<2021-05-04T14:44:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m going to dm you if it’s alright because I want to respect your wishes and not boos your take with comments. I didn’t fully get it though, is it saying gays are worse than pedophiles?
<2021-05-04T14:45:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Boost*
<2021-05-04T15:04:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: I honestly don't know what I was going for with it
<2021-05-04T15:04:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: there's enough overlap you can't really make much of a distinction
<2021-05-04T21:32:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: there's a reason I had second thoughts  about posting it lol
<2021-05-04T22:40:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I get you my tengu girl enthusiast friend
<2021-05-14T15:59:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: any toku recs? wasn't really big on super sentai from the bits I've seen
<2021-05-14T17:15:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ok, give me a second
<2021-05-14T17:16:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Kamen Rider: Amazon, Black, Black RX, Shin Kamen Rider Prologue, Kamen Rider J, Kamen Rider Z (I think it’s Z there were two movies), Kamen Rider Ryuki
<2021-05-14T17:17:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There are other KR but those are good
<2021-05-14T17:18:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Metal Heroes: Gavan, Sharivan, Shaider, Spielban, Juspion, Jiban, Janperson, the B-Fighter ones
<2021-05-14T17:18:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Stand alone tokusatsu: Guyferd
<2021-05-14T17:19:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ultraman: Ultraman original, Ultraseven, Return of Ultraman, Ultraman Leo, Ultraman Tiga, Ultraman Dyna, Ultraman Gaia, Ultraman Max, (I’m forgetting a few) 
<2021-05-14T17:20:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh I forgot Blue SWAT for metal heroes
<2021-05-14T17:20:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And Gridman for stand alone
<2021-05-14T17:24:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Inframan is pretty much Shaw Brothers doing an Ultraman movie
<2021-05-14T17:24:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: which is the best of those? I'm interested in the darker, more monstrous look from the enemies
<2021-05-14T17:27:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Kamen Rider: All of the ones I listed (Amazon is one of the older series but it’s bloody as hell)
<2021-05-14T17:27:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2021-05-14T17:27:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: can you find them on nyaa?
<2021-05-14T17:27:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Metal Heroes: Metalder, Jiban, Janperson, Blue SWAT
<2021-05-14T17:28:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not sure, I know the Toei channels have been uploading at a snails pace
<2021-05-14T17:28:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: I can at least find Kamen Rider torrents
<2021-05-14T17:28:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: might check those out 
<2021-05-14T17:28:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ultraman, everything I mentioned from Tiga onwards
<2021-05-14T17:28:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Gridman and Guyferd
<2021-05-14T17:29:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Kamen Rider Black RX and the two movies J and Z (or was it R?) ware what they used for Saban’s Masked Rider
<2021-05-14T17:30:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Guyferd is all on YouTube subbed, it’s pretty much Guyver meets Fist of the North Star/Street Fighter
<2021-05-14T17:30:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: that sounds interesting
<2021-05-14T17:30:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If you want darker monster designs look up any Kamen Rider series Yasushi Nirasawa worked on
<2021-05-14T17:34:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/f488e8666277711e0947bc0813fa6b8d467121ddf1a7bd26db6ff70336a8c40a.jpeg
<2021-05-14T17:34:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/9a60b8e0bd29c9befdd933396090eb4c0f0c19626fb825af003125b8413bb963.jpeg
<2021-05-14T17:34:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: that does look very cool
<2021-05-14T17:34:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nirasawa was a great artist, RIP
<2021-05-14T17:35:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Too bad his commemorative art book is Japan only and out of print 
<2021-05-14T17:36:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The Shin Kamen Rider Prologue movie is insanely dark, with a bioarmored monstrous Kamen Rider and brutal kills. It got a mixed reception but ironically the original creator of Kamen Rider thought it was the closest to putting his original vision on screen
<2021-05-14T17:38:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I didn’t even really get into tokusatsu movies except for Inframan
<2021-05-14T17:39:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s Mikadroid, Mechanical Violator Hakaider, Zeiram and Zeiram 2, Cyber Ninja
<2021-05-14T17:39:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The Kaiju movies obviously
<2021-05-14T17:43:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve probably left out some good ones so apologies for that, if I remember I’ll send you the recommendations
<2021-05-14T17:44:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: thank you, that's quite a list lol
<2021-05-14T17:47:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The virgin paying attention to a work Microsoft Teams meeting versus the chad help online friend find good media to consume
<2021-05-14T17:57:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: if you actually put effort into your job you're probably a sucker tbh
<2021-05-14T17:57:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: unless you're self-employed or genuinely enjoy it, anyway
<2021-05-14T17:58:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I do put effort but I don’t kill myself
<2021-05-14T17:58:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: probably smart
<2021-05-14T17:58:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: still looking for a job that pays better, but no degree/connections, finding on eis a bitch
<2021-05-14T17:59:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: can't really complain about low-effort retail work besides the pay
<2021-05-14T17:59:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My thing is to learn and invest for the future as well 
<2021-05-14T17:59:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, probably should start putting money into stonks
<2021-05-14T17:59:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m gonna sound really bougie right now so I apologize before hand
<2021-05-14T18:00:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: "to get rich is glorious" - deng xiaoping
<2021-05-14T18:00:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But I used connections to help get internships which went into full time work, as well as getting a grad/thesis/masters degree for really cheap since I have a relative working at the grad school o went to
<2021-05-14T18:00:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Just lootmax/connectionsmax 
<2021-05-14T18:00:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: can't really blame you for that
<2021-05-14T18:01:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: I dropped out of college because I genuinely hate classrooms
<2021-05-14T18:01:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: which was probably not a wise move 
<2021-05-14T18:01:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I get you, I was looking up anti schooling philosophy back in 5th/6th grade
<2021-05-14T18:01:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol based
<2021-05-14T18:01:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: real niggas had to intellectually justify hating school beyond the usual "shit's super gay"
<2021-05-14T18:02:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I never had a singular redpill moment, I just built up knowledge until I reached the JQ
<2021-05-14T18:02:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Being treated like shit by Jew classmates helped me reach that conclusion, especially the JDL shirt wearing ones
<2021-05-14T18:02:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: sort of wavered back and forth between being a libertarian and super faux-woke through my teenage years 
<2021-05-14T18:02:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: actually spent a while pretending to be jewish for social justice points lmao
<2021-05-14T18:03:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: in hindsight that was pretty redpilling
<2021-05-14T18:03:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: "damn guys saying they're jewish can get away with talking a lot of shit, curious!"
<2021-05-14T18:04:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if I should've admitted that
<2021-05-14T18:04:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: These Jews are for open borders in white countries but not in Israel, curious
<2021-05-14T18:04:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: "damn jews can really go between talking about white privilege as fellow whites and then claim to not be white when it's convenient? well that's odd"
<2021-05-14T18:04:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: shit was autistic as fuck, but in hindsight it's hilarious
<2021-05-14T18:05:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: One time I saw some of them doing a gun control petition thing and offering candy (which meant people would sign just to get candy) so I just mogged them, yelled at the people who signed and called them traitors and took the bag of candy and shared it with friends
<2021-05-14T18:05:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: based
<2021-05-14T18:06:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: one of my coworkers is an arab immigrant, it's fun to talk shit about Israel and jews with him tbh
<2021-05-14T18:06:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What kind of Arab?
<2021-05-14T18:06:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: Iraqi
<2021-05-14T18:06:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nice, he pro Baath? 
<2021-05-14T18:06:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: he's obviously an arab, if he was a persian I'd be able to tell
<2021-05-14T18:06:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: yep
<2021-05-14T18:06:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nice
<2021-05-14T18:08:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like Baathism even though they don’t like Iranians 
<2021-05-14T18:13:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: if he Does Something I will pretend I never knew him
<2021-05-14T18:13:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: he's a fun guy though
<2021-05-14T18:13:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure what it says about me a good amount of my friends aren't hwite
<2021-05-14T20:16:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I consider myself white but I know Jews love to do tactical sperging about are Persians/Iranians white
<2021-05-14T20:17:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You like who you like tbh
<2021-05-14T20:17:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For me I could become friends with nonwhites but there will always be a level of distrust with Jews and mulattos
<2021-05-14T20:55:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's such a bizarre argument 
<2021-05-14T20:55:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: personally I consider relatively unmixed Iranians white
<2021-05-14T20:55:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: if I wasn't told Freddie Mercury was Parsi I'd have continued assuming he was white
<2021-05-14T20:55:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: less ethnic looking than many meds
<2021-05-14T21:06:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I think I can get along with most people and I don't know if that's a good thing
<2021-05-14T21:07:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: there are even some trannies I get along with and can accept that I think the road they're down leads nowhere good
<2021-05-14T21:07:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m Persian on mom’s side, on my dads side it’s mainly Georgian with some Turk/Kurdish afaik
<2021-05-14T21:08:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh even some Turks are pretty white from what I've seen
<2021-05-14T21:09:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Parsi’s are zoroasterians who went to India really far back
<2021-05-14T21:09:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah Turks can vary depending on what area they border sane with Iran 
<2021-05-18T18:15:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: do you have a link to that hellthread with the CI fed?
<2021-05-18T18:15:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: can't find it
<2021-05-18T18:16:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I blocked him, try going on insomnolants page?
<2021-05-18T18:16:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, that explains it, blocked him a while back
<2021-05-18T18:19:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: wew the abortion clinic bombing thing wasn't an exaggeration
<2021-05-18T18:20:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: not that I necessarily disapprove but that shit isn't happening, definitely seems like a glowy
<2021-05-18T18:21:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My view on CI is that it’s schizo but I’m not gonna counter signal revolutionaries who gave their lives and freedom to fight against the great Satan 
<2021-05-18T18:21:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: do they though?
<2021-05-18T18:21:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Not that I encourage illegal or violent action mind you
<2021-05-18T18:21:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: afaict they seem like at best an irrelevant meme cult
<2021-05-18T18:21:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s a broad as hell ideology as opposed to a concrete group
<2021-05-18T18:21:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: for religious reasons I can't feel comfortable encouraging violent action, but there are some people that have it coming
<2021-05-18T18:22:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: hard to tell though, in many cases it's just karma ripening
<2021-05-18T18:23:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: though multiple sutras have said violence in self-defense is justifiable
<2021-05-18T18:23:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I still have enough Islam priors that while I won’t out right encourage because I don’t want to get Mozambique drilled by ADL troopers I’m not uncomfortable because that’s the only thing ZOG understands, force be it violent or ideological 
<2021-05-18T18:24:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like if given the choice between a Hitler 2.0 or a white nationalist white version of Idi Amin/Papa Doc I’m picking the latter
<2021-05-18T18:26:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think my big problem with the scene is how rooted it is in romanticism of the past when technological forces make an authentic return to tradition impossible
<2021-05-18T18:26:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: genuinely think China and the US are the big competing visions of modernity
<2021-05-18T18:26:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not even a total tradfag, I’m for picking and choosing to build something better
<2021-05-18T18:27:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2021-05-18T18:27:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s why I say I believe in White Jamahiriya, rule of the white masses 
<2021-05-18T18:27:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: As well as a global white unification movement a la Baathism
<2021-05-18T18:27:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: part of the reason I don't really enjoy talking about this anymore is it feels like a waste of energy in that I realistically can't do much about the current system
<2021-05-18T18:28:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I get you
<2021-05-18T18:28:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: I do miss 8/pol/ 
<2021-05-18T18:28:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: at least pre-election
<2021-05-18T18:28:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My main thing here is to actually not be isolated and talk to people I used to lurk on when they were on Twitter 
<2021-05-18T18:29:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: same, I mostly came because some anime niggas I followed migrated here
<2021-05-18T18:29:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I feel bad for insomnolant but at the same time he acts in ways that try my patience
<2021-05-18T18:29:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like he’s way too quick to get hostile about disagreements and his views on Palestine are outdated at best and tactically damaging at worst
<2021-05-18T18:34:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, I was in a chat with him and left because I wasn't really enjoying it, and I guess he thought that was a betrayal because according to someone still in the chat he got obsessed with me and started screeching about every poast I made he disagreed with
<2021-05-18T18:34:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: ended up blocking because that shit just isn't healthy for him
<2021-05-18T18:35:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: he reminds me of a bipolar guy I used to be friends with in that he's usually fun to talk to but he blows up over stupid shit
<2021-05-18T18:35:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: hope this doesn't come off as passive-aggressive backbiting
<2021-05-18T18:35:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I tolerate him because he promised to beta read my story, he’s really uninformed on Middle East third positionist/nationalist stuff
<2021-05-18T18:35:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nah it’s fine
<2021-05-18T18:36:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I find it baffling that he shit talks his cohost mongoose as well
<2021-05-18T18:36:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's just the way he is
<2021-05-18T18:36:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like I can’t get bantzing but straight up “YOU LIKE PALESTINE WHAT ARE YOUNA FUCKING RETARD?!?!”
<2021-05-18T18:37:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I can get*
<2021-05-18T18:37:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: also started insisting that some woman on poast is a tranny and got weirdly fixated on the topic
<2021-05-18T18:38:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Lolwhut 
<2021-05-18T18:38:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which lady?
<2021-05-18T18:38:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: EmpressElect
<2021-05-18T18:39:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: basically reminded me why I stopped hanging around right-wing chatrooms
<2021-05-18T18:40:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't think he's necessarily a bad guy, of course, just not someone I'd like to hang around
<2021-05-18T18:40:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The way he acts regarding Middle East stuff reminds me of that Pikachu chick, really nasty and emotional and then turned out was a Jew according to doxxes 
<2021-05-18T18:40:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: he claimed it was part of an act but at some point acting like an obnoxious shitter and being an obnoxious shitter are indistinguishable
<2021-05-18T18:41:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t think he’s bad per se but he taxes my patience and idk if he realizes how considerate I am with him 
<2021-05-18T18:41:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's the general consensus of guys in the chat with him
<2021-05-18T18:41:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My response would then be, “Cool, why should we tolerate you then?”
<2021-05-18T18:42:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: just don't have the patience for that sort of thing like I used to
<2021-05-18T18:42:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like with Mongoose, he and I disagree on things (like Dr. Pierce’s influence/was he effective etc.) but he actually explains himself in a thoughtful not dickish way
<2021-05-18T18:42:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, don't really have a problem with him even though we disagree on a lot
<2021-05-18T18:44:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah, I can take disagreements to a point but insomnolant just has issues and I may just tell him to fuck off on the next retard take he posts
<2021-05-18T18:44:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh if exporting was available I'd probably have moved to an otaku-centric instance by now, was mostly here for the early-adopting anime guys
<2021-05-18T18:44:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: NUUUUUU DONT LEAVE
<2021-05-18T18:44:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd recommend quietly dropping contact
<2021-05-18T18:45:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: quietly, “Psst nigga, you gayyy...!”
<2021-05-18T18:46:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: ha
<2021-05-18T18:49:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: but yeah I probably won't actually leave, it's just that a lot of the more recent users are annoying
<2021-05-18T18:54:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hopefully not me, if I am annoying I do apologize
<2021-05-18T18:54:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, it's fine, I won't get mad at people for posting politics
<2021-05-18T18:55:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: I still barely know what hwite jambalaya is
<2021-05-18T18:55:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You know Gadaffi?
<2021-05-18T18:56:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Imagine his system of government/political philosophy but through an explicitly pro white lens
<2021-05-18T18:59:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: reading up on Gadaffi was a pretty major factor in my current views
<2021-05-18T18:59:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: the man literally did nothing wrong and was trying to do right for his people
<2021-05-18T19:20:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He was the man
<2021-05-18T19:20:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And unlike Khomeini he wasn’t a bloodthirsty psychopath
<2021-05-18T19:22:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: I still consider myself economically leftist
<2021-05-18T19:22:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: though I don't think Gadaffi really maps to the left or right
<2021-05-18T19:22:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I prefer third positionist
<2021-05-18T19:23:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, basically
<2021-05-18T19:23:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think governments are obligated to their people and I don't think open borders and gay shit are good for society
<2021-05-18T19:24:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yes
<2021-05-18T19:25:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The only critique I have of Gadaffi is that he was critical of Apartheid South Africa 
<2021-05-18T19:26:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's possible he was trying to appeal to the west
<2021-05-18T19:27:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Who knows, I would’ve loved to live in Apartheid South Africa
<2021-05-18T19:27:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: it seemed like a nice place
<2021-05-18T19:27:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: segregation was good for blacks overall
<2021-05-18T19:28:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Long live the AWB
<2021-05-18T19:28:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah, they were able to build something for themselves
<2021-05-18T19:28:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: they were more functional when they had to actually police criminals in their neighborhoods, uplift their elites, try being excellent
<2021-05-18T19:28:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: the smartest blacks I know lowkey hate most of their race and I can't really blame them
<2021-05-18T19:28:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe I'm just a softy
<2021-05-18T19:29:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m soft on some aspects too no worries
<2021-05-18T19:30:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: always had difficulty outright hating people tbh
<2021-05-18T19:30:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: that might not be so good overall
<2021-05-18T19:31:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I can hate people outright but I’ve softened up on some aspects
<2021-05-19T17:51:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is it bad that I like my hero academia? The fandom is fairly fagged up but I do like the show
<2021-05-19T17:55:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: it just seems like standard shounenshit
<2021-05-19T17:55:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe one day I'll try reading the manga, but the only interesting part of it to me is the sexy nesquik bunny, and she doesn't become relevant for something like 200 chapters
<2021-05-19T17:55:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: hard pass
<2021-05-19T17:56:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: I used to be a big fan of Homestuck, so I have no room to talk shit about people for enjoying things with terrible fanbases lol
<2021-05-19T18:11:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I remember in undergrad I got into creative writing so I made a whole literary cinematic fanfic universe of my original content and whatever fiction stuff I liked, including MHA
<2021-05-19T18:12:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: wew
<2021-05-19T18:12:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: but based
<2021-05-19T18:12:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll probably never post it because to write everything down in chronological order would be quite the task and some of the views espoused would piss off the mha fan queers
<2021-05-19T18:13:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: isn't it literally about a superhero eugenics program?
<2021-05-19T18:14:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like the main OC of the chronological stage is a kid (think Wrath from fma 2003) who after his close friends and teacher are murdered and he survives a horrific mall massacre perpetrated by the main bad guy of that part using migrant/brown goons he turns himself into an ultra fascistic warlord of an army of beasts and other betrayed “rejects”
<2021-05-19T18:15:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2021-05-19T18:17:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He’s like “The ultra age of heroes like the metal heroes Ultraman etc. is long dead, I’ve lost everything but I need to protect those I love against the Zionist occupation forces. Welp, what would Arkan do?”
<2021-05-19T18:17:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: is zog actually the villain?
<2021-05-19T18:17:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Kind of
<2021-05-19T18:17:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was about to say, that would be a bit on the nose
<2021-05-19T18:17:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In my literary cinematic universe there’s an organization called Kronik 
<2021-05-19T18:18:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Think Kronos from Guyver mixed with a bit of SCP
<2021-05-19T18:18:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Originally founded to safeguard humanity it became very corrupt, starting wars in the world as a pretext to get more power, creating super soldiers and other shenanigans
<2021-05-19T18:19:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There were also splinter factions and such
<2021-05-19T18:19:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, I see
<2021-05-19T18:20:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The timeline is like jojo in that it’s generational with rotating protagonists 
<2021-05-19T18:20:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: always a good compromise for longer stories
<2021-05-19T18:21:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: think that's part of the reason I was able to get into it despite being longer than most manga I follow
<2021-05-19T18:22:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like the villain of the MHA part was once a lackey to the main villain in an older part (that villain in turn became a “good guy” because his daughter fell in love with the son of the protagonist of that arc and they did a ceasefire so their generational blood feud wouldn’t ruin their kids lives)
<2021-05-19T18:23:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: but then this lackey grew more powerful, betrayed the villain and by the time of the MHA stories is now a major threat
<2021-05-19T18:23:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: that makes the story sound a bit more interesting than I expected
<2021-05-19T18:24:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The lackey’s son later joins up with the Wrath looking main character as he seeks to murder his villainous father for (seemingly) killing his mother and siblings and turning him into a killing machine
<2021-05-19T18:27:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know there was that Stain character who had his own philosophy but it was very limited to hero stuff, whereas the main character, Kato Jirou, based his ideology upon real life third positionist and anti zog history, even calling his army The Almighty National Socialist Jamahiriya (there’s a part where he says he picked the term Jamahiriya as he did not want to rule as king, but he wanted his people to rule together)
<2021-05-19T18:27:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: never read Stain tbh
<2021-05-19T18:28:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He was the ninja guy who was like “FAKE HERO SOCIETY GRRRRRRR!”
<2021-05-19T18:28:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2021-05-19T18:30:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Though I’m not gonna pretend this series I cooked up is fully “based” since the character of Kato develops, overcomes his trauma and drive to sow death across the lands, meets new people to bond with (OCs and preexisting characters) etc.
<2021-05-19T18:30:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: a story built solely around being baste would be pretty dull and embarrassing to read tbh
<2021-05-19T18:30:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I did the Robert E Howard thing of “Write the character how he would act I.e you’re a chronicler.”
<2021-05-19T18:31:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's a good philosophy
<2021-05-19T18:32:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s a lot of tragic stuff in the story but there’s also comedy as well
<2021-05-19T18:33:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like there’s a pro hero teacher named Gorgon I designed (think captain Mizuki from OPM mixed with that human babe version of arbok) who’s physically very op but is a big bleeding heart compassion type so there’s a lot of head butting with her and Kato
<2021-05-19T18:35:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/188fc2daf530126919a583da97913b7d7b275bd53798ec2ae06b3dfecdca9481.jpeg
<2021-05-19T18:41:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: she cute
<2021-05-19T18:42:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Cute but a sheer powerhouse
<2021-05-19T18:44:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And despite their vastly differing world views she and Kato have respect for each other (even if she gets exasperated by Kato dropping hard R’s and talking about the perfidious yid during class)
<2021-05-19T18:44:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: is kato your selfinsert?
<2021-05-19T18:45:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nah, give me more credit than that
<2021-05-19T18:46:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Very different in terms of personality, looks and mannerisms
<2021-05-19T18:48:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I may do a creator cameo now as like, a weird homeless character giving out major plot points but is never believed 
<2021-05-19T18:48:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: the virgin selfinsert vs the chad homeless authorial rambling
<2021-05-19T18:50:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/963f473536130358ea11d165e7dcd13a06a7a3a63d16d7a4d9301def71a459c2.webp
<2021-05-19T18:51:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “Oh shit! Look at that monster girl with the fat ta-tas! I must tell my brothers on poas.t!”
<2021-05-19T18:51:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: based redpilled epic
<2021-05-19T18:53:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “Oh and by the way KRONIK sent like 5 assassins to go after you but one is a misunderstood, tough and sour on the outside, sweet on the inside monstergirl tomboy so she’ll join you as a good guy.”
<2021-05-19T18:58:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 😭😭😭😭 https://img.poast.org/207656fea870009fc7e073e394f62066257401f00c83dd9ff985db6f8316f163.jpeg
<2021-05-19T18:58:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: uohhhhhhhhhhhhh demon tiddies erotic
<2021-05-19T19:01:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: -see monster girl, tomboy, or badass female soldier character
<2021-05-19T19:01:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Brain: GET CRACKING AND MAKE AN OC YOU LAZY SHIT
<2021-05-19T19:02:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe when I write the degenerate isekai I'll send it (you)r way
<2021-05-19T19:05:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sounds intriguing 
<2021-05-19T19:07:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: it will reflect super poorly on me
<2021-05-19T19:18:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: btw you play wargames?
<2021-05-19T19:20:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nah, my main hobbies are watching stuff and reading/writing
<2021-05-19T19:22:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2021-05-19T19:22:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: there are some good programs for getting into them
<2021-05-19T19:22:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry 🥺
<2021-05-19T19:22:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: alright
<2021-05-19T19:23:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What wargames do you play 
<2021-05-19T20:20:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: right now mostly Ogre, Advanced Squad Leader
<2021-05-19T20:20:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: wanting to branch out more though
<2021-05-19T20:20:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: if you're interested I'd recommend buying the Ogre box set, it's pretty simple and has a good amount of depth, good for playing with friends and family
<2021-05-19T20:21:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: basically in the base game one side is playing as a conventional futuristic military and the other is playing as a massive AI tank
<2021-05-19T20:21:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sounds cool
<2021-05-19T20:22:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's good
<2021-05-19T20:22:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: with the expansions it becomes a more conventional wargame, GEV
<2021-05-19T20:22:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: which is probably the simplest wargame with a good amount of tactical depth
<2021-05-19T20:22:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I should get into tabletop gaming, I could most definitely take my OCs and settings and work with that
<2021-05-19T20:22:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: some of it's pretty good, not really a fan of most groups because I have specific tastes
<2021-05-19T20:25:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: in general I really only like the old-school D&D paradigm
<2021-05-19T20:25:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “I roll a dexterity to grab a catgirl’s pussy while saying ‘I didn’t know Cats was playing in town, because this is one hairy pussy!’”
<2021-05-19T20:25:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: not a huge focus on "story", more about players exploring a world and collecting treasure
<2021-05-19T20:26:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I were to adapt my settings and characters it would be JoJo/anime/tokusatsu  style monster of the week battles
<2021-05-19T20:26:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2021-05-19T20:27:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like battle focused
<2021-05-19T20:27:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I guess there would be world exploring and item gathering too
<2021-05-19T20:28:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd recommend reading the original OD&D booklets to get a feel for what I like
<2021-05-19T20:28:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: even D&D dropped the style after 1st edition
<2021-05-19T20:29:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You know how in tokusatsu shows there’s at least one big bad guy and or an elite circle and they send unique individual monsters along with generic goons?
<2021-05-19T20:29:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: yes
<2021-05-19T20:29:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s what I mean, like that but in rpg encounter form
<2021-05-19T20:31:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Does that make sense? I’m not the best when it comes to tabletop stuff
<2021-05-19T20:31:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: it does
<2021-05-20T12:57:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is Berserk gonna ever be finished now?
<2021-05-20T12:58:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's *possible*
<2021-05-20T12:58:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: Miura was already offloading a good amount of work in the art to his assistants and even had them start a new manga about a dickgirl loli to train them, and iirc he mentioned having notes on how he wanted it to end
<2021-05-20T12:59:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: it definitely wouldn't be the same if his assistants wrapped up the story for him and on some level I'm opposed to the idea
<2021-05-20T12:59:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: I do believe stories should die with their creators, but I wouldn't be opposed to them making a sequel so long as they make it clear Miura wasn't involved
<2021-05-20T12:59:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Dickgirl loli? What
<2021-05-20T12:59:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: yes, it's real
<2021-05-20T13:00:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not looking forward to the day the Guyver creator dies since he’s old and does a lot of it by himself
<2021-05-20T13:00:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: Duranki
<2021-05-20T13:00:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: is the name of the other Miura manga I mentioned
<2021-05-20T13:01:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: I thought the anon who brought it up was shitposting https://img.poast.org/f181d7fa5dbcfd34803f4336a3dccd029de2b06d74603245beface50acd053ff.jpg
<2021-05-20T13:02:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 🤮
<2021-05-20T13:03:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: >Berserk was actually meant to be his warmup 
<2021-05-20T13:03:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: >this was what he always wanted to write
<2021-05-20T13:03:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Reminds me of Go Nagai, he put his heart and soul into Devilman and then made Mazinger Z to let off steam, guess which one became super popular
<2021-05-20T13:04:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: Go Nagai is probably one of my favorite mangaka overall
<2021-05-20T13:04:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: even if his art was really rough, especially early on
<2021-05-20T13:04:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: never seen another author so on my wavelength
<2021-05-20T13:05:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Devilman was a big influence on me and the 90s ova helped me get back into anime
<2021-05-20T13:06:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: Devilman Crybaby was probably one of my favorite anime of the 2010s
<2021-05-20T13:06:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And it was a big influence in how I write monster characters, though I’m not a huge “Humans and monsters inevitably will kill each other thing”
<2021-05-20T13:06:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: probably the best incarnation of the story, but that's more because it integrated most later additions to the story into a coherent whole
<2021-05-20T13:06:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Miko deserved better 😭
<2021-05-20T13:07:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was going to say that didn't happen in the original manga
<2021-05-20T13:07:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: but she presumably died with everyone else
<2021-05-20T13:07:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah, the ova series got canned early on and Amon Apocalypse was based partially on the Amon Darkside of Devilman manga
<2021-05-20T13:07:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah
<2021-05-20T13:07:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Devilman G is good, eventually I’ll order all volumes secondhand
<2021-05-20T13:08:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: wait, Miko wasn't in the manga
<2021-05-20T13:08:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/12ef4f508e7ee16ba359d1e63f5fb46e26811334ec8e0584e2eb9cc4948909ed.webp
<2021-05-20T13:08:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s acid tit devillady Mikiko
<2021-05-20T13:08:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: Devilman Lady was also pretty good
<2021-05-20T13:09:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Not the pic that’s Naza from G who deserved better
<2021-05-20T13:09:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have the old big box dvd set of it
<2021-05-20T13:09:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: I know, just saying you should read it if you haven't
<2021-05-20T13:10:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Eventually I will, that whole franchise was a big influence on my writing (original content and fanfiction) 
<2021-05-20T13:10:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Have you read Riki Oh?
<2021-05-20T13:10:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: nope
<2021-05-20T13:10:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was shocked when I realized Anno ripped off good amounts of Devilman in Eva
<2021-05-20T13:10:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: A lot of people know the movie adaptation Story of Ricky
<2021-05-20T13:11:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: never watched that, I do remember it being a meme for a while
<2021-05-20T13:11:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And Miura ripped off Devilman too
<2021-05-20T13:11:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't really have a problem with homages, it's just funny to me
<2021-05-20T13:11:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s a solid schlock film and in some aspects is a solid adaptation, they did two ovas with the first being a retread of the beginning prison stuff
<2021-05-20T13:11:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: Devilman was so influential it would've been surprising if nobody did that
<2021-05-20T13:12:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I got no problems with homages 
<2021-05-20T13:12:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I recommend reading Riki Oh because it’s like schizo fist of the North Star
<2021-05-20T13:12:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like how Guyver is schizo Kamen Rider
<2021-05-20T13:16:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: sounds interesting
<2021-05-20T13:17:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: though Violence Jack could also be described as schizo Hokuto no Ken
<2021-05-20T13:17:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: full translation of the manga never ever ;_;
<2021-05-20T13:17:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: VJ predates fist of the North Star 
<2021-05-20T13:17:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: Hokuto no Ken was normalfag hero-oriented violence jack
<2021-05-20T13:17:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which is why I got butthurt when Anime Abandon pussied out of reviewing it
<2021-05-20T13:17:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: did he think it was too offensive?
<2021-05-20T13:18:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “Waah waah it’s too fucked up!” Yeah, even though he did genocyber, apocalypse zero etc.
<2021-05-20T13:18:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: gate status: kept
<2021-05-20T13:20:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I did a whole post apocalyptic “season” in my fanwork just because I thought Jagi, Amiba and some of the HNK waifus deserved better
<2021-05-20T13:20:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Plus an excuse for post apoc monsters
<2021-05-20T13:20:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Because I got into the Endworld series at that time
<2021-05-20T13:23:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: never read it
<2021-05-20T13:24:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s a solid paperback pulp series and since it’s written by one guy, David Robbins, and not a bunch of ghostwriters like Deathlands there’s a consistent style even when new stuff gets introduced
<2021-05-20T13:24:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2021-05-20T13:25:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: most of the shit I read is either Japanese or >50 years old
<2021-05-20T13:25:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They’re all on zlibrary or you could probably find them in secondhand stores along with the Blade spin off series
<2021-05-20T13:26:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The Phoenix series is also enjoyable for how fucking bonkers it is 
<2021-05-20T13:26:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: tor.com/2016/05/20/were-all-going-to-die-screaming-in-phoenix-dark-messiah/
<2021-05-20T13:27:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: lately I've been reading Clark Ashton Smith and Lord Dunsany
<2021-05-20T13:28:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I found a hardcover collection of I think either Ashton Smith or Derleth on the sidewalk in my area last summer
<2021-05-20T13:28:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: if it was Derleth it deserved to be thrown out imo
<2021-05-20T13:28:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It was probably Smith but I’m too lazy to check
<2021-05-20T13:29:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oosh, watch yourself Derleth you got TENGU’D
<2021-05-20T13:30:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: TENGUED.com
<2021-05-20T14:44:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: tohokingdom.com/blog/end-times-gods-godzilla-draft-translation/
<2021-05-20T14:44:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: We were robbed of the greatest Godzilla movie
<2021-05-20T14:51:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: rip
<2021-05-20T14:51:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s straight up Jodorowsky’s Godzilla
<2021-05-20T14:52:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I recommend you read it and be amazed
<2021-05-21T13:48:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: This may be my hottest take yet https://img.poast.org/3bb6b688c716bc391a0664b3cfaae765793b49aab660a4eb0414d8a76a61f808.png
<2021-05-21T13:48:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: we need magical girl Linkola now
<2021-05-21T13:49:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: RIDER MAIL BURST
<2021-05-21T13:49:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The music for Kamen Rider Black and Kamen Rider Black RX is so fucking baller
<2021-05-21T13:50:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Japanese hair metal is pure chad energy, especially when paired with anime/tokusatsu 
<2021-05-21T13:50:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: sentai is just 3DPD mahou shoujo
<2021-05-21T13:50:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: but they do have good taste in music
<2021-05-21T13:51:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Mahou Shoujo? 
<2021-05-21T13:51:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Magical Girl?
<2021-05-21T13:51:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: magical girl yes
<2021-05-21T13:51:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 😭😭😭😭
<2021-05-21T13:51:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: uohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
<2021-05-21T13:52:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey! Jiban thought me it’s ok to use extrajudicial lethal force without warrants if the bad guys are ugly and monstrous looking
<2021-05-21T13:52:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Taught me*
<2021-05-21T13:52:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s way cooler than magical girl stuff
<2021-05-21T13:53:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: no cute girls tho
<2021-05-21T13:54:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: True, but they do have female characters in tight spandex
<2021-05-21T13:54:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: I guess
<2021-05-21T13:55:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Shit, I’m losing the tengu vote! And once I lose the tengu vote...I’ve lost the country...
<2021-05-21T13:56:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: >he can't appreciate edgy magical girl manga
<2021-05-21T13:56:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: white jamahirya is literally dying
<2021-05-21T13:56:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 😱😱😱😱😱😱😱
<2021-05-21T13:57:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For real though I don’t mind magical girl stuff
<2021-05-21T13:57:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's really not high art, but I like it
<2021-05-21T13:57:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: When you say edgy do you mean like madoka magica?
<2021-05-21T13:58:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: been reading Mahou Shoujo Tokushuusen Asuka lately, which is basically about militarized magical girls
<2021-05-21T13:58:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: but they're generally not lolis and there's more violence
<2021-05-21T13:58:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's pretty great
<2021-05-21T13:58:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I need to continue reading Gantz E
<2021-05-21T13:59:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: Gantz was pretty good
<2021-05-21T13:59:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s a spin off of Gantz but in the zero period
<2021-05-21T13:59:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: might have to check that out at some point
<2021-05-21T13:59:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s one of the best modern examples of cosmic horror
<2021-05-27T23:08:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: pls repoast the cunny hunt image
<2021-05-27T23:08:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: I thought it was funny
<2021-05-27T23:21:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which one
<2021-05-27T23:21:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: poa.st/@tengumatingpress/posts/A7gnq8JjncqgZxlxiK
<2021-05-27T23:21:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm very proud of it
<2021-05-27T23:23:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: thank you
<2021-05-27T23:24:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You’re correct to be proud
<2021-05-27T23:25:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Now if you excuse me I gotta listen to this for 3 hours straight youtu.be/588bsKh9Q2Y
<2021-06-01T14:31:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: poa.st/@RoyalJohnny242/posts/A7qNSzJuGqbsQrjpMu
<2021-06-01T14:31:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: everything alright man?
<2021-06-01T20:04:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I got laid off without any warning today
<2021-06-01T20:06:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck man
<2021-06-01T20:06:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: that blows
<2021-06-01T20:07:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll be praying you for 
<2021-06-01T20:07:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: you, I mean
<2021-06-01T20:08:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks man, I really appreciate it
<2021-06-01T20:13:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: I wish there was more I could do
<2021-06-01T20:16:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s alright, I appreciate our friendship and the sentiment. Thanks for your support
<2021-06-08T00:52:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: poa.st/@RoyalJohnny242/posts/A83ifgYqrpiGorDYS8
<2021-06-08T00:52:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: re this all I can say is it strikes me as very ghoulish
<2021-06-08T00:52:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: though it's more understandable depending on what you mean by enemy
<2021-06-08T00:55:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: said this in DMs because my thoughts might not be coherent and I don't want to look like I'm calling you out
<2021-06-08T00:58:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh no, I lost the tengu vote 🥺. I can understand how it can come off like that but I’ve known leftie/zoggies who have no consideration for others who don’t kneel
<2021-06-08T00:59:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I appreciate the dm, I don’t feel called out
<2021-06-08T00:59:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: I hope this doesn't sound like "if you kill your enemies you win", but it's that fundamental lack of empathy that makes them ghouls
<2021-06-08T00:59:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: not saying you shouldn't defend yourself and loved ones from them, but you shouldn't want to be like them
<2021-06-08T01:00:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not sure if I should share my full thoughts on the matter as it might be solid fedposting 
<2021-06-08T01:00:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll give an example 
<2021-06-08T01:00:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe lol
<2021-06-08T01:00:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Are you familiar with I-mockery?
<2021-06-08T01:00:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't think so, no
<2021-06-08T01:01:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I used to love that site, I got into schlock horror (especially Italian) cinema thanks to it. The owner’s wife apparently killed herself and it affected him greatly and I felt very bad
<2021-06-08T01:02:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Then I saw his Twitter and how he was saying shit about how the Jan 6 people should be shot and killed by Cobra (the Stallone character)
<2021-06-08T01:02:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I had a Twitter I would’ve went hard and mocked his wife because how dare a bugman spit on the downtrodden
<2021-06-08T01:04:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t advocate going scorched earth for every little tiff but something like that inspires a primal White Hutu rage in me
<2021-06-08T01:04:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's understandable, but his wife had nothing to do with it
<2021-06-08T01:05:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: it is a pretty fine balance since that was wrong of him and he needs correction, or at least being told why it's bad
<2021-06-08T01:05:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: though some people won't let themselves be reached
<2021-06-08T01:06:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He’s a bugman, he doesn’t view people like Ashli Babbit as human
<2021-06-08T01:06:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: yep
<2021-06-08T01:07:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I understand your point, and some normies deserve patience but others deserve nothing but cruelty
<2021-06-08T01:09:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: some men really make it difficult to feel compassion for them on any level beyond "they know not what they do"
<2021-06-08T01:12:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/88b9431b282af665228fe9246b09713d13b59aee54289e1c68d63839adbf2665.jpeg
<2021-06-08T01:13:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My opinion on the matter, brought to you by Hutu Gang
<2021-06-08T01:15:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've heard allegations the Rwandan genocide didn't happen 
<2021-06-08T01:15:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: at least at the scale it was claimed
<2021-06-08T01:16:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Aw come on don’t shit on the accomplishments on our Hutu brothers like that
<2021-06-08T18:19:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: do I come off as an entirely insincere irony guy?
<2021-06-08T18:20:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I personally don’t think so, I’ve seen ironyfag types like neetzsche, cowanon, and ew and you’re not like them as far as I can tell
<2021-06-08T18:21:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: good, heard that some guys got that impression
<2021-06-08T18:21:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: I just like making fune posts and occasional hyperbole in sincere opinions
<2021-06-08T18:22:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I think you’re fine tbh, I like making fun schizo posts and commenting on news stories
<2021-06-08T18:22:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2021-06-08T18:22:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: seems like a sort of brain tumor where some guys think being more or less disengaged from current events = ironybro
<2021-06-08T18:23:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m like half engaged, i use TRS/poast as my news source 
<2021-06-08T18:24:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: not as bad as getting it from the msm
<2021-06-08T23:13:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Damn nigga that menstrual girlfriend x joke got me gagging
<2021-06-08T23:18:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: I almost regret making it
<2021-06-08T23:24:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: American comic books are so gay
<2021-06-08T23:25:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was going to bring up Alan Moore and Jodorowsky, but they're British and Chilean
<2021-06-08T23:25:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: The Goon and Hellboy were also good
<2021-06-08T23:26:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: I didn't mean to be an otaku, it's just difficult to find good recent western content
<2021-06-08T23:26:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I mean I like Xenozoic tales
<2021-06-08T23:26:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Aka Cadillacs and Dinosaurs 
<2021-06-08T23:27:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: I should check it out someday
<2021-06-08T23:27:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: As well as the Dark Horse Godzilla, Alien, Predator, and Terminator comics
<2021-06-08T23:27:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s great, ecofash the comic
<2021-06-08T23:27:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: this is a very bugman comic, but as far as capeshit goes Batman occasionally has good comics
<2021-06-08T23:27:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: and frankly the best things to come out of that were closer to pulp detective stories than superhero shit
<2021-06-08T23:27:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like some of the villains but I don’t like Batman or Superman 
<2021-06-08T23:28:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: it really depends on the version
<2021-06-08T23:28:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Punisher is a total ironyfag
<2021-06-08T23:28:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: The Long Halloween and TAS Batman were good
<2021-06-08T23:28:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I liked serious house on serious Earth
<2021-06-08T23:28:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: probably Morrison's best work
<2021-06-08T23:28:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Spawn HBO was kino 
<2021-06-08T23:28:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: if I was somehow given full creative control I'd just make Batman a pulp horror comic
<2021-06-08T23:29:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wish I had artistic illustration skills because my works would be straight up X rated tokusatsu
<2021-06-08T23:30:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Gehenna’s Gutter would be like a mix of Abel Ferrara and Yoshiaki Kawajiri
<2021-06-08T23:30:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: if only I wouldn't have wasted my youth on other shit
<2021-06-08T23:32:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m working on another work called Earthman Blues about creatures coming from another dimension from underground and the protag, a preteen with issues out the wazoo, discovers his monster ancestry and becomes a violent Kamen Rider Amazon type anti hero
<2021-06-08T23:32:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: sounds neat
<2021-06-08T23:34:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: A major theme I’m thinking of would be the MC’s conflict over living as a human or just flexing power and ruling as a beast
<2021-06-08T23:36:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: bad end would be him going full beast and becoming essentially a dumb animal
<2021-06-08T23:37:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: His beast form would be a mix of this, Kamen Rider Amazon (but less goofy) and the monster from Split Second https://img.poast.org/b7820cda3357735f0985dbb6606424c33e11702094f77dcaa7c61c99e15e23a1.png
<2021-06-08T23:38:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Well less dumb beast and more sentient demon a la devilman
<2021-06-08T23:39:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is the image showing up for you?
<2021-06-08T23:43:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: nope
<2021-06-08T23:43:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think Poast is shitting itself again
<2021-06-09T00:08:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ah, lemme try again
<2021-06-09T00:08:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/e0973ea1298b64e80ff222c9a9493cc4378b9296c51e120de7335a391515cea8.webp
<2021-06-09T00:09:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: still not showing
<2021-06-09T00:09:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/e0973ea1298b64e80ff222c9a9493cc4378b9296c51e120de7335a391515cea8.webp
<2021-06-09T00:10:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think images are fucked sitewid
<2021-06-09T00:10:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: NOT MY WAIFU BOT PAGES
<2021-06-09T00:11:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: >he doesn't get them from the source
<2021-06-09T00:11:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: >he doesn't have a hentai dealer
<2021-06-09T00:11:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: lmao @ u
<2021-06-09T00:11:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: onepunchman.fandom.com/wiki/Garou
<2021-06-09T00:11:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: still mad at how they fucked up season 2
<2021-06-09T00:11:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: See the armored monster form? The far left image of the top 3
<2021-06-09T00:11:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2021-06-09T00:12:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's a good design
<2021-06-09T00:12:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The monster form of the MC is like that, a less goofy Kamen rider Amazon and the monster from Split Second
<2021-06-09T00:12:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't recognize the other series
<2021-06-09T00:13:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: I assume Kamen Rider Amazon isn't a girl
<2021-06-09T00:13:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nah
<2021-06-09T00:13:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: His series was so bloody parents got butthurt
<2021-06-09T00:13:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Split Second is a solid Rutger Hauer monster action feature
<2021-06-09T00:14:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: villains.fandom.com/wiki/The_Killer_(Split_Second)
<2021-06-09T00:15:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: deviantart.com/kamiyamark/art/rider-amazon-416431329
<2021-06-09T00:16:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's amazing how some low budget films managed to have good designs
<2021-06-09T00:16:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: I assume Split Second's budget wasn't high, anyway
<2021-06-09T00:16:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 7 million
<2021-06-09T00:18:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: not the lowest I've heard, but wow
<2021-06-09T00:18:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If you like 2000 AD magazine stuff like judge dredd you’d like split second, dystopian neo noir in a flooded shithole city
<2021-06-09T00:18:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: might check it out if I can find it
<2021-06-09T00:19:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It might be on YouTube or prime
<2021-06-09T00:19:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have the OOP dvd, it was recently released on blu ray
<2021-06-09T00:19:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: nice
<2021-06-09T00:22:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I need to flesh out the other main characters, there’s his tomboy family friend/babysitter (who looks like Shayna from Saint Seiya) her chill boyfriend and his Wiccan sister
<2021-06-09T00:23:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: good assortment of waifus
<2021-06-09T00:23:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also a black slaad type frog creature named Ampinga who knew the MC’s mysterious monster dad and refers to him affectionately  as “tadpole shit”
<2021-06-09T00:26:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The Wiccan is kind of a bleeding heart but she does end up getting some monster allies and finds potions and such to keep the MC in control
<2021-06-09T00:46:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2021-06-09T00:47:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Huh to what? The frog man or the Wiccan being comic relief but useful from time to time?
<2021-06-09T00:47:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: both
<2021-06-09T00:48:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/f8e56ec01146956499892bc987e3f1695fff2c00dd8880e13cb6c709fdae2ea4.jpeg
<2021-06-09T00:48:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Think like this for a visual https://img.poast.org/acb2702d4e284f6c109264c8f97df97235a617eeda6bf76db6301817ab9aee55.webp
<2021-06-09T00:51:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is it bad that I giggle and laugh like an immature 8 year old over all this buck breaking stuff
<2021-06-09T00:52:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's kind of funny, but lol the right's being memed into talking nonstop about gay interracial sex
<2021-06-09T00:52:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I find it really humiliating and emasculating for blacks tbh
<2021-06-09T00:53:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: apparently the documentary goes into pushing weird sex shit on the black community, which I'm sympathetic to
<2021-06-09T00:53:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: but wow NaSheed really got memed on to pay people to draw gay shit for it
<2021-06-09T00:53:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yup, Tariq is a coon for Jews but he’s anti gay so I’ll give him props for that
<2021-06-09T00:56:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: haven't seen him defend jews
<2021-06-09T00:56:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: mind you I'm not a fan of him
<2021-06-09T00:57:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He runs cover for them, especially regarding their role in the slave trade/blacks in America 
<2021-06-09T00:57:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2021-06-09T00:58:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I wanna meet him and ask his opinion of my brotha OJ who did nothing wrong by bringing justice to a mudshark and a yid
<2021-06-09T00:59:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I ever meet the wrestler New Jack I’m going to say that since back in the day he would have a bit defending oj to piss off whites
<2021-06-09T01:00:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't really know much about the OJ case or if he pissed enough guys off to get Michael Jacksoned
<2021-06-09T01:01:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He was known to be violent to his oil driller gf, I know the parents of Ron Goldman being vengeful Jews have been on his back since he got freed for being wrongfully jailed for his liberation mission regarding his stuff
<2021-06-09T01:01:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2021-06-09T01:02:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: writing a book claiming to be innocent while detailing how he'd have gone about murdering his wife was admittedly powerful
<2021-06-09T01:03:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Chad move, flexing on the butthurt yid parents
<2021-06-10T21:47:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: ngl, though political discussion is ultimately fruitless it is funny to theorymog shitlibs re the civil rights era
<2021-06-10T21:49:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: they have no response to being told about how desegregation + smuggling crack into black neighborhoods was effectively meant to end black radical groups by letting the elites move into rich white areas while making their neighborhoods even more unliveable via the massive increase in junkies & the accompanying dysfunction
<2021-06-10T21:49:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: funny to see them admit they actually hated groups like the black panthers for actually wanting blacks to have their own institutions 
<2021-06-10T21:58:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: the horrifying truth that the Judeo-Anglo has always used drugs as a tool against their enemies
<2021-06-10T21:58:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: *Judeo-Anglo financial empire, rather
<2021-06-10T23:13:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yup, see Hong Kong
<2021-06-12T00:36:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw you set up a killer hellthread today
<2021-06-12T00:36:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: is NEETzsche still going?
<2021-06-12T00:37:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/3a4299021401d9b739c1d7b8f9273be1e83df66ac2970ab35c9b53d786f2ac3a.jpeg
<2021-06-12T00:37:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yup
<2021-06-12T00:38:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Now I’m watching my blu ray of Demon City Shinjuko and sipping on cuba libres 
<2021-06-12T00:38:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Are you familiar with Yoshiaki Kawajiri?
<2021-06-12T00:39:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: doesn't ring a bell, sorry
<2021-06-12T00:39:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He did a lot of old school gore schlock anime
<2021-06-12T00:39:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2021-06-12T00:39:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ninja Scroll, Wicked City
<2021-06-12T00:39:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Vampire Hunter D Bloodlust, Cyber City Oedo 808
<2021-06-12T00:40:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Demon City Shinjuko, Highlander Search for Vengeance (the only good highlander film other than the original)
<2021-06-12T00:40:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Goku Midnight Eye
<2021-06-12T00:42:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw Demon City has a hot jap ramen restaurant owner girl with a side ponytail and a thick southern accent
<2021-06-12T01:05:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Demon_City_Shinjuku_Role-Playing_Game
<2021-06-12T02:11:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: sorry for ducking out, was playing ASL with someboomers
<2021-06-12T02:12:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: now that you list his works I do recognize some of him
<2021-06-12T02:12:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: been meaning to check out Demon City Shinjuku for a while
<2021-06-12T02:13:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s ok 
<2021-06-12T02:13:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like Demon City but it’s not his best work, still recommend it tho
<2021-06-12T02:13:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: I remember the premise seeming the most interesting of his films
<2021-06-12T02:13:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: or at least the most to my taste
<2021-06-12T02:14:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s based on a book series iirc
<2021-06-12T02:14:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Same with Wicked City I think
<2021-06-12T02:15:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: what was the name of that one novel series with the demon that fucked Japan hard during ww2?
<2021-06-12T02:15:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: to the point where he manipulated some buddhist monks into doing a ritual that killed FDR so Truman would become president because the demon knew he'd drop the bombs
<2021-06-12T02:16:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Uhh
<2021-06-12T02:16:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: One dec
<2021-06-12T02:16:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sec*
<2021-06-12T02:18:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No idea 
<2021-06-12T02:19:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Doomed Megalopolis?
<2021-06-12T02:19:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, that's the one
<2021-06-12T02:19:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: the novels are called Teito Monogatari
<2021-06-12T02:20:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yup
<2021-06-12T02:21:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: I literally discovered that because of an old /a/ thread where an anon mentioned a doujin where the rapist was obviously ripping off that demon lol
<2021-06-12T02:21:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I need to continue my Gehenna’s Gutter story, it’s pretty much Yoshiaki Kawajiri mixed with Abel Ferrara
<2021-06-12T02:23:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You know Abel Ferrara? 
<2021-06-12T02:23:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: nope
<2021-06-12T02:26:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He did King of New York, the original Bad Lieutenant, Fear City, Driller Killer, Ms. 45, The Gladiator, China Girl and the 90s Body Snatchers
<2021-06-12T02:26:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Very gritty and sleazy NYC flicks
<2021-06-12T02:27:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2021-06-12T02:28:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He’s kind of an egocentric asshole from what I’ve heard but he has a feel for the dark and slimy side of NYC
<2021-06-12T02:31:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: Combat Shock was probably the most effective movie in that field
<2021-06-12T02:31:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I love that film
<2021-06-12T02:31:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: One of the best ptsd veteran films
<2021-06-12T02:32:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: yep
<2021-06-12T02:32:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have the tromasterpiece two disc dvd
<2021-06-12T02:33:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: not really into that kind of film overall, but Troma was good at exploitation films
<2021-06-12T02:33:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Exterminator by James Glickenhaus is another great ptsd veteran fighting back film
<2021-06-12T02:34:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Troma did and distributed some enjoyable films but they’ve done a lot of shit too
<2021-06-12T02:42:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: I fell for the kino meme and mostly watch Soviet and Japanese films tbh
<2021-06-12T02:42:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I love Yakuza films tbh
<2021-06-12T02:43:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The film Yakuza with Robert Mitchum is one of my top picks
<2021-06-12T02:43:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's not yakuza related, but Jigokuhen's a wonderful film
<2021-06-12T02:45:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tetsuo the iron man is solid too
<2021-06-12T02:45:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: definitely
<2021-06-12T02:45:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: great ost, too
<2021-06-12T02:45:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh yeah, solid industrial sound
<2021-06-12T02:45:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=4z10AlFDQfY
<2021-06-12T02:45:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Portrait_of_Hell
<2021-06-12T02:46:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is this the film you’re talking about
<2021-06-12T02:46:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: yes
<2021-06-12T02:47:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I remember reading about the Japanese Dracula films and how jap Dracula cut off the faces of victims and wore them to take their forms
<2021-06-12T02:47:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: never heard about that
<2021-06-12T02:47:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: seems like a very Japanese take on it
<2021-06-12T02:47:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tohokingdom representing 
<2021-06-12T02:48:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I love Bela Lugosi but he was kinda goofy 
<2021-06-12T02:48:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Jap Dracula looked like a scary mofo
<2021-06-12T02:49:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/3595a666b0a08f4d931967fe75903973889fe292836eb83fc7fee4aacc741bc7.jpeg
<2021-06-12T02:53:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: looks like frankenstein's twink brother
<2021-06-12T02:54:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oosh, he got tengu’d
<2021-06-12T02:56:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: ?
<2021-06-12T02:57:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Your online name has tengu in it and you blasted the design
<2021-06-12T02:57:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So naturally I did a tengu’d joke whilst drunk off of gin and tonic
<2021-06-12T02:58:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: tengu'd dot com
<2021-06-12T02:59:32.000Z> tengumatingpress attached file https://img.poast.org/0ad286724be9fcc06dd62db823faae28316ceb1c8f1fcf94fc8b60410c9e9494.jpg
<2021-06-12T03:00:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t know these characters but damn dem bitches getting titmogged
<2021-06-12T03:10:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: the crow tengu/my avatar is Aya Shameimaru and the wolf tengu is Momiji Inubashiri
<2021-06-12T03:15:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: the one on the right is Hatate Himekaidou, who's the third of four relevant 2hu tengu https://img.poast.org/1ded5681028dc624bc9710a3dab3ea9be084a5ccb57a228c7632b5e750a0aaeb.png
<2021-06-12T12:52:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What manga are these bomb ass tittays from
<2021-06-12T12:53:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's just fanart, but there are multiple 2hu manga
<2021-06-12T12:53:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: though Aya's the only relevant tengu
<2021-06-12T12:57:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: the most recent tengu introduced in the games is Iizunamaru Megumu and she's Aya's boss https://img.poast.org/215deaec76909c2642dd510607f0d543d532462b861fdfac8640ba5c4064f1f2.jpg
<2021-06-12T13:55:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Wait so are they tengu like the traditional tengu or is tengu just a term for monster girl 
<2021-06-12T13:57:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: they are all tengu, there are also kappa, oni, and other monsters in Gensokyo
<2021-06-12T13:57:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: the general term is "youkai" because it's highly based in japanese myths & legends
<2021-06-12T13:58:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which one is the anti youkai chick
<2021-06-12T13:58:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: apparently there's a caste of long-nose tengu that handle the tribe's business matters though, but none of them have appeared yet
<2021-06-12T13:58:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: Hakurei Reimu, the protagonist
<2021-06-12T13:58:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Long nose you say
<2021-06-12T13:58:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: This is Touhou?
<2021-06-12T13:58:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: yes
<2021-06-12T13:59:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The name of this property
<2021-06-12T13:59:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: long noses are common in traditional depictions of tengu because of their association with a fertility deity
<2021-06-12T14:00:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: if you want to dive into Touhou lore I can rec some of the games, manga, and other supplementary materials
<2021-06-12T14:00:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know about the long nose tengu, I was doing a Jew joke
<2021-06-12T14:00:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, right
<2021-06-12T14:01:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “You know, tengu are only 2 percent of the yokai population…why do they control the banks and media?” “THATS JUST A CANARD YOU BIGOT!”
<2021-06-12T14:03:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: meanwhile I'm still trying to figure out if oni or fairies are the Gensokyo black people
<2021-06-12T14:03:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: oni are violent and known for chimping hard enough to even make demons in Hell leave the area, but fairies are also very stupid and a general nuisance
<2021-06-12T14:04:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: can't discount the rabbits there, either https://img.poast.org/471e3ad14500e7601af928469b45e5b88bf8ee7def43e8356a0afad6011f37d6.png
<2021-06-12T14:05:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw no goth oni tomboy waifu
<2021-06-12T14:05:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: still waiting for the 4th oni to show up, since of the leader of Mt Ooe three of them are accounted for
<2021-06-12T14:06:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: Suika is a stand-in for Shuten-douji, Yuugi is Hoshiguma-douji, and Kasen is Ibaraki-doujin
<2021-06-12T14:06:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: *douji
<2021-06-12T14:07:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have an ova series on dvd called Shuten Doji, it’s a Go Nagai joint
<2021-06-12T14:07:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've heard of that, yeah
<2021-06-12T14:07:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's a very commonly referenced legend
<2021-06-12T14:09:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shutendoji_(manga) 
<2021-06-12T14:10:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm not sure if I can call Go Nagai underrated, but especially johnny-come-latelys to anime/manga really discount how influential he was
<2021-06-12T14:10:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yup
<2021-06-12T14:11:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Violence Jack predates fist of the North Star as the first post apoc manga
<2021-06-12T14:12:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: still salty about there not being a complete translation of the manga
<2021-06-12T14:12:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Me too
<2021-06-12T14:13:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I want a complete translation of Devilman grimoire for free online
<2021-06-12T14:13:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I am not a bad guy, I just don’t wanna pay 12.99 per volume
<2021-06-12T14:23:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: if you pay for manga you're probably a sucker tbh
<2021-06-12T14:23:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: t. poorfag
<2021-06-12T14:23:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: if it makes you feel, the author gets an insignificant cut from western sales
<2021-06-12T14:24:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: most of the money goes to suits and the western distributor
<2021-06-12T14:24:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: the author makes the majority of money from people buying the rights to distribute
<2021-06-12T14:32:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I may just get it from secondhand sellers
<2021-06-12T14:37:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: grey market manga
<2021-06-12T14:38:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s how I get most of my dvds/blu ray
<2021-06-12T14:39:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't think I even have a dvd/bluray player anymore
<2021-06-12T14:39:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess I still have a PS3 somewhere
<2021-06-12T14:39:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I use my ps4, I may get a region free one eventually 
<2021-06-12T14:39:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fuck region coding
<2021-06-12T14:40:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: so much extra overhead for something that makes it worse for the owner
<2021-06-12T14:42:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like for example, until Vinegar Syndrome released a region one blu ray recently, you couldn’t get a R1 dvd release of Scanner Cop 1 and 2
<2021-06-12T14:42:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You’d have to order a used copy from eBay from Germany or something
<2021-06-12T14:44:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Btw I recommend watching those films, they’re spin-offs of the Cronenberg Scanners film
<2021-06-12T14:44:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: was Cronenberg involved?
<2021-06-12T14:44:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Not sure
<2021-06-12T14:44:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Doesn’t seem like it
<2021-06-12T14:45:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: something would feel like it was missing, but I assume there isn't a huge drop in quality?
<2021-06-12T14:48:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I mean it’s two films about a scanner cop, the first he goes after a scanner inducing random people into killing cops and in the second he goes after a scanner killing other scanners to drain their power
<2021-06-12T14:49:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s more “fun” and over the top than scanners but I think they’re on equal standing
<2021-06-12T14:49:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2021-06-12T14:50:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I think the quality didn’t drop off but I’m sure there’s faggy critics huffing about them
<2021-06-12T14:55:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw Cronenberg is Jewish 
<2021-06-12T14:55:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/9fee097ff8d1a972e0976459f24dd2bf4fac4cca08027eb72a1f978010fbe4b5.png
<2021-06-12T14:57:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh my big issue is with the finance jews, though maybe if I did more reading I'd learn he was connected to them
<2021-06-12T14:59:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: my current understanding of them is as a bizarre foreign group conspiring with native elites, which is an unfortunately common historical phenomenon
<2021-06-12T14:59:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: the holocaust-denying moderate is the brand I'm destined to hold
<2021-06-12T15:00:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s fair, my view is that I’ve been screwed by them personally and Jews and nonjews are enemy groups and the enemy must be crushed and destroyed by any means necessary 
<2021-06-12T15:01:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's fair
<2021-06-12T15:01:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Jews and nonjews are naturally hostile to each other, I suck at typing sorry
<2021-06-12T15:02:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh, I thought you were professing a universal hostility ;^)
<2021-06-12T15:02:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hah
<2021-06-12T15:02:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve considered doing more philosophical posting but it’s be pretty ghoulish fedposting
<2021-06-12T15:03:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: part of the reason I've moved away from posting about it is I tend to fedpost too hard when I go off and I noticed I was visibly angrier in daily life as a result to no real effect
<2021-06-12T15:04:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah it’s considered poor taste to do White Hutist posting 
<2021-06-12T15:07:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: this is going to sound like a normie take, but all I can really recommend people do is work on themselves, do whatever they can for their friends & family, and prepare for the worst while hoping for the best
<2021-06-12T15:08:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s what I do
<2021-06-12T15:08:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Though my parents are very anti gun/I live in a strict gun control state and I don’t have the type of money to build that up
<2021-06-12T15:09:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: some guys really can't distinguish between "give up, eat the bugs, live in the pod" and "you're not the one turning the wheel of history, better off taking it easy for now and living a good life"
<2021-06-12T15:09:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: fortunately my state's good on gun laws, money's tight but I'm building that up, hopefully it won't be too late by the time I can get land 
<2021-06-12T15:11:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d like to stockpile but at the same time I recognize I’m hella paranoid and kinda, well I don’t wanna say unhinged
<2021-06-12T15:14:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: at least I have a good food stockpile in the event of a supply chain breakdown
<2021-06-12T15:14:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: not expecting a full collapse, but things are probably getting unstable enough that you shouldn't trust supermarkets to stay open all the time
<2021-06-12T15:14:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Eh if I run out of meat there’s always bugmen
<2021-06-12T15:15:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: l o n g p i g
<2021-06-12T15:15:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “You want me to eat the bugs? How about I hunt your children for sport and eat them from flesh to marrow schlomo?”
<2021-06-12T15:16:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Argument won
<2021-06-12T15:16:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: america 2028: wendigo running rampant across the nation
<2021-06-12T16:17:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: btw if you have any interest in tank autism I'd highly recommend watching Girls und Panzer
<2021-06-12T16:18:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: if only for the comedy value of a pseudo-slice of life cgdct sports anime being made by obvious tank spergs
<2021-06-12T17:12:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve heard of it
<2021-06-13T02:31:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Time to get fucked up on gin and sprite and watch Hunting Ground
<2021-06-13T02:31:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: m.imdb.com/title/tt0085368/?ref_=fn_al_tt_0
<2021-06-13T02:34:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: >Assumpta Serna recounts her shock and dismay at discovering that a close-up of her genitals, which formed part of the brutal rape scene, had been selected as the sole image to be used on the poster advertising the movie.
<2021-06-13T02:35:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: wew
<2021-06-13T02:35:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Womancucks btfo’d 
<2021-06-13T02:35:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Manchads forever winning
<2021-06-13T02:35:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: spaniards are weird
<2021-06-13T02:36:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The same filmmakers also did a weird ass zombie film called let sleeping corpses lie/living dead at Manchester morgue, a solid trippy zombie flick
<2021-06-13T02:36:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Though the Blind Dead movies are the best Spanish zombie films
<2021-06-13T02:38:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Undead bloodsucking satanic templars that can follow you via the sound of your heartbeat https://img.poast.org/da821532f1ba6b42f8230737c33f000967ea5e0ec15551b9842da1459f3cf538.png
<2021-06-13T02:39:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: strange how zombies fade in and out of relevance every couple of decades
<2021-06-13T02:40:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Zombie films are very low budget friendly so they’re never out for long
<2021-06-13T02:41:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Though I prefer the Italian/ euro zombie stuff like Blind Dead and the works of Fulci, Matei and Fragasso
<2021-06-13T02:41:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: just give someone some clothes from goodwill and call him a zombie
<2021-06-13T02:41:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: implicit classism!
<2021-06-13T02:41:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 😹
<2021-06-13T02:41:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/8d1cc5e1e80ccf8dcc061cc909ae9bb5daaac77b703610172b734f5b6aae24b7.webp
<2021-06-13T02:42:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Italian zombies really get the decayed rotting flesh eater vibe down 
<2021-06-13T02:42:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Btw in Fulci’s Zombie a zombie fights a real tiger shark
<2021-06-13T02:44:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: did Italy not have animal cruelty laws?
<2021-06-13T02:44:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: seems like a common thing in italian exploitation films
<2021-06-13T02:45:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tbf in this case the shark was just drugged, not killed
<2021-06-13T02:45:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: better than I was expecting
<2021-06-13T02:45:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Rene Cardona Jr, a Mexican director was notorious for animal cruelty 
<2021-06-13T02:46:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: keep forgetting that regard for the lives of animals is mostly a european thing
<2021-06-13T02:46:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: His killer shark film tintorera has plenty of shark killing with harpoons n bangsticks
<2021-06-13T02:46:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's a pretty good measure of a culture tbh
<2021-06-13T02:46:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: As well as a scene where a poor sea turtle gets its throat slit so the blood could be used to attract sharks
<2021-06-13T02:47:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's pretty awful
<2021-06-13T02:47:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Maybe he was molested at a zoo or something that’s why he hates animals
<2021-06-13T02:47:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: the romans did use to punish some criminals by having them raped by animals
<2021-06-13T02:47:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: allegedly, it's hard to tell what's real after a couple thousand years
<2021-06-13T02:47:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: genetic memories
<2021-06-13T02:48:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I read about that, a female killer who had her own murder “academy” was allegedly raped to death by a giraffe or an elephant 
<2021-06-13T02:48:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: the romans invented doujin plots and made them into punishments
<2021-06-13T02:48:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Bahaha
<2021-06-13T02:49:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Elephants are one of the few animals I’ll never eat, along with monkey
<2021-06-13T02:49:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Too intelligent and emotionally deep
<2021-06-13T02:54:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: not even comfortable with the idea of eating pig tbh
<2021-06-13T02:54:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: though that isn't helped by me feeling sick every time I've had
<2021-06-13T02:55:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Pig I’ll eat because as much as I like them I know those fuckers view me as food 
<2021-06-13T02:57:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I don't really eat meat unless someone else cooks it and offers it to me, mostly lacto ovo vegetarian otherwise
<2021-06-13T02:57:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 🙀
<2021-06-13T02:58:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: at least I'm not a vegan
<2021-06-13T02:58:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: which is definitely an unhealthy meme
<2021-06-13T02:59:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No worries, you’re an alright guy, I won’t judge you even though I’m an insatiable carnivore 
<2021-06-13T03:00:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's not something I get mad about lol
<2021-06-13T03:00:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: unless you're defending factory farming, anywa
<2021-06-13T03:01:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Not gonna defend factory farming for the scab nonwhite labor they use
<2021-06-13T03:01:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Cesar Chavez was right to beat the shit out of illegal aliens with baseball bats
<2021-06-13T03:01:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's definitely bad, but much of the process is just perverse
<2021-06-13T03:01:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My bad I meant to say or the scab
<2021-06-13T03:02:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: breeding chickens and pumping them with hormones so they grow large enough their lags can't even support them
<2021-06-13T03:02:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2021-06-13T03:02:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Gin induced typo
<2021-06-13T03:02:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They feed the cows goyfeed scraps like rejected candy
<2021-06-13T03:04:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: funny how they feed cattle corn and seed oils to fatten them up
<2021-06-13T03:04:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: zogchow lol
<2021-06-13T03:05:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw my mom is a total neoliberal shitlib zoggie but when it comes to health stuff (she’s anti junk food and weed to a heavy degree, even voting against weed legalization for my state) she’s very close to the far right
<2021-06-13T03:06:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: support of nutritional fascism is how I judge people
<2021-06-13T03:06:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: there's no justification for unrestricted access to canola oil and hfcs
<2021-06-13T03:08:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=kS3efQSUEg4
<2021-06-13T03:08:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: Cinema Snob's old episodes are some of the only TGWTG content that holds up
<2021-06-13T03:09:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like anime abandon even though I disagree with his opinions because I found some good old school anime through it
<2021-06-13T03:09:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: Phelous, Cinema Snob, and Spoony were my favorites
<2021-06-13T03:09:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My favorite cinema snob episode is the one on Carmen’s Satan Bite the Dust video, the best Christian singer since David Koresh and Stryper
<2021-06-13T03:09:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: I still miss when Spoony was good
<2021-06-13T03:10:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Phelous is so grating to listen to
<2021-06-13T03:10:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: rewatching that vid next
<2021-06-13T03:10:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Goodbadflicks is my favorite movie youtuber
<2021-06-13T03:10:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: every French Canadian I've known sounded like him
<2021-06-13T03:10:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: must be a racial thing
<2021-06-13T03:10:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Good Bad or Bad Bad is another great movie YouTube show, really funny
<2021-06-13T03:11:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: might check those guys out then
<2021-06-13T03:12:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Goodbadflicks does a lot of research and he’s a real chill guy
<2021-06-13T03:14:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And thanks to good bad or bad bad I found out about this song 
<2021-06-13T03:15:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/HN795KngxhE
<2021-06-13T23:47:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if I'm going too far or not far enough with the anti vidya posting lol
<2021-06-13T23:47:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’d you say?
<2021-06-13T23:48:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: vidya's been coming up a lot and I've been countersignalling when I see it
<2021-06-13T23:48:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like games but I’m more into movies tbh
<2021-06-13T23:48:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Because of E3?
<2021-06-13T23:48:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: probably, yeah
<2021-06-13T23:48:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's just weird to see a crowd that mocks consumerism so often spend a couple of days getting mad that the product offered isn't good enough for them to consume
<2021-06-13T23:50:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I hate modern product but I enjoy my schlock cinema, though in this case I don’t blame them, I hate the modern game industry
<2021-06-13T23:51:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's not that it doesn't deserve hate so much as I see it as them mourning that they can't spend more money on the stuff
<2021-06-13T23:52:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d rather give my money to mom n pop dvd/blu ray stores and smaller physical media distributors like Vinegar Syndrome
<2021-06-13T23:53:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: I have spent a somewhat shameful amount on Advanced Squad Leader boards, but at least that's mostly a one-man operation at this point
<2021-06-13T23:53:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: and modules
<2021-06-13T23:53:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: re vidya the only stuff that's really to my taste is freely available at this point
<2021-06-13T23:55:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There are games I’m interested in but I don’t have the energy to dedicate to playing them 
<2021-06-13T23:56:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: getting into autismgames unironically broke my game addiction
<2021-06-13T23:57:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: a lot of what I enjoy is mentally exhausting, which I think is a virtue
<2021-06-13T23:57:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: at least it'll stave off dementia lol
<2021-06-14T00:15:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: escapistmagazine.com/v2/from-gamers-to-soldiers/
<2021-06-14T00:15:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think about this article a lot
<2021-06-14T00:15:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: >A Day in the Bam and Outside the Wire represent the cutting edge of military training technology. Almost half of the U.S. Military is currently under the age of 25, meaning today’s soldiers grew up playing videogames. What better way to prepare them than by engaging them using the medium they love? Olszyk, who employs Outside the Wire to train thousands of officers each year, feels that, “at one time, putting materials out in a book format was appropriate, but this younger generation, they like the use of games and technology. They need to have their fear tightened through this type of environment because that’s the reality of what they’re going to face.”
<2021-06-14T00:15:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: >These gamers turned soldiers have exchanged their digital guns for live ammunition, but they have not given up their computer games; the games have just changed. Previous training methods (and a few consumer games) prepare soldiers for operational and tactical aspects of war, while serious games address a range of complex critical thinking issues and diplomatic solutions. First-person shooters attempt to increase realism and immerse the player in the role of the lead character by displaying the action from that character’s perspective. Users see enemies approach them, become aware of guns and weapons in their hands and are able to briefly view the casualties they inflict. These fights generally exist in a PG-13 world of half-truths, where blood sprays, bodies fall and then disappear from the screen. After a fight, the player doesn’t see the lethal consequences of his actions or need to react to the results; they move on or try again.
<2021-06-14T00:15:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: just outright admitting what games are used for and it makes me wonder about wargames
<2021-06-14T00:15:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: since ultimately they were intended as military training tools
<2021-06-14T00:16:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Mortal Kombat trained me to fight monsters and gooks 
<2021-06-14T00:16:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But yeah I remember that America’s Army game
<2021-06-14T00:16:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: dwarf fortress taught me everything I need to know about urban planning
<2021-06-14T00:16:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: early gamergate talked about that a lot
<2021-06-14T00:17:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Green Hell is a game I might buy on ps4
<2021-06-14T00:17:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: sounds like a sonic creepypasta
<2021-06-14T00:17:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It taught me how to survive in the Amazon
<2021-06-14T00:18:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Green_Hell_(video_game)
<2021-06-14T00:18:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: the game does have an interesting premise
<2021-06-14T00:18:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Have you read the Godzilla NES creepypasta?
<2021-06-14T00:18:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: I have
<2021-06-14T00:18:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I really dig the sprite work
<2021-06-14T00:19:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: it was pretty high effort
<2021-06-14T00:19:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I miss creepypasta sometimes
<2021-06-14T00:19:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: most of it was bad, but at least it was funny and occasionally there were some good ones
<2021-06-14T00:19:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Some of the designs I may base creatures on in my stories
<2021-06-14T00:20:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: trollpasta.com/wiki/Poop_Whistle
<2021-06-14T00:20:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The fresh prince lost episode one I couldn’t take seriously because the main character gets the tape from his friends dad who was a producer on the show who had a Jewish name
<2021-06-14T00:20:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: amazing
<2021-06-14T00:20:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was like, “OF COURSE A JEW PRODUCED THIS SHOW!”
<2021-06-14T00:20:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: the real horror was learning everything you're nostalgic for was made by jews
<2021-06-14T00:21:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: Abandoned by Disney was a good one
<2021-06-14T00:22:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That was good too but eh, creepypastas have a bad ratio of hits to missed
<2021-06-14T00:22:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Did you ever read my story before I unpinned it?
<2021-06-14T00:23:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't think I did, I rarely check account pages
<2021-06-14T00:25:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I can email it to you if you want, you got a burner email?
<2021-06-14T00:26:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: pastebin it
<2021-06-14T00:26:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: or use ghostbin
<2021-06-14T00:26:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: you could directly upload a txt file from dms
<2021-06-14T00:52:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: old.reddit.com/r/nosleep/comments/5jqqlk/he_wont_stop_tapping/
<2021-06-14T00:52:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: hard to take a scary story seriously when it could be solved by buying a gun tbh
<2021-06-14T00:52:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: or calling the cops
<2021-06-14T01:31:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/67cabda9305d3a211eae26434a4027444b208472e6141d6004d9f80b7d241b19.docx
<2021-06-14T01:32:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s an incomplete rough draft and needs editing, keep in mind 
<2021-06-14T01:38:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll read it tomorrow and give my thoughts
<2021-06-14T01:39:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks tengu, you’re a good guy
<2021-06-14T01:39:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: you're welcome
<2021-06-14T02:17:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=whfQf3Pd5bU
<2021-06-14T02:17:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: I still don't know how ironic this is supposed to be
<2021-06-14T02:17:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: Eddie Murphy's SNL skits are generally good and it's weird to think he's actually funny
<2021-06-14T02:18:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know for his movies he just stopped giving a shit
<2021-06-14T02:19:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess I can't blame him for cashing in on his brand and getting paid to go on vacations and phone in some performances
<2021-06-14T02:19:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Golden Child was good, even though he personally disliked it
<2021-06-14T02:19:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: still, guys in my generation are going to remember him as a hack that starred in bad children's movie
<2021-06-14T02:20:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I remember him for shitting on faggots on stage
<2021-06-14T02:20:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: comedy used to be good 
<2021-06-14T02:21:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I miss Rodney Dangerfield, he was a yid but he wasn’t a vile manipulative type
<2021-06-14T02:21:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I always get into a good mood when I watch him do comedy
<2021-06-14T02:22:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: Rodney Dangerfield doesn't strike me as a subversive type
<2021-06-14T02:22:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: ditto for Mel Brooks
<2021-06-14T02:23:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Mel Brooks had a great quote, “If I cut my finger that’s tragedy, if you fall into an open sewer and die, that’s comedy!”
<2021-06-14T02:24:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: The Producers remains a classic
<2021-06-14T02:24:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Spaceballs was classic
<2021-06-14T02:24:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: High Anxiety, too
<2021-06-14T02:24:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was surprised to learn Gene Wilder was jewish tbh
<2021-06-14T02:24:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Though blazing saddles was very Borat style shitting on gentiles
<2021-06-14T02:25:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's a little difficult to watch at parts knowing that, but it still had some amazing bits
<2021-06-14T02:26:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: True
<2021-06-14T02:27:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: also an abject case study in portrayals of nazism
<2021-06-14T02:27:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: since Mel Brooks openly said he was trying to make them look too ridiculous to ever be taken seriously, which at least led to some funny bits instead of acting like they were an indescribable evil
<2021-06-14T02:30:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know the director of bone tomahawk, brawl at cell block 99, and dragged across concrete is Jewish but he does very “white friendly” stuff, to a degree (the ending of dragged across concrete still pisses me off)
<2021-06-14T02:32:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: what happened there?
<2021-06-14T02:33:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tldr: Mel Gibson and Vince Vaughn who play rough but likable cops die and a nigger family get rich off of stolen cash
<2021-06-14T02:34:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: were you supposed to think that was a good thing?
<2021-06-14T02:36:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s been a while since I’ve seen it, it wasn’t a “happy” ending because you feel for Gibson’s widow and daughter but at the same time it’s portrayed as good for the blacks
<2021-06-14T02:37:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I genuinely believe film is expensive enough that it's difficult for it to not be propaganda because of the people they need to secure funding from
<2021-06-14T02:38:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: the Soviets were honest about this and ordered their best directors to make open propaganda, but make it high quality
<2021-06-14T02:38:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: had better results than the lowkey backdoor deal kind
<2021-06-14T02:40:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Chinese/Hong Kong films can have that vibe, especially towards the Japanese 
<2021-06-14T02:41:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like Men Behind the Sun
<2021-06-14T02:41:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't really watch Chinese films tbh
<2021-06-14T02:41:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: curious about the state of their cinema, they've been rising for a while and I do appreciate their literature
<2021-06-14T02:41:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I dig the old Hong Kong exploitation films, some of them are insane
<2021-06-14T02:42:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like Calamity of Snakes where an old guy 1v1s a giant Python in bloody hand to hand combat 
<2021-06-14T02:54:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: that sounds amazing
<2021-06-14T02:55:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh if I chanced into an absurd amount of money, I'd set aside a good amount of it to commission hand drawn animated adaptations of epic poems and folk tales from around the world
<2021-06-14T02:56:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: the Investiture of the Gods would be one of the first
<2021-06-14T03:00:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I had shot tons of money I’d make ultraviolent tokusatsu style stuff out of my story ideas
<2021-06-14T03:01:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: the dream
<2021-06-14T17:42:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Stephen King is so infuriating  https://img.poast.org/f80b591465f6ca78cbca8e33a10ffe3ef8d318d6d5735ffed43410da5d58765c.jpeg
<2021-06-14T17:43:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: thinking about how The Shining's movie is the closest Stephen King's ever come to art and he hated it
<2021-06-14T17:43:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: he really didn't deserve Kubrick
<2021-06-14T17:44:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not a fan of the Shining (not really into most ghost/haunting stuff) but the Shining was objectively a good film, though my favorite haunted hotel movie is Fulci’s The Beyond
<2021-06-14T17:45:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Graham Masterton and Guy N Smith (RIP) wrote way better stuff than King ever did
<2021-06-14T17:46:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's weird how I love ghost stories but don't enjoy most horror films
<2021-06-14T18:11:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like monster stuff
<2021-06-14T18:11:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: One of the greatest fears imo is man being replaced as the top of the food chain
<2021-06-14T18:13:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: probably
<2021-06-14T18:13:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh Clark Ashton Smith > HP Lovecraft as a writer
<2021-06-14T18:13:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: Lovecraft's letters are honestly more interesting than his stories
<2021-06-14T18:14:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The virgin ghost vs the chad mutated vengeful beast agent of nature
<2021-06-14T18:15:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: ultimately the fear of nature is one of the most primal ones
<2021-06-14T18:16:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: I reject the term "cosmic horror" because it's just a more abstract form of that
<2021-06-14T18:16:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: also goes into my theory as to how materialism/naturalism/whatever is essentially a form of Mara/Satan worship
<2021-06-14T18:16:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: there's a reason one of the common figures in worthwhile religions is the "prince of this world"
<2021-06-14T18:17:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Say what you will about Carl Sagan, he had an interesting point about how the dislike of reptiles/use of reptiles as mythical monsters is linked to primal genetic memory
<2021-06-14T18:18:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That was used as a plot element in the book Carnosaur, when people hear or smell the dinosaurs they enter a state of primal terror
<2021-06-14T18:18:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2021-06-14T18:20:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The Sagan book was called Dragons of Eden iirc
<2021-06-14T23:25:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is dragon maid season 2 out yet?
<2021-06-14T23:26:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: it starts airing July 7
<2021-06-14T23:45:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ah, was short stack dragon in the first season or is she a new character 
<2021-06-14T23:45:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The redhead Twitter mutants got mad about 
<2021-06-14T23:48:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: she's a new character
<2021-06-14T23:48:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: there's some other stuff in there they'll probably be mad about
<2021-06-14T23:48:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: like the chapters where Kobayashi grows a penis
<2021-06-14T23:49:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Wait what
<2021-06-14T23:49:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, that's in there
<2021-06-14T23:50:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: because magic Kobayashi grows a penis and Tohru tries raping her
<2021-06-14T23:50:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: the author is a degenerate
<2021-06-14T23:51:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m watching the first episode of the Roger Corman Black Scorpion series, remember when superhero shit was over the top, fun and at least gave us a few scraps of escapism
<2021-06-14T23:52:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: at least nobody was trying to make me think it was art back then
<2021-06-14T23:52:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Spawn hbo was pretty atmospheric, but Yoshiaki Kawajiri helped on it iirc
<2021-06-14T23:55:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Film/BlackScorpion
<2021-06-15T00:52:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m so pissed that Aliens vs Predator Requiem squandered all the solid practical and gore effects with piss poor lighting
<2021-06-15T00:52:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: this is reminding me I should check out the cut of Alien 3 that was released
<2021-06-15T00:52:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also did you get a chance to read my story?
<2021-06-15T00:52:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Never got into alien 3 tbh
<2021-06-15T00:53:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: reading it rn (right now)
<2021-06-15T00:56:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I forgot how edgelordy AVPR was, kids and pregnant women get murderized hard, with pregnant women being mouth raped by the predalien with multiple chestbursters 
<2021-06-15T01:07:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: can definitely tell the thing you wrote was an early draft, many sections feel like summaries to be expanded later
<2021-06-15T01:08:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: definitely seems true to the grindhouse stuff I assume you were inspired by
<2021-06-15T01:09:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Pretty much, pulp paperback horror, ultraviolent anime ovas, exploitation cinema and a sprinkle of tokusatsu
<2021-06-15T01:11:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: I will say there are some details you added that feel a bit irrelevant, unless every band he listens to becomes relevant later
<2021-06-15T01:12:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was trying to kind of sprinkle bits about what the characters like so they’re not just 2d
<2021-06-15T01:13:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “Dammit the monsters are flooding into the world! What do we do?!” “I got this.” *plays Tarzan boy*
<2021-06-15T01:14:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: focusing more on his mannerisms and reactions to the story's events would be better characterization than taste in music imo
<2021-06-15T01:15:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll keep that in mind, though the main character does work in a record/video store as his legit day job
<2021-06-15T01:41:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Were the monster characters alright?
<2021-06-15T01:41:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: they were interesting enough, it's not really in a complete enough state to fairly judge
<2021-06-15T01:42:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah, sorry about that. I would’ve continued but I’ve been trying to get a job
<2021-06-15T01:43:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: I say with all sincerity good luck
<2021-06-15T01:43:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks fam, got two interviews this week
<2021-06-15T01:43:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: nobody's even responded to any of my recent applications
<2021-06-15T01:44:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: hope they go well
<2021-06-15T01:44:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks, I hope things go well for you too
<2021-06-15T01:45:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hopefully I get the time to continue writing, I introduced a moth monster girl who’s like Rosine but of age and not crazy 
<2021-06-15T01:46:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: How was the “based” aspect? I didn’t want to make it too unsubtle
<2021-06-15T01:46:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: >not adding moth cunny
<2021-06-15T01:46:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: (((Greenbaum)))
<2021-06-15T01:47:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was so disappointed when I saw a veyless oy in the first few pages
<2021-06-15T01:48:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Imma sorry
<2021-06-15T01:51:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I made sure to show actual gangs in nyc
<2021-06-15T01:51:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Unlike fake white criminal gangs in jew movies
<2021-06-15T01:52:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was so disappointed when I learn irl gangsters and pirates ere mostly jewish
<2021-06-15T01:52:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess the romantic figure isn't invalidated by reality
<2021-06-15T01:53:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Greenbaum was a reference to the guy they based Godfather’s Moe Greene (the glasses guy who gets shot in the eye while getting a massage) on
<2021-06-15T01:53:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also the hordes of violent spics and nigs 
<2021-06-15T01:53:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2021-06-15T01:54:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: even hollywood doesn't pretend NYC's gangs are white
<2021-06-15T01:54:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think, haven't watched many recent films
<2021-06-15T01:54:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know in the 80s/90s they did a lot of multiracial gang stuff
<2021-06-15T01:55:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But Trinitarios and obv MS-13 are real, Black Mamba Murdererz are my creation but if a bunch of nigs use that name I’ll sue them
<2021-06-19T18:33:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was joking earlier, but some part of me is thinking I should join the military tbh
<2021-06-19T18:33:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Don’t 
<2021-06-19T18:33:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: not out of "patriotism" or a desire to make a difference so much as benefits + not being able to find other retail jobs
<2021-06-19T18:33:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, the sensible part of me says it's honestly a horrible idea
<2021-06-19T18:34:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: doesn't help that I come from a traditionally military family and some of my relatives are badgering me about it lol
<2021-06-19T18:34:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t want you to get bayoneted by an Iranian child soldier
<2021-06-19T18:34:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: neither do I
<2021-06-19T18:34:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have suggestions on what to say to them but it may burn some bridges
<2021-06-19T18:34:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: though realistically I probably wouldn't end up in a combat zone
<2021-06-19T18:34:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: definitely wouldn't want to fight the Iranians, I generally like them
<2021-06-19T18:35:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d hope so, considering I’m one
<2021-06-19T18:35:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2021-06-19T18:35:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I actually like most arabs I've met too, though that doesn't mean I support mass immigration
<2021-06-19T18:35:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My main worry for you in that case would be getting the SpookyNationalist treatment plus gay tribunals
<2021-06-19T18:36:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: I wasn't paying attention to that, what happened to SN?
<2021-06-19T18:36:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I respect Baathism even though Saddam was very vocal in hating Persians 
<2021-06-19T18:36:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Chris Matthias doxxed him and then Graf counter doxxed Chris’s Gmail 
<2021-06-19T18:36:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh, right
<2021-06-19T18:36:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Wrote a whole smear article on SN
<2021-06-19T18:37:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: explaining to the firing squad all of my poasts about the Great Satan were just jokes
<2021-06-19T18:37:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My last words: “Hey Zoggie, my sons will take your daughters and keep them as eternal rape pets.”
<2021-06-19T18:38:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: but yeah, some part of me feels like I'm failing my family duties but every other part of me says "not fighting for zog lmao"
<2021-06-19T18:39:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hypothetically I’d love to see some visceral horrific shit happen to these journo snitches
<2021-06-19T18:42:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: always remind them they're basically the CIA's reserve army
<2021-06-19T18:42:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d love to get the crime scene photos of the dead capital gazette journos to use as troll material
<2021-06-19T18:43:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: >took a personality test that said I would be a good journalistI'd like to meet the guy who wrote it and have a long discussion with him
<2021-06-19T19:46:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe wargames are just starting to psyop me lol
<2021-06-19T19:47:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: in a weird position where I'm in practical terms antiwar, but still think it's a neat subject and enjoy reading about the weapons and tactics used
<2021-06-19T19:47:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: kshatriya habits die hard
<2021-06-19T19:48:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I just want to force my enemies to butcher, cook and eat their own children but I don’t want to die for zog 
<2021-06-19T19:49:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: nuclear proliferation was very good for containing warfare to an extent
<2021-06-19T19:49:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: the Buddha probably would've support each town having its own nukes
<2021-06-19T19:49:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Based?
<2021-06-19T19:50:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: based
<2021-06-19T19:51:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: Gaddafi never should've surrendered his weapons
<2021-06-19T19:54:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I agree
<2021-06-19T19:56:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: still funny to see some leftists I used to hang around talk about how Gaddafi was bad because his policies to uplift his people were "basically national socialism"
<2021-06-19T19:56:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess it isn't just an anti white thing, nobody's allowed to think about the common good
<2021-06-19T19:56:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Were they Jewish?
<2021-06-19T19:57:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, but one of them did become trans later
<2021-06-19T19:58:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: they also got mad when I said most communist nations during the Cold War were nationalist groups that figured the Soviets were more inclined to leave them alone
<2021-06-19T19:58:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: A close lady friend of mine went ftm, at this point I hope it an heroes because I have no compassion left for a damaged zoggie, even if we used to care about each other
<2021-06-19T19:58:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: HOXHA GANG
<2021-06-19T19:59:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also based Pol pot
<2021-06-19T19:59:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: even if she comes to her senses she's going to have a rough time
<2021-06-19T19:59:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: She had top surgery and hormones
<2021-06-19T19:59:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: you know girls that go on t don't ever stop growing body hair or going bald if they're sensitive enough to DHT
<2021-06-19T19:59:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: oof
<2021-06-19T20:01:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess I'll dedicate merit to her if she actually can be helped at this point
<2021-06-19T20:01:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: also, was reading up on that jap kid that murdered that communist politician on stage
<2021-06-19T20:01:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like I said, no hope, hopefully it decides to do humanity a favor and an hero. It sounds cruel but at this point I have no compassion to give to enemies
<2021-06-19T20:01:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's funny that the politician was actually anti America and siding with China as a nationalist group
<2021-06-19T20:02:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: shimizudani226.neocities.org/asanuma.html
<2021-06-19T20:02:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I respect his balls and dedication and Mao was a Jew puppet but yeah
<2021-06-19T20:03:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: he was fighting against the occupation of his homeland and got murdered for it by a useful idiot
<2021-06-19T20:03:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: > It is important to note that the Dai Nihon Aikokutō had been pro-Anglo-American since the 1920s, and that right-wingers saw communism and socialism to be detrimental to the Japanese national body politic (kokutai). Another important thing to note is that the yakuza were generally right-wing aligned and were utilized by Americans and the ruling Japanese party (Liberal Democratic Party), racketeering against Anpo protesters and anyone anti-American in general. 
<2021-06-19T20:03:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: just anglo things
<2021-06-19T20:04:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sad face
<2021-06-19T20:05:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: NEETzsche joined the capitalist hellthread to whine about poastwiggers 
<2021-06-19T20:05:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: can't tell if the guys idolizing him for it were actively psyopped or if their hermeneutics are absurd & they don't actually research thins
<2021-06-19T20:06:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: of course he did
<2021-06-19T20:06:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Joy
<2021-06-19T20:06:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I blocked him because he was getting really annoyin
<2021-06-19T20:06:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They just think violence is based
<2021-06-19T20:06:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which I mean
<2021-06-19T20:06:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Big Mac is being a typical faggot too, 
<2021-06-19T20:07:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: I got along pretty well when we were just talking about tabletop and he just couldn't get over his grudge against TRS
<2021-06-19T20:08:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=Lxn0oBP4dis
<2021-06-19T20:08:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: >joining a hellthread to have the exact same argument you've had for the past few weeks
<2021-06-19T20:11:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He has the temperament of a scorned high school sperg
<2021-06-19T20:13:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: apparently he did get banned from TRS
<2021-06-19T20:13:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: normally I don't like privately badmouthing people, but the man can't get over it
<2021-06-19T20:14:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: According to borzoi he was so contrarian that even people who were on his side grew tired of him
<2021-06-19T20:15:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: on paper I don't even disagree with too much other than the libertarianism, but then libertarianism spoils every argument they have
<2021-06-22T17:39:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: thinking I'll start up a fedi instance as soon as I get another job
<2021-06-22T17:39:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: probably keeping it closed to people who aren't mutuals/don't specifically request an account and get vetted though
<2021-06-22T18:27:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sweet, best of luck on both fronts
<2021-06-30T01:57:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I try my best to be safe from doxxing but I’m still paranoid
<2021-06-30T01:58:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: fortunately I don't have much to lose from being doxed and don't really say/do anything that really riles people
<2021-06-30T01:58:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: I hope, anyway
<2021-06-30T01:58:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: you probably can get away with claiming it's an imposter and you were hacked
<2021-06-30T02:00:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I use proton mail and my normie stuff isn’t linked at all to my poast, YouTube or telegram, which I’ve all changed the names of
<2021-06-30T02:01:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't even have many public facing accounts tbh
<2021-06-30T02:01:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Even my YouTube’s email is some weird auto generated googlepages thing and not my personal gmail
<2021-06-30T02:01:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: I mostly lurk in chatrooms, Poast is currently the only public website I use
<2021-06-30T02:01:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: haven't had a google account in years
<2021-06-30T02:03:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s the only “social media” I use, got rid of my Facebook in 2017 and I never used twitter
<2021-06-30T02:04:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: at some point in the mid 2010s using the internet got a bit stressful tbh
<2021-06-30T02:04:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: stopped feeling worth it, you know?
<2021-06-30T02:04:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: outside of some small anon websites and chatrooms worrying too much about opsec is just too much of a hassle
<2021-06-30T02:06:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My main issue is that there is no way to retaliate
<2021-06-30T02:07:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Back then if someone was spreading shit you could gather up some friends and do some group justice 
<2021-06-30T02:14:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like one time a while ago this odious Quasimodo looking Jew classmate in school and a Jew friend of his made a Twitter using my admittedly spergy posts and made it look like it was me behind the account. I literally stalked him all around town with a big stick in my hand (I had to pretend I was using it as a walking stick or toss it and find something else to avoid heavy attention) 
<2021-06-30T02:15:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: what on earth
<2021-06-30T02:15:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: was this ever normal?
<2021-06-30T02:16:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That and the fact I later pushed him to the ground and threatened to elbow his throat and nose into mush convinced him to take it down
<2021-06-30T02:17:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd ask if that's a zoomer thing, but judging from what I know you probably aren't much older than me
<2021-06-30T02:17:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: younger, rather
<2021-06-30T02:18:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The Jew friend later got the shit floored out of him by an acquaintance of mine because he kept acting like a dickbag at a party
<2021-06-30T02:19:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was born early/mid nineties 
<2021-06-30T02:19:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2021-06-30T02:19:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Quasimodo jew’s friend who helped do the Twitter account
<2021-06-30T02:20:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: A friend of mine and the second jew were at a party, jew was being a total prick and my friend laid him out with gut hits and a tackle
<2021-06-30T02:23:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nowadays you wouldn’t be able to gangstalk a Jew like that
<2021-07-01T00:43:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I may need a focus group for my original poasts
<2021-07-01T00:43:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: ?
<2021-07-01T00:43:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I may have a habit of getting a bit too based/spicy with the takes
<2021-07-01T00:44:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: this might sound gay, but I do think there's a point where edgepoasting is a cause of spiritual harm
<2021-07-01T00:44:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: there are some things rightfully considered heinous that you shouldn't even jokingly support
<2021-07-01T00:44:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: I won't pretend to be innocent of this
<2021-07-01T00:46:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I can see your point. It’s definitely why I wouldn’t be a good doctor as the friend/enemy distinction would overtake the Hippocratic oath
<2021-07-01T00:46:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: for a religious take being a doctor should be seen as a holy occupation, as should being a teacher
<2021-07-01T00:46:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's a little upsetting to see the sorts of people that pass themselves off as that
<2021-07-01T00:48:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There are teachers I once saw as good people that I would gladly drag to Khmer Rouge style work camps with no regret. Most teachers aren’t worth shit
<2021-07-01T00:48:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: I can only think of two teachers I had I genuinely liked
<2021-07-01T00:49:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: one of them was an old guy who worked with NASA and just liked being around kids and the other was an ex-hippie woman who threw out the entire curriculum and had us read about mythology worldwide
<2021-07-01T00:50:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: I really think people should be careful with their words
<2021-07-01T00:50:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: seen guys "ironically" meme themselves into genuinely abhorrent behavior
<2021-07-01T00:53:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: also I'm still tilted crisp ebooks wiped its old followers and added me to the list and I effectively took over the feed https://img.poast.org/766d35c1dafb31fd488c156855120a1d84945e4c226c25343854c4f66bab4d1b.png
<2021-07-01T00:54:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What?
<2021-07-01T00:55:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's a bot account that algorithmically generates content from its follows' feeds
<2021-07-01T00:55:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh, ok I understand
<2021-07-01T00:55:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: since I poast more than its other follows I end up being responsible for most of the words these days
<2021-07-02T11:45:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: things I haven't researched I have an unshakeable belief in:
<2021-07-02T11:45:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: mandalas in Vajrayana and tantric Hinduism came from Iran and Persian rugs are lowkey a way to convince Iran to retvrn to bvddhism
<2021-07-06T00:01:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: really have to learn to respond better to harsh words tbh, notice I tend to act in a way that looks cowardly in response
<2021-07-06T00:09:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: noticing I tend to make a fune post in response before deciding to delete & block, which feels like a lame thing to do
<2021-07-06T00:09:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: though I don't really go online to get annoyed 
<2021-07-06T00:43:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I just go in like a saltwater croc, I dig in and don’t stop until the other party gives up
<2021-07-06T00:44:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: you clearly have more patience than I do
<2021-07-06T00:45:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Autistic stubborn pride, my friend
<2021-07-06T00:46:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: based
<2021-07-06T00:54:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: being upset is a good training though, it's interesting to see how the body responds to strong emotions
<2021-07-06T00:55:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: srsly, next time you're angry or otherwise feel an emotional reaction to something, try scanning the body and seeing where you physically feel it and direct your breath to that area
<2021-07-06T00:57:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I may actually do that
<2021-07-06T15:09:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: tfw the job corps finally responds to you about getting training
<2021-07-06T15:09:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: job search really wasn't going well, glad they responded
<2021-07-06T15:09:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: hopefully this isn't a meme
<2021-07-06T15:54:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Best of luck, I’ve been getting interviews but so far none of advanced to sealing the deal
<2021-07-06T15:58:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: sorry to hear that, hopefully you'll land something soon
<2021-07-06T16:00:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks bro
<2021-07-10T23:52:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey sorry for not responding right away to your post, was visiting relatives
<2021-07-10T23:53:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Are there any parameters in terms of anime recommendations (ie what genres you like, what you absolutely abhor etc.)
<2021-07-10T23:54:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: honestly not really
<2021-07-10T23:54:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't have any genre preferences
<2021-07-10T23:55:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: A challenge…hmm. I’ll try to wrack my brain and think of stuff worthy of a tengu
<2021-07-10T23:56:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: I imagine you aren't into mahou shoujo lol
<2021-07-10T23:56:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Btw when I visualize you I think of this 
<2021-07-10T23:56:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/d4816aefe767dbcacffad7f0e62e11bdccf9a62bbd92b850a6ca1f272e891c10.jpeg
<2021-07-10T23:56:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Magical girl stuff?
<2021-07-10T23:56:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: "tenga"
<2021-07-10T23:56:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh no
<2021-07-10T23:56:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: yes
<2021-07-10T23:58:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hmm, I do like sailor moon (due to monster girls) but I’m not as familiar as I should be, I know Madoka and there’s that one with the girl with the heart gun
<2021-07-10T23:58:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: watch fate slash kaleid liner prisma star illya 
<2021-07-10T23:59:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: Madoka is great
<2021-07-10T23:59:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: Nurse Witch Komugi-chan is also a good one, it's a fairly short and funny OVA series
<2021-07-10T23:59:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: haven't really watched Lyrical Nanoha yet, feels like a gap
<2021-07-11T00:00:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: also have to get back to Symphogear, before I got distracted I was nearly through season one and was enjoying it
<2021-07-11T01:41:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know one anime that’s good (though the manga is 10 times better) that doesn’t get talked about a lot is Zetman
<2021-07-11T01:45:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: what's that about?
<2021-07-11T02:30:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: From Wikipedia: “ The story starts off with a face-off between two rival superheroes, ZET and Alphas, and then traces their origins – Jin Kanzaki, a young man with the ability to transform into a superhuman being known as ZET, and Kouga Amagi, a young man with a strong sense of justice who uses technology to fight as Alphas.The fates of these two men and those around them intertwine as they fight to protect mankind and destroy monstrous abominations known as Players, who ironically are the creations of the Amagi Corporation, the company founded by Kouga's grandfather, Mitsugai Amagi.”
<2021-07-11T02:30:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s very tokusatsu influenced
<2021-07-11T02:30:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: might check out the manga then
<2021-07-11T02:31:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah, I like the anime but they compressed a lot of the manga 
<2021-07-11T02:31:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Blood+ is another solid underrated anime, especially if you’re into vampire stuff
<2021-07-11T20:20:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: may or may not become a living meme
<2021-07-11T20:20:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: learned this Tibetan Buddhist teacher I greatly admire has an institute within america that has a work-study program
<2021-07-11T20:20:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: I could see myself devoting my life to this
<2021-07-11T20:20:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Become the next Baron Ungern
<2021-07-11T20:21:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: 1. become fully enlightened2. America collapses3. situate myself as warlord4. ???5. unending succession of emanations gently guiding the ruins of America towards awakening, 1 kilometer statue of Guru Rinpoche erected in New DC
<2021-07-11T20:22:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm kind of glad I wasted so much time obsessing over the absolute state of the world in general, really helps turn the mind from samsara a bit 
<2021-07-11T20:23:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I’m so uninformed about Buddhism that I don’t want to say anything potentially foolish
<2021-07-11T20:24:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: feel free to ask me, though i only have a layman's understanding
<2021-07-11T20:24:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: part of my initial attraction to it came from it being the only religion that strikes me as honest about the actual limits of conceptual thought
<2021-07-11T20:31:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: if this doesn't work out I'm def going for the job corps, but it's genuinely the only thing I've really taken the time to deeply study of my own initiative
<2021-07-12T00:13:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: the guy who runs the institute is interesting, he was one of the Tibetans that ended up being suckered into fighting China by the CIA
<2021-07-12T00:13:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: he spent about 20 years in a prison camp
<2021-07-12T00:14:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: CIA shill? Blehhhh
<2021-07-12T00:14:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, he doesn't really shill for ZOG or against China
<2021-07-12T00:15:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: keep in mind he was in his early 20s when it happened
<2021-07-12T00:15:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh ok, blehhh retracted
<2021-07-12T00:15:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: you might think his perspective on it's a bit gay, in that he viewed it as powerful training in feeling compassion for even his enemies
<2021-07-13T01:09:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Anime/movie recommendation: check out the Zeiram franchise
<2021-07-13T01:09:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry for the lack of recommendations like I promised, busy weekend and today was packed
<2021-07-13T01:12:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, it's fine
<2021-07-13T01:13:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I didn’t want you to think I was going back on my word, thanks for being understanding 
<2021-07-13T01:15:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: even I have better things to think about than anime
<2021-07-13T01:16:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Y-Yeah! Of course there’s more important things than anime haha…
<2021-07-13T01:17:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242:  https://img.poast.org/e13dec56d115ef44f012cbfb1b4b25e5a5e212b262732ab3f9862d59e70d5749.png
<2021-07-14T19:21:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: studybuddhism.com/en/advanced-studies/abhidharma-tenet-systems/the-tibetan-traditions/bon-and-tibetan-buddhism
<2021-07-14T19:21:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: I remain fascinated that there's a very real possibility Buddhism was initially transmitted to Tibet via Iran
<2021-07-14T19:22:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: always struck by the sort of cultural exchange happening in ancient times, though that might be a result of whiggish bias
<2021-07-14T19:24:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: >One element of Bon that comes from an Iranian cultural belief is the account of how the universe evolved. Buddhism has the abhidharma teachings on Mt. Meru and so on, but that is not the only explanation. There is also the Kalachakra explanation, which is slightly different. The Bon texts also contain the abhidharma explanation, just as it is in Buddhism, but they also have their own unique explanation with certain aspects that look quite Iranian, such as a dualism between light and darkness. Some Russian scholars have seen similarities between the Tibetan and ancient Persian names for various gods and figures. This Iranian connection is what they are pointing to.
<2021-07-14T19:24:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: we wuz shahs
<2021-07-14T19:27:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: hopefully this doesn't come off as weird sperging to you lol
<2021-07-14T20:19:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Dude I coined the term white Jamahiriya and shoehorned in schizo prehistoric beast posting, I appreciate sperging lol
<2021-07-14T20:36:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: based 
<2021-07-14T20:37:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: Buddhist philosophy is genuinely the only kind I've ever cared to read because the explanation of reality provided is probably the most cogent 
<2021-07-14T20:37:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: I spent a period falling for the memes and inquiring into the Catholic and later Orthodox church, but catholic apologetics in particular came off as pure pilpul 
<2021-07-14T20:38:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: Orthodoxy was more interesting from my view because it focused more on praxis, but I couldn't make myself bekiev
<2021-07-14T20:38:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: *believe 
<2021-07-15T16:36:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: >    It is said that when President Nixon was considering aid for Tibet, he saw an image of Yamantaka, complete with horns, and judged that the Tibetan people were primitive demon-worshipers. Of course, modern understanding of the symbolism makes it clear that Yamantaka is a wrathful but compassionate Yidam, whose terrible power is turned against the obstacles to our practice, especially anger, hate, and death.
<2021-07-15T16:36:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: man, if this is true Nixon had no taste
<2021-07-15T16:36:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if it's considered acceptable for me to link an image of Yamantaka, but it's pretty wild
<2021-07-15T16:36:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: the name literally means "conqueror of death"
<2021-07-15T16:37:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: it can be found online, don't think this is really a violation of anything https://img.poast.org/095af349ad61f467d389154c7a8df533d6b648024b20033b6c46f2dce87f85b0.jpg
<2021-07-15T17:50:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Based
<2021-07-15T17:50:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You familiar with Baron Ungern
<2021-07-15T17:50:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: of course
<2021-07-15T17:51:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Good
<2021-07-15T17:52:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You familiar with Franco Freda and his idea of Nazi-Maoism?
<2021-07-15T17:53:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: no, sounds incoherent
<2021-07-15T17:53:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Less than you think, one sec
<2021-07-15T17:54:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/Nb-FL-AwDyQ
<2021-07-15T17:56:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: the only political system I endorse is what Nagarjuna detailed in his Letter to a Friend
<2021-07-15T17:58:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What is that system?
<2021-07-15T17:58:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: there's not really a name for it, not so much an -ism so much as a set of policies for ruling a virtuous kingdom
<2021-07-19T18:47:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: kind of bizarre there are so many secular materialists on the right tbh, not sure what their grievances are with the current elites other than not being part of the Elect
<2021-07-20T22:02:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is that thread still going on? I was doing laundry and I kinda tapped out
<2021-07-20T22:03:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: idk, haven't checked on it and I muted it after some guy linked some weird popsci book as an existentialist worldviw
<2021-07-20T22:05:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t even fully dislike gear, he has good taste in toku and mecha stuff but the whole “Fling shit, act catty and then call the other side catty” bit is so old
<2021-07-20T22:06:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: I just follow him for the art and qt nips tbh
<2021-07-20T22:06:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What book was it?
<2021-07-20T22:06:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh, this was in a different thread than the one you were talking about
<2021-07-20T22:08:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The one where Gear and Sapphire did the Jew projection meme of far right people being secretly gay
<2021-07-20T22:09:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Then I just decided to post as much gore from Vietnam/Cambodia I could find
<2021-07-20T22:12:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: wew
<2021-07-20T22:13:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I didn’t see this gay porn poaster everyone is talking about, and I have nothing against anime t&a or hot broads, but lol on hentaiposters trying to do the holier than thou bit
<2021-07-20T22:13:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: poa.st/@tengumatingpress/posts/A9Ud824k8Wmzw7rO7c
<2021-07-20T22:13:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think this is my greatest poast to date
<2021-07-20T22:15:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And I just restarted the shit flinging, sorry, couldn’t resist
<2021-07-20T22:16:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: I just wanted a serious discussion about naked japanese girls ;_;
<2021-07-20T22:17:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not gonna take being called underage by bayonet cozies
<2021-07-20T22:17:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 94 gang reppin 
<2021-07-20T22:17:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: I have no idea how hypocritical talking about Buddhism then poasting hentai and japanese tiddies looks
<2021-07-20T22:17:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: haven't taken any monk vows yet
<2021-07-20T22:18:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: IIRC sexual promiscuity/deviancy was a big no no, there was a thing I read in which the Buddha said something like “It would’ve been better to stick your crotch into venemous snakes or burning coals.”
<2021-07-20T22:19:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: there are as many interpretations of the lay vow against sexual misconduct as there are teachers tbh
<2021-07-20T22:19:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I forget the source but I remember DK posting something about it a bit back
<2021-07-20T22:20:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: some teachers say basically any sex act but vaginal sex in the missionary position for the sole purpose of procreation is sexual misconduct while Tsongkhapa said "married men can hire hookers so long as they pay afterwards"
<2021-07-20T22:20:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Don’t worry though, if they make you take a dive in the lamia broad pit I’ll gladly push you out of the way and take one for a homie
<2021-07-20T22:20:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: my lama just said "don't cheat on your gf/wife and don't cuck anyone"
<2021-07-20T22:20:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: which is the only universally agreed upon one
<2021-07-20T22:21:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What about cucking a Jew? 
<2021-07-20T22:21:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: the Pali Canon also says you shouldn't have sex or jerk off in temples, but that seems pretty obvious
<2021-07-20T22:21:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: To bring shame and embarrassment against the most ignoble of all creatures
<2021-07-20T22:21:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: jews fall under the purview of sentient beings, as far as I can tell
<2021-07-20T22:22:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know, we might see a terma someday where Guru Rinpoche gives his analysis of the Jews
<2021-07-20T22:22:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe they do lack buddhanature, would explain why so many of them are hellbent on perverting Buddhism
<2021-07-20T22:38:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: reading Hindu polemics against Buddhism is very funny btw
<2021-07-20T22:39:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: they have never managed to write a critique of even minor doctrines that wasn't a misrepresentation
<2021-07-20T22:40:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: Swami Vivekananda's references to Buddhism are funny just in the progression of his statements
<2021-07-20T22:41:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: first he says the Buddha was a reformer of Vedic Brahmanism, then he goes on to say it was intended to bring atheists back to that tradition, then his final word on the subject is "Well, I do not understand his doctrine — we Hindus never understood it"
<2021-07-20T22:41:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: byomakusuma.org/MadhyamikaBuddhismVisAVisHinduVedanta.html
<2021-07-20T22:41:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: this is a website by a former Advaita Vedanta practitioner who was considered "realized" by respected teachers who realized their insights were incomplete and became a Tibetan Buddhist
<2021-07-20T22:44:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: I suppose if they were able to understand the doctrine, they wouldn't have remained Hindus
<2021-07-20T22:47:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: Advaita Vedanta is especially funny because they rely heavily on Buddhist philosophy to justify their view before saying "uh actually Brahman real because"
<2021-07-20T22:56:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know how I was suddenly radicalized against Hindus without directly speaking to one lol
<2021-07-21T00:36:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I may just gorepost from now on in response to retards in hellthreads
<2021-07-21T00:36:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: poasting some BASED zogbots bro
<2021-07-21T00:37:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Not gonna shit on poor white men forced into the meat grinder of vietnam by the pig system
<2021-07-21T00:38:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Shoulda just let Uncle Ho do his thing
<2021-07-21T00:39:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But I’m tired of effortposting at irony poisoned shitbags
<2021-07-21T00:47:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: thinking about how zog backed pol pot to own vietnam
<2021-07-21T00:47:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: pretty convinced there's virtually nothing to defend with pol pot, the man was psychotic
<2021-07-21T00:50:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Eh
<2021-07-21T00:51:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I respect a man who seeks to forge his own society, to unify even at the cost of blood
<2021-07-21T00:51:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Then again I respect Idi Amin and even Papa Doc
<2021-07-21T00:58:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, the man didn't have a worthwhile vision
<2021-07-21T01:04:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Should I: Get into a bridge burning argument defending pol pot? 
<2021-07-21T01:04:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Or recommend Kamen Rider Amazons?
<2021-07-21T01:05:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Where’s my d20 to roll for initiative?
<2021-07-21T01:08:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: pick the latter
<2021-07-21T01:09:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was going to, honestly I enjoy your virtual company and I’m not that spergy to burn bridges over little shit
<2021-07-21T01:09:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: he destroyed buddhist monasteries so he's bad, simple as
<2021-07-21T01:09:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He did? 
<2021-07-21T01:10:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2021-07-21T01:10:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Actually, wait he was a tankie of course he would do something like that
<2021-07-21T01:10:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: the main reason despite having some sympathies towards tankies I can't really embrace them
<2021-07-21T01:11:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: they're at least smarter and more honest than libtards
<2021-07-21T01:11:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Compromise: White Kampuchea, Buddhist temples stay
<2021-07-21T01:11:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: white kombucha
<2021-07-21T01:11:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: when you ferment cum in your bacterial tea
<2021-07-21T01:11:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like Pol Pot, Tupac Amaru Revolutionary Movement and Hoxha because they killed libtards/faggots
<2021-07-21T01:12:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: based
<2021-07-21T01:12:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tupac Amaru Revolutionary Movement literally gunned down trannies and threatened the police pretty much telling them “Deal with these perverts or we’ll deal with both you and them accordingly.”
<2021-07-21T01:14:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: black nationalists are one of the most sympathetic american movements of the mid to late 20th century and that's not even complimenting blacks
<2021-07-21T01:15:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: To a degree
<2021-07-21T01:15:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Garvey, X, and to a lesser extent Elijah Muhammad and Farrakhan were good
<2021-07-21T01:22:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Series/KamenRiderAmazons
<2021-07-21T01:31:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: I might check it out someday
<2021-07-21T01:34:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s a prime exclusive so there’s no worries of it being cycled out
<2021-07-21T01:34:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So far it’s pretty rad, bloody with dark themes, it’s like a “seinen” to the typical KR “shonen”
<2021-07-21T01:37:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2021-07-21T01:38:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s a more adult tokusatsu show with blood, more violence, darker themes etc.
<2021-07-21T01:40:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If the typical Kamen Rider show is on the level of a shonen anime (I.E. kids to teens) this would be on the level of a seinen anime (older teens and above)
<2021-07-21T13:02:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: very surprised to get responses from people that actually believe in the efficacy of animal sacrifice tbh
<2021-07-21T13:02:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: didn't seem like a view modern westerners seriously held
<2021-07-21T13:33:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: I did ask for answers and was given them, so I won't go into polemics about how actually practicing that is probably sending you to the hell realms
<2021-07-21T13:33:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: won't do much good anyway
<2021-07-21T13:38:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My view is that it’s one thing if the “sacrifice” is like killing a sheep for a feast or something to that effect, but if it’s just straight up wasteful murder than I’m not so much for it
<2021-07-21T13:40:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also, apologies for not being smart enough to equally contribute to religious/philosophical talk, I appreciate you messaging me but I feel bad sometimes that I’m not smart enough to bring stuff to the table
<2021-07-21T13:42:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, I'm not smart either
<2021-07-21T13:42:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: I just read the words of smarter people
<2021-07-21T13:43:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: >My view is that it’s one thing if the “sacrifice” is like killing a sheep for a feast or something to that effect, but if it’s just straight up wasteful murder than I’m not so much for itMy major critique of this view is as an elevation of a simple action that even the lowest animals can accomplish to a religious rite, I'm not opposed to offering things to higher beings on principle
<2021-07-21T13:43:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: certainly leads to delusion, it's well documented that many animal sacrifices practiced in ancient days were genuinely wasteful because everything was burned
<2021-07-21T13:44:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I think I see where you’re coming from, animal sacrifice is not some inherently grand religious gesture and shouldn’t be put on that pedestal
<2021-07-21T13:46:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: most of the people who practice it aren't genuinely on the level where they can see all as holy, so it seems dangerous to elevate any particular actions to that state
<2021-07-21T13:46:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm going to disregard some vegetarian sympathies on my part because those admittedly seem and may very well be gay
<2021-07-21T13:49:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: I guess this goes into discussions on what's good on a societal level and what's good on the individual spiritual level
<2021-07-21T13:49:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: life's weird like that
<2021-07-21T14:14:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol some of them think I'm a christian
<2021-07-21T14:14:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: its enemies really are its best argument
<2021-07-21T18:06:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Gear is being a little bitch and wants me banned for posting photos from history books and museums
<2021-07-21T18:06:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And I have no idea if Lewd is going to ban me or not
<2021-07-21T18:07:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh it was a bit excessive on your part, though if it really bothered him he should've blocked
<2021-07-21T18:07:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think poasting gore without spoilers is against the rules
<2021-07-21T18:07:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is it? Shit, are the rules zero tolerance in that regard?
<2021-07-21T18:12:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: who knows
<2021-07-21T18:13:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know what the gore to lewd correspondence is, but multiple jannies follow me and they don't really care if I poast naked girls if there aren't any nipples showing
<2021-07-21T18:13:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe you should poast progressively gorier images and see which ones they call you out on if any are following you
<2021-07-21T18:14:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Idk if any of them follow me
<2021-07-21T18:14:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: graf, lewdthewides, and undu
<2021-07-21T18:14:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: there was also crisp but he deactivated, not sure when he'll be back
<2021-07-21T18:14:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: just poast more anime girl sand I'm sure one will follow you
<2021-07-21T18:14:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh, and niggy's a janny now
<2021-07-24T13:43:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: khandro.net/deity_tale_of_two.htm
<2021-07-24T13:44:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: this story almost feels like something that would show up in shlock b-movie horror
<2021-07-24T13:44:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: > At the close of the time of Buddha Dipankara (Marmedzad, Light-maker) he was reborn several times as a huge sea monster [makara].  Just before the time of Buddha Shakyamuni, he was born as the son of a woman in Lankapuri- of-the-Rakshasas.  Since his mother consorted with a different kind of being at different times of each day -- a deva in the morning, a fire-demon at noon, and a yaksha [nature spirit] in the evening -- Black Salvation was reborn in the eighth month as the offspring of all three. >Nagpo was indeed black, and horrible to look at with his three heads, each with three eyes.  He had six hands, four feet and two wings.   Immediately at his birth all the auspicious signs of the country disappeared, and the eighteen inauspicious ones appeared. Malignant epidemics attacked the whole region of Lanka-puri.  Some died, others only suffered, but all were in misery.  Lamentation, famine and sorrow beset the land. There were disease, bloodshed, mildew, hailstorms, droughts, floods and all other kinds of calamities. Even dreams were frightful, and ominous signs portending a great catastrophe oppressed everyone.  Evil spirits roamed the land.  So great were the evils that it seemed as if the merit of everyone had been exhausted all at once.
<2021-07-24T16:50:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sounds badass
<2021-07-24T16:51:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: things get weird and depending on how you interpret the stories some Buddhas end it by beating him up and raping him
<2021-07-24T16:51:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: tantra's weird like that
<2021-07-24T16:52:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: all of that was after chimping out on every realm, including going into the Heavens and beginning to kill the gods there
<2021-07-24T16:52:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: what I'm saying is the version of Buddhism that caught on in the west is gay
<2021-07-24T16:52:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yup
<2021-07-24T16:55:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: the tantra was also lowkey dissing Hinduism
<2021-07-24T16:55:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: because Rudra was portrayed as sort of a parody of Shiva, up to having a demonic consort named Kaalii who fed his ego
<2021-07-24T16:56:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: so the story is sort of a portrayal of Shiva talking shit, getting raped, and being forced to submit to the Buddhadharma as a nod to how many tantric Buddhist practices came from its intermingling with Kashmiri Shaivism
<2021-07-24T17:11:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: the virgin debate vs the chad "shut up and submit or I rayp"
<2021-07-24T18:01:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s the most hilariously based thing I’ve read 
<2021-07-24T18:02:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Reminds me of how Michael Crichton responded to a critic of his by writing him into a novel as a child rapist with a tiny dick
<2021-07-24T19:03:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: didn't Stephen King do that too?
<2021-07-24T19:18:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Idk
<2021-07-24T19:19:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Small_penis_rule
<2021-07-24T19:25:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: didn't that come up when Maddox sued someone for calling him a cuck by admitting he was indeed a cuckold?
<2021-07-24T19:26:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: though I wonder how they'd dispute that
<2021-07-24T19:26:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: would they have to break out the rulers?
<2021-08-01T12:28:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: still tilted that those big Kalachakra initiations the Dalai Lama does exist more or less for people to sign on as footsoldiers against Islam in a future life
<2021-08-07T19:10:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry for the delay in response, imo Islam Buddhism and Christianity should just unite against 
<2021-08-07T19:10:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Unite against jews
<2021-08-07T19:11:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's probably the sensible option, though any alliance really couldn't last too long
<2021-08-07T19:11:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Btw my White Jamahiriya iceberg tier meme dropped, it should be pinned to my profile
<2021-08-07T19:11:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: I still need to make white jambalaya
<2021-08-07T19:13:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: >before defeating the nigger in front of you, you must defeat the nigger within
<2021-08-07T19:13:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: powerful
<2021-08-07T19:17:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If you have any questions by all means feel free to ask
<2021-08-08T19:48:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: >NEETzsche hellthread on the tlyoutube.com/watch?v=sVxJ016xb4Q
<2021-08-13T15:40:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: PonyPanda and presumably Gear called me a subversive jew because I didn’t grovel to them. Really bizarre to hear from a subversive methhead chink
<2021-08-13T15:40:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://img.poast.org/4a95e76fea16ba59f07e7ed1be628d95110f9aa87f160fda12c23149d4292fe9.png
<2021-08-13T16:30:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't really have a problem with Gear, but PonyPanda is legit obnoxious
<2021-08-13T16:31:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Gear used to be ok but his attitude started getting worse and his reportfagging got me to block him
<2021-08-13T16:31:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Pony I’ve tolerated despite mutual shitflinging but smearing me as a Jew is one step too far
<2021-08-13T16:32:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I don't really have much patience for these types anymore 
<2021-08-13T16:32:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: just block if you dislike their poasts or they're being annoying in your mentions, life's way too short to bother with them
<2021-08-13T16:33:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I would at this point but then my concern is that he’d go around saying that the block is “proof” I’m a secret kike or whatever
<2021-08-13T16:34:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: if you whine about blocks you're an unserious person and anyone who sees receiving a block as some kind of "own" is also an unserious person
<2021-08-13T16:35:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: remember the wisdom of the ancients:
<2021-08-13T16:35:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: >winning an online argument is like winning the special olympics: even if you win, you're still retarded
<2021-08-13T16:36:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Some retards are mighty uruk hai like beasts tho, they get the pick of the retard harem breeding litter
<2021-08-14T15:10:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: my local Buddhist community has a Canadian woman who lived in Scotland talking about her experiences there and asserting the nations were basically "brothers"
<2021-08-14T15:10:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: I had to resist the urge to reveal my powerlevel
<2021-08-14T15:10:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tell her about the Leyaks bro
<2021-08-14T15:10:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also is she hot?
<2021-08-14T15:11:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, she's in her 40s-50s
<2021-08-14T15:11:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: the only thing I said was an emphatic "yes" when the lama asked if the Scotts were better than the British 
<2021-08-14T15:12:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Anglocucks btfo’d 
<2021-08-14T15:12:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: after they throw off the Chinese hegemons, I am going to ask the Tibetan army to expel the eternal Anglo from this world system
<2021-08-14T15:12:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe just redpill them on Anglo enablers throughout history
<2021-08-14T15:14:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: This meme brought to you by BoerGang
<2021-08-14T15:15:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: reached a point where my contempt for Anglos at least equals the Jews
<2021-08-14T15:17:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Speaking of contempt I finally muted PonyPanda
<2021-08-14T15:25:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: very good
<2021-08-14T15:25:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: I outright blocked
<2021-08-14T15:26:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Him calling me a Jew because I wouldn’t entertain his bullshit only to walk it back with, “It’s the internet just a joke lol.” Was very thunderstriking 
<2021-08-14T15:30:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: so if the internet's just jokes why is it wrong to block/ignore people you dislike?
<2021-08-14T15:31:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Don’t you know? He’s the emperor of the internet ghetto corner
<2021-08-14T15:32:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: the CIA backed druglord of the fediverse
<2021-08-14T15:59:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I had to record this scene and post it on my timeline, frenchies btfo’d  https://img.poast.org/1e456fe3c56a8eabbc19895e4c18993f850de5d81aaa739317f7e07fd4ef06f3.MOV
<2021-08-31T19:24:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: context behind the earlier poast is I was reading up on cosmology and the arguments thereof and was having a minor crisis of faith
<2021-08-31T19:24:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: then I realized that these questions are more or less irrelevant to my life and practices
<2021-08-31T19:24:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: and nobody is ever likely to come up with a definitive interpretation, so I'm wasting my time on it
<2021-08-31T19:28:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm not above scientism and probably at risk of retvrning to FEDVRA
<2021-08-31T19:32:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: this probably sounds gay as hell lol
<2021-08-31T19:51:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: I really should learn to be more of a zealot tbh
<2021-08-31T19:51:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: if I hear any good arguments against my positions I spend a lot of time thinking of how to reconcile them or come up with a good response
<2021-08-31T19:57:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry for leaving you on read bro, second day of work at me new job (remote) and I was swamped with onboarding
<2021-08-31T19:57:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, nice
<2021-08-31T19:57:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: glad it worked out, I think I remember you telling me about this
<2021-08-31T19:57:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Now it’s time for…diversity training D:
<2021-08-31T19:58:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I purposefully say the based answers will I get fired? Let’s see
<2021-08-31T19:58:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: just sneak some earbuds in and listen to music throughout
<2021-08-31T19:59:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: >[MAGIKARU MAGIKARU NAASU KODOU WA DOKIDOKI]>hm? responses? yeah I love those niggers, haha! https://img.poast.org/367c2129358be13abd89bba5a38696945a0015acebdd123a783cd8cb6b288fa8.jpg
<2021-08-31T20:01:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: watch Nurse Witch Komugi-chan btwyoutube.com/watch?v=iRb71LwYiqM
<2021-08-31T20:01:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s just some virtual anonymous inclusion calculator questionaires so far
<2021-08-31T20:13:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: -implicit biases can help in life or death situations but must be rewired when dealing with diverse environments 
<2021-08-31T20:13:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Jfc
<2021-08-31T20:24:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: "just turn off your survival instincts bro"
<2021-09-06T03:43:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I got reminded of something very painful today
<2021-09-06T12:51:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: what happened?
<2021-09-06T13:04:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I tell you can you keep it between us? It’s something deeply painful and upsetting to me and involves a relative
<2021-09-06T13:53:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: sure, I'm not a snitch
<2021-09-06T14:09:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I got into an argument with my parents last night over the Texas abortion thing and my mom brought up that she had an abortion after having me because she “wasn’t ready to have a third kid” 
<2021-09-06T14:10:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve always felt guilt over that since I was a stressful retard child, I felt that I got my potential sibling killed
<2021-09-06T14:12:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I already knew that, she told me a few years back but it hurts so much. I feel responsible, even though it was out of my control what with my developmental issues, but because I was a problem kid my sibling got sentenced to death
<2021-09-06T14:12:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is there a Buddhist “heaven” for my potential sibling? 
<2021-09-06T14:14:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm not in a position of authority to say this, but I think the prevailing belief is stuff like that is just the result of karma from previous lives leading to a very premature death
<2021-09-06T14:15:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: I like to imagine that sort of thing is heavy enough to clear out karma causing lower rebirths, but I'm no expert nor realized being
<2021-09-06T14:15:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: and it's not your fault, you had no control over the decision
<2021-09-06T14:25:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks friend 
<2021-09-06T14:26:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I try not to think about it, because if I do it sinks in, and I get deeply upset
<2021-09-06T14:26:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: nothing can really be accomplished by worrying about it
<2021-09-06T14:27:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s more “deep Bad Lieutenant grief/depression” than worrying but I understand
<2021-09-09T21:33:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: I hope this isn't rude/personal, but are you a diagnosed autist?
<2021-09-09T21:42:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve been diagnosed PDD (pervasive developmental disorder) and adhd
<2021-09-09T21:42:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve been told via psych evaluation I got depression and high anxiety too
<2021-09-09T23:14:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's awful, I'm sorry
<2021-09-09T23:14:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: I have a similar stack but I was diagnosed with the tism/asperger's instead of PDD
<2021-09-10T00:37:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah I could’ve been one of these mkultra killers if I didn’t get my shit together, I was fairly unhinged to a degree in my high school/undergrad days
<2021-09-10T00:38:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which I think is why my relatives are hard headed about my beliefs since I used to be one of those nihilistic edgelord obsessed with killers
<2021-09-10T01:00:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was always just a weird loner lol
<2021-09-10T01:03:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I had friends/people I got baked and drunk with but I was seen as “That erratic kid with interesting shit to talk about and is actually pretty nice when you get to know him.”
<2021-09-10T01:17:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: nice
<2021-09-10T02:17:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It could’ve been better tbh, I was pretty misanthropic and isolated 
<2021-09-15T16:20:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: boandbon.com/bon-and-indo-iranians/
<2021-09-15T16:20:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's possible iranians wuz the original buddhists lol
<2021-09-15T16:25:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've actually being practicing more with Bonpos recently because I prefer their presentation of the path
<2021-09-15T16:25:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's weird because its practices are nearly indistinguishable from Buddhism and there were many sectarian battles
<2021-09-15T16:25:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know how larpy this is, but if burgers can convert to Roman or Russian religions I don't feel insecure about this
<2021-09-15T19:24:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If it makes things easier I grant you honorary Iranian status
<2021-09-15T19:26:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: based
<2021-09-15T19:26:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What is your ancestry btw?
<2021-09-15T19:30:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: mutt
<2021-09-15T19:30:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: afaict most of my ancestry is Scottish, Dutch, Swedish, and Italian
<2021-09-15T19:47:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Aryan mutt gang representing 
<2021-09-15T19:47:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Maternal: Persian
<2021-09-15T19:48:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Paternal: Turkish (like Dr Oz white looking Turk), Kurdish, Georgian
<2021-09-15T19:50:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2021-09-15T19:50:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: objectively less mixed than most white americans lol
<2021-09-15T19:50:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My ancestry
<2021-09-15T19:51:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I look like a skinnier JonTron/That Chechen leader Ramzan combined
<2021-09-15T19:54:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2021-09-15T20:15:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Anyone who calls tokusatsu shows/movies cheesy while defending gay Jewish capeshit can go fuck themselves
<2021-09-15T20:15:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Random I know but it’s related to my recent poast thread 
<2021-09-15T20:17:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: never watched tokusatsu, but I can't imagine it being worse than capeshit
<2021-09-15T20:18:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Firstly they actually have reverence for the characters and franchise history and the fans. Even when poking fun or being goofy it’s out of respect and adoration
<2021-09-15T20:20:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Secondly they don’t push Jewish dysgenic propaganda 
<2021-09-15T20:21:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thirdly waifus
<2021-09-15T20:21:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fourthly awesome monster/tech/toy design
<2021-09-15T20:27:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, at least they're not written by people that actively hate their fans
<2021-09-16T16:12:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m digging the Iranian representation in Jahy  https://img.poast.org/7b3bb23a40be9d09649588e39e814f1bd567855ee9f7918a7085a87ca9f30b6b.jpeg
<2021-09-16T16:13:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: Jahy if she just became a prostitute instead of working at a restaurant
<2021-09-16T16:28:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfwno Zoroastrian demon tsundere slut with hidden heart of gold gf
<2021-12-08T01:41:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=L5n2bkCZvvY
<2021-12-08T01:41:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: I can't tell if I prefer the original devilman no uta or the remake 
<2021-12-08T02:07:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like the animetal version the best followed by the new version 
<2021-12-08T02:08:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The OVA got me into the jmetal band Anthem
<2021-12-16T19:27:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll be going to Disneyworld with relatives soon
<2021-12-16T19:28:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: My grandpa died and some of them wanted to do something as a family 
<2021-12-16T19:28:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: Very bad optics, I'm losing based points 
<2021-12-16T19:28:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: Going to shout "I hate the antichrist" as soon as I step through the gate 
<2021-12-16T19:41:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I miss my grandpa
<2021-12-16T19:43:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I actually remember going to universal studios on a Florida family trip years ago before they got rid of the OG Jurassic park ride and the T2 show. My older bro and dad didn’t wanna go so I had to go with my mom. I expected to not have any fun with just her but we had a great time
<2021-12-16T23:29:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: This may be a lame take,but I like theme parks 
<2021-12-16T23:29:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: They're run by people who probably hate me, but the logistics and designs are fascinating to read about 
<2021-12-17T01:18:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t mind em, I’m glad I went to both Universal Studios before they got rid of the OG Jurassic Park rides
<2021-12-17T23:48:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: Universal Studios looks unironically good 
<2021-12-17T23:48:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: Not sure if I'd go out ofu way to visit since it would be giving money to people who hate me, but that's everything these days 
<2021-12-20T01:07:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't want to go in much detail because it's embarrassing, but I fucked up hard again and made things difficult for family 
<2021-12-20T01:07:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: I keep doing this and won't improve 
<2021-12-20T01:09:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fuck, I know that feel. I hope things work out in your favor
<2021-12-20T01:10:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Anything I can do to help cheer you up?
<2021-12-20T01:15:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: Probably not 
<2021-12-20T01:15:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: If I wasn't a pussy I'd have died by now 
<2021-12-20T01:16:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t think you’re a pussy. And I’m glad you’re not dead
<2021-12-20T01:17:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: That's nice of you
<2021-12-20T01:18:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I mean it. I like our interactions.
<2021-12-20T01:33:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: Really?
<2021-12-20T01:33:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: Always thought I was annoying and posted too much 
<2021-12-20T01:49:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t think so. 
<2021-12-20T01:50:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: Feeling a bit better now, but it's still sinking in that I keep doing this and nothing improves 
<2021-12-20T01:50:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: Like I'd have to just be someone else if I wanted to stop being fucked up 
<2021-12-20T01:51:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll say this, you’re such a bro that I overlook the futa and loli stuff. For a sperg like me that’s a big compliment 
<2021-12-20T01:51:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: That's true friendship 
<2021-12-20T01:52:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t know what happened. But assuming it wasn’t mass murder tier of oopsie I believe you can improve and fix things
<2021-12-20T01:54:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: It wasn't anything outright immoral 
<2021-12-20T01:54:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: Just laziness and stupidity
<2021-12-20T01:57:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In that case I believe you can improve yourself
<2021-12-23T16:19:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: You play anything on Steam?
<2021-12-23T16:20:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nah, I am getting a new computer soon so that might change though
<2021-12-23T16:20:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What do you play?
<2021-12-23T17:02:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: Mostly fighters, but I'm thinking of getting Age of Empires 2
<2022-01-02T02:15:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey tengu, how’re you feeling?
<2022-01-02T02:15:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: eh, not very well
<2022-01-02T02:15:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: surviving 
<2022-01-02T02:16:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry to hear that you’re not feeling well
<2022-01-02T02:16:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is there anything I can do to help?
<2022-01-02T02:17:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: no, not really
<2022-01-02T02:17:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: thanks though
<2022-01-02T02:17:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I saw your post and I’d be a real shitty friend if I didn’t check on you
<2022-01-02T02:18:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For what it’s worth I hope things work out for you 
<2022-01-02T02:20:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: thanks, it's just personal shit
<2022-01-02T02:20:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: can't stop being a lazy fuckup lol
<2022-01-02T02:22:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You’ll find your way, friend
<2022-01-02T02:22:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: I hope so
<2022-01-02T02:23:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: working on getting a driver's license, since I've spent too long without one
<2022-01-02T02:23:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: feels awful having to bum rides or get taxis everywhere
<2022-01-02T02:23:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have one but I don’t like driving/don’t need to drive at the moment
<2022-01-02T02:23:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: probably have to dip into savings for driving school, can' find anyone willing to help me out
<2022-01-02T02:24:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: do you live somewhere with decent transportation/work within walking distance?
<2022-01-02T02:24:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yes, plus I work remote from home 
<2022-01-02T02:24:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: nice
<2022-01-02T02:25:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: that seems like the jackpot for jobs in America tbh
<2022-01-02T02:25:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The downside is I live with relatives and while we love each other it can be really stressful
<2022-01-02T02:25:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: I can imagine
<2022-01-02T02:25:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They’re zoggie Iranian diaspora so I’m completely alone
<2022-01-02T02:25:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: first chance I get I'd like to just live alone tbh
<2022-01-02T02:25:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't even want neighbors, mine suck
<2022-01-02T02:26:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: one of my neighbors called the cops on me for sunbathing naked in my backyard lol
<2022-01-02T02:26:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if I should've admitted to that lol
<2022-01-02T02:26:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I love them but they don’t realize that their fake image of America died ages ago and they’re gonna get crushed hard by ZOG 
<2022-01-02T02:27:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: mind you I wasn't exactly flashing them and did it for a while before they called the cops and I never heard a word from them or knew they could see
<2022-01-02T02:27:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No worries man
<2022-01-02T02:27:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: damn near turned me into a libertarian on the spot
<2022-01-02T02:28:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Honestly I’m pretty depressed because I got into an argument with relatives about how I should be “grateful to the capitalistic American system.” For the material goods I have
<2022-01-02T02:29:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@RoyalJohnny242/posts/AF0qVgxBweFsXoX440
<2022-01-02T02:30:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They think I’m a retard and that I need to be “put in my place” regarding my views, since the free and liberty filled USA will arrest you if you do anything too uppity
<2022-01-02T02:34:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s why I like tokusatsu so much. The lines are clear, good and bad. There are heroes to look up to who fight for actual good causes and inspire hope. It’s fun, it’s fantastical. 
<2022-01-02T02:36:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh on some level I doubt I'd be better off under any other system, but it's weird to actually think of the burger system as good
<2022-01-02T02:36:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: the best praise you could meaningfully offer is "it could be worse"
<2022-01-02T02:37:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s like saying the livestock beast should be grateful for the trough
<2022-01-02T02:38:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s a psychologically destructive system, I’m way more depressed than how I present myself on poast 
<2022-01-02T02:39:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: I get the feeling many are more depressed than they let on
<2022-01-02T02:41:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah
<2022-01-02T02:42:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry, I didn’t mean to dump things on you when you have your own things to deal with
<2022-01-02T02:42:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, I'd  be a hypocrtical faggot if I resented other people talking about feels
<2022-01-02T02:46:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Have you ever read Flowers for Algernon 
<2022-01-02T02:48:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-02T02:49:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: why do you ask?
<2022-01-02T02:49:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I relate to that book a lot
<2022-01-02T02:49:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Because I used to
<2022-01-02T02:50:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: because I used to be way more retarded as a kid, I’m better now but I still feel like a retard cast out and looking in irl
<2022-01-02T02:53:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: pretty glad I'm enough of a sperg that it doesn't really bother me so much
<2022-01-02T02:53:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: though I'm vaguely concerned about growing old, since I don't think I should get married or have kids because brain problems
<2022-01-02T02:53:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s mainly around family I feel like this
<2022-01-02T02:54:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I want to have a wife and kids but I’m too much of a crazy sperg
<2022-01-02T02:54:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure what I can really say, though re the family it might be best to avoid politics as a discussion
<2022-01-02T02:54:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's unlikely you'll change their mind and it seems like a wedge
<2022-01-02T02:56:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There is an understanding that we largely avoid touchy sociopolitical subjects since we know each other’s views but sometimes they’ll say something so egregious that it’ll flip a switch
<2022-01-02T02:56:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like saying that Mandela’s train bombings at peak rush hour capacity because it’s “justifiable resistance and UN said it was ok.”
<2022-01-02T02:57:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was really close to saying “Then you shouldn’t bitch and whine that the Iranian regime executed two of our relatives for being in an insurrection state group. Since we just established brutal violence is ok if it’s against a legit threat.”
<2022-01-02T02:58:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m a bit drunk so I may start rageposting apologies in advance
<2022-01-02T02:59:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But fuck those two relatives of mine for siding with ZOG because boohoo the Iranian regime wouldn’t let people have gay sex and drugs in the street
<2022-01-02T02:59:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They sided with an evil empire that burns assets like crazy, what did they expect?
<2022-01-02T03:00:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But no because they were retards who through themselves into a meat grinder I have to see my relatives drown themselves on Zionist Devil Machine koolaid
<2022-01-02T03:04:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: you had relatives involved in an anti-Iranian group?
<2022-01-02T03:05:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah, one got killed fleeing a raid. The other was imprisoned and execute in the 1988 prisoner purges
<2022-01-02T03:12:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm sorry to hear that
<2022-01-02T03:12:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: though I don't think you're old enough to have known them
<2022-01-02T03:20:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: On one hand I don’t want to say “Oh they deserved it.” But they picked a shitty cause to die for
<2022-01-02T03:35:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-02T03:42:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry I went AWOL for a bit there, my PS4’s disk drive is screwy so I’m trying to reboot it so I can watch blu rays
<2022-01-02T03:58:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks for listening to me ramble, I appreciate it. For what it’s worth I think you’re a good guy. Don’t let people tell you otherwise
<2022-01-02T04:01:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: thank you
<2022-01-02T04:01:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: can't remember the last time I watched any physicsl discs tbh
<2022-01-02T04:01:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: I just pirate these days
<2022-01-02T04:02:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I enjoy collecting them, support the companies like Vinegar Syndrome among others so they can release uncut high def versions of schlock films 
<2022-01-02T04:02:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And it supports*
<2022-01-02T04:05:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-02T04:05:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: I mostly watch anime and old films tbh, and the western anime industry is total shit
<2022-01-02T04:05:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: and good releases of old films are way overpriced 
<2022-01-02T04:07:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wanted to get Mill Creek’s release of the Gridman tokusatsu show but I heard from reviews that the subs are fucking horrendous 
<2022-01-02T04:07:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Mill Creek is rather infamous for its, at best, hit and miss quality releases
<2022-01-02T04:08:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: awful
<2022-01-02T04:09:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: When my bootleg dvd of Seventh Curse runs better than their brand new blu ray of The New Kids you know your company needs an ass kicking
<2022-01-04T12:42:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: might be without power for the next while 
<2022-01-04T12:43:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh shit, what happened?
<2022-01-04T12:52:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: bad snowstorm
<2022-01-04T12:52:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ah
<2022-01-04T12:53:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hope you ride it out safely bro
<2022-01-04T12:55:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: I have a generator, but it's freezing cold 
<2022-01-04T12:57:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: And same
<2022-01-04T13:06:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: The one utility company is saying we should prepare to be without for multiple days 
<2022-01-04T13:06:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: We were given no advance war info and it was warm for a while before this happened btw
<2022-01-04T13:14:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll be sending positive energy in the dreamscape. I hope you stay safe. Thanks for the heads up so I wouldn’t think, “Wait a minute, there’s all these futa and loli posts around the fedi that aren’t being liked and shared…WHERES TENGUUUUUUUU?!”
<2022-01-05T01:05:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: If I stop posting altogether, assume the frostjew got me 
<2022-01-05T02:22:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: DAMN YOU YUKI ONNA
<2022-01-05T02:23:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: IF SHE GETS YOU TENGU, SPITE HER BY GETTING OFF BUT NOT GETTING HER OFF WHEN SHE TRIES TO FIRCE HERSELF ON YOU
<2022-01-05T13:10:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: death by futa loli yuki onna
<2022-01-05T13:11:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: she cums ice cream 
<2022-01-05T13:40:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Dammit Tengu I’m glad you’re alright but I didn’t need to read that this early in the morning
<2022-01-05T17:26:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: You're welcome
<2022-01-05T17:26:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: welCUM
<2022-01-05T17:27:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: Power should've back tonight, apparently
<2022-01-05T18:19:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Great to hear
<2022-01-05T23:44:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: the post saying that was taken down 
<2022-01-05T23:44:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck me 
<2022-01-06T00:01:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: now they have a new post saying it'll be back by 11PM
<2022-01-06T00:01:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: STOP PLAYING WITH MY HEART, LOLI FUTA YUKI ONNA-CHAN
<2022-01-06T00:14:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You’re too good for her. Him? It
<2022-01-06T00:15:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Either way consider it a great honor that you’re the one futa/loli guy (along with Xeraser) that doesn’t trip my sperg triggers 
<2022-01-06T00:28:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: Based
<2022-01-06T00:29:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Believe it or not for a schizo spergraged Iranian American Nazi I’m pretty open minded
<2022-01-06T00:29:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: Just don't be too weird about it tbh
<2022-01-06T00:29:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: On my Facebook days years ago I used to be friends with a white British Antifa guy who converted to Islam 
<2022-01-06T00:30:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He wasn’t a zio-Antifa type, he was more genuine if that makes sense and he converted because it helped him overcome severe emotional problems
<2022-01-06T00:31:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: Tbh Islam is the monotheist religion I have the most respect for 
<2022-01-06T00:31:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: At least Sufism
<2022-01-06T00:31:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: I could see myself joining you with Sufis
<2022-01-06T00:32:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For me I respect Christianity (Christians have been nothing but kind to me in my life), Islam, Buddhism
<2022-01-06T00:33:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My family/relatives are non practicing Muslims
<2022-01-06T09:30:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was lied to
<2022-01-06T13:13:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry
<2022-01-06T15:59:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: No, I mean about the power 
<2022-01-06T16:00:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: Though I'm very upset you aren't actually the Ayatollah's grandson, was hoping he could hook me up 
<2022-01-06T16:05:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Bahahahaha
<2022-01-06T16:06:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No lying if my parents heard you comparing their respective fathers to the Ayatollah they might throw hands with you
<2022-01-06T16:39:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: But he's cool 
<2022-01-06T16:46:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They’re libtard diaspora Iranians, not based White Jamahiriya schizochads like me
<2022-01-06T20:08:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: What a shame 
<2022-01-06T20:08:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: Hearing I might be without power for 3-5 more days, though the power company says it might be back by evening 
<2022-01-06T20:09:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tbf my mom did have her aunt and uncle executed by the regime so it’s understandable they’d be a bit peeved
<2022-01-06T20:09:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: To be unfair, those two relatives sided with a ZOG front, rolled the dice and crapped out so 🤷‍♂️ 
<2022-01-06T21:55:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-01-06T21:58:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm just going to say this here because saying it outside of dms would probably cause a very gay thread: secularism is the obvious conclusion of a good amount of the apologetics I'm seeing 
<2022-01-06T21:59:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: One argument I've seen is arguing from base reality and denying personal revelation from meditative states and so on 
<2022-01-06T21:59:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I believe in God/Christ but I don’t go to church
<2022-01-06T21:59:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Can you dumb that down for me? I’m not a genius word man
<2022-01-06T21:59:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: Which is fine, but the argument theists use to prove a creator is "well something had to cause everything except the creator because timeless or whatever"
<2022-01-06T22:00:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: Which is asking people to accept to accept the existence of timeless things, which really aren't observable in base reality 
<2022-01-06T22:00:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: Whatever that is 
<2022-01-06T22:00:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: I just wanted to give my 2 cents to anyone who'd listen 
<2022-01-06T22:01:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My answer is “Did someone create the creator? No idea lol.”
<2022-01-06T22:02:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: All apologetics fail because they're based on unprovable and unobservable things 
<2022-01-06T22:02:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: So you kind of have to believe at least a little to accept the premise of most arguments 
<2022-01-06T22:03:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: Apologetics are for making followers secure in their faith, not for convincing others 
<2022-01-06T22:03:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: People convert because of social or personal utility 
<2022-01-06T22:04:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm not even sure if I believe in Buddhist metaphysics, but I do assent to its worldview and think its practices benefit me, so I'll identify with it 
<2022-01-06T22:04:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: What I'm saying is the hellthreads are by nature pointless 
<2022-01-06T22:04:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: Which is probably preaching to the choir lol
<2022-01-06T22:06:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: This might explain why the e-faithful are so annoying: the "social utility" they're receiving comes from asspats from an online clique 
<2022-01-06T22:09:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I just enjoy shitting on ZOGbots, I don’t really participate in religious hellthreads tbh
<2022-01-06T22:13:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd have blocked you by now if you were putting them in my tl lol
<2022-01-06T22:13:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: Anyway sorry about this philosophical autism, I got deep into it for 2 years before realizing I was gay 
<2022-01-06T22:15:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No worries. Sorry I’m not smart enough to properly contribute 
<2022-01-06T22:34:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: Nah it's fine 
<2022-01-06T22:47:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: It's going down to absurdly low temps tonight 
<2022-01-06T22:48:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: Price of firewood doubled, might still be a few days until power returns, can't leave neighborhood because power company blockaded one side of my road and the other side is blocked by a fallen tree and power lines 
<2022-01-06T22:50:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-01-06T22:57:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh no, I hope things normalize quick for you
<2022-01-06T22:58:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: Shit's fucked 
<2022-01-06T22:58:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: Fortunately my family prepares for these things 
<2022-01-06T22:58:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm worried about my cats though 
<2022-01-06T22:58:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll just be miserable for a bit 
<2022-01-06T23:12:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: And they're forecasting a few more inches of snow at least tonight 
<2022-01-06T23:12:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: Sorry for dumping this on you, but it's doxable and I need someone to vent to 
<2022-01-06T23:12:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: I trust you with this 
<2022-01-07T00:04:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s quite alright bro
<2022-01-07T00:05:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry for the delay in response I was eating dinner/trying to figure out what the fuck is wrong with my brita filter
<2022-01-07T02:13:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: The power came back 
<2022-01-07T02:27:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Great to hear
<2022-01-07T15:14:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: You don't have Varis blocked, right?
<2022-01-07T15:14:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm considering moving to my alt there, the guys there seem chill 
<2022-01-07T15:57:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t think I have varis blocked
<2022-01-07T15:57:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I checked, I follow your varis as well
<2022-01-07T15:58:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And you follow me. What’s wrong with poast? Have I been lazy in recommending tokusatsu 😭
<2022-01-07T16:10:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ah, nice 
<2022-01-07T16:10:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: And I get the feeling I'd find more anime niggas there, might even meet some guys in the instance tab
<2022-01-07T16:11:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: Haven't checked Poast's timeline in months because it got awful 
<2022-01-07T16:23:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But Tengu…I contribute to the poast timeline
<2022-01-07T16:47:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: My home tl is more important 
<2022-01-07T18:00:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 🥺
<2022-01-07T19:01:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: In general I should curate better or log off, notice I'm being snippier than usual 
<2022-01-07T19:01:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: Realizing I really can't tolerate large groups of rightoids
<2022-01-07T19:02:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But Tengu!
<2022-01-07T19:02:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m a rightoid!
<2022-01-07T19:02:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Don’t log off, I like talking to youuuuuuuuuu
<2022-01-07T19:02:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: You're actually likeable and not a living caricature 
<2022-01-07T19:03:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s one of the kindest things I’ve ever heard
<2022-01-07T19:04:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: Thank you 
<2022-01-07T19:04:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I should be thanking you my friend
<2022-01-07T19:05:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw when I’m considering tokusatsu posting in the hellthread but I don’t want to get yelled at
<2022-01-07T19:11:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: just do it
<2022-01-07T19:42:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@RoyalJohnny242/posts/AFCrPx6VPw8ekNEdTU
<2022-01-07T19:42:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I did it coach!
<2022-01-07T20:24:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@RoyalJohnny242/posts/AFCx9eqdDAI6LynYQK
<2022-01-07T20:24:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Gonna take one for the team
<2022-01-07T20:24:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For White Jamahiriya
<2022-01-07T20:36:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: holy shit I muted that hellthread and it got even gayer
<2022-01-07T20:36:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I tried coach, I tried 😞
<2022-01-07T20:36:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw dark days for White Jamahiriya 
<2022-01-07T20:36:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: "buh buh buh you believe x because you want a lighter version of the thing we use to fantasize about the outgroup's suffering"
<2022-01-07T20:36:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: theologycels: not even once
<2022-01-11T19:34:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: need to see if I can get the guys I like on here in a chatroom or something, worried I've reached a point where I might attract attention tbh
<2022-01-11T19:34:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Attract attention?
<2022-01-11T19:42:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: worried I'll piss people off and get doxed/attract a mob
<2022-01-11T19:54:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You mean by shitlibs?
<2022-01-11T19:56:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: more like I'm worried I'm becoming a lolcow tbh
<2022-01-11T19:56:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: I doubt I'm important enough for libtards to fuck with
<2022-01-11T19:57:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I personally don’t think you’re a lolcow tbh
<2022-01-11T19:57:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Why do you think so?
<2022-01-11T20:00:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: worried I overshare, generally project an unflattering persona, act too passive-aggressive, complain too much, etc
<2022-01-11T20:01:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: which isn't really lolcow-worthy, but who knows what sort of people I'm pissing off
<2022-01-11T20:02:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I feel like a I over share but undershare at the same time (IE talk about past events but really vague about relatives and living situation/locations)
<2022-01-11T20:04:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For what it’s worth I think you’re a pleasant guy, granted I’m an autistic binge drinking Iranian American schlock media addict so I’m not to most socially graceful guy
<2022-01-11T20:05:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s enough weird people online and the threshold for lolcow has gone through the roof tbh. Unless you’re doing satanic sacrifice larp vids dressed in drag or something like that I think you’ll be fine
<2022-01-11T20:06:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, I think the most eyebrow-raising thing I do is poast loli/shota
<2022-01-11T20:06:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: which isn't really that unusual
<2022-01-11T20:07:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And futa 😤
<2022-01-11T20:07:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which I’ll say this, I’m not a fan of either but you’re a good guy/mutual and it’s drawings so it’s not worth sperging about
<2022-01-11T20:08:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-11T20:08:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: thanks man
<2022-01-11T20:08:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Except when I have to make sure the big tittied broad anime broad’s bulge is just a weirdly drawn vagina and not a dong 
<2022-01-11T20:09:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s like, Hurt Locker levels of tension
<2022-01-11T20:10:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: come to think of it, I did make one very cursed poast I almost regretted making because I knew it would make me look awful
<2022-01-11T20:10:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe I should just delete, but it was funny at the time
<2022-01-11T20:11:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: poa.st/@tengumatingpress/posts/AEk6IjvYll56jVQomO
<2022-01-11T20:14:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is the bit that a shit ton of people are hebephiles?
<2022-01-11T20:14:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Not judging but I want to make sure I’m interpreting it right
<2022-01-11T20:14:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's the reasoning the DSM used to not add hebephilia to the DSM
<2022-01-11T20:15:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: I genuinely thought that was an interesting thing and wanted to say it, but knew I would look weird if I said it in any context
<2022-01-11T20:16:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: so I just leaned into it
<2022-01-11T20:17:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: All I know is that America has a massive HEEBophile problem amirite?
<2022-01-11T20:17:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: calling all zionist-enablers HEEBophiles from now on
<2022-01-11T20:18:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I better trademark it so you don’t steal credit
<2022-01-11T20:29:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: make an epic poast about it
<2022-01-11T20:29:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: and attach a cute anime girl
<2022-01-11T21:28:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I asked a coworker if he could send me his part of the assignment (it was assigned yesterday and due at 4pm today) so I can do my part, now I feel bad because he was like “Working on it now, had a lot of meetings and work today.”
<2022-01-11T21:29:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: On one hand I feel bad because work sucks but the deadlines are clear and I’d rather not be left holding the bag in regards to deadline issues
<2022-01-11T21:32:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was gonna do a poast but I’d rather be as vague as possible about my job and I trust you
<2022-01-11T21:51:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: some kind of tech or office job, I assume
<2022-01-11T21:51:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I don't think you did anything wrong, the work needs to be done and it's not like you were stalling
<2022-01-11T21:54:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: White collar job yes. I guess technically tech but not advanced wizardry like coding or IT
<2022-01-11T21:56:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The workplace isn’t like Soviet tier punishment for deadlines, timelines change frequently, but this was a relatively minor ask and I’d rather not slow things down
<2022-01-11T22:20:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, fair enough
<2022-01-12T13:42:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: tfw you sort of want to start streaming but you already have a twitch account with a username irl guys know you by and I really don't want to associate it with people here 
<2022-01-12T13:43:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw if I wanted to do stream reacts of tokusatsu I’d get my balls broken by jap lawyers
<2022-01-12T13:47:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: Japan is really weird about copyright 
<2022-01-12T14:27:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh yeah, jojo stand names are just straight up taken from bands while you need to get the individual rights to use each Godzilla monster
<2022-01-12T14:27:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s why the 90s dark horse comics had to use “Cybersaurus” instead of Mechagodzilla
<2022-01-13T22:10:50.000Z> tengumatingpress attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/f1f046cfd6e86c1b25745a26a25c90ec17c70c5796ec483d55b77b5fccf1b20a.png
<2022-01-13T22:47:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: UH HELLO BASED DEPARTMENT 
<2022-01-14T00:06:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: read Tsukihime and Melty Blood btw
<2022-01-14T00:13:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve heard of Melty Blood but I’m not that familiar
<2022-01-14T00:34:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's the fighting game sequel to Tsukihime
<2022-01-14T00:34:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: it has a story mode deep enough to basically be a sequel vn in its own right
<2022-01-14T14:39:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: finally managed to get a guy from a driving school to respond 
<2022-01-14T14:39:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: never managed to get family to sit in with me to practice driving 
<2022-01-14T14:40:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: I shouldn't be posting this kind of shit, but fuck it
<2022-01-14T14:43:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wish you the best in learning how to drive. Congrats bro!
<2022-01-14T14:43:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: thanks 
<2022-01-14T14:44:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: hopefully I'll be able to get out for fighting game meetups more often 
<2022-01-14T14:44:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: they've started coming back lately, haven't been able to get a ride since everything shut down 
<2022-01-14T14:44:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: also being able to regularly visit that sangha I was attending 
<2022-01-14T14:44:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s a Sangha?
<2022-01-14T14:44:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: my practice is slacking, it's good to connect with people to maintain practice 
<2022-01-14T14:45:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: Buddhist community
<2022-01-14T14:45:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: been acting like a faggy nihilist lately 
<2022-01-14T14:46:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Good to see you taking care of yourself spiritually
<2022-01-14T14:48:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've barely been meditating at all for the past months 
<2022-01-14T14:48:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: part of the reason I genuinely believe Buddhism has merit is its practices are definitely effective tbh
<2022-01-14T14:49:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I may get into meditation eventually. Which I know, sounds like a cop out answer
<2022-01-14T14:49:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I got a new computer so I may finally submit stuff to Samizdat 
<2022-01-14T14:50:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: I can recommend a pretty simple and effective method that's good training for dzogchen if you ever find a lama that teaches it 
<2022-01-14T14:50:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: very simple but also extremely difficult lol 
<2022-01-14T14:51:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: basically, you sit down and maintain awareness of everything you feel/experience without focusing on it 
<2022-01-14T14:51:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: including thoughts, sounds, sensations, smells, etc
<2022-01-14T14:51:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: when I say don't focus it's more accurate to say don't fixate, rather 
<2022-01-14T14:51:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: you should still be aware of everything else 
<2022-01-14T14:51:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: try that for like 5 minutes every day, that's how I'll be building back up to it 
<2022-01-14T15:33:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I'm kind of bitter my family isn't really willing to help me out in driving 
<2022-01-14T15:33:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: I know I should've gotten it back in high school, but then we were living somewhere you could walk everywhere 
<2022-01-14T15:33:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: and then we moved 
<2022-01-14T15:36:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For what it’s worth I hope they come around on supporting you
<2022-01-14T15:36:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Apologies if it seem like I ghosted you, I’m installing stuff on my new computer 
<2022-01-14T15:50:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh, I'm pretty sure most people have lives lol
<2022-01-14T15:50:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: they're pretty pissed I dropped out of college tbf
<2022-01-14T16:31:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I did undergrad and grad school but I don’t judge ya. College is just a Zionist Devil Machine brooding womb
<2022-01-14T16:44:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've always fucking hated classrooms
<2022-01-14T17:58:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Same. I used to verbally shit talk teachers and students in high school and undergrad
<2022-01-14T17:59:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But at the same time I’d be one of the few to actually contribute in class discussions so those niggas were forced to deal with me lmao
<2022-01-14T20:50:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: $150 for a certificate saying I am allowed to drive with someone in the car and over $400 to actually drive with someone else in the car 
<2022-01-14T20:51:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm sure a gun and a bullet is so much fucking cheaper and less tedious lmao
<2022-01-14T20:51:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: I hate everything about this faggot nation 
<2022-01-14T20:54:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Wtf
<2022-01-14T21:03:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: It's childish for me to be so pissed about this, but I'm kind of tired of everything lately
<2022-01-14T21:03:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: It's all boring and tedious 
<2022-01-14T21:04:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know that feel, seemingly minor shit piles up
<2022-01-14T21:05:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: It feels like I'm going to spend the next decades just dealing with this shit and distracting myself until I finally die 
<2022-01-14T21:06:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m waiting to get enough fuck you money to live on my own/donate to based causes I like 
<2022-01-14T21:11:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: If I ever have money/skills I'm just going elsewhere 
<2022-01-14T21:11:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: Maybe some central/eastern euro place
<2022-01-14T23:27:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: that time Tech N9ne wrote a song about some times in his life he was suicidal and had a lyric about how it would be lowering the crime rate 
<2022-01-14T23:27:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if that was supposed to be based
<2022-01-14T23:28:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I always had a soft spot for Geto Boys. And rap in general
<2022-01-14T23:28:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I had the skills I’d do pro white horrorcore
<2022-01-14T23:29:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like Necro but about force feeding pregnant yentas drano and digging up the tree of life kikes to make a throne
<2022-01-14T23:29:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Full of samples from ultraviolent anime and other random stuff
<2022-01-14T23:34:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: horrorcore is implicitly white 
<2022-01-14T23:35:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yes but the classic horrorcore was black, and then kiked 
<2022-01-14T23:36:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I ever became a rapper I’d beat the everloving shit out of RA the rugged man, necro, and ill bill and call them yehudi faggots
<2022-01-14T23:37:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll be the Iranian White Suge Knight lmao
<2022-01-14T23:40:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: wasn't RA pretty good?
<2022-01-14T23:40:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: or did he turn into a fag
<2022-01-14T23:40:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nah he’s an antiwhite shitbag
<2022-01-14T23:40:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sucks up to niggers even though he grew up a Suffolk well off brat
<2022-01-14T23:48:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: what a shame, I used to like him 
<2022-01-14T23:48:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: what is it with white rappers being openly antiwhite
<2022-01-14T23:49:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Most are Jews 
<2022-01-14T23:49:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Others are brain damaged and have their balls in a chain held by kikes
<2022-01-14T23:52:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: totally unsurprised to hear Eminem was beaten into a coma by niggers and had to relearn how to speak when he was a kid 
<2022-01-14T23:55:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=KYdKDGq_1Cw
<2022-01-14T23:55:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: unironically a banger
<2022-01-15T00:57:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/o6L1gLJmLL4
<2022-01-15T00:57:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They’re not pro white but they’re anti Zionist
<2022-01-15T17:38:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: >tfw you read up on how prolonged isolation and not doing anything productive can cause brain damage 
<2022-01-15T17:38:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: that would explain a lot tbh
<2022-01-15T17:38:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: man I hope it's reversible 
<2022-01-15T17:41:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I forever thank my paternal grandparents and older bro for keeping me company as a kid
<2022-01-15T17:41:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah 
<2022-01-15T17:42:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've spent quite a while as basically a shut in 
<2022-01-15T17:42:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was only ever slightly smarter than average in school, so brain damage would just make me a yard 
<2022-01-15T17:42:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: tard
<2022-01-15T17:43:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I think you’re alright in terms of brainpower. You don’t have to be a Galaxy brain
<2022-01-15T17:49:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, but most things that interest me require a pretty bigbrain to be good at
<2022-01-15T17:49:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd hate to think I'm going to spend the rest of my life interested by shit I'll never have any aptitude in
<2022-01-15T19:01:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: >finally start online test>says this is all to prepare for the learner's permit test>already have learner's permit
<2022-01-15T19:01:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know who I have to rape 
<2022-01-15T19:01:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: fucking hell
<2022-01-15T19:04:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: also have to sit on every page for 2 minutes
<2022-01-15T19:04:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: even the legalese and shit that doesn't apply to my situation
<2022-01-15T19:04:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: why is everything such a pain in the ass
<2022-01-15T19:11:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If a retard like me can write well enough to impress even shitlibs who’ve hated my world view I think you can make it as well
<2022-01-15T19:16:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah 
<2022-01-15T19:16:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: I really need to commit harder to lern2code, had an idea for a geimu I've been kicking around for a while 
<2022-01-15T19:16:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: all else fails I can make it porn and get some cash 
<2022-01-15T22:34:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: absolutely terrified by the prospect of an entire life jumping through hoops set by bureaucrats 
<2022-01-15T22:35:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe I'll just stop caring and if living in a free way gets me in trouble I just won't let them take me alive lmao
<2022-01-15T23:01:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't want to be a neet or a shutin for the rest of my life, but everything is a tedious awful task, even the basics of participating in society
<2022-01-15T23:48:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s hard, I get you, even before joining fedi I was terrified of getting vanned for saying the wrong thing and my relatives making things worse
<2022-01-15T23:48:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m a grug optimist, but I think as long as you keep going at it it’ll work out.
<2022-01-15T23:54:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know what's up with me, but I have no patience for a lot of the tedium
<2022-01-16T00:56:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tedium with what? On Poast? Or life in general 
<2022-01-16T00:57:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: life in general
<2022-01-16T00:57:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: i hate how everything is another classroom, another gay hoop to jump through for the privilege of participating in society
<2022-01-16T00:57:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: can't say it's easy to consider it worthwhile
<2022-01-16T00:58:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For what it’s worth I’m glad you’re here to jump through those hoops together
<2022-01-16T00:58:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: can't imagine doing this for the rest of my life
<2022-01-16T00:59:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not the best with advice since I’m a retard, but I think things will work out for all of us. Maybe in different stages and points in time, but it will happen
<2022-01-16T00:59:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-16T01:00:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: I wish I could at least get someone in my family to just sit in a car with me instead of forcing me to spend even more money  to be bored
<2022-01-16T01:01:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I come off as stupidly optimistic I do apologize, but I think of my life and how I went from obese stoner slob ready to throw his life away in a nihilistic frenzy to improving myself. If I can do it I believe in your strength as well
<2022-01-16T01:01:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-16T01:01:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do you have any family member to help? A cousin or something like that?
<2022-01-16T01:01:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've got to lose weight, let myself go hard lately
<2022-01-16T01:01:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: nope, I'm stuck with my parents and my other relatives live on the other side of th enation
<2022-01-16T01:02:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't really know anyone irl I could ask 
<2022-01-16T01:02:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Intermittent fasting helps a lot
<2022-01-16T01:02:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-16T01:03:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: sorry I keep dumping this shit on you, don't really have anyone to discuss this shit with irl
<2022-01-16T01:04:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s fine man. I wish I could be of better help but I appreciate that you view me as someone to talk to, like how I view you
<2022-01-16T01:04:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have my license but I’m too anxious to drive so I use public transportation or walk. I’m a really shitty driver
<2022-01-16T01:04:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: this country is just garbage on every level
<2022-01-16T01:05:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: everything is a pain in the ass and you either have to deal with some kike to beg permission after hours of paperwork, time in a classroom, and a shitload of money 
<2022-01-16T01:05:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: or else you deal with niggers for the shit that doesn't require it
<2022-01-16T01:07:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yup
<2022-01-16T01:08:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: need to escape this place, but I don't know where I'd go
<2022-01-16T01:08:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Same. Even in Iran it’s a economic dump
<2022-01-16T01:08:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So I wouldn’t be able to go back
<2022-01-16T01:08:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: just anywhere with cute girls, no niggers/kikes, and public transportation, I guess
<2022-01-16T01:29:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=yx8IbmkZGl4
<2022-01-16T01:29:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: this is the tech n9ne song I mentioned yesterday with the possibly unintentionally based lyric
<2022-01-16T02:11:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Insomnolant’s blackpilling is really pissing me off and I’m getting drunk so my filters are bound to drop
<2022-01-16T02:11:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: bah I've been drinking and feeling pretty good 
<2022-01-16T02:12:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm sure associating being drunk with being happy is going to fuck me up lmao
<2022-01-16T02:15:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not necessarily in a bad mood but when he enters his pms’y blackpill feminine whining mood I just wanna slap him and tell him to grow a pair
<2022-01-16T02:16:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't blame him for deleting
<2022-01-16T02:16:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh a lot of whites are fucking gay and have whatever they get coming
<2022-01-16T02:16:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: just point and laugh for now
<2022-01-16T02:17:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I get why some might have that view, lord knows Iranian diaspora has that same issue
<2022-01-16T02:18:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But demoralizing Doomposting does nothing but make one look like a clown faggot
<2022-01-16T02:21:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry if I come off as snippy
<2022-01-16T02:21:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s just
<2022-01-16T02:22:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah I get it
<2022-01-16T02:22:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I used to be deep in despair, like delusional crazy thoughts of wanting to do crazy shit to leave an impact
<2022-01-16T02:22:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: haven't really given a shit about der moobment in years, lot of clown faggots involved in it
<2022-01-16T02:22:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But I overcame it
<2022-01-16T02:22:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck everyone but my friends
<2022-01-16T02:22:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do I count as clown faggot or friend?
<2022-01-16T02:23:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: some of my closest friends are faggot clowns
<2022-01-16T02:23:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: lmao
<2022-01-16T02:23:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I may be a clown but I ain’t no faggot
<2022-01-16T02:23:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: based epic
<2022-01-16T02:23:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I enjoy of age anime poontang
<2022-01-16T02:24:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: you aren't a real nigger unless you want to fuck arisu tachibana from idolmaster's cuny
<2022-01-16T02:24:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is riamu from idol master?
<2022-01-16T02:24:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-16T02:24:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: alice from idolmaster is cunny
<2022-01-16T02:24:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Why’s she always crying?
<2022-01-16T02:24:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t know the lore
<2022-01-16T02:24:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: because she's depressed and might be on drugs
<2022-01-16T02:25:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: project-imas.wiki/Riamu_Yumemi
<2022-01-16T02:25:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: she's also 19 years old, which is practically ancient
<2022-01-16T02:26:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: project-imas.wiki/Arisu_Tachibana
<2022-01-16T02:26:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: now this is a real wife
<2022-01-16T02:27:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m ancient myself so I don’t mind lmao
<2022-01-16T02:27:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: somebody drew her naked once uohhhhhhhhhhhh
<2022-01-16T02:27:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've neve rplayed iolmaster before tbh
<2022-01-16T02:28:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: all I know is berserk man was into it
<2022-01-16T02:31:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Bit of a diversion but are you familiar with Yasushi Nirasawa?
<2022-01-16T02:31:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: who?
<2022-01-16T02:32:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh, he did cumming rider designs
<2022-01-16T02:33:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And plenty of monster girl cheesecake
<2022-01-16T02:34:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: NICE
<2022-01-16T02:34:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: any evidence
<2022-01-16T02:35:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/33e1aa4b3243cbb0ed8e1f7ef767b319ed0a7c5c786f248d833abb2e1e6def2f.jpeg
<2022-01-16T02:35:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/aec9b4207c51b4df71a54f065d2eee0a4ea63d16a2b7f2388be83eed4b44e7a9.jpeg
<2022-01-16T02:35:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/2f1be8892c8bb90cd7c853859206f579d7c9a7bf467b08e658b976fa40f458a6.jpeg
<2022-01-16T02:35:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/f871c09664ff5ffce703994de7c8aa2d7a5478298e3530586182828727f1d976.jpeg
<2022-01-16T02:36:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Here’s a few to start
<2022-01-16T02:37:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: GUY DOING A PEDO QA FOLLOWING ME LMAO
<2022-01-16T02:38:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Pedo QA?
<2022-01-16T02:38:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: that lox nigger
<2022-01-16T02:38:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: now on varishangout
<2022-01-16T02:38:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which lox nigger, what’s his handle?
<2022-01-16T02:43:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: poa.st/@Lox@varishangout.net/posts/AFU3MgAfQeekJm5i1Q
<2022-01-16T02:43:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: here we go
<2022-01-16T03:03:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: poa.st/@tengumatingpress/posts/AFU5ME1eGyscw0mfRI
<2022-01-16T03:03:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: very proud of this poast
<2022-01-16T03:05:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You and xeraser are the only two cunny/loli posters I respect
<2022-01-16T03:05:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: nice
<2022-01-16T03:05:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm very proud of Sneedcraft 2
<2022-01-16T03:05:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think I'll play that game when I have a computer again
<2022-01-16T03:05:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: kind of fucked for vidy aright now
<2022-01-16T03:06:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: windows pc I was using shut down and family bought a laptop to replace it
<2022-01-16T03:06:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which is a big show of respect from a sperg Iranian fedposter 
<2022-01-16T03:06:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: stuck on an old thinkpad lol, might just stop being autistic and get linux
<2022-01-16T03:06:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m more into movies/toku/anime
<2022-01-16T03:06:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-01-16T03:06:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I'm only into a select few vidya
<2022-01-16T03:06:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: outside of platformers, I guess
<2022-01-16T03:06:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I just got a new dell computer 
<2022-01-16T03:06:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: nice
<2022-01-16T03:07:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like games I just don’t have the attention span to sit down to play
<2022-01-16T03:07:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: thinking about getting into RTSes
<2022-01-16T03:07:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: since the fighting game scene is just awful
<2022-01-16T03:07:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: only have $6k left in the bank, considering blowing cash on a good gaymen pc
<2022-01-16T03:07:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: like the gay version of binging with the last of your savings
<2022-01-16T03:07:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I had to clear out my old computer of anything spicy so my relatives wouldn’t freak out if they saw anything
<2022-01-16T03:08:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: IE telegram and web history 
<2022-01-16T03:08:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know what anyone would think if they saw my saved files
<2022-01-16T03:09:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: buddhist texts, anime, loli, futa, saved articles on game design, books on theoretical computer science
<2022-01-16T03:09:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My ebooks are either “Pulp paperbacks, paleontology/zoology/mythology, or anti ZOG stuff.”
<2022-01-16T03:09:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: based
<2022-01-16T03:13:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: been watching a lot of AoE2 footage lately
<2022-01-16T03:13:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=Cb8y8_mpTsg
<2022-01-16T03:13:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: most of the matches are pretty long, this is actually short
<2022-01-16T03:13:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll be playing this game as soon as I have something I can run it
<2022-01-16T03:15:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Star Wars Galactic Battlegrounds  was fun even though it was essentially a glorified mod of Aoe2
<2022-01-16T03:18:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: nice
<2022-01-17T20:47:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Broke: being for defund the police because muh niggers
<2022-01-17T20:48:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Woke: being for it so you can go an (REDACT) fediverse retards
<2022-01-17T21:03:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh the cops serve a purpose, but america's cops are generally rotten people
<2022-01-17T21:03:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: they deserve niggers
<2022-01-17T21:04:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m trying not to fedpost about lewdthewides being a slimy smug faggot even in DM but it’s hard with his level of smugness
<2022-01-17T21:05:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: I generally like him, but I don't get why he doesn't just block people he dislikes
<2022-01-17T21:06:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He smeared TRS as pedos and then said “I’m not gonna correct yourself. It’s just banter lol.”
<2022-01-17T21:09:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Why can’t cunny people be more like you and xeraser? And less like Johnny retard and lewd, I despise ironyfags
<2022-01-17T21:09:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: some people have accused me of being an ironybro tbf
<2022-01-17T21:10:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You don’t ideology post but I’ve never seen you do the ol “smear and irony deflect” tango
<2022-01-17T21:10:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: at most I've just been passive-aggressive or flippant about important topics
<2022-01-17T21:10:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't really like starting shit with people over it
<2022-01-17T21:12:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I think the closest I’ve seen was that Jesus r34. Though I didn’t like it I was more concerned about a shitstorm starting and me caught in the middle of a war between mutuals 
<2022-01-17T21:18:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: that was still very funny
<2022-01-17T21:19:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: need to find a good username
<2022-01-17T21:19:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “YOURE A LOOSE CANNON TENGU!”
<2022-01-17T21:19:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Btw I think I found the only comedy about race war
<2022-01-17T21:22:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: which one?
<2022-01-17T21:22:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sentai Kakuranger
<2022-01-17T21:23:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s all about (((yokai))) who want to genocide/rule over mankind but it’s full of gags and jokes
<2022-01-17T21:24:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: might check it out hten
<2022-01-17T21:24:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: also
<2022-01-17T21:24:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: >Why is someone shilling for oligarchy in the middle of an anime debate! This “girls are pure” is not based, just like how the jews can fuck your children but they don’t send their children off to prostitution
<2022-01-17T21:24:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: what the fuck is going on in that thread
<2022-01-18T01:12:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: in the future I think I'll ease up on poasting about politics overly much besides sihtposting
<2022-01-18T01:14:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tbh I just post news articles/videos that catch my eye for the most part
<2022-01-18T01:19:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-18T16:28:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I started writing my article last night. I’m a bit rusty tbh and I hope it’s submission worthy 
<2022-01-18T16:39:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: what's the article about?
<2022-01-18T16:39:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: is it a full exploration of white jambalaya
<2022-01-18T16:41:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Close
<2022-01-18T16:42:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Why tokusatsu is based and deserves more attention 
<2022-01-18T16:43:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2022-01-18T16:43:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tokusatsu, the sub genre/style of Japanese entertainment I talk about a lot
<2022-01-18T16:44:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m explaining why it’s a great alternative to pozzed western entertainment like capeshit
<2022-01-18T16:44:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure how long japan has before it fully accepts the poz tbh
<2022-01-18T16:45:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 😭😭😭
<2022-01-18T16:45:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: uohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hebrew subversion erotic
<2022-01-18T16:46:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: I can't see that emoji without thinking of that anymore
<2022-01-18T16:46:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh Tengu, your clever wit keeps me young
<2022-01-19T02:34:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: ended up playing more rtses
<2022-01-19T02:35:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: I suck at them, but this is th emost I've enjoyed games in awhile
<2022-01-19T02:35:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which ones?
<2022-01-19T02:35:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: Starcraft 2 and Age of Empires 2: Definitive Edition
<2022-01-19T02:35:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: the former is totally free
<2022-01-19T02:35:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I played a lot of Brood War as a kid
<2022-01-19T02:35:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: some gooks are still stuck on it
<2022-01-19T02:35:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's also free, maybe we could play sometime
<2022-01-19T02:36:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: be warned, I've never played an RTS before until literally yesterday
<2022-01-19T02:37:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: so don't expect much, depending on how much you remember of Brood War
<2022-01-19T02:37:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tbh I’m not much of a gamer anymore. Then again I’ve gotten a new laptop recently 
<2022-01-19T02:37:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was garbage at brood war lmao
<2022-01-19T02:37:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh this probably sounds bad, but I feel better when i'm deep into gayms
<2022-01-19T02:37:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: gives me something concrete, understandable, and something I know I can improve at to focus on
<2022-01-19T02:37:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's nice
<2022-01-19T02:38:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I enjoy watching stuff more tbh
<2022-01-19T02:41:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: I guess I like my escapism more "active", you know?
<2022-01-19T02:43:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I get you, that’s why I like writing 
<2022-01-19T02:46:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: still torn between Protoss and Terrran
<2022-01-19T02:46:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like Zerg 
<2022-01-19T02:46:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: I like Protoss's gimmicks, but Terrans sseem to have a lot more variety
<2022-01-19T02:46:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: Zerg's seem weird and have an absurd amount o fmicro
<2022-01-19T02:47:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Micro?
<2022-01-19T02:47:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: you know, micromanagement
<2022-01-19T02:47:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m a grug when it comes to gaming terms
<2022-01-19T02:47:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: where you're actively having to manipulate individual units
<2022-01-19T02:47:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: however, they're technically the monstergirl faction
<2022-01-19T02:47:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: so who knows if I'll play
<2022-01-19T02:56:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh yeah, my dad used to play Brood War a lot
<2022-01-19T02:56:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: he had really good taste in vidya, in hindsight
<2022-01-19T02:56:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: Baldur's Gate, Icewind Dale, Warcraft 3, Starcraft
<2022-01-19T02:56:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: now he just plays some shitty star trek mobage
<2022-01-19T02:56:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My parents are Iranian boomers so they were never into games 
<2022-01-19T20:53:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I got a really spicy poast idea
<2022-01-19T20:54:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But I need an unbiased test audience who won’t get offended
<2022-01-19T20:55:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “You cried at the end of United 93 because the plane crashed and everyone died. I cried at the end because the plane failed to reach the heart of the Zionist Devil Machine and inspire a revolutionary uprising against Jews everywhere. We are not the same.”
<2022-01-19T21:01:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: months ago I gave my luxury "9/11 probably didn't happen but if it did it was cool, fuck financeniggers"
<2022-01-19T21:01:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: you know I wouldn't get mad about that
<2022-01-19T21:01:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: sucks for the guys on the plane, I guess
<2022-01-19T21:04:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: "you might be able to get a job in data entry">[checks local job listings]>[still retail or 50 miles away]
<2022-01-19T21:05:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: if I had more money I could move but if I had more money I wouldn't be in this position to begin with
<2022-01-19T21:05:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: ropefuel
<2022-01-19T21:23:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My opinion is that the average white victim didn’t deserve it
<2022-01-19T21:29:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-20T15:49:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What is it with retards parroting contard talking points about “those damned Chink commies” and completely ignoring Jews’ role in weakening the west
<2022-01-20T15:49:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: tv race, lingering ziocon brain damage, take your pick
<2022-01-20T15:56:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@RoyalJohnny242/posts/AFdOq061OA5cdEzloG
<2022-01-20T15:57:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So you know what I’m referring to
<2022-01-20T15:59:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: everyone I've seen fixate over China has been some degree of retard who never mentally developed past gamergate
<2022-01-20T16:00:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Christi Junior is ok though I disagree with his take
<2022-01-20T16:01:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: JohnnyRetard/tomato is just a hedonistic consoomer Mexican so his views are “Give me cunny till I’m stunny.” And this is a dead end
<2022-01-20T16:01:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thus is*
<2022-01-20T22:52:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: feeling better lately, I think
<2022-01-20T23:55:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s great to hear bro
<2022-01-21T00:12:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, really glad
<2022-01-21T00:12:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: anyway, do you have a Battlenet account?
<2022-01-21T00:12:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: i'd be willing to play Brood War with you at some point
<2022-01-21T00:13:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: starcraft remastered
<2022-01-21T00:13:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: whatever, it's free
<2022-01-21T00:13:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t have a battlenet account 
<2022-01-21T00:13:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-01-21T00:14:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: making one is pretty easy if you ever feel up to it
<2022-01-22T18:01:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: managed to score addy from a friend to do some tests
<2022-01-22T18:01:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: feeling amazing right now, better than I've felt in years
<2022-01-22T18:01:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: I regret letting faggot docs keep me on concerta for years, felt awful on that
<2022-01-22T18:02:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I used to take concerta as a kid
<2022-01-22T18:02:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: shit sucks
<2022-01-22T18:02:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Never took adderall afaik
<2022-01-22T18:02:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: they had me on an absurd dose and I felt paranoid, confused, and hallucinated a bit
<2022-01-22T18:02:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: fucking niggers
<2022-01-22T18:02:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: man I want to fight something right now lmao
<2022-01-22T18:02:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess I'll just play some vidya, good neough
<2022-01-22T18:02:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The only thing I’m on currently is Prozac for mood stabilization
<2022-01-22T18:03:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, I tried going on that and it kept me awake for 3 days
<2022-01-22T18:03:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: thought I was going to die
<2022-01-22T18:03:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: unfortunately every drug that I believe could help me is illegal
<2022-01-22T18:03:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: might stop being a pussy and try some nice things though
<2022-01-22T18:03:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And even then I don’t take it on weekends when I drink and I’m too lazy to deal with refilling so I may just go cold Turkey when I run out
<2022-01-22T18:03:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: I hear mdma & psilocybin are good for anxiety
<2022-01-22T18:04:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd recommend getting on some better stims if you still have the diagnosis and can tolerate docs
<2022-01-22T18:05:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't want to make my family look bad though
<2022-01-22T18:05:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe I'll save some shekels and take a quick trip to Amsterdam
<2022-01-22T18:05:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I knew people who went too hard on mdma/similar research Chems and the ones that didn’t quit are now homeless or fucked up
<2022-01-22T18:06:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: well yeah, you don't abuse these sort of things
<2022-01-22T18:06:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: As much as I love weed it’s way too easy to fall into a bad habit 
<2022-01-22T18:06:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: afaict MDMA is something you only need to take every once in a while for the good effects
<2022-01-22T18:06:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: never liked weed tbh
<2022-01-22T18:06:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: though my brother-in-law did sneak some edibles in my bag when I visited, might give them a shot
<2022-01-22T18:06:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe the strain I smoked with that friend was bad, apparnetly edibles are less harsh
<2022-01-22T18:07:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: decided to embrace CHVMVCVL VSSVSTVNCV to improve
<2022-01-22T18:07:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Edibles take longer to kick in but can hit hard if you’re a lightweight
<2022-01-22T18:07:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm pretty big
<2022-01-22T18:08:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My state legalized but hasn’t set up stores yet. A part of me is thinking about getting edibles but it’d probably be overpriced/ my relatives would flip especially since I’ve been clean since 2017
<2022-01-22T18:08:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Wait you’re not actually a tengu broad?
<2022-01-22T18:08:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Then why do you post all that futa…?
<2022-01-22T18:13:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: on every level except physical I am Aya
<2022-01-22T18:14:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: [ayayayayayas][gets gangraped by futa wolf tengus for letting more foreigners on Youkai Mountain]
<2022-01-22T18:16:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's canon btw
<2022-01-22T18:16:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: Momiji dislikes Aya because Momiji's job is the patrol the mountain tengus rule over and Aya just led the main characters up the mountain because they were mad at some bitches who moved in
<2022-01-22T18:20:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: >When she meets Aya they often get into fights with each other. According to Aya, Momiji looks down on her and the other crow tengu. Hatate, however, implies that this is only a personal feud between Momiji and Aya.
<2022-01-22T18:20:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: Touhou lore runs deep
<2022-01-22T18:24:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: ok no fanart of Aya being gangraped by wolf tengu, but there is art of her with getting raped by oni and kappa with Hatate
<2022-01-22T18:24:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: based?
<2022-01-22T18:26:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Getting gangraped by futa Wolf tengus sounds awful
<2022-01-22T18:27:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: what are you, gay?
<2022-01-22T18:29:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 😤
<2022-01-22T18:30:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For real though, what’s with the futa stuff. Not judging and I apologize if it’s an annoying question but I’m legit curious 
<2022-01-22T18:32:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: they look nice and it's less gay than watching men fuck
<2022-01-22T18:33:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Isn’t it still gay though? With the dicks?
<2022-01-22T18:34:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: do you want me to discuss very aryan metaphysics?
<2022-01-22T18:34:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: do you want me to lay a distinction between aryan and jewish androgyny?
<2022-01-22T18:34:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sure
<2022-01-22T18:34:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll try my best to understand it
<2022-01-22T18:34:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: ok, tl;dr aryans have always had a mix of Masculine and Feminine traits
<2022-01-22T18:35:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: the Masculine in the desire to conquer, expand, perfect, but Feminine in its desire to nurture positive traits, focus on peace instead of constant extreme growth, introspective traits
<2022-01-22T18:35:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: not that Feminine traits are not necessary traits females have, we're talking metaphysics
<2022-01-22T18:35:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: the Aryan androgyny is having spiritual traits of both, hence huge tits and cocks, while Jewish androgyny is a very degraded, neutered sort
<2022-01-22T18:36:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: at best a grim parody of sexuality, creativity, etc
<2022-01-22T18:37:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: one day I will write my manifesto, which will appear to the unenlightened as a story about cute human girls getting r*ped by cute monstergirls
<2022-01-22T18:38:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: the Elect will understand it, however
<2022-01-22T18:38:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Reminds me of this
<2022-01-22T18:38:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Henry_Darger
<2022-01-22T18:41:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: >Darger's father reported that his son was exceptionally intelligent, but also exceptionally "peculiar." At the age of 12, his father and Dr. Otto Schmidt signed the papers that would have him sent downstate to the Asylum for Feeble-Minded Children in Lincoln, IL. The reason stated on his admission papers was "self abuse," or excessive indulgence in masturbation. The Lincoln Asylum held the notorious reputation of being one of the most corrupt and scandalous institutions of its time. While residing at what he later referred to as "that childrens [sic] nuthouse," he suffered various forms of physical, emotional and, very likely, sexual abuse.
<2022-01-22T18:41:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol?
<2022-01-22T18:42:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll have to check out more of his work
<2022-01-22T18:42:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: seems like an interesting longform schizopost
<2022-01-22T18:45:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: anyway, there are ways to tell who is into futa because they're lowkey tranny fetishists and who is into it for aryan purposes
<2022-01-22T19:08:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: This is some deep lore
<2022-01-22T19:30:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Can I say something a bit fedposty?
<2022-01-22T19:31:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was gonna comment on the PF leak thread but I didn’t wanna go too spicy
<2022-01-22T19:47:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: sure thing
<2022-01-22T19:47:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: my take on patriot front is they aren't feds, but they are grossly incompetent 
<2022-01-22T19:47:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't organize secret squirrel shit on known compromised platforms and vet your guys better, especially if you're doing irl shit
<2022-01-22T19:47:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: retards
<2022-01-22T19:55:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s only so much one can do, they’ve done good work and I hope they can recover
<2022-01-22T19:56:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My take is that I hope to see more news stories of Antifa getting murked
<2022-01-22T19:57:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like Shankill butcher tier disposals
<2022-01-22T19:58:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: still tilted the guys everyone was mocking for calling them feds were vindicated
<2022-01-22T19:58:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: they probably weren't actual feds, but their opsec was so shitty it was as bad as associating with feds
<2022-01-22T19:59:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: hope nobody joined them to own the normiecons
<2022-01-22T20:02:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Those people calling them feds are jobbers for zog and will never win anything except the right to dog their own graves 
<2022-01-22T20:03:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: they probably saved people who would've otherwise joined and gotten fucked with the rest of them
<2022-01-22T20:03:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: granted, they probably would've been fine if they didn't mention real names, locations, identities, reuse handles, etc
<2022-01-22T20:19:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: poa.st/@tengumatingpress/posts/AFi2QCWtJRhUSleifo
<2022-01-22T20:19:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: this is a banger
<2022-01-22T20:19:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: my greatest poast yet
<2022-01-22T20:24:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: going off harder than usual today
<2022-01-22T20:24:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck it, no need self-censoring
<2022-01-22T20:24:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: worst that happens is I upset some retard
<2022-01-22T21:01:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Apparently according to people who looked through the PF leaks there’s nothing really damning
<2022-01-22T21:02:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, that's good
<2022-01-22T21:02:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: my point re joining guys that lackadaisical with opsec stands, however
<2022-01-22T21:07:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: man this is living rent free in my head
<2022-01-22T21:07:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: "YOU MUST RECORD ADDITIONAL PODCASTS"
<2022-01-22T21:09:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=C5e6eG6bXAQ
<2022-01-22T21:09:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: I have no beef with TRS, so I won't try to push that maymay
<2022-01-22T21:40:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: man I'm probably going to regret a lot of what I'm poasting when I'm no longer high 
<2022-01-22T21:40:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: very good content tho
<2022-01-22T21:41:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: also managed to go for a drive earlier, doing pretty good considering I haven't been behind the wheel in months
<2022-01-22T21:41:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: just need to get better at parking and I'll be fine, I think
<2022-01-22T21:41:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Best o luck behind the wheel
<2022-01-22T21:42:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: thanks man
<2022-01-22T21:42:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: realized more and more that "trad" posturing ruined rightoids
<2022-01-22T21:42:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: the og fascists weren't gay tradfags, they were all about youth, speed, power, getting fucked up on drugs and raving like lunatics
<2022-01-22T21:42:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: in short, cool & useful things
<2022-01-22T21:43:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: clerical fascism was pretty kosher, fascist spain was left alone by the system for a while
<2022-01-22T22:02:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >see my boy tengu get criticized, unsure if I want to jump in
<2022-01-22T22:03:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >say fuck it, stand up for friend 
<2022-01-22T22:03:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: I haven't even paid attention to that thread
<2022-01-22T22:04:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: didn't see anything that seemed unfair, but I may have already blocked/muted whoever did it
<2022-01-22T22:04:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I ascribe you the “He’s not cringe, he’s my mutual.” Philosophy 
<2022-01-22T22:04:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: based
<2022-01-22T22:04:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It was evil senko 
<2022-01-22T22:04:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: it seems like people are mad because I said "maybe don't paint a target on yourself, focus on friends/family"
<2022-01-22T22:05:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't care if those sorts think I'm an idiot, but I hope they don't ask for my sympathy when the inevitable happens
<2022-01-22T22:11:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I may have to resign as head of White Jamahiriya inc
<2022-01-22T22:20:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: ;_;
<2022-01-22T22:20:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've already said my piece
<2022-01-22T22:20:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: stack paper, get power, get bitches, help friends stack paper/get power/get bitches, simple as
<2022-01-22T22:21:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: anything that isn't ultimately focused on this is escapist politics
<2022-01-22T22:22:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My focus is making cash/investing for the future
<2022-01-22T22:25:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: good
<2022-01-22T22:25:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: doing the same thing
<2022-01-22T22:25:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: actually investing my savings, pooling cash with some friends and friends-of-friends
<2022-01-22T22:25:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: this is praxis
<2022-01-22T22:25:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: know a really smart guy, known him for about a decade, who closely follows this shit and came up with the idea
<2022-01-22T22:25:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: still need to get another job soon, but we're making good money right now
<2022-01-22T22:32:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: responses I'm seeing in that thread are confirming all my biases tbh
<2022-01-22T22:32:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: awful schizoids, unable to stop screaming about how disagreeing with them is jewish, the works
<2022-01-22T22:33:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: all masturbation
<2022-01-22T22:33:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: at least anime and vidya poasters don't constantly spike their cortisol in their escapism
<2022-01-22T22:33:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But Tengu, I’m an awful schizoid who calls people who disagree with him jews!
<2022-01-22T22:33:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: a good amount of people don't want to be happy and frankly don't *deserve* to be happy
<2022-01-22T22:36:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: >But Tengu, I’m an awful schizoid who calls people who disagree with him jews!you aren't actually unbearable and seem like someone who could be an interesting person to be around
<2022-01-22T22:37:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I do have actual interests and hobbies, as you see by my posting history I’m fairly varied on what I talk about
<2022-01-22T22:38:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: probably more than me tbh
<2022-01-22T22:38:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I also like introducing (non faggot) new people to stuff I’m interested in like tokusatsu 
<2022-01-22T22:39:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: still meaning to give one of them a shot
<2022-01-22T22:40:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do you have any that you’re interested in?
<2022-01-22T22:41:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: doesn't quite seem like my thing, but I think Black might be good
<2022-01-22T22:42:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Black is solid because you don’t need to watch the prior series
<2022-01-22T22:42:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Plus it has a gritty tone and cool monster design
<2022-01-22T22:42:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Not as over the top as other series’ monsters but still good
<2022-01-22T22:45:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They’re doing a movie reboot this year, Kamen Rider Black Sun
<2022-01-22T22:45:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh?
<2022-01-22T22:45:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: might check that out hten
<2022-01-22T22:46:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They haven’t done a full trailer yet and there’s little news, I can’t wait though 
<2022-01-23T00:40:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: hope I don't seem like I've been "countersignalling" the "Movement", there's just a good amount of shit that annoys me
<2022-01-23T00:40:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: may as well go off while on amphetamines lol
<2022-01-23T00:46:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not a fan of countersignalling but I won’t countersignal you because you’re alright and not a bad actor
<2022-01-23T00:47:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-23T00:47:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm not against people joining these movements because one of them might end up doing good
<2022-01-23T00:47:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: however, I don't want people I care about to join them because they're probably incompetent and might fuck them over
<2022-01-23T00:48:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: I doubt some rando is going to see my posts and decide his impression based on that, but maybe people I've spoken with who know I'm not trying to fuck them over will
<2022-01-23T00:50:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not going to join any official groups as long as my parents/relatives are alive because I don’t want to worry them
<2022-01-23T00:50:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've been considering joining a local wn group, but with some stipulations
<2022-01-23T00:51:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: if I even suspect they're organizing a big gay demonstration or other attention-grabbing stunt, I'm cutting ties
<2022-01-23T00:51:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s some in my state but they’re more focused on European descended whites
<2022-01-23T00:51:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m in the weird subcategory of Middle East white 
<2022-01-23T00:52:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: I assume your name is Iranian enough you can't just not bring it up
<2022-01-23T00:52:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yes
<2022-01-23T00:52:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: until proven otherwise I'm assuming you're actually Jon "Aryan" Jafari
<2022-01-23T00:52:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: just know I'm reading all of your posts i nhis voice
<2022-01-23T00:53:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m in that tier
<2022-01-23T00:53:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But not as fat
<2022-01-23T00:53:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I used to be an orangutan fattoid, now I just have some paunch
<2022-01-23T00:54:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: glad you made it
<2022-01-23T00:54:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks
<2022-01-23T01:11:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t like it when mutuals snip at each other
<2022-01-23T01:11:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Call me a soft pussy but I feel bad because I don’t like seeing friends bite at each other
<2022-01-23T02:22:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-23T02:22:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: I try to avoid sniping
<2022-01-23T03:11:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey tengu do you think I’m retarded when it comes to discourse/expressing myself here?
<2022-01-23T03:12:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sometimes I feel like I’m not smart enough compared to others here
<2022-01-23T03:33:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: mate I'm basically a retard, I'm not the guy to ask lmao
<2022-01-23T03:37:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For what it’s worth you seem smart to me
<2022-01-23T03:37:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Understanding Buddhism requires a big brain imo
<2022-01-23T04:09:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: you know the funny part?
<2022-01-23T04:09:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: the highest teachings of Buddhism finally concede everything except madhyamaka
<2022-01-23T04:09:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s that?
<2022-01-23T04:09:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: ie all metaphysics and to an extent all knowledge is based on dumb abstract shit that ultimately has no meaning
<2022-01-23T04:09:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: madhyamaka, the middle way
<2022-01-23T04:10:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's weird shit, but tl;dr nothing really has an "essence", things can't be said to exist, and they can't be said to not-exist
<2022-01-23T04:10:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: the teachings I'm referring to are Dzogchen
<2022-01-23T04:11:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's difficult to discuss because tbh a good amount of christoids are more interested in dunking/preaching than attempting to understand it, so they'll call it nihilism
<2022-01-23T04:12:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: there's a reason one common tantric vow is not explaining madhyamaka to people who aren't genuinely willing to learn
<2022-01-23T04:12:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: at best they'll write it off as nonsense and not take you seriously, at worst they'll believe it and take it as an excuse to be a nihilist
<2022-01-23T04:12:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The main reason I like Christianity is that Christians were always nice to me
<2022-01-23T04:12:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-23T04:13:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: I have no real problem with Christians, it's just that I fundamentally don't believe it and never found their practices useful
<2022-01-23T04:13:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But I have respect for Buddhism and Islam 
<2022-01-23T04:13:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: I wasn't ever a reddit-tier fedora, but tradcaths and other bizarre e-christians make me come close sometimes
<2022-01-23T04:13:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My view is that Judaism must be put through what is called justifiable extinction
<2022-01-23T04:13:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: before I remember the majority of christians aren't annoying retards online
<2022-01-23T04:14:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: what's funny is every lama that's offered an opinion on Judaism actively dislikes it
<2022-01-23T04:14:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: because from a Buddhist pov it holds every wrong view possible
<2022-01-23T04:15:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: especially believing one group in particular is chosen and intrinsically "holy" while everyone else is fucked no matter their actions
<2022-01-23T18:03:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I had an incredibly fucked up dream
<2022-01-23T18:04:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I considered posting about it but I’m not sure how others would react
<2022-01-23T18:23:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: you can tell me, if you'd like
<2022-01-23T18:23:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm working on some shit so it might be a bit before I read it though
<2022-01-23T18:24:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So I in the dream I was my high school self hanging out in my old home’s basement with these girls (one was a white passing Libyan MENA baddy) reading and studying 
<2022-01-23T18:25:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The other was like a high school version of the blonde from k-on
<2022-01-23T18:25:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I forget the other girls’ looks. Then all of a sudden I black out and wake up strapped to a chair and looking at a bunch of monitors
<2022-01-23T18:27:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: These weird people, like the skull island natives in 2005 King Kong were making me watch these girls forcibly drugged and then made to slice themselves up in the drugged state
<2022-01-23T18:28:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Black out again, I’m back in basement and nothing was moved, books still there. But I felt complete and utter confused despair because I witnessed four young women horrifically Jill themselves 
<2022-01-23T18:28:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Kill themselves*
<2022-01-23T18:29:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2022-01-23T18:29:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's a very interesting dream, anything weird going on with female friends, relatives, acquaintances? 
<2022-01-23T18:30:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Things are normal with female relatives 
<2022-01-23T18:30:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: hm
<2022-01-23T18:30:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know if this dream means anything or has any relation to life
<2022-01-23T18:31:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Female friends? I got none since I nuked my normie Facebook in 2017
<2022-01-23T18:31:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: rip
<2022-01-24T03:23:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I wanna just submit my story to tps but I have to do some editing and show it to my sort of beta reader beforehand
<2022-01-24T03:24:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: ganbatte
<2022-01-24T03:25:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I am, currently editing and adding a cutoff point so I can send it without it just suddenly stopping
<2022-01-24T03:28:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also is it just me or is Japanese kids entertainment way darker than Pig American kids entertainment 
<2022-01-24T03:29:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: they never have victorian brain damage
<2022-01-24T03:30:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think that's what it comes down to
<2022-01-24T03:31:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like on one hand there will be goofy stuff and then overall dark plots with high stakes
<2022-01-24T03:35:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like in Zyuranger, Bandora (the main villain’s) motivation is revealed to be her son was killed and she wants revenge against the world/mankind
<2022-01-24T03:35:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In MMPR, Rita’s motivation is just “IM GONNA TAKE OVER THE WORLD BECAUSE WHY NOT!”
<2022-01-24T03:36:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There are a few western animated shows that are more serious, like Cadillacs and Dinosaurs and Inhumanoids
<2022-01-24T03:37:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Western kids animated shows*
<2022-01-25T02:32:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: every day I lose a little more patience for rightoids
<2022-01-25T02:32:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: a guy I met through poast and am in a chatroom here was fuming earlier about a guy getting a wife & a good job and leaving the chat
<2022-01-25T02:32:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What happened and did I have something to do with it?
<2022-01-25T02:33:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: no, you had nothing to do with it
<2022-01-25T02:33:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do I know him?
<2022-01-25T02:33:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: the guy was raving about how getting a gf and succeeding in life were dangerous an deradicalized people or some shit
<2022-01-25T02:33:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: like he wasn't even a little happy for the guy
<2022-01-25T02:33:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-25T02:33:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Lolwhut
<2022-01-25T02:33:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Who was it?
<2022-01-25T02:34:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: not going to say his name because it was a fairly private conversation
<2022-01-25T02:35:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: just giving some context to my earlier poast about how the only reason I haven't just left most fascist shitpost spaces is I'd miss a few guys
<2022-01-25T02:35:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ok
<2022-01-25T02:35:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: a good amount of mental illness going around
<2022-01-25T02:35:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: just venting because I keep noticing weird tendencies like that
<2022-01-25T02:35:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Am I one of the good ones? I try to divert my mental illness in a way to benefit my mutuals
<2022-01-25T02:35:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: not healthy
<2022-01-25T02:35:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: again, you seem like you'd be fun to hang around 
<2022-01-25T02:35:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: there are a lot of guys in this circle I hope I never have to interact with
<2022-01-25T02:36:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s funny is that my mutuals would be surprised how well I get along with my relatives (though we have our moments being neurotic Iranians) despite our radically different views
<2022-01-25T02:37:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: not surprising, my family is full of zioboomers that are frustratingly close to Getting It without ever making a  few connections
<2022-01-25T02:38:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: but I don't really start shit over it and just avoid discussing that shit, it never ends well
<2022-01-25T02:39:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My family are very much on the neoliberal globohomo ZOG train but they acknowledge that I’ve actually improved myself post undergrad
<2022-01-25T02:40:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's what counts
<2022-01-25T02:40:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd rather see loved ones doing well than agreeing with me on shit we have no power over
<2022-01-25T02:42:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wish they would agree with me because I feel like they don’t realize how bad things are
<2022-01-25T02:42:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But in the end we get along and live our lives
<2022-01-25T02:44:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: whenever family starts talking abou that shit I recommend they stop watching the news
<2022-01-25T02:44:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: every time I don't know about a current event and only realize it after it blows over, I feel like I won 
<2022-01-25T02:46:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sometimes they’ll ask about stuff going on and I have to be subtle sometimes because I know they don’t enjoy having every discussion go into “ITS THE JEWS!”
<2022-01-25T02:47:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which is something they notice and tell me is a good quality to have, that self awareness level to tell how others feel which I used to be really bad at
<2022-01-25T02:48:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: my dad's a weird case because he more or less acknowledges the jews are pretty bad, the holocaust didn't happen, and if it happened it probably would've been justified
<2022-01-25T02:49:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: but he still defaults to ziocon opinions on everything else and still has weird Trump hero worship
<2022-01-25T02:49:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My mom is a normie and my dad is a zio neocon because he hates the Iranian regime
<2022-01-25T02:51:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Though funnily enough my mom is less reactive when it comes to me being open (I once read out the entire “And gradually I began to hate them” Hitler speech to her though she didn’t like it when I called him our favorite uncle Adolf)
<2022-01-25T02:53:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-01-25T02:56:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My parents view the system as a godsend compared to the “evil iranian regime” so it’s very hard to break that conditioning
<2022-01-25T23:55:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: >add one (1) guy in a shitpost chat on Steam because we like fighters>he starts streaming matches on the discord chat
<2022-01-25T23:55:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: every day I kind of regret joining any chatrooms tbh
<2022-01-25T23:55:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: making alts for every service is a pain in the ass though
<2022-01-26T00:25:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have never used discord so explain the issue with streaming matches in the chat
<2022-01-26T00:25:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: Steam shows your username
<2022-01-26T00:25:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: and I only have 1 Steam account, one irl guys know about
<2022-01-26T00:26:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ah ok
<2022-01-26T00:26:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: I use a unique username, of course, but it still makes me nervous
<2022-01-26T00:26:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry if it seemed like a dumb question, I’m completely in the dark when it comes to these things
<2022-01-26T00:26:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: when I really have a good amount of irl shit going on I'm probably leaving and only staying in contact with the guys I trust
<2022-01-26T00:27:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 12 years later I get a message from Tengu: (((Yokai))) dangling off the cliff, White Jamahiriya in control
<2022-01-26T00:28:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Me: “It’s time…”
<2022-01-26T00:28:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: trust the Flan
<2022-01-26T00:28:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: part of the reason I've eased up on fedposting tbh
<2022-01-26T00:29:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: outside of non-controversial targets, anyway, I will never apologize for saying dog breeders are subhuman
<2022-01-26T00:29:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: trying to avoid trouble and live a fairly normal life around people, you know?
<2022-01-26T00:29:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: at least until I have fuck you money
<2022-01-26T00:29:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I try my best too, though I do enjoy hellthreading
<2022-01-26T00:29:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-26T00:30:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I get fuck you money I’d ideally like to fund coups of countries that would trip up ZOG
<2022-01-26T00:40:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's "fuck jews" money
<2022-01-26T19:44:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@Agartha_Noble@shortstackran.ch/posts/AFqE5X4w1yPOmm1gvI
<2022-01-26T19:44:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: This dude is steaming at me
<2022-01-26T19:44:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: All because on the anniversary of brevik I didn’t praise the guy enough
<2022-01-26T19:47:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m beginning to understand your annoyance at rightoids
<2022-01-26T19:48:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: Breivik was literally a retard who accomplished nothing besides murdering white kids and giving the system a bogeyman 
<2022-01-26T19:48:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: absolutely worthless people lionizing him
<2022-01-26T19:49:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: this is the problem with dissident movements 
<2022-01-26T19:49:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s funny was that I was relatively accommodating by saying that I understand the “crush the traitors” mentality but on an objective level people like Roof, Tarrant, Bowers etc. actually brought the fight to racial enemies in their bases of operation 
<2022-01-26T19:50:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: for every guy who has legitimate grievances with the system & a desire to do good, you get multiple lunatics who are genuinely awful and would be hated in any system
<2022-01-26T19:50:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Not to advocate people do stupid illegal shit but if we’re comparing 
<2022-01-26T19:50:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: even those guys accomplished nothing besides giving the news something to report on for a while
<2022-01-26T19:50:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: it took me a second to even remember those guys and I'm still not confident I remembered Bowers properly
<2022-01-26T19:51:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Bowers they’ve kinda memory holed because the synagogue he attacked was a big front for HIAS
<2022-01-26T19:52:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: hias?
<2022-01-26T19:52:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The mosque at Christchurch was training and sending jihadists to Yemen to fight and had links to the guys who attacked Charlie Hebdo 
<2022-01-26T19:52:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hebrew immigrant aid society
<2022-01-26T19:52:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-01-26T19:52:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: should've known
<2022-01-26T19:52:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: the christchurch mosque is surprising to me, but who knows
<2022-01-26T19:52:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: shit's crazy
<2022-01-26T19:53:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: gonagai.fandom.com/wiki/Yukiko
<2022-01-26T19:53:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: >the go nagai wiki is maintained by one sperg
<2022-01-26T19:53:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-01-26T19:53:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: think I'll rewatch the 2011 Enma-kun anime, it was fantasti
<2022-01-26T19:53:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: too bad the only torrent I can find is 480p
<2022-01-26T19:54:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The Shutendoji ova is underrated IMO 
<2022-01-26T19:55:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll give it a watch next
<2022-01-26T19:55:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll also finally give Mazinger Z a shot, since I never watched it
<2022-01-26T19:55:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: never really been a mecha guy, you know?
<2022-01-26T19:55:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My mecha tastes lean towards the Getter Robo style of tone more than Gundam 
<2022-01-26T19:56:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Rule of thumb is that mosques and synagogues are fronts for their activities 
<2022-01-26T19:56:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In France after those 2014 attacks they raided mosques and found a shit ton of weapons caches
<2022-01-26T19:56:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh my big problem is more "realistic" military hardware just looks cooler than humanoid robots
<2022-01-26T19:56:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: though I could probably watch a Battletech anime, there are some neat mechs there
<2022-01-26T19:57:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Shocker shocker but I like the mech designs in super sentai 
<2022-01-26T19:57:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Daijinryuu is a literal Deus Ex machina 
<2022-01-26T19:58:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: I looked it up and was amused the Power Rangers wiki was the 1st result
<2022-01-26T19:59:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: despite that sentai series never being used in power rangers, afaict
<2022-01-26T19:59:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Dairanger was used in season 2 of mmpr but in a weird way
<2022-01-26T19:59:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They took white ranger, the zords, and some of the monsters
<2022-01-26T20:00:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2022-01-26T20:00:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: so Power Rangers is made by editing together parts from different sentai series and adding original intermissions between the fights?
<2022-01-26T20:00:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: Power Rangers continues to confuse me
<2022-01-26T20:00:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Mighty Morphing Power Rangers took footage from three Sentai shows
<2022-01-26T20:01:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Zyuranger, Dairanger, and Kakuranger
<2022-01-26T20:01:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: I still wonder why they had to make an "original" series instead of bringing it over as-is
<2022-01-26T20:01:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: Sentai probably could've found an audience in America
<2022-01-26T20:01:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: were they afraid American kids would see japs and immediately lose interest?
<2022-01-26T20:01:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s how they did it in South America and other countries
<2022-01-26T20:01:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Plus there was darker content
<2022-01-26T20:01:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's literally a series aimed primarily at children
<2022-01-26T20:02:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: afaict it doesn't even have the weird sexual shit children's anime used to have
<2022-01-26T20:02:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: True but characters die and there’s actual dark villains
<2022-01-26T20:02:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: I mean it's live action, so I would hope it doesn't have that, anyway
<2022-01-26T20:03:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Liveman starts with all of the protagonists friends/school getting betrayed and murdered
<2022-01-26T20:04:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tbf there are American localizations that aren’t TOO bad like Superhuman Samurai SyberSquad (Gridman) and Kamen Rider Dragon Knight (KR Ryuki)
<2022-01-26T20:04:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But that’s because they only adapted one series and didn’t Frankenstein multiple series together 
<2022-01-26T20:05:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I do have a nostalgic soft spot for the Saban shows but they really ruined the reputations of the parent shows
<2022-01-26T20:06:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The Ultraman Tiga dub on FoxBox was goofy and didn’t adapt the whole show but I liked it for what it was
<2022-01-26T20:10:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: man that sucks
<2022-01-26T20:10:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh yeah, I learned something really interesting about the Gridman anime
<2022-01-26T20:10:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: kind of tempted to finish it now, because I was surprised to hear about the twist at the end
<2022-01-26T20:15:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I liked both Gridman and Dynazenon anime’s. I also liked the original toku and the American localization though they weren’t able to put in all the story ideas/plot points they wanted
<2022-01-26T20:15:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tim Curry voiced the main bad guy in the American version 
<2022-01-26T20:18:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: odd
<2022-01-26T20:20:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He did do a good job ngl
<2022-01-26T20:26:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: he's a talented man
<2022-01-26T20:28:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Isn’t he in a wheelchair now?
<2022-01-26T20:32:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think so
<2022-01-28T00:59:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I just finished going 1V2 with the beefyboys instance heads
<2022-01-28T01:00:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I really don’t like smug people who shit on natsocs/mutuals 
<2022-01-28T01:06:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: what happened?
<2022-01-28T01:06:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@TaylorSwift@beefyboys.club/posts/AFsVbiUIAfKyagSvK4
<2022-01-28T01:07:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So far the only beefyboys guy I like is Jackuu
<2022-01-28T20:28:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You wanna know an absolutely insane coincidence 
<2022-01-28T20:29:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was looking up a list of confirmed executions in the 1988 prisoner purges of Iran to find my relatives and I saw the number of one of them
<2022-01-28T20:29:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2022-01-28T20:29:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: weird
<2022-01-28T20:30:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/3af20ded0306cae61fbb6a929cdd04a07b2fc9efc06577a9b335f5ef0cecae95.jpeg
<2022-01-28T20:30:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s not my last name so it’s not doxxy
<2022-01-28T20:31:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also everyone is shocked at how I’m not a brown Haradrim tier Bedouin 
<2022-01-28T20:32:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I showed hand pics and they’re shocked at how pale I am
<2022-01-28T20:45:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: mah boobeh xD
<2022-01-28T20:45:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: >1488
<2022-01-28T20:45:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: magical
<2022-01-28T20:45:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I wish she didn’t sacrifice herself for ZOG so I could have known her and bantzed her
<2022-01-30T02:14:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: twitter.com/Yuyucow/status/1487492248136785925
<2022-01-30T02:14:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: "japan jump rope union"
<2022-01-30T02:15:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: we could have this is a homogenous society......................
<2022-01-30T02:15:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw too physically uncoordinated to jump rope properly 
<2022-01-30T02:17:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: >one shot at life>not a japanese schoolgirl>will never be good at jumprope
<2022-01-30T02:17:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: ;_;
<2022-01-30T02:18:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I hold no regrets over being born an Iranian White 
<2022-01-30T03:10:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I want to post banger poasts but I’m sad drunk and I’d rather not worry people
<2022-01-30T03:11:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: ;_;
<2022-01-30T03:11:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: just make some great poasts and delete them later if you regret
<2022-01-30T03:11:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I miss my grandparents every fucking day of my life
<2022-01-30T03:12:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: my maternal grandparents died a while ago and my paternal grandfather died this year, it's rough
<2022-01-30T03:13:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: One thing I regret is that my grandpa’s abusive guardian (his uncle) died before I could (redact) him
<2022-01-30T03:14:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I remember one day in high school I woke up hearing my dad calming my grandpa down because he was having a traumatic episode that his uncle was back in the house and he had to kill him so he wouldn’t get my brother and I 
<2022-01-30T03:15:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: fucking hell
<2022-01-30T03:15:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: how bad was he?
<2022-01-30T03:16:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Near the end he was loopy at times but mostly well, his guardian abused his wife and blinded her with caustic chemicals
<2022-01-30T03:18:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wanted to go to Iran to finish him off so he could sleep peacefully at night, whenever I had nightmares he would watch over me and sacrifice his sleep so I could be comfortable
<2022-01-30T03:18:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: fucking hell
<2022-01-30T03:18:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: sorry to hear that
<2022-01-30T03:21:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry for being such a downer but he passed on Jan 31st and I get sadder than usual during this time
<2022-01-30T03:22:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wish I could’ve protected him from that bastard
<2022-01-30T03:25:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Are you familiar with Sirhan Sirhan?
<2022-01-30T10:52:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah it's alright, far be it from me to get mad at someone posting feels lol
<2022-01-30T10:52:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: and the name's familiar, but I have no clue what Sirhan Sirhan is
<2022-01-30T13:22:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He was the guy who capped RFK
<2022-01-30T13:23:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Allegedly he wrote in a journal and on the walls of his apartment “RFK Must Die.” Over and over. 
<2022-01-30T13:23:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I felt very similarly about my grandpa’s abusive guardian at the time
<2022-01-30T13:24:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-01-30T13:24:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: is that a common Palestinian naming convention or were his parents just jackasses
<2022-01-30T13:24:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He was Jordanian I think?
<2022-01-30T13:25:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Never mind you were right he was Palestinian 
<2022-01-30T13:25:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: Jordanian-born Palestinian, apparently
<2022-01-30T13:27:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: saw a nigger with an old white girlfriend and it's the most confusing shit
<2022-01-30T13:27:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: apparently this isn't uncommon, either
<2022-01-30T13:28:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Niggers will fuck anything 
<2022-01-30T13:28:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: need to know if there's some esoteric hbd there
<2022-01-30T13:28:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: whites and blacks are to my knowledge the only races that will deliberately seek out older women 
<2022-01-30T13:28:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: and even whites doing that might have some black in their ancestry, idk
<2022-01-30T13:30:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But yeah back when I was more unhinged i wanted to go to Iran and seek vengeance on my grandpa’s abusive guardian to the point where I got Sirhan Sirhan tier repetitive rage thoughts
<2022-01-30T13:30:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Only to find out he died years ago
<2022-01-30T13:31:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s called “niggas be horny and desperate”
<2022-01-30T13:35:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: I mean, I guess it's for the best he's out of your life
<2022-01-30T13:35:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: the uncle in question, no sense being mad about him now
<2022-01-30T13:36:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah, plus going to Iran to cause an international incident by brutally (redacting) an Iranian citizen would probably be considered bad optics
<2022-01-30T13:37:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know it’s silly but when I think of my grandpa I feel guilt that I couldn’t help him in that regard 
<2022-01-30T14:25:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: I  mean, you were way too young to have been able to help when it mattered
<2022-01-30T14:25:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if you were even born
<2022-01-30T14:43:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m a sentimental soft hearted retard, what can I say
<2022-01-30T14:43:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks for being a good friend btw and dealing with my sad drunk state last night
<2022-01-30T14:46:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's fine, I get like that sometimes too
<2022-01-30T14:46:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm not a hypocrite
<2022-01-30T23:00:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: welp, I'll be meeting up with a guy I've been speaking to online for the better part of a decade soon
<2022-01-30T23:00:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: hope it goes well
<2022-01-30T23:52:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Wishing you the best
<2022-01-30T23:59:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-01-30T23:59:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: he's a really cool guy, met him on a monstergirl chat lol
<2022-01-30T23:59:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: not going to give away much that's doxable, but he's a really smart guy and his family owns a fairly important company
<2022-01-30T23:59:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: not a household name, but it supplies some fairly major companies
<2022-01-31T00:00:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: he's been giving me some useful financial advice, helping with investments, etc
<2022-01-31T00:33:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nice, get those TenguTokens (TM)
<2022-01-31T00:51:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: the funny part is the latest Touhou is literally about NFTs
<2022-01-31T00:51:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: and another crow tengu is involved with it
<2022-01-31T00:51:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: one of Aya's direct superiors, actually
<2022-01-31T00:52:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: en.touhouwiki.net/wiki/Megumu_Iizunamaru
<2022-01-31T00:52:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: >In Unconnected Marketeers, Megumu is initially polite yet cunningly deceitful, willing to set different factions against each other to achieve her goals. She lies through omission to the protagonist and convinces them to battle her former business partner, Chimata Tenkyuu, when Chimata eventually grows powerful enough to not require her assistance. She is singularly concerned with concentrating power into the hands of the tengu, and is obsessed with the pursuit of profit to that end.
<2022-01-31T00:53:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: >In Unconnected Marketeers, Chimata was initially Megumu's business partner for the distribution of Ability Cards, to further the tengu's goal of introducing centralized currency into Gensokyo. They had strong ideological differences with how this new "Ability Card marketplace" ought to be run, with Chimata preferring a more ritualistic and regulated exchange of goods, and Megumu preferring a place with a few rules as possible, just so long as the tengu's interests could be served and furthered.
<2022-01-31T00:53:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: tactical libertarian
<2022-01-31T00:54:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fuck I need to look into Touhou lore
<2022-01-31T01:39:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've been begging on people to stop sleeping on touhou lore for a while
<2022-01-31T01:40:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: I could offer you some recs if you really don't want to play the games
<2022-01-31T02:05:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: the only things I watch anymore are anime, vtubers, and Brood War/Age of Empires 2 footage
<2022-01-31T02:05:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: have I attained entertainment nirvana
<2022-01-31T02:06:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The only things I watch are schlock cinema, tokusatsu/anime, YouTube videos on stuff I like, and American Dad
<2022-01-31T02:07:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: >American Dad
<2022-01-31T02:07:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: never really watched it tbh
<2022-01-31T02:09:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s better than family guy and way less Zionist/political funnily enough
<2022-01-31T02:09:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Plus the characters are more likable too
<2022-01-31T02:11:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2022-01-31T02:11:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: wasn't that show literally made to bitch about Dubya being reelected?
<2022-01-31T02:12:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Originally but it moved away from that fairly quickly 
<2022-01-31T02:13:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Now it’s a pretty surreal surprisingly unpredictable show
<2022-01-31T02:14:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm not sure if I should be surprised
<2022-01-31T02:14:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: American Dad's premise seems to have more potential imo
<2022-01-31T02:14:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: only so much you can do with "suburban family having wacky hijinks" 
<2022-01-31T02:18:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Some of the plots go into surprising directions and I enjoy the dialogue, there’s a lot of fun minor characters too
<2022-01-31T02:20:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2022-01-31T02:21:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/4OD0jfsaj3Y
<2022-01-31T02:31:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's actually a great bit
<2022-01-31T02:32:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: I wonder if Macfarlane actually writes
<2022-01-31T02:32:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Idk if he does anything other than approve scripts
<2022-01-31T02:32:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Principal Lewis is such a funny character
<2022-01-31T02:32:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: that would make sense
<2022-01-31T02:33:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Same with Barry (fat kid) 
<2022-01-31T02:33:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s a lot of funny minor characters ngl
<2022-01-31T02:33:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=JpEbXTiT5MQ
<2022-01-31T02:34:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's an extremely long set, but there's one absolutely amazing moment in here
<2022-01-31T02:34:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't read the comments
<2022-01-31T02:34:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: check about 2h3m in
<2022-01-31T02:35:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: you'll know it when it happens
<2022-01-31T02:36:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The tiger killing four people?
<2022-01-31T02:36:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: yes
<2022-01-31T02:37:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Based
<2022-01-31T02:37:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: the tiger isn't controlled by either side
<2022-01-31T02:37:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tigerchads stay winning, humancucks stay seething
<2022-01-31T02:37:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's just an npc and I guess it was rooting for Berbers
<2022-01-31T02:37:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Berber-que if you will
<2022-01-31T02:38:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: losing villagers is very bad in AoE2 because they're your worker units and take a while to start making heavy profits, especially early on
<2022-01-31T02:38:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: a major part of the game is raiding your opponenet's base even if you don't have an army to crush them
<2022-01-31T02:38:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: just to disrupt their economy
<2022-01-31T02:40:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Stop them before they get too big Huh?
<2022-01-31T02:42:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, the objective of the game i sto destroy every building your opponent has
<2022-01-31T02:42:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: but in practice matches usually end in one player conceding after his economy gets too fucked to recover
<2022-01-31T02:42:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: to spare having to destroy every last house
<2022-01-31T23:36:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@RoyalJohnny242/posts/AG0wUL7F98rjvqhVGS
<2022-01-31T23:36:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: New deep lore dropping
<2022-01-31T23:37:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Extreme Dinosaurs in control: Jared Diamond in gitmo 
<2022-02-03T03:16:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You ok? I saw your post
<2022-02-03T03:18:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: probably
<2022-02-03T03:18:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: starting to get a bit of a headache, might just be worrying myself though
<2022-02-03T03:24:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You’ll be alright, lay down and find something calming
<2022-02-03T03:32:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, giving Jigoku Sensei Nube a watch
<2022-02-03T03:32:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's fairly entertaining s far
<2022-02-03T03:39:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve heard of that one
<2022-02-03T03:39:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is it serious monster horror or comedy?
<2022-02-03T03:40:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: more on the comedy-ecchi end of the spectrum
<2022-02-03T03:41:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: kind of gives me a Dororon Enma-kun vibe so far
<2022-02-03T03:41:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: very non-serious Go Nagai tone
<2022-02-03T03:42:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m currently watching Sentai Jetman, the monsters are goofy but civilians get killed regurlarly
<2022-02-03T03:42:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: feels like it's not quite like that so far
<2022-02-03T03:43:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: the youkai are usually portrayed as serious threats, but Nube's kind of a clumsy dork
<2022-02-03T03:43:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Plus Black Ranger/Black Condor and the villain robot Grey are some of the biggest chads in all of Sentai
<2022-02-03T03:43:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: is that the series with the character so chad, japanese housewives begged for him to not get killed off?
<2022-02-03T03:43:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In Jetman the monsters are items objects and creatures possessed by interdimensional parasites 
<2022-02-03T03:43:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yes
<2022-02-03T03:44:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Black Condor Yuki Gai 
<2022-02-03T03:44:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: >In Jetman the monsters are items objects and creatures possessed by interdimensional parasites This is literally Pretty Cure lmao
<2022-02-03T03:44:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: is Sentai just Pretty Cure for boys?
<2022-02-03T03:44:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fiends for any hot broad 
<2022-02-03T03:44:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And Grey smokes blunts and drinks wine
<2022-02-03T03:45:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ironically he’s the most human and noble of the bad guys
<2022-02-03T03:46:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The first Sentai was more espionage themed, with a super aircraft vehicle as opposed to more advanced mechs
<2022-02-03T03:46:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: how's the ost?
<2022-02-03T03:46:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=YvNNpLcvKyM
<2022-02-03T03:46:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: any bangers on this level
<2022-02-03T03:47:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Honestly Jetman isn’t my favorite in terms of ost
<2022-02-03T03:48:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Kakuranger, Flashman, and Liveman are solid 
<2022-02-03T03:48:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: nice
<2022-02-03T03:48:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/AdVX36mh5bI
<2022-02-03T03:49:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/e1RMVGZhNLY
<2022-02-03T03:49:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/FfYFGHNSy6E
<2022-02-03T03:50:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also Gekiranger
<2022-02-03T03:50:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/FPDeQGtV3gQ
<2022-02-03T03:51:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/94LDF6Rvixc
<2022-02-03T03:51:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/VJSnnwF97fY
<2022-02-03T03:51:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll give them a listen tomorrow
<2022-02-03T03:51:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/HsBQ7Mhxxz8
<2022-02-03T03:52:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I haven’t even gotten to Kamen rider songs
<2022-02-03T03:53:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Lots of bangers there
<2022-02-04T03:40:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: holy shit go nagai appeared in a Troma film
<2022-02-04T03:40:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: Toxic Avenger 2, apparently
<2022-02-04T03:46:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Lmao, that sounds like something he’d do
<2022-02-04T18:10:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I apologize if I came off as cross
<2022-02-04T18:11:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not mad at you and I understand your point but my thing was dedicated at the grifters/bad actors
<2022-02-04T18:15:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: was the guy in the tiktok a grifter?
<2022-02-04T18:15:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't know anything about him
<2022-02-04T18:16:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He’s an “ex” RCMP guy who allegedly quit over mandates and by his own words has been in contact with all levels of Canadian law enforcement from local to state to federal regarding the protests, routes, potential “issues/threats” etc.
<2022-02-04T18:16:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: without context the vid made it seem like it was a cop vouching for their good character
<2022-02-04T18:17:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: I doubt you can conduct stealthy operations as a legion of truckers
<2022-02-04T18:19:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I get it, but at the same time it’s 101 tier tactics. FBI does it all the time to boomers “Hey we need your help investigating Antifa etc.”
<2022-02-04T18:20:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not giving any system pig the benefit of the doubt even if they claim to have “stepped down”
<2022-02-04T18:21:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: it seems like they're doing absolutely nothing they can really be nailed on, outside of maybe being a public nuisance
<2022-02-04T18:21:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: though I don't know if Canada is running as many ops as zog at once
<2022-02-04T18:22:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll definitely owe you an apology if a good amount of them get fucked over by this, but these guys give me a good feeling
<2022-02-04T18:24:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like the truckers and I wish them well, but it’s hypocritical for bad actors to call people they consider “Wignats” to be feds because they name the Jew but then do shit like this
<2022-02-04T18:24:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Again, directed towards the grifters/bad actors. Not the white truckers 
<2022-02-04T18:25:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: may have had a kneejerk reaction to the post, I have seen people get mad about the truckers in general for saying some shit about not being about race
<2022-02-04T18:27:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wish they would but I’m not gonna sperg about that. I don’t want them sacrificed as pawns to “own the mean Wignats”
<2022-02-04T18:29:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh denouncing it was a pretty good strategic move because it's rather embarrassing for Canada's government to have visibly nonwhite protesters after they made such a stink about diversity
<2022-02-04T18:30:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: not saying they should kneel before based indians & based niggers, but they had a specific grievance they successfully complained about in a solid show of force
<2022-02-04T18:30:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fair
<2022-02-04T18:30:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: poa.st/@crunklord420@kiwifarms.cc/posts/AG8ovLid9prrpMcYeu
<2022-02-04T18:30:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh man this thread
<2022-02-04T18:30:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's not a hellthread until it devolves into mutual accusations of jewry 
<2022-02-04T18:38:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: This is why I don’t own weapons because like niggers I will take online beefs irl
<2022-02-04T18:39:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m just waiting for him to call me an Iranian disinfo agent lmao
<2022-02-04T18:42:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: getting shot by an angry Iranian for accusing him of being a jew on an obscure social media network would make for one hell of an obituary
<2022-02-04T18:43:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: nearly finished that faggotry driver's ed course
<2022-02-04T18:43:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: ever since I got on adderall I've just been working on it for 12+ hours nonstop lmao
<2022-02-04T18:46:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Great job man (the course not the speed)
<2022-02-04T19:01:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol the speed is based
<2022-02-04T19:02:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Just stay healthy/alive
<2022-02-04T19:02:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-02-04T19:02:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I mean it 😤
<2022-02-04T20:59:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: the anecdote I was referring to earlier actually came from my old job
<2022-02-04T20:59:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: this girl was acting very flirty with me while I was loading something for her, right?
<2022-02-04T21:00:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: I thought we were hitting it off and I was planning on asking for her number, but I casually asked about the drive home and she said she was 14 and couldn't drive, so she was waiting for her parents
<2022-02-04T21:00:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess I dodged a bullet 
<2022-02-04T21:00:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: man I was worried for my reputation for a bit after that, since some coworkers were nearby
<2022-02-04T21:01:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm probably not going to post this because it looks very bad, but in my defense I assumed she was legal since she was alone when I got there and short adults exist
<2022-02-04T21:02:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Something like that happened to me when I was in high school
<2022-02-04T21:02:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh?
<2022-02-04T21:04:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was in a downtown fair talking to this chick in raver gear, we were getting along and I was about to ask her out (she looked like she could’ve been my grade maybe a grade below) she mentioned she was about to enter 6th or 7th grade and I immediately nope’d 
<2022-02-04T21:05:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: fucking lmao
<2022-02-04T21:05:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: what the hell's in the tap water in your area
<2022-02-05T05:08:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I feel like you might like this youtu.be/X8lDIjCner8
<2022-02-06T00:54:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw no go nagai style demon gf
<2022-02-06T00:54:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: ;_;
<2022-02-06T00:54:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: yukihime is love yukihime is life
<2022-02-06T00:55:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: technically yuki-onna aren't demons but whatever
<2022-02-06T00:55:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Look at that smile https://i.poastcdn.org/b250cb76ded88d078c15f457ef5fd45e30bbc61825525f83bb6987f3e41b74e8.webp
<2022-02-06T00:56:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sweetly Mischievous with a hidden soft sensitive heart
<2022-02-06T00:58:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: still have to read Devilman Grimoire
<2022-02-06T00:58:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: iirc you reced it a while back
<2022-02-06T00:59:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s great because it mixes in stuff from the 70s anime, other Go Nagai stuff
<2022-02-06T00:59:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Devilman Lady etc.
<2022-02-06T01:00:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: nice
<2022-02-06T01:00:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh Devilman Crybaby is definitely what I'd recommend to beginners even if it added some gay shit
<2022-02-06T01:01:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The message of “trannies are control freak psychopaths who will end the world.” Is a solid moral
<2022-02-06T01:01:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Plus Miko
<2022-02-06T01:01:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I mean, I’m only so strong
<2022-02-06T01:01:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah true
<2022-02-06T01:01:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's a pretty good coherent synthesis of Nagai's previous takes on Devilman, really like how it integrated bits of AMON especially
<2022-02-06T01:01:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yasushi Nirasawa worked on the Amon OVA and manga
<2022-02-06T01:02:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He also did monster design for Kamen Rider Blade, KR Kabuto, and KR Den Oh
<2022-02-06T01:02:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh?
<2022-02-06T01:02:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: interesting
<2022-02-06T01:03:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m still pissed I can’t find an art book from Nirasawa for cheap
<2022-02-06T01:06:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: managed to find  avery sketchy nyaa mirror
<2022-02-06T01:06:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: inshallah I'll have a good release of Enma-kun Meeramera
<2022-02-06T01:26:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Out of curiosity do you drink?
<2022-02-06T01:26:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: occasionally 
<2022-02-06T01:27:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: mostly hard liquor, never liked beer
<2022-02-06T01:27:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Liquor gang gang (though I do like beer and wine too)
<2022-02-06T01:27:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What kind of liquor do you like?
<2022-02-06T01:28:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: mostly whiskey & rum, occasionally vodka 
<2022-02-06T01:28:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: cider as well
<2022-02-06T01:28:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: not a fan of wine, but I do like plum wine since I have a nip import store nearby
<2022-02-06T01:28:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nice
<2022-02-06T01:28:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like me some rum
<2022-02-06T01:29:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Currently finishing up a handle of Ketel 1, decided to get vodka this time 
<2022-02-06T02:06:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: I might end up losing the DK follow for that last post
<2022-02-06T02:06:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: no regrets
<2022-02-06T02:07:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/Bb7ld3dWChE
<2022-02-06T02:09:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=j9XL35b9OjI
<2022-02-06T02:09:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: still not sure if you've watched this yet
<2022-02-06T02:09:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's great though
<2022-02-06T02:09:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The Wonder Boys soundtrack is a great album, used to listen to it a lot as a kid 
<2022-02-06T02:09:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Very bittersweet/melancholic though
<2022-02-06T02:10:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve heard of it/seen clips
<2022-02-06T02:10:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd highly recommend it
<2022-02-06T02:10:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's probably Nagai's best non-serious work
<2022-02-06T02:10:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know there’s a lot of goofy sex jokes
<2022-02-06T02:10:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: well yeah
<2022-02-06T02:12:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: also the characters show up in Violence Jack lol
<2022-02-06T02:13:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: the fune kappa ends up trying to rape Jack in his appearance
<2022-02-06T02:13:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I mean kappa are notoriously rapey 
<2022-02-06T02:13:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: yep
<2022-02-06T02:13:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: >we will never get a full anime adaptation of Violence Jack
<2022-02-06T02:14:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe if Bastard!!'s anime turns out well there's hope
<2022-02-06T02:14:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: MONO KUROMU TUROBURU!
<2022-02-06T02:15:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: I never did watch the 90s ova
<2022-02-06T02:16:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: apparently they actually drew Tia's vagina in that one scene though
<2022-02-06T02:16:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s pretty fun
<2022-02-06T02:17:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: currently rereading the mango
<2022-02-06T02:17:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It was supposed to have another episode or two but budget ran out 
<2022-02-06T02:17:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: ;_;
<2022-02-06T02:17:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m planning on ordering the old school Kamen rider and gorenger mangas. Seven Seas released them for the US
<2022-02-06T02:18:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: I hope the Bastard anime gets big enough to reach Arshes' backstory
<2022-02-06T02:18:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: people are going to chimp lmao
<2022-02-06T02:18:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh yeah, didn’t he adopt her and then bone her when she got of age?
<2022-02-06T02:18:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: yep
<2022-02-06T02:18:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: Dark "Woody Allen" Schneider
<2022-02-06T02:19:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: YOU BEAT ME TO IT
<2022-02-06T02:19:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Isn’t there an anime where a guy adopts a girl and the epilogue is that they end up getting into a relationship when she gets older?
<2022-02-06T02:19:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: Usagi Drop, I think
<2022-02-06T02:20:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: and the girl is technically the protagonist's aunt iirc
<2022-02-06T02:20:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: lolwhut
<2022-02-06T02:20:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: she's the protagonist's grandfather's illegitimate daughter
<2022-02-06T02:20:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I need to read the Kamen Rider Kuuga manga
<2022-02-06T02:20:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Bruh
<2022-02-06T02:25:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Have you watched any tokusatsu series/movies yet?
<2022-02-06T02:28:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: not yet, need to find a torrent for Kamen Rider Black
<2022-02-06T02:32:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was watching an episode of ohranger (aka what they made into Power Rangers Zeo) where the MOTW, a robot made of scrap from defective machines befriends the humans in the ranger team but is forced to fight them due to the main villain controlling him
<2022-02-06T02:33:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: As he’s defeated he tells the heartbroken rangers not to be sad because they did what they had to do, and to defeat the main villain BacchusHound. Then he gets up and limps back into the scrapyard as he was “born from scrap and shall return to scrap” 
<2022-02-06T02:34:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In his last moments be pets a dog he befriended earlier, before he dies and his body falls apart
<2022-02-06T02:35:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: I respect how Japan treats their kids re media
<2022-02-06T02:35:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: they can handle dark shit like that
<2022-02-06T02:36:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: These series can get really sad considering the target demographic
<2022-02-07T21:39:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I used to be nostalgia obsessed as a middle schooler out of a sense on “missing out” on the ore internet era of media consumption before getting over that
<2022-02-07T21:40:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: at this point I'd settle for having the internet of the early 2010s back
<2022-02-07T21:41:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I miss the old era of internet as well
<2022-02-07T21:41:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But re: people who miss the video store era now you can get uncut formerly hard to find media in great quality 
<2022-02-07T21:43:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: tfw NIS America still owns the rights to Enma-kun Meeramera but no longer sells the BDs
<2022-02-07T21:43:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: one of those shows I'd be willing to buy a physical copy of
<2022-02-07T21:43:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw the Gridman (original tokusatsu not anime) blu ray release by mill creek has garbage subs
<2022-02-07T21:44:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: man the burger industry sucks out loud
<2022-02-07T21:44:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: at least France and Italy have fairly good subs
<2022-02-07T21:44:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I do respect companies like vinegar syndrome that also release SOV indie stuff from the 80s/90s
<2022-02-07T21:45:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: sov?
<2022-02-07T21:45:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Shot on video
<2022-02-07T21:45:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Before you would either need to be in take trading circles or live in the filming areas and hope you could find a copy in a local video store
<2022-02-07T21:46:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Admittedly the quality can vary per film but I have a soft spot for those types of films
<2022-02-07T21:46:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-02-07T21:46:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Leif Yonker’s Darkness is one of the most underrated vampire films imo
<2022-02-07T21:47:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: never heard of it
<2022-02-07T21:47:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: what's it about?
<2022-02-07T21:49:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Essentially vampires, led by an alpha vampire Liven, besiege a small town/city and a group of survivors band together to try and survive/fight back
<2022-02-07T21:51:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It has a low budget late 90s working class White Metalhead grime feel to it
<2022-02-07T21:52:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2022-02-07T21:52:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: might check it out
<2022-02-07T21:53:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know arrow video announced a blu ray but that was back in 2018 and I haven’t seen any updates so I got me an OOP Vampire version DVD (essentially the directors cut)
<2022-02-07T21:53:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: nice
<2022-02-07T21:55:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Actually his last name is Jonker not Yonker. Looks like I lost clout
<2022-02-07T21:56:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: chonker
<2022-02-07T21:57:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/jb4R1kJOTqE
<2022-02-07T21:57:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The full film
<2022-02-07T22:10:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s kinda sad that in “ourguy” circles more recent pulp horror/exploitation/schlock stuff gets looked down on
<2022-02-07T22:11:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was showing a mutual a rough draft of my story and he liked it while saying “he hadn’t seen this style from anyone else in our circles”
<2022-02-07T22:15:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: which mutual?
<2022-02-07T22:15:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: or is i tnone of my business
<2022-02-07T22:15:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: same story you were working on back in May, yeah?
<2022-02-07T22:15:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah, JSDorn
<2022-02-07T22:15:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He’s a nice guy
<2022-02-07T22:16:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m in the process of editing but work is draining
<2022-02-07T22:18:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-02-07T22:19:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: hope youre alright
<2022-02-07T22:19:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks man. Things aren’t bad but when the day ends after work I’m usually too tired to edit or do writing stuff 
<2022-02-07T23:44:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Holy shit, I’m watching an episode of Jetman and the newly resurrected enemy leader is making crystals grow out of peoples’ bodies so she can absorb their pain to birth her offspring
<2022-02-07T23:44:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And there’s blood and people writhing in agony
<2022-02-08T00:42:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: I assume Jetman is a new toku?
<2022-02-08T00:44:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: tvtropes.org/pmwiki/pmwiki.php/Series/ChoujinSentaiJetman
<2022-02-08T00:44:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: From 1991-1992
<2022-02-08T00:50:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-02-08T14:29:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: holy fuck the super robot episode of Enma-kun Meeramera
<2022-02-08T14:29:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: this show is amazing and I can't believe it took me this long to rewatch it
<2022-02-08T14:29:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: I last saw it back in 2012
<2022-02-08T15:11:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=ubSdfYqCgK8
<2022-02-08T15:47:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have the devilman OVAs (minus Amon 😢) on blu ray
<2022-02-08T15:57:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: nice
<2022-02-08T15:58:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I hope some of the guys who watched Crybaby got into the series proper
<2022-02-08T15:58:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: I really liked Crybaby's take on Devilman, but it's dramatically different and I worry it gave people the wrong impression of Nagai's work
<2022-02-08T16:02:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Same
<2022-02-08T16:02:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I got into it from the OVA
<2022-02-08T16:19:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: nice
<2022-02-08T22:50:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ey yo some Latvian nigga think he can stomp to Jamahiriya town and diss tokusatsu 
<2022-02-08T22:50:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: MegaHog Johnny don’t roll softly into that gentle night.
<2022-02-08T22:51:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: give him hell
<2022-02-08T22:51:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Now I’m imagining the tengu in your avatar speaking like Mickey from the Rocky films 
<2022-02-08T22:52:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: aya shameimaru
<2022-02-08T22:52:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Gesundheit 
<2022-02-08T22:52:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: anna showmeyourmove
<2022-02-08T22:53:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: thpatch.net/wiki/Portal:En-4kids
<2022-02-08T22:54:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: thpatch.net/w/images/c/ca/2hu-4kids-steam.jpg
<2022-02-08T22:56:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@SaltWraith/posts/AGHU5g4ZRUq7EPy9k8
<2022-02-08T23:00:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Idgaf, tokusatsu is largely free from Poz and is fun and genuine as hell
<2022-02-08T23:00:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Rightoids manipulated by ZOG to hate it can eat shit
<2022-02-08T23:02:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: the last unpozzed medium is 80s lolicon magazines tbh
<2022-02-08T23:02:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: …
<2022-02-08T23:03:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I feel like we may have to agree to disagree
<2022-02-08T23:03:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: cringe
<2022-02-08T23:03:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: extremely tempted to post that concept art of that loli from ZZ Gundam to some Gundam fans I know who insist it's a cut above usual anime bullshit
<2022-02-08T23:04:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: the artist really drew her vagina lmao
<2022-02-08T23:05:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: One of the evil robots in Ohranger had concept art showing nipples
<2022-02-08T23:06:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh?
<2022-02-08T23:09:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/431ebccd4f03b72b1726f7076609e39d0b5989e8df412a328c088833cc769740.webp
<2022-02-08T23:09:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: lmao
<2022-02-08T23:09:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=unMJf2s7bhs
<2022-02-08T23:09:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck I'd give anything to go back to these days 
<2022-02-08T23:10:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: playing tf2 in a custom server with the lads, shitposting hard in the groupchat
<2022-02-08T23:10:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: shit was better back then
<2022-02-08T23:10:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: kosherwatch could never compete
<2022-02-09T00:24:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Overwatch is just an excuse for Jews to make porn of women being raped by a gorilla
<2022-02-09T00:25:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Btw I hope I don’t come off as a stick in the mud rightoid (you know the type) in interactions. As long as it’s not blatant zogslop I try to let people have fun 
<2022-02-09T01:03:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah it's fine
<2022-02-09T16:04:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: Currently at the antichrist's vatican
<2022-02-09T16:08:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Wha?
<2022-02-09T16:08:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: YOURE IN TEL AVIV
<2022-02-09T16:08:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: ?!
<2022-02-09T16:10:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: Disney World, but good guess 
<2022-02-09T16:11:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nice! I’m more of a universal studios guy but have fun man
<2022-02-09T16:14:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: My sister's family hasn't arrived yet 
<2022-02-09T16:14:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: Also going to be meeting up with a friend while I'm here, so that'll be nice 
<2022-02-09T16:17:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: Not entering the park today, but I look forward to shitting on the star wars area
<2022-02-09T16:17:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: from what I've heard it's essentially dead after only a few years 
<2022-02-09T16:19:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m glad I went to both universal studios before they got rid of the original Jurassic park rides and the T2 attraction
<2022-02-09T16:32:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've heard Universals new JP ride is good 
<2022-02-09T16:33:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: Velocicoaster?
<2022-02-09T16:33:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve seen commercials, may go eventually 
<2022-02-10T14:59:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: Not sure if I should drop #based takes or just enjoy the trip with my family, but man Epcot sucks outside of the recreations of architecture 
<2022-02-10T14:59:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: The most impressive section is the Moroccan one 
<2022-02-10T15:00:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: Something something multicultural strip mall 
<2022-02-10T16:10:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: On one hand it’s always funny to drop based takes but at the same time it’s always good to read the atmosphere so everyone can relax 
<2022-02-10T16:11:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I leave it up to you 
<2022-02-10T17:34:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: The chink and nip stores are neat 
<2022-02-10T17:34:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll see if I can find any toku merch, seems to be mostly Ghibli and shounenshit though 
<2022-02-10T18:51:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: tfw a relative tells you to stand far away from other people in a queue to avoid looking creepy 
<2022-02-10T18:51:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: just learned I'm ugly ;_;
<2022-02-10T18:52:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 😢
<2022-02-10T18:52:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Did you backhand the relative?
<2022-02-10T18:52:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: Nah, it was my mom 
<2022-02-10T18:53:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: To be fair I was a little close and the people ahead were girls, but it was dark and we were constantly in motion 
<2022-02-10T18:53:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: What a fucked up assumption to make, you know?
<2022-02-10T18:53:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw my mom acts so much like a yenta despite not being Jewish 
<2022-02-10T18:53:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: Time to kms
<2022-02-10T18:54:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve told her multiple times that if I made a character based on her in a book others would call it WW2 German tier stereotyping 
<2022-02-10T18:55:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For what it’s worth I don’t view you as weird
<2022-02-10T18:56:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: Thank you 
<2022-02-10T18:56:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't really act weird in public, I hope 
<2022-02-10T18:56:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: I walk a bit quickly, but I don't think that's unusual 
<2022-02-10T18:57:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My personal experience is that if you come off as personable it usually works
<2022-02-10T18:58:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Last weekend I was walking in downtown listening to racist podcasts and I ended up helping two White kids with their bike tire, and while I was probably walking or postured weird the interaction was positive
<2022-02-10T19:19:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: Lol nice
<2022-02-10T19:19:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: I try being helpful where I can 
<2022-02-11T13:54:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: Oh good lord 
<2022-02-11T13:54:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm in the new star wars land and I found the funniest shit and I don't know if anyone's pointed it out 
<2022-02-11T13:54:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: Next time I walk by it I'll post a pic
<2022-02-11T13:54:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: Currently in line for that star wars ride 
<2022-02-11T13:55:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nice
<2022-02-11T14:07:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Get some twi’lek poon dear friend
<2022-02-11T14:13:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was going to meet up with a friend today, but his flight was cancelled at the last minute 
<2022-02-11T14:13:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: Over "covid concerns"
<2022-02-11T14:14:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: Fuck I'm mad 
<2022-02-11T14:48:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry to hear friend
<2022-02-11T14:49:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was gonna go to Florida with family over the holidays but they ended up canceling over “covid fears” and it was really annoying 
<2022-02-11T14:49:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But at the same time I’m hella paranoid about airport security 
<2022-02-11T15:25:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: Just don't save anything suspicious to your phone and don't bring your laptop 
<2022-02-11T15:25:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: Oh wait, you're Iranian 
<2022-02-11T15:44:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw ive brought my laptop and phone pre covid and I never got checked 
<2022-02-11T16:12:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: Nice 
<2022-02-11T22:32:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: That friend is trying to see if he can reschedule a flight here if he can find a cat sitter, fingers crossed 
<2022-02-11T22:35:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll cross my fingers for you guys too
<2022-02-11T22:37:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I’d probably get kicked out of Star Wars land for asking where the twi lek brothel/asking about Toydarian Occupation Government 
<2022-02-11T22:54:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: Still thinking about Anakin's questionably canon sidekick
<2022-02-11T23:51:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ashoka Tano?
<2022-02-12T12:26:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: Yes
<2022-02-12T13:11:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I hope I don’t come off as too aggro
<2022-02-12T13:11:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I try not to get snappy at mutuals
<2022-02-12T13:13:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: Nah, it's fine 
<2022-02-12T13:13:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: Admittedly I get a bit inflammatory about this 
<2022-02-12T13:13:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: It's just frustrating to see a group that's laying a side blueprint for striking against the great Satan and seeing people give them more shit than larp groups that accomplish absolutely nothing 
<2022-02-12T13:16:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My main worry is that the truckers don’t have a revolutionary mindset and may decide to compromise once the govt says they’ll toss the mandates (even if they lie)
<2022-02-12T13:23:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: If they last just another week or 2, the damage is going to scare them for a while 
<2022-02-12T13:23:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: The oil, lumber, and gas industries are fucked hard right now 
<2022-02-12T13:23:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: And those are Canada's main industries 
<2022-02-12T13:24:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: Plus, propaganda of the deed, seeing some whites realize if they just took it easy for a while, everything would get fucked 
<2022-02-12T13:24:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: Just NEET it up on savings for a month and watch everything crumble 
<2022-02-12T13:24:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m for propaganda of the deed but I won’t get too specific for obvious reasons
<2022-02-12T13:26:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: Violent behavior is easily turned around against the aggressors
<2022-02-12T13:26:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: Peaceful yet highly disruptive activities seem like the best strategy for now 
<2022-02-12T13:27:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: Claiming you dindue nuffin while breaking everything
<2022-02-12T13:33:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Read Siege, clog your companies toilets
<2022-02-12T13:47:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: Rape your local mailman
<2022-02-12T13:48:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: Also lol there are signs all over the animal kingdom low-key bitching about niggers destroying Africa's other fauna 
<2022-02-12T13:48:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: Unintentionally based stuff 
<2022-02-12T13:48:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So true
<2022-02-12T13:57:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: They had a chance to invent an African nation in the 90s and it's a tourist trap run by whites being ruined by nigger poachers
<2022-02-12T14:11:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: Sperging to employees and other tourists about animal lore brother HH
<2022-02-12T14:11:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: Redpilled some guys on baboons
<2022-02-12T14:32:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Baboons are based
<2022-02-12T14:33:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I could’ve been a great zoo or museum tour guide
<2022-02-12T14:34:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I remember one time I ended up bullshitting with some guy with his parents about leopards and Jaguars for like 20 minutes. Turns out the guy had autism and was very shy and that was the longest he’d talked to non family in a while
<2022-02-12T15:26:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: The sperg whisperer 
<2022-02-12T15:26:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: Also baboons are basically chimps but even more niggerish
<2022-02-12T15:52:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There used to be a prehistoric mega baboon called dinopithecus
<2022-02-12T15:53:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: Oh?
<2022-02-12T16:14:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dinopithecus
<2022-02-12T17:12:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: Beta testing an amazing post that might be going too far 
<2022-02-12T17:12:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: A LIBERTARIAN IS A FASCIST THAT SAW A HOT HIGH SCHOOL GIRL
<2022-02-12T17:12:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: Dare I post this 
<2022-02-12T17:58:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do what thou will
<2022-02-12T18:32:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: Fuck it, I'll do it 
<2022-02-12T18:51:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: HOW COULD YOU BETRAY MEEEE
<2022-02-12T18:52:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
<2022-02-12T18:53:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 😭😭😭😭😭
<2022-02-12T18:58:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My retard relatives decided to be moody retards so expect my drunk posting tonight to be a bit more feral
<2022-02-12T21:09:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ganbatte
<2022-02-12T21:09:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: Sorry it took so long to respond. All's been weird about dms
<2022-02-12T21:11:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve been out dealing with retard relatives so it’s fine
<2022-02-12T21:16:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: Man that sucks 
<2022-02-12T21:16:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: Anything in particular happen?
<2022-02-12T21:28:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Iranian boomers are kike tier neurotic moody bitches 
<2022-02-12T21:30:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I decide to go hiking with them and they end up arguing over stupid bullshit so I just leave them in the car and go walking
<2022-02-12T21:30:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Then I help them get groceries and then they lose a credit card and freak out
<2022-02-12T21:31:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My brother is visiting but I’m probably gonna yell at them during dinner. Fuck them for wasting my day and fuck me for bending over backwards 
<2022-02-12T21:32:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I should start being more openly racist in front of them. Why should I be nice to these bastards who didn’t even get a headstone for my grandpa?
<2022-02-12T21:47:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: Fucking hell, I'm sorry to hear that 
<2022-02-12T21:47:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: Why didn't they get your grandpa a headstone?
<2022-02-12T21:49:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No idea, my dad was ashamed when I asked him
<2022-02-12T21:50:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m guessing either money or they got a plaque like thing 
<2022-02-12T21:50:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Honestly I’m tired of just not being feral in front of them
<2022-02-12T21:53:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: It's not good to burn bridges with family tbh, filial piety is good 
<2022-02-12T21:53:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: But otoh they sound unreasonable 
<2022-02-12T21:53:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You know what why the fuck do I have to be nice to people?
<2022-02-12T21:53:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s a complicated relationship tbh
<2022-02-12T21:55:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know they’d sell me out for their precious pig American system
<2022-02-12T21:55:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Death to America
<2022-02-12T21:56:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: One day I may write to the ayatollah and ask to get the remains of my executed relatives so I can destroy them or make swastika art out of them. Fucking traitors siding with ZOG
<2022-02-12T21:57:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry I’m ruining the good vibes of your vacation
<2022-02-12T21:58:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: Oh no, the vibes are terrible 
<2022-02-12T21:58:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: They added some gay computerized fast pass system that's connected to park entry, reserving restaurants, and so on 
<2022-02-12T21:59:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: It doesn't work half the time and I constantly have to make employees fix their shit 
<2022-02-12T21:59:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: Also getting shin splints and chafing, but I can't go back to the room because family made reservations just today 
<2022-02-12T21:59:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: And if I don't show up they get charged an extra $100
<2022-02-12T21:59:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: This has been a total clusterfuck lmao
<2022-02-12T22:01:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m beginning to think the Lords of Chaos shoulda went postal in Disney World back in the 90s like they planned
<2022-02-12T22:14:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: Who?
<2022-02-12T22:15:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lords_of_Chaos_(criminal_group)
<2022-02-12T22:57:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: I took an edible before going out to eat and spent about 30 seconds trying to cut a steak with the wrong side of a butter knife 
<2022-02-12T23:29:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I took 2c-e one time and ended up eating out at a Chinese restaurant despite tripping balls
<2022-02-12T23:31:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: 2c-e?
<2022-02-12T23:31:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Research chem, hallucinogen
<2022-02-12T23:41:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ah I figured they'd be research chems 
<2022-02-12T23:41:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: TFW all the fun ones are banned 
<2022-02-12T23:58:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: I should probably stop being a bitch 
<2022-02-12T23:58:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: If I get arrested I'll just get free room and board 
<2022-02-12T23:58:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: For picking up some fun stuff I mean 
<2022-02-12T23:58:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: No fedpoast here 
<2022-02-12T23:59:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s times where I’m walking and I see some nonwhite acting like a retard
<2022-02-13T00:00:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: Lol
<2022-02-13T00:27:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Just got into an argument with relatives
<2022-02-13T00:29:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: May or may not have praised Hitler in front of them and called him the greatest second only to Christ
<2022-02-13T00:29:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: Based redpilled epic profound transcendent 
<2022-02-13T00:30:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: I told my family about Pretty Baby lmao
<2022-02-13T00:30:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: When they were talking about Hollywood 
<2022-02-13T00:30:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I told them I’m tired of killing my self for them when they are so dedicated to sinking with ZOG
<2022-02-13T00:30:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: You may not know why that's funny 
<2022-02-13T00:30:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Why is it funny
<2022-02-13T00:30:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: Oof
<2022-02-13T00:31:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: Pretty Baby is about a 12 year old girl whose mother sold her to a brothel in New Orleans 
<2022-02-13T00:31:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: She's fully nude and shown in multiple scenes 
<2022-02-13T00:31:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh shit I’ve heard of that film
<2022-02-13T00:31:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Brooke Shields?
<2022-02-13T00:32:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: And that was Brook Shields' niche for a while 
<2022-02-13T00:32:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: Yes
<2022-02-13T00:32:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s a photo of her smoking crack or weed with the members of Bad Brains
<2022-02-13T00:32:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: She was also photographed naked and covered in oil for a magazine 
<2022-02-13T00:33:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: Years later she tried to sue and the judge ruled it was perfectly legal
<2022-02-13T00:33:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m considering going back to where my relatives are and throwing plates and glasses
<2022-02-13T00:33:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: She was mad about her mom agreeing to that because her peers gave her endless shit for it 
<2022-02-13T00:33:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: I wouldn't recommend doing that, just calm down for now and try to avoid speaking with them 
<2022-02-13T00:33:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m two tequilas in and I’m ready to burn some bridges
<2022-02-13T00:34:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: This is why I don’t own weapons btw
<2022-02-13T00:41:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: Man, it usually takes me 3 or 4 shots in to start saying super inflammatory shit
<2022-02-13T01:39:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m constantly on the verge of lashing out like a black mamba
<2022-02-13T01:44:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: Fuck man
<2022-02-13T01:45:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: I just stopped engaging with family over politics tbh
<2022-02-13T01:45:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: Though they're boomercons instead of libtards
<2022-02-13T02:04:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: Not sure how I feel about that avatar ride they added 
<2022-02-13T02:04:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: The one that always has crazy wait times
<2022-02-13T02:04:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: I guess I enjoyed it, but it did some annoying shit 
<2022-02-13T02:04:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: Like dumping lore on riders through a screen instead of getting to the point 
<2022-02-13T02:05:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Avatar the last air bender?
<2022-02-13T02:07:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: They really had to justify that you were mentally linked with some space elf to experience their flight because it's a sacred rite of passage or something 
<2022-02-13T02:07:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: It's weird and you can tell they knew nobody watched Avatar
<2022-02-13T02:07:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: The film 
<2022-02-13T02:08:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=CHj1dDF4jVs
<2022-02-13T02:10:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm not sure if it's that good, but I was expecting worse 
<2022-02-13T02:10:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: Plus it was hot outside and the breeze in the ride was nice 
<2022-02-13T14:50:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I feel like if my mutuals met me irl they’d either think I was really chill and dorky or completely unhinged and Jared Loughner tier crazy depending on my mood
<2022-02-13T14:57:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: You seem like you'd get heated over a few things, but overall could keep it reigned in 
<2022-02-13T14:57:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: Is that about right?
<2022-02-13T15:10:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: Feeling like running a campaign again 
<2022-02-13T15:10:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: 1E AD&D, I tried running a gurps campaign last year but I scrapped it early after realizing there was too much going on to manage players online 
<2022-02-13T15:20:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not an unreasonable retard if that’s what you’re asking. I’m very rusty with tabletop gaming
<2022-02-13T16:02:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ideally 1E wouldn't be too difficult to learn 
<2022-02-13T16:02:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: Some weird intricacies if I'll be going totally RAW but most of that's my problem 
<2022-02-13T16:03:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: just roll 4d6, keep top 3 results, add them, repeat 6 times, and choose race/class
<2022-02-13T16:03:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: When I get home I'll send you the PHB, if you're interested 
<2022-02-13T16:09:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: PHB?
<2022-02-13T16:14:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: Player's Handbook
<2022-02-13T16:15:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ah
<2022-02-13T17:02:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: I guess you'll have to think about it 
<2022-02-13T17:02:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm planning on having it be very low-commitment, open table 
<2022-02-13T17:02:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: Trying out some of the shit guys have been suggesting 
<2022-02-13T17:02:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: Strict Time Records, multiple parties, maybe patron players if I can find them 
<2022-02-13T17:02:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: Very esoteric shit people forgot about after the 70s
<2022-02-13T17:03:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Explain the strict time records and other stuff
<2022-02-13T17:03:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry if I sound like a retard
<2022-02-13T17:04:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: Strict time records = 1:1 timekeeping 
<2022-02-13T17:05:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: As in, 1 day in-game = 1 day out-of-game
<2022-02-13T17:05:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: So if a PC travels 1 week over the course of a session, he's out of play until irl time catches up 
<2022-02-13T17:05:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: So the player will need a new character next session or something
<2022-02-13T17:06:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Got it. How would people play, through a chat room?
<2022-02-13T17:18:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: Yes 
<2022-02-13T17:36:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: I prefer the f2f experience, but I wouldn't be too heavy on mapping
<2022-02-13T17:36:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: Less dungeons, more overworked adventures, you know?
<2022-02-13T17:37:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: *overworld
<2022-02-13T17:37:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Mfw I’m trying to understand table top stuff without looking like a fool
<2022-02-13T17:38:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/5d476a30a16800921b5c2828457f0d01716d3cfebc5c3d8734f33940e4504e80.jpeg
<2022-02-13T18:46:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: It's not your fault, the community is full of awful fags that made it about amateur improv theater instead of adventures with the lads
<2022-02-14T16:10:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Speaking of Cannon I recommend you watch Lifeforce
<2022-02-14T16:10:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: One of Go Nagai’s favorite films
<2022-02-14T16:15:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: Oh yeah, that's the film with the naked vampire girl 
<2022-02-14T16:16:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've seen pics, she's cute 
<2022-02-14T16:33:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m still sad Cannon didn’t make their insane spider man movie
<2022-02-14T16:34:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tldr: Peter Parker becomes a weremanspider and kills and eats people on nights with a full moon
<2022-02-14T16:35:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The marvel rep had to explain to Golan and Globus (slowly) the story of Spider Man because they had no idea and they were like “Wtf this sounds retarded who would like this shit?”
<2022-02-14T16:35:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They just saw that Spider Man was a hot IP and got the movie rights on that basis alone
<2022-02-14T16:37:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also speaking of insane unmade films
<2022-02-14T16:37:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: tohokingdom.com/blog/end-times-gods-godzilla-draft-translation/
<2022-02-14T16:37:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: We were robbed of this goddamned masterpiece
<2022-02-14T17:16:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: Man Hollywood sucks
<2022-02-14T17:17:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Did you see the link? It’s like a geocities era schizo decided to make a Godzilla script
<2022-02-14T17:38:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: Not yet, with family rn
<2022-02-14T19:09:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/d750244672e5c73fa94e7588552863a8084f2be26a416e52b9da96e4e507e5f8.png
<2022-02-14T19:09:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “Wahhh I’m ugly and nothing can change it!!111”
<2022-02-14T19:09:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “No you’re not. Keep working on yourself friend” “FUCK YOU AND YOUR PLATITUDES!!!111”
<2022-02-14T19:11:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I had a flashback to my normie Facebook days and I considered putting the info graphic of how to successfully shoot yourself in the head with a “Have fun then.” But I decided not to go too aggro
<2022-02-14T19:20:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: Is this pasta?
<2022-02-14T19:20:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: Or is Mongoose being srs
<2022-02-14T19:21:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Srs. Apparently Valentine’s Day is a sore subject 
<2022-02-14T19:22:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like him but I hate spiteful whiners/maliciously depressed people
<2022-02-14T19:29:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: I wish I knew where these guys were so I could order them hookers or something 
<2022-02-14T19:29:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I apologize if I come off as over sensitive but I’m kinda thunderstruck
<2022-02-14T19:31:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: Sounds like depression tbh
<2022-02-14T19:31:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: He'll probably be alright 
<2022-02-14T19:35:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I hope. I try to be nice and supportive of mutuals because I used to be (more of) a depressed asshole
<2022-02-14T19:37:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/3627fc79ca85095c57105a59c1870a8b484f4a63a0ba04b41319ed6062107b29.jpeg
<2022-02-14T19:38:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Maybe I should just be an unhinged depressed asshole on here and see how others react.
<2022-02-14T20:01:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: Kind of feeling TFW no gf lately tbh
<2022-02-14T20:01:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: Def need to get in better shape, been awful lately 
<2022-02-14T20:01:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: Depression goes away if I'm on stims, but that's probably not sustainable lol
<2022-02-14T20:02:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: Just need to find a cute gf that isn't old/a whore and never let her see me sober 
<2022-02-14T20:03:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Honestly I’m too mentally ill to get a gf. I’d probably end up being abusive
<2022-02-14T20:03:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve accepted that. 
<2022-02-14T20:06:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s why I’m a bit steamed at mongoose’s response. I can take all kinds of insults. Insult my hobbies, interests, call me a retard or whatever.
<2022-02-14T20:07:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: I admit I've done similar shit in the past, it's always deeply embarrassing in hindsight 
<2022-02-14T20:07:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But saying I’m insincere and “puking platitudes” when I’m trying to do the one useful thing I can do makes me really enraged
<2022-02-14T20:11:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: Maybe I should be a dick and ask for a location so I can buy him a whore he can meet with 
<2022-02-14T20:11:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: Maybe if he continues idk
<2022-02-14T20:12:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wouldn’t 
<2022-02-14T20:12:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m just pissed because I know I’m not up to snuff with my mutuals so all I can do is keep morale up
<2022-02-14T20:13:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And I’m not even good at that apparently 
<2022-02-14T20:14:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: If it makes you feel better, you're probably doing better than I am atm
<2022-02-14T20:15:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Despite my morale boosting persona on here I’m constantly in a state of almost snapping 
<2022-02-14T20:16:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: Rip
<2022-02-14T20:17:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like there’s times I just want to just yell and screech at people on the street. And since 2017 I have no real life friends 
<2022-02-14T20:18:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: ;_; it's been even longer for me lel
<2022-02-14T20:18:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: It sucks, but hopefully we can turn that around 
<2022-02-14T20:18:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know people don’t give a shit about tokusatsu and paleontology but I post the videos anyway because I hope at least one person is amused
<2022-02-14T20:19:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For me I’ve been crazy  for my entire life, 27 years to life
<2022-02-14T20:19:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't understand either of them, but at least it's entertaining 
<2022-02-14T20:20:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: At this point I mostly just vent and post anime lol
<2022-02-14T20:20:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I truly vented it would just be incoherent all caps poasts roaring into the virtual wind
<2022-02-14T20:21:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm half-serious about leaving the country to find wife lol
<2022-02-14T20:21:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: I just hate this entire nation but being expat would probably suck too 
<2022-02-14T20:22:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm already a bit isolated, so I guess the cultural barrier wouldn't be much of a change 
<2022-02-14T20:22:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: Maybe somewhere in eastern europe
<2022-02-15T00:58:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks for listening to me earlier. Sorry if I was a downer 
<2022-02-15T01:01:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've posted more feels with less prompting dw
<2022-02-15T01:02:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m gonna regret asking this but what’s intercrural
<2022-02-15T01:08:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: Thigh fucking
<2022-02-15T01:08:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That sounds even gayer than anal sex weirdly enough
<2022-02-15T01:15:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: It's less viscerally repulsive imo
<2022-02-15T01:15:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: True
<2022-02-15T01:16:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: I genuinely can't believe porn psyopped normal people into trying that, it seems like something sensible people wouldn't do 
<2022-02-15T12:48:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=jnFoGRtrhXI
<2022-02-15T12:48:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: Can't believe Japan knows about Wacky Races 
<2022-02-15T12:48:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: Also that Go Nagai enjoyer fanservice
<2022-02-15T12:51:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Japan has some weird fixations an aspects of non Japanese things
<2022-02-15T12:52:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like Anomalocaris (prehistoric predatory sea arthropod) and the flatwoods monster
<2022-02-15T12:53:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also
<2022-02-15T12:53:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: tohokingdom.com/blog/end-times-gods-godzilla-draft-translation/
<2022-02-15T12:53:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In case you didn’t read this
<2022-02-15T13:25:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: >In other words, the giant dark Godzilla of this film is the Unconscious given flesh, and the humanoid (Jesus) is the Superego given flesh)
<2022-02-15T13:25:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: What the fuck am I reading
<2022-02-15T14:05:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Methinks I need to sue Toho for ripping off my patented idea of White Jamahiriya 
<2022-02-15T14:21:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: Lmao
<2022-02-15T14:24:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: Final day at Disney World 
<2022-02-15T14:25:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: Every day some absolutely retarded shit had happened because the parks are understaffed and the new system is a clusterfuck
<2022-02-15T14:25:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: It's so bad my family's planning on selling off their shares in Disney and never coming again 
<2022-02-15T14:25:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: Suppose that was a good outcome 
<2022-02-15T14:25:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Again, maybe the Lords of Chaos should’ve been allowed to get goofy there
<2022-02-15T14:26:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I ever became President I would just pardon murderers who were White depending on whether or not I feel like their victims deserved it
<2022-02-15T14:33:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: It's still a sign of antisocial tendencies, but if the victim was a rotten bastard I'd let them off with maybe a slap on the wrist fine 
<2022-02-15T14:33:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: Like maybe $50
<2022-02-15T14:34:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: If the victim was really awful, I'd then demand the $50 be spent on a night of drinking with him to celebrate his deed 
<2022-02-15T15:04:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fuck I really want to watch that Godzilla film. Imagine 70s/80s tier effects and costumes with that story
<2022-02-15T15:59:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: There's always a chance they bring it back 
<2022-02-15T16:01:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’d be great as a trippy anime movie or OVA series
<2022-02-15T21:10:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ngl this is gay as hell, but I can't get over my disappointment 
<2022-02-15T21:11:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: I know Disney's pozzed as hell, but I always enjoyed the theme parks but everything about this trip was so awful, I don't even feel like returning to the park for the rest of the last day 
<2022-02-15T21:11:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: Astonishing how hard they managed to fuck up 
<2022-02-15T21:11:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: Mind you I refused the last few visits family took and agreed to this one because it was for my niece, but still 
<2022-02-15T21:16:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: Guess I still have good memories and even liked a lot of the rides, so it stings just a little to realize it sucks now 
<2022-02-15T21:48:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m just glad I went to both universal studios and fulfilled my dream to go on the Jurassic park rides 
<2022-02-15T22:06:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Protip, don’t coffeemaxx while going cold turkey from Prozac
<2022-02-15T22:20:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: Glad you're getting off the stuff, Prozac is awful for you and there's little evidence SSRIs work 
<2022-02-15T22:21:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: It just made me feel dead inside and my dick stopped working completely lol
<2022-02-15T22:21:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: Are you feeling jittery or is it something worse?
<2022-02-15T22:30:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Jittery and anxious
<2022-02-15T22:33:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Some of it is because I submitted project that had a few mistakes due to image issues/vague comments from clients and I’m constantly afraid of getting let go even though I’ve been told I do good work
<2022-02-15T22:39:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I went unintentionally cold turkey because I had to wait for my prescription/insurance 
<2022-02-15T22:39:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t like being on it but without it my moods get unstable and my anger/anxiety spikes out of control
<2022-02-15T23:38:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ah
<2022-02-16T03:41:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw you believe in evolution but you don’t feel like hellthreading with mutuals who don’t believe in it even though it annoys you to see it
<2022-02-16T13:16:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: It's a fundamentally unserious stance imo
<2022-02-16T13:17:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: Can't be helped, lot of people say stupid shit for online clout 
<2022-02-16T14:24:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s not even clashing with Christianity imo
<2022-02-16T14:25:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Who’s to say when God created all the beasts it wasn’t through evolution? He’s the supreme being so who knows how a day for him would translate into mortal time
<2022-02-16T14:26:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Paleontology gets so many retarded criticisms too
<2022-02-16T14:52:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: I get why evolution is inconvenient for them because you basically have to interpret a good amount of Christianity metaphorically 
<2022-02-16T14:52:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: Which opens the door to more modern interpretations they dislike 
<2022-02-16T14:54:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know some people disagree and say space travel is the pinnacle of White science but I think paleontology/zoology is pretty damned close too
<2022-02-16T14:55:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s more White than discovering the origins of your race and your world?
<2022-02-16T18:14:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: Paleontology was better when they obviously didn't give a fuck and cobbled the wildest shit out of whatever bones they could find 
<2022-02-16T18:14:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: Though feathered dinosaurs are cool and confirms birds are the best animals 
<2022-02-16T18:15:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Back then there was way more guesswork because they obviously had no prior references
<2022-02-16T18:15:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My favorite periods of time for wildlife would have to be the Permian and the Triassic
<2022-02-16T18:16:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The Triassic was really chaotic because there was no true “dominant global species”
<2022-02-16T18:16:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Dinosaurs were still mostly small and prey to bigger creatures
<2022-02-16T19:13:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: What period was it where giant arthropods were the meta because of absurdly high oxygen levels?
<2022-02-16T19:55:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Carboniferous
<2022-02-16T20:42:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ah
<2022-02-16T23:51:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Iranian diaspora are neurotic, manipulative, control obsessed bastards
<2022-02-16T23:52:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Maybe I’m overreacting because I’m off my meds and work was shitty today and my heads throbbing harder than Enma-kun after Yukina falls on his lap but goddamnit it’s draining
<2022-02-17T01:37:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: Man that sucks 
<2022-02-17T01:37:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: Sorry to hear that 
<2022-02-17T01:46:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You’re a good guy Tengu. I’m glad we became friends even if I can be annoying
<2022-02-17T01:50:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: You're not annoying, I get it 
<2022-02-17T15:07:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=3yDkR_cDVlU
<2022-02-17T15:07:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ok this ride looks rad 
<2022-02-17T15:08:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: Maybe I'll try getting out to Universal Studios at some point
<2022-02-17T15:26:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Both the Florida and the California one are great
<2022-02-17T15:43:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: I just checked the prices and they're pretty good 
<2022-02-17T15:44:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: A 3-day ticket with access to both parks in 1 day runs about $300 vs Disney World charging $470
<2022-02-17T15:44:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: With significantly worse crowds and wait times
<2022-02-17T15:44:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Disney? More like PISSPEE amirite
<2022-02-17T15:45:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: I might even try going back there for a weekend if I can get a cheap flight 
<2022-02-17T15:45:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: Their fastpass system is also reasonable 
<2022-02-17T15:46:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: It runs about $120 for a separate shorter queue, or free if you stay at certain on-property resorts 
<2022-02-17T15:46:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: And the ratio with the stand-by line is 1:1, unlike Disney's fastpass which is minimum 4:1
<2022-02-17T15:46:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: There is some real jackass shit going on with fastpass at Disney World btw
<2022-02-17T15:47:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s funny is that the Simpsons ride in US Florida was probably the roughest ride in terms of movement
<2022-02-17T15:47:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: Even if the priority queue is empty, they'll still halt the stand-by line for no reason 
<2022-02-17T15:47:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: I genuinely think it's an attempt to push people into paying for Genie+ and just avoid stand-by lines so they spend more time shopping and buying food 
<2022-02-17T15:48:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The one thing I disliked was that by the time I went to them the JP dinosaurs toy line they used to sell there was discontinued 
<2022-02-17T15:49:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: Oh, and for some rides there's no way to get a free fastpass even if you schedule at 7AM sharp because they're totally paid access 
<2022-02-17T15:50:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: $7-$20 a day depending on the season 
<2022-02-17T15:50:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: Absurdly jewish shit 
<2022-02-17T15:50:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: For one ride btw, it's not like you have access to it all day 
<2022-02-17T15:51:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm almost tempted to make an angry poaststorm about the experience, but then I'd be fessing to fag enabling Disney 
<2022-02-17T15:52:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Dude I’m open to the fact I buy physical media and thus “fund” hymiewood or whatever
<2022-02-17T15:53:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: True 
<2022-02-17T15:53:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: Oh,and this is a minor thing that was to be expected, but there was a lot of gay/tranny-themed merchandise 
<2022-02-17T15:53:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: Including a rainbow Star Wars thing
<2022-02-17T15:53:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: Which I liked because even Disney is admitting Star Wars is gay 
<2022-02-17T15:55:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Though Tbf a lot of the stuff I get is from more niche labels, second hand stores etc.
<2022-02-17T16:12:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: I doubt you're enabling too many Jews by buying Tromeo and Juliet on bluray
<2022-02-17T16:13:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I actually knew a guy who was an extra on that film
<2022-02-17T16:13:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Owned a cd store in my former hometown before it burned down. Nice guy
<2022-02-17T16:25:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: Nice, what was it like for him?
<2022-02-17T16:27:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He enjoyed it a lot and he always liked how eclectic my purchases were (IE Jaco Pastorius, Misfits, and Biggie Smalls one time)
<2022-02-17T16:33:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: Sounds like an interesting guy 
<2022-02-17T16:34:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He’s probably a shitlib but I liked him and his wife
<2022-02-17T16:36:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I shat the bed by venting my spleen about ww2 vets
<2022-02-17T16:37:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: Nah it's fine, people sperg about stupider shit
<2022-02-17T19:52:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The more I watch tokusatsu media the more I despise the mcu style constantly quippy ironic detached dialogue
<2022-02-17T19:53:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Bugman: Lol aren’t those Japanese shows so cheesy and silly? It’s so bad it’s good!!1111
<2022-02-17T19:54:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Meanwhile: 
<2022-02-17T19:54:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/hP7fWr8LaaI
<2022-02-17T20:00:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: When the Gorma monster Takamura laments to Rin (pink Dairanger) that he wishes he was born human instead of Gorma, and after he’s fatally wounded defending her says “Next time…I’ll be born a human. So that I can see your smile once more.” before dying I felt more emotion than every MCU film I’ve ever seen combined
<2022-02-17T20:13:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: The Whedon style feels very insecure 
<2022-02-17T20:14:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: Like it's so afraid of being called corny it mocks itself in advance and refuses to let things progress as they should in-universe
<2022-02-17T20:14:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: Also makes the characters feel unlikeable 
<2022-02-17T20:15:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yes!
<2022-02-17T20:22:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: I respect that Japan at least believes their kids can handle darker moments in fiction 
<2022-02-17T20:23:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Me too. It’s one of the main reasons I like toku so much, unironic emotional storytelling 
<2022-02-17T20:23:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also is this guy schizo or just really autistic:
<2022-02-17T20:24:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: treefortforums.net/forum/brainy-stuff/religion/66448-the-martyrdom-of-junko-furuta-and-why-i-m-a-japanese-nationalist
<2022-02-18T13:24:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: Schizo, definitely 
<2022-02-18T13:24:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: This is absurd 
<2022-02-18T13:25:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: Also, if you're still interested in playing that 1E campaign, here's the PHB
<2022-02-18T13:25:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: files.catbox.moe/juakpe.pdf
<2022-02-18T14:31:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s absurd? What I sent you?
<2022-02-18T14:31:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also started reading the phb
<2022-02-18T14:33:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: When do you want me to confirm my attendance by?
<2022-02-18T14:35:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: the think you linked, yes
<2022-02-18T14:35:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's still in preliminary planning
<2022-02-18T14:35:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: probably within a month or 2
<2022-02-18T14:41:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Got it
<2022-02-18T14:41:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah that guy seems like a psycho and I feel pissed he won’t let the poor girl Rest In Peace
<2022-02-21T00:52:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >tfw I may have unintentionally pissed off a guy enough to end a livestream
<2022-02-21T00:55:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol what happened?
<2022-02-21T00:56:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You know Larry ridgeway?
<2022-02-21T00:58:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Essentially he was talking about how JLP looks like the Jeepers Creepers monster and I asked if he was aware of the Victor Salva incident and he misinterpreted me as getting spergy and angry when I legit wasn’t. Not a lot of people know about it
<2022-02-21T00:59:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So he got mad and he shut down the stream
<2022-02-21T01:02:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I feel bad because I wasn’t trying to be an asshole but I ended up ruining everyone’s good time 
<2022-02-21T01:17:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Was I in the wrong here?
<2022-02-21T01:33:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know how he was offended by that
<2022-02-21T01:33:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: was this jaust asking shit in the chat?
<2022-02-21T01:35:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: All I did was ask “Did you guys know about how Victor Salva got convicted for raping the main child actor in his film Clownhouse?”
<2022-02-21T01:36:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I think he thought I was getting mad at him for sperg reasons, which I quickly said I wasn’t and that I brought it up because not a lot of people know about it versus say Weinstein
<2022-02-21T01:40:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He went all “YEAH WE KNOW SHIT IS BAD DURRRRRR!!1”
<2022-02-21T01:41:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like, I like his content but holy shit not a proportional response
<2022-02-21T01:45:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-02-21T01:46:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I feel bad that I may have unintentionally ruined things for the viewers
<2022-02-21T02:03:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: he ruined it by freaking out over a little thing
<2022-02-21T02:17:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks for listening to me bro. Even if I’m worrying over nothing.
<2022-02-21T19:35:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw your mom is mad at your brother and is now being a miserable moody mope and I have to deal with it
<2022-02-21T21:43:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: that sucks
<2022-02-21T21:43:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: sorry to hear that
<2022-02-21T21:54:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Essentially he’s taking longer to graduate than she wanted and she’s acting like a total melodramatic nag
<2022-02-21T21:54:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: so long as it gets done, what does it matter
<2022-02-21T21:55:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: is she calculating every dollar he's losing in potential earnings or something
<2022-02-21T21:55:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Knowing her probably lol
<2022-02-21T21:55:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: something something jew that chased a rial into a mosque
<2022-02-21T21:56:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: She was bitching about how he wastes his time playing video games when he should be submitting research papers
<2022-02-21T21:56:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: when will the oppression cease.........................
<2022-02-21T21:57:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I disagree with his libtard normie views but it’s aggravating that she’s acting as if he did some major crime
<2022-02-21T21:57:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: what's his degree in, anyway
<2022-02-21T21:57:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: if this isn't doxable
<2022-02-21T21:58:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s a md phd and that’s all I’ll say
<2022-02-21T21:58:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-02-21T21:58:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: I mean, only so much meaningful research to be done in medicine tbh
<2022-02-21T21:59:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: he should work on engineering airborne & contagious ebola imo
<2022-02-21T21:59:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve told him to work on engineering badass tokusatsu monster broads
<2022-02-23T02:13:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: girl getting sexually harrassed by a 20 year old lmao
<2022-02-23T02:13:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: good to know anime tropes aren't restricted to anime
<2022-02-23T02:14:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: shit, first message didn't send
<2022-02-23T02:14:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: nothing went right
<2022-02-23T02:14:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: *10 year old
<2022-02-23T02:14:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: I looked up info on Dairanger
<2022-02-23T02:24:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Cool, I like Dairanger even though the monster designs can get goofy
<2022-02-23T02:25:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No worries man, yeah I find it funny that in the west everyone remembers the White Tiger Ranger because of Tommy Oliver but in Japan the white ranger/Kiba Ranger is like the Cousin Oliver of the show
<2022-02-23T02:25:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw Daigo’s/Shishiranger’s actor killed himself in 2016/2017 after appearing happy in a convention appearance
<2022-02-23T02:26:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I also like how the Gorma tribe are essentially jews 
<2022-02-23T02:28:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I may start watching Zyuranger because it’s the 30th anniversary, I started watching GoGoV because the monster design kicks ass and I read about GoYellow’s actor getting an incurable brain tumor
<2022-02-23T02:29:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: >No worries man, yeah I find it funny that in the west everyone remembers the White Tiger Ranger because of Tommy Oliver but in Japan the white ranger/Kiba Ranger is like the Cousin Oliver of the show
<2022-02-23T02:29:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: cousin oliver?
<2022-02-23T02:29:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: also wasn't the white ranger a traitor?
<2022-02-23T02:29:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: or was that just in a season of power rangers
<2022-02-23T02:30:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Cousin Oliver means a young often annoying character introduced to get kid viewers
<2022-02-23T02:30:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-02-23T02:30:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Originally came from Brady Bunch
<2022-02-23T02:30:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, never watched it
<2022-02-23T02:31:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tommy started out as mind controlled in MMPR as the green ranger but then he gets freed and joins the rangers
<2022-02-23T02:32:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He later loses the green ranger powers (because the green Zyuranger Burai sacrificed his life to save a child) and then got the White Tiger ranger power at the same time the Rangers’ Dinozords became the Thunderzords (the Dairanger mechs)
<2022-02-23T02:32:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, right 
<2022-02-23T02:32:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: haven't watched since I was 8, I barely remember the series 
<2022-02-23T02:33:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have a nostalgic soft spot for Power Rangers and I will begrudgingly admit there were times they had better characterization 
<2022-02-23T02:33:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: IE Jindrax from Wild Force (my avatar)
<2022-02-23T02:34:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: His equivalent in Gaoranger was a crazy comic relief villain who dies in the end.
<2022-02-23T02:34:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In Wild Force he’s still kinda comic relief but to steal from tvtropes 
<2022-02-23T02:35:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “ When his best friend died in battle, he fell into a deep depression and lost faith in his comrades. She came to him in a vision, and after going against his worst enemies, he found a way to bring her back from the dead, taking her into his arms in joy. Sounds like perfectly flowery hero stuff, right? This is the villain's subplot.”
<2022-02-23T02:36:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: However the original jap shows have actual epic storylines and aren’t entirely goofy comic relief
<2022-02-23T15:47:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=JN2CMWSckoo
<2022-02-23T15:48:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: Amazing how every Spamton-related cover is great 
<2022-02-23T15:48:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: Also re tokuyoutube.com/watch?v=BYkPVmXmAX8
<2022-02-23T15:48:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: This is a cool effect 
<2022-02-23T15:51:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I need to continue watching kabuto, Nirasawa did the monster design 
<2022-02-23T16:29:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Dude fuck work
<2022-02-23T16:30:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I just sent out a request thing and then right as I send it out I get told “Oh we just got these updated assets.” So I had to quickly update the requests because they decided to dick around until the last minute
<2022-02-23T16:38:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I hope they don’t blame me for the client being slow as fuck
<2022-02-23T16:42:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah this can't reasonably be considered your fault 
<2022-02-24T15:04:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw everyone is arguing over is Russia based or not and I’m busy arguing in favor of Beast Wars>G1 Transformers 
<2022-02-24T15:04:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol based
<2022-02-24T15:04:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: I really don't give a fuck about the Russia situation tbh
<2022-02-24T15:04:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: I just want zog to look dumb
<2022-02-24T15:05:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My take is that though I’m not a fan of Russia being jew friendly/whining about Nazis when they sold their souls for the ZDM and invaded Iran during the war
<2022-02-24T15:06:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But because I have some self awareness I’m not sperging about that today
<2022-02-24T15:10:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Plus I don’t want to be accused of “supporting Jews” by rightoids because of a typo or something lol
<2022-02-24T15:43:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: eh, realpolitik
<2022-02-24T15:43:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: nobody who matters cares about obscure philosophical points over raw power
<2022-02-24T16:57:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I swear to God these retards I work with are slowing everything down
<2022-02-24T16:58:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wish it was Friday so I could just shrug and wait for eod
<2022-02-24T17:02:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: End of day?
<2022-02-24T17:02:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yup
<2022-02-24T19:16:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: remember how I signed in for the job corps?
<2022-02-24T19:16:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: and then missed a call and heard nothing again?
<2022-02-24T19:16:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: after 4 months of radio silence, I got a call saying I start in April 
<2022-02-24T19:16:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: I nearly forgot I even attempted to sign up 
<2022-02-24T19:23:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Congrats? Is that good
<2022-02-24T19:38:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: I guess?
<2022-02-24T19:38:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: I worry for their competence, but fuck it 
<2022-02-24T19:39:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: I try to jot be retarded for long enough to graduate and have some credentials 
<2022-02-25T00:37:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: fucking hell I do what I'm supposed to and still get shit for it
<2022-02-25T00:37:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s up?
<2022-02-25T00:37:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: I made some comment about being worried about having to move into a dorm and having to eat their cafeteria food and I'm told I'm acting like a prima donna
<2022-02-25T00:38:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: and then my parents start bitching at me for dropping out of college yet again
<2022-02-25T00:38:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was legit prepared to kill myself because I fucking hate being in classrooms
<2022-02-25T00:38:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fuck man, I’m sorry to hear that
<2022-02-25T00:38:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: and now I'm going to be stuck in classrooms again while far away from home
<2022-02-25T00:38:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: this wasn't thought out well at all
<2022-02-25T00:38:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: I really hate thinking about the future lol
<2022-02-25T00:39:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: I wish retail was tolerable and I'd make enough money to have an alright life
<2022-02-25T00:39:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: or at least get vacation time
<2022-02-25T00:39:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Me too man, I’m always waiting to get arrested and my relatives giving up on me 
<2022-02-25T00:40:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d prefer you didn’t kill yourself because I’d miss you dearly
<2022-02-25T00:40:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: nice of you to say
<2022-02-25T00:40:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: just hate this whole situation
<2022-02-25T00:40:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: everything's such a pain in the ass
<2022-02-25T00:41:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: I briefly tried doing hvac, but I'm horrible at working with my hands
<2022-02-25T00:41:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I mean it man, out of all my mutuals you’re the one I talk to the most directly via chat
<2022-02-25T00:41:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: hope I don't flunk computer networking
<2022-02-25T00:41:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: same
<2022-02-25T00:42:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: hvac is air conditioning right?
<2022-02-25T00:49:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah 
<2022-02-25T00:49:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: I couldn't even do the welding portions because I can't work with fire 
<2022-02-25T00:50:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: Felt like such a little bitch for that
<2022-02-25T00:52:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: As someone who has hypersensitivity/twitch issues I’m not gonna judge
<2022-02-25T00:55:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh fuck
<2022-02-25T00:55:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: did more research on the center
<2022-02-25T00:55:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: apparently it's really bad
<2022-02-25T00:55:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: even pre-corona 
<2022-02-25T00:56:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's a  place a lot of "at-risk yoofs" are sent and it effectively functions as a prison
<2022-02-25T00:56:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: but if I back out now I'll never hear the end of it
<2022-02-25T00:58:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh shit
<2022-02-25T01:09:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know it’s not worth much but I hope things work out for you
<2022-02-25T01:09:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: yep, brought that up and got the same routine about how I need to stop being racist and how they needed to work so hard and I've wasted every opportunity I've ever had
<2022-02-25T01:09:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck me lol
<2022-02-25T01:10:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fucking boomers man
<2022-02-25T01:11:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: get the feeling I'm not going to get away with deliberately bombing the next few stages
<2022-02-25T01:11:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: "ey you don't got too many niggers in that center right?"
<2022-02-25T01:13:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: and it's apparently prisonlike as fuck
<2022-02-25T01:13:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: should've tried self-studying or accepted retail fuck me
<2022-02-25T01:14:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is it too late to switch to retail? How long does the program last?
<2022-02-25T01:14:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: also no wifi
<2022-02-25T01:14:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: about 2 years lmao
<2022-02-25T01:15:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: I fucked myself into signing on for 2 years of prison in exchange for potentially getting a job after it 
<2022-02-25T01:16:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: WTF 2 YEARS 
<2022-02-25T01:16:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And no Wi-Fi?
<2022-02-25T01:17:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: yep
<2022-02-25T01:18:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-02-25T01:18:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 😢 I’m gonna miss you man
<2022-02-25T01:18:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: time to die
<2022-02-25T01:19:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh, and the job at the end isn't guaranteed for graduates
<2022-02-25T01:19:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol lmao
<2022-02-25T01:20:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Can you cancel it and just getting a retail job?
<2022-02-25T01:21:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: my family is going to give me endless shit for it
<2022-02-25T01:21:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe I'll just go for the interview and claim they were demanding vaccinations
<2022-02-25T01:21:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: my family would totally accept that
<2022-02-25T01:22:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wish you the best of luck man
<2022-02-25T01:23:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: also, a $23 stipend every 2 weeks
<2022-02-25T01:23:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: for a cool <$50/month in living expenses beyond that prison lifestyle
<2022-02-25T01:23:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That sounds like a Legit scam
<2022-02-25T01:23:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Did your family make you sign up?
<2022-02-25T01:24:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: yes, I was having a hard time finding a job/training at the time
<2022-02-25T01:24:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think they assumed government program = legitimate
<2022-02-25T01:38:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: richfag friend of mine is offering a warehouse job at his family's company lol
<2022-02-25T01:38:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: $20/hour with benefits, but he's in Boston
<2022-02-25T01:39:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: I might go for it
<2022-02-25T01:52:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sounds promising 
<2022-02-25T02:58:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: hopefully this works out
<2022-02-25T04:01:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like always I wish you the best my friend.
<2022-02-25T11:41:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: Thank you 
<2022-02-26T00:50:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: horror.fandom.com/wiki/Forbidden_World_(1982)
<2022-02-26T00:50:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: >This project was originally envisioned as an outer space version of Lawrence of Arabia by Allan Holzman. Roger Corman told him that the budget would be far too high, so Holzman eventually decided he wanted to do an Alien ripoff. Corman agreed to that.
<2022-02-26T00:50:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-02-26T00:51:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: this seems like something you may have watched
<2022-02-26T00:52:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have it on dvd
<2022-02-26T00:53:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The Mutant directors cut is better imo
<2022-02-26T00:55:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Corman was notoriously frugal and would reuse sets and footage
<2022-02-26T00:57:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol jew
<2022-02-26T00:58:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: His cheapness wasn’t jewy cheapness because it was very innovative
<2022-02-26T00:58:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah he seem slike one of the good ones in that regard
<2022-02-26T00:58:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: apparently Mutant was made in 20 days lol
<2022-02-26T00:59:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He distributed a lot of foreign art films into the US
<2022-02-26T01:00:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Plus humanoids from the deep had fishmen raping women and Galaxy of terror had a woman getting rape corrected by a giant worm maggot monster
<2022-02-26T01:00:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: apparently Corman was famous for actually honoring every commitment he made
<2022-02-26T01:00:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: also base
<2022-02-26T01:00:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Dude was a unique guy and made solid B-movies
<2022-02-26T01:03:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He had a woman direct humanoids from the deep and then put in the monster rape scenes so he couldn’t be accused of misogyny 
<2022-02-26T01:03:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Genius!
<2022-02-26T01:03:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: >The commentary[4] on the 2010 Shout! Factory DVD release includes R.J. Kizer, one of three editors of the film. Kizer reveals that the originally scripted version of O'Connell's "Dameia" character would see her die topless while being stripped and consumed by a monster. Producer Roger Corman, however, had promised financial backers of the movie a sex scene involving O'Connell. This led to Corman re-writing her death so that Dameia would be confronted by an "id monster" from her own mind, in this case a 12-foot (3.7 m) long maggot complete with slime and tentacles. The re-write included full nudity and far more explicit sexual content, including simulated sexual intercourse during which Dameia, lying underneath the giant worm and covered in excreted slime, can be seen and heard reacting first with terror, then forced sexual arousal, to the monster raping her. Helpless and betrayed by her own mind and body, Dameia perishes as she's driven to a fatally intense orgasm.>After informing director Clark and actress O'Connell about the changes and having both of them balk, Corman decided to direct the entire scene himself. He hired a body double for O'Connell to shoot the full-nudity sequences, parts of which made the final cut, even though it is still O'Connell in front of the camera for almost the entire sequence. The completed film was submitted to the Motion Picture Association of America film rating system (MPAA) for review. The sexual content of this scene was considered graphic enough by their standards that it was initially given an X rating, a rating which existed at that time that was used with films containing content (usually sexual) for adults only.
<2022-02-26T01:03:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He didn’t tell the lady director this btw
<2022-02-26T01:03:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: I HAVE TO GIVE THE PEOPLE WHAT THEY WANT
<2022-02-26T01:03:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'LL JUST HAVE SOMEONE WHO LOOKS LIKE YOU GET RAPED BY WORMS
<2022-02-26T01:05:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I forget if it was that movie or another one but Corman was like “You don’t wanna do nude scenes like you promised? I’ll go to skid row and get the ugliest cheapest hooker I can find as your body double.” 
<2022-02-26T01:06:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: amazing
<2022-02-26T01:07:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: >Martin Scorsese recalls that the one piece of advice Corman gave him was "At least once every half hour, there must be nudity or the suggestion thereof."
<2022-02-26T01:08:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is he wrong?
<2022-02-26T01:08:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: I wonder if Corman knew about anime
<2022-02-26T01:09:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: New World Pictures distributed edited versions of Angels Egg and Nausicaa
<2022-02-26T01:09:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In the Aftermath and Wind Warriors respectively 
<2022-02-26T01:12:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: interesting
<2022-02-26T01:13:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: continuing his legacy
<2022-02-26T03:00:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: why does virtually no american have a smart take on violence jack
<2022-02-26T03:00:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: every time it's brought up you see the same talking points about the ova being unwatchably brutal & pointless or how it's a mad max ripoff
<2022-02-26T03:00:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: despite coming out years before mad max
<2022-02-26T03:12:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It predates fist of the north star too 
<2022-02-26T03:12:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: First post apoc manga
<2022-02-26T03:13:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m still pissed anime abandon hyped up his review before going “yikes I can’t review it it’s too problematic.”
<2022-02-26T03:14:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I find it funny that a lot of people don’t realize watchmen and saw ripped off the “sawing your foot off to free yourself from a handcuff trap” from the first mad max
<2022-02-26T03:16:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: >https://invidious.poast.org/watch?v=xBQltClg9nw
<2022-02-26T03:16:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck wrong quote
<2022-02-26T03:16:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: anime abandon sounds familiar
<2022-02-26T03:16:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Bennett the Sage, does anime reviews 
<2022-02-26T03:17:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He was on that guy with the glasses 
<2022-02-26T03:17:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh, him
<2022-02-26T03:17:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: were his vids ever any good?
<2022-02-26T03:17:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't think I ever watchd him
<2022-02-26T03:18:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I mean I found out about a bunch of anime 
<2022-02-26T03:18:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He is a shitlib but he isn’t overly annoying/Zionist like bonsaipop
<2022-02-26T03:19:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-02-26T03:19:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I mean I’d probably still spray piranha solution in his face but still 
<2022-02-26T15:31:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I mentioned how I have coworkers in Ukraine and I don’t really care what happens to them to my family and they essentially said “Johnny! You can’t say that!”
<2022-02-26T15:54:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ukraine is just an awful shithole, I don't care what happens to them
<2022-02-26T15:55:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I care about the genuine natsocs there but I hope the kikes get their teeth chiseled out
<2022-02-26T15:55:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: one of the world's top cp producers lmao
<2022-02-26T15:55:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: the land is just cursed
<2022-02-27T00:45:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: go figure, apparnetly I've been deliberately sabotaging myself and refusing to grow up by asking for "full-time employment or "slightly above minimum wage" or "benefits"
<2022-02-27T00:46:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: may have fucked up with family a little, mom was bitching about this and I reflexively said to go to hell
<2022-02-27T00:46:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: gotta get the fuck out of here
<2022-02-27T00:54:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I had to explain what AF was to my relatives to calm them down because they thought AF were “Putin supporting far right demagogues”
<2022-02-27T00:55:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: af?
<2022-02-27T00:56:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: America First
<2022-02-27T00:56:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Because apparently afpac happened recently
<2022-02-27T00:56:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: is america first still relevant?
<2022-02-27T00:57:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Unfortunately like a liver fluke they’re sticking on
<2022-02-27T00:57:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I also learned there’s Iranian criminal gangs in Japan 
<2022-02-27T00:57:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And I explained the thing with the horse girl anime that the Yakuza protect from r34 with violent threats
<2022-02-27T00:58:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol nice
<2022-02-27T00:58:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: how did they feel about uma musume in concept
<2022-02-27T00:59:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They didn’t respond 
<2022-02-27T00:59:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tbf I explained it really briefly 
<2022-02-27T01:00:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They’re so butthurt about Ukraine and muh atrocity porn
<2022-02-27T01:03:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-02-27T01:04:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Currently watching this m.imdb.com/title/tt0097135/
<2022-02-27T01:30:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I miss how hard these older B movies could get
<2022-02-27T01:32:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: how brutal is it?
<2022-02-27T01:32:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The two villains make a DA walk barefoot on glass at gunpoint
<2022-02-27T01:32:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s not Serbian film tier but it has a very harsh, tense tone
<2022-02-27T01:37:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s also odd to see a movie without niggers in it
<2022-02-27T01:37:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Since now everything is nig-overdosed
<2022-02-27T02:08:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, it was the 80s
<2022-02-27T02:52:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You like any 80s schlock films?
<2022-02-27T13:24:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: not really tbh
<2022-02-27T17:27:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: How you doing friend?
<2022-02-27T17:28:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: Same as usual tbh 
<2022-02-27T17:28:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: Realizing I really don't know what I can/should do at this point 
<2022-02-27T17:29:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: Extremely low agency behavior but I just feel trapped 
<2022-02-27T17:29:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know that feeling of being trapped and unsure?
<2022-02-27T17:29:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry I didn’t mean to put the ? In
<2022-02-27T17:30:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is there anything I can do to boost morale?
<2022-02-27T17:35:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: Nah, just personal shit 
<2022-02-28T03:02:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: man I suck hard at studying
<2022-02-28T03:02:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: I basically cheated through that online driver's ed course and now I'm scheduled for the final on saturday and I'm not at all prepared
<2022-02-28T03:03:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't even know if I get a driver's license out of this or if I'm allowed to pay someone to go driving with me
<2022-02-28T03:07:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Study the essentials?
<2022-02-28T03:07:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Studying sucks man I agree
<2022-02-28T03:09:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's probably multiple choice so I'll just study the answers of previous quizzes
<2022-02-28T03:09:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: how does everyone put up wiht this shit
<2022-02-28T03:09:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: or are there more non-drivers than I thought
<2022-02-28T03:10:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: People who live in cities mainly use public transport/cabs/ride share because paying for parking is expensive 
<2022-02-28T03:18:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-02-28T19:31:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >diversity/inclusion dept update zoom meeting
<2022-02-28T19:31:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Kill me now
<2022-02-28T19:34:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >one of them is named LaKeesha
<2022-02-28T19:35:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/d9c078de65472f4b0618fde44b730d6548eafe0e10ffaed53ddb5843d64aafd1.jpeg
<2022-02-28T19:35:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And of course she doesn’t know how to operate her audio so it’s crackling and breaking up
<2022-02-28T19:37:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: DAH GEORGE FLLOYD MURDERH
<2022-02-28T19:37:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >formed after virtual listening sessions
<2022-02-28T19:37:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “People wanted to make a change.” No this was forced from top down
<2022-02-28T19:43:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: lmao sasuga 
<2022-02-28T19:43:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: so was it full on nigger worship or just remindin gyou not to say anything rayciss
<2022-02-28T19:44:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I can’t explain too much to avoid doxx but:
<2022-02-28T19:44:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Stock image “diversity”
<2022-02-28T19:45:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sponsoring programs for kids and speaker series
<2022-02-28T19:47:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Bro I can’t take this level of in your face Zionist humiliation 
<2022-02-28T19:48:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol of course
<2022-02-28T19:48:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: I can't imagine how awful big corpo life must be
<2022-02-28T19:49:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s a reason workplace shootings are considered as American as Apple Pie
<2022-02-28T19:55:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-02-28T20:01:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: meanwhile, turns out the job corps doesn't even guarantee a job in the way you'd expect
<2022-02-28T20:01:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: it actually means they have recruiters occasionally pop in and you're not considered to have graduated until you're employed
<2022-02-28T20:01:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: and they get funding per student per length of stay
<2022-02-28T20:01:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Wow that is
<2022-02-28T20:01:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Incredibly jewish 
<2022-02-28T20:01:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: why did I get swindled into signing on for yet another nigger day care
<2022-02-28T20:01:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: I told family about this and they told me I'd better complete it quickly and do well to get hired, so not expecting much help there
<2022-02-28T20:02:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: I know I've fucked up eveyr opportunity I've been given, but they also seem hostile to me going out of state to work at that company a friend owns
<2022-02-28T20:02:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: think my time living with family is about finished regardless
<2022-02-28T20:03:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry things are unstable for you. I wish things work out the best they can.
<2022-02-28T20:05:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: Thanks 
<2022-02-28T20:05:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm probably just going for the friend, I don't know if that'll pan out but I don't really have other alternatives 
<2022-02-28T20:30:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: Seriously though, the reports are basically what I expected 
<2022-02-28T20:31:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: Many disadvantaged yoofs there basically allowed to do whatever, shit's rarely punished unless it's too heinous to ignore 
<2022-02-28T20:31:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: Literay prison 
<2022-02-28T20:36:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Shit man
<2022-02-28T20:52:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm so fucked lol
<2022-02-28T20:52:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: Need to throw a resume together and hope the friends company works out 
<2022-02-28T20:53:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d offer to show my resume so you’d have a template but that would be incredibly doxxy
<2022-02-28T20:55:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: you could just cut out everything with info
<2022-02-28T20:55:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: and just keep the form
<2022-03-02T14:22:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >see monstergirlbot post
<2022-03-02T14:23:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >click to desensitize media
<2022-03-02T14:23:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >Futa Lucy from elfen lied violently fucking the quad amputee girl
<2022-03-02T14:23:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 🤮🤮🤮 gonna be one of those days
<2022-03-02T15:09:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: lmao baste
<2022-03-02T15:10:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: Elfen Lied was fun, been meaning to check out the manga
<2022-03-02T15:16:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My preferred choice of edgelord manga was always Gantz
<2022-03-02T15:18:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: to my shame, I haven't read that
<2022-03-02T15:18:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: however, I have read Inuyashiki, which was by the same artist iirc
<2022-03-02T15:29:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yup, Gantz is imo one of the best recent examples of cosmic horror
<2022-03-02T15:29:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Even if the quality can be inconsistent at times
<2022-03-02T16:36:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m reading the OG Kamen Rider manga and it’s great
<2022-03-02T16:36:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: OG Devilman vibes in terms of darkness
<2022-03-02T16:41:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: how old is it?
<2022-03-02T16:42:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 1971
<2022-03-02T16:44:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: kamenrider.fandom.com/wiki/Kamen_Rider_(manga)
<2022-03-02T16:46:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >he murders man bat by ripping his wings off and impaling him in the heart with a huge grave marker cross 
<2022-03-02T17:15:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: >Man-Bat
<2022-03-02T17:15:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: I wonder if Kamen Rider ever ripped shit from burgerkomik
<2022-03-02T17:16:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It was years before the character of manbat in DC, same with manspider and the mutant monster of Peter Parker 
<2022-03-02T17:16:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It was probably more a subtle wink nudge
<2022-03-02T17:17:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-03-04T20:14:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Have you ever gotten so disgusted by your relatives’ views/mindset/hypocrisy that you wanted to throw hands?
<2022-03-04T22:03:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, discussing politics with boomers will do that
<2022-03-04T22:50:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: Not sure if you've seen it, but I think you'd enjoy Dororo if you haven't 
<2022-03-04T22:50:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: tl;dr in the sengoku period a warlord sacrifices his firstborn son to a group of demons, which leaves him horribly deformed 
<2022-03-04T22:51:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: no limbs, no senses, no skin, and so on 
<2022-03-04T22:51:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: his father then has his son sent out to die and sets out to have a second one, but the midwife ordered to drown him decides instead to send him off on a boat to see if anyone willing to take care of him finds him 
<2022-03-04T22:52:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: years later the kid gets some prosthetics from the man who took him in and hunts demons because he gets parts of his body back whenever he kills one of the demons he was sacrificed to 
<2022-03-04T22:52:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: but doing that is also killing the demons protecting his father's fiefdom 
<2022-03-04T23:49:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I saw Dororo some time ago
<2022-03-04T23:49:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I liked how a guy shacked up with a spider demoness
<2022-03-05T00:08:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: Probably the only fully sympathetic demon 
<2022-03-05T00:08:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know how to feel about the guy who fucked the moth demon woman and sacrificed travelers, starting with the nun and orphans she took in 
<2022-03-05T00:08:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: He obviously felt remorse for it, but it kept his village alive and the moment the demons died the place fell to infighting 
<2022-03-05T00:09:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: Kind of like how the writing is somewhat ambivalent to the situation under the circumstances 
<2022-03-05T00:43:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Have you read the manga Shamo?
<2022-03-05T01:09:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: nopd
<2022-03-05T01:17:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Its pretty damned good and does “dark society tortured” villain protagonist without clowny jew shit
<2022-03-05T01:17:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s about this gifted nerd who snaps and kills his parents with a switchblade (later hinted by his sister to be due to his parents emotionally and mentally abusing him and pressure to be on top) and is imprisoned
<2022-03-05T01:18:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: After going through living hell in prison he becomes a brutal underground/Street fighter 
<2022-03-05T01:19:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And it’s about his struggles to survive and descent into deeper darkness
<2022-03-05T01:20:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: sounds fun
<2022-03-05T01:20:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It does “grimdark” right imo
<2022-03-05T01:21:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They did a shitty wuxia loose adaptation some time ago but I think it deserves an anime
<2022-03-05T01:21:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Especially if something like redo of healer could get an anime 
<2022-03-05T19:03:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: dreading the future hard rn
<2022-03-05T19:03:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: job corps shit starts in a month so by then I need to either have my ass out of here or get stuck with that
<2022-03-05T19:03:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't even know if I'll have my driver's license by then
<2022-03-05T19:03:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck me 
<2022-03-05T20:13:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Upon opening the message inbox I saw the fuck me comment first which kind of confused me
<2022-03-05T20:13:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But for real I’m sorry to hear that
<2022-03-05T20:34:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol no homo 
<2022-03-05T20:34:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: know I've been unloading this shit a lot, but the future's been worrying me a lot recently
<2022-03-05T20:46:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not gonna judge you for being worried and wanting to unload, especially when I unload every time I have a rage-depressive episode
<2022-03-05T21:01:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: eh, shit happens
<2022-03-05T23:13:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: tell me about dinosaurs 
<2022-03-05T23:13:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: are feathers canon 
<2022-03-06T01:11:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Depends on the species
<2022-03-06T01:12:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And even then the amount of covering could vary
<2022-03-06T01:21:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Coelerosaurs (which include tyrannosaurs, therizinosaurs, modern birds among others) and the “raptor” dinosaurs are confirmed to have feathered species within them
<2022-03-06T01:23:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ah
<2022-03-06T15:32:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: man I don't know why I still talk to family about future plans and shit
<2022-03-06T15:32:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: every time it's either passive-aggressive shit about how it's not going tow ork out or "it's your life" and "I won't want to say I told you so"
<2022-03-06T15:34:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: hopefully I'll pm you for a fune post or something nice at some point in the future
<2022-03-06T15:34:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: can barely sleep lately
<2022-03-06T15:39:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks friend, I hope you’re able to work things out. Please take care of yourself, sorry your parents are snippy and backhanded 
<2022-03-06T16:04:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, it's fine
<2022-03-06T16:05:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: I trust my friend, still planning on going with his option and staying with him for a while
<2022-03-06T16:05:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: if it doesn't work out, fuck it, I'll figure something out
<2022-03-06T16:05:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe start a cult
<2022-03-06T16:21:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That was my dream in high school to start a Manson family/Lord of Chaos style cult militia 
<2022-03-06T16:28:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol based
<2022-03-06T16:29:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: when I was in high school I always dreamed about exploring jungles or otherwise wandering the world
<2022-03-07T17:55:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: ngl everything feels just pointless
<2022-03-07T17:55:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: nothing good's happening in life, don't really have goals or ambitions or really hopes anymore
<2022-03-07T17:56:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: outside of I guess enjoying shit with friends, but even that's difficult and doesn't feel like much of a reason to continue
<2022-03-07T18:18:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d miss you if you disappeared friend 
<2022-03-07T18:18:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I get the feeling though, sometimes you just gotta go day by day
<2022-03-07T18:21:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: I know it's not tha tnobody would miss me, it's just that there's nothing to look forward to and nothing good will come out of life
<2022-03-07T18:29:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: sorry
<2022-03-07T18:29:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: that was a little too harsh, I think
<2022-03-07T18:38:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No worries man
<2022-03-07T18:38:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Things will work out, sooner or later
<2022-03-07T18:44:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: I hope so 
<2022-03-07T19:21:40.000Z> tengumatingpress attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/94813856599f2d95ea4f40376e32de5da778e7e2583659417b9ea32f68c8ddb2.png
<2022-03-07T19:47:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >Yokai unleashed
<2022-03-07T19:47:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Welp, Kakuranger confirmed for irl I guess
<2022-03-07T19:54:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: ;p; based
<2022-03-07T19:58:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The most lighthearted show about why sometimes a nigga just gotta exterminate his racial enemies
<2022-03-07T20:18:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol epic
<2022-03-07T21:30:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: man why does family have to keep pushing issues when they're still fresh 
<2022-03-07T21:31:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What happened?
<2022-03-07T21:31:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: was kind of freaked out hard earlier, reached a point where I was scratching myself hard enough to draw blood
<2022-03-07T21:31:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Are you ok now?
<2022-03-07T21:32:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: I tried negotiating something earlier that seemed like it would've worked and let me stay a bit longer while I wait to finalize some other arrangements, but then they started grilling me on how I'm freaking them out and they wouldn't want me around if I acted like that and then accused me of doing that as manipulation 
<2022-03-07T21:32:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: Trying to get better 
<2022-03-07T21:32:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: I know that's a fucked up thing to do, but I just lose control over my emotions sometime, better than hurting someone else I guess 
<2022-03-07T21:33:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fuck man I’m sorry they don’t understand 
<2022-03-07T21:34:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Out of my family’s many issues At least they (mostly) know how to deal with our emotional instabilities, or at least we know when to just say “Fuck it let’s call it a day and cool off.”
<2022-03-07T21:37:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: they just keep pushing it even when I'm trying to calm down and act reasonably 
<2022-03-07T21:38:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Were they always like this?
<2022-03-07T21:40:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: eh, possibly 
<2022-03-07T21:40:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm worried I've been losing it lately because I've been getting worse myself 
<2022-03-07T21:42:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do you have IRL relatives/friends on your side to back you up if things get too rough at home?
<2022-03-07T21:46:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: Nope, it's just me and my parents 
<2022-03-07T21:46:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: Don't really know anyone  nearby I'd feel comfortable venting to/leaning in 
<2022-03-07T21:50:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=nkFPiu400bk
<2022-03-07T21:51:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: hate sounding like a fag this way, but I always liked Tech N9ne because his songs felt more relatable in a way 
<2022-03-07T21:59:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You’d like Geto Boys
<2022-03-07T21:59:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And Scarface, they did plenty of songs about depression and such
<2022-03-07T22:00:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Mind playing tricks on me is one of their famous ones
<2022-03-07T22:15:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-03-08T00:21:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: princeofnothingblogs.wordpress.com/2016/07/04/review-the-monolith-from-beyond-time-and-space-loftp-your-weapons-you-will-not-need-them/
<2022-03-08T00:21:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh this would make an alright Call of Cthulhu scenario
<2022-03-08T00:21:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: the big trouble with most tabletop rpg shit is they were made to be read, not played
<2022-03-08T00:21:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: basically everything post-1970s
<2022-03-08T00:22:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think the only tabletop rpgs I'd sincerely enjoy playing/running ever again are either the original 1974 D&D or 1E AD&D 
<2022-03-08T00:22:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: or Classic Traveller
<2022-03-08T00:22:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: they were actually made to sustain longform campaigns
<2022-03-08T00:23:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wouldn’t mind a tabletop game based on the Endworld book series
<2022-03-08T00:24:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: Endworld?
<2022-03-08T00:24:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Post apocalyptic pulp paperback series
<2022-03-08T00:25:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s one of the better ones because the same guy, David Robbins, does them all as opposed to ghost writers writing under a pseudonym like the Deadlands series
<2022-03-08T00:27:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Endworld
<2022-03-08T00:28:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: A mix between Endworld, Cadillacs and Dinosaurs, Violence Jack/Devilman, Fist of the North Star, Riki oh, Guyver etc. would be a great campaign 
<2022-03-08T00:31:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh yeah
<2022-03-08T00:31:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know if any system really supports that whlie being fun
<2022-03-08T02:20:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: welp, going forward terms of living with family will come out to roughly >$1k a month 
<2022-03-08T02:20:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-03-08T02:20:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: that'll last me maybe a few months with how much I have left in savings, guess this is a very unsubtle way of being shown the door
<2022-03-08T02:20:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess I'd better hurry the fuck up with moving in with that friend
<2022-03-08T02:22:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: with the sort of job openings available here a year's rent would take the majority of it lol
<2022-03-08T02:31:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I just saw the Indonesian horror film Satan’s Slave
<2022-03-08T02:31:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: what's it about?
<2022-03-08T02:31:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Low budget but interesting, with the moral “Only Islam can beat the satanic hordes”
<2022-03-08T02:31:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-03-08T02:31:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Teenager loses his mom, gets roped into satanic shenanigans 
<2022-03-09T02:22:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=0Z1ro1IX86k
<2022-03-09T02:23:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: this mashup lives rentfree in my head
<2022-03-09T02:34:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/JgbPDGx4XFw This song lives rent free in mine
<2022-03-10T14:53:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=sJhnmkM9VKg
<2022-03-10T14:53:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh man
<2022-03-10T14:53:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: the toy company funding Minky Momo planned on pulling support, so what could've been the last episode ended with Momo getting hit by a truck full of Kamen Rider toys
<2022-03-10T14:53:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: lmao
<2022-03-10T14:53:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: that is the most amazingly passive-aggressive move I've ever seen
<2022-03-10T14:57:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll tell you the most passive aggressive move ever
<2022-03-10T14:57:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Are you familiar with Michael Crichton?
<2022-03-10T14:57:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't think so
<2022-03-10T14:58:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He wrote Jurassic Park, Andromena Strain etc. big biotechnothriller guy
<2022-03-10T14:58:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Anyway he was known for being a big skeptic on global warming, secondhand smoke and other topics
<2022-03-10T14:59:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: After a critic talked shit about his views he used the critic’s name for a book character 
<2022-03-10T14:59:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The character: a child rapist who uncontrollably attacked a kid but failed to do major damage due to his tiny dick
<2022-03-10T14:59:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: amazing
<2022-03-10T15:00:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: stephen king did the same thing by portraying the guy who ran hiim over as a pedophile, but I don't think he went that far
<2022-03-10T15:00:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s really rich coming from King
<2022-03-10T15:00:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: sewer orgy
<2022-03-10T15:01:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s also a scene where the girl describes the ducks of the bullies
<2022-03-10T15:01:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Dicks*
<2022-03-10T15:01:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Small_penis_rule
<2022-03-10T15:03:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: wait what 
<2022-03-10T15:03:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: did she fuck the youth gang too
<2022-03-10T15:03:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: I never read or watched It
<2022-03-10T15:03:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No
<2022-03-10T15:03:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Honestly Graham Masterton is the better writer for many reasons
<2022-03-10T15:04:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: I can't imagine why you'd read Stephen King when there are significantly better horror authors
<2022-03-10T15:04:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 1. He’s unpretentious, he’s admitted to writing soft core porn books for money and jokes about it
<2022-03-10T15:04:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: Lovecraft, Clark Ashton Smith, Thomas Liigotti
<2022-03-10T15:04:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 2. He actually knows how guns work
<2022-03-10T15:04:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Pretty much anyone mentioned in Grady Hendrix’s paperbacks from hell
<2022-03-10T18:24:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m gonna be going to Florida from tomorrow to the 18th with family. Hopefully we don’t get at each other’s throats
<2022-03-10T18:24:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: hope you have fun
<2022-03-10T18:25:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll try to keep up my posting schedule but if I slack I just wanted to let you know so you don’t think I did something bad optics
<2022-03-10T18:25:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I do see any neo Nazis I may offer a salute which would probably infuriate my relatives
<2022-03-10T18:26:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: are there neonazis in florida?
<2022-03-10T18:29:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Goyim Defense League, some NSM stuff
<2022-03-10T18:29:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Will I be able to keep my autism in check? Or will I teach the parrots at the zoo to call blacks gayass brokebottom sugar niggers?
<2022-03-10T18:30:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: [SQUARK] GIT BACK HERE BOI
<2022-03-10T18:30:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: [SQUARK] IT'S BUCK-BREAKIN TIIIIIIIIME
<2022-03-10T18:30:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: tfw I end up unintentionally outing a bunch of down low niggas to their bitches
<2022-03-10T18:31:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “LAQUAVUS YOU SAID YOU GOT THE HIV FROM A TOILET SEAT?! YOU A GAY NIGGA?!”
<2022-03-10T18:31:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “TAFONDA I AINT GAY! IT AINT LIKE THAT! ITS ON THE DOWN LOW! THE DOWN LOWWWWW!”
<2022-03-10T18:32:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: I hope they don't chimp on the birds
<2022-03-14T15:25:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m so fucking pissed. The office for my remote position is opening soon
<2022-03-14T15:26:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I swear to God if my retard parents try to emotionally guilt and pressure me to go for bullshit reasons I’m going to vomit acid blood
<2022-03-14T15:27:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: why would they want you to return to the office is working from home is still an option
<2022-03-14T15:27:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: especially when the gas prices are getting higher
<2022-03-14T15:28:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Because they’re retards who view me as a Frankenstein monster pet and not a human
<2022-03-14T15:28:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck man, sorry to hear this
<2022-03-14T15:30:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not going to the office. If they offer to continue working remotely I will. I’d rather break my own nose than go to a fucking office in a nigger infested area
<2022-03-14T15:31:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Vacation fucking ruined I guess
<2022-03-14T15:35:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuckin hell
<2022-03-14T15:36:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: I assume it's such a feral place you can't even expect to be safe in a car, huh
<2022-03-14T15:39:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t drive so it’d have to be bus or train
<2022-03-14T15:39:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: oof
<2022-03-14T15:39:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah work from home for as long as possible
<2022-03-14T15:40:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know why they're in such a hurry to retvn to the office anyway
<2022-03-14T15:40:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They want to break people
<2022-03-14T15:40:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I have to go full angry retard at my relatives to work from home I will
<2022-03-14T15:41:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh yeah, forgot you can't let wagies feel free
<2022-03-14T15:41:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: I still remember being told I had to stay on my feet for entire 8 hour shifts as a cashier 
<2022-03-14T15:41:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: because it makes boomers think you're lay
<2022-03-14T16:52:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Of course my retard dad is like “This could be a good opportunity to connect with other departments and increase the chances for mobility/promotions etc.”
<2022-03-14T17:20:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: >connect>mobility>promotions
<2022-03-14T17:20:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: der ewige boomer
<2022-03-14T17:39:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yup
<2022-03-14T17:40:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Don’t forget unironic israel supporting neocon
<2022-03-14T18:11:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: I forget, are they even Muslims 
<2022-03-14T18:11:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: is there an Islamic version of the guys that still thinks jews are allah's chosen or something
<2022-03-14T18:24:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They’re non practicing Shia
<2022-03-14T18:24:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So neolib boomers
<2022-03-14T19:27:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ah
<2022-03-14T19:28:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: Pretend I posted that one epic maymay with the porn girl saying "oh fuck, you're going to make me come"
<2022-03-14T19:28:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: Regarding the end of work from home 
<2022-03-14T20:17:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 😂
<2022-03-16T00:04:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: After today I think I understand why David Brom killed his family with an axe
<2022-03-16T00:49:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: I assume this vacation isn't going well
<2022-03-16T00:50:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It was mostly but then of course my parents are inherently miserable people 
<2022-03-16T00:54:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wish my parents died instead of my grandparents 
<2022-03-16T00:56:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: When I get back home this weekend I’m going to get blackout drunk three nights straight
<2022-03-16T01:42:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm really sorry to hear things are rough between you and your family
<2022-03-16T01:42:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: doubt getting drunk woul dimprove much tbh
<2022-03-16T12:29:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: One day they’ll die and I’ll be happy
<2022-03-16T14:37:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/David_Brom
<2022-03-16T16:03:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: please don't actually murder your parents
<2022-03-16T16:03:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: I would hate to see a friend go to prison and depending on your beliefs that might guarantee the worst hell possible
<2022-03-16T16:04:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I won’t 
<2022-03-16T16:04:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Just wanted to show you who I was referring to
<2022-03-16T16:05:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Things have simmered down now, we’re dysfunctional as hell but I guess we’re calm now
<2022-03-16T16:18:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess that's good
<2022-03-16T16:20:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Now I’m just depressed. Word of warning this Friday, Saturday and maybe Sunday night I will get shitfaced so expect me to schizophrenically poast my stream of consciousness rage thoughts
<2022-03-16T18:28:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: looking forward to it
<2022-03-16T18:28:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: but seriously heavy drinking won't really solve any problems
<2022-03-16T20:48:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Family situation is more stable now
<2022-03-16T21:12:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's good
<2022-03-17T19:57:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve never actually seen Ranma, the plot never appealed to me
<2022-03-17T19:57:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's extremely funny 
<2022-03-17T19:57:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: and gril Ranma is cute
<2022-03-17T19:59:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: More of a City Hunter guy for anime comedy/action 
<2022-03-17T20:00:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: still have to watch that
<2022-03-17T20:00:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: anyway Inuyasha was my first anime, so I'm inclined to love Rumiko Takahashi's style
<2022-03-17T20:03:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s so much material for City Hunter but I’ve liked what I’ve seen
<2022-03-18T00:19:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: >family saying we're having dinner tomorrow to discuss shit o fug 
<2022-03-18T00:19:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: I know this because I got into some bourbon they bought they said was for tomorrow 
<2022-03-18T00:19:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: now I feel like I need to drink lol 
<2022-03-18T00:20:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh shit
<2022-03-18T00:20:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s why I buy my own booze
<2022-03-18T00:23:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: Yeah 
<2022-03-18T00:23:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: Still on savings rn
<2022-03-18T00:24:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: I asked if we can just tear the bandage off and discuss it now, but they really want pomp I guess 
<2022-03-18T00:24:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: I suppose they think it will give them leverage 
<2022-03-18T00:24:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: I already said I'm willing to pay rent until I'm employed again or am able to leave 
<2022-03-18T00:32:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: really hate how they're determined to play games about this
<2022-03-18T00:34:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Parents man
<2022-03-18T00:34:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My parents and I love each other but we’re all neurotic and sometimes it boils over and we get real nasty to each other 
<2022-03-18T00:35:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm still not sure where I stand with them, really hoping I can leave before I find out if it's bad
<2022-03-18T00:37:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: a bit upsetting I'll have to leave shortly after getting my driver's license and finally be able to regularly meet up with friends or go to that buddhist community I've been a part of, but c'est la vie
<2022-03-18T18:05:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: chirinesworkbench.blogspot.com/2012/03/firu-ba-yekers-gone-and-certainly-not.html
<2022-03-18T18:05:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh, somewhat surprised to hear being buried within 24 hours is considered important to muslims
<2022-03-18T18:05:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: no clue what specific kind of muslim MAR Barker was, so I don' tknow where he stands on the friend-enemy distinction
<2022-03-18T19:20:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What happened?
<2022-03-18T21:00:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh, this is from a while ago
<2022-03-18T21:00:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: this is the blog of a guy who played in MAR Barker's original Tekumel campaign all the way back in the 70s
<2022-03-18T21:00:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: Barker died a decade ago and he boosted the post where he announced the death
<2022-03-23T16:58:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: you can tell when I'm on adderall because that's when I act unusually contrarian or just admit shit I probably shouldn't admit
<2022-03-23T16:59:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What did I miss? 
<2022-03-23T17:04:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: I insisted America must coopt native American and even central American cultures and admittedy my great-grandpa married a 14 year old girl lol
<2022-03-23T17:45:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I just saw
<2022-03-23T17:46:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Who else but Tengu? Lmao
<2022-03-25T13:46:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >timeline is spammed with futa
<2022-03-25T13:46:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What dark sorcery did you do?!
<2022-03-25T14:02:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol it's been a good morning
<2022-03-25T14:34:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 😤😤😤😤 I hope you appreciate how much I value our friendship, enough to overlook the futa and the loli and similar stuff
<2022-03-25T14:47:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: basado
<2022-03-26T19:23:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: considering running a wargame campaign based on a gacha, Blue Archive
<2022-03-26T19:52:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Gacha, you mean the pay to play games with anime broads with fat titties and dumpers?
<2022-03-26T20:17:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, but this one actually has a really fun premise
<2022-03-26T20:17:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: tl;dr there's a futuristic city that's full of warring academies, gangs, cliques
<2022-03-26T20:18:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: for whatecver reason all those big tiddy schoolgirls are heavily-armed and one of the canon factions are super sentai cosplayers 
<2022-03-26T20:18:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: that even have a combining robot that serves as a raid boss
<2022-03-26T20:42:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Big tidde and Super Sentai?!
<2022-03-26T21:11:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: yes
<2022-03-26T21:12:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: no clue if they're relevant to the story proper though
<2022-03-26T21:12:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: but that also says something about the setting lol
<2022-03-28T16:29:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Regarding your post about bad endings I just remembered how lowkey unintentionally depressing the Dairanger ending is
<2022-03-28T16:30:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Essentially since humans and the Gorma tribe are interconnected online a yin Yang style (Chi and Oh) one destroying the other would lead to the end of all lofe
<2022-03-28T16:30:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Life*
<2022-03-28T16:31:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So 50 year timeskip and the Dairanger team are now old and watching their kids/grandkids fighting the Gorma as the new Dairanger team
<2022-03-28T16:31:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So pretty much this conflict will never truly end with these families trapped in a seemingly eternal existential blood feud
<2022-03-28T16:32:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Plus seeing Daigo/Shishiranger as an old man hits extra hard since his actor killed himself in 2016/2017
<2022-03-28T19:09:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: started driving classes and it went so badly the instructor told me I'm not even at a level where instruction would do much good and should have at least 30 more horus of practice
<2022-03-28T19:09:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: and then gave the entire money paid back, didn't even charge for the time
<2022-03-28T19:09:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: before mentioning he really needs the guy in charge to actually give tests before starting
<2022-03-28T19:13:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry to hear that man
<2022-03-28T19:16:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: pls just drop the bombs putin
<2022-03-28T19:16:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-03-28T20:54:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw my neocon dad is full on Ukraine 
<2022-03-28T20:54:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I hope the Ukrainians get massacred so I can laugh at his butthurt
<2022-03-28T20:54:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: why would anyone give a shit about ukraine
<2022-03-28T20:55:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They’re kikes, csam consumers, or tvrace
<2022-03-28T21:00:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: "now where am I going to find my underage prostitutes ;_;"
<2022-03-28T21:01:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: As soon as I live on my own I’m gonna go even more mask off to my relatives
<2022-03-28T21:02:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “Yeah the yehud are anti-human and anti-life and if I saw a pregnant yenta being attacked or killed I’d look the other way. Inshallah.”
<2022-03-28T21:03:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “You can’t kick me out of my own hovel BAHAHAHAHAHAHA!”
<2022-03-28T21:04:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: one day I'm going to be homeless and go mask off to everyone
<2022-03-28T21:05:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Then I’ll find you and make you the Renfield to my Dracula, no homo
<2022-03-28T21:06:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “Tengu! Examine this 2D hentai image, is the crotch a normal lady crotch or disgusting futa? I can’t tell based on the outlines!”
<2022-03-28T21:08:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was born in the wrong generation, I would've been a great ornamental hermit in the 19th century
<2022-03-28T21:09:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I would’ve been a great 20th century warlord tbh
<2022-03-30T00:36:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t know why I’m so anxious and on edge this week. 
<2022-03-30T03:11:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: what's wrong?
<2022-03-30T16:05:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >see Tengu liking/reposting a hentai image that isn’t futa or loli 
<2022-03-30T16:05:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You ok bro?
<2022-03-30T16:27:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's so over I am going to try having acceptable tastes
<2022-03-30T18:41:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I can feel myself becoming a bit less rayciss towards niggers
<2022-03-30T18:41:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m getting more racist towards them tbh
<2022-03-30T18:42:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: I wouldn't want to get around them, but them being criminals and getting into gang shit is pretty understandable since they can't meaningfully participate in white societies 
<2022-03-30T18:42:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: Fuck, why not just fight and sell drugs until you die if you have no other options, at least you can pretend there's something manly about it 
<2022-03-30T18:42:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: We just imagine Niggaphus happy 
<2022-03-30T18:43:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I need to find a way to keep working from home post April 
<2022-03-30T18:43:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: As I recall, black crime isn't much of a problem in Cuba 
<2022-03-30T18:44:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My job pays well/I get health benefits and I don’t want to quit atm but I’m not going back into an office
<2022-03-30T18:44:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: Their behaviors are similar, but there's a bit less nihilism and they at least are given low-skill shit to do and their pride is spared from the mindset it's shameful to he stuck doing low skill work 
<2022-03-30T18:44:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: Yeah I can imagine how much that must suck 
<2022-03-30T20:47:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: welp, job corps starts april 19
<2022-03-30T23:25:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh fuck
<2022-03-30T23:29:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: honestly I'm kind of over it, not like much else was going on here
<2022-03-30T23:30:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: BUT ILL MISS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
<2022-03-30T23:30:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: at least the dorms have wifi now
<2022-03-30T23:30:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: still dreading communal life and I pray I don't get bunked with a nigger
<2022-03-30T23:31:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I'm really regretting this because under the circumstances I really think I'm better off doubling up efforts to get any kind of job and dump as much cash as I can into stonks and crypto
<2022-03-30T23:31:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Learn magic tricks and spook them away
<2022-03-30T23:31:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: because that's probably my only shot and not dying broke in the ghetto
<2022-03-30T23:31:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Without revealing too much I’ve been investing in stonks with help from family 
<2022-03-30T23:31:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: good
<2022-03-30T23:32:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: need to resort to some talmudic methods 
<2022-03-30T23:32:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh it feels pretty hopeless from here, but fuck it
<2022-03-30T23:32:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Unless I get vanned or America collapses I’m knock on wood gonna be able to live out my life BANTS style
<2022-03-30T23:33:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: I actually tried applying for welfare once after a bit of a breakdown 
<2022-03-30T23:33:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: I had to spend a good amount of money taking a taxi about an hour out, sit around for an hour or so longer in an office, only to be told "yeah you don't qualify, fuck off"
<2022-03-30T23:33:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-03-30T23:33:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe I should've been wearing a dress
<2022-03-30T23:33:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I applied for unemployment and got cashola after god knows how much beauracrat red tape
<2022-03-30T23:34:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe I should've fought harder
<2022-03-30T23:34:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: depending on how bad it is I'll be leaving after 8 weeks anyway
<2022-03-30T23:34:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: if I had a driver's license going out of state to work at a friend's company might work out, but since that's not happening any time soon
<2022-03-30T23:35:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: actually holy shit if I actually stick with the job corps that'll be about 2 years without making any progress on that front
<2022-03-30T23:35:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol lmao
<2022-03-30T23:35:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: chickens coming home to roost
<2022-03-31T01:10:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: so fucking tired of being guilt tripped about fucking up every chance I ever had at not being fucked
<2022-03-31T01:10:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: I wouldn't be in this situation if I wasn't fucked up and useless lol
<2022-03-31T01:11:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't know why I bother talking about any of this shit
<2022-03-31T01:28:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: there's absolutely nothing realistic that's going to happen I'd want to stick around for at this point
<2022-03-31T01:41:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: sorry about that, a it too heavy 
<2022-03-31T01:41:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: wish I could delete shit posted in dms
<2022-03-31T01:49:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No need to apologize, I’m not gonna judge you for stuff like this
<2022-03-31T01:50:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: thank you
<2022-03-31T01:50:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: thinking i'll just leave, tired of all their shit, was feeling better after having a few drinks and they immediately started giving me shit again
<2022-03-31T01:50:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd rather be homeless lol
<2022-03-31T01:52:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do you have any siblings you
<2022-03-31T01:52:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: could stay with?
<2022-03-31T01:52:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: nope, my sis is actually wanting to mov back in with her family
<2022-03-31T01:52:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-03-31T01:54:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't even have money in the bank to get an apartment and with the sort of jobs I'm able to get it would be a very precarious life
<2022-03-31T01:54:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe it'd be worth it, fuck it
<2022-03-31T01:55:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I’m not rich enough to have my good friend live in a guest house as I live the life of a happy go lucky racist vampire ruler
<2022-03-31T01:55:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's always been the dream
<2022-03-31T01:56:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Betting hard cash on retard/freak show death matches while sipping brandy and smoking fat blunts
<2022-03-31T01:56:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’d be the life
<2022-03-31T01:57:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: collecting a stable of horrifically deformed people and producing gimmick prowrestling matches so vile, they're probably illegal in every civilized nation
<2022-03-31T01:58:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Straight up bloodsports, the stronger retards eating the weaker ones they kill
<2022-03-31T01:58:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: when they've eaten 100 retards they'll finally have a 3 digit iq
<2022-03-31T02:02:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “I say Mortimer! By the way you ripped off that midget’s genitals and bit his face off you truly are the natural! Ah, I’m so glad I found you when I stopped by the local community college to replace all copies of Anne Frank’s diary with my true version where she gets raped by her father before they’re all killed by Yeti, who is indeed j-woke.”
<2022-03-31T02:03:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “RUUUUAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!” (Thank you kind master, I too am repulsed by jews and their addiction to sodomizing children.)
<2022-03-31T02:03:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: b&r
<2022-03-31T02:03:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: was Otto Frank actually a chomo?
<2022-03-31T02:03:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Probably
<2022-03-31T02:03:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: With Jews there’s always a chance
<2022-03-31T02:05:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: like some dm has decided on a 1-in-6 they're unrepentant child molesters
<2022-03-31T02:05:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: for every named jew
<2022-04-01T22:56:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: reached a point where I'm just in my room screaming because shit just sucks
<2022-04-01T22:56:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: frustrated but I don't know what to do lol
<2022-04-01T22:57:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: dont even know what else to say anymore, shit's over
<2022-04-01T23:11:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry friend
<2022-04-01T23:12:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What happened?
<2022-04-01T23:14:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: Same as usual 
<2022-04-01T23:14:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm so fucking tired of family 
<2022-04-01T23:15:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: Need to figure out some kind of housing situation and just fucking leave 
<2022-04-01T23:15:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know that feel, right now things are good but when it gets stressful it gets stressful
<2022-04-01T23:15:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I hope things work out for you 
<2022-04-01T23:17:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: If I wasn't a coward I'd just stab myself or something, shit sucks and everyone around me sucks 
<2022-04-01T23:20:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d be legitimately upset if you did something like that 
<2022-04-01T23:33:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: just don't have much to look forward to and I'll continue being trapped in one way or another
<2022-04-01T23:35:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’ll work out, I have faith in things that they’ll work out sooner or later for you
<2022-04-01T23:48:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: I just don't see any real way out
<2022-04-01T23:48:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: can't drive, don't really have anyone in the area who can help out, even if I go up to job corps that'll be multiple years without payment and still won't have a car so I'll be hosed if I can't get a job with aplace that'll cover living expenses for a bit
<2022-04-01T23:49:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: on the verge of getting kicked out lol, family kind of freaked out about me screaming and crying earlier, dad kind of told me to fuck off and leave but I don't know if he meant today lol
<2022-04-01T23:49:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck it all
<2022-04-01T23:50:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve been in real low points and considered doing “newsworthy bad optics stuff” but things always ended up working out. 
<2022-04-01T23:50:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry my advice is kind of cookie cutter
<2022-04-01T23:50:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, I really shouldn't be putting you in the siutation where you'd have to
<2022-04-01T23:51:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You’re my friend, it’d be really shitty of me to just not try and keep you going 
<2022-04-01T23:51:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You’ve boosted me the same way
<2022-04-02T12:49:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Good morning man, how are you feeling?
<2022-04-02T12:50:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: eh, same as usual
<2022-04-02T12:50:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: everything alright on your endd?
<2022-04-02T12:52:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah, for the time being. 
<2022-04-02T12:55:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: I guess that's good
<2022-04-02T12:58:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah, I’ll update you when I end up getting into an argument with my relatives about the perfidious Yehudi lmao 
<2022-04-02T13:09:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-04-02T16:06:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >I just saw art of hatsune miku getting double teamed by giant cockroaches and impregnated while waiting to get lunch
<2022-04-02T16:06:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: goddamnit fedi 
<2022-04-02T16:08:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol based
<2022-04-02T16:20:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw Kiki’s a turk thot now
<2022-04-02T16:20:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Miku*
<2022-04-02T18:33:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: man, it'll be a few years before I'm even in a position where I can play video games online with a playable connection lmao
<2022-04-02T18:33:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: also about that long before I'm really able to do much of anything
<2022-04-02T18:34:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: assuming a realistic scenario
<2022-04-03T00:38:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: kind of glad shit got extremely bad between me and family because now I'm sort of looking forward to job corps
<2022-04-03T00:38:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: have sort of been holed up in my room because shit's still awkward, don't really have anywhere to go right now lol
<2022-04-03T00:40:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry man, if you lived by me we could hang out drink and watch stuff. 
<2022-04-03T00:40:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: if only
<2022-04-03T00:41:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: this is part of the reason I was really hoping the driving thing would work out, the other shit's nice but that + living really deep in a suburb means you're effectively trapped without a car lol
<2022-04-03T00:42:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “ITS MY SLEEPOVER SO I GET TO CHOOSE WHAT PREHISTORIC ANIMAL WE WATCH VIDEOS ABOUT!”
<2022-04-03T00:42:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: dinosaurs overrated return to comically oversized arthropods 
<2022-04-03T00:42:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve always been a fan of Permian and Triassic wildlife
<2022-04-03T00:43:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Gorgonopsids, raisuchians, phytosaurs, theracephalians etc.
<2022-04-03T00:43:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: man I don't recognize any of htose
<2022-04-03T00:43:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm a prehistoric pleb
<2022-04-03T00:44:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Phytosaurs looked like gharials on steroids but weren’t actually part of the croc family
<2022-04-03T00:45:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s a fossil of a raisuchian (postosuchus is an example of one) that got bit in the crotch by a phytosaur 
<2022-04-03T00:45:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: the cockmunchasaurus
<2022-04-03T00:48:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fasolasuchus
<2022-04-03T00:48:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Imagine living in the same area as this beast
<2022-04-03T00:49:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was so disappointed "fagolasuchus" was a misreading
<2022-04-03T00:50:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: wikiless.org/media/wikipedia/commons/4/47/Fasolasuchus_tenax_skull.jpg
<2022-04-03T00:50:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: is wikipedia citing a deviantart comparison
<2022-04-03T00:54:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: nitter.poast.org/DeepLeffen/status/1429882046474854406
<2022-04-03T00:54:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: DeepLeffen is the only good twitter
<2022-04-03T01:05:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Marquis DePosade is good too
<2022-04-03T01:20:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is it bugman of me to consider taking a day off from work to watch the backlog of new movies I got?
<2022-04-03T01:24:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: depends on the movies, but in general not-working is based
<2022-04-03T01:28:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I can show you the ones I haven’t watched yet, one sec
<2022-04-03T01:31:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/f5dc165c277cf70fa8137f6997ebd215c0e92520a17b83c2358744441a36f3c8.jpeg
<2022-04-03T01:31:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Currently watching this one:
<2022-04-03T01:31:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/2407bf078c39cae652d14abe2c7b68d70d371df4afcf34f039e4dd2c3d175815.jpg
<2022-04-03T01:32:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: man,haven't heard of any of htese
<2022-04-03T01:32:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: what's Delirium about?
<2022-04-03T01:34:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/16e72a04e31a80f690479fcb3cb09b70953e4daa4cfc4f5dcf46e3b0e2af648a.jpg
<2022-04-03T01:37:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ah, from the wild west period of exploitation films 
<2022-04-03T01:43:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Honestly I can’t wait to live on my own so I can make irl connections and show my movies to people other than my brother (nothing against him despite his libtardedness he does care about me, I just love showing people stuff)
<2022-04-03T02:00:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: I imagine that'll be nice
<2022-04-03T02:01:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: I just want a place with enough space to have a good-sized wargame table, a place to keep and work on miniatures
<2022-04-03T02:01:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: of course an apartment probably won't be big enough for that, but I can hope
<2022-04-06T01:33:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw its not the weekend
<2022-04-06T01:56:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: rip
<2022-04-06T01:56:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: back to looking for jewbs
<2022-04-06T01:56:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: really hoping I can get the museum shit I applied for, though realistically I'm probably getting retail
<2022-04-06T01:56:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Jew boobs? Damn nigga
<2022-04-06T01:56:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: jobs
<2022-04-06T01:57:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know I know, what museum?
<2022-04-06T01:58:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: mildly doxable, but it's at a nearby military base
<2022-04-06T02:18:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m really tired of eternally asshurt spergs from ghetto coom hovel instances whining about poast for the most retarded reasons
<2022-04-06T02:44:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: hating on poast is not a personality
<2022-04-06T02:44:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I understand why some of these people would be annoyed by many users, but there's a reason you can mute/block people if they're being annoying
<2022-04-06T02:45:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I had nothing to lose I would be like those niggers who go triggerhappy over online beefs. Those retards think blocking is low status
<2022-04-06T02:47:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: real men interact with every retard they stumble across online
<2022-04-06T02:47:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: like the fags that insist on fighting every random encounter instead of just running away when they have better shit to do
<2022-04-06T16:28:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: wikiless.org/wiki/Alamut_Castle?lang=en
<2022-04-06T16:28:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: >Iran is trying to turn the fortress of the assassins into a tourist trap
<2022-04-06T16:28:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if I respect that
<2022-04-06T16:29:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: incidentally holy shit Hassan-i Sabbah's order was a de facto state
<2022-04-07T01:09:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: job I applied for actually got back to me for an interview, raise those arms and send some energy
<2022-04-07T01:11:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: SENDING WHITE JAMAHIRIYA 
<2022-04-07T01:12:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: *WHITE JAMAHIRIYA ENERGY 
<2022-04-07T01:12:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/EvBj-jhskmA
<2022-04-07T01:13:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: not going to be a very good job, but I did manage to have a good discussion with family and we agreed at this point I should be sticking around and saving money anyway, given the state of shit + brain problems
<2022-04-07T01:13:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m glad things are stabilizing/looking up for you
<2022-04-07T01:15:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: hopefully this isn't just a temporary reversal
<2022-04-07T01:21:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sending good wishes so it stays permanent bro
<2022-04-07T01:26:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: thanks man
<2022-04-07T01:26:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: everything good with you lately?
<2022-04-07T01:40:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Work was hectic this week 
<2022-04-07T01:41:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I just wanna watch movies and write while BANTSing
<2022-04-07T02:10:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: ;_;
<2022-04-07T02:10:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: one day I'll figure out the magic words to getting welare and share them with friends
<2022-04-07T02:11:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There are magic words to get free money from people but it may be legally actionable 
<2022-04-07T02:13:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: you just need a magic implement
<2022-04-07T02:13:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: with a trigger
<2022-04-08T01:17:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: holy shit nudhul and kacho are embarassing
<2022-04-08T01:18:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: only responded to call him gay and because the idea of Reagan Ranch is endlessly funny to me
<2022-04-08T01:18:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: 18 more young republicans out in the yard
<2022-04-08T01:19:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like how Kacho is calling me and my mutuals pussies when I have actually knocked kikes with hockey sticks IRL in gym class
<2022-04-08T01:19:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: based
<2022-04-08T01:19:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm with Borzoi on the argument being dumb in general because waging a one-man war against the system will almost certainly end with you dying and being used as a pretext to clamp down harder on whites
<2022-04-08T01:20:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It's funny and ebic when schizo lolbert sovereign citizens do it but it never wins
<2022-04-08T01:20:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@Kacho@kiwifarms.cc/posts/AIDrCkgzdJGA6QgKhs
<2022-04-08T01:27:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@Kacho@kiwifarms.cc/posts/AIDvwGjLlM4uJZkAtc
<2022-04-08T01:27:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He's fucking seething that I called him out on being a false proclaiming fake tough guy
<2022-04-08T01:28:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd just call him gay and mute
<2022-04-08T01:33:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: you know me, I'm like an autistic crocodilian. I don't let go
<2022-04-08T01:34:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: also I'm kind of annoyed I can't find episodes of Juuko B-Fighter on youtube
<2022-04-08T01:34:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: you can always watch Irresponsible Captain Tylor, which is on jewtube :^)
<2022-04-08T01:34:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: the first four manga chapters got translated but idk if the rest are, its pretty good and way more chad than beetleborgs
<2022-04-08T01:36:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: whats that aboot?
<2022-04-08T01:37:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: metalheroes.fandom.com/wiki/Juukou_B-Fighter
<2022-04-08T01:39:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: tl;dr some absolute clown joins the space military because he was hoping for an ez desk job and instead he ends up captain of a ship with the worst crew imaginable
<2022-04-08T01:39:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: and he somehow keeps lucking out and succeeding at shit
<2022-04-08T01:39:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: reminds me a bit of Luluco
<2022-04-08T01:39:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: apparently it's a parody of Legend of the Galactic Heroes
<2022-04-08T01:39:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: but I never watched it so I probably missed most of that element
<2022-04-08T01:41:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I've never seen LOGH either though I've heard of it
<2022-04-08T01:41:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's on the list
<2022-04-08T02:40:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: > According to the box set liner notes, the producers weren't keen on the light novels' original depiction of the romance between Tylor and Azalyn — not when Tylor was close to 30 and Azalyn was 10. One of the demands by the producers was that Tylor's age was to be reduced to 20, and Azalyn's to be increased to 16.
<2022-04-08T02:40:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: wow the guys that made the Tylor anime are cowarfds
<2022-04-08T02:40:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: for reference, what Azalyn looks like in the anime:
<2022-04-08T02:40:45.000Z> tengumatingpress attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/3725172354884ab29d09b3451f7f39628b3006d950114f66f915a85c28114ee8.jpg
<2022-04-08T02:44:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Wha
<2022-04-08T02:44:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What
<2022-04-08T02:44:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's just the way the Japanese be
<2022-04-08T02:55:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: "Bro I didn't know she was 10."
<2022-04-08T02:55:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: Captain Tylor at da war crimes tribunal UOHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHing to the judge
<2022-04-08T02:56:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: wait, is it still a war crime if it was unrelated to th ewar effort and he just wanted that 10yo empress cunny
<2022-04-08T02:58:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They'd probably tack it on or use it as a character assassination thing
<2022-04-08T02:59:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: Mein Kunny
<2022-04-08T12:37:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: you might like the skelly isekai that's airing this season
<2022-04-08T12:38:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: since apparently the skelly knight is actually a tokusatsu hero
<2022-04-08T12:42:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Overlord?
<2022-04-08T12:42:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I do liek me some clementine 
<2022-04-08T12:42:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: nope, not Overlord
<2022-04-08T12:42:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: could be a biter though
<2022-04-08T12:43:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: Skeleton Knight in Another World
<2022-04-08T12:43:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: also it starts with a rayp scene before the bandit gets murdered by skelly 
<2022-04-08T12:43:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh yeah I think I saw a clip for it
<2022-04-08T12:44:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh yeah definitely at least began as a biter, since the premise is literally "man with skelly avatar in an mmo suddenly got sent to another world as his avatar"
<2022-04-08T12:44:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if I can get mad at an isekai for being derivative 
<2022-04-08T12:45:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: >Arc Lalatoya 
<2022-04-08T12:45:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: wow the protagonist has an absurdly black name
<2022-04-08T13:55:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If they ever arrest a nigger with the name Jamahiriya I’m gonna stroke out
<2022-04-08T13:57:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: juhmuhreeyuh
<2022-04-08T13:57:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: I do know a guy named Jehmari I occasionally smoke weed & play fighters with
<2022-04-08T13:58:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: I like him, though I suspect he's gay
<2022-04-08T14:17:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ask him what his white blood cell count is in a subtle way if you wanna find out
<2022-04-08T14:18:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, he's a good guy
<2022-04-08T14:20:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If he has the Tengu seal of approval than I guess he’s good
<2022-04-08T14:23:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: will never stop being annoyed by people whose analysis of current events begins and ends with "the jews"
<2022-04-08T14:24:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But Tengu, I’m one of those people!
<2022-04-08T14:24:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: relatively high iq population of parasitic middlemen shunted into positions in finance & entertainment suddenly end up with a good amount of power after those industries end up becoming the de facto powers
<2022-04-08T14:24:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: acting like there aren't european and asian finance/political plans with their own agendas 
<2022-04-08T14:24:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: absolutely tedious motherfuckers
<2022-04-08T14:24:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: this isn't saying "wtf I love jews", more that it's just a boring and reductive analysis
<2022-04-08T14:25:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No doubt there are gentile Zionist Devil Machine collaborators but they often get pushed out in front as sandbags to insulate the yehud
<2022-04-08T14:26:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: keep in mind the Anglos allied with them to boost imperial interests
<2022-04-08T14:27:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: not going to say it's all Anglos either, but the Cold War is funny because anti-communist propaganda was essentially repackaged anti-Russian propaganda pushed by the English for centuries
<2022-04-08T14:27:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: same talking points, same imagery, it's hilarious
<2022-04-08T14:29:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: and of course how the push towards ebic e-christianity made it nearly impossible to discuss the catholic church's role in history, which as a political power was absurdly jewish
<2022-04-08T14:29:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: genuinely believe pushing catholicism was some kind of op
<2022-04-08T14:30:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: at any rate these arguments have been halshed out, the discourse is unbearably gay, already checked out and decided to just poast
<2022-04-08T14:31:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For me I could deep post but then it would inevitably become fedposty and ghoulish 
<2022-04-08T14:31:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d rather bullshit with friends and post stuff I find interesting to show others
<2022-04-08T14:31:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I hope I’ve managed to entertain you so far dear friend
<2022-04-08T14:32:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: basically the only respectable courses of action are peacefully bowing out, playing some Minecraft, or becoming a monk
<2022-04-08T14:39:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: giving you the boutique take on the Holocaust:
<2022-04-08T14:40:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: it was fake atrocity propaganda to boost support on the Soviets' end and the jews just seized an opportunity to boost their interests via sympathy
<2022-04-08T14:40:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: guys that make everything out to be some metaphysical conflict are just fags trying to distract people with weird masturbatory fantasies
<2022-04-08T14:42:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That was one aspect but it was mainly for shoring up kike power
<2022-04-08T14:42:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But Tengu! I do that last thing! 
<2022-04-08T14:42:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: I blame that nigger Plato for drawing a hard line between this world and "the divine"
<2022-04-08T14:43:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: no respect for anyone who thinks what they have is defiled and if they accrue good boy points they'll totally get something better
<2022-04-08T14:43:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: absolutely resentful faggots that will never have and will never deserve happiness 
<2022-04-08T14:43:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Good boy points?
<2022-04-08T14:44:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: holiness tokens in general
<2022-04-08T14:44:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: this applies to everything, not just religion
<2022-04-08T14:44:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So like, the what’s around them is bad but if they do X good thing they’ll get rewarded? Am I correct?
<2022-04-08T14:45:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-04-08T14:45:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: like it's irredeemable but they'll totally get rewarded if they grin and bear it
<2022-04-08T14:45:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So the conservative “losing respectfully” type deal?
<2022-04-08T14:46:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: yes
<2022-04-08T14:46:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Apologies if I come off as dumb but I want to make sure I’m getting it right
<2022-04-08T14:46:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's the default cosmology of quite a few people, even people who claim to hate conservatives
<2022-04-08T14:46:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: Plato was a gay nigger
<2022-04-08T14:47:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My view is that minecrafty solutions are inherently just and can and should happen but it’s hard to express that without being vanned
<2022-04-08T14:47:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: from a spiritual level it depends on your motivation, though I certainly wouldn't complain if a psycho that just loved murder decided to punish my enemies lol
<2022-04-08T14:49:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Bro when that schizo nigger machete attacked that kike Hannukhah party in NYC I was telling relatives I’d shake his hand and call him a proud soldier fighting against those who are anti-human
<2022-04-08T14:50:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: eh, chimping out on random yids doesn't accomplish anything
<2022-04-08T14:50:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: True
<2022-04-08T14:50:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: tfw Jay Z has a better understanding of what should be done than most "dissidents"
<2022-04-08T14:50:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=RM7lw0Ovzq0
<2022-04-08T14:51:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: admittedly this song fell on deaf ears, but at least he *tried*
<2022-04-08T14:51:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tldr me
<2022-04-08T14:51:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: "instead of being greedy and spending your money on dumb shit like fancy cars actually invest in your own communities, buy up land, build institutions"
<2022-04-08T14:52:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: Jay Z even acknowledged he did the same shit he was criticizing and regrets it now that he's old
<2022-04-08T14:52:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d love to shake OJ’s hand have him sign a dvd of one of his movies and then praise him for shanking a kike and a race mixer
<2022-04-08T14:52:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: he also mentioned that the jews got rich through those same methods
<2022-04-08T14:52:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: and people also got mad at him for that
<2022-04-08T14:52:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: the song is also a jam and I wish rap that sampled jazz & blues was still popular
<2022-04-08T14:53:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Professor Griff knew what was up
<2022-04-08T14:53:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like Wu Tang because it got me into Shaw Bros films
<2022-04-08T14:53:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-04-08T14:53:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also I love reggae/ska/dub etc.
<2022-04-08T14:54:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: fun fact: the ICP got Ol Dirty Bastard to collab with them, but he just sent over a tape that was rambling about bitches instead of what Violent J suggested
<2022-04-08T14:54:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: so they ran with it
<2022-04-08T14:54:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I remember hearing about that
<2022-04-08T14:54:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=niwh-ott1jM
<2022-04-08T14:54:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: it was wild
<2022-04-08T14:54:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You know Prof Griff?
<2022-04-08T14:54:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He used to be with Public Enemy but he named the jew during an interview
<2022-04-08T14:55:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, they made a great song about it too
<2022-04-08T14:55:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=LK8sxngSWaU
<2022-04-08T14:56:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He did cuck later though
<2022-04-08T14:56:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like rap and reggae and blues and jazz but I’m tired of niggers
<2022-04-08T14:57:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If I had skills I’d do Geto Boys style raps but pro white natsoc 
<2022-04-08T15:03:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: DJ Johnny JinRoh and the Jamahiriya Jam ft. Tengu 
<2022-04-08T15:10:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: I can't rap, but I am willing to commit numerous crimes to build street cred
<2022-04-08T15:13:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ngl if I was a nigger I’d probably some kind of horrific psycho lmao
<2022-04-08T15:13:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: (Mating) Press them bitches by MP Tengu
<2022-04-08T15:14:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm pretty sure the nigger equivalent of my current station in life is being some operative in a street gang
<2022-04-08T15:14:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: so objectively cooler than whatever I'm up to now
<2022-04-08T15:24:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: still thinking about how Tarantino wanted Adam Sandler to play the Bear Jew
<2022-04-08T15:24:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: which really furthers my reading of it
<2022-04-08T15:24:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: since he's more of a household name than Eli Roth
<2022-04-08T15:25:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In my “reboot” I told that kike the bear jew equivalent was a Palestinian pyromaniac who survived a white phosphorus attack and now brutally burns Jews alive
<2022-04-08T15:26:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And is rumored to be a vengeful efreet summoned by imams
<2022-04-08T15:27:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And by brutally I mean “One kill has him force feed a mossad guy white phosphorus after the kike got kneecapped and his teeth chiseled out.”
<2022-04-08T17:41:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: I will never forget that time I talked to some niggers at my old job about the CIA, British intelligence agencies, and Operation Ajax
<2022-04-08T17:50:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Bro I talked to spics and nuggets about Robert Matthews and The Order and they thought they were badass gangstas
<2022-04-08T17:50:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Niggers*
<2022-04-08T20:35:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: real recognize real
<2022-04-08T20:35:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think next time I get a chance I'm going to try converting some local blacks into Maoists
<2022-04-08T20:35:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: they'd probably recognize Mao as a real nigga
<2022-04-08T20:36:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: btw my sudden Mao fanboying isn't ironic or a bit, the man was fascinating and I admire his force of will
<2022-04-08T20:37:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: he was literally a hyperliterate fanboy of the founding fathers, Napoleon, and an avid shitposter
<2022-04-08T20:59:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Are you familiar with Franco Freda? He did Nazi Maoism
<2022-04-08T20:59:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: nope
<2022-04-08T20:59:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I unironically like Pol Pot because I respect his force of will and wish to do that to zoggies 
<2022-04-08T21:00:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, but he was just a psychopath zog installed to fuck over their enemies
<2022-04-08T21:00:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: he had no grand vision or justification
<2022-04-08T21:00:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/Nb-FL-AwDyQ
<2022-04-08T21:00:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The imperial Japanese I also respected ever since I was in elementary school
<2022-04-08T21:01:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I don't respect Imperial Japan much as an entity, but they did have some wonderful men
<2022-04-08T21:01:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: trouble is they were essentially larpers throwing out their history in favor of a fairy tale version of it
<2022-04-08T21:04:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I respect their sheer warrior spirit
<2022-04-08T21:05:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: true, but romanticism causes brain damage
<2022-04-08T21:06:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: save it for the propaganda, don't get high on your own supply is all I'm saying
<2022-04-08T21:11:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Are you familiar with Baron Ungern Sternberg?
<2022-04-08T21:11:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Aka the Last Khan and the White Khan?
<2022-04-08T21:13:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, he was an interesting guy
<2022-04-08T23:13:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What are your thoughts on Idi Amin? I always liked that guy
<2022-04-08T23:17:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I don't know much about Uganda or African politics in general
<2022-04-08T23:18:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: >During his years in power, Amin shifted from being a pro-Western ruler enjoying considerable support from Israel to being backed by Libyan Arab Jamahiriya Muammar Gaddafi, Zaire's Mobutu Sese Seko, the Soviet Union, and East Germany.[3][4][5] In 1975, Amin became the chairman of the Organisation of African Unity (OAU), a Pan-Africanist group designed to promote solidarity among African states.[6] Uganda was a member of the United Nations Commission on Human Rights from 1977 to 1979.[7] The UK broke diplomatic relations with Uganda in 1977, and Amin declared that he had defeated the British and added "CBE" to his title for "Conqueror of the British Empire".
<2022-04-08T23:18:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: I like him already
<2022-04-08T23:49:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He was woke on the Pajeet Question 
<2022-04-08T23:50:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Plus he held this yenta bitch hostage and then had her shot to death in her hospital bed and then tossed into the wilderness as retaliation against Israel 
<2022-04-08T23:50:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And apparently he had a gold statue of Hitler made
<2022-04-08T23:51:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Mobutu is another guy I like, White Mobutism now
<2022-04-08T23:51:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My favorite African nations will always be Apartheid SA, Rhodesia and the Libyan Jamahiriya though
<2022-04-08T23:53:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I remember in a discussion with relatives a bit back I said my ideal leader would be a white, natsoc version of Idi Amin
<2022-04-08T23:55:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: nytimes.com/1972/09/13/archives/amin-praises-hitler-for-killing-of-jews.html
<2022-04-08T23:57:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: holy shit what was this nigger
<2022-04-08T23:58:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He also expelled/killed all the Pajeets from Uganda, giving them 90 days to flee
<2022-04-08T23:58:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Spirit of White Jamahiriya, flesh of a nigger
<2022-04-08T23:59:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like how Bobby Fischer had a White Jamahiriya spirit but like flesh
<2022-04-08T23:59:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Kike*
<2022-04-08T23:59:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: you find decent people and awful fags in every group tbh
<2022-04-09T00:00:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Some have more shitty people than others
<2022-04-09T00:01:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: never said otherwise
<2022-04-09T00:03:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know, you’re a smart guy
<2022-04-09T01:20:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I might burn my bridge with Xeraser in real time, stay tuned inshallah 
<2022-04-09T01:21:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: what happened?
<2022-04-09T01:21:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He’s seething about TRS and it’s the typical cookie cutter talking points 
<2022-04-09T01:22:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-04-09T01:22:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: is TRS even relevant in the current year?
<2022-04-09T01:22:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've had no reason to visit since Tales from the Trough appears to have died
<2022-04-09T01:22:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They’re probably the only relevant people from the “alt right” still around
<2022-04-09T01:23:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-04-09T01:23:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh yeah, the national justice party exists
<2022-04-09T01:24:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: if I had the resources and political acumen I'd probably start a lowkey Maoist party tbh
<2022-04-09T01:24:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: but like, not explicitly identifying as Maoist or even mentioning communism
<2022-04-09T01:25:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: just using 19th century American aesthetics, we wuzzing the founding fathers & Lincoln, it would be a great troll
<2022-04-09T01:25:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: could probably siphon some burned MAGA guys off
<2022-04-09T01:25:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: lightly editing quotes from Mao's red book and attributing them to Trump
<2022-04-09T01:25:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: "Republicanism is not love: it's a hammer to crush our enemies"
<2022-04-09T01:27:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: imagine forcing policy wonks and bankers to till fields in the countryside
<2022-04-09T01:28:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d prefer sending them into new S21
<2022-04-09T01:28:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, give them a chance to live among the peasants and do some honest labor for once
<2022-04-09T01:28:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: if they're unreformable then do that
<2022-04-09T01:32:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: "oh damn a podcaster had sex with a woman once, fuck that nigga"
<2022-04-09T01:32:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do you know what S21 was?
<2022-04-09T01:32:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: nope
<2022-04-09T01:32:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Khmer Rouge Prison with a 99% mortality rate
<2022-04-09T01:33:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 17,000 plus dead only 7 survivors
<2022-04-09T01:33:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-04-09T01:45:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It may be cringe but I hate this low effort rumor mill bullshit
<2022-04-09T01:46:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve been on the business end of it all throughout my high school and undergrad years and the TRS community are the first people I’ve had a friendship with since 2017 so I get a bit snippy about it
<2022-04-09T01:52:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll say this, thanks for being a genuinely chill nonjudgmental dude
<2022-04-09T01:53:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know there’s times where you feel down on yourself but I think you’re a good person. And I’m a really misanthropic nasty guy so that’s a big compliment 
<2022-04-09T03:06:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: despite how my persona might make it seem, I actually get along with basically everyone
<2022-04-09T03:07:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: as long as they aren't being dicks
<2022-04-09T03:09:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's nice of you to say that though
<2022-04-09T03:10:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: and I don't think you're that much of a misanthrope, just have a bit of a temper when it comes to some subjects
<2022-04-09T03:56:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m a sentimental retard and I like letting people I like know that they’re appreciated 
<2022-04-09T14:22:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What are your thoughts on reggae?
<2022-04-09T14:23:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: never listened to much of it
<2022-04-09T14:23:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: I do actually respect rastafarians quite a bit though
<2022-04-09T14:23:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: the serious ones, anyway
<2022-04-09T15:11:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m big into it, I remember in undergrad the woke mulattos were legit thunderstruck that a “White boy” knew more about reggae than they did
<2022-04-09T15:12:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Here’s a good compilation to start from
<2022-04-09T15:12:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/fvQsTgIYZxE
<2022-04-09T15:13:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know you like rap but what are your opinions on classic horrorcore? Geto Boys, Insane Poetry, etc.
<2022-04-09T15:14:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: definitely a fan
<2022-04-09T15:15:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Scarface and Willie D are anti white cucks but they could do some great stuff about psychotic breaks
<2022-04-09T15:15:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Cage was good too but he was White, he did the album Music for the Blind
<2022-04-09T15:16:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fuck now years of being into black music is now bursting out. You unzipped me Tengu!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭
<2022-04-09T15:31:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's now American culture, you can't hide what you are
<2022-04-09T16:45:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: subpoasting niggas that don't exist and would have already blocked me if they did brother HH
<2022-04-09T16:45:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: might be time to log off
<2022-04-09T16:46:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Wait what? 
<2022-04-09T16:53:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: poa.st/notice/AIHKnkqfUo7hRj5EgK
<2022-04-09T16:58:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: deeply annoyed how whenever you see fags talking about "traditional" values and modes of being, it's always the interests of empire
<2022-04-09T16:58:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: like lionizing slavery as one of the big ones, which is such an Online perspective it has to be a contrarian thing
<2022-04-09T17:02:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not a fan of slavery because it always ends up blowing back
<2022-04-09T17:02:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Either do justified extinction/self defensive genocide or not
<2022-04-09T17:04:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: the trouble is elites love slavery
<2022-04-09T17:05:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: it removes power from the freemen, and when they have power they might support leaders that act in their interests, might even start wanting to spread the freedom around to all men
<2022-04-09T17:05:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yup
<2022-04-09T17:06:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: tradfagging is essentially an ideology of the temporarily-embarrassed elite 
<2022-04-09T17:06:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: sort of like how Republicans are the guys who couldn't get into the elite colleges and get the connections democrats have
<2022-04-09T17:06:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: the majority of political discourse is fake and gay and I'll act on behalf of nothing less than a Mao or Caesar
<2022-04-09T17:08:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have a very mixed view on Mao, I agree with some of his ideology and practices but his anti White posturing was really gay
<2022-04-09T17:09:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: to be fair he eased up on that because he genuinely didn't understand race relations in zog outside of how it looked to everyone else
<2022-04-09T17:09:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: after a conversation with Du Bois he realized he didn't totally understand the situation
<2022-04-09T17:09:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You should look into Franco Frieda’s Nazi Maoist ideology
<2022-04-09T17:09:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I sent you a video earlier explaining Freda and his ideology lemme know if you want me to resend it
<2022-04-09T17:10:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: not much for boutique ideologies, much less hyphenated ones
<2022-04-09T17:10:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't think I saw it, send link
<2022-04-09T17:10:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: >Evolian>Plato respecter
<2022-04-09T17:10:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: g-g-g-g-gay
<2022-04-09T17:10:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/Nb-FL-AwDyQ
<2022-04-09T17:11:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You callin my boy Freda gay?!?! 😭😭😭😭😭
<2022-04-09T17:11:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm just saying Mao appeared to be the only cool guy he was inspired by
<2022-04-09T17:13:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Lemme know what you think of the vid when you see it
<2022-04-09T17:13:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What do you think of Khomeini?
<2022-04-09T17:14:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: I admire him tbh
<2022-04-09T17:14:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: he genuinely gives a shit about his people and has struggled against zog for decades despite having the world against him for it
<2022-04-09T17:14:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have a mixed view on him tbh
<2022-04-09T17:15:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I respect his sheer give no fuck attitude of bloodying ZOG’s nose but he wasn’t a nationalist, just a very hardline Muslim 
<2022-04-09T17:15:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That and the whole “executing two of my relatives” deal 
<2022-04-09T17:16:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m talking about the old Khomeini from 1979 not Khameini the current guy
<2022-04-09T17:16:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-04-09T17:18:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ruhollah_Khomeini
<2022-04-11T20:47:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Broke: Johnny gets cancelled/shunned for fedposting too hard
<2022-04-11T20:47:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Woke: Johnny gets shunned/cancelled for having Turk descent
<2022-04-11T20:48:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Super Woke: Johnny gets cancelled for posting boomer gun tuber vids without checking how ZOGged they are beforehand 
<2022-04-11T20:57:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: is that actually happening rn?
<2022-04-11T20:58:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nah nothing happening, just thought it’d be funny to type out here
<2022-04-11T20:59:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, right
<2022-04-11T20:59:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh I no longer care about reccing guys with different political opinions
<2022-04-11T20:59:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: you should be using adblock anyway
<2022-04-11T21:05:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I need to set that up, now I feel like a clown
<2022-04-11T21:05:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The vids I post keep their opinions out of the actual content though 
<2022-04-11T21:06:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: nice
<2022-04-11T21:08:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Some of them (like the paleontology stuff) are not “ourguys” and while that’s a shame I do have interests outside of White Jamahiriya, LLC 
<2022-04-11T21:14:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, sometimes I don't really feel like thinking about jews/niggers/trannies
<2022-04-11T21:15:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m actually slightly surprised I haven’t gotten pushback for posting paleontology/dinosaur stuff considering how spergy some people can get
<2022-04-11T21:16:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I should clarify when I mean pushback I mean legit hellthread tier stuff not tongue in cheek mutual bantz 
<2022-04-11T21:16:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: fortunately I think tardcaths have already blocked everyone else by now
<2022-04-11T21:16:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: I meant to type tradcaths but I don't feel bad about that typo
<2022-04-11T21:16:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Lmao
<2022-04-12T13:28:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: >didn't get the job I got an interview for>of the 10 I applied for only 2 of them even looked at my application
<2022-04-12T13:28:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: coping, sneeding
<2022-04-12T13:39:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fuck them, I never liked dealing with that shit and I hope you can snag a job soon my friend 
<2022-04-12T13:40:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: thanks
<2022-04-12T19:57:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wonder how many mutuals I’ll enrage when I inevitably shit on Gilbert Gottfried for being a kike bastard
<2022-04-12T20:03:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't know much about him, but he is responsible for one of the funniest videos online
<2022-04-12T20:03:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: and that amazing rendition of the Aristocrats
<2022-04-12T20:04:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which video, the 50 shades one?
<2022-04-12T20:04:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=XkLqAlIETkA
<2022-04-12T20:04:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: yes
<2022-04-12T20:04:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My preferred jew comedian is Rodney Dangerfield because he’s so good natured that I can’t help but get into a good mood after listening to him
<2022-04-12T20:05:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: can't recall anything too subversive about him, his shit was funny
<2022-04-12T20:05:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: like that one film where he was some nouveau riche businessman going to college
<2022-04-12T20:06:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Back to School
<2022-04-12T20:07:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, that's the one
<2022-04-12T20:07:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My dad said it was filmed at the same place/time he went to college in Wisconsin 
<2022-04-12T20:07:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2022-04-12T20:08:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It was filmed in the same university my dad was at in the 80s or whenever it came out, so he saw the film crews on campus
<2022-04-13T01:46:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >see a gif of a giant futa lamia fucking a fairy/pixie girl roughly
<2022-04-13T01:47:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >see that Tengu liked it
<2022-04-13T01:47:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >surprise level: 0
<2022-04-13T01:48:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: you're mf welcome
<2022-04-13T18:05:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: so many luxury takes on Buddhism I don't really think I should air because of prevailing currents + not being quite orthodox
<2022-04-13T18:05:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s why you have me here as a sounding board
<2022-04-13T18:06:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: thinking about people pointing out guys who get into "mindfulness" being obedient corporate drones, which goes to my opinion of Buddhist monasticism 
<2022-04-13T18:06:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: that is, not good at all
<2022-04-13T18:06:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Granted I’m very grug on Buddhism but still
<2022-04-13T18:06:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't think Buddhism's institutions are inherently worse than other religions', but the monastic establishment is always a conservative force, and what's worse is it trends towards sodomy
<2022-04-13T18:06:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: one of my personal heroes, Drukpa Kunley, was well known for mocking monks about that
<2022-04-13T18:07:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: frankly the only Buddhisms I genuinely believe have value are Zen and Vajrayana as preserved by Tibetans, and even then the priestly types have been bent on quashing anything good about them in favor of preserving a specific social order
<2022-04-13T18:08:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: Chogyal Namkhai Norbu was right when he said the Chinese invasion was the best thing that could've happened for the dharma, people forced out of monasteries and ceding some power to the non-ordained vowholders that got married, had kids, and were pillars of their community
<2022-04-13T18:08:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: this is one issue I break with DK on tbh
<2022-04-13T18:09:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: he seems bent on marketing it as a strong based trad force, but those same forces in the sangha thought of it as something laymen didn't *deserve*, to be reserved for a "spiritual elite"
<2022-04-13T18:09:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm probably a liberal for this but I really don't care
<2022-04-13T18:09:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if you know who Drukpa Kunley is, but he's a Bhutanese cultural hero, yogi, lover of dick jokes
<2022-04-13T18:09:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: very interesting man
<2022-04-13T18:09:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: keithdowman.net/books/divine-madman.html
<2022-04-13T18:10:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: I, an ever roaming Naljorpa, visited a Sakya Academy,And in that Sakya Academy the monks were splitting subtle      doctrinal hairs -So fearful of forsaking the true path of Dharma, I kept to myself.I, an ever roaming Naljorpa, visited the Academy of Galden,'And in the Galden Academy each monk was seeking a boyfriend -So fearful of losing my semen, I kept to myself.
<2022-04-13T18:12:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: just wanted to vent this because it's hard to find people who can listen who probably won't use it for dunks
<2022-04-13T18:13:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Didn’t the Buddha strongly condemn sodomy
<2022-04-13T18:13:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah but the Buddha also condemned monks having or seeking political power, and that kept happening
<2022-04-13T18:13:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: As in “It’d be better to fuck a pile of generous snakes or burning embers?”
<2022-04-13T18:13:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: no, he just said that about s*x in general
<2022-04-13T18:14:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Foot niggas on suicide watch
<2022-04-13T18:14:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's really hard to tell tbh
<2022-04-13T18:14:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: again, the parts of the tradition I'm part of don't really focus on the early texts, more about practices made my guys on the fringes of society
<2022-04-13T18:16:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: genuinely a shame Vajrayana and Dzogchen in particular are well-guarded by old institutional powers
<2022-04-13T18:16:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's the teaching that does good, that encourages a zest for life instead of a rejection for being troubled
<2022-04-13T18:17:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: I actually do agree with people that say it trends hard towards nihilism and I genuinely wouldn't recommend Theravadan and even most Mahayana stuff to anyone
<2022-04-13T18:25:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: perfumedskull.com/2017/05/30/the-white-robed-dreadlocked-community-dr-nida-chenagtsangs-introduction-to-and-defense-of-the-ngakpa-tradition/
<2022-04-13T18:25:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: this is the model that Buddhism should adopt to survive in the west
<2022-04-13T18:26:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: but it's bad for priestly types, can't be bent to a political purpose
<2022-04-13T18:31:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure how much this means to you, but it's nice to get this off my chest
<2022-04-13T18:32:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s very interesting and I appreciate you feeling comfortable in letting me know, I apologize for my lack of Buddhism knowledge 
<2022-04-13T18:32:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: honestly there's some heavy autism and a good amount of the philosophy is broadly incoherent
<2022-04-13T18:33:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure what the buddhist scene in NY is like, but if you're ever interested I'd recommend looking into Dzogchen teachers
<2022-04-13T18:34:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: -ZOG CHINKS?!?!
<2022-04-13T18:34:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 🤯🤯🤯🤯🤯
<2022-04-13T18:35:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's Tibetan for "the great perfection"
<2022-04-13T18:35:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: one of the movements that spread during the "dark age" when the Tibetan empire fell apart, the monasteries were destroyed, and Buddhism survived through itinerant yogis and village teachers with families
<2022-04-14T00:44:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: trying to figure out what the deal with this job market is, heard they were desperate for workers and still not having luck 
<2022-04-14T01:28:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: A lot of it is smoke and mirrors loophole stuff to get govt bailouts 
<2022-04-14T01:28:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They offer openings with bullshittingly difficult requirements and then say, “Welp can’t find anyone!”
<2022-04-14T01:34:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: man I'm not even applying for those, this is like retail shit
<2022-04-15T00:14:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m trying to think if I’ve seen any Polanski movie on full
<2022-04-15T00:15:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: you haven't even seen Rosemary's Baby?
<2022-04-15T00:15:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My personal favorite celebrity criminal is OJ tbh
<2022-04-15T00:15:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Bits and pieces
<2022-04-15T00:15:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-04-15T00:15:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd say I recommend his films, but given his more famous work I can understand not wanting to support him
<2022-04-15T00:16:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: OJ because of Naked Gun series and killing a kike and a loxdiver 
<2022-04-15T00:16:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm still not sure if he actually did it
<2022-04-15T00:16:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Are you familiar with Victor Salva?
<2022-04-15T00:16:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: writing a book on how he totally could've done it like explaining what he would've done if he actually murdered his wife was a power move I can imagine a nigger making in good faith
<2022-04-15T00:16:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: the name doesn't ring a bell
<2022-04-15T00:17:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He did the Jeepers Creepers films
<2022-04-15T00:17:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Victor_Salva
<2022-04-15T00:18:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Rose McGowan did all that metoo stuff but still appeared in A Salva film after he was convicted 
<2022-04-15T00:19:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, lol
<2022-04-15T00:19:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: what's funny is quite a few people were defending Polanski
<2022-04-15T00:19:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if they went on the MeToo shit though
<2022-04-15T00:20:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Whoopi Goldberg said that “it was rape but not rape rape”
<2022-04-15T00:20:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which say what you will about Trump’s retard son, credit to him for calling her out on it to her face on the view
<2022-04-15T00:20:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also;
<2022-04-15T00:21:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >Salva was beaten by his dad after coming out as gay
<2022-04-15T00:21:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >later raped a boy on camera
<2022-04-15T00:21:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Really makes you think
<2022-04-15T00:21:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: lmao 
<2022-04-15T00:57:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: poa.st/@tengumatingpress/posts/AISL1OHWbU2tvakJ9M
<2022-04-15T00:57:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: pls boost
<2022-04-16T19:07:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I wanna post pics of a Katyn Forest massacre memorial statue but it would doxx the shit out of me
<2022-04-16T20:09:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: Send it to me and I'll poast it in your stead
<2022-04-16T20:09:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: plus it'll be good misdirection for my purposes
<2022-04-16T20:10:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: (I'm a Stalin respecter btw)
<2022-04-16T20:10:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't really endorse a good amount of his actions, but under the circumstances he made wise moves as a leader
<2022-04-17T20:03:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: think I'll pull the trigger on that AD&D campaign soon
<2022-04-17T20:03:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: not much interest in a somewhat loose & abstract wargame here soon
<2022-04-17T20:04:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: May at the latest, not sure if it should be ran over Discord or if I should see about Matrix
<2022-04-17T20:14:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have a discord which I never use
<2022-04-17T20:14:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t have a matrix
<2022-04-17T20:16:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess that answers that
<2022-04-17T20:16:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: planning on doing it in an unusual way and should probably mention that up ront
<2022-04-17T20:16:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: strict time records, 1 day in=game = 1 day irl
<2022-04-17T20:17:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: like, if a character travels out 2 days, spends a day there, and travels 2 days back to th e base city he's not layable for 5 days
<2022-04-17T20:17:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: but the time after that I'll let players do whatever they want in town
<2022-04-18T02:47:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >see futa stuff on my timeline
<2022-04-18T02:47:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >of course it’s Tengu
<2022-04-18T02:59:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm tempted to respond with the extended sequence from the guy's fanbox where she fucks a loli
<2022-04-18T03:05:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You’re killing me dear friend 😭😭😭😭
<2022-04-18T03:05:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: uohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh :sob:
<2022-04-18T20:26:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: FUCK MY GODDAMN JOB
<2022-04-18T20:26:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: what happened?
<2022-04-18T20:27:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: they’re shitting the bed regarding back to office stuff and of course the head of my team/department isn’t doing shit to ensure we can stay home 
<2022-04-18T20:28:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: well hey, at least they're keeping the commercial renting industry happy
<2022-04-18T20:28:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I didn’t want to be the first to complain in the meeting but no one else said anything because they’re braindead cattle people
<2022-04-18T20:29:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m probably gonna email my department/team head with my concerns because I’m not gonna get killed either on the subway or in the streets of niggerville because these godless fucks couldn’t be damned to give a scrap or a crumb of something good
<2022-04-18T20:31:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, let them know this won't be a popular decision
<2022-04-18T20:31:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I can’t quit because the job pays well/has good benefits but I’m not gonna let them fuck me
<2022-04-18T20:32:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: most of the team are out of state so they can’t/are exempt from coming to the office so it’s be me and at most a few other people
<2022-04-18T20:32:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And that’s not even counting the other departments who are full of out of state people 
<2022-04-18T20:34:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: fucking hell
<2022-04-18T20:38:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I really don’t want to start looking at shittier remote only jobs
<2022-04-18T20:39:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I fucking hate this, God forbid I have some kind of stability in my life.
<2022-04-18T21:29:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: meanwhile, have a job interview for a groundskeeping position tomorrow, wish me luck
<2022-04-18T21:30:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: I really hope those guys let you keep working from home though, sounds like a pain in the ass to commute over there
<2022-04-18T22:06:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Best of luck friend
<2022-04-18T22:22:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: thnks
<2022-04-19T17:59:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: welp, interview went well but I was told no driver's license is a dealbreaker, but I wa stold I'd probably get it once I had it because everything else is olid
<2022-04-19T18:14:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s good to hear man, I wish you the best in conquering the four wheeled nigger of the land
<2022-04-19T18:21:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: better hop to it, this is really the job I want
<2022-04-19T18:21:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: since it offers quite a few benefits, seems like shit I could handle, employee-owned, paid vacation
<2022-04-19T18:22:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: shit I genuinely assumed I was never getting
<2022-04-20T03:26:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: out of curiosity, have you read/watched wanpiss?
<2022-04-20T03:45:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have not
<2022-04-20T03:45:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s it about?
<2022-04-20T03:52:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: guy decides he wants to become the king of pirates, assembles a crew, and fights seafaring ZOG with the power of friendship
<2022-04-20T03:58:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So a one piece parody?
<2022-04-20T03:58:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: no, I was referring to One Piece
<2022-04-20T03:58:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: this is the actual plot
<2022-04-20T03:59:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: One Piece i've seen clips from and I have a basic idea of the plot but the sheer amount of episodes man
<2022-04-20T03:59:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I do like some of the character designs though
<2022-04-20T04:01:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I still need to watch the 13 episode Getter Robo OVA that came out recently
<2022-04-20T04:04:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: check out One Pace and switch to the manga for full arcs that haven't been adapted yet, that's what I'm doing
<2022-04-20T04:04:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: One Pace dramatically edits the anime to match the manga's pacing
<2022-04-20T04:04:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: onepace.net/
<2022-04-20T04:04:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: never watched Getter Robo tbh
<2022-04-20T04:09:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s great though it hasn’t been truly adapted in a 1 to 1 way from the manga
<2022-04-20T04:09:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It heavily influenced Gurren Lagan 
<2022-04-20T04:10:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, so I've heard
<2022-04-20T04:10:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: apparently 90% of TTGL was directly ripped off from elsewhere
<2022-04-20T04:10:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: sasuga gaynax
<2022-04-20T04:11:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It was made by Ken Ishikawa aka Go Nagai’s close associate/protege
<2022-04-20T04:16:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: yep
<2022-04-22T17:29:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like how instead of going into the elite vs commoner hellthread im just hijacking it to nature/paleontology post
<2022-04-22T17:29:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: honestly more interesting than whatever some fag that learned everything he claims to know from 2014-era /pol/ infographs
<2022-04-23T18:47:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: you're still up for playing in an AD&D campaign, right?
<2022-04-23T18:47:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: starting early May, will have more info when I've got more confirmed interest 
<2022-04-23T19:04:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m interested but I warn you I’m a huge newb when it comes to role playing stuff 
<2022-04-23T19:06:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: Don't worry, you can just show up with a character and I'll answer your questions, over Discord if necessary 
<2022-04-23T19:06:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll send you the Player's Handbook later
<2022-04-23T19:07:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: Assume as a newb you aren't interested in runn a faction for now, but I've already got 2 yesses and 1 maybe 
<2022-04-23T19:27:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I have no idea how to make a character
<2022-04-23T19:28:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: Read the PHB, it explains the process well 
<2022-04-23T19:29:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: The method I'm using is taking the highest 3 of 4 6-sided dice in order from Strength > Intelligence > Wisdom > Dexterity > Constitution > Charisma 
<2022-04-23T19:29:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: From there it's just recording stat modifiers, choosing a race & class, and so on 
<2022-04-23T19:30:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: I will be enforcing racial level limits and stat requirements for classes btw 
<2022-04-23T19:30:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: random.org/dice
<2022-04-23T19:30:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd recommend this as the most random option available 
<2022-04-23T19:30:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: Even the stats seem low I'd stick with what you have unless they're so shit they qualify for no classes 
<2022-04-23T19:47:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: files.catbox.moe/juakpe.pdf
<2022-04-23T19:47:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: here's the PHB
<2022-04-23T19:47:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: if you have any questions I can explain shit to you over discord later
<2022-04-23T23:35:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll try to read the PHB tomorrow, I’m gonna be drinking tonight so I don’t think my brain will be absorbing anything other than Tiffany Helm from Reform School Girls
<2022-04-23T23:35:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, right
<2022-04-23T23:35:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: I assume Reeform School Girls is a movie you're watching?
<2022-04-23T23:36:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yes
<2022-04-23T23:38:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/e05e3025624c2f8a525e615cb40dab75f03c0098de1204f05b0a8dd3f6338cc9.png
<2022-04-23T23:38:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I can save her
<2022-04-23T23:38:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/4e0aca5e3333937c60a19ac56f0c402572fd0ddd6429f3c515a9f0fe7f67b982.webp
<2022-04-23T23:40:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw no hardass tsundere tomboy punk rock delinquent prisoner gf
<2022-04-23T23:41:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: ;_;
<2022-04-23T23:41:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Why did her character have to die in Friday the 13th part 5? She was best girl 
<2022-04-23T23:42:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/3decd400fe5c9d50223f511dcc6cefdaa4e33c75b4a119cea71962fd02008843.webp
<2022-04-23T23:42:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: never did watch Friday the 13th
<2022-04-23T23:43:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tbh the huge multi entry slasher series lose their steam fast
<2022-04-23T23:43:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: there are only so many ways you can watch someone brutally murder people before it gets stale
<2022-04-23T23:44:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Part 2 rips off whole kills from Mario Bava’s bay of blood
<2022-04-23T23:44:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: though apparently there was one Friday the 13th set in the future after Jason was put in cryosleep or something
<2022-04-23T23:44:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Jason X
<2022-04-23T23:44:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: genuinely surprised that was real and not something I imagined
<2022-04-23T23:44:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ngl it wasn’t that bad for what it was
<2022-04-23T23:45:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: at least it was different
<2022-04-23T23:46:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The best slashers are the one offs with Maniac Cop 1 and 2 being the exception 
<2022-04-23T23:47:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Have you seen or liked any slashers?
<2022-04-23T23:53:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: uh
<2022-04-23T23:53:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: does Alien count?
<2022-04-23T23:53:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: and The Thing, I guess
<2022-04-23T23:53:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: assuming you're going by pure "guys get hunted down and killed by spooky nigga" definition
<2022-04-23T23:54:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In a broad sense I guess, I feel like you would enjoy Pumpkinhead in that case
<2022-04-23T23:54:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Really atmospheric film and one of my Halloween staples
<2022-04-23T23:54:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: might check it out if I can find it then
<2022-04-23T23:55:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It shouldn’t be too hard to find, I haven’t seen the sequels but I heard they’re not as good or memorable
<2022-04-24T00:04:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: >The Thing is screened every year for those "wintering-over" at the Amundsen-Scott South Pole Station, after the last plane leaves them in the long winter blackout.
<2022-04-24T00:04:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-04-24T00:05:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I remember reading about that, lmao
<2022-04-24T00:07:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Maniac from 1980 is probably one of the grimmest and grimiest slashers, Joe Spinell was an underrated actor and he did a great job playing a truly demented fucked in the head psycho
<2022-04-24T00:07:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: what's it about?
<2022-04-24T00:08:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: m.imdb.com/title/tt0081114/
<2022-04-24T00:08:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s about a psycho with a traumatic childhood and his NYC killings
<2022-04-24T00:09:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He later gets involved with a photographer played by Caroline Munro
<2022-04-24T00:11:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-04-24T00:12:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s not a goofy cheesy film but it’s pretty damned good
<2022-04-24T14:42:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: did I ever tell youa bout that time my dad got blackballed for refusing to join up with a swinger's group among some officers and contractors?
<2022-04-24T14:43:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: one of the guys involved with that was recently busted for running a local CP ring
<2022-04-24T14:43:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: this is mildly doxable but holy shit
<2022-04-24T16:30:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Holy shit
<2022-04-24T16:31:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have so many doxxable but crazy stories I could tell
<2022-04-24T16:32:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: well, you know I won't snitch
<2022-04-24T16:33:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know that, you’re a good guy but for the time being I’d rather not leave any huge breadcrumbs online
<2022-04-24T16:33:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, that's fair
<2022-04-24T16:33:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: better opsec than  me lmao
<2022-04-24T16:34:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like the stuff about my two relatives being murked by Iranian regime can’t be traced to me because the surnames are different and only my relatives would know. And they’re not on the fediverse
<2022-04-24T22:59:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which edition advanced D&D are you planning on using?
<2022-04-24T23:13:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: 1st edition, thought I said that
<2022-04-24T23:13:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: sent the PHB iirc
<2022-04-24T23:13:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My b, ;_;
<2022-04-24T23:14:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I'm thinking of what to name my character that isn't too cringe
<2022-04-24T23:18:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/ec6e7af1f305da4e54ab62b133776a2235649bfddb9d306143bc899e20514185.jpeg
<2022-04-24T23:19:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: How are my stats?
<2022-04-24T23:26:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, was this an auto generator or did you find the height+weight tables from the DMG?
<2022-04-24T23:26:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: also that stats are certainly usable, I'd recommend a fighter or magic-user
<2022-04-24T23:27:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I went with fighter, I used an auto generator to make sure I didn’t fudge anything by mistake
<2022-04-24T23:29:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I hope the name isn’t too cringe
<2022-04-24T23:30:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's all good
<2022-04-24T23:30:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: the 3 kinds of guys:
<2022-04-24T23:31:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: - guys who just use their real name- guys who go for some ebic fantasy name- guys who give their characters a joke name
<2022-04-24T23:31:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: once played as a halfling named Dildo Faggins
<2022-04-24T23:31:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Lmao
<2022-04-24T23:31:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: died after 2 sessions ;_;
<2022-04-24T23:31:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Khamul is the Nazgul ruler of the Easterlings, Zahakk is the Zoroastrian big bad iirc
<2022-04-24T23:32:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: RIP DILDO FAGGINS
<2022-04-24T23:32:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: How’d he die?
<2022-04-24T23:32:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: I only know what a Zahhak is because of Homestuck
<2022-04-24T23:32:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: tragically died in honorable combat against a kobold because he rolled 1 hp at lv1
<2022-04-24T23:32:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I despise homestuck tbh
<2022-04-24T23:33:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: ;_;
<2022-04-24T23:33:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: it was good for the majority of its run imo
<2022-04-24T23:34:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw what breaks our bond isn’t our differing views on loli/futa, but our opinions on homestuck
<2022-04-24T23:34:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, you aren't a real Homestuck fan if you don't also hate it
<2022-04-24T23:34:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: this is only half a joke
<2022-04-24T23:37:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: anyway fighters are actually very good in AD&D
<2022-04-24T23:38:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: strong hit dice, 1 attack/level against foes of 1HD or less, and if they survive to name level they automatically attract a little army
<2022-04-24T23:38:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: assuming guys actually play it as-intended, many guys ignored those rules
<2022-04-24T23:40:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do you have a story for the campaign or is it episodic?
<2022-04-24T23:41:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: planning on having the map seeded with hooks, options for the PCs, and so on
<2022-04-24T23:41:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: no real story planned other than whatever the dice decide 
<2022-04-24T23:41:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: though I'm trying to give guys high-level characters/monster lairs to fuck around on the map as they please
<2022-04-24T23:42:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: When choosing monsters are there certain rules over which ones can be used or is it up to the DM’s discretion 
<2022-04-24T23:43:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: there's nothing stopping the referee from deciding which monsters will show up
<2022-04-24T23:43:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: however, there are random tables to determine which monsters show up for each terrain type/dungeon level, thinking I'll use those
<2022-04-24T23:43:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe pre-roll them to avoid downtime at the table while still seeing what the dice give me
<2022-04-24T23:44:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: basically AD&D was built around the longevity and survival of the campaign itself, so the rules are all about procedurally-generating shit as little prods to referee creativity
<2022-04-24T23:49:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm not sure if I should make a spreadsheet or trust the players to find a suitable character sheet & accurately record the info
<2022-04-24T23:49:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: planning on enforcing encumbrance rules, Weapon vs AC, etc
<2022-04-25T18:52:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You ever have a dream so good that you get depressed when it ends because you know it’ll probably never repeat?
<2022-04-25T19:10:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: nope, unfortunately
<2022-04-25T19:12:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I had a dream last night where I befriended a frilled lizard but then I woke up. Now I’m sad because lizard friend is gone
<2022-04-25T19:47:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: frip lizerfren ;_;
<2022-04-25T19:49:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Me waking up this morning 
<2022-04-25T19:49:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/IqCh3OkTRDY
<2022-04-26T01:52:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Btw for the campaign if you end up using dinosaurs/prehistoric beasts let me know if you want suggestions for cool creatures 
<2022-04-26T01:55:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh man
<2022-04-26T01:55:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: there's a dinosaur section in every monste rmanual
<2022-04-26T01:56:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if there are any paleontology deep cuts there, but there are so many
<2022-04-26T01:56:42.000Z> tengumatingpress attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/de62d057b0592f2c9fec2527882d937582f4841b9b34daf428d817b8116b083d.pdf
<2022-04-26T01:58:20.000Z> tengumatingpress attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/bdd1b68e0e8799993629da25d18f09c30bbae4e9c91ef7d04947462b40e5531d.pdf
<2022-04-26T01:59:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sure there can be substitutions and overlaps since a lot of prehistoric beasts are similar
<2022-04-26T01:59:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: apparently there needed to be statistical differences between steogsauruses and dacentrurus'
<2022-04-26T02:03:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: man the Monster Manual 2 has wonderful shit in it
<2022-04-26T02:03:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: totally forgot about the ant-centaurs
<2022-04-26T02:05:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My interest in D&D as a kid came from the monster designs
<2022-04-26T02:05:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: there are some fantastic ones
<2022-04-26T02:05:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: the beholder is still one of my favs
<2022-04-26T02:05:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: apparently a good amount of the odder monsters came from little models Gygax imported from Japan
<2022-04-26T02:05:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: many of them low-quality or deformed in the travel, but he still brought them out during the games
<2022-04-26T02:06:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They came from shitty cheap dinosaur toys that didn’t actually look like dinosaurs
<2022-04-26T02:07:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I always dug the behirs
<2022-04-26T02:11:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: also the swanwoman race that for whatever reason fight as clerics, are impervious to non-magical weapons in swan form, and team up with druids to fight evil
<2022-04-26T02:12:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Gray renderers are cool too, big angry retards who collect pets 
<2022-04-26T19:07:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So soon I’m gonna hear an “update” regarding back to office stuff
<2022-04-26T19:08:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hopefully the update is that the office collapsed or is infested with homeless squatters 
<2022-04-26T19:15:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: Inshallah brother HH
<2022-04-26T19:15:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: Seriously though, good luck 
<2022-04-26T19:21:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Last update was that it would be hybridized with at least one day spent in office
<2022-04-26T19:28:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks friend
<2022-04-26T20:52:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Good news is that going to the office is still optional for the time being
<2022-04-26T20:53:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Bad news is that if the pigs in charge send a communication saying otherwise things get complicated 
<2022-04-26T20:55:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: ganbatte
<2022-04-26T20:55:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: my dad still works 1 day/week from home
<2022-04-26T20:57:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “Sorry I can’t work even one day at the office I fear being shot/stabbed by a nigger on the subway and being arrested if I end up stomping his skull into a seat and sending the post mortem pics to his family to assert my dominance per the rules of White Jamahiriya shadowlaw.”
<2022-04-26T22:10:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: "sorry boss, if I'm in the office it's harder to fantasize about killing you and raping everything you love"
<2022-04-26T22:11:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “I need to work from home so I can show my mutuals random videos about stuff I like.”
<2022-04-26T22:11:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: poasting over w*rk cracker
<2022-04-27T19:26:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s so annoying how inconclusive and vague the return to office thing is. Total mess and no official confirmations either way
<2022-04-27T19:28:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: yet another way bosses psychologically terrorize their workers
<2022-04-27T19:28:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: this isn't a joke
<2022-04-27T19:55:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yup
<2022-04-27T19:55:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If you haven’t you should read Mark Ames’s Going Postal
<2022-04-27T19:56:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s essentially about how Reaganomics/worsening school environments led to the modern day failed slave rebellions known as workplace and school shootings
<2022-04-27T19:57:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The guy is a nazbol/dirtbag leftist so he’s not perfect but it’s way better than most books about the topic
<2022-04-27T20:26:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: should've been MAO GANG
<2022-04-27T20:26:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: but I'll check it out
<2022-04-27T20:57:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It was written in 2005/2007 so it’s in the bush era keep in mind
<2022-04-27T21:06:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: It's funny how in hindsight not only was the Dubya hate justified, it didn't go nearly far enough 
<2022-04-27T21:06:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: Frankly he should be executed 
<2022-04-27T21:17:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He actually nearly got blown up with a grenade which only failed because the guy fucked up and the plunger/spoon didn’t pop off
<2022-04-27T21:18:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For what he did to Saddam I hope his grandkids are stillborn tbh
<2022-04-27T21:24:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: if they can arrest concentration camp guards 70 years after the fact we can go after Dubya for shit he did 20 years ago
<2022-04-27T21:31:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Same with the Clintons and literally every “Holocaust survivor”
<2022-04-27T22:00:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: yep
<2022-04-27T22:00:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: also >dishwashing jobs demanding a personality test
<2022-04-27T22:00:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: what is this country
<2022-04-27T22:00:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: even the stereotypical "job for drug addicts" demands it
<2022-04-27T23:12:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Lolwhut
<2022-04-27T23:13:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: job maket is a fuck
<2022-04-27T23:13:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: *market
<2022-04-28T01:09:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Anyone who calls Pat Little a fed while being a trumptard is a total waste of space
<2022-04-28T01:24:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: who's Pat Little?
<2022-04-28T01:25:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The guy who ran for political office in Cali and had slogans like Yids Rape Kids
<2022-04-28T01:40:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh, him 
<2022-04-28T01:40:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: forgot about him tbh
<2022-04-28T01:40:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I told my relatives about him and they got mad when I called him a true man of the people 
<2022-04-28T01:52:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@Tyler@beefyboys.win/posts/AItMaWvwnaaCV9ghf6
<2022-04-28T01:53:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m watching Blue SWAT and half heartedly shitposting and I’ve got this guy on the ropes
<2022-04-28T01:58:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh hey that guy follows me
<2022-04-28T01:59:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s funny is that we agree on stuff and I’ve been very cordial to him but he’s one of those “I want to shit on you and your friends without any resistance.” Types
<2022-04-28T02:01:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh hey, that guy follows me
<2022-04-28T02:02:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Not sure if chat glitch or another one of Tengu’s trademark bits
<2022-04-28T02:09:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: ?
<2022-04-28T02:09:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: what does it look like to you?
<2022-04-28T02:10:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You said “oh hey that guy follows me” I responded and then your message repeated 
<2022-04-28T02:10:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Granted I’m on mobile
<2022-04-28T02:11:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, it's probably a glitch
<2022-04-28T02:11:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, it's probably a glitch
<2022-04-28T02:11:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, it's probably a glitch
<2022-04-28T02:11:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: TENGUUUU NOOOO 
<2022-04-28T14:34:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ngl I wish more non Poast WN/whatever the title of the day is fedi people were like you. Too many people starting shit because they’re mad/jealous 
<2022-04-28T14:35:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: just don't see the appeal of starting shit, more fun to talk about neat/silly things with friends
<2022-04-28T14:36:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s funny is that I’m in that category too but then retards like beefyboys users enjoy starting shit but hate taking it themselves
<2022-04-28T14:37:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: nerds delenda est
<2022-04-28T14:38:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Did you see the thread I linked last night? It was literally totally not mad ironyfag getting totally not madder as I half heartedly mogged him in between episodes of Blue SWAT
<2022-04-28T14:45:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, I saw
<2022-04-28T14:45:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: not really sure what point he was trying to make
<2022-04-28T14:45:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He was trying to be aloof and cool and then got assmad when I shamed him
<2022-04-28T14:46:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was gonna say “When Iran slaughters your drafted relatives in an unjust war let’s see how you feel when I spam your feed with the post Mortem pics and laugh at you getting upset.”
<2022-04-28T14:47:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But I didn’t because I don’t wanna unintentionally offend mutuals
<2022-04-28T17:56:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: waiting for results from my sister's 23andme
<2022-04-28T17:56:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My brother did his and it was Iranian/Turkish 
<2022-04-28T17:56:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if I should sweep it under the rug or loudly proclaim it if I find any hebrew
<2022-04-28T17:56:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: oof
<2022-04-28T17:56:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: so there's no hope for pretending youru ancestors were just t*rk subjects
<2022-04-28T17:57:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: From what he said the test wasn’t super precise to differentiate Georgian, Kurdish etc. so it’s broadly under turk
<2022-04-28T17:57:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It is what it is
<2022-04-28T18:03:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I am so annoyed at how slow coworkers are at responding to queries 
<2022-04-28T18:04:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t want to get blamed for being slow because the AM took her sweet time advising on what should be done
<2022-04-28T19:30:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, so long as everyone knows they were blocking it and not you 
<2022-04-28T20:37:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Looks like the office is opening on May 9th but the communication was vague about whether or not is required. I was gonna have a one on one with my manager tomorrow but she conveniently announced she would be out of office then
<2022-04-28T21:12:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: fucking hell 
<2022-04-28T21:12:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: wishing you the best, man 
<2022-04-29T01:41:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: contrarian take welling up in me I dare not express:
<2022-04-29T01:41:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: ebin raycissm is rapidly becoming r*ddit
<2022-04-29T01:42:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I'm just drained in general tbh
<2022-04-29T01:42:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-04-29T01:43:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: these past two weeks or so I've been cortisol maxxing over minor stuff because I fear losing my job and pissing off relatives
<2022-04-29T01:43:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: I feel like an ass for suggesting htis, but have you tried meditating?
<2022-04-29T01:43:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: it helps imo
<2022-04-29T01:44:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: I know I'm not one to talk about cortisolminning
<2022-04-29T01:45:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My mom suggested that and my response was "Do I look like Charles Manson to you?"
<2022-04-29T01:45:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: ;_;
<2022-04-29T01:45:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tbf I'm not averse to Charles Manson
<2022-04-29T01:48:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I apologize beforehand for having a mental breakdown in the next couple weeks
<2022-04-29T01:48:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I feel very much on edge
<2022-04-29T01:48:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: man I am the last person to get mad at someone for having a menhera episode in da dms 
<2022-04-29T01:49:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Honestly you're the mutual I interact with on the deepest level so I'd probably get bummed if you got mad at me
<2022-04-29T01:50:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Now I'm just thinking back to that one time I just started headbutting the chalkboard in study hall and telling a teacher who came in to investigate "This isn't your class. Who the hell are you?"
<2022-04-29T01:50:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: based
<2022-04-29T01:50:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: for whatever it's worth you're actually a lot stabler than some of the guys I've interacted with on this platform lol
<2022-04-29T01:51:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: there are some guys I outright regret considering friends lol
<2022-04-29T01:53:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Anyone I know?
<2022-04-29T01:53:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, not naming names
<2022-04-29T01:54:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: some guys are pretty unpleasant spergs once you get to know them
<2022-04-29T02:09:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m glad I hid my unpleasant sperginess well enough 
<2022-04-29T02:14:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Wait what does menhera mean?
<2022-04-29T02:27:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: mental health in Japanese 
<2022-04-29T02:27:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: basically slang for acting like a crazy bitch 
<2022-04-29T23:33:44.000Z> tengumatingpress attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/1fce9379c2b4f3edc4e8206330fc66e785d0474d56406b859427d1280983a312.png
<2022-04-29T23:33:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: I will somehow make this relevant in the campaign
<2022-04-29T23:35:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You should have a NPC named Bayou Billy with the Big Balls
<2022-04-29T23:35:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe
<2022-04-29T23:36:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: currently getting some shit together
<2022-04-29T23:36:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure how much prep I need, better safe than sorry for now
<2022-04-29T23:36:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: I told you I'm planning on starting the 7th, right?
<2022-04-29T23:36:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “I have to live in the swamp because I showed the queen my weeded orbs.”
<2022-04-29T23:36:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I think so?
<2022-04-29T23:44:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: ok good
<2022-04-29T23:44:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll start the discord server when it's closer to beginning
<2022-04-29T23:44:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: all good re rolling up a character?
<2022-04-29T23:44:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: planning on enforcing RAW as much as I can, so definitely pay attention to encumbrance and shit
<2022-04-29T23:45:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: wish AD&D had better online character sheets tbh
<2022-04-29T23:45:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: though at this point I prefer recording that in text files for online games, more leeway 
<2022-04-30T00:01:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I think I am, I sent you my stats via this chat earlier
<2022-04-30T00:30:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: alright, good
<2022-04-30T00:30:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: the actual gameplay is simple, thinking I might have whoever's playing appoint a "caller" though
<2022-04-30T00:30:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: the caller is the guy who sort of represents the party when communicating with the referee
<2022-04-30T00:31:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: so the group converses among itself and the caller's the one who announces what will be done
<2022-04-30T02:39:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: sis is over again and hooked me up with some thc carts lol
<2022-04-30T02:45:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nice
<2022-04-30T02:46:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have a mixed view in weed being a former heavy stoner but when I live in my own i might go back. Let’s see how strong my will is
<2022-04-30T02:46:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: best part of her visits tbh, I could probably not be a bitch and just get it myself but eh
<2022-04-30T02:46:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: it'll be legal soon enough in my area anyway
<2022-04-30T02:46:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: my thoughts on weed are it's unhealthy to do it every day
<2022-04-30T02:46:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: but excessive drinking is also bad for you, so whatever
<2022-04-30T02:46:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: keep it in moderations
<2022-04-30T03:00:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: tfw your ebin shitpoasts while high resemble the poasts you make sober
<2022-04-30T03:00:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: I am nothing if not consistent 
<2022-05-01T01:00:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hot take but I view guns the same ways niggers do 
<2022-05-01T01:00:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: As problem solvers and tools to enforce ones will
<2022-05-01T01:01:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s probably for the best I’m noguns because I’d probably do unoptical things to the pro dox retards on other instances 
<2022-05-01T01:11:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: Haven't been following the latest drama 
<2022-05-01T01:13:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tyler from beefyboys got assmad and posted dox photos followed by two others posting dox so BB got de federated for a bit. Other instance admin and his users are concern trolling/seething/pilpuling about why doxxing is ok 
<2022-05-01T01:28:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: like names and addresses?
<2022-05-01T01:29:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Photos that can be linked to Antifa articles with deeper info
<2022-05-01T01:42:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-05-01T20:14:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh fuck yeah managed to get nic salts
<2022-05-01T20:14:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: the day is saved, the campaign is saved
<2022-05-01T20:14:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: time to throw together 6 million one page dungeons
<2022-05-01T20:14:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nic salts?
<2022-05-01T20:15:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: nicotine salts
<2022-05-01T20:15:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: the ones that have something like 50mg of nicotine/ml
<2022-05-01T20:15:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: purer than the juices
<2022-05-01T20:15:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Please don’t accidentally get nicotine poisoning
<2022-05-01T20:15:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: everything will be daijoubu
<2022-05-02T17:48:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: using an online tool to generate the campaign map rn
<2022-05-02T17:48:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sounds good
<2022-05-02T17:48:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't mind telling you I'm sticking the wilderness using one of Dave Arneson's methods for generating multiple monster lairs per hex
<2022-05-02T17:48:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: One of those things that ought to have been in the DMG imo
<2022-05-02T17:49:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have faith in you champ
<2022-05-02T17:50:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: it is funny how the monster lairs in the wilderness are without regard for balance though, maybe I should remind the players there are robust rules for fleeing 
<2022-05-02T17:50:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ty
<2022-05-02T21:27:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is it selfish of me to not want to cut down on my drinking even though my relatives are whining at me to?
<2022-05-02T22:48:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: It really depends 
<2022-05-02T22:48:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: It's unhealthy to get drunk regularly, but if you're just having a shot or 3 a night it's none of their business 
<2022-05-02T22:49:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I only really drink Friday and saturdays for the most part
<2022-05-02T22:50:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In terms of shots I use those double shots to measure so on average six of those per night 
<2022-05-02T23:21:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is that excessive?
<2022-05-03T00:41:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: so the equivalent of 12 shots a night?
<2022-05-03T00:42:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's way excessive man, you should probably cut back
<2022-05-03T00:46:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: webstaurantstore.com/acopa-2-oz-shooter-glass-case/5536502.html?utm_source=google&utm_medium=cpc&utm_campaign=GoogleShopping&gclid=CjwKCAjwgr6TBhAGEiwA3aVuIaOZfWOJN3lnnqzd0SNvSk1s80peGlJ7_bagtt6-GzyRLsafQfmIhRoCNscQAvD_BwE
<2022-05-03T00:46:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: One of these style shot glasses
<2022-05-03T00:49:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: and you're sure it's 12 of those a night?
<2022-05-03T00:49:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Six of those on Friday and Saturdays
<2022-05-03T00:50:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t drink during the week
<2022-05-03T00:52:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: still though, that's quite a lot at once
<2022-05-03T00:54:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve been told that by my relatives. And they’re right from a health standpoint
<2022-05-03T00:55:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: I top out at about 4 or 5 in a night tbh
<2022-05-03T00:55:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: though that's at least partially because shit's expensive
<2022-05-03T00:55:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: However, and this may make me sound like a nigger, I like drinking 
<2022-05-03T00:55:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, that could also be german, irish, france
<2022-05-03T00:57:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not sure if there’s a psychological component, I’m not the most well adjusted guy tbh
<2022-05-03T00:59:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: who knows?
<2022-05-03T00:59:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: but as a friend I do worry about that sort of thing, granted you're young now so you might not feel the worst effects until years later
<2022-05-03T00:59:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like I don’t have a compulsion to drink during the day or the week. But I feel like it would be unpleasant to adjust my weekend drinking because fuck it, niggas need to chill
<2022-05-03T01:00:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks man 🥺
<2022-05-03T01:01:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah, I don’t want to burden my relatives with those ill effects. That’s why I lost weight and put weed smoking on an indefinite hiatus 
<2022-05-03T01:09:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: That's probably best, may as well finish the job and cut back on drinking a bit 
<2022-05-03T01:09:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: Maybe to like 3 or 4 shots a night 
<2022-05-03T01:10:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: Rehab might be a good idea if that doesn't work out so well on your ownw
<2022-05-03T01:11:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t think I need rehab tbh, I know it’s cliche “I AINT GOTTAH PROBLEM!!111” and all, I’m gonna try and work on it by myself/with relatives
<2022-05-03T01:30:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: good
<2022-05-03T23:27:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I started watching Ohranger last night and it kicks ass, though I heard that due to the sun shinrikyo subway attack and a massive earthquake they lightened the tone a bit as the series went on
<2022-05-03T23:28:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: This is what they used for Power Rangers Zeo btw
<2022-05-03T23:30:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The generic foot soldiers are creepy as fuck, imagine the carnival funhouse robot from the original Scooby Doo mixed with possessed terminators in regards to their body language, movements and menacing tone
<2022-05-04T00:25:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: tokusatsu does tend to have fantastic designs
<2022-05-04T00:25:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Some better than others
<2022-05-04T00:26:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Dairanger is a great series but most of the monsters are really goofy
<2022-05-04T16:32:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I really hope something in the news cycle happens to bump this abortion shit out of the TL. Abortion is one issue that legitimately upsets and disturbs me on every level
<2022-05-04T16:39:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: Always bank on the eternal burger losing interest for the next news cycle 
<2022-05-04T16:40:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm not excited for it, considering how we could be looking at a food shortage 
<2022-05-04T16:40:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: Look forward to hearing stories about infants starving between stories about how the stock market hit a new high 
<2022-05-04T23:34:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I may have to tone my drinking down because it’s Mother’s Day weekend coming up and I don’t have it in me to break my mommas heart on Mother’s Day weekend
<2022-05-04T23:42:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: That's good
<2022-05-04T23:55:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I may need to print a picture of the character in your avatar sp
<2022-05-04T23:56:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: so I feel bad and don’t binge drink to excess
<2022-05-04T23:56:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “JOHNNY SAN! THINK OF YOUR LIVER DESU!”
<2022-05-05T00:23:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: jus tkeep a picture of Shameimaru Aya on you at all times
<2022-05-05T01:03:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: One thing I like about Super Sentai is that unlike power rangers they actually have build up in regards to the mechs
<2022-05-05T01:03:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Power Rangers just rushes to introduce their mechs
<2022-05-05T01:04:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In Ohranger for example they introduce the first mech set in episodes 6 and 7
<2022-05-06T16:58:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: TFW I have two tasks that I have no idea if I should start or not because the client/my coworkers are retarded
<2022-05-06T16:58:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m gonna just do the ones I know I have to do and BANTS my way to the weekend
<2022-05-06T16:58:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd do whatever was feasible, just a token effort to look good 
<2022-05-06T16:59:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: Obviously I'd never recommend hard w*rk where it's not strictly necessary, of course 
<2022-05-06T17:03:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: Throwing together some incredibly shitty dungeons after sticking a good amount of the overworld, I'll be making that discord later
<2022-05-06T17:19:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do I know any of the other players?
<2022-05-06T17:21:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: some of them are from Poast, some are friends from elsewhere
<2022-05-06T17:21:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: if they can handle me they can handle you, and I don't really hang around the doxing type
<2022-05-06T17:22:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was just curious in regards to introductions. Who are the fellow poasters?
<2022-05-06T17:23:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: so far I'm waiting for confirmation from others, but Tactical & PhoenixWaifu are patrons, might get YeetLibs and Kane to play, Puuyo
<2022-05-06T17:41:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know yeetlibs and I’ve seen tactical around
<2022-05-06T17:46:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: Yeah, YeetLins is def in
<2022-05-06T23:19:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: discord.gg/tqdjJ8cu?event=972276138577653800
<2022-05-06T23:19:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: here's the server
<2022-05-06T23:41:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I accepted
<2022-05-06T23:42:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Will this be done through chat?
<2022-05-06T23:43:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: Voice, that won't be a problem right?
<2022-05-06T23:46:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll try to accommodate, my brother is visiting tomorrow for Mother’s Day so I may have to lie to him/relatives and say I’m playing with undergrad college friends
<2022-05-06T23:48:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: Alright, hope it isn't awkward 
<2022-05-06T23:48:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: You get a char rolled up?
<2022-05-06T23:48:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Apologies if it comes off really spergy and shitty, my relatives can be really nosy 
<2022-05-06T23:49:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: A character? Yeah the one I showed you some time earlier
<2022-05-06T23:55:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ok, cool 
<2022-05-06T23:55:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: You got hp, starting gold & equipment?
<2022-05-06T23:58:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hit Points: 3
<2022-05-06T23:58:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Gold: 100
<2022-05-06T23:59:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What do I do for equipment?
<2022-05-07T00:01:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/7cf7667bdb76ee8ea5260b75ffc8daa4e73dd3e87a928a16b8d990ef103349c3.jpeg
<2022-05-07T00:01:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Here's my character stats from before
<2022-05-07T00:03:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I'm looking at the equipment costs and I have no idea what to pick. What do you recommend?
<2022-05-07T00:08:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also would it be alright if I test the voice chat feature on discord with you? I want to make sure my wireless headphones work and we will be able to hear each other tomorrow
<2022-05-07T00:09:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: Sure thing 
<2022-05-07T00:10:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: As for equipment, I'd recommend a long sword, leather or chain armor, a shield, torches
<2022-05-07T00:10:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: A helmet as well 
<2022-05-07T00:10:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: When do you want to call?
<2022-05-07T00:10:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I can call now
<2022-05-07T00:11:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I'm using the mobile app btw
<2022-05-07T13:05:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ok so aside from deciding how to allocate my remaining gold I’m set for tonight. Thanks for your patience throughout. I let my relatives know not to disturb me from 7 onward. Thanks for your patience in dealing with a tabletop noob I really appreciate it
<2022-05-07T14:19:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: yep
<2022-05-07T14:19:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: lost my headset, if I can't find it by 7PM I'm getting a new one
<2022-05-07T14:19:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: not flaking out on this
<2022-05-07T14:24:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I synched my wireless headphones to my laptop so hopefully that works
<2022-05-07T14:27:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: nice
<2022-05-07T14:34:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: doing last-minute dungeon prep lol
<2022-05-07T14:34:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: spent way too much time on the overworld and realized I neglected to actually prepare the first dungeon, though who knows how long that will be of interest'
<2022-05-07T14:35:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's just as well, with 1:1 time I'll have more than enough excuse to improve it later + prepare other shit dungeons
<2022-05-07T14:35:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: since I'm doing this as diy as possible, not using premade stuff
<2022-05-07T14:36:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I need to jot down what items I’m using my remaining gold on before it gets too late 
<2022-05-07T14:36:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-05-07T14:37:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe consider saving some to pay some hirelings
<2022-05-07T14:37:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: torchbearers, guys to help carry treasure out, etc
<2022-05-07T14:37:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: since gp = xp in this game and each coin is like 1/10 of a pound
<2022-05-07T14:37:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do I get hirelings pregame or during the game?
<2022-05-07T14:38:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was thinking of getting a backpack
<2022-05-07T14:40:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, that's good for keeping loose items on you without being counted as encumbered, I think the rules suggest loose items carried directly on you add up
<2022-05-07T14:43:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Are hirelings gained/hired during the game?
<2022-05-07T14:46:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: hired
<2022-05-07T14:46:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: though I think the rules suggest that's handwaveable, it's hiring henchmen that requires in-game effort
<2022-05-07T14:46:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: though since I'm running downtime between session hiring henchmen can be done out-of-game
<2022-05-07T14:47:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd recommend checking the PHB for a qrd on that, it's an underutilized mechanic among people who play incorrectly
<2022-05-07T14:48:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Got it, I wanna make sure I’m checking all the boxes beforehand so I don’t unintentionally jam things up for others
<2022-05-07T14:53:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: It's fine, you get used to it over time 
<2022-05-07T14:54:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd recommend rolling up a spare or 2, you might need them and it's good to get comfortable 
<2022-05-07T14:55:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Spare characters?
<2022-05-07T15:05:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: Yeah, a backup in case your guy dies 
<2022-05-07T15:05:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: So you can jump back in 
<2022-05-07T15:11:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll try to make one or two more spares, thanks for the heads up
<2022-05-07T15:18:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: also really check the stat requirements, some of the more difficult classes to qualify for change how the game is played a lot
<2022-05-07T15:19:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: particularly assassins, druids, and paladins
<2022-05-07T15:19:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: wondering if we'll get a monk PC or a psionic pc first
<2022-05-07T15:21:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah I read about assassins and such. I may stick with fighters for the time being
<2022-05-07T15:34:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: what's funny is OAD&D balanced its random magic items table so fighters get really nice shit from them 
<2022-05-07T15:35:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: but modules just add whatever, and potions of giant strength aren't sexy enough so fighters are actually nerfed if you aren't playing the game as intended 
<2022-05-07T15:36:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: basically fighters are super good if the game is played correctly 
<2022-05-07T15:41:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I feel like fighters would be the most versatile to play as, not too many catches afaik
<2022-05-07T16:33:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: eh, not sure if I'd say that, but they're a solid vanilla choice 
<2022-05-07T16:34:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: really need to figure out how their sweep works, keep seeing mixed interpretations and I'm actually trying to play correctly 
<2022-05-07T16:34:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: they get 1 attack per level against opponents of 1HD or less, not sure if I should make them roll or say "fuck it, you made it to level 10, you kill 10 orcs a round good job"
<2022-05-07T16:35:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think that's the intent of the mechanic anyway 
<2022-05-07T16:35:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: plus it makes fighters sufficiently cool pulp heroes on a 1:10 combat scale 
<2022-05-07T17:27:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >right headphone fucking up
<2022-05-07T17:27:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: RRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
<2022-05-07T18:04:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: 😭😭😭
<2022-05-07T18:05:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: damn bratty headphones electrical correction is needed
<2022-05-07T18:15:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: tfw I can't decide between leather backpack or large sack
<2022-05-07T18:17:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is there a difference in regards to which is better for carrying treasure and items
<2022-05-07T18:27:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Here’s my first backup character 
<2022-05-07T18:27:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/dfc824012b9766683cb9023adbc1c682bb9e8d4e22521df6da9b43512ecedf06.jpeg
<2022-05-07T18:28:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m gonna do one more and send it here 
<2022-05-07T18:32:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/4f01a46d500f86cb0407adeccbeb1044485015f6f7d7460c6f87131e7931ae6e.jpeg
<2022-05-07T18:33:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Here’s the second one
<2022-05-07T23:32:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: really sorry, shit's been fucked today
<2022-05-08T01:24:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey I just saw this, no worries man
<2022-05-08T01:31:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: at least I got shit fixed up 
<2022-05-08T01:31:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: hopefully this doesn't lead to anyone getting mad/quitting 
<2022-05-08T01:55:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll stick around barring extraordinary surprise events IE bear attack or one of the instance admins I bully deciding to try and get me
<2022-05-08T01:55:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: in the meantime I'll get as many anti-demon charms as I can and scatter them around my home
<2022-05-08T01:55:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: time for a few statues of guru rinpoche
<2022-05-08T01:56:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ngl, and don’t take this as an insult because it’s not, but it was kind of surreal hearing your voice when I’m used to text and your avatar
<2022-05-08T01:56:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: how is my voice?
<2022-05-08T01:56:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hopefully my voice wasn’t too off putting
<2022-05-08T01:56:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: always hated the way it sounded
<2022-05-08T01:56:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: if you're the guy I think you were, it kind of reminded me of Cr1tikal
<2022-05-08T01:56:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I think it’s alright tbh
<2022-05-08T01:56:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That name sounds familiar
<2022-05-08T01:57:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m Caspian
<2022-05-08T01:57:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, I meant that I had to do the call through mobile
<2022-05-08T01:57:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: hopefully in the next week I'll figure shit out
<2022-05-08T01:58:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Who’s Cr1tikal?
<2022-05-08T01:58:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: a guy that does fune jewtube vids
<2022-05-08T01:59:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Penguinz0?
<2022-05-08T02:00:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I searched him and I got Penguinz0
<2022-05-08T02:01:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: i always thought my voiced sounded like Alan “Blind Owl” Wilson from Canned Heat
<2022-05-08T02:01:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: invidious.poast.org/watch?v=FEqhzMVWYtk
<2022-05-08T02:01:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: here we are
<2022-05-08T02:01:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/6smtAY8dXSI
<2022-05-08T02:01:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: I never really liked my voice tbh, but apparently I sound like my dad and I think his voice sounds alright
<2022-05-08T02:02:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The guy with the Les Paul guitar is Alan Wilson
<2022-05-08T02:02:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's happened multiple times in the past month where I picked up the phone and they thought I was dad lol
<2022-05-08T02:03:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My dad has a deeper accent 
<2022-05-08T02:03:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't really know what Iranian accents sound like tbh
<2022-05-08T02:03:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: besides you my greatest exposure to your race has been Jon "Aryan" Jafari
<2022-05-08T02:04:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: I love that's his real middle name btw
<2022-05-08T02:04:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Look up videos of that YouTube office shooter chick
<2022-05-08T02:04:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: She was Iranian but spoke English 
<2022-05-08T02:04:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Her only flaw was being of the Baha’i faith 
<2022-05-08T02:05:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not sure I have an accent, though I feel like my voice is a bit too gravelly 
<2022-05-08T02:06:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: aren't Baha'is some weird sort of abrahamic shit?
<2022-05-08T02:06:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: I mix them up with sikhs sometimes idk
<2022-05-08T02:06:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: sikhs seem alright to me tbh, knew some sikhs back in school and they were pretty great guys over all
<2022-05-08T02:08:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh a part of me is silently thankful for the life shit because with my sister being here I haven't had as much time for prep work as I wanted
<2022-05-08T02:08:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: at least I'll have more time to assemble more shit, maybe set up a rumors table for players
<2022-05-08T02:09:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sikh faith is interesting but they do a lot of grooming gang shit in the UK
<2022-05-08T02:10:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, should've known
<2022-05-08T02:10:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sikh is ethnoreligious
<2022-05-08T02:10:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: the funniest part is American ayyyrab immigrants tend to be alright because America does vet them better than europe
<2022-05-08T02:10:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: still against it, but we do get a better kind than the ones euros get
<2022-05-08T02:11:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: A lot of them are ZDM bugmen
<2022-05-08T02:12:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: back when I worked at Lowe's I was sort of friends with this paki that didn't speak english too well, but we did at least get to shittalk israel
<2022-05-08T02:18:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I had a Pakistan friend growing up who loved X men comics
<2022-05-08T02:18:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Nice kid, was a nerd but not a spiteful bitch like most nerds nowadays
<2022-05-08T02:48:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-05-08T02:49:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've never known a real person who cares about capeshit comics
<2022-05-08T02:49:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I used to like them and there are characters I like but it’s all garbage now
<2022-05-08T02:50:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: Batman's probably the best, and even then the best Batman strories aren't really superhero shit, more like pulp detective horror
<2022-05-08T02:50:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like his rogues gallery ngl
<2022-05-08T02:51:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: KGBeast was a chad who capped Sadat
<2022-05-08T02:51:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: who?
<2022-05-08T02:51:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh that's a batman villain
<2022-05-08T02:51:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/KGBeast
<2022-05-08T02:51:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And NKVDemon
<2022-05-08T02:52:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: isn''t that some kind of bible translation?
<2022-05-08T02:55:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: dc.fandom.com/wiki/NKVDemon
<2022-05-08T03:14:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: apparently in a comic there's a neanderthal vampire supervillain that created the illuminati 
<2022-05-08T03:15:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Vandal Savage?
<2022-05-08T03:16:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: yes
<2022-05-08T03:16:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: dc.fandom.com/wiki/Vandal_Savage_(New_Earth)
<2022-05-08T03:16:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: how are comic books so horrible yet so amzing
<2022-05-08T14:04:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: On one hand western capeshit comics are ZOG agitprop
<2022-05-08T14:04:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: On the other hand 
<2022-05-08T14:04:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/amoMjZkoZjY
<2022-05-08T14:04:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: BIG CAT MONSTER LADY PLEASE STEPPY 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
<2022-05-08T14:06:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: is this one of those anime DCU thingss?
<2022-05-08T14:07:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh yeah, this reminds me someone in my family actually got HBO max, should look into some of those animated things
<2022-05-08T14:07:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: saw there was an animated version of the Long Halloween, that arc was fantastic
<2022-05-08T14:11:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If they put the 90s hbo Spawn show on it I highly recommend it
<2022-05-08T14:11:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think they did
<2022-05-08T14:11:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: they also have Batman TAS, might give that another watch
<2022-05-08T14:11:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s legitimately one of the best western animated series
<2022-05-08T14:11:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: Batman is like the one capeshit franchise I'll defend
<2022-05-08T14:11:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: though Spawn always looked neat
<2022-05-08T14:12:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh yeah, Spawn was from an independent publisher, right?
<2022-05-08T14:12:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess that might be another exception
<2022-05-08T14:12:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s really atmospheric and there’s a great balance between action/horror and quieter character moments
<2022-05-08T14:12:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah Image
<2022-05-08T14:13:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s not /ourguy/ material but I’ll always defend the spawn cartoon and Ralph bakshi stuff 
<2022-05-08T14:13:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Actually Bakshi insulted fags, blacks, and even his fellow Jews hard so maybe he is ourguy
<2022-05-08T14:14:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: I mean, I can enjoy shit that doesn't really agree with my worldview
<2022-05-08T14:14:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: if you dislike Ralph Bakshi, 150% chance of homosexuality
<2022-05-08T14:14:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Have you seen Coonskin or Heavy Traffic? Incredibly based 
<2022-05-08T14:15:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-05-08T14:15:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's weird how Coonskin is now "controversial" when it was actually endorsed by the NAACP
<2022-05-08T14:15:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I thought they got assblasted and actually smoke bombed a screening?
<2022-05-08T14:16:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think that was another group
<2022-05-08T14:16:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: may have been the blakc panthers
<2022-05-08T14:16:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And either Sharpton or Jackson admitted they didn’t see it but countersignalled anyway
<2022-05-08T14:16:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, Sharpton
<2022-05-08T14:17:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And Bakshi responded by calling him a grifter pretending to be a revolutionary 
<2022-05-08T14:17:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: what's funny is part of the reason Coonskin was made is Bakshi fucking hated the mafia
<2022-05-08T14:17:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh yeah 
<2022-05-08T14:17:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: because he grew up in a jewish-italian community and had friends killed by that group
<2022-05-08T14:17:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: nytimes.com/1973/10/14/archives/cartoon-vision-and-brownsville-reality-a-kind-of-xrated-disney.html
<2022-05-08T14:18:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: > resented its respect for the Mafia. I hate them with a passion—stupid, illiterate, bloodsucking slobs
<2022-05-08T14:18:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They’re all fags in coonskin and the one normal one is ordered by a rabbi looking kike to attack Brer Rabbit
<2022-05-08T14:20:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's funny how from what I can tell Bakshi lowkey decided he hated other jews growing up
<2022-05-08T14:37:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He mogged Robert Crumb so hard he had a breakdown and killed off Fritz the cat
<2022-05-08T14:40:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-05-08T14:41:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: he also mocked Don Bluth for leaving Disney to basically just make Disney films
<2022-05-08T18:08:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: I get the worst writer's block while actually mapping dungeons 
<2022-05-08T18:08:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: Though I guess most players are new enough they don't really mind if some of them are just boxes 
<2022-05-08T18:28:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t mind personally especially since this’ll be my first true campaign 
<2022-05-08T18:36:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/d1cc9ad55372703be94cdaa6ae9cff6825a936e9be711ad0f72c64a8b46081e5.jpeg
<2022-05-08T18:37:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wonder how mad my mom would get if I gave her that poem, said I wrote it only to reveal it was a Hitler creation
<2022-05-08T18:42:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: "you just enjoyed poetry from Adolf Hitler"
<2022-05-08T18:43:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I read out the entire segment from Mein Kampf where he explains what it’s like debating a jew to her a while ago
<2022-05-08T18:45:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: genuinely surprised your family would be like that,  burger brain worms are insane 
<2022-05-08T18:45:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't Persians and Turks have a long history of hating jews?
<2022-05-08T18:45:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: I know they're not monoliths, but still 
<2022-05-08T19:12:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Iran is weird when it comes to Jews tbh
<2022-05-08T19:13:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There are Iranian Jews descended from kike slaves in the Babylon era
<2022-05-08T19:13:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My family are neolib diasporatards
<2022-05-08T19:20:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ah
<2022-05-09T17:50:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fuck nosy PM’s man
<2022-05-09T17:51:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m busy getting stuff done and this nerd is bugging me about the “status” of a relatively minor project due at 5 today 
<2022-05-09T17:55:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like it’d be one thing for him to check if all was good at  4-430 pm. But I have 3 hours left to do this and its pretty annoying to have to go to my emails upon getting a notification just to see bullshit like that. 
<2022-05-09T18:20:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: is it an annoying kind of reminder or just "hey checking up on this hting that has to be finished today"
<2022-05-09T18:33:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Leaning more towards the latter but this isn’t the first time he’s done this and no other PM does this. 
<2022-05-09T18:33:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Maybe I’m overreacting and going menhera over nothing 
<2022-05-09T18:43:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Either way I’m not looking forward to going to New Zaire on Wednesday to work in office
<2022-05-09T18:44:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thank God I only have to go once a week and there’s a food court in the building so I don’t have to risk getting stabbed at some hole in the wall restaurant that’s a front for nonwhite gang shenanigans 
<2022-05-10T01:07:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: tfw ralph is having a fattoid moment but I can't mog him because he blocked me for a prior mogging
<2022-05-10T01:31:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: I try to pretend he doesn't exist
<2022-05-10T01:31:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: everything about him nauseates me
<2022-05-10T01:37:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I can't tell who's worse, him or the sperg admins/glorified IT monkeys on other instances
<2022-05-10T01:54:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I forgot how dark the Amon Apocalypse of Devilman OVA was
<2022-05-10T01:55:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: need to get around to that
<2022-05-10T01:56:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe after I've caught up on what I'm following this season
<2022-05-10T01:57:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: it's 45 minutes
<2022-05-10T01:57:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I just posted a really shittily subbed version of it
<2022-05-10T01:57:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yasushi Nirasawa did the creature art for it
<2022-05-10T13:06:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@RoyalJohnny242/posts/AJITmgakP2MGZu1LN2
<2022-05-10T13:06:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >guy makes a big deal out of his circumcision
<2022-05-10T13:07:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >I ask him why he’s acting that way/cruising for gay sex online
<2022-05-10T13:07:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >he responds with: NO U R THE GAY ONE 
<2022-05-10T14:11:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: retards online, man
<2022-05-10T14:12:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He’s the main admin of Detroit riot city mind you
<2022-05-10T16:38:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: TFW goth seamstress gf character from boruto is kill
<2022-05-10T16:39:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: haven't paid any attention to boruto
<2022-05-10T16:39:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: I ssume the grils are the only reason to watch
<2022-05-10T16:40:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m still in mourning over tayuya and kin tsuchi from OG Naruto 
<2022-05-10T16:41:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “Sorry boss I can’t come in to the office located in niggerville for my required one day minimum. A fictional lady I like died while other fictional ladies I don’t like are still alive.”
<2022-05-10T16:42:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: anime mourning leave
<2022-05-10T16:46:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Wish me luck that I don’t get murdered tomorrie in New Zaire
<2022-05-10T16:54:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: ganbatte
<2022-05-10T17:01:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Depending on how much of a drain it is I may tell my supervisor/manager that this is incredibly inefficient and (if I muster up enough confidence to say it) that it’s not worth the price of commute to come all the way there when daily work schedules are erratic in terms of assignment volume (IE I don’t want to bust my hump getting there only to have an incredibly light load I could’ve done faster at home)
<2022-05-10T17:05:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The one good thing about another corona wave would be returning to Work from home 
<2022-05-10T17:54:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-05-11T14:55:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I wanna show my mutuals cool vids but then I’d get in trouble because that’s not allowed at the office 😭😭😭😭
<2022-05-11T15:43:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: Save them and wait for w*rk to end 
<2022-05-11T17:10:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: >return to vaping>lose 25lbs without effort in a month 
<2022-05-11T17:10:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: wew
<2022-05-11T18:00:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Based
<2022-05-11T18:01:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Btw thanks for your help in motivating me to manage my drinking via inviting me to D&D 
<2022-05-11T18:11:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: Ah, you're welcome 
<2022-05-11T18:11:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: It's still happening btw, but now that I'm employed I need more info on my work schedule 
<2022-05-11T18:20:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: Not sure if I should link the combat sequence but it's something some guys have issues wrapping their heads around 
<2022-05-11T18:21:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: Mostly referee-facing though 
<2022-05-11T18:21:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: dynamic.2worthingtons.net/initiative.html
<2022-05-11T18:22:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think the hardest part for players to wrap their heads around is declaring their actions as a group before initiative is rolled 
<2022-05-11T18:45:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “Boss please give me all the money and no hours. I need to make sure my schizophrenic Iranian friend doesn’t go full Gary Busey.”
<2022-05-11T23:41:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: >transformer exploded in the neighborhood 
<2022-05-11T23:41:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: FUCK
<2022-05-12T00:06:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was gonna ask autobot, decepticon, maximal or predacon but I didn’t wanna make you mad
<2022-05-12T00:32:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: thank you 
<2022-05-12T00:32:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: never was able to care about Transformers tbh
<2022-05-12T00:33:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: RIP MY NIGGA DINOBOT FROM BEAST WARS
<2022-05-12T00:49:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: F
<2022-05-14T00:21:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The virgin sperging out in hellthreads vs the chad chilling out while watching sachiko San and the little girl ghost 
<2022-05-14T02:42:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: dishwashing fucking blows lmao
<2022-05-14T02:42:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've had jobs that paid more for less agonizing work
<2022-05-14T02:43:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Stay strong Tengu 
<2022-05-14T02:45:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: going back and looking for more shit
<2022-05-14T02:46:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: also it does that wagie terrorism where you can't make plans because schedules are per week
<2022-05-14T02:47:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh fuck
<2022-05-14T02:48:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess if that campaign happens at all dates will shift
<2022-05-14T02:49:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: also the sink is absurdly low to the ground and I have to constantly hunch over, back is sore as fuck
<2022-05-14T02:50:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do they let you eat leftover food scraps at least?
<2022-05-14T02:50:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah but the place is filthy and the food is pre-frozen
<2022-05-14T02:50:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck that
<2022-05-14T02:50:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Or do the managers come and greedily eat the leftovers in front of the lower ranked staff to mog them 
<2022-05-14T02:51:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah they offer it
<2022-05-14T02:51:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: I just wouldn't eat that shit
<2022-05-14T02:54:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: man I can't wait for these fags sending full plates to the kitchen to start starving during the food shortages
<2022-05-14T03:00:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: >check Indeed for jobs I qualify for>the only places hiring are about on this level
<2022-05-14T03:00:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: rape
<2022-05-14T18:32:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I forget if you said this already but are we doing D&D tonight or next Saturday?
<2022-05-14T19:04:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: next saturday, have to dishwash again throughout the weekend
<2022-05-14T19:04:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: sorry it's taking so long man
<2022-05-14T19:04:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: might end up being sunday, job schedule hasn't been posted yet
<2022-05-14T19:04:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: fucking hate how none of the jobs I can get give you your schedule much farther than a week in advance
<2022-05-14T19:14:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No worries, I just want to keep track because I have shit memory 
<2022-05-14T20:29:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: At least I have more time to sneed dungeons and lairs around 
<2022-05-15T02:33:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: Maybe I should get wireless earbuds, might make the job more manageable 
<2022-05-15T02:33:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: The other dishwasher is genuinely terrified I'll quit because this has happened quite a few times 
<2022-05-15T02:33:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: Because wages suck and dishwashing sucks, every time they hire a new one they appear a few times before quietly disappearing 
<2022-05-15T02:35:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sounds about right in the dishwasher world
<2022-05-15T02:40:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: Yep
<2022-05-15T23:32:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: might have to ask if Monday/Tuesday nights are ok for scheduling
<2022-05-15T23:32:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: since the restaurant is apparently never closed the n
<2022-05-15T23:32:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: never not closed,I mean
<2022-05-17T01:13:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: HOLY SHIT LMAO OHRANGER HAS A DOMINATRIX VILLAIN WHO SHOOTS TIT LASERS
<2022-05-17T01:14:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: powerrangers.fandom.com/wiki/Machine_Beast_Tamer_Keris
<2022-05-17T01:59:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: so I take it the Power Rangers wiki is basically the wester toku wiki?
<2022-05-17T02:02:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s for both PR and Super Sentai Stuff
<2022-05-17T02:02:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Metal Heroes has its own wiki
<2022-05-17T02:02:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Same with Kamen Rider 
<2022-05-19T18:15:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't actually consider myself a contrarian, but I tend to get that reputation
<2022-05-19T18:16:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: unsure why tbh, I'm just honest about my actual thoughts on shit
<2022-05-19T18:18:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: guys handle that sort of thing like bitches
<2022-05-19T18:57:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Honestly you’ve never come across as contrarian imo
<2022-05-19T19:13:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: thank you
<2022-05-20T15:39:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey, is the Saturday D&D thing happening?
<2022-05-20T15:44:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh yeah, have to announce because of work scheduling it'll have to be Monday or Tuesday
<2022-05-21T19:01:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: wish there was a way to get people to meditate on Chenrezig without other Buddhist baggage, imo it's one of the greatest and most important practices
<2022-05-21T19:01:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe get them to think about Jesus or another preferred figure embodying compassion and so on
<2022-05-21T19:04:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: no empowerments, no ritualism, no Tibetan/Sanskrit chanting if you don't say the mantra, just contemplating his form and compassion as a concept
<2022-05-21T22:00:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was out for most of the day, apologies for responding so late
<2022-05-21T22:01:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m a grug when it comes to Buddhism tbh
<2022-05-22T12:47:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: K
<2022-05-22T17:28:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >see Tengu talk about Buddhism, feel bad that I can’t contribute due to lack of knowledge
<2022-05-22T17:28:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >see Tengu talk about juggalos, feel happy because I know about my grease paint wearing brothers
<2022-05-22T17:31:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: they are connected, why do you think the ICP talks about Shangri-La (a corruption of Shambhala) so much?
<2022-05-22T17:31:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: Chakravartin Kalki will lead an army of juggalos against the mleccha
<2022-05-22T17:38:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Faygo confirmed as the most holy of beverages?
<2022-05-22T17:40:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: soma was ayahuasca mixed with faygo
<2022-05-22T17:40:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: few know this
<2022-05-22T17:40:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s interesting is that Faygo root beer is considered to be one of the best tasting root beers
<2022-05-22T17:41:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I can vouch, it’s pretty tasty. Though my personal favorite is Virgil’s root beer 
<2022-05-22T17:42:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: faygo is the one corn syrup soda I will drink
<2022-05-22T17:43:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: its holiness overrides the ingredients as a divine inversion
<2022-05-22T17:43:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I barely drink non stevia/monkfruit/etc. sodas anymore and even those I only occasionally drink as mixers
<2022-05-22T17:44:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Have you heard the story with tropical fantasy?
<2022-05-22T17:44:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: nope
<2022-05-22T17:45:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tropical_Fantasy
<2022-05-22T17:45:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: DEEP TROPICAL FANTASY
<2022-05-22T17:45:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: >n April 1991, rumors began circulating in Black neighborhoods that the beverage was laced with a secret ingredient that would sterilize black men.[2] The beverage quickly earned the nickname "Tropical Fanticide." The rumors claimed that the Ku Klux Klan was actually bottling the product and using the low price to attract poor citizens.[3] Similar unfounded rumors about Klan involvement periodically have plagued the Church's Fried Chicken chain and Snapple soft drinks
<2022-05-22T17:45:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: sheeeeeeeeeeeiiiit
<2022-05-22T17:45:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: is Church's the white man's fried chicken chain?
<2022-05-22T17:46:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: haven't had access to one in a while, but I remember liking them more then Popeye's and KFC
<2022-05-22T17:46:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve always liked Cluck U and I’m sad the one by me closed down
<2022-05-22T17:47:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: ;_;
<2022-05-22T17:48:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: I should learn how to make fried chicken myself
<2022-05-22T17:48:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: the last few times I ordered from Popeye's sucked, way too dry
<2022-05-22T17:48:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve had the spicy chicken sandwich from Popeyes a while ago, was pretty good
<2022-05-22T17:49:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Jollibees has some top tier chicken fingers 
<2022-05-22T17:49:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2022-05-22T17:49:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe it's where I live
<2022-05-22T17:50:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Jollibees was originally a Philippines only chain but it’s in America now, there’s two relatively near me
<2022-05-22T17:51:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=QZTpGCDPpos
<2022-05-22T17:51:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: this and the Great Milenko are imo ICP's strongest albums
<2022-05-22T17:52:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/lDKrv5PE0cw
<2022-05-22T21:11:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: metalsucks.net/2020/07/13/insane-clown-posse-declare-pedophile-dahvie-vanity-juggalo-enemy-number-1/
<2022-05-22T21:11:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: woah, the ICP needs me?
<2022-05-22T21:11:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >metalsucks.net
<2022-05-22T21:12:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sorry not into zionists 
<2022-05-22T21:12:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know anything about them tbh
<2022-05-22T21:12:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: just saw this article while looking for something else
<2022-05-22T21:12:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I remember that site from my Facebook days, zioleft ironyfags
<2022-05-22T21:12:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-05-23T04:57:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: mildly doxable, but I'll be visiting my grandma soonish
<2022-05-23T04:57:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: just learned shrooms are decriminalized over there, might try some
<2022-05-23T04:58:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: might be risky and I would certainly avoid tripping in front of her, she doesn't need stress
<2022-05-23T11:43:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I hope things stabilize for her and that if you do trip you don’t get leyak’d
<2022-05-23T16:39:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: if I encounter a malevolent spirit I'll simply call it gay and rape it
<2022-05-23T19:03:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Speaking of malevolent beings are we doing D&D tonight?
<2022-05-23T19:55:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: tomorrow night, some shit came up and I amended my post
<2022-05-23T19:55:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: swear I'm not flaking out
<2022-05-23T20:10:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No worries. I just wanna confirm so I don’t end up missing it because I was going on an after dinner walk or something similar 
<2022-05-24T01:38:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: well then, guess I won't be visiting family any time soon
<2022-05-24T01:38:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: money in the bank is low because Im waiting on shit, flights to california are absurdly expensive
<2022-05-24T01:39:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck me, I feel like an idiot for not arranging things before telling my boss I'd be out
<2022-05-24T01:39:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: now I'm going to look like a dick if I tell him I reneged after saying I'm heading out because my grandma had 2 strokes
<2022-05-24T01:45:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fuck man, I'm sorry to hear that
<2022-05-24T21:43:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: very sorry, don't think games are happening tonight 
<2022-05-24T21:43:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck me 
<2022-05-24T21:43:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: shit keeps happening 
<2022-05-24T21:50:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No worries man, thanks for keeping me in the loop. 
<2022-05-24T21:50:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if I should tag the disord, certain the guys are losing interest
<2022-05-24T21:50:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: or maybe not
<2022-05-24T21:50:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck me I keep doing this
<2022-05-24T21:51:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: getting guys excited, promising to do shit, and then it doesnt happen
<2022-05-24T21:53:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know that feel regarding my writings/stories
<2022-05-24T21:55:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For what it’s worth I understand. Life gets in the way, I’m not gonna judge. I’ll still be interested no matter how much time it takes (barring any extraordinary IRL events taking up my time)
<2022-05-24T22:03:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: thanks
<2022-05-24T22:03:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: I mean I think most of them have other shit going on or assume it's not happening, not sure what to say if asked other than just saying life hasn't been going so well
<2022-05-24T22:04:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No problem, just know that I'm not gonna get upset at you for delays and other stuff out of your control. I'd be a shitty friend if I did that
<2022-05-24T22:06:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess so, thank you
<2022-05-24T22:06:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: devil break my legs if it isn't sometime next week
<2022-05-27T14:09:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: tor.com/2017/04/14/bad-science-and-terrible-parenting-the-orpheus-process/
<2022-05-27T14:09:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I feel like you might like this book
<2022-05-27T14:10:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >scientist dad’s little girl gets killed in a mass shooting, he brings her back to life with science but she becomes a demented shortstack and undead eldritch shenanigans ensue 
<2022-05-27T14:12:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s probably one of the sleaziest things I’ve ever read but it’s so bonkers that I can’t help but like it
<2022-05-27T14:13:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: glad to see more fiction taking notes from anime
<2022-05-27T14:18:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Did you read the review? Shit was even more insane than I remembered lmao
<2022-05-27T14:19:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah I can't tell if the author's a freak or just an edgelord
<2022-05-27T14:19:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: does seem like something I'd enjoy though
<2022-05-27T14:25:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have a physical copy of it
<2022-05-27T14:27:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/afa9a097595579ac9ffbbc1631cfb9ea974d380367e0ce5803e688186bd8e6b3.jpeg
<2022-05-27T14:27:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242 attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/b94223f92a96f48998104c59f9ba4cd84a5382f162f68901c4372d2eb34a1527.jpeg
<2022-05-27T15:36:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I wonder if todays the day I’ll get into a rage fueled argument with relatives over them micromanaging my drinking
<2022-05-27T15:41:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: please don't
<2022-05-27T15:43:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I feel bad because I promised you I’d control my drinking, and I have since Mother’s Day weekend but it’s incredibly aggravating 
<2022-05-27T16:02:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: I can imagine
<2022-05-27T16:03:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw your motivation for not plunging into bingeopolis is your online best friend as opposed to family members
<2022-05-27T16:07:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: oof
<2022-05-27T16:16:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 😭 YOU DONT WANNA BE MY BEST FRIEND?!?!
<2022-05-27T16:20:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: I didn't mean it that way man
<2022-05-27T16:22:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know I know l, I was joking
<2022-05-27T16:33:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: On an unrelated note have you seen the Dark Simpsons edited clips?
<2022-05-27T17:30:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: nope, never heard of it
<2022-05-27T18:16:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They’re pretty funny imo
<2022-05-27T18:17:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/JfPc56SXJMY
<2022-05-27T23:49:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Good news, I didn’t argue with relatives over drinking
<2022-05-27T23:49:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Bad news they got assblasted because of my beliefs and my refusal to code switch in front of them
<2022-05-27T23:51:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I love them but on a mental level they are useless 
<2022-05-28T02:34:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: welp
<2022-05-28T02:34:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess that's an improvement
<2022-05-28T02:35:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It's so tiresome
<2022-05-28T02:35:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They bring up currents events and give the most retarded takes while asking me what's going on
<2022-05-28T02:36:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I give my two cents, they say "Oh you're probably right but you can't be so angry and bigoted blablabla."
<2022-05-28T02:36:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Prehistoric cattle that don't know their world died a long time ago
<2022-05-28T02:36:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh my family knows what I'm like and they act like I'm calling for total nigger death every time the issue comes up
<2022-05-28T02:37:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Call me ghoulish but I hope the iranian regime crushes all the diaspora "dissidents" so I can rub it in their face
<2022-05-28T02:37:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I've told them that if they want me to be a dog that nods happily at what they say to just be honest instead of doing this psychological warfare shit
<2022-05-31T15:49:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey man, are we on for D&D tonight?
<2022-05-31T20:10:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: Sorry, between work and all the shit my family's been doing in the yard I really don't feel so good lately 
<2022-05-31T20:13:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: Really have to fix my sleep schedule 
<2022-05-31T21:03:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Feel better soon man. Take as much time as you need
<2022-06-02T19:04:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Holy shit im
<2022-06-02T19:04:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: gonna have a rage induced stroke
<2022-06-02T19:05:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fucking wahmen coworkers making things as incoherent and confusing as possible with their fuckups
<2022-06-02T19:28:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: man that blos
<2022-06-02T19:28:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: *blows
<2022-06-03T17:28:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t care if I get called a bugman I’m hyped for the new Jurassic world film
<2022-06-03T17:52:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: Jurassic Park was never my thing, but the series seems alright
<2022-06-03T18:26:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d love to see a movie or anime based on the JP Chaos Effect toyline
<2022-06-03T18:26:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: what's that?
<2022-06-03T18:27:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: jurassicpark.fandom.com/wiki/Jurassic_Park:_Chaos_Effect
<2022-06-03T18:28:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: how popular is Jurassic Park in Japan?
<2022-06-03T18:28:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: I know they love amusement parks and dinosaurs, so I'm sure it appeals to them
<2022-06-03T18:32:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Well there are a handful of super sentai shows with dinosaur themes, most famously Zyuranger 
<2022-06-03T18:34:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-06-05T03:51:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw my relatives aren’t down to put Wallace in the White House for ‘68
<2022-06-05T04:01:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: ?
<2022-06-05T04:02:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I played George Wallace campaign music during dinner 
<2022-06-05T04:02:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And they were like “JOHNNYYYYYY HOW CAN YOU LIKE HIM?!”
<2022-06-05T04:07:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: see I feel embarrassed because I had to look up who George Wallace was lol
<2022-06-05T04:07:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuckin iranians coming to my country and acting like they know my history better than me smh
<2022-06-05T04:08:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I was born here, lmao
<2022-06-07T21:18:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: alright, now that shit's clearing up I can say with confidence campaign is finally starting next Monday
<2022-06-07T21:18:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: just keeping you update
<2022-06-07T21:18:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: or the upcoming comandy
<2022-06-07T21:18:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: monday
<2022-06-07T21:18:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: what the fuck happened
<2022-06-07T22:00:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What happened?
<2022-06-07T22:07:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks for the update but did something happen on your end? 
<2022-06-07T22:12:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: spelling monday as "comandy"
<2022-06-07T22:13:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ah, I was worried for a second
<2022-06-11T19:47:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: poa.st/@tengumatingpress/posts/AKOBE5IBSqAjDU5mvQ
<2022-06-11T19:47:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: this could very well be my most abhorrent poast yet and I'm counting on people being too lazy to search the string
<2022-06-11T19:48:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What is it?
<2022-06-11T19:48:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m scared to search it 
<2022-06-11T19:48:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: have you ever heard of the Rind et al controversy?
<2022-06-11T19:49:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You’ll have to remind me
<2022-06-11T19:49:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: some guys did an analysis of the studies regarding mental health issues stemming from CSA and concluded the studies were false and points towards it not actually having much of an impact on people, mentally
<2022-06-11T19:50:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: the APA initially refused to publish it for obvious reasons
<2022-06-11T19:50:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeesh
<2022-06-11T19:52:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I read the wiki article and now I’m bummed
<2022-06-11T19:52:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: honestly the entire furor is pretty good evidence the entire field is bullshit
<2022-06-11T19:53:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: when you reach the point where you're arguing "what is trauma, really" something went wrong
<2022-06-11T19:53:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also: I’m watching Angel 3 and Richard Roundtree plays a guy with the last name Doniger
<2022-06-11T19:53:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The whole field is bullshit meant to strengthen ZDM power tbh
<2022-06-11T19:54:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's also hilarious how the responses to that study were similar to the ones regarding race and bad behavior, but I don't think I want to start that hellthread
<2022-06-11T19:54:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Btw Roundtree was Shaft, he’s black
<2022-06-11T19:54:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: at least psychiatry gives us drugs
<2022-06-11T19:54:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: Roundtree?
<2022-06-11T19:55:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah I’m watching a movie with Richard “Shaft” Roundtree and he plays a character with the last name Doniger 
<2022-06-11T19:55:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: A black guy playing a character with niger in his name 
<2022-06-11T19:55:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: I hope it was unintentional, that would be hilarious
<2022-06-11T19:56:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I love how goofy and bonkers the three Angel films are, idc how “degenerate” they are 
<2022-06-11T19:58:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: you can forgive bawdiness in comedy tbh
<2022-06-11T19:58:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They aren’t comedies lmao
<2022-06-11T19:58:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll send over the synopses 
<2022-06-11T19:59:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: m.imdb.com/title/tt0086896/
<2022-06-11T20:00:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: m.imdb.com/title/tt0088757/?ref_=tt_sims_tt_t_1
<2022-06-11T20:00:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: they aren't?
<2022-06-11T20:00:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: the names and premise alone sound like jokes
<2022-06-11T20:00:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: m.imdb.com/title/tt0094656/?ref_=tt_sims_tt_t_2
<2022-06-11T20:02:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “My father always warmed me; never play cards with jewish dykes. They always cheat!”
<2022-06-11T20:02:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oscar worthy dialogue tbh
<2022-06-11T20:02:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Warned me*
<2022-06-11T20:02:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-06-11T20:03:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “When you go to hell. Tell ‘em an Angel sent ya!” *shoots goombah with a magnum revolver*
<2022-06-11T20:07:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In the first film there’s a scene where an obnoxious john is like: “You better be 14 and not a day older.” Or something to that effect. Subtle like a Warhammer 
<2022-06-11T20:36:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-06-12T00:03:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I considered posting something fedposty in response to your comment about PF but I might get in trouble for offering certain advice on what to do if you get arrested
<2022-06-12T00:04:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: the correct advice is asking for a lawyer and then shutting the fuck up
<2022-06-12T00:05:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: invoking your right to a lawyer, that is
<2022-06-12T00:05:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: youtube.com/watch?v=sgWHrkDX35o
<2022-06-12T00:05:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Right
<2022-06-12T00:06:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My comment would be suggesting following Kehoe brothers technique for de-escalating with the cops but that would be serious fedposting 
<2022-06-12T00:06:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: if I were in that position I'd claim I was just there out of curiosity, not answer as to what I participated in, give up no information and claim I didn't know nufin
<2022-06-12T00:09:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Are you familiar with the Kehoe brothers?
<2022-06-12T00:10:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: nope
<2022-06-12T00:11:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chevie_Kehoe
<2022-06-12T00:27:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: not going to say this because I don't want to jump into this arena, but the best thing to really do if you're serious about hating the system is finding like-minded friends, studying what Mao did, and waiting to see blood in the water
<2022-06-12T00:27:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: though you're probably going to need external help from an enemy of the system you might not totally ideologically agree with
<2022-06-12T00:28:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: happened in the French Revolution, happened with the Soviet Union, happened with Hitler's rise, happened with the CCP
<2022-06-12T00:28:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I mean I’m not gonna say Kehoe was anything other than a thug in Nazi garb
<2022-06-12T00:28:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-06-12T00:28:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: As much as I am an unironic Imperial Japan supporter I’ll side with China over ZOG
<2022-06-12T00:29:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: Japan would've been better had they pursued an alliance with China
<2022-06-12T00:29:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: but oh well
<2022-06-12T00:29:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Even the Iranian regime which killed two of my relatives I unironically support them as heroes of humanity against ZDM
<2022-06-12T00:29:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Agreed
<2022-06-12T00:29:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Slant Eye Jamahiriya now
<2022-06-12T00:32:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: On a slightly related note a relative was praising Musk over “evening things out on Twitter” and I said unless he bankrolls Boer armed revolutionary groups he’s a spineless system servant 
<2022-06-12T00:32:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: le ebic reddit billionaire man
<2022-06-12T00:35:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I actually had a babysitter/family friend who was White South African (anglo descent I think but she had an accent) and that led me to some eye opening stuff
<2022-06-12T00:35:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: really weird to see people basically say "yeah if you actually do anything you have a good chance of getting martyred"
<2022-06-12T00:35:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Most of my redpill experiences came from IRL stuff 
<2022-06-12T00:35:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: you're not supposed to be that obvious about seeing "your men" as expendable pawns 
<2022-06-12T00:36:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: not necessarily disagreeing, but as it is the cost of Doing Something is very high and won't actually Do much 
<2022-06-12T00:36:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: if someone really wants to be a martyr you can't stop them, but at least discourage friends who have obligations from doing it
<2022-06-12T00:36:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I think it’s more of a “Don’t expect things to be easy and don’t expect the system to treat you as anything other than an uppity Rebel.”
<2022-06-12T00:39:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, but this isn't the sort of climate where even doing little marches will accomplish much, too much risk for too little reward
<2022-06-12T00:40:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I can see that viewpoint but things have to start from somewhere especially in regards to building support
<2022-06-12T00:41:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Eric Rudolph, whatever you might think of him, was helped while on the lam by people who sympathized with his ideals 
<2022-06-12T00:46:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: but what did he ultimately accomplish?
<2022-06-12T00:46:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: he gave the media another soundbite that persisted after his name faded from public consciousness
<2022-06-12T00:50:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Now im thinking of that Calvin and Hobbes comic where Calvin is like “All his (Stupendous Man) victories are moral victories.”
<2022-06-12T00:53:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-06-13T17:33:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like how all the fence sitting online ironyfags snarking at PF being too “bad optics” ignores the fact that the ZDM will send agents to threaten parents who complain about the curriculum at school board meetings and defend drag faggot shows for kids with paramilitary snipers 
<2022-06-13T17:36:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: memes broke peoples' brains
<2022-06-13T17:37:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: I still thinking joining up with PF would've been a bad idea, but this is less honeypot and more a standard risk of joining up with a public dissident group 
<2022-06-13T17:42:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Your view is grounded in reality, their view is a mix of crabs in a bucket and sour grapes bullshit
<2022-06-13T23:40:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: White collar office wageslavery is mental suicide
<2022-06-13T23:41:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: I can only imagine
<2022-06-13T23:41:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: then again low-wage shit just makes you tired & sore without making enough money to actually do shit, so pick your poison
<2022-06-13T23:52:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I remember my days working at a furniture store, I know the feel
<2022-06-14T14:44:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey, are we doing D&D tonight? 
<2022-06-14T15:13:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: doing shit with family
<2022-06-14T15:13:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: tonite
<2022-06-14T15:14:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Got it, just wanted to confirm so I could plan accordingly 
<2022-06-14T15:53:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I didn’t want to mention this on the post but my cousin married an Indian doctor and has a young son and another kid on the way 
<2022-06-14T15:53:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: is he the psychopathic type or the chill type
<2022-06-14T15:54:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Chill and more Americanized in mannerisms (not a sperg)
<2022-06-14T15:54:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2022-06-14T15:54:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: try finding a way to ask what caste he is
<2022-06-14T15:54:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: need to confirm a bias
<2022-06-14T15:54:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He also helped out and supported my aunt and uncle too.
<2022-06-14T15:54:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: knew an Indian I was chill with, he was pretty proud of his kshatriya ancestors
<2022-06-14T15:56:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: On one hand, racemixxing (😭😭😭😭😭), on the other hand he’s been very good to my relatives and (some might call me a cuck) but as the kid(s) are my relatives too I have a need to back them up 
<2022-06-14T15:56:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: on my dad's side of the family virtually all of his siblings married non-whites
<2022-06-14T15:56:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I show the little one Kamen Rider Black and Maskman and unlock Aryan superpowers in him
<2022-06-14T15:56:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: have a mulatto cousin, another married some kind of spic, another an Indian (feather)
<2022-06-14T15:57:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: This is the paternal side of the family but both sides are very med in looks except for one of my cousins who has tan skin
<2022-06-14T15:58:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: This is why I show hand pics because otherwise people would not believe me when I say I’m not brown since they assume Iranian=brown
<2022-06-14T16:01:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: usually dumb people tbf
<2022-06-14T16:02:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: if you're talking about Iranian the ethnicity groups instead of the ayyyyyrabs that conquered it
<2022-06-14T16:02:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s more the media shows images of Arab mixed groups or border states of Iran which are browner 
<2022-06-14T16:10:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: not one to complain about raycissm, but the propaganda blitz in the early 2000s was in hindsight kind of fucked up re the misrepresentation of the entire region
<2022-06-14T16:10:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: I know they wanted to remove any chance of sympathy when they started committing war crimes over there, but still
<2022-06-14T16:22:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah, even in 80s and 90s there was a lot of anti Iran shit whenever Iran was mentioned
<2022-06-14T16:23:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: A part of me wants to see a war against Iran because then I can laugh as ZDM enjoyers get spiritually buckbroken
<2022-06-14T16:24:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: America would probably "win" in its current state, but it would still be embarrassing because America isn't used to fighting anything other than illiterate goat herders
<2022-06-14T16:24:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: and even then the illiterate goatherders won lmao
<2022-06-14T16:24:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s funny is that in terms of terrain and military Iran is better than Iraq was
<2022-06-14T16:25:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There was a war game simulation thing where the Iran side won/inflicted massive casualties and the US govt people got butthurt
<2022-06-14T16:25:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's very mountainous, right?
<2022-06-14T16:25:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yup
<2022-06-14T16:27:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Plus if the US gets a carrier sunk with mass casualties the morale hit will definitely break what little will remains 
<2022-06-14T16:28:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Whereas in Iran there’s the whole thing of martyrdom within them from Shia
<2022-06-14T16:29:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: During the Iran Iraq war there were kid soldiers who suicide bombed tanks instead of fleeing or surrendering 
<2022-06-14T16:33:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And that’s not even taking into account all the Iranian allies like Hezbollah and Hamas and what they would do
<2022-06-14T16:33:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: yep
<2022-06-14T16:34:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hell some argue that they have a deeper reach in the US than others think
<2022-06-14T16:35:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Remember the recent thing where two Iranians impersonated secret service people and gave gifts to people for a good bit of time before being found out?
<2022-06-14T16:36:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-06-14T16:37:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Some people think it could’ve been a plot to get to Bolton and another anti-Iran politician in response to Solemani’s murder
<2022-06-14T16:38:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Even in the state I may or may not live in a few years back an alleged Hezbollah sleeper agent was found to have operated for 5 years at least with two or three others (it was more info/resource stuff than combat stuff) 
<2022-06-14T16:41:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Point is, a war with Iran, especially with current year ZDM, won’t be a breeze
<2022-06-16T23:57:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/xtJ9UwEYvP4
<2022-06-16T23:57:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: tfw no tomboy osaka bumpkin sweetiepie gf
<2022-06-16T23:58:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: is this show any good?
<2022-06-17T00:00:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No idea, I just sniffed out primo waifu material
<2022-06-17T13:12:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: TENGUUUUU WHY DID YOU POAST LOLIIII YOU COULD CAUSEEEE A HELLTHREAAAAAAAADDDD
<2022-06-17T13:22:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: [poasts nazi cunny in thred][mutes]heh nothing personnel
<2022-06-17T13:58:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: 😭
<2022-06-17T13:59:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: man people sure get mad about people posting cute and funny characters
<2022-06-17T14:00:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t get mad personally, I don’t like it but it’s pointless to sperg out about it 
<2022-06-17T14:02:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: very proud of "socialism with cute & funny characteristics"
<2022-06-17T14:02:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: TENGUUU ARE YOU TRYING TO CAUSE A SCHISM BETWEEN ME ABD MY MUTUALS
<2022-06-17T14:02:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: TENGUUUUUU
<2022-06-17T14:03:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: weaklings must be purged, I've seen niggas ragequit over this
<2022-06-17T14:07:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know if I should drop the issue or quotepoast that "god damn those trannies" posts with a gigachad attached
<2022-06-17T14:07:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: probably not worth it
<2022-06-17T14:08:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d drop it tbh, I like that mutual and it’d put me in a really tough spot
<2022-06-17T16:41:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw the thread has bloated like a woman lying about having pcos to be a fat retard bitch 
<2022-06-17T21:43:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: it lasted over 7 hours lmao
<2022-06-17T22:10:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I stopped paying attention, Tengu you’ve done it again!
<2022-06-17T22:11:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: I just wanted an excuse to poast that image, I was hoping it was over
<2022-06-17T22:28:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Have you seen this anime 
<2022-06-17T22:28:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/YbQbmigT3VI
<2022-06-17T22:29:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: never heard of it, noe
<2022-06-19T13:31:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: >lost the Serf vote over what I thought was an innocuous shitpost
<2022-06-19T13:32:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What happened?
<2022-06-19T13:32:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: really weird that he assumed it was a subpost because I gave him some ribbing over Naruto/Boruto being ass
<2022-06-19T13:32:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Link me?
<2022-06-19T13:32:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, he deleted the poast in question
<2022-06-19T13:33:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: poa.st/@tengumatingpress/posts/AKdQMiNASeVzQFOayu
<2022-06-19T13:33:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: he assumed this was a subpoast
<2022-06-19T13:33:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: because I ribbed him over liking Boruto once and his avatar is apparently a Seven Deadly Sins thing, which I have never watched and I've been wondering where the pig came from
<2022-06-19T13:34:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What did he say before deleting?
<2022-06-19T13:38:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: he assumed I was insulting him because he called Jojo gay and said I'm a rat and would be less miserable if I would stop being an ass over this sort of thing?
<2022-06-19T13:39:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: didn't really read too deeply into it, not sure if that's honestly the vibe I give off or if he was just mad 
<2022-06-19T13:39:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: First of all JoJo isn’t gay
<2022-06-19T13:39:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: anyway he deleted after I explained myself, so it's a moot point 
<2022-06-19T13:40:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Second, I like the guy but damn. You don’t see me sperging out when people rib the toku stuff I’m into 
<2022-06-19T13:40:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t think you’re a rat though 🥺🥺🥺
<2022-06-19T13:40:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: thank you
<2022-06-19T13:40:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll just chalk it up to being in a bad mood and assuming the worst of a comment
<2022-06-19T13:41:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: When it comes to mutuals I try to reign my sperg rage in unless they do something incredibly vile or retarded
<2022-06-19T13:42:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: deleted the OP poast in general, maybe it went too far if people assume insulting peoples' taste in japanese cartoons is a declaration of war, and the joke was that was a "starter pack" posted by some totally insufferable faggot
<2022-06-19T13:42:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like when Xeraser claimed that TRS people sent rape threats to a chick on fedi but when I pressed him he back pedaled and claimed that he needed to ask people for the evidence 
<2022-06-19T13:43:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't really care about trs, but it's weird how so many people have a hateboner for them
<2022-06-19T14:25:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s mostly sour grapes mixed with irony poisoned mischling/mulatto nerds so any legit critiques get overtaken 
<2022-06-19T14:25:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Honestly they’ve done the best work in that sphere and the community has been really kind to me so I back them up 
<2022-06-19T14:31:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: my only problem is none of the content outside of Tales from the Trough (RIP) aligns with my interest 
<2022-06-19T14:32:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Understandable 
<2022-06-19T14:32:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I listen to their stuff for news because fuck getting news from zog sources
<2022-06-19T14:43:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: I keep telling myself I'll stop following the news but it does no good because friends keep posting it
<2022-06-19T14:45:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: still think it's unhealthy to really keep your ear to the scanner tbh
<2022-06-19T15:18:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So true
<2022-06-21T04:08:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: D&D is probably not happening tomorrow, usual stuff
<2022-06-21T04:08:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: gotta fix my sleep schedule and get shit sorted out, been feeling like shit
<2022-06-21T11:13:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hope you feel better friend 
<2022-06-21T22:19:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw Insomnolant got huffy at me for defending Serf
<2022-06-21T22:19:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m very bad at this whole keeping the peace thing 
<2022-06-21T22:34:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Now he and I are having a philosophical debate over dinosaurs and their role in the conflict of White Jamahiriya vs the Zionist Devil Machine 
<2022-06-21T22:39:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't know what to make of the guy tbh, can't say I'm upset about being blocked
<2022-06-21T22:42:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve had solid DM discussions with him it’s just unlike me he lets the aggro energy go all out whereas I concentrate it towards enemies 
<2022-06-21T22:47:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess so
<2022-06-21T22:47:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: just prefer hanging around people that can take it easy
<2022-06-21T22:48:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I apologize if I ever come across as aggro to you, I’m pretty retarded so it’s not easy for me to socialize with others 
<2022-06-21T22:49:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, don't think I've had any problems with you I can remember
<2022-06-22T20:05:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Fuck wageslavery 
<2022-06-22T20:08:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “Johnny you’re great with getting work done on time but the editorial staff say there’s been times they’ve counted multiple edits and here’s some busywork practice assignment.” 
<2022-06-22T20:08:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s literally their job to be a second set of eyes Jfc
<2022-06-22T20:09:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And I had no assignments on my one in office day so I sat here trying to look busy and not fall asleep
<2022-06-22T20:11:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And then one of my relatives sends an email to me giving me a “heads up” that her day was shitty because trading in to get a new phone didn’t work out due to the incompetence of the nonwhites in charge at the store and her probably being incompetent too
<2022-06-22T20:11:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck man
<2022-06-22T20:11:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: why are they giving you shit for editing anyway
<2022-06-22T20:11:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So I can look forward to that when I head home
<2022-06-22T20:12:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: if your work gets done on time and it's done well what's the problem?
<2022-06-22T20:12:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Clients give asset material that can kind of be up to one’s interpretation in terms of adapting because God forbid things be straight forward
<2022-06-22T20:13:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So inevitably there’s edits that need to be incorporated 
<2022-06-22T20:14:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Essentially editorial people are bitching for doing their job in catching mistakes 
<2022-06-22T20:15:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If they don’t want mistakes tell the clients not to be so ambiguous with their shit. Otherwise I have to guess stuff like font sizes 
<2022-06-22T20:16:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah this seems like a client problem
<2022-06-22T20:16:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: though I don't know who'd be a bitch about font sizes
<2022-06-22T20:17:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Sometimes subheader and body copy size can look really similar in asset material 
<2022-06-22T20:18:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And now I have to eat shit and do bullshit busywork because fuck me i guess
<2022-06-22T20:19:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: if you have time to lean you have time to clean lol
<2022-06-22T20:20:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m gonna see if I can at least calm my relative down with this phone thing. Hopefully she doesn’t take out her anger on me verbally 
<2022-06-22T20:20:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: hope it goes well, man
<2022-06-22T20:21:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Me too, its somewhat on her for getting mad that the color wasn’t right (she wanted black and got midnight blue which is really damn similar but whatever) 
<2022-06-22T20:25:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: it probably pays a hell of a lot more, but sometimes I'm kind of glad I don't have your job
<2022-06-22T20:25:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: sounds awful to deal with
<2022-06-22T20:25:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There is a reason workplace shootings are as American as Apple pie and niggerball 
<2022-06-22T20:26:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: yep
<2022-06-22T20:26:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: still trying to get more hours at my job, pulling in $12/hour and only this week am I going to break 20 hours ;_;
<2022-06-22T20:28:21.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Good luck man
<2022-06-22T20:28:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: love the heady feeling of looking at your paycheck and realizing after you pay insurance and other payments for family your gross is maybe $100/month
<2022-06-22T20:29:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: want to just get off my family's insurance, but it's comprehensive and my family wants me to stay on it just in case because they'll probably pay for major medical expenses
<2022-06-22T20:29:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: mind you I'm only able to pay $500/month and they're doing the rest
<2022-06-22T20:30:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's pretty funny to look at life in America as a series of options that are mostly scams, but if you don't fall for them and something bad happens you'll never recover, so you have to go along with it
<2022-06-22T20:31:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: basically doing anything outside of going to work and then returning home to shitpost until work starts again is a hilariously unwise financial move lol
<2022-06-22T20:32:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That feeling when all of your investing/401k stuff might very well vanish because the Zionist Devil Machine wants to take us all with it 
<2022-06-22T20:32:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: this somehow feels worse than just being a NEET
<2022-06-22T20:32:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: making money but you aren't actually making nearly enough for it to be an objective improvement to your situation
<2022-06-22T20:32:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: saves my family a bit of money so what the hell
<2022-06-22T20:34:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m trying not to say anything fedposty or stuff that’ll make you worry but at this point I’m starting to fray mentally a bit
<2022-06-22T20:34:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: the current situation is pretty awful
<2022-06-22T20:34:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: stay strong man
<2022-06-22T20:35:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like recently this crippled black was begging for money and hassling me and I considered for a brief second taking his cane and crushing his throat into the bone or throwing him in front of a train. I was that enraged 
<2022-06-22T20:36:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I just gave him a couple bucks and he moved on though
<2022-06-22T20:40:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: well that's good, charity's good for you
<2022-06-22T20:41:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I did feel shameful because he was already old and crippled but idk I’m starting to lose my sympathy for other races 
<2022-06-22T20:42:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: I mean, old and crippled niggers don't really pose a realistic threat
<2022-06-22T20:43:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Unless they have sword canes and are into that Wu Tang shit 
<2022-06-22T20:52:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: Those are the niggers I'd ride with 
<2022-06-22T21:03:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I still remember the time I told nigger and spic friends of mine in high school about Robert Mathews and The Order and they thought they were badass as hell
<2022-06-23T22:35:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Real menhera hours rn
<2022-06-24T00:21:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I'm so fucking drained I'm pretty close to just going full on demented fedposting 
<2022-06-24T01:50:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: really sorry to hear that
<2022-06-24T01:50:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: is it family-related or just work?
<2022-06-24T01:51:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I'm still really pissed about being disrespected like that at work and my family means well but they're really bad at actually helping out with anything other than platitudes
<2022-06-24T01:53:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I'm taking next week off but my worry is that my family will be too overbearing and stress me out further
<2022-06-24T01:59:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: I know I'm not the best person to give advice about not being a stress bucket, but I'd recommend meditation, life gets a bit easier to manage when I'm actually maintaining my practice
<2022-06-24T02:02:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I find it funny the higher ups just used me to help deal with the backlog of work from various accounts even though I was only supposed to work on one or two accounts specifically, and they still give me shit even though I bust my fucking ass
<2022-06-24T02:03:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is this the thanks I get for not going completely apeshit and doing unoptical horrific stuff as a kid?
<2022-06-24T02:04:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don't mean to rant and ramble but there's weeks that grind me down
<2022-06-24T02:06:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, I get it, sit's rough sometimes
<2022-06-24T02:06:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: seems like they have high expectations
<2022-06-24T02:07:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Some of it is my high anxiety over being let go from my previous job because my manager fucked me over
<2022-06-24T02:07:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But I don't like it, I don't like being disrespected. Even if its all in my head
<2022-06-24T02:09:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: man, happens to a lot of good people
<2022-06-24T02:09:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: know a really smart guy with an organic chem degree that got fucked hard by his boss and has been stuck working at Lowe's
<2022-06-24T02:09:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: he's thinking he'll have to just move
<2022-06-24T02:09:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What's funny is that, I need to word this in a way that wont sound alarming
<2022-06-24T02:10:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: When I was younger I was in a bad place and couldve been some demented gone postal psycho. But I worked hard to not be like that
<2022-06-24T02:10:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: and I get rewarded like this
<2022-06-24T02:11:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've joked before, I think even on poast, about how if I went to school just a few years later I'd have been a tranny or a school shooter lol
<2022-06-24T02:11:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if saying that is legally dangerous, don't think it's actionable or a threat
<2022-06-24T02:12:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: anyway again, shit's really rough these days, but I'm glad you didn't chimp out and do something awful
<2022-06-24T02:13:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks
<2022-06-24T02:14:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My relatives are so dumb when it comes to my job, they think I need to be passionate and care deeply, meanwhile I'm just a grunt
<2022-06-24T02:15:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: "work your way up vro, surely the grunts will always be given fair opportunities to get paid"
<2022-06-24T02:16:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: "Why don't you want to go to the office? You can socialize?"
<2022-06-24T02:16:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My coworkers can rot in hell
<2022-06-24T02:16:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don't view them as human
<2022-06-24T02:17:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: not really the sort of guy who speaks to people unless he's psoken to tbh
<2022-06-24T02:18:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: usually get focused on work more than other shit while I'm on the clock
<2022-06-24T02:18:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I can be sociable and talk about stuff but I know these people are pigs who would stab me in the back
<2022-06-24T02:19:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think that's one of the "perks" of service industry shit
<2022-06-24T02:19:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't exactly have to worry about your coworkers fucking you over to get a leg up in the company
<2022-06-24T02:21:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Everyone else takes things so easy at work (from what i can tell) but I'm constantly on the edge of panic that I'm gonna get fucked
<2022-06-24T02:28:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I had a freakout/breakdown because I thought I accidentally deleted an asset and one of my relatives thought something really bad happened
<2022-06-24T02:28:25.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: back when I started this job
<2022-06-24T02:34:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: if they're going to frak you out over it I'd recommend not discussing that sort of thing with them tbh
<2022-06-24T02:58:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They didn't freak out they were more worried at how upset I was and trying to calm me down
<2022-06-24T02:58:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-06-24T05:49:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: not going to poast this because it's needlessly inflammatory, but ngl ever since I joined Poast I've had a pavlovian response to christian discussions because I just associate it with very dumb & annoying threads
<2022-06-24T11:12:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I get it, I consider myself Christian/Christian leaning (even though I despise the Dave Reilly types who break solidarity and betray pro-Whites out of malicious cowardice) but those hellthreads are pointless
<2022-06-24T13:18:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah that shit was awful
<2022-06-24T13:18:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: "oh I'm going to rat people I'm nominally onthe side of out because uhhhhh they aren't praying hard enough"
<2022-06-24T13:49:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: All it does is make people hate Christians and distrust them more
<2022-06-24T13:50:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if this should make people feel better or worse
<2022-06-24T13:51:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: the fact that most rw doxes aren't actually from libtards, they're from insane rightoids with grudges wanting to fuck over anyone they feel slighted them
<2022-06-24T14:52:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Roe v Wade getting overturned is giving me a ton of emotions 
<2022-06-24T14:53:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: curious about the implications of this tbh, it was a very strong issue that was the main reason quite a few people participated in politics
<2022-06-24T14:53:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The baby sister I could’ve had has been avenged, but too late for her to be born
<2022-06-24T14:56:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: glad to hear a personal issue's been ameliorated by this
<2022-06-24T14:57:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I feel a tiny bit better but it still hurts
<2022-06-24T15:00:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: I can imagine 
<2022-06-24T15:22:39.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I just hope my relatives are smart enough to not mention roe vs wade or I might not be able to stop myself from going full sperg fedpost breakdown mode
<2022-06-26T03:26:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: been drinking and fighting the urge to make yet another pedophilie joke poast, worried itll make me mlook bad lol
<2022-06-26T03:26:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: "TRADS BE LIKE YOU CAN'T ABDUCT AND RAPE A GIRL UNTIL SHE'S 18 YOU SICK FUCK"
<2022-06-26T03:27:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Lmfao
<2022-06-26T03:27:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s a risky joke
<2022-06-26T03:27:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: you can poast it if you want
<2022-06-26T03:27:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m drinking bourbon what are you drinking 
<2022-06-26T03:27:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: vodka
<2022-06-26T03:27:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe it's from ukraine and that's why I felt the urge to poast that
<2022-06-26T03:28:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What brand? I’m having Old Barton’s 
<2022-06-26T03:28:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: sminoff or smeyer idk I don't feel like going back downstairs to check
<2022-06-26T03:38:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: very glad I got away with that joke about the study on the effects of csa
<2022-06-26T03:38:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: fortunately nobody cared enough to check the DOI#
<2022-06-26T20:00:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw you wanna fedpost hard about retaliation against the pets and siblings of shitlibs who red flag others but you’re not sure how others would take it
<2022-06-26T20:00:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: no need to bring others into it tbh
<2022-06-26T20:00:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: shitlibs don't hold the actual power
<2022-06-26T20:01:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tbf it’s how cartels hold power, “Oh you wanna be a big nigger? We’ll blow your kid up with dynamite on camera.”
<2022-06-26T20:04:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In high school this girl I was really close to passed out at a party I was at and nearly got raped, regained consciousness at the last moment and got the fuck out. I had no idea until later and when I found out who did it I was so furious. I was gonna put his dog’s head on a spike and the only reason I didn’t do something that sick and demented is because she told me not to do that and because I had a dog and I’d feel like shit once the retard rage died down 
<2022-06-26T20:06:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s why I don’t fully open up regarding certain aspects of my personal philosophy on how and when violence is justified/how to use it because people might get deebly goncerned 
<2022-06-26T20:09:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve done it a few times (my posts talking about being a doctor and weaponizing malpractice and abuse against nonwhite/zoggie patients) and people don’t react too well
<2022-06-26T20:27:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: man that guy sounds like a scumbag, should've been decked for it
<2022-06-26T20:27:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: but yeah, fantasizing about taking revenge on unrelated parties of course sounds psychotic
<2022-06-26T20:28:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I was not the most connected to reality back then 
<2022-06-26T20:30:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: understandable, school was rough
<2022-07-01T02:14:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Starting next week I'm gonna stop going to the office and just work from home until they demand I come in
<2022-07-01T02:15:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If my manager(s) don't even bother to come why the fuck should I risk getting shanked by some Ivory coast niggers on the train just to be left holding my dick waiting for assignments that don't come
<2022-07-01T02:21:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: shit test your boss
<2022-07-01T02:22:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Surprisingly my relatives were supportive because they were like "You went once a week for 6 weeks and if they don't have regular amounts of work every time why go through all that trouble especially when only two people at most from your team come with you?"
<2022-07-01T02:23:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I need a job that isnt in a soulless ZDM corporation
<2022-07-01T03:35:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: that would be nice
<2022-07-01T03:51:17.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: m.imdb.com/title/tt0098072/
<2022-07-01T03:51:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I love how sleazy Italian b movies are
<2022-07-01T03:52:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The director used Hubert Humphrey as a pseudonym 
<2022-07-01T04:08:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which is the Lolita protag’s name iirc
<2022-07-01T04:09:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: Humbert Humbert, actually
<2022-07-01T04:09:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: is the name of Lolita's protagonist
<2022-07-01T04:10:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry I’m not in the know for old school libertarian literature 
<2022-07-01T04:10:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: you're not supposed to like Humbert
<2022-07-01T04:11:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know, lolberts don’t understand that because their autistic
<2022-07-01T04:11:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: the book is essentially him running apologetics on marrying a woman to fuck her 12 year old daughter, possibly murdering her, and kidnapping her
<2022-07-01T04:11:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's almost easy to forget that's what he's really doing since Nabokov was a good writer and he's meant to be a charismatic shitter, but he even starts by talking about how he enjoyed fucking with psychologists and laughing about the time he convinced one he was a deeply repressed homosexual
<2022-07-01T04:14:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >there’s a scene where it cuts from the female victim protag tearfully handcuffed to a rv bed bound and gagged straight to a wet t shirt contest on the beach 
<2022-07-01T04:15:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Now that’s some master class filmmaking
<2022-07-01T04:17:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh italy
<2022-07-01T04:18:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s a scene where the killer finds a pigeon and surprisingly doesn’t kill the bird on camera for real 
<2022-07-01T04:20:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >the killer drops a hard R and says that the female protag fucked a bunch of men including a nigger to her bf
<2022-07-01T04:22:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >a brutal torture/beating and rape scene followed by a scene at a drive in theater of the killer watching a dumb caveman comedy film 
<2022-07-02T04:32:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: tfw you're slowly realizing you're actually a raycissm moderate
<2022-07-02T04:33:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: about the only race I genuinely dislike on the whole is blacks, the rest I'm at worst ambivalent towards
<2022-07-02T04:33:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: in particular I think the hate for Indians and Chinese people is overblown, though I will admit I dislike the high-caste immigrant Indians for similar reasons I generally dislike Jews
<2022-07-02T04:36:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: of course I don't think having positive feelings towards some nonwhite groups means I want them all over here and think white people shouldn't have sovereignty over their own nations
<2022-07-02T05:45:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I get you man
<2022-07-02T17:00:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s great living with someone who is a perpetual Charybdis of depressed cuntiness 
<2022-07-02T17:01:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Mixed with control freak tendencies that would make kikes say chill
<2022-07-03T15:58:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: sorry I didn't respond yesterday, been tired as fuck
<2022-07-03T15:58:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: living with family like that is rough man 
<2022-07-03T16:14:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: No worries man
<2022-07-04T02:37:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know this sounds soft but I wish I could hang out with my mutuals like you IRL and get wasted/baked with them and have fun 
<2022-07-04T12:13:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: That would be nice, though opsec concerns would probably dissuade most from trying 
<2022-07-04T15:21:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: One of my relatives tested positive for the coof 
<2022-07-04T15:22:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Which means I had to spend the morning running around getting groceries/meds for them
<2022-07-04T15:22:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The only positive is that I can use that as an excuse not to go to the office this week
<2022-07-04T15:24:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: I hope the relative's alright
<2022-07-04T15:25:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He’s doing fine, he’s seemingly better from yesterday and even then it was just like a bad cold 
<2022-07-04T15:29:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, good
<2022-07-04T15:29:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: afaict the coof probably isn't dangerous if you're in generally decent health
<2022-07-04T15:29:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: who knows about the longterm effects at this time though
<2022-07-05T02:37:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: >come home from work>have to take recyclables out>accidentally knock over a $20 flower pot and break it>mom gets mad and asks me why I did it>I apologized and said work was rough and I'm tired>starts yelling at me for making excuses and talking about how hard my dad worked in the military
<2022-07-05T02:37:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: fucking hell
<2022-07-05T02:37:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: admittedly I raised my voice too but fucking come on, I apologized and said I'd buy a new one 
<2022-07-05T02:40:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw my mom bitches about a parking ticket, fucked up phone order and a pizza order refund so much I just tell her “I will cover the costs if it gets you to stop complaining. Otherwise stop ruining my time off with your neurotic drama.”
<2022-07-05T02:42:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: it just makes it worse in my case
<2022-07-05T02:42:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: and she keeps bringing it back while I'm giving signs of dropping it
<2022-07-05T02:42:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: like don't fucking ask why I made a mistake if you're going to call any answer than "I fucked up, I'm sorry" an excuse and get madder
<2022-07-05T02:43:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I’ll probably be hanging out with my high school friends I haven’t seen in years soon and I know she’ll sperg out over me smoking weed with them socially
<2022-07-05T02:43:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry you have to deal with that shit
<2022-07-05T02:46:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, it's fine
<2022-07-05T02:46:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: meeting up with high school friends soon sounds nice
<2022-07-05T02:47:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw they missed me for a while but only recently got back in contact because one of them still had my number and on a whim decided to see how I was doing 
<2022-07-05T02:47:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's really cool
<2022-07-05T02:47:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The good thing is that they know I’m antisemitic/racist/etc. so I don’t need to pretend 
<2022-07-05T02:48:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: how many of them are white
<2022-07-05T02:49:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The ones who regained contact two (one who’s parents are ethnic italians from Brazil, the other a White American girl) are the other is Mexican 
<2022-07-05T02:57:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol
<2022-07-05T19:33:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw my White lady friend broke her leg in a car accident and may have early stage memory loss from drug/alcohol abuse 
<2022-07-05T19:33:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And I thought I was a mess
<2022-07-05T19:35:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck man
<2022-07-05T19:35:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm sorry to hear that
<2022-07-05T19:40:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hearing that in the morning kind of put a shadow over the rest of the day ngl
<2022-07-05T19:41:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: assuming she's headed for that empty egg carton lyfe
<2022-07-05T19:43:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I knew that from the day I met her 
<2022-07-05T19:43:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: She was nice to me though. Hope I can hang out with her again. 
<2022-07-05T19:44:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: is she taking this as a sign to go clean to try reversing or at least preventing it from getting worse?
<2022-07-05T19:44:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not sure tbh. I need to call her or meet her to get a feel on it 
<2022-07-05T19:46:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, this sounds like some kind of intervention is needed
<2022-07-06T14:48:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I fucking hate how incompetent these bastard coworkers are 
<2022-07-06T14:49:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I could’ve turned in this Goddamned assignment yesterday but noooo I had to wait for this retarded bitch to take all day just to say “Sorry for the delay. We’re not actually changing the job code. We’re waiting for new tags though!”
<2022-07-06T14:51:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I hope this company fucking tanks so I can laugh at them
<2022-07-06T18:21:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuckin idiots
<2022-07-06T22:34:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure how doxable this is so I won't say it publicly, but I wish my dad was more willing to discuss his time in the military 
<2022-07-06T22:34:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: there's military honors in the home, a plaque for his participating in Desert Storm, but he's unwilling to discuss it
<2022-07-06T23:14:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Maybe he’s ashamed he fought against the glorious Ba’ath party 
<2022-07-06T23:15:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: he still hates muslims on principle
<2022-07-06T23:15:25.000Z> tengumatingpress: which is fair enough
<2022-07-06T23:15:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also apologies if I’m only just responding now I was out doing grocery shopping for my parents, they got the ching chong ding Dong coof
<2022-07-06T23:15:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: he also hates wikileaks because he claims he knew some guys who got killed because of some shit they released
<2022-07-06T23:15:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw the Baath were secular 
<2022-07-06T23:16:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: on one hand I disagree, but he's more justified in a lot of his boomer takes than most
<2022-07-06T23:16:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know Wikileaks doxxed a lot of good BNP guys 
<2022-07-06T23:16:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: even if wikileaks was working for a noble cause, it probably doesn't make having friends die sting any less
<2022-07-06T23:16:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: With my parents boomer Iranian takes I understand why they have that perspective 
<2022-07-06T23:17:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Their homeland changed so much and they lost relatives to the new regime and they view the current regime as a ZOG like occupation government 
<2022-07-06T23:17:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: wasn't the Shah a literal zog plan though?
<2022-07-06T23:17:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: plant
<2022-07-06T23:17:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: On the other hand I’m not that kind a guy and my relatives who were killed by the regime sealed their fate by fighting for the ZDM 
<2022-07-06T23:18:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My dad was more of a Mossadegh guy 
<2022-07-06T23:18:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Even though he refuses to acknowledge the kike role in his coup
<2022-07-06T23:19:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My point is I watch videos of the brave child/teenage martyrs who fought for Iran in the Iran Iraq war and i weep in respect and awe, while they would scoff and call them brainwashed 
<2022-07-06T23:21:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: They still think the “pendulum” of America will correct itself 
<2022-07-06T23:21:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol holy shit
<2022-07-06T23:22:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Whereas if there is a war with Iran I would gladly cheer ZDM warpigs drowning as their aircraft carrier is sunk
<2022-07-06T23:27:26.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I’m probably the one exception to the diaspora first gen deradicalization rule
<2022-07-06T23:30:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: the power of autism
<2022-07-06T23:31:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Literally yes
<2022-07-06T23:32:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The rage of an autistic boy who was emotionally terrorized by Jews and now wants revenge
<2022-07-07T13:24:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Do I come off as excessively negative?
<2022-07-07T15:08:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Because my relatives are bitching that I’m too negative and essentially I should just eat shit and bear it regarding my job
<2022-07-07T15:12:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Whenever they’re being downer retards I have to bear it but whenever I’m upset about my shitty job? I have to shut up about it
<2022-07-07T15:36:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: I rarely speak with family about these things because they're not sympathetic, but it's unfair to expect you to hear their problems when they won't even show some sympathy 
<2022-07-07T17:44:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: hope other guys are still interested, it was well over a month since the last poast in that room
<2022-07-07T17:44:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: if even 2 or 3 guys show up it could still be fruitful
<2022-07-07T17:45:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Worse comes worse I can regale you with tales of tokusatsu
<2022-07-07T17:45:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: sure thing lol
<2022-07-07T17:45:37.000Z> tengumatingpress: decided to make shit a lot easier on myself in general, though it's all backend shit I doubt players would really notice
<2022-07-09T00:43:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if I should report a coworker for some of his behavior, not sure if it's technically violating safety standards but it's annoying and stupid
<2022-07-09T00:45:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: the kind of guy that picks food off customer's plates, throws green beans and so on into the fryer from halfway across the room, pours bits of oil on the grill to start small grease fires
<2022-07-09T00:45:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: I also personally think he's kind of an annoying prick, which I'm worried means I'm making too much of this 
<2022-07-09T00:46:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Granted I’m on a scavenger mindset when it comes to food but the last two are cringe and dangerous 
<2022-07-09T00:47:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was telling some other people on it and they were worried it could splash
<2022-07-09T00:47:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: and I mean it's not huge shit, just small green beans
<2022-07-09T00:47:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: but still dumb and wasteful at best
<2022-07-09T00:47:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I mean oil/grease hazards are not something to mess with
<2022-07-09T00:47:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think I'll just tell my boss about that after closing tomorrow, I'm usually the last worker out
<2022-07-09T00:48:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What race is he?
<2022-07-09T00:48:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: white, surprisingly
<2022-07-09T00:48:18.000Z> tengumatingpress: doesn't look mixed
<2022-07-09T00:48:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think he's just some high school aged idiot
<2022-07-09T00:48:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'd have reported him earlier, but a lot of this is shit I'm the only one who could've plausibly seen
<2022-07-09T00:49:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: and he's friends with quite a few people there, so I didn't want to start shit
<2022-07-09T00:49:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: I think seeing him dumping bits of oil on the grates made me realize he might be dangerous enough to be worried about
<2022-07-09T00:49:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My friend I mentioned on the thread earlier is White but Brazilian (IE his parents are ethnic Italians who lived in Brazil)
<2022-07-09T00:49:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: also this is just a niggling complaint but he keeps cooking meat in the vegetable-only fryers
<2022-07-09T00:49:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: eh, living in Brazil doesn't turn you non-white
<2022-07-09T00:49:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d rather not hear about you getting burned down because of some retard 
<2022-07-09T00:50:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah
<2022-07-09T00:50:40.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I think some of it is that he’s busy doing grunt IT work and thus can’t talk as much but I’m worried he and I have grown apart 
<2022-07-09T00:51:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, he might just be busy
<2022-07-09T00:51:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: We both used to be libertarians but he went economic unit/apathetic apparently while I went White Jamahiriya 
<2022-07-09T00:51:24.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m probably just overthinking things
<2022-07-09T00:53:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I just hope when I inevitably hang out with him again things don’t crumble, he and I were tight for so long 
<2022-07-09T23:03:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Why do I keep fucking up
<2022-07-09T23:04:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It doesn’t matter how much I try or sacrifice or improve or whatever it’s never good enough for my relatives 
<2022-07-09T23:06:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Even my IRL “friends” make a big deal out of “oh we haven’t talked in a while blahblah.” And then nothing whenever I text them 
<2022-07-09T23:14:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s always my fault, they always pin everything on me and no matter how hard I work or the stress I put myself through it’s always my fault 
<2022-07-09T23:15:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry for spamming your inbox but i don’t know who else to talk to
<2022-07-10T00:46:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: Nah, it's all good
<2022-07-10T00:46:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: Was at work, couldn't respond 
<2022-07-10T00:47:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: It does seem like re the friends it might be necessary to take more initiative and actively plan shit out, speaking through texts is never good
<2022-07-10T00:56:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My friend was like “My bad I don’t really use my phone any more.” 
<2022-07-10T01:01:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m tired of my parents emotionally hitting me below the belt and invalidate everything I’ve done for them and how I’ve improved myself because they’re too stuck in the past mentally and they don’t like that I have “icky” opinions 
<2022-07-10T01:41:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm really sorry to hear the way they've been treating you
<2022-07-10T01:41:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: it might be worth asking to just have a talk about it, no emotions running high, just a time to sit down and discuss it
<2022-07-10T01:45:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: We’ve tried that, some times with my brother trying to mediate 
<2022-07-10T01:45:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But it always boils down to “You’re wrong and have emotional problems and we’re right and shut up.”
<2022-07-10T01:53:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-07-10T01:53:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: in that case, there really isn't much I can offer beyond condolences 
<2022-07-10T01:54:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: this might be seen as a cope, but I would recommend spending some time meditating on compassion for them, friends, enemies, and so on, or just praying for them
<2022-07-10T01:54:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: I find it really helps when I'm upset with someone
<2022-07-11T15:56:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw mutuals I like equally get at each other over minor shit like weed
<2022-07-11T16:31:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: not going to get involved, but I really hope I don't catch any parties involved whining about fandoms being dumb
<2022-07-11T16:32:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: being a Homestuck fangirl arguing with a Hetalia fangirl is more respectable
<2022-07-11T16:33:43.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In the future White Jamahiriya these issues will be solved by each person sending a feral nigger in a death arena to fight until they are all killed. Then we can celebrate the deaths of a buncha niggas
<2022-07-11T17:02:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: based
<2022-07-11T17:04:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: In the future there will be no more wars
<2022-07-11T17:04:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: But there will be
<2022-07-11T17:04:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: NIGGERBALL
<2022-07-11T17:05:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: in the grim darkness of white jamahiriya there's only total nigger death
<2022-07-11T17:17:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Remake of Rollerball but it’s chair hockey as the death sport of choice
<2022-07-11T17:21:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/tbJwW1ugx64
<2022-07-11T20:48:23.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey man, what time is the D&D game
<2022-07-11T20:57:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: About 3-4 hours
<2022-07-11T20:57:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll send out a 1 hour notice 
<2022-07-11T20:57:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: Might just be you and ratman, but that's fine with me 
<2022-07-11T20:58:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: So 8-9 pm?
<2022-07-11T21:01:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: Yes
<2022-07-12T17:09:33.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Out of curiosity we’re the monsters you used from the monster manual or custom?
<2022-07-12T17:11:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: from the monster manuals
<2022-07-12T17:12:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if I'm disappointed by how things played out
<2022-07-12T17:12:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh well, if people show up for next week's session it can't be too bad
<2022-07-12T17:12:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: also, getting a tad spooked by the amount of antifa doxes on members of poast
<2022-07-12T17:12:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't really poast much I think is doxable online, but fuck
<2022-07-12T17:13:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: These were people who revealed their location or created content or had poor opsec
<2022-07-12T17:13:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, guess that's true
<2022-07-12T17:13:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It spooks me too don’t get me wrong
<2022-07-12T17:14:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: though it's funny how outside of the sex offender every "dox" they've poasted outs the people in question as totally normal guys with families and shit that like having fun online
<2022-07-12T17:17:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah. And it’s really funny that the other instances act like they don’t have their own scumbags hidden there
<2022-07-12T17:18:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like if big mainstream sites are full of criminal predator bastards do you really thing the “underground” sites wouldn’t have that problem?
<2022-07-12T17:20:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My main advantage is that I permanently deleted my Facebook years ago and I never had a Twitter which means I don’t really have much material to connect to me
<2022-07-12T17:20:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've asked my family to not poast images or anything about me on their social media
<2022-07-12T17:20:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't have Facebook so I can't enforce it though
<2022-07-12T17:24:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What pisses me off are the collaborators like Tomato, beefyboys, KF users etc. who are willing to ruin the fediverse and instances to “own” poast
<2022-07-12T17:24:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Like do they not think that Antifa doxxers wont turn on them? 
<2022-07-12T17:26:59.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hell I potentially found Tyler from beefyboys personal Facebook via a simple google search, if a tech grug like me can do that what’s to stop those anarchist basement dwellers?
<2022-07-12T17:27:28.000Z> tengumatingpress: maybe they hope sort of signalling the approved views will keep them same?
<2022-07-12T17:27:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: safe
<2022-07-12T17:28:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: beefyboys are racist but ironybro racist sexist etc. while antifa notoriously hated KF 
<2022-07-12T17:34:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-07-12T17:34:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: fucking hate the current state of things
<2022-07-12T17:34:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: just want to shitpost and have fun with online niggas without worrying about outside freaks
<2022-07-12T17:35:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Same
<2022-07-12T17:36:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The main issue is that too many scummy people have gotten comfortable. Say what you will about groids if you do this kind of gay petty internet shit they will driveby on the kids of said shit talker and let the choppas rip
<2022-07-12T17:39:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: bunch of rats
<2022-07-12T17:39:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: definitely strengthening my resolve to not poast irl shit here
<2022-07-12T17:40:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: as it is I've delted some poasts talking about family history, not sure how doxable it is but some of it did admittedly look bad and was half-edgepoasting
<2022-07-12T17:42:52.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My stuff about the relatives killed by the Iranian regime can’t be traced to me because the last names are different and the Iranian death panels in 1988 weren’t really keeping detailed records
<2022-07-12T17:43:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You would have to be one of my relatives to know which number, name etc.
<2022-07-12T17:45:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I explained something similar to my parents when my mom was complaining that some groid receptionist on the phone was being rude and incompetent 
<2022-07-12T17:46:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: “They act that way because they don’t have to fear you following them blasting them to death in the parking lot.”
<2022-07-12T17:50:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Shits honestly boiling in this country. There was a news article I read where some guy threatened to stab open another guy’s throat in a restaurant with a fork over his kids being noisy and then he damaged the father’s car with his hands 
<2022-07-12T18:05:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: shit's going to get rough soon
<2022-07-12T18:07:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ve warned my family about this many many times especially on racial tensions but they dismiss me, get mad at me or cope about it
<2022-07-12T18:11:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And I’ve also warned them that low iq blacks and browns will view us as White racial enemies and not brothers
<2022-07-12T18:19:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Also regarding the campaign I thought it was fine. I was low energy from work/didn’t want to accidentally talk too much so for that I apologize. 
<2022-07-12T18:20:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I need to give equipment to my backup characters though
<2022-07-12T18:20:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: hopefully next session will be better
<2022-07-12T18:21:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: should've made shit more explicit, there were some hidden areas and shit going on in the centipede nest but in hindsight the way I set it up gave no indication
<2022-07-15T14:25:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >tfw a bunch of project timelines are in a mess because a nigress coworker is taking her sweet time to confirm things that should’ve been confirmed yesterday
<2022-07-15T14:27:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: the eternal sheboon
<2022-07-15T14:47:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Holy shit lmfao is this queen kong nigger busy frying up some cheekin? Where is she 
<2022-07-15T14:49:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: ganbatte my nigga
<2022-07-15T14:50:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks my friend
<2022-07-15T23:14:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: TFW you found out this anti-White BLM/antifa-esque nigress bitch friend of a friend is now addicted to heroin
<2022-07-16T00:03:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks for your advice man. You’re good guy, even if we have opinion differences on stuff.
<2022-07-16T00:05:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know this is the idealistic kid in me but I hope things between you and others in our circle of interaction work out. It always sucks to see people I like get at each other. 
<2022-07-16T00:05:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Wrong convo, sorry 
<2022-07-16T00:38:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: lol it's fine, I was beginning to wonder if I'd argued with anyone recently
<2022-07-16T00:39:09.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah I was like, wait what happened to the earlier messages?
<2022-07-18T19:33:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Editorial dept not shitting the bed and making my life difficult challenge (IMPOSSIBLE)
<2022-07-18T20:00:41.000Z> tengumatingpress: is this a sheboon problem or just a "right hand doesn't know or care what the left hand is doing"
<2022-07-18T20:01:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s the latter plus a blatant lack of understanding that “The tool I use doesn’t replicate the assets 1 to 1.”
<2022-07-18T20:02:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: and I assume management really doesn't care abou explanation from people who know what they're talking about
<2022-07-18T20:05:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I assumed this editor knew about best practices/how the non-Custom tracks work
<2022-07-18T20:31:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Turns out I accidentally put the wrong header copy in (I had to work on a bunch of stuff for the same client’s product so there’s a lot of overlap)
<2022-07-18T20:31:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-07-18T20:32:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: She could have explained this instead of being incredibly vague about it “not matching the asset”
<2022-07-18T20:33:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: All she could have said to make this smooth and clear was “Hey the header copy is different from the asset.” 
<2022-07-18T21:26:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: pseudoprofessional language is annoying
<2022-07-18T21:27:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: anyway games will probably be tomorrow, today was a long day
<2022-07-18T21:27:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: been doing flooring again
<2022-07-18T21:27:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks for the heads up. I was gonna ask earlier but I got caught up with work
<2022-07-19T01:01:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like how people were surprised that Martin Lawrence didn’t disavow Will Smith. Guess they forgot Martin used to be such a violent druggie the main female costar on his hit sitcom filed a restraining order against him.
<2022-07-19T01:02:21.000Z> tengumatingpress: yep
<2022-07-19T16:48:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey, are we playing tonight?
<2022-07-19T18:14:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah I hope so
<2022-07-19T18:14:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: I feel woefully unprepared lol
<2022-07-19T18:14:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: realizing perhaps trying out patrons so early was a mistake 
<2022-07-19T19:26:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: This is gonna be a retarded question but what does 5d4 mean in regards to rolling dice? I'm rolling to see the starting gold for my remaining backup character so I can equip him
<2022-07-19T19:26:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: rolling 5 4-sided dice
<2022-07-19T19:27:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: random.org/integers/
<2022-07-19T19:27:22.000Z> tengumatingpress: I use this, just plug in how many results you want and the range, in this case producing 5 numbers with a range 1-4
<2022-07-19T19:34:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks
<2022-07-20T01:16:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: fuck me I'm thinking trying to do a campaign was just a bad idea since my hardware situation is atrocious 
<2022-07-20T01:18:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry man. For what it’s worth you don’t have to worry about me getting annoyed or whatever. Technical shit happens 
<2022-07-20T01:18:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: I know, it's just a lot of things
<2022-07-20T01:18:57.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll still be up since I’m on the caffeine cougar so if you change your mind I’ll be around tonight 
<2022-07-20T01:20:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: I hope you didn't get coffee on account of this
<2022-07-20T01:21:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I crushed a Bang energy a few hours ago but it’s fine. I stay up late usually 
<2022-07-20T01:24:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, good
<2022-07-20T01:25:13.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm probably just calling the campaign off, but a guy just rolled up a character and it was the guy in another campaign that never got off the ground
<2022-07-20T01:25:15.000Z> tengumatingpress: so fuck me
<2022-07-20T01:29:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know I’m just one person in this campaign but I’m not mad at you. Shit happens. 
<2022-07-20T01:30:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not the best at reassuring people so if I come off spergy I do apologize 
<2022-07-20T15:13:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tfw I misread one of my Indian overseas coworkers’ names as Sneedhu Sneed(forgot the rest of the stupid name)
<2022-07-20T15:47:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >see your good morning post and get confused over what the catch is
<2022-07-20T15:47:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >See the morning wood
<2022-07-20T15:48:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: >say in my head “TENGUUUUU YOU CANT POST THAT ON FEDIVISION!!!”
<2022-07-20T16:26:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm glad you've realized almost everything I poast is going to be cursed in some way 
<2022-07-20T16:27:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What a lot of people realize is that I hold back so much in regards to talking about sociopolitical issues 
<2022-07-20T16:28:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: The few times I didn’t (I talked about becoming a doctor just to exact racial punishment on the infirm relatives of enemy actors) people got deebly goncerned 
<2022-07-20T17:16:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/yTWoqtPchNw
<2022-07-20T17:16:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I feel like you might find this funny
<2022-07-20T17:26:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: this channel is fantastic
<2022-07-22T17:12:34.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: youtu.be/SbXzcwh0wew
<2022-07-22T17:12:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Ngl I nearly cried like a bitch after watching this
<2022-07-22T17:13:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: I remember being mostly politically unaware when I learned this and got confused why the media was celebrating this
<2022-07-22T17:13:27.000Z> tengumatingpress: oh wait, Soleimani not Gaddafi 
<2022-07-22T17:23:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: While I disagree with some of Gadaffi’s takes on Nazism/Apartheid SA he and Solemani were true heroic men
<2022-07-27T17:18:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What is that 33ARSH guy going on about, he blocked me a few days ago when I made him my bitch
<2022-07-27T18:20:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: I have no clue 
<2022-07-27T18:31:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I just saw your reply to him about the swastika in Buddhism 
<2022-07-27T21:32:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I need to get my own place. I’m tired of constantly walking on eggshells around my relatives and having them talk down to me, view me as a subhuman retard, guilt me or otherwise put me in a constant state of neurotic unease
<2022-07-28T00:50:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm realy sorry to hear that
<2022-07-28T00:50:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: I know apartment prices in NYC are rough, anyone you coul stay with as a roommate?
<2022-07-28T01:10:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I could always stay with my brother worse comes worse. 
<2022-07-28T01:49:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: at least there's a plan
<2022-07-28T01:49:09.000Z> tengumatingpress: does he understand the situation?
<2022-07-28T01:50:38.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Yeah. I do plan on moving out when I save up enough cash. While my relatives and I do love each other we all have trademark Iranian neurosis/emotional problems
<2022-07-28T02:44:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: that's normal for iranians?
<2022-07-28T02:46:15.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Bro if you think kikes are neurotic with emotionally fraying family interactions…you’d be right but Iranians are pretty damned close
<2022-08-03T00:15:42.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: TENGU REDUCING THE WHITE POPULATION?!?!
<2022-08-03T00:16:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: My real name is Tenguwitz Matingberg Pressstein
<2022-08-03T00:16:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: BAILIFF! SPEN ALL HIS AZUR LANE VIRTUAL MONEY ON SHIT TIER BOAT BITCHES
<2022-08-03T01:44:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m tired of mutuals bitching at each other
<2022-08-03T01:57:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: what's happening this time?
<2022-08-03T01:59:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Mongoose is in one of his moods and snipping at everyone 
<2022-08-03T01:59:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: poa.st/@mkultra/posts/AM8NGaf9OgNhuA1xY0
<2022-08-03T02:24:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah I muted him a while ago
<2022-08-03T02:26:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’ll say this, for what it’s worth coming from me, while we disagree on stuff I actually enjoy talking with you here and on threads because you’re down to Earth good person to talk to
<2022-08-03T02:27:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: thank you
<2022-08-03T02:27:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: I really do try to avoid snapping at people, it's a bad habit
<2022-08-03T02:27:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: can't say I've ever not regretted being a dick
<2022-08-03T02:28:51.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: As someone with autistic anger/boiling temper problems I save my anger for zoggies and those people. I try to be good to my friends 
<2022-08-03T02:29:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: pretty glad I'm the more mostly aloof kind of sperg tbh
<2022-08-03T02:31:37.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I can mask my anger as stone faced aloofness but I’ve been told I can give off Jason vibes
<2022-08-03T02:31:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: I've been told I seem to just go catatonic at times tbh
<2022-08-03T02:32:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: admittedly that was after a very slow day at work when I spent 30 minutes meditating while standing up
<2022-08-03T02:32:30.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: That’s a sign of anxiety disorders, that happens to me too if I get stressed enough 
<2022-08-03T02:33:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, I stop showing emotions completely when I'm calm
<2022-08-03T02:33:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: not sure if that's healthy
<2022-08-03T02:36:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Could go either way tbh, then again I’m the guy who repeatedly headbutted a chalkboard during study hall and called the teacher who came from the nearby classroom to investigate a “triangle faced bitch.” So I’m probably not the paragon of stellar mental health 
<2022-08-03T02:37:06.000Z> tengumatingpress: powerful
<2022-08-04T00:23:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: now I know how the iranians felt during the Iran Iraq War
<2022-08-04T02:02:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: what happened?
<2022-08-04T02:04:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Tyler from beefyboys was the role of the Iraqis, He came in talking shit about poast and I forced him back with sheer human wave tier spergery
<2022-08-04T02:04:26.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-08-12T19:00:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Expect me to be more openly downbeat and morose for a bit on the timeline
<2022-08-12T19:44:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: ;_;
<2022-08-12T19:44:48.000Z> tengumatingpress: hope everything's alright on your end
<2022-08-12T21:27:46.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: For once it’s not my relatives we’re getting along well
<2022-08-12T21:28:08.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m just tired of the retardation here and trying to unify people/keep morale up
<2022-08-13T01:09:46.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, I'd recommend logging off for a bit, sometimes I only check a few times a day to see how my friends are doing without reading the timeline much 
<2022-08-13T01:10:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I think you’re over estimating my IRL social network 
<2022-08-14T20:12:33.000Z> tengumatingpress: genuinely thinking I'm just done with the fediverse and e-political scenes in general 
<2022-08-14T20:12:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: won't say this openly, but I'm in communities with actual trannies and they're less insufferable
<2022-08-14T20:13:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: don't feel like I'm always on the brink of provoking drama or being surrounded by shrieking retards
<2022-08-14T20:51:32.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I hope that I haven’t been one of the people who ruined it for you 
<2022-08-14T20:54:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d miss you if you left here
<2022-08-14T21:40:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Believe it or not you’re probably among my top 5 mutuals
<2022-08-14T23:49:53.000Z> tengumatingpress: nah, you're fun to talk to, haven't had any problem with you
<2022-08-14T23:50:24.000Z> tengumatingpress: think I'll still stay away for the next few days until shit clears, but I'll probably just block more people and continue as I always have
<2022-08-14T23:50:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: twitter.com/baalbuddy/status/1486256709710618624
<2022-08-14T23:50:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: is this tokusatsu
<2022-08-14T23:56:16.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Shortstack Sentai: Gobgirlranger
<2022-08-15T00:51:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: turns out I'm weak and can't stay offline
<2022-08-15T00:51:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: time to commit tl terrorism
<2022-08-15T00:51:39.000Z> tengumatingpress: (timeline terrorism as in making absolutely abhorrent poasts don't raid my home glowniggers)
<2022-08-15T16:00:53.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m fucking pissed at all this bullshit
<2022-08-15T16:01:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I just wanted friends I could be myself around
<2022-08-15T16:01:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: situation really did reaffirm that online niggas are fickle and usually shouldn't be considered as "real" communities
<2022-08-15T16:02:44.000Z> tengumatingpress: vaguely disheartening to hear mutuals going on about buddhists being hellbound heathens or whatever, but in fairness DK was being a gigantic ass
<2022-08-15T16:03:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: tfw your grandma was totally right about decent people not discussing religion & politics with strangers
<2022-08-15T16:04:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What’s funny is that my dad kept using the example of the movie Breaking Away as a metaphor for “Never over idealize your idols/meet your heroes.”
<2022-08-15T16:04:43.000Z> tengumatingpress: wouldn't say he's anything close to a "hero", we just discuss practice-related shit in dms sometimes
<2022-08-15T16:05:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I know, I was just musing
<2022-08-15T16:05:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'm probably the idiot for trying to avert hellthread by ofering a charitable explanation of his posts re 80s-90s evangelicals lol
<2022-08-15T16:06:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like DK and have had good interactions with him but I’m pissed at how he stirred shit way more than necessary after the fact
<2022-08-15T16:06:57.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah, while I can't say Mongoose is innocent because he's also an ass that goes aggro over nothing, more that the drama was winding down and he felt the need to dump gas on it
<2022-08-15T16:08:00.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Mongoose at least DM’d me and we had a brief, cordial talk in which he was kinder than I expected
<2022-08-15T17:33:29.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2022-08-15T17:33:32.000Z> tengumatingpress: what provoked the dm?
<2022-08-15T17:34:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I posted my "White Jamahiriya is dead" post and he asked if I was mad at him
<2022-08-15T17:34:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: and I essentially said I understood and agreed to a degree with his take but I was tired of all the shit
<2022-08-15T17:35:08.000Z> tengumatingpress: tbh you still strike me as a much more patient man than I am
<2022-08-15T17:56:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I don’t like making people I like upset
<2022-08-15T17:58:54.000Z> tengumatingpress: yeah
<2022-08-15T17:59:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: usually if I'm annoyed enough I just disengage completely
<2022-08-15T17:59:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: which probably upsets people more than just insulting them
<2022-08-17T00:09:40.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's actually comical how much Khomeini looks like my dad lol
<2022-08-17T00:09:51.000Z> tengumatingpress: even though his ancestry is mostly Italian & Scandinavian
<2022-08-17T00:10:04.000Z> tengumatingpress: is this the esoteric origin of the iranian people
<2022-08-17T00:10:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My maternal grandpa looks like aged Himmler mixed with Jose Ferrer
<2022-08-17T00:10:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And my uncle looks like he could’ve been related to Franco Freda
<2022-08-17T00:11:03.000Z> tengumatingpress: huh
<2022-08-17T00:12:05.000Z> tengumatingpress: I was confused for a second and thought you were referring to the rapper Fredo Santana lol
<2022-08-17T00:12:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Franco Freda is the NazMao guy from the years of lead
<2022-08-17T00:12:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-08-17T15:51:56.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m sorry I lost the Tengu vote
<2022-08-18T02:24:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: What happened?
<2022-08-18T02:27:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Oh I was referring to the thing with me posting the screenshot of Josh being gross 
<2022-08-18T04:17:10.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah
<2022-08-18T04:17:17.000Z> tengumatingpress: already forgot about that tbh
<2022-08-19T00:33:52.000Z> tengumatingpress: nearly had a full autistic meltdown at work lol
<2022-08-19T00:34:01.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Are you ok?
<2022-08-19T00:34:19.000Z> tengumatingpress: some dumb stuff happened, had no idea what I was doing anymore, boss started figuring he should just do it and fuck me lol
<2022-08-19T00:34:38.000Z> tengumatingpress: went a bit catatonic, still not moving properly and keep freezing mid movement 
<2022-08-19T00:35:06.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Anything I can do to help?
<2022-08-19T00:39:36.000Z> tengumatingpress: nope
<2022-08-19T00:39:47.000Z> tengumatingpress: hiding in bathroom for now, still have to clean up 
<2022-08-19T00:39:56.000Z> tengumatingpress: I'll totally understand if I get fired for today 
<2022-08-19T00:41:03.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Was this your only off day?
<2022-08-19T00:41:49.000Z> tengumatingpress: been happening more frequently lately, though the most competent guys moved recently 
<2022-08-19T00:42:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Is it because the work is piling up/getting harder or is there stuff happening outside of work throwing you off?
<2022-08-19T00:43:55.000Z> tengumatingpress: the former I think, home life's been good lately 
<2022-08-19T00:44:07.000Z> tengumatingpress: pay's shit but it took so long just to get this job 
<2022-08-19T00:44:14.000Z> tengumatingpress: like $12/hour 
<2022-08-19T00:51:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If you’re among the more competent workers they may be less likely to let you go because then they’d have to take a gamble hiring and training a new guy
<2022-08-19T01:14:31.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't think I'm very competent 
<2022-08-19T02:01:16.000Z> tengumatingpress: >DK acts like a jackass for a few days>niggas now talking about how if you believe in universal compassion and the end of suffering you're literally going directly to hell 
<2022-08-19T02:01:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: it's so tiresome lol 
<2022-08-19T02:01:41.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It is tiresome 
<2022-08-19T02:02:42.000Z> tengumatingpress: trying to figure out why half of my mutuals seem to be that clique
<2022-08-19T02:03:00.000Z> tengumatingpress: guess strange choices early on and trying too hard to get along 
<2022-08-19T02:03:27.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I just wanted to interact with people who I used to lurk on their twitters and post stuff I like and be politically incorrect 
<2022-08-19T02:06:02.000Z> tengumatingpress: "I deliberately hung around these guys known for being highly disagreeable and now they are being belligerent when I'm trying to have a good time. How could this have possibly happened!?"
<2022-08-19T02:07:11.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: IT JUST KEEOS HAPPENING
<2022-08-19T12:18:19.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey man, how’re you feeling?
<2022-08-19T12:20:45.000Z> tengumatingpress: feeling better, though I have w*rk in 2 hours
<2022-08-19T12:21:01.000Z> tengumatingpress: was probably just having a bad day and feeling overwhelmed
<2022-08-19T12:21:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You’ll do fine. I believe in you. 
<2022-08-19T12:22:20.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: And I’m not just saying that. I really do
<2022-08-19T12:22:30.000Z> tengumatingpress: thanks
<2022-08-19T16:02:18.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Am I following your varis alt?
<2022-08-19T16:36:12.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know, when work's over I'll be finding my credentials and moving my follows there, so if you aren't already you'll see it 
<2022-08-19T16:36:23.000Z> tengumatingpress: I don't know if I should get snippy or just quietly leave 
<2022-08-19T16:36:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’d recommend just leaving quietly 
<2022-08-19T16:36:50.000Z> tengumatingpress: SJW from bae dot st responds regularly to the guy who dm'd CP and that instance hasn't been defederated 
<2022-08-19T16:37:58.000Z> tengumatingpress: ah, somebody explained the situation and Graf reversed
<2022-08-19T16:38:11.000Z> tengumatingpress: regardless the situation itself illustrates one of my main griwvances
<2022-08-19T16:40:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m just tired of hikari/platinum constantly FUD posting
<2022-08-19T16:42:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: they come off as jilted lovers sometimes, but also I'm a bit tired of the users being here attracts, tired of dealing with unreadable threads because so many people who haven't broken the law have been defederated, it's becoming more of a headache
<2022-08-19T16:42:49.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Attracts?
<2022-08-19T17:58:59.000Z> tengumatingpress: besides the bad actors, just generally angry and bitter people 
<2022-08-19T17:59:20.000Z> tengumatingpress: anyway I think instead of going to my old alt I'll just make a new account with a new pseudonym, so I'll dm you when that happens 
<2022-08-19T18:00:07.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks for keeping me posted. I would be legit upset if we lost contact 
<2022-08-19T18:00:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I hope I don’t come off as angry or bitter. I do try to raise morale and put interesting stuff out there
<2022-08-19T18:08:35.000Z> tengumatingpress: again, if I thought that was you I'd have unfollowed or blocked a long time ago
<2022-08-19T18:13:22.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thank you for not sending the tengu mafia to mating press me beyond recognition as a warning to the other Iranian spergs
<2022-08-19T18:30:34.000Z> tengumatingpress: losing the handle is going to suck, but mating pressing and tengu is more a state of mind 