<2023-04-29T22:15:47.000Z> OceanRedux: dont tell them lol
<2023-04-29T22:17:11.000Z> Elliptica: lol okay.
<2023-04-29T22:17:21.000Z> OceanRedux: pls
<2023-04-29T22:17:23.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2023-04-29T22:17:45.000Z> Elliptica: I won't, lol, I don't really care either way.
<2023-04-29T22:18:15.000Z> OceanRedux: lol ty, i dont want 2 get banned off twitch for shit I do on other websites just cuz someone recognizes it
<2023-04-29T22:18:26.000Z> OceanRedux: twitch is full of cucks
<2023-04-29T22:31:37.000Z> Elliptica: Why would you get banned?
<2023-04-29T22:33:25.000Z> OceanRedux: for saying nigger? and having my twitch account linked 2 my behavior on other websites?
<2023-04-29T22:33:30.000Z> OceanRedux: lol thank god I deleted my tiktok
<2023-04-29T22:35:39.000Z> OceanRedux: im just some random loser anyway so
<2023-04-29T22:35:40.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2023-04-29T22:36:41.000Z> OceanRedux: honestly...i said this 2 someone else but...im not trying 2 be brittany venti or popular or w/e
<2023-04-29T22:37:00.000Z> OceanRedux: lol i just like shitposting, its the only thing i can do to relieve IRL stress
<2023-04-29T23:03:56.000Z> Elliptica: Right... I just don't see how that one clip would get you banned.Anyway, I get it, same reason I'm here actually, relieve stress. I work in academia, so I am surrounded by idiots most of the time, all of whom think I think the way they think. 
<2023-04-29T23:11:31.000Z> OceanRedux: oh, well if someone got that clip, and recognized, well first off the ppl i hang out with arent snitches for the most part so im sure it would be fine but not every single person who follows me is a fan
<2023-04-29T23:12:06.000Z> OceanRedux: so some fag would probably contact twitch staff and link them 2 my poast profile and go "IS THIS ThE KiNdA PeRsOn u WaNt On Ur pLaTfORm HuRRRRR?" or something gay like that lol
<2023-04-29T23:12:35.000Z> Elliptica: Maybe I'm being a retard. Are you saying you are sour grapes?
<2023-04-29T23:12:44.000Z> OceanRedux: hell no, what?
<2023-04-29T23:13:04.000Z> OceanRedux: lol idc if I get banned off twitch its just its something fun I have now that I deleted my tiktok
<2023-04-29T23:13:32.000Z> OceanRedux: and I really wasnt thinking when I posted that voice clip
<2023-04-29T23:13:46.000Z> OceanRedux: shouldn't have done that
<2023-04-29T23:14:00.000Z> Elliptica: Oh. I see. Eh, but you are on poast. I think that would be enough to get kicked off twitch.
<2023-04-29T23:14:10.000Z> OceanRedux: NO, WAIT THAT'S NOT TRUE
<2023-04-29T23:14:23.000Z> OceanRedux: No that's not true...
<2023-04-29T23:14:45.000Z> OceanRedux: well idk...maybe but i know 2 ppl on twitch that use poast and they know me 2 and none of us have gotten banned
<2023-04-29T23:14:47.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2023-04-29T23:15:04.000Z> OceanRedux: but anyway lol i will end up banned eventually
<2023-04-29T23:15:08.000Z> OceanRedux: 100% chance
<2023-04-29T23:15:10.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2023-04-29T23:15:15.000Z> Elliptica: I just don't think most people on poast are important enough to mess with.
<2023-04-29T23:15:16.000Z> OceanRedux: you fuckers made me this way i swear 2 god
<2023-04-29T23:15:18.000Z> Elliptica: Absolutely.
<2023-04-29T23:15:25.000Z> OceanRedux: :(
<2023-04-29T23:15:29.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2023-04-29T23:15:40.000Z> Elliptica: They did it to me too.
<2023-04-29T23:16:04.000Z> OceanRedux: HAHAHA REALLY
<2023-04-29T23:16:20.000Z> OceanRedux: My cousin started me down the goddamn race realism shit
<2023-04-29T23:16:39.000Z> OceanRedux: and then her boyfriend started telling me about jews and shit and then I found bloodsports
<2023-04-29T23:16:59.000Z> OceanRedux: i went from playing fighting games to just quitting because i didnt want 2 be around niggers
<2023-04-29T23:17:10.000Z> OceanRedux: so i just became a bartender
<2023-04-29T23:17:40.000Z> OceanRedux: and then fucking after 2016 to like twitter, to /pol/ getting extreme
<2023-04-29T23:17:41.000Z> OceanRedux: to poast
<2023-04-29T23:17:58.000Z> OceanRedux: i just dropped down the rabbit hole of things ppl refuse 2 talk about because it's "offensive"
<2023-04-29T23:18:24.000Z> OceanRedux: i swear 2 god i dont have tourettes but i feel like screaming nigger whenever I see one because of what the internet has done 2 me lol
<2023-04-29T23:18:35.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2023-04-29T23:19:10.000Z> Elliptica: I use to be a TPUSA loser (parroting Ben Shapiro talking points). I fell into a crowed running political debate streams when the Blood Sports stuff happened, and then I kept falling.
<2023-04-29T23:19:29.000Z> OceanRedux: yeah see, u know how I feel then
<2023-04-29T23:19:37.000Z> OceanRedux: WAIT
<2023-04-29T23:19:41.000Z> OceanRedux: OK QUESTION OK
<2023-04-29T23:19:52.000Z> OceanRedux: IF U COULD TAKE A BLUE PILL AND UNLEARN EVERYTHING, WOULD U DO IT?
<2023-04-29T23:20:08.000Z> OceanRedux: BE HONEST
<2023-04-29T23:20:33.000Z> Elliptica: No, because most of the people around me annoyed me anyway, I just didn't understand why at the time.
<2023-04-29T23:20:55.000Z> OceanRedux: damn thats deeper than the answer I thought ud give
<2023-04-29T23:21:00.000Z> OceanRedux: lol damn
<2023-04-29T23:21:07.000Z> OceanRedux: like ok like so
<2023-04-29T23:21:13.000Z> OceanRedux: id definitely do it
<2023-04-29T23:21:19.000Z> Elliptica: Why?
<2023-04-29T23:22:27.000Z> OceanRedux: hmm idk, when I first started learning stuff like my cousin showed me murdochmurdoch for the first time
<2023-04-29T23:22:51.000Z> OceanRedux: and I watched it and laughed but because I didnt live with her where I am now i didnt really get it
<2023-04-29T23:23:31.000Z> OceanRedux: like we texted and shit and my dad was planning on moving me in with him back in 2016 but, even tho I visited america she never really told me anything and she was single and living with my uncle (hes dead, thats why my dad took her in)
<2023-04-29T23:23:56.000Z> OceanRedux: and those times where I would just go to arcades and beaches and have fun and i thought the world was great...idk they were gooder times
<2023-04-29T23:24:08.000Z> OceanRedux: gooder...lol BETTER times
<2023-04-29T23:24:45.000Z> OceanRedux: now that ive been here for a while and I live around her with her and her bf and....its like, every day I hear something demoralizing 2 white guys or something belittling womens rights
<2023-04-29T23:24:49.000Z> OceanRedux: and its just....tiring
<2023-04-29T23:27:48.000Z> Elliptica: Well, how old were you at that time? We tend to have happier memories when we are younger. I miss being in high school, even though I hated being high school. Things were just simpler.But, I guess to expand on your original blue pill question, even if I could forget everything I know now, I'd probably just learn it again. I'm a scientist IRL, I really like to learn and dig into problems, I really want to know the truth about things. I would see what people are saying, and eventually I would fall back into that line of thinking.
<2023-04-29T23:28:08.000Z> OceanRedux: How old was I when I what
<2023-04-29T23:28:17.000Z> Elliptica: When all of that happened.
<2023-04-29T23:28:30.000Z> OceanRedux: Im 30 now btw, I moved here b4 2016 kind of a little bit b4 trump got elected
<2023-04-29T23:28:50.000Z> OceanRedux: i kinda dont wanna get TOO much into detail about my timeline lol ( i dont know u THAT much ) but I was young 
<2023-04-29T23:29:02.000Z> OceanRedux: and my parents were divorced and stuffs lol
<2023-04-29T23:29:06.000Z> Elliptica: Ah, I wasn't sure if you were a teen or something. I was just finishing high school when Trump got elected.
<2023-04-29T23:29:10.000Z> OceanRedux: my dad is american, mom is english
<2023-04-29T23:29:28.000Z> OceanRedux: my dad asked me if I wanted 2 move in with him and I swear 2 god ive never said yes so fast in my life
<2023-04-29T23:30:49.000Z> OceanRedux: but yeah so  I was in and out of america from like 18 to 24 when I could "fly alone"
<2023-04-29T23:31:27.000Z> Elliptica: One of my best friends in high school had a similar story. She was a happa, dad White American, mom Japanese. Dad was abusive, so she moved to the US to finish high school (I don't know why she didn't stay there).
<2023-04-29T23:31:35.000Z> OceanRedux: But seriously like sometimes I think if it wasnt for my cousin i would never even know any of you
<2023-04-29T23:31:37.000Z> OceanRedux: but then also I would have probably never known about gamergate because I learned what that was when I was young
<2023-04-29T23:32:09.000Z> OceanRedux: and i would have never knew who jim was
<2023-04-29T23:32:11.000Z> OceanRedux: OK SO WAITMY DAD IS AWESOME
<2023-04-29T23:32:17.000Z> Elliptica: I wasn't into video games at the time, totally missed the GG thing when it happened.
<2023-04-29T23:32:18.000Z> OceanRedux: MY MOM IS A FUCKING BITCH
<2023-04-29T23:32:25.000Z> OceanRedux: AND A DRUG ADDICT
<2023-04-29T23:32:41.000Z> Elliptica: I'm sorry to hear that.
<2023-04-29T23:33:17.000Z> OceanRedux: My dads side left me with so much money its unreal and my dad was fun and caring and he's hott too
<2023-04-29T23:33:49.000Z> OceanRedux: and also my mom kind of did raise me after they divorced but I flew to arizona a lot of times
<2023-04-29T23:34:08.000Z> Elliptica: Arizona is nice.
<2023-04-29T23:34:10.000Z> OceanRedux: but yeah if I called my dad right now and said "fuck niggers" to him, he would be shocked
<2023-04-29T23:34:15.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2023-04-29T23:34:58.000Z> OceanRedux: someone was trying 2 convince me earlier 2 just man up and become a popular vtuber and I considered it for a second lol
<2023-04-29T23:35:07.000Z> Elliptica: Lol, I've told my parents worse. I'm so close getting my mom to vote for president Hitler.
<2023-04-29T23:35:17.000Z> OceanRedux: I know myself 2 much tho i'd probably throw up out of nervousness if I got 2 popular
<2023-04-29T23:35:26.000Z> OceanRedux: lol like m8 ur gettin covered
<2023-04-29T23:35:33.000Z> OceanRedux: WUT
<2023-04-29T23:35:40.000Z> OceanRedux: WHAT HAHAHAHA
<2023-04-29T23:36:10.000Z> OceanRedux: How lmao
<2023-04-29T23:36:53.000Z> Elliptica: We just talk a lot. Last night I got her to agree that Biden and Lincoln are the same (basically that Lincoln was an ass).
<2023-04-29T23:37:40.000Z> OceanRedux: o, lol well im kind of retarded when it comes 2 politics so i couldnt call my dad and be like "HEY DID YOU KNOW HITLER DID X/Y?"
<2023-04-29T23:37:53.000Z> OceanRedux: He'd call me a lunatic and then laugh at me thru text, i know him 
<2023-04-29T23:38:29.000Z> OceanRedux: lol and besides jen and her bf really are the only ones i talk 2 in the mornings and stuff and we always just go "HEY DID U HEAR ABOUT X/Y THAT HAPPENED?" every morning 2 each other
<2023-04-29T23:38:42.000Z> OceanRedux: my god it would be a fucking uphill battle 2 convince my dad
<2023-04-29T23:38:48.000Z> Elliptica: Right, and I was involved in a lot of politics when I started college (like I said, I was in TPUSA), and I did some streaming stuff back in 2018. I'm not the best at it, but I can hold my own.
<2023-04-29T23:38:54.000Z> OceanRedux: lol i probably could tho if I did it smartly
<2023-04-29T23:39:15.000Z> OceanRedux: yeah see it would be hard for me
<2023-04-29T23:39:21.000Z> OceanRedux: he's just a normal conservative
<2023-04-29T23:39:30.000Z> OceanRedux: lol i wouldnt know where 2 even start omg lol
<2023-04-29T23:41:50.000Z> Elliptica: So are my parents. What I found works best is thinking of things like rock climbing. So if I jumped in and said "Hitler did nothing wrong" my parents would never listen to me, it's like trying to jump to the top of the cliff when you are somewhere in the middle. What you have to do is work backwards, find out where they are currently, and the "climb up" with them.
<2023-04-29T23:43:08.000Z> OceanRedux: 🤔 
<2023-04-29T23:43:15.000Z> OceanRedux: thats good analogy actually
<2023-04-29T23:43:22.000Z> OceanRedux: whoops
<2023-04-29T23:44:25.000Z> OceanRedux: ive never talked 2 my mom or dad about stuff even like princess diana's death or 9/11, or even 7/11
<2023-04-29T23:44:36.000Z> OceanRedux: lol i wouldnt really know where 2 start with my mom, she's a complete ass
<2023-04-29T23:45:29.000Z> Elliptica: Well, you don't have to. To be honest, it would probably be better to just get on better terms with her. She seems like she's struggling with a lot of problems.
<2023-04-29T23:45:40.000Z> Elliptica: That's what I would work on.
<2023-04-29T23:56:38.000Z> OceanRedux: not 2 change the subject but jfc all the convos I was in have absolutely gone hayway m8 lol
<2023-04-29T23:56:50.000Z> OceanRedux: and yeah...i honestly really dont fucking like her
<2023-04-30T01:31:25.000Z> Elliptica: I get that, it's just sad to hear.
<2023-04-30T07:18:25.000Z> OceanRedux: rambo is so good lol
<2023-05-06T20:42:27.000Z> Elliptica: Rambo?
<2023-05-06T20:45:08.000Z> OceanRedux: I JUST got back from hospital im not ok 2 stream atm
<2023-05-06T20:45:09.000Z> OceanRedux: lol
<2023-05-06T20:45:17.000Z> OceanRedux: give me like a few hours
<2023-05-06T20:46:04.000Z> Elliptica: Oh, no worries, I wasn't asking about you streaming. I just didn't know what you meant by Rambo.
<2023-05-06T20:46:17.000Z> Elliptica: I'm stupid sometimes, forgive me.
<2023-05-06T20:46:36.000Z> OceanRedux: NW
<2023-05-09T06:54:49.000Z> OceanRedux: hyperbeam.com/i/l_NFwEwt