<2022-05-28T00:22:29.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Hey man, sorry if I came off as snippy towards you. I didn’t intend to
<2022-05-28T00:23:04.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: You didn't at all
<2022-05-28T00:23:11.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: I was just chatting as I always do
<2022-05-28T00:24:05.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m not the best at expressing myself online so I can come off as hostile when I don’t intend
<2022-05-28T00:24:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thanks man, you’re a good mutual
<2022-05-28T00:24:33.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: Well you didn't so don't worry about it. :02_smile: 
<2022-05-28T00:24:51.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: I think you're used to dealing with really sensitive, touchy fags. But nah man, real guys rib each other and it's cool
<2022-05-28T00:26:13.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I’m used to dealing with my neurotic relatives who guilt me to try and get me into being a human cattle for the Zionist Devil Machine 
<2022-05-28T00:27:28.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: This is- unfortunately- what it means to be a dissident. You have to rebel against the common evil ruling over the hearts of those too weak to fight it
<2022-05-28T00:28:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: There’s a reason why I support the Iranian regime even though they executed two of my relatives 
<2022-05-28T00:30:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Thus always to traitors, those who sell their souls for ZDM. I’m sure they were nice people but at this point with how shitty things are I’d probably have helped with the hanging/lead infusion if asked to. 
<2022-05-28T00:30:36.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Maybe it’s sick, but they joined a glorified gang and rolled snake eyes. 
<2022-05-28T00:33:51.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: I know how you feel. My own brother is in support of every single Jewish evil perpetrated against whites in the US. I pray for him a lot, but it's like his heart is hardened, and if it ever came to that.. Yeah. Men are often called to do hard things that bring no pleasure, but must be done to keep society moving. Maybe it'll never come to that, though. But if it does, it pays to be prepared ahead of time with an eye on what is right, not what is easy.
<2022-05-28T00:35:10.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: My older brother is a neolib type too. I pray for him because he cares for me deeply but he’s very naive
<2022-05-28T00:36:02.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: From a theological level is it wrong that I want the enemy to be denied salvation?
<2022-05-28T00:36:15.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: Yes
<2022-05-28T00:36:22.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: Unequivocably, yes
<2022-05-28T00:36:29.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: And I know that's not easy to hear
<2022-05-28T00:36:35.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: It's one of the hardest things Jesus ever said
<2022-05-28T00:37:12.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: But we are to pray for our enemies. And if they were to be reached by those prayers and abandon the evil they were committing, it would be the ultimate of victories for the forces of good
<2022-05-28T00:37:32.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: Remember, none of us deserve our salvation. None of us are worthy. We are saved by God's grace. 
<2022-05-28T00:37:55.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: Even the most evil person is as deserving of Hell as the average person, because all have fallen short of the glory of God
<2022-05-28T00:38:10.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: But God saves us because he loves us, not because we deserve it
<2022-05-28T00:38:18.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: And he loves all of us, not just the nicer ones
<2022-05-28T00:38:40.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: So even the evilest of kikes gets salvation if he just accepts it
<2022-05-28T00:38:57.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: And if he does, he will stop doing that evil, because faith without fruits is dead
<2022-05-28T00:39:10.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: Kikes stopping their evil would be the greatest gift God could ever give us
<2022-05-28T00:39:21.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: So they should absolutely all bow the knee to Jesus, for all of our good
<2022-05-28T00:39:54.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: It’s easy to forget that, I’ll admit. As a mortal man with flaws i get caught up in thinking from personal experiences and personal wants for vengeance 
<2022-05-28T00:40:04.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: Oh dude
<2022-05-28T00:40:08.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: You don't have to tell me
<2022-05-28T00:40:11.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: I know it so well
<2022-05-28T00:40:34.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: But God has spoken to me two times in my life. The first time when he saved me, by saying "You've spent all this time calling out to me for help, but you have never once rebuked the Enemy in my name."
<2022-05-28T00:40:54.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: And the second time, when I was grumpily refusing to pray for my boss' obnoxious dog to be found after running away from home
<2022-05-28T00:41:14.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: I told my boss to pray for his dog, and that I would too. And then I got out of the work truck and I prayed "God, I don't want to pray for that fucking stupid dog."
<2022-05-28T00:41:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: What breed was the dog?
<2022-05-28T00:41:37.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: And God told me: "I told you to pray for even your enemies. Is that dog really so bad that it is worse than your enemies?"
<2022-05-28T00:41:59.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: And I immediately realized I was wrong, and began praying for it. And while I was still praying, my boss got a phone call telling him his dog had been found
<2022-05-28T00:42:21.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: It's a coon dog. I dunno what the actual breed is but it's a treeing dog that barks nonstop at squirrels
<2022-05-28T00:44:47.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Squirrels killed my koi fish so they deserve to get barked at
<2022-05-28T00:44:49.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: That dog had been missing for six days when we prayed for it to be found
<2022-05-28T00:44:55.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: haha fair enough
<2022-05-28T00:46:35.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I miss my dog a lot, black lab
<2022-05-28T00:46:59.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: Aw man I had one of those too and had to give her away. :02sad: 
<2022-05-28T00:47:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He got old and got some kind of stomach cancer. Withered so bad that I had to carry him at times
<2022-05-28T00:48:14.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He was a good dog
<2022-05-28T00:48:44.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: That's rough. I can only trust that God will reunite us to our loyal pets in Heaven.
<2022-05-28T00:48:57.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: Hey, you know the parable of the Prodigal Son, right?
<2022-05-28T00:49:45.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I like to believe he’s in heaven with my grandparents and the little sister I never had, giving her the opportunity of a family that was stolen from her
<2022-05-28T00:50:31.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: He demanded his inheritance early, left and squandered it and returned humbled, correct? I’m a bit rusty
<2022-05-28T00:51:07.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: Yes, but an important part of the story is about the loyal son who stayed with his father obediently, and who was angry about his rebellious brother being celebrated when he returned
<2022-05-28T00:51:24.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: And a big part of the story is rebuking that angry brother for begrudging his brother's welcome back home
<2022-05-28T00:51:40.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: Think about that story and pray on it, in regards to Jews who accept Jesus being the prodigal sons.
<2022-05-28T00:52:04.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I remember now, he was angered that the father prepared the fattened calf for the brother right?
<2022-05-28T00:52:37.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: Yeah
<2022-05-28T00:54:48.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I hope they do walk away from their anti-humanity cause and accept Christ
<2022-05-28T00:55:00.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: Amen
<2022-05-28T00:55:44.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I have a lot of fury towards them, not just because they psychologically terrorized me for years and fucked up the west
<2022-05-28T00:56:12.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: If it wasn’t for their vile pro-abortion shit, I would’ve had a baby sister 
<2022-05-28T00:57:56.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: You can simultaneously pray that they find Jesus, and be ready to punish them for the crimes they committed. We are limited in our abilities and must do the best we can for our people, and nowhere does God forbid the punishing of criminals
<2022-05-28T00:58:28.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: Whenever the abortion shit comes on the timeline I die a bit inside. I get reminded that because I was a retard problem child with PDD my sibling paid the price.
<2022-05-28T00:58:34.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: The point is, don't be that angry brother who hates the prodigal son if there is one. It will only serve as a danger to cause you to turn away from God, rather than actually hurting the enemies of God.
<2022-05-28T00:59:18.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: No, that is in every possible way, not your fault. You had no say in the matter. Don't try to pretend you did.
<2022-05-28T00:59:32.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: Accept with humility that you had no say over the matter
<2022-05-28T01:01:58.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I try to, from an objective viewpoint that is correct, but to hear “it would have been difficult to raise another child along with you and your issues and your older brother and a job.” Twists the knife
<2022-05-28T01:06:50.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: You’re a good man, I respect your spiritual strength when it comes to these matters. Thanks for talking things through with me
<2022-05-28T01:09:17.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: I know this is nearly impossible to put into practice, but don't let the words of a flawed person get you. They're speaking out of their own shortcomings and sin and personal perspective, likely without even thinking about how it affects you. It's not easy, but forgive them for that sin. Forgive them, so that God will forgive you. Because every time you sin, it's a knife against God, but he still forgives you anyway, out of love. Love your parents despite their flaws and sin, and forgive them. 
<2022-05-28T01:09:23.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: That's not easy, but it's very important
<2022-05-28T01:10:55.000Z> RoyalJohnny242: I do forgive and love them because for all of their flaws they tried their best to support me. I could’ve very well been a nihilistic psycho but they supported me. 
<2022-05-28T01:11:24.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: That's the spirit. But when it hurts more than you can bear, just repeat the words of Jesus: "Forgive them Lord, for they know not what they do."
<2022-05-28T01:11:27.000Z> Insomnolant@pleroma.nobodyhasthe.biz: Out loud even