<2023-05-14T18:35:39.000Z> Varus: hi 
<2023-05-14T18:36:35.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: hey... did we talk on poast before or are you just familiar?
<2023-05-14T18:36:55.000Z> Varus: i think we might have but i've definitely seen you around
<2023-05-14T18:36:59.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: sorry, but i've not been on here as oft as before (life is busy)
<2023-05-14T18:37:09.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: what's up, varus? 
<2023-05-14T18:37:31.000Z> Varus: well i follow you that means you're a good poster
<2023-05-14T18:37:38.000Z> Varus: not much how was your weekend
<2023-05-14T18:39:08.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: wait... did you go by "lover" at some point?
<2023-05-14T18:39:34.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: weekend was decent - not many dull moments in my days :)  what'd you get up to?
<2023-05-14T18:41:25.000Z> Varus: nope. 
<2023-05-14T18:41:40.000Z> Varus: just this avatar and name and top tier shitposter
<2023-05-14T18:42:01.000Z> Varus: oh thats nice mine was okay relaxing to say the least. glad your days are not dull tho can't say my life is eventful
<2023-05-14T18:49:56.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: relaxation and boredom may be cousins, but they're certainly not twins :)
<2023-05-14T18:50:33.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: have your circumstances changed in recent years with the crashing economy from the general (((takeover))) 
<2023-05-14T18:54:56.000Z> Varus: its hard not to feel its effects
<2023-05-14T18:55:25.000Z> Varus: i see that you like masculine men apparently 
<2023-05-14T18:57:53.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i'm sorry, varus.  it sounds like it's flipped your world upside down :/  i was on the cusp of losing everything i ever worked for... i can empathize, even if i don't fully understand.  
<2023-05-14T18:58:06.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: mhm... is that unusual? 
<2023-05-14T19:25:39.000Z> Varus: Not at all
<2023-05-14T19:25:46.000Z> Varus: I like feminine women 👀
<2023-05-14T19:26:29.000Z> Varus: Sorry about that glad its okay now. The worst that happened to me was family member becoming very sick
<2023-05-14T19:26:40.000Z> Varus: I suspect maybe clot shot 
<2023-05-14T19:38:42.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: varus, i'm so sorry :(  that's truly awful.  i have some stuff to tend to on this end and can't stick around much longer, but you've just started something so... all-consuming.  i can only imagine how much that must have changed your life.  i'm sorry you've had to be so brave.  there's so much uncertainty when things like that transpire... do you have anyone you're able to reach out to and feel supported by while you guys get through this?i'll reach out when i'm able, varus.  i wish i had more time to chat, i've just got other commitments i've made before... please take good care of yourself, would you varus? 
<2023-05-14T19:41:38.000Z> Varus: Thank you. Yes family support is best
<2023-05-14T19:41:49.000Z> Varus: I wanted to get to know you more 
<2023-05-14T19:44:59.000Z> Varus: What kind of qualities do you look for in a man personality and looks
<2023-05-17T19:11:23.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: aww, that's very sweet varus.  in my experience, anything short of dating within driving distance is complex at best.  i like to keep things simple in life.  as romantic and idealistic as i can be, i'm painfully realistic.  unless you wanna surprise me with your postal code, us speaking as anything other than friend is unlikely to go further than a car crossing the ocean without a ferry or ship... you know what i mean?  i'm really sorry, varus.  i can empathize with your situation, though.  i know how much easier i've found it to feel like you can connect with people online, especially where there is safety and understanding of any sort of political... let's say, less mainstream considerations ;)  i'm going to be in a rush if i don't get a move on, atm, but thanks for your interest -- i'm flattered.  for the record though, as many preferences as one can have around looks and even personality, at the end of the day, chemistry is something you feel :)  scruff goes a long way, but it's mostly a character thing.  i've known fellas that rock a smooth shave - long as you own your masculinity, i might not get hooked, but i'll likely look twice ; )what about you, friend?  what qualities of a woman captivate your attention?  which ones sustain that interest?  
<2023-05-18T23:07:11.000Z> Varus: Youre right about that long distance is complicated. Postal code idk about that youre cute but it does give off slightly fed vibes. Tell me what country you live in and I will tell you as well
<2023-05-18T23:08:21.000Z> Varus: Im told I look better with facial hair by my some but I prefer clean shaven. Tho I feel like it's not a big deal since you can always grow it or shave it. I often get lazy so I  have some kind of facial hair most times
<2023-05-18T23:09:04.000Z> Varus: I like very feminine woman that is kind, gentle, and affectionate. Likes to be intimidate and communication is key
<2023-05-20T05:49:49.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: XD it should give you fed vibes lol - i wasn't think you would, but that was also my point... it's difficult enough dating a next door neighbour or moving long distance for someone you know you're all-in about, but getting through getting to know someone annnnd the logistics or moving just to do it?  nightmare.  happy to chat and all that, but i have enough going on over here with work and life and hobbies... most guys look better with facial hair =P  you gotta be comfortable though with whatever look or feel you're rocking.  awkward is always noticed and not much that's more attractive than confidence and comfort in one's own skin :)
<2023-05-20T05:52:23.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i'm late to an engagement if i don't get on with my evening, so i'm off for a bit here.  wishing you a fantastic weekend, mystery man.  i'm out in canada by the way.  if you're not here, don't bother making it home.  it's sinking faster than the titanic did under trudeau (don't get me started).hope you make the most of your weekend.  
<2023-05-20T05:53:55.000Z> Varus: that is very true. i had two neighbors express interest in me and one which i expressed interest back and it didn't work out. we live in a crazy alienated and busy society. Yes you did give off fed vibes but thats the nature of the internet. Thats fine im not asking to meet you right away anyways without getting to know you. you just sound interesting i just wanted to get to know you a bit more why not :) Yeah im rocking facial hair right now i don't care much about whether im having facial hair or not. when it gets too much i shave because its really difficult to shave my hair when its really thick. i tend to have coarse thick cave man like hair which would bother you if i were to place it anywhere on your body. So i tend to shave it before it gets too much
<2023-05-20T05:54:39.000Z> Varus: i feel like the entire west is a sinking ship tbh canada or america doesn't make much difference. i wonder what canadian women are like
<2023-05-20T05:55:18.000Z> Varus: mind if i ask what your physical characteristics are like. hair color and eyes O_O
<2023-05-20T06:03:28.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: lmao - fed vibes tit for tat? XD varus, i'm not in hiding here.  i don't actually have the same views a lot of people on here, do, i just don't wanna be found out as being not an insane homoglobo leftist in my own community.  i don't pretend to be one, but you can't exactly be far right without losing big.  i gotta run here, but there's little reason to know.  i'm just not interested in meeting people offline anymore.  been there, done that one time too many... fr fr.  
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<2023-05-20T06:12:01.000Z> Varus: well its mostly because you said postal code haha. yes that is true not being a leftist will you get you in trouble. its like the fall of the soviet union where people spied on each other. 
<2023-05-20T06:12:27.000Z> Varus: why do you always have to run when our convo always gets interesting. i have never meet people online actually ever. tho it would be kinda fun to do it at least once
<2023-05-20T06:12:43.000Z> Varus: you didn't tell me your what your phenotype is like. or better yet you could just send me a cute selfie :)