<2022-09-19T23:28:50.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: if you broke you back working you would try to pass time :P
<2022-09-19T23:29:01.000Z> VBurner: lmao 
<2022-09-19T23:29:54.000Z> VBurner: poa.st is good to kill a few minutes every here and there
<2022-09-19T23:30:14.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: yeah I can't wait to be able to spend less time 
<2022-09-19T23:30:34.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: I have exams Friday I hope that they tell me they can operate it .
<2022-09-19T23:32:14.000Z> VBurner: good luck\
<2022-09-19T23:32:16.000Z> VBurner: college? 
<2022-09-19T23:32:23.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: No I broke my back
<2022-09-19T23:32:26.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: Lumberjack
<2022-09-19T23:32:31.000Z> VBurner: oh
<2022-09-19T23:32:32.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: lol I wasn't joking 
<2022-09-19T23:32:33.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: haha
<2022-09-19T23:32:36.000Z> VBurner: that fucking sucks man
<2022-09-19T23:32:42.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: funny part 
<2022-09-19T23:32:47.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: I was planting a maple
<2022-09-19T23:32:53.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: 28 foot tall one
<2022-09-19T23:32:58.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: fell on my back 
<2022-09-19T23:33:06.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: Got trolled by a fucking three
<2022-09-19T23:33:06.000Z> VBurner: a true canadian way to go out
<2022-09-19T23:33:20.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: Yeah by a sugar maple 
<2022-09-19T23:33:23.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: Ironic
<2022-09-19T23:33:31.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: just missing the moose to save my ass
<2022-09-19T23:34:18.000Z> VBurner: "Surprised by a beaver which I did not previously notice on the tree, I fell"
<2022-09-19T23:34:47.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: didn't really hurt just happens its life
<2022-09-19T23:34:50.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: I'm alive !
<2022-09-19T23:34:51.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: lol 
<2022-09-19T23:35:10.000Z> VBurner: how long did you have to wait for surgery? 
<2022-09-19T23:35:29.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: been 5 years 
<2022-09-19T23:35:34.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: Bad doctor
<2022-09-19T23:35:38.000Z> VBurner: jesus christ
<2022-09-19T23:35:42.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: Canada man 
<2022-09-19T23:35:44.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: its fucking shit
<2022-09-19T23:35:51.000Z> VBurner: I had to do about 1.5 years for a torn ACL 
<2022-09-19T23:35:57.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: as soon as restriction are gone im gone
<2022-09-19T23:36:02.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: Oof
<2022-09-19T23:36:06.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: that's painful 
<2022-09-19T23:36:15.000Z> VBurner: nowhere near as bad as 5 for your back though
<2022-09-19T23:36:29.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: yeah sad part is I don't feel my legs more and more
<2022-09-19T23:36:32.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: nerve damage
<2022-09-19T23:36:37.000Z> VBurner: do you still get paid by the company or no?
<2022-09-19T23:36:41.000Z> VBurner: man
<2022-09-19T23:37:13.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: No I lost it all because of a stupid 5 hours
<2022-09-19T23:37:25.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: that I waited and my ex boss working for the mafia in montreal 
<2022-09-19T23:37:36.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: So I had to restart at 35 years old
<2022-09-19T23:37:51.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: I've had a rough one lets say but its better than being Lucas
<2022-09-19T23:38:16.000Z> VBurner: do you have a desk job now or are you on disability? \
<2022-09-19T23:38:25.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: None 
<2022-09-19T23:38:30.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: i had a little bit of money 
<2022-09-19T23:38:37.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: none left soon but I'll manage 
<2022-09-19T23:38:47.000Z> VBurner: have you applied for disability? 
<2022-09-19T23:38:50.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: I've been thru a civil war in Croatia a 14 years old 
<2022-09-19T23:38:54.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: I have PTSD 
<2022-09-19T23:38:56.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: I do what I can 
<2022-09-19T23:38:57.000Z> VBurner: jesus man
<2022-09-19T23:39:02.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: Life bro
<2022-09-19T23:39:06.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: People have no idea
<2022-09-19T23:39:12.000Z> VBurner: horrible luck
<2022-09-19T23:39:17.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: Mate
<2022-09-19T23:39:32.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: I think it was God's way to show me I have to accept things
<2022-09-19T23:39:37.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: I'm very stubborn 
<2022-09-19T23:39:38.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: lol 
<2022-09-19T23:40:34.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: I wont give up even If I have to have a shitty job I'll move to the US as soon as I can 
<2022-09-19T23:40:35.000Z> VBurner: good that you haven't given up 
<2022-09-19T23:40:38.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: Fuck this shit hole
<2022-09-19T23:40:43.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: I can't 
<2022-09-19T23:40:47.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: I wont kill myself 
<2022-09-19T23:40:50.000Z> VBurner: which province are you in? 
<2022-09-19T23:40:55.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: Quebec
<2022-09-19T23:40:59.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: the worse one
<2022-09-19T23:41:03.000Z> VBurner: lol
<2022-09-19T23:41:10.000Z> VBurner: do you know french or are you in an english area?
<2022-09-19T23:41:41.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: My mom is French Canadian dad is Croatian and I was born in Croatia my mom back stabbed my dad to get the legal care of us me and my sister
<2022-09-19T23:41:50.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: Then they tried to do what they did with Lucas
<2022-09-19T23:42:04.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: That's why I'm so fucking against this
<2022-09-19T23:42:12.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: CPS here is grooming faggots
<2022-09-19T23:42:17.000Z> VBurner: wow you cannot catch a break 
<2022-09-19T23:42:21.000Z> VBurner: and yeah, they are lol
<2022-09-19T23:42:35.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: No it was harsh but I get why
<2022-09-19T23:42:42.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: if I compare my life to others today 
<2022-09-19T23:42:50.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: if something would happen id survive
<2022-09-19T23:42:53.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: Not them
<2022-09-19T23:43:22.000Z> VBurner: how are you so positive lmao
<2022-09-19T23:43:39.000Z> VBurner: it's impressive
<2022-09-19T23:44:03.000Z> VBurner: I've been on the verge of giving up due to much, much milder things 
<2022-09-19T23:44:34.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: Man have been put down
<2022-09-19T23:44:43.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: I want to work to give us our place back 
<2022-09-19T23:44:55.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: we built this civilization is ours
<2022-09-19T23:45:01.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: No niggers or jews
<2022-09-19T23:45:04.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: WHITE MAN
<2022-09-19T23:45:36.000Z> VBurner: lmao
<2022-09-19T23:45:48.000Z> VBurner: good luck dude
<2022-09-19T23:46:01.000Z> VBurner: do you have anyone irl that you can rely on or not really?
<2022-09-19T23:48:25.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: Nope
<2022-09-19T23:48:39.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: My French family didn't accept my Croatian part
<2022-09-19T23:48:48.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: that's why they sent me to foster family 
<2022-09-19T23:52:12.000Z> Mackiavelli13@chudbuds.lol: anyways i never accept help lol 