<2022-03-10T05:55:04.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: persona non grata?
<2022-03-10T05:56:27.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: Are you asking if you've been kicked from the crew?
<2022-03-10T05:57:20.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: On Gab it seems you're still in the list
<2022-03-10T05:58:25.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: I don't see you in the element room though
<2022-03-10T05:59:06.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: I'm unaware of any incident. What happened?
<2022-03-10T06:00:14.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: I suppose not? But I also haven't been very active on Element lately
<2022-03-10T06:01:58.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: Of course
<2022-03-10T06:03:29.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: Is everything alright?
<2022-03-10T06:04:22.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: If you had some personal issues I don't see why any of us would treat you that way
<2022-03-10T06:05:45.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: Ah I see
<2022-03-10T06:06:48.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: Unless there was some conversation I'm unaware of, I don't think you're being cut out of anything.
<2022-03-10T06:07:42.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: If you want to drop me your matrix ID I'll send it to morbs and ask if he'll reinvite you to the room
<2022-03-10T17:11:36.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: Morbeus DM'd you on Gab
<2022-03-31T04:27:56.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: Hey dude what's going on
<2022-03-31T04:29:01.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: Legal issues or personal?
<2022-03-31T04:31:16.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: I'm glad you don't have any of that bullshit to deal with, but I'm sorry to hear that you're struggling. Have you sought any professional help?
<2022-03-31T04:33:34.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: I remember you telling me a while back what happened.
<2022-03-31T04:34:10.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: And I think Billington knew as well. We didn't go around talking about it though, to respect your privacy, don't worry.
<2022-03-31T04:37:06.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: It's understandable, man. It wouldn't be easy for me at all. 
<2022-03-31T04:38:20.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: I really do feel for ya. I do highly recommend you start seeing a therapist, though. One who can help you cope with trauma. You will be able to get through this, with some guidance.
<2022-03-31T04:42:56.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: That makes sense.
<2022-03-31T04:43:25.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: It's very different when the guy you're firing at isn't *necessarily* an "enemy"
<2022-03-31T04:43:51.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: Yes, due to his actions
<2022-03-31T04:44:19.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: He decided to become a threat. You responded accordingly.
<2022-03-31T04:45:28.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: Anyone hired in your place would have had the same responsibility to draw at that moment, and fire if necessary.
<2022-03-31T04:46:38.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: What do you think would have happened if you had not fired?
<2022-03-31T04:48:14.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: I mean, MAYBE, but it sounds like his reasoning skills were severely impaired at that time.
<2022-03-31T04:50:05.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: I hate that you're going through all this, man. Will you return to the element chat so you can talk to us more? We're your friends and we want to be here for you.
<2022-03-31T04:52:18.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: Morbs says your invite is still active, but I don't know if he sent it to the right matrix address. What is your matrix handle?
<2022-03-31T04:54:02.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: Nothing?
<2022-03-31T05:00:06.000Z> The_Almighty_Kek: Brother, please reach out to a psychologist (not a psychiatrist). Someone who will help teach you the mental techniques you need in order to recover from this. 