<2022-05-21T11:18:15.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: I don't wanna be weird or anything and spook you out
<2022-05-21T11:18:31.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: But it's funny you bring up I'm aussie cause I'm pretty sure you are one of my husband's irl friends
<2022-05-21T11:19:18.000Z> kybermace: ...
<2022-05-21T11:19:25.000Z> kybermace: you're ozkek1788's wife?
<2022-05-21T11:19:43.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Not certain, didn't want to bring it up because I know a lot of /ourguys/ are paranoid with that sorta thing
<2022-05-21T11:19:50.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: no
<2022-05-21T11:20:06.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Thysanotus 
<2022-05-21T11:20:15.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: I will just say, if you are who I think you are
<2022-05-21T11:20:21.000Z> kybermace: oh wow. then i have no idea who you are. allg. i was just shilling theracers.biz live stream and didnt know you were an aussie.
<2022-05-21T11:20:31.000Z> kybermace: no i am not likely who you think i am
<2022-05-21T11:20:34.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: ah well yes I am an aussie
<2022-05-21T11:20:43.000Z> kybermace: poast.tv/w/rcd9UtTXoYnkR8LfHY95Eo
<2022-05-21T11:20:49.000Z> kybermace: and also on odysee.
<2022-05-21T11:20:57.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: okie dokie thank you
<2022-05-21T11:21:22.000Z> kybermace: odysee.com/@Fenian:6/election2022:2
<2022-05-21T11:21:33.000Z> kybermace: i dont mean to intrude and will delete that poast then.
<2022-05-21T11:22:04.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: No worries, it's not intrusive
<2022-05-21T11:22:10.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: My hubby just one time said like
<2022-05-21T11:22:26.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: "oh that's [blank] he uses the same username everywhere"
<2022-05-21T11:22:35.000Z> kybermace: LMFAO
<2022-05-21T11:22:36.000Z> kybermace: i do
<2022-05-21T11:22:37.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: So I've followed you this whole time thinking you were one of my irl friends oof
<2022-05-21T11:22:44.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Okay did you like
<2022-05-21T11:22:48.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: go on a hiking trip
<2022-05-21T11:22:49.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: earlier this year
<2022-05-21T11:22:51.000Z> kybermace: yeah
<2022-05-21T11:22:53.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: with a bunch of nationalists
<2022-05-21T11:22:55.000Z> kybermace: wait...
<2022-05-21T11:22:56.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and one brought his wife
<2022-05-21T11:22:59.000Z> kybermace: were you there?
<2022-05-21T11:23:02.000Z> kybermace: OH THAT IS YOU?!
<2022-05-21T11:23:03.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: yes
<2022-05-21T11:23:07.000Z> kybermace: XD
<2022-05-21T11:23:27.000Z> kybermace: WOW okay its you. yeah and you know me then ahahahaha
<2022-05-21T11:23:36.000Z> kybermace: ah that is hilarious!
<2022-05-21T11:23:46.000Z> kybermace: can you not use real names in chat please?
<2022-05-21T11:23:54.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Right yes sorry
<2022-05-21T11:23:54.000Z> kybermace: that is 100% bad OPSEC
<2022-05-21T11:24:20.000Z> kybermace: jeez you go off while online, i never would have picked you from your IRL persona
<2022-05-21T11:24:25.000Z> kybermace: but we are all different when online
<2022-05-21T11:24:34.000Z> kybermace: tell your Husband I said hi
<2022-05-21T11:24:59.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Yeah I am certainly more talkative, I struggle with bad social anxiety irl and being in front of a screen doesn't really have that problem
<2022-05-21T11:25:00.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: will do
<2022-05-21T11:25:40.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: he's on here too if you ever need to reach him
<2022-05-21T11:27:08.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Again so sorry if it was odd to bring up, I just thought might as well since you tagged me and asked if I was aussie
<2022-05-21T11:27:58.000Z> kybermace: nah all good. and its nice to reconnect with others that I know IRL; one key path for success is multiple lines of communication.
<2022-05-21T11:28:09.000Z> kybermace: i am trying to reunify everyone from the old SWAN group.
<2022-05-21T11:28:17.000Z> kybermace: tech stuff is kinda my wheelhouse after all.
<2022-05-21T11:28:32.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: That would be nice, it is depressing how it's not as close knit nowadays
<2022-05-21T11:28:35.000Z> kybermace: also wtf is your screen name on poast "ann"? 
<2022-05-21T11:28:55.000Z> kybermace: yeah i feel the same way- swan had its problems but the close knit group feeling was awesome.
<2022-05-21T11:28:56.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Paranoid schitzo shit, I changed it to that today because it's a pseudonym 
<2022-05-21T11:29:05.000Z> kybermace: good move.
<2022-05-21T11:29:14.000Z> kybermace: i just wish you could delete that name from the chat ;_;
<2022-05-21T11:29:21.000Z> kybermace: as in teh one above
<2022-05-21T11:29:39.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: So sorry about that, didn't think. I deleted it on my side of things. I think you can delete the message too 
<2022-05-21T11:30:10.000Z> kybermace: you need to delete it from your end - are you using the poast web interface (as opposed to the android app)?
<2022-05-21T11:30:17.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Yes
<2022-05-21T11:30:45.000Z> kybermace: scroll up to the entry, mouse over the upper right hand corner of the chat bubble then look for the triple dot menu. click that and there is a delete option, click that.
<2022-05-21T11:30:52.000Z> kybermace: please and thank you. :-)
<2022-05-21T11:30:57.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: did that
<2022-05-21T11:31:11.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: hope that solves it, will be more careful in the future
<2022-05-21T11:31:53.000Z> kybermace: yep. it is gone now after a page refresh on my end. please do be very careful. while poast is friendly territory, the main rule of OPSEC is always say less than necessary.
<2022-05-21T11:32:19.000Z> kybermace: good to chat to you all the same. it would be nice to arrange another hike now that the weather is sorta cool
<2022-05-21T11:32:34.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: That would be good, though I don't think I'd be capable of going right now
<2022-05-21T11:32:37.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Heavily pregnant
<2022-05-21T11:32:46.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and bad pelvic girdle pain 
<2022-05-21T11:32:58.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: But I'm sure my husband would love to 
<2022-05-21T11:34:02.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: who knows, once my daughter is here maybe I could bring her along in one of those cute little slings or something lol
<2022-05-21T11:34:21.000Z> kybermace: oh derp i forgot your expecting; congratulations on that front!
<2022-05-21T11:34:33.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: thank you!
<2022-05-21T11:34:34.000Z> kybermace: *you're
<2022-05-21T11:36:08.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Hope lots of our frens can start having kids around the same age
<2022-05-21T11:36:10.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: would be nice
<2022-05-21T11:37:50.000Z> kybermace: that is certainly the ideal goal; not all of us are certified ladykillers sadly.
<2022-05-21T11:38:55.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: I am trying to help somewhat, whenever I get a non-degenerate but still normie-ish friend I always make sure to introduce her to whoever in the group I think has most in common
<2022-05-21T11:39:52.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Probably autistic to play SWAN matchmaker like that but gotta do what you can to save the white race yunno, and a lot of people in our circles can be a bit spergy  when it comes to introducing themselves to new women 
<2022-05-21T11:40:48.000Z> kybermace: i can contain my spergery at this point, i just lack the connections/introductions to decent women.
<2022-05-21T11:40:52.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: so hopefully the whole meeting people through other people will be productive
<2022-05-21T11:41:02.000Z> kybermace: do give me consideration from time to time? pwease?
<2022-05-21T11:42:40.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: it is very rare I get a non-degenerate friend lol, but when I do I will always try and introduce her to ourguys, I'll be sure to let you know
<2022-05-21T11:43:37.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: cause yeah, all my childhood friends sadly grew up to be lesbians, it's a real bad social contagion among gen z
<2022-05-21T11:45:22.000Z> kybermace: i have/had a friend who is now married to a "hasbian" - former lesbian whom suddenly decided it was all too hard slamming clams and decided on a better path.
<2022-05-21T11:46:15.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Well that's the thing, I feel like a lot of the more normie women who aren't promiscuous, but maybe have moderate left or even centrist views aren't too far gone, and I notice when they get right wing boyfriends they get further right
<2022-05-21T11:46:42.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: So in an autistic way, this is how I generate likeminded female friends for myself, just introduce her to right wing men and hope for the best lmao
<2022-05-21T11:47:12.000Z> kybermace: yeah i know how that goes.
<2022-05-21T11:47:21.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Like they can be guided to better value system, especially if they love the bloke and respect his leadership
<2022-05-21T11:47:29.000Z> kybermace: this being my way of saying i dont mind being handed a "challenge case" to reform.
<2022-05-21T11:47:36.000Z> kybermace: or rather that i aint hyper picky.
<2022-05-21T11:49:13.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: I know a lot of women in that case, but I might have lost those friends last weekend, I vented about it vaguely on here but all my normie friends I have been completely apolitical with found out my politics and things have been awkward since
<2022-05-21T11:50:01.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: not sure where things are gonna go, but we are barely talking. Will see if they come to my baby shower I guess, and if they do I do know someone I think I could introduce ya to, since she lives in your area
<2022-05-21T11:51:27.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: the difficulty is, women aren't confrontational at all, so I have no idea if they've put two and two together and if it's over or not, if they still wanna be my friend or not etc etc 
<2022-05-21T11:52:42.000Z> kybermace: i would be eternally grateful for any of your match maker efforts. you had my respect before as your Husband is a good man i knew from SWAN days.
<2022-05-21T11:54:27.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: I regret not inviting more SWAN ppl to my wedding, they could have met my bridesmaids there and mingled, but I was so paranoid of optics and what would happen 
<2022-05-21T11:55:17.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and the cost of lots of guests
<2022-05-21T11:56:30.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: But will try make it up now, and even if I can't help enough in this department I'm sure there's other things to be done
<2022-05-21T11:56:30.000Z> kybermace: ah well dont fret over that. but consider that we all know how to keep quiet and frankly if you'd asked me or the others to cover costs i would have chipped in.
<2022-05-21T11:56:37.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: more community organising and supporting eachother 
<2022-05-21T11:56:46.000Z> kybermace: you're not alone any more than we are.
<2022-05-21T11:57:09.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Well it's actually kinda the wedding that doomed me. Because I had some men from SWAN as our groomsmen right, because of course we would they are our most valued friends
<2022-05-21T11:57:16.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and even though the wedding was ages ago 
<2022-05-21T11:57:29.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: I was sitting with my friend at a cafe the other day and she randomly said 
<2022-05-21T11:57:40.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: "Oh I should add [best man]"
<2022-05-21T11:57:43.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and googled him
<2022-05-21T11:57:48.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and all the articles about SWAN came up
<2022-05-21T11:57:52.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and she read them in front of me
<2022-05-21T11:58:12.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: this is my childhood friend that I've known for decades who is like a slightly left wing "bisexual"
<2022-05-21T11:58:58.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and yeah, now I'm not sure if I even have normie friends anymore after that incident, since nobody has really talked to me much since, but if I do, I will always try to introduce non-degenerate ones, or ones that I know can be saved to good men 
<2022-05-21T11:58:58.000Z> kybermace: ouch. that was just plain bad luck
<2022-05-21T11:59:08.000Z> kybermace: also why tf would she just google some random dudes name like that...
<2022-05-21T11:59:26.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: I know
<2022-05-21T11:59:33.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: I didn't know what to say or how to cope
<2022-05-21T11:59:50.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and I actually made it worse for myself because I'm an aspie right, and I do socially panic
<2022-05-21T12:00:00.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and I thought, I know
<2022-05-21T12:00:13.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: I'll convince her I am an anprim or something, not a nazi, because women like environmentalist shit
<2022-05-21T12:01:03.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: so I tried to distract her by going on a rant about how I think Ted Kazynski made good points, because I for some reason assumed everyone knew who he was , it was just very stupid
<2022-05-21T12:01:15.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: but she didn't know who he was
<2022-05-21T12:01:50.000Z> kybermace: ahaha ah how innocent you are
<2022-05-21T12:01:58.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and then when I tried to explain that just made me look terrible because you know, he was a radicalist 
<2022-05-21T12:02:09.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and well yeah I creeped her out a bunch
<2022-05-21T12:02:25.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and basically it's been all I've been able to think about for like a week 
<2022-05-21T12:02:48.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: So yeah, could have no normie female friends, maybe they just didn't look too much into the articles, who knows
<2022-05-21T12:02:53.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: But there are things in my past that
<2022-05-21T12:02:58.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: like I know they could connect the dots
<2022-05-21T12:03:05.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: For example once I joined a minecraft game with them
<2022-05-21T12:03:14.000Z> kybermace: such a fucking zoomer xD
<2022-05-21T12:03:16.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and I accidently forgot to change my skin so I had the whole SS uniform on my character
<2022-05-21T12:03:20.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and everyone was like what the fuck
<2022-05-21T12:03:23.000Z> kybermace: HAHAHHAHAHA
<2022-05-21T12:03:38.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and I had a dumb excuse I said I go into war reenactment servers and I'm a history buff
<2022-05-21T12:03:42.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: and they bought it
<2022-05-21T12:03:45.000Z> kybermace: good cover
<2022-05-21T12:03:52.000Z> kybermace: brb need more ice for my glass
<2022-05-21T12:03:52.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Now, they look up my groomsmen
<2022-05-21T12:04:09.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: see hitpieces deeming them neonazis 
<2022-05-21T12:04:18.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: I think that will add context to that and they prob think the worst of me
<2022-05-21T12:04:44.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: Sorry for ranting about this to you randomly, I know it's a lot of rambling, it's just very recent and all I've been able to think about
<2022-05-21T12:05:20.000Z> kybermace: nah, all good. you needed to vent and i am happy to listen
<2022-05-21T12:05:28.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: cheers fren
<2022-05-21T12:05:38.000Z> kybermace: cheers indeed
<2022-05-21T12:06:09.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: I feel bad that the first thing I did upon telling you who i am is talk your ear off though, especially we have only technically properly met once or twice irl
<2022-05-21T12:06:11.000Z> kybermace: Tom Sewell just joined our voice call. I sorta wish i could join the skype call but it screws up the audio
<2022-05-21T12:06:28.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: ah, has he gone a bit off the deep end lately?
<2022-05-21T12:06:39.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: I saw he got into some controversy on here about cows milk or something
<2022-05-21T12:06:41.000Z> kybermace: nah dont worry about me. i cant ask more than consideration for being match made.
<2022-05-21T12:06:50.000Z> kybermace: yeah the cows milk stuff has me bothered as well. 
<2022-05-21T12:07:04.000Z> kybermace: i follow TRS very closely; been a pay chad since near day dot.
<2022-05-21T12:07:07.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: well, if they don't all ghost me for that recent incident I will 100% try 
<2022-05-21T12:07:14.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: I do love my TRS podcasts
<2022-05-21T12:07:14.000Z> kybermace: champ
<2022-05-21T12:07:32.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: love me TRS, love me antelope hill, simple as
<2022-05-21T12:08:53.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: do you listen to Godcast?
<2022-05-21T12:14:48.000Z> kybermace: listened to it for a bit. i expected more historical content. i am not religious for the record but privately i am sympathetic towards those of the Christian faith.
<2022-05-21T12:16:09.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: ah yep, well if you are ever curious on Christianity I am an apologetics and philosophy-based sperg, it is literally my main special interest of all, so perhaps I could try convince you of the existence of God. But I'm sure you've heard it all in our circles
<2022-05-21T12:16:41.000Z> kybermace: haha save that for an in person conversation - make it a real challenge for you given your disposition!
<2022-05-21T12:16:58.000Z> kybermace: that meaning to be your interpersonal skills. not your current condition.
<2022-05-21T12:17:00.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: there are other good apologetics outside of philosophical but I just think they are the most interesting of all
<2022-05-21T12:17:05.000Z> kybermace: all meant in jovial jest of course.
<2022-05-21T12:17:13.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: oof, talking is not my strength lol
<2022-05-21T12:17:35.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: but perhaps I will try, for Christ lmao
<2022-05-21T12:17:44.000Z> kybermace: xD
<2022-06-02T04:59:23.000Z> kybermace: fyi i had to suffer the damn jab (2x cursed blood); if you need someone to help out in doing stuff in jab-only areas i can help. not sure what i can do aside from fight off nurses or what not lol
<2022-06-02T06:22:29.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: I think I might actually need that, if my husband is not allowed in I'm gonna need a vaccinated advocate of some sort since labour is a very long process and it can get to the point where you will accept any sort of treatment to get it over with, especially when you are tired and not thinking straight from the hormones and the pain. If I get induced its also going to be extra painful because my brain will have not been ready to produce the natural painkilling mechanisms it needs
<2022-06-02T06:28:15.000Z> TheVeryLutheranHousewife: I will of course first try to find a trusted vaccinated woman, I know there are people in the group that are vaxxed but they are all men that I don't know too well , and lets be real birth can be a bit of a gross and graphic thing for just anyone to witness, but I cannot thank you enough
<2022-06-02T06:41:02.000Z> kybermace: i will ask around as there might be better people that can step in and help. mate of mine has a gf who is a nurse, both have roughly the same politics as us (he is @Nolzy on here)