyone
<2021-04-25T01:28:39.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: first are you over 18 :P 
<2021-04-25T09:47:38.000Z> acacia227: yes
<2021-04-25T16:33:29.000Z> acacia227: do you promise not to tell anyone?
<2021-04-25T17:08:36.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: ya
<2021-04-25T17:08:38.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: i promise
<2021-04-25T17:08:49.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: just dont talk about animals or pedo shit 
<2021-04-25T17:08:53.000Z> acacia227: ok
<2021-04-25T17:09:10.000Z> acacia227: my main kinks are size, feet, crushing, vore, and hypnosis (kind of)
<2021-04-25T17:14:07.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: thats pretty normal i spose 
<2021-04-25T17:14:32.000Z> acacia227: lol you're the first person to ever call a size fetish normal
<2021-04-25T17:14:46.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: i like voyeur, group, being choked 
<2021-04-25T17:14:52.000Z> acacia227: i told a cis girl about just my foot fetish and she freaked out and thought it was super disgusting and weird
<2021-04-25T17:15:00.000Z> acacia227: what's group?
<2021-04-25T17:15:20.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: like group sex (although its more a porn kink than something I seek irl) 
<2021-04-25T17:15:35.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: i like feet too 
<2021-04-25T17:15:46.000Z> acacia227: based and feetpilled
<2021-04-25T17:16:18.000Z> acacia227: group sex i have never heard of people doing IRL
<2021-04-25T17:16:36.000Z> acacia227: are you dom, switch, or sub? i'm 100% sub
<2021-04-25T17:23:35.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: bratty switch
<2021-04-25T17:23:38.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: like nagatoro
<2021-04-25T17:24:10.000Z> acacia227: hmm, i could work with that
<2021-04-25T17:24:45.000Z> acacia227: but you would have to be dom with me 100% of the time because i'm 100% sub. i'm not even a little bit switch
<2021-04-25T17:25:20.000Z> acacia227: i've had issues in the past with switches trying to get me to be doms for them 
<2021-04-25T17:34:25.000Z> acacia227: but nagatoro is hot af, if you're like her that's based. i kind of have a fetish for being bullied by girls too >_>
<2021-04-25T17:38:00.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: i dont look like her tho but i have a pic up on here 
<2021-04-25T17:40:54.000Z> acacia227: really? can i see? or is it public?
<2021-04-25T17:42:08.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: you can see its set to followers only so if you follow me you can 
<2021-04-25T17:42:58.000Z> acacia227: yeah i follow you. is it in media?
<2021-04-25T17:43:14.000Z> acacia227: ah i see it now
<2021-04-25T17:43:52.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: :3 
<2021-04-25T17:44:12.000Z> acacia227: you look almost exactly like me holy shit 
<2021-04-25T17:44:26.000Z> acacia227: except with long hair
<2021-04-25T17:44:41.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: nice ^^ maybe you'll be a cute girl 
<2021-04-25T17:45:03.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: i wear makeup too i just am kind of a tomboy
<2021-04-25T17:45:20.000Z> acacia227: you pass better than a lot of other trans girls i've seen
<2021-04-25T17:45:43.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: well it helps that I have full tits unlike most trans girls
<2021-04-25T17:46:10.000Z> acacia227: based. you're really lucky to get those. a lot of people take hormones and only grow tiny little A cups
<2021-04-25T17:46:46.000Z> acacia227: idk if i would be a cute girl. i have a huge chin and shoulders
<2021-04-25T17:47:04.000Z> acacia227: i definitely want to become more feminine though, like a femboy or something
<2021-04-25T17:48:47.000Z> acacia227: how tall are you?
<2021-04-25T17:49:46.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: 6 even 
<2021-04-25T17:49:51.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: tol
<2021-04-25T17:50:06.000Z> acacia227: nice, i like girls who are taller than me
<2021-04-25T17:50:08.000Z> acacia227: i'm 5'7
<2021-04-25T17:50:12.000Z> acacia227: smol
<2021-04-25T17:51:11.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: being 5'7" is like perfect for being trans 
<2021-04-25T17:51:57.000Z> acacia227: wait a sec r u trying to groom me or somethin
<2021-04-25T17:52:05.000Z> acacia227: lol
<2021-04-25T17:52:23.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: no 
<2021-04-25T17:52:26.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: be cis for all i care
<2021-04-25T17:52:39.000Z> acacia227: i've been told that. but i don't want to be a girl because i don't like submissive girls, and i'm submissive. i like being a boy who gets dominated by girls
<2021-04-25T17:52:48.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: then just be a femboy 
<2021-04-25T17:53:01.000Z> acacia227: okay :3
<2021-04-25T17:53:24.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: :3 
<2021-04-25T17:54:05.000Z> acacia227: the problem is i like with my parents. i can't wear skirts or take estrogen until i can move out and away from them
<2021-04-25T17:54:14.000Z> acacia227: *live
<2021-04-25T17:55:50.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: understandable i didnt transition til i moved away too 
<2021-04-25T17:56:15.000Z> acacia227: how long have you been on HRT?
<2021-04-25T17:57:12.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: 2 years but i wasnt on it the whole time
<2021-04-25T17:58:04.000Z> acacia227: wow and you got full tits after only 2 years? that's awesome
<2021-04-25T17:59:35.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: i had a headstart tbh 
<2021-04-25T17:59:57.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: first puberty gave me tits, second puberty (transition) just developed them 
<2021-04-25T18:00:18.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: it was meant to be~
<2021-04-25T18:00:36.000Z> acacia227: certainly sounds like it~
<2021-04-25T18:01:11.000Z> acacia227: i'd like to try taking HRT too, but not to transition, just to make myself more feminine, so i can be a femboy
<2021-04-25T18:01:39.000Z> acacia227: but then i wouldn't want to grow breasts if i went on HRT
<2021-04-25T18:01:42.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: theres a guide on reddit about hormone options for people who dont want breast development 
<2021-04-25T18:01:50.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: but budding breasts on femboys is p cute too
<2021-04-25T18:02:05.000Z> acacia227: you think so? 0_0
<2021-04-25T18:02:33.000Z> acacia227: it might be nice to be bullied about them
<2021-04-25T18:03:33.000Z> acacia227: what are the other effects HRT ahs aside from growing tits?
<2021-04-25T18:03:37.000Z> acacia227: *has
<2021-04-25T18:06:35.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: more emotional intelligence I think and less testosterone adrenaline rush focused sexuality 
<2021-04-25T18:07:01.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: like you can pick up on peoples emotions better and connect in a different way
<2021-04-25T18:08:40.000Z> acacia227: interesting. i didn't think HRT would actually change your brain like that. but i've had other trans girls say that they started to act more girly subconsciously on HRT so there's that
<2021-04-25T18:09:24.000Z> acacia227: i take zero hormones but i think i so act very effeminate in terms of my personality. i'm super submissive for one
<2021-04-25T18:11:02.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: you could microdose with HRT 
<2021-04-25T18:12:17.000Z> acacia227: i think that's the best option so i don't grow tits. i don't like needles though, i'm scared of them. can you get HRT in pill form or something?
<2021-04-25T18:44:14.000Z> acacia227: i'm really glad if you don't mind size fetish though. that's incredibly based. i feel so relieved
<2021-04-25T21:12:29.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: size fetish like wanting to be really small and dominated?
<2021-04-25T21:13:49.000Z> acacia227: yes, exactly
<2021-04-25T21:14:14.000Z> acacia227: i want you to shrink me really tiny and step on me crushing me
<2021-04-25T21:19:28.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: bones go cronch
<2021-04-25T21:21:29.000Z> acacia227: hot
<2021-04-25T21:22:21.000Z> acacia227: but also, i just love the idea of being tiny generally. like being smol speck and trying to get you to notice me
<2021-04-25T21:30:55.000Z> acacia227: and then once i'm super small, i like either unaware or semi-aware micro scenarios. aware is very rarely appealing to me because the former 2 i find more dehumanizing
<2021-04-25T22:19:52.000Z> acacia227: i would want you to either not see or hear me at all because i was so smol, or you do see me, but since i'm so smol you think i'm just a bug and squish me
<2021-04-25T22:20:35.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: *looks at you in disgust* ew what the fuck *flicks* 
<2021-04-25T22:20:49.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: some fucking bug or something idk looked like a faggot
<2021-04-25T22:21:56.000Z> acacia227: hnng fuck, that's hot <3
<2021-04-25T22:23:59.000Z> acacia227: and i'm screaming at the top of my lungs to get you to hear my voice, but my voice is too smol
<2021-04-25T22:24:22.000Z> acacia227: "ugh, it's making these weird little squeaking noises too. so annoying." *squish*
<2021-04-26T08:29:48.000Z> acacia227: my friend code is SW-2345-3726-5409
<2021-04-26T17:23:06.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: I'll add when I get home from work! 
<2021-04-26T17:24:05.000Z> acacia227: thanks mate
<2021-04-27T18:09:17.000Z> acacia227: oi, you forgot to add me
<2021-04-27T20:16:33.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: Oof message me a reminder in 6 hours
<2021-04-27T20:17:49.000Z> acacia227: i'll be asleep in 2 or 3 hours probably
<2021-04-27T20:23:27.000Z> eris@disqordia.space attached file https://disqordia.space/media/c9075d9078fde32b6b959d139901f23c50d5345ece99a05cb04acc156ee3f38d.jpg
<2021-04-27T20:23:33.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: Here's mine 
<2021-04-27T20:25:21.000Z> acacia227: thanks mate, i'm catalyst
<2021-04-27T20:25:59.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: 💜
<2021-04-27T20:26:26.000Z> acacia227: <3
<2021-04-27T20:44:15.000Z> acacia227: also, if i shrunk really smol, i would want to be on the floor and try to get you to notice me, but when you see me, you think i'm just a bug and step on me crushing me
<2021-05-02T20:43:02.000Z> acacia227: what would you say for this one?
<2021-05-02T21:18:36.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: Hmm?
<2021-05-02T21:22:00.000Z> acacia227: for what i said above this. like could you do a little RP line for it or something?
<2021-05-02T21:35:20.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: Oh sorry I don’t ERP tbh with anyone, unless I do it to be funny 
<2021-05-02T21:41:13.000Z> acacia227: no worries mate
<2021-05-02T21:42:54.000Z> acacia227: as long as you'll still step on me when i'm smol, it's all good lol 
<2021-05-02T21:50:52.000Z> eris@disqordia.space: Haha 
<2021-05-11T07:54:42.000Z> acacia227: i will be deleting my account soon. add me on guilded.gg at #acacia227 if you want to keep talking to me
<2021-05-11T08:26:08.000Z> acacia227: i'm just gonna go back to minds.com/acacia227, not delete, actually
<2021-07-01T16:57:42.000Z> acacia227: sorry to hear about you getting bullied :( don't give the trolls a reaction because that's what they want