<2022-03-12T21:24:21.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: I had a dream last night and I’m not sure if demons were involved. The part of the dream in question is I was a approached by a beautiful woman. She had clearly physical intentions. I was reluctant because I did not know her. We ended up making out. It was so vivid that  I can’t help but suspect that some supernatural element was at play. The feelings were intense, and my heart was racing. However, wouldn’t a demon go for sex?
<2022-03-12T21:40:35.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: Don’t know if this is relevant: The night before I gave a desperate prayer for God to send me a wife.
<2022-03-12T23:00:26.000Z> SuperLutheran: Well, 
<2022-03-12T23:01:32.000Z> SuperLutheran: demons can be squirrely. Sometimes all they want to do is tempt you, and often that means just a tiny little nudge.
<2022-03-12T23:02:33.000Z> SuperLutheran: But at the same time, it's not automatically a demonic dream, as we often dream about stuff we want.
<2022-03-12T23:03:55.000Z> SuperLutheran: Let's face facts: you're a marriagable male in the 21st century. While you have good intentions with seeking a wife, you also have *natural* intentions, including the physical. This isn't a bad thing at all btw
<2022-03-13T03:53:23.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: What makes me think this wasn’t a natural dream is that I’ve had dreams with kissing and sex before, they have never been this intense or vivid.
<2022-05-04T15:35:31.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: Ignore this message
<2022-05-04T15:39:52.000Z> SuperLutheran: Wat?
<2022-05-04T17:57:17.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: I went to talk to my priest about the dream I had. I needed to know the date of when the dream occurred to see if there was an increase in how often I masturbated. However Poast won’t display when a DM is unless there are messages sent at different dates. That’s why I sent the above message. I apologize for wasting your time.
<2022-05-04T18:03:49.000Z> SuperLutheran: You didn't waste it fam, it's good to hear you're getting a priest to give a fresh look at it
<2022-06-04T05:51:31.000Z> SuperLutheran: Safer on DMs
<2022-06-04T05:52:08.000Z> SuperLutheran: Got betrayed by officials in my first Lutheran group that had known about the Godcast for 2 years. The dragged me through suspension hell then fired me
<2022-06-04T05:52:16.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: If you need to tell someone. I won’t tell a soul.
<2022-06-04T05:52:30.000Z> SuperLutheran: Then my church stabbed me in the back by not voting to keep me around anyway
<2022-06-04T05:53:00.000Z> SuperLutheran: Then I got to another Lutheran group, moving halfway across the country.
<2022-06-04T05:53:21.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: Yea I remember you saying that you got kicked, but that you found a new one
<2022-06-04T05:53:43.000Z> SuperLutheran: After having spent about 50 grand trying to keep things together, pops died and then I was doxxed, fired, and practically chased out of town with severe threats of mob violence.
<2022-06-04T05:53:54.000Z> SuperLutheran: By my own church.
<2022-06-04T05:54:15.000Z> SuperLutheran: That's the big stuff.
<2022-06-04T05:54:38.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: So you are without a church again?
<2022-06-04T05:54:42.000Z> SuperLutheran: My in laws practically banished us because my brother in law is a literal schizo,
<2022-06-04T05:55:00.000Z> SuperLutheran: My kid got his head split open and had to get staples 
<2022-06-04T05:55:35.000Z> SuperLutheran: My car died after the brakes blew up while I was driving it (somehow ended up unharmed)
<2022-06-04T05:56:00.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: My brother had to get staples in his head several times. He’s fine and will your son.
<2022-06-04T05:56:04.000Z> SuperLutheran: My wife lost her 2 best friends who were friends with her for 20 years,
<2022-06-04T05:56:32.000Z> SuperLutheran: One of whom turned out to be a lesbian that tried to force my wife to adhere to her insane worldview.
<2022-06-04T05:57:08.000Z> SuperLutheran: So yeah, now we're in a different state where I'm setting up a house church network for /ourguys/
<2022-06-04T05:57:24.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: The friends died or broke off contact?
<2022-06-04T05:57:52.000Z> SuperLutheran: The lesbian broke off contact, the other friend just stopped talking to the wife over all the drama.
<2022-06-04T05:58:35.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: I’m guessing this was a result of your doxxing 
<2022-06-04T05:58:49.000Z> SuperLutheran: Oh no, that only made things worse
<2022-06-04T05:59:12.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: Praise to your wife for sticking with you through this storm.
<2022-06-04T05:59:37.000Z> SuperLutheran: Well to be frank, she's a bit more hard-core than I am lol
<2022-06-04T05:59:47.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: I pray that God will send me wife as loyal as her some day.
<2022-06-04T05:59:54.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: Oh lol
<2022-06-04T06:00:22.000Z> SuperLutheran: This woman once told people she was proud to be called a nazi. In public.
<2022-06-04T06:00:55.000Z> SuperLutheran: Which is hilarious because she's usually pretty darn shy and demure
<2022-06-04T06:01:18.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: She sounds like my ideal woman
<2022-06-04T06:01:25.000Z> SuperLutheran: I'm extremely grateful for her though, as our marriage has been the only stable thing these past couple of years
<2022-06-04T06:03:35.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: Thanks, this has given me hope that God will send me a wife too.
<2022-06-04T06:05:06.000Z> SuperLutheran: The good ones exist, trust me. You just gotta be bold enough to pray for her to show up and brave enough to talk to all available women that come your way.
<2022-06-04T06:05:46.000Z> SuperLutheran: I prayed very specifically too. Had a whole list of qualities I wanted, and she checked all the proverbial boxes.
<2022-06-04T06:07:16.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: My priest gave me a prayer to Raphael that I’ve been praying the nights I’m not completely knocked out from night shift manual labor 
<2022-06-04T06:07:51.000Z> SuperLutheran: Denominational objections aside,
<2022-06-04T06:08:20.000Z> SuperLutheran: I'd recommending asking God directly for this based solely on the fact that Proverbs says a wife is a blessing from the Lord
<2022-06-04T06:10:50.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: I’ll do both. But I have been getting some response. I once complained that it hurt to be single and the feeling of longing for a wife has subsided, but has just come back today
<2022-06-04T06:10:58.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: There was a girl that checked all the boxes for me but 7 months into the relationship she drops the bomb that she can’t feel romantic love.
<2022-06-04T06:11:02.000Z> SuperLutheran: Proverbs 5:18, James 1:17
<2022-06-04T06:11:44.000Z> SuperLutheran: A lot of women can't. They can be good, loyal wives, just not exactly emotional ones.
<2022-06-04T06:12:35.000Z> SuperLutheran: But hey man, I'm headed to bed here in a few. I
<2022-06-04T06:12:56.000Z> SuperLutheran: Keep me poasted on any developments and
<2022-06-04T06:13:03.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: Good night. Thanks for the chat
<2022-06-04T06:13:08.000Z> SuperLutheran: I'm also here to help if you got any questions
<2022-06-04T06:13:15.000Z> SuperLutheran: God Bless!
<2022-06-04T06:13:30.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: God Bless 
<2022-06-04T13:56:50.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: What did you mean by “They can be good, loyal wives, just not exactly emotional ones”? Is love not necessary in marriage?
<2022-06-04T23:46:05.000Z> SuperLutheran: The kind of love God requires of us is Agape, which is not an emotion - it's a disposition. It's willing the good of the other for their own sake.
<2022-06-04T23:46:45.000Z> SuperLutheran: Emotional feelings of romantic/erotic love ebb and flow in marriage. It's Agape that keeps people together
<2022-06-04T23:47:41.000Z> SuperLutheran: So in theory a woman might be a faithful wife without being a "feeler" emotionally. She can and does still *love* without necessarily being *in love* at all times.
<2022-06-04T23:48:24.000Z> SuperLutheran: But even then, women like that always overstate their non-romantic leanings. They still can and do have those feelings, they just don't like to admit it lol
<2022-06-05T02:56:30.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: I’d rather not get my hopes up about her. If she wanted the relationship to continue, she would have said so.
<2022-06-05T15:52:13.000Z> SuperLutheran: Yeah, sounds like it
<2022-06-05T15:52:29.000Z> SuperLutheran: But at the end of the day, hope is reserved for better things
<2022-08-21T12:37:17.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: I get that since you haven’t made a public statement about it, you don’t want your audience to know. But just for my own conscience; Did you talk to Mike about your problems with how they talk about Christianity?
<2022-08-21T14:34:05.000Z> SuperLutheran: We've gone back and forth with them for years lol
<2022-08-21T15:39:41.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: Ah, ok then
<2023-01-13T13:49:35.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: I know this will sound like finding an excuse to sin, but how much less worse is masturbating without porn compared to with it?
<2023-01-13T18:31:52.000Z> SuperLutheran: Well, first off you're a Roman Catholic, right? So by necessity I gotta put out there that I'm gonna disagree with Rome on this 
<2023-01-13T18:33:33.000Z> SuperLutheran: So what I'll say is, Scripture does not call masturbation a sin.
<2023-01-13T18:33:44.000Z> SuperLutheran: In fact, the act is not mentioned even once. 
<2023-01-13T18:33:46.000Z> SuperLutheran: BUT 
<2023-01-13T18:34:09.000Z> SuperLutheran: the motivations and thoughts and fantasies a man might have most definitely run the risk of being sinful.
<2023-01-13T18:35:19.000Z> SuperLutheran: Using porn to get your rocks off takes an act that's in a grey area morally, and takes away all ambiguity to it that you want to hedonistically enjoy other peoples' sin. 
<2023-01-13T18:53:31.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: Ok thanks, I have been struggling for years to control my libido. But if I can relive that tension by just doing the mechanism and not engaging in the pursuit of lust. Don’t worry I won’t be doing it every day. Just when I fail to control it.
<2023-01-13T18:57:07.000Z> SuperLutheran: And to be frank, as a Sola Scriptura guy I wouldn't condemn that
<2023-01-13T18:57:32.000Z> SuperLutheran: But again, you might want to talk to your priest, because he will definitely have a differing opinion
<2023-01-13T18:59:39.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: I will, but thank for your input.
<2023-01-13T19:00:50.000Z> SuperLutheran: Happy to be of service fam
<2023-02-12T23:50:57.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: I just sent you $150 for a popcorn and soda double feature request; Season 2 of Attack on Titan and The Boondock Saints
<2023-02-12T23:55:42.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: ask Myles for a recap of season 1 if you need it
<2023-02-13T02:01:34.000Z> SuperLutheran: Basado
<2023-02-13T02:01:56.000Z> SuperLutheran: If you email him, it'll end up on the list faster 
<2023-02-27T22:48:33.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: I tried to send you a sizable donation about 50 minutes ago, but I haven’t gotten the confirmation email or a change in my bank account. Do you see anything on your end or the Godcast email?
<2023-02-27T23:06:20.000Z> SuperLutheran: Nothing fam, sorry
<2023-02-27T23:10:19.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: I'll try again, but if you get two, refund one of them.
<2023-02-27T23:27:52.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: Is there an upper limit to the donation?
<2023-02-27T23:48:51.000Z> SuperLutheran: No upper limit as far as I'm aware.
<2023-02-27T23:57:11.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: I’ll wait a day. I don’t want to try a third time.
<2023-02-28T00:07:16.000Z> SuperLutheran: I hear you lol. Sorry man, typically gumroad is perfectly fine, but occasionally something like this happens 
<2023-03-03T02:39:11.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: I tried donating for a fourth time, on mobile just to see, and it still doesn’t seem to have worked.
<2023-03-03T03:02:57.000Z> SuperLutheran: Sorry man, I dunno what happened.
<2023-03-03T03:03:14.000Z> SuperLutheran: There's always the PO BOX or emailing gumroad's support 
<2023-03-03T03:04:15.000Z> SuperLutheran: Dono's have been working fine for other lately, so I'm not sure what's going on
<2023-03-03T23:15:52.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: ok I figured out what the problem was. I guess putting the godcast email address in the gift dialog box mess it up. 
<2023-03-04T04:09:03.000Z> SuperLutheran: I just saw. Thank you very much brother! That is an incredibly generous gift, and I praise the Lord for the kind of support we've got here. You're the best, man.
<2023-03-04T04:11:11.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: No problem. Would you mind bumping my P&S to the front? I get that the next P&S has to be the one you are currently working on, but could the one after that be mine?
<2023-03-04T04:15:02.000Z> SuperLutheran: Attack on titan season 2 and boondock saints?
<2023-03-04T04:15:10.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: yes
<2023-03-04T04:15:29.000Z> SuperLutheran: I'll arrange it.
<2023-03-04T04:15:37.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: Thank You
<2023-03-04T04:16:08.000Z> SuperLutheran: We're currently watching thru Boogiepop Phantom, after we record on that we can get to these - provided myles isn't a whiner about it lol
<2023-03-20T20:10:03.000Z> SuperLutheran: We're recording the Popcorn N Soda on Boondock Saints this week. Myles has a schedule for release though, is May too late?
<2023-03-20T21:42:25.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: whatever.
<2023-03-20T21:42:39.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: what about Aot S2?
<2023-03-21T01:02:44.000Z> SuperLutheran: I'm watching that this week
<2023-03-21T01:04:17.000Z> SuperLutheran: I'll chat with myles and try to get him to hi tail the release dates - you paid good money after all
<2023-03-21T01:06:45.000Z> SuperLutheran: Alright, got him to reconsider very quickly lol.
<2023-03-21T01:10:02.000Z> SuperLutheran: Boondocks saints next week!
<2023-03-21T01:10:18.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: thank you
<2023-03-21T01:11:15.000Z> SuperLutheran: Thank YOU, brother! If it takes me poking a bit aggressively at my cohost, it's the least I can do
<2023-03-21T01:12:33.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: thanks anyway. I didn't want to poke you about it because I didn't want to be that guy who says "I gave you money therefore you have to do what I say."
<2023-03-21T01:19:48.000Z> SuperLutheran: Nah fam, you deserve to expect a good product for the money you pay - and a timely one at that
<2023-04-26T22:42:00.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: I sent in a donation. I am requesting "The Chosen" S1.
<2023-04-26T22:42:18.000Z> Victor_Emmanuel: get to it when you can. no need to rush.