<2022-12-30T15:36:00.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Whatever happened. I hope in time you and yours can rebuild. It’s alright to feel broken, and to take time to heal. And it may not mean much but if you ever need to talk, even if it’s to let out anger, I’m here. Even if I might not immediately respond due to IRL stuff I will get back to you. 
<2022-12-30T15:36:32.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I appreciate that you’ve been a good friend to me on here. I hope I can return the favor.
<2022-12-30T15:38:53.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: i don't know if i can even share it but thank u iranian anon
<2022-12-30T15:55:25.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: It’s hard being the one trying to keep family together solo. You don’t have to share anything you don’t want to. Our circumstances might not be 1 to 1 but there are overlaps.
<2022-12-30T15:59:05.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: it's about my sister
<2022-12-30T15:59:13.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: she betrayed my trust
<2022-12-30T15:59:43.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: had a woman moment , i can't look at her the same way anymore
<2022-12-30T16:06:36.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I don’t know what it’s like to have a sister. I could’ve had a younger sister; but because it would’ve been “inconvenient” she was gone after one trip to a clinic. 
<2022-12-30T16:07:04.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: 😔
<2022-12-30T16:07:27.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I don’t know the scale of the moment; but I hope in time you can heal. I’m really sorry she paid you back for your hard work and care like this.
<2022-12-30T16:09:09.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: It’s why I’m against abortion, no child shouldn’t have to be told “Yeah you were a trouble child so we didn’t go through with this. We weren’t ready.” 
<2022-12-30T16:09:50.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: idk if i was able to raise her right
<2022-12-30T16:10:03.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: idk if it was my fault or her
<2022-12-30T16:10:42.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: You did your best. You didn’t hit her, or take out emotions on her, you treated her as an equal.
<2022-12-30T16:11:34.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I don’t know how old she is but after a time she has her own agency. And if she wants to use it to do whatever it is she did. It’s not on you. 
<2022-12-30T16:12:02.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: i just
<2022-12-30T16:12:23.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: i am 24 she is 17
<2022-12-30T16:12:35.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: i was 7 when she was born
<2022-12-30T16:12:50.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: i wish my father were here
<2022-12-30T16:16:01.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: You are very strong, to step up to the plate at such a young age
<2022-12-30T16:17:41.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: We all have people we look to for guidance who are no longer here. Whether it’s your father, or my paternal grandparents.
<2022-12-30T16:18:05.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: My mom personality sometimes shows in my posts i guess
<2022-12-30T16:18:13.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Do you have any family members you can speak with? To try and work things out or at least settle things as best as possible?
<2022-12-30T16:19:12.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: my mom and her mom , and uncle i guess
<2022-12-30T16:19:27.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: they are dissappointed in her too
<2022-12-30T16:20:36.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Same, the personality of my dad (morose, constantly talking about mortality and death) and my mom (neurotic, constantly on edge and unable to find peace) bleeds through in my posts sometimes too
<2022-12-30T16:25:25.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: So i was thinking i should focus more on myself than family
<2022-12-30T16:25:58.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: i will there for them when they need me but i can't be what i used to be anymore
<2022-12-30T16:26:39.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Sometimes that’s what you have to do
<2022-12-30T16:27:12.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: You went above and beyond, and I don’t mean this as an insult, but you’re not a god
<2022-12-30T16:29:29.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: i know , i am merely a sinner
<2022-12-30T16:30:26.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: i have some plans from next year i will focus on them
<2022-12-30T16:30:59.000Z> TornadoOfTerror: i will let u guys know and update from time to time about it
<2022-12-30T16:34:31.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: We are all sinners, but unlike those who refuse to change for the better we strive for the light.
<2022-12-30T16:34:58.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: May your future years forever remain bright, my friend.