<2022-03-23T21:18:18.000Z> MolotovCocktail: bro
<2022-03-23T21:18:30.000Z> MolotovCocktail: hiiiiii! :pepe_happy: 
<2022-03-23T21:19:49.000Z> MolotovCocktail: you just got a 3D printer right? have you seen this yet? super epic :bongo:  https://i.poastcdn.org/1f77ddd53d4da206f7a22d6b78a562b678a228552f0d7bde706bb650f5420640.png
<2022-03-23T21:22:12.000Z> MolotovCocktail: link to thread with more pics and vids: noagendasocial.com/@mrman/108006788439719489
<2022-03-23T21:24:40.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i was just gonna tag you in it but then i thought this would be a good opportunity to start a chat with you ^_^anyway i hope you are having a good day
<2022-03-23T22:06:54.000Z> Chance: That's pretty epic. Im not delving into guns yet. I'd have to find out what material to buy for it 
<2022-03-23T22:12:00.000Z> MolotovCocktail: true, the whole 3d printing thing sounds complex albeit fun
<2022-03-23T22:12:27.000Z> MolotovCocktail: how are your projects coming along? LED signs right?
<2022-03-23T22:12:40.000Z> Chance: Yeah. I will make an ar15 pistol lower eventually 
<2022-03-23T22:13:47.000Z> Chance: My stuff is moving along but slow. I don't have time to sit around and mess with it unless it's a weekend. I need to look over my current one and make sure it's ready to go before I print it. 
<2022-03-23T22:13:48.000Z> MolotovCocktail: nice :thinkergun_sunglasses: 
<2022-03-23T22:14:35.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oooh I hear ya
<2022-03-23T22:14:04.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oooh I hear ya
<2022-03-25T09:06:45.000Z> MolotovCocktail: hey buddy here's the EP of that metal group I said I'd get for ya earlier, sorry it took me so long:poa.st/notice/AHlLQKfMGgLskWKU3k
<2022-03-25T09:07:22.000Z> Chance: oh shit i forgot. i saw it but couldnt listen. thanks for reminding me. have to check it out tomorrow
<2022-03-25T09:07:58.000Z> MolotovCocktail: first .zip is the original FLAC and the second .zip is the mp3 transcode. enjoy! they sounds dope
<2022-03-25T09:08:14.000Z> MolotovCocktail: for sure 🤘
<2022-03-31T04:40:30.000Z> MolotovCocktail: hey buddy, I know you're probably at work but I hope you're doing ok :ablobcatheart: 
<2022-03-31T05:53:37.000Z> Chance: i didnt go to work today. too much allergies
<2022-03-31T06:00:43.000Z> MolotovCocktail: ugh I know that feel man
<2022-03-31T06:00:57.000Z> MolotovCocktail: not even allergy medicine helps
<2022-03-31T06:13:53.000Z> Chance: yup
<2022-03-31T06:14:15.000Z> Chance: im going to go through the system and get some shots or something. rip bank account
<2022-03-31T06:14:33.000Z> MolotovCocktail: lol
<2022-03-31T06:15:12.000Z> MolotovCocktail: my sister did that, said she had some luck for the first year or so
<2022-03-31T06:15:43.000Z> Chance: on the bright side my 3d printing stuff is chuggin along. my dry cabinet was warped as fuck so i have been hitting it with a deadblow and now i need to drill new holes for alignment 
<2022-03-31T06:15:57.000Z> Chance: but it should work
<2022-03-31T06:16:13.000Z> MolotovCocktail: nice
<2022-03-31T06:16:57.000Z> MolotovCocktail: I saw your post that you wanted to a Post logo LED sign, that would be dope!
<2022-03-31T06:17:26.000Z> Chance: yeah im not doing that. grafs an asshole
<2022-03-31T06:18:15.000Z> MolotovCocktail: I hear ya I saw the exchange between you guys
<2022-03-31T06:18:33.000Z> MolotovCocktail: sorry man :(
<2022-03-31T06:18:57.000Z> MolotovCocktail: at least he hasn't blocked you like some of the mods
<2022-03-31T06:19:09.000Z> MolotovCocktail: ... has he? 😳
<2022-03-31T06:19:17.000Z> Chance: he hasnt
<2022-03-31T06:19:23.000Z> MolotovCocktail: nice
<2022-03-31T06:19:23.000Z> Chance: most of the mods have
<2022-03-31T06:19:29.000Z> MolotovCocktail: I know
<2022-03-31T06:20:05.000Z> MolotovCocktail: you're busy very passionate
<2022-03-31T06:20:14.000Z> MolotovCocktail: I don't blame you
<2022-03-31T06:20:28.000Z> MolotovCocktail: I was at first too when I joined poast
<2022-03-31T06:20:45.000Z> MolotovCocktail: trying to radicalize everybody
<2022-03-31T06:21:38.000Z> MolotovCocktail: then I learned that this is the clearnet and most just wanna shitpost and chill
<2022-03-31T06:22:56.000Z> Chance: most are just frauds larping
<2022-03-31T06:23:52.000Z> Chance: >fuck the jews/heres some porn. >fuck modernity/sex before marriage. >wheres all the good girls/wants to fuck before marriage. nothing but slime and filth
<2022-03-31T06:25:24.000Z> MolotovCocktail: I know it seems that way
<2022-03-31T06:25:57.000Z> MolotovCocktail: they are just men, regular mortal men, not unsusceptible to temptation and sin
<2022-03-31T06:26:35.000Z> MolotovCocktail: (I am too 😔)
<2022-03-31T06:26:52.000Z> Chance: yes. but. that doesnt mean you push and promote and attack.
<2022-03-31T06:27:05.000Z> MolotovCocktail: that makes sense
<2022-03-31T06:28:08.000Z> MolotovCocktail: sorry bother
<2022-03-31T06:28:23.000Z> Chance: there is no excuse for their ignorance. they know that. instead of doing something about it they lash out and keep rolling in it. its intentional. they dont care. they dont actually want change. their entire system is flawed from the ground up. 
<2022-03-31T06:28:36.000Z> MolotovCocktail: did you ever check out that EP I uploaded? I honestly can't get enough they are so angry and antisemitic lol
<2022-03-31T06:29:03.000Z> Chance: i downloaded it but havent listened. been distracted. 
<2022-03-31T06:33:50.000Z> MolotovCocktail: I hear ya
<2022-03-31T06:33:56.000Z> Chance attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/3f3209291ae5fb3c55a46960a528af76f433725d4bf4a277a2f029416ca7098e.png
<2022-03-31T06:34:09.000Z> MolotovCocktail: nice!
<2022-03-31T06:34:32.000Z> MolotovCocktail: you're gonna print it? :o
<2022-03-31T06:34:46.000Z> Chance: this is a trial design for a thing im making. this will be printed in clear or white maybe and inserted into a base that has LEDs in it
<2022-03-31T06:35:54.000Z> MolotovCocktail: nice!!
<2022-03-31T06:39:14.000Z> MolotovCocktail: wish I was more into that stuff, seems you can make a lot of neat things
<2022-03-31T06:39:25.000Z> Chance: im going to test print the parts and see if it works since i have regular pla to use up before my pla+ comes
<2022-03-31T06:42:29.000Z> Chance: i hope the LEDs dont put off enough heat to warp pla+
<2022-03-31T06:44:24.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oh nice
<2022-03-31T06:44:33.000Z> MolotovCocktail: I doubt it
<2022-03-31T06:44:46.000Z> MolotovCocktail: keep us update though! :)
<2022-03-31T06:47:18.000Z> Chance: printing the regular pla version now for testing. if it works i will re-print it in pla+ and white pla
<2022-03-31T06:47:49.000Z> Chance: white pla+
<2022-03-31T06:48:22.000Z> MolotovCocktail: 👍
<2022-03-31T06:51:15.000Z> MolotovCocktail: I'm gonna go to sleep soon brother 😴
<2022-03-31T06:51:31.000Z> Chance: have a good one
<2022-03-31T06:51:34.000Z> MolotovCocktail: I hope you have a good rest of your night
<2022-03-31T06:51:58.000Z> MolotovCocktail: I'll bug ya later :D
<2022-03-31T06:52:08.000Z> Chance: sounds good
<2022-03-31T06:53:08.000Z> MolotovCocktail: ^_^
<2022-03-31T16:49:21.000Z> Chance attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/f1a91a89e6712ec8c520821c1bd50d718cffecd8fa8cc8e25436764f57930445.jpg
<2022-03-31T18:31:27.000Z> MolotovCocktail: that's sick! :o
<2022-03-31T18:31:45.000Z> Chance: its not great. i modded the base and am reprinting
<2022-03-31T18:46:45.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oooh
<2022-03-31T18:46:55.000Z> MolotovCocktail: how long does it take to print something like that?
<2022-03-31T19:09:57.000Z> Chance: The base takes a few hours. I won't be able to do anything with it until tomorrow 
<2022-03-31T19:10:03.000Z> Chance: Because work 
<2022-03-31T19:19:18.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oh wow
<2022-03-31T19:19:37.000Z> MolotovCocktail: because it's a solid block? the base?
<2022-03-31T19:19:53.000Z> MolotovCocktail: I hear ya I actually have to get ready for work now
<2022-04-01T00:18:38.000Z> Chance: It's like a 2-3 hr print but I won't be there to put it together 
<2022-04-01T08:08:47.000Z> Chance: this version is ver cool but i fucked up and didnt have a dimension right. reprinting. 
<2022-04-01T13:23:39.000Z> MolotovCocktail: interesting
<2022-04-01T13:24:00.000Z> MolotovCocktail: can't wait to see the reprint to compare
<2022-04-01T18:49:13.000Z> Chance: This version is much better but I have one more thing to fix.ifs a minor thing so It can wait for a little while 
<2022-04-01T19:49:54.000Z> MolotovCocktail: nice!
<2022-04-02T03:49:37.000Z> Chance: i got my LED cross light working. but i didnt think about wire anchoring so its just attached at the solder point
<2022-04-02T14:46:26.000Z> MolotovCocktail: nice! oh man I'm learning a lot from you and I don't even have a printer yet lol
<2022-04-04T00:05:59.000Z> Chance attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/f9b3f8109161aa3c7f8f513d3f2efb46f03bb6fc794b36ad47d860ade1a84a00.jpg
<2022-04-04T01:24:08.000Z> MolotovCocktail: dude that's sick!
<2022-04-04T01:24:26.000Z> MolotovCocktail: wow
<2022-04-04T01:58:15.000Z> MolotovCocktail: I love it
<2022-04-04T02:01:06.000Z> Chance: Thanks 
<2022-04-08T19:39:06.000Z> Chance: literally what? https://i.poastcdn.org/306bb368eb574df8f7b2bbfdb4b7f7b9d6125ef0a49e7644d06cef29ce850671.png
<2022-04-08T19:39:17.000Z> Chance: what are these anime coomers on about?
<2022-04-08T19:41:11.000Z> Chance: how does this make sense???
<2022-04-08T19:41:13.000Z> Chance: in any way
<2022-04-08T19:41:19.000Z> Chance: are they fucking delusional???
<2022-04-08T19:54:04.000Z> MolotovCocktail: 🤨
<2022-04-08T19:54:15.000Z> MolotovCocktail: ok ya i don't really get it either
<2022-04-08T20:01:55.000Z> Chance: like what the fuck does it mean
<2022-04-08T20:03:21.000Z> MolotovCocktail: "anime coomers" :pepe_laugh: 
<2022-04-08T20:04:21.000Z> Chance: hes a based cahtolic tho FUCKING LOL
<2022-04-08T20:42:07.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i never really got into anime
<2022-04-08T20:42:30.000Z> MolotovCocktail: definitely feel like a fish out of water on poa.st sometimes because of it
<2022-04-08T20:42:41.000Z> Chance: they act like its some kind of religion or something. anime will bring us a perfect society. they are fucking insane
<2022-04-08T20:42:51.000Z> Chance: poast is fucking gay
<2022-04-08T20:43:25.000Z> Chance: no side of the political spectrum is even close to what needs to be done. they are all retarded
<2022-04-08T20:43:32.000Z> MolotovCocktail: like they are diehard fans, they know these anime girls' names and stuff
<2022-04-08T20:44:35.000Z> Chance: they act like its actually going to do something for the world when all it does is lead to coom
<2022-04-08T20:47:22.000Z> MolotovCocktail: ya i know what you mean
<2022-04-08T20:49:35.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i came from the chans, there was a lot of anime influence there too so I'm kinda used to it. i just missed discussing the jq with like minded anons and poa.st fit the bill pretty well
<2022-04-08T20:49:48.000Z> MolotovCocktail: everyone is nicer here than the chans which i appreciate
<2022-04-08T20:50:10.000Z> Chance: nicer unless youre me
<2022-04-08T20:52:30.000Z> MolotovCocktail: ya i see them dogpile you when you tell people not to be a coomer
<2022-04-08T20:52:41.000Z> MolotovCocktail: I'm sorry fren :feelsbadman: 
<2022-04-08T20:53:23.000Z> Chance: so. switching topics a tad. im faced with a situation. my doc wants me on zoloft
<2022-04-08T20:56:21.000Z> MolotovCocktail: wtf really?
<2022-04-08T20:59:14.000Z> MolotovCocktail: is that an antidepressant?
<2022-04-08T20:59:24.000Z> Chance: yeah
<2022-04-08T20:59:39.000Z> Chance: i show all the signs of pretty severe depression
<2022-04-08T21:02:44.000Z> MolotovCocktail: aw damn that's rough dude
<2022-04-08T21:02:51.000Z> MolotovCocktail: do you think it'll help?
<2022-04-08T21:02:55.000Z> Chance: no idea
<2022-04-08T21:03:23.000Z> Chance: but once you are on it you cant really get off without medical supervision because it creates an insane dependency 
<2022-04-08T21:13:42.000Z> MolotovCocktail: that's hardcore 😬
<2022-04-08T21:15:51.000Z> MolotovCocktail: why do you think you're depressed? irl stuff or some sort of biological/psychiatric thing?
<2022-04-08T21:16:10.000Z> Chance: irl stuff. my overall situation 
<2022-04-08T21:16:27.000Z> MolotovCocktail: could be both too i guess
<2022-04-08T21:16:49.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i hear ya
<2022-04-08T21:19:18.000Z> MolotovCocktail: how's work?
<2022-04-08T21:19:23.000Z> Chance: the literal worst
<2022-04-08T21:19:37.000Z> Chance: the amount of bullying and shit is crazy
<2022-04-08T21:20:39.000Z> MolotovCocktail: 😩
<2022-04-08T21:22:31.000Z> MolotovCocktail: I've been there brother i just left a restaurant where my manager was asshole bully, stayed there for 3 years hoping it would get better but it never did. dreaded going into work everyday. once i transferred the grass truly was greener on the other side. he'd always put me down and make me feel like shit about my work
<2022-04-08T21:23:04.000Z> Chance: thats how it is for me. but i dont have anywhere to go
<2022-04-08T21:23:10.000Z> MolotovCocktail: the worst part is i still feel mentally trapped with him
<2022-04-08T21:23:23.000Z> MolotovCocktail: :(
<2022-04-08T21:24:44.000Z> MolotovCocktail: you work with metal right? i think you said you work in some sort of machine shop?
<2022-04-08T21:24:50.000Z> Chance: yes
<2022-04-08T21:33:38.000Z> MolotovCocktail: that's a solid trade
<2022-04-08T21:37:53.000Z> Chance: yeah but it sucks balls
<2022-04-08T22:12:30.000Z> MolotovCocktail: damn wtf it's like that meme "they poison you to sell you the cure" you're stuck in a situation where it's making you depressed so they offer you zoloft
<2022-04-08T22:22:48.000Z> Chance: yeah
<2022-04-08T22:41:54.000Z> Chance: like how they put caffeine and sugar in the vending machines
<2022-04-08T23:02:58.000Z> MolotovCocktail: we're born into a rigged game 😔
<2022-04-08T23:03:06.000Z> MolotovCocktail: fucking jews
<2022-04-09T00:07:57.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i guess it would you cope better than i guess
<2022-04-09T00:08:09.000Z> MolotovCocktail: but becoming dependent on it sounds risky
<2022-04-09T00:08:45.000Z> MolotovCocktail: kinda sucks to think that the way to cope with all the bs is to take meds though
<2022-04-09T00:09:14.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i dunno fren, guess you have balance out the pros and cons, risk vs reward, etc
<2022-04-09T00:10:00.000Z> MolotovCocktail: you're religious yes? what would a Christian way of looking at it?
<2022-04-09T00:10:23.000Z> MolotovCocktail: pray for guidance, i will pray for you too :)
<2022-04-09T03:12:55.000Z> Chance: we'll see. im just going to keep going for now. or at elast try
<2022-04-09T03:47:07.000Z> MolotovCocktail: hell ya brother, that's commendable 👍🤘
<2022-04-09T23:06:01.000Z> Chance: today was good. i went on a retreat at my church
<2022-04-09T23:28:49.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oh nice, was it fun?
<2022-04-09T23:29:08.000Z> Chance: it was good. but not really anyone my age and shit. older folks mainly
<2022-04-09T23:40:22.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oooh makes sense i can see that
<2022-04-09T23:40:29.000Z> MolotovCocktail: you like your church?
<2022-04-09T23:40:50.000Z> MolotovCocktail: was thinking of going back to mass, it's been decades for me
<2022-04-09T23:40:57.000Z> Chance: yes. but the community in it is dead
<2022-04-10T00:04:11.000Z> MolotovCocktail: aw lame
<2022-04-16T08:21:03.000Z> Chance attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/42159a9f90b3e9cd4288d9a67e9be08be496c562998940b1e72398b3bb563681.png
<2022-04-16T14:31:33.000Z> MolotovCocktail: :o
<2022-04-16T14:31:38.000Z> MolotovCocktail: that's bussin
<2022-04-19T01:45:45.000Z> Chance: Hey man. I'm leaving poast. I'm still on fedi. But not here. I will keep your account for DMs for a few people.
<2022-04-19T01:46:00.000Z> Chance: I will keep this account*
<2022-04-19T01:48:30.000Z> MolotovCocktail: aw thanks man
<2022-04-19T01:49:01.000Z> MolotovCocktail: which instance you jumping on? I've been thinking of making a few alt accounts
<2022-04-19T01:49:39.000Z> Chance: This is actually my alt. I was on fedi before poast existed 
<2022-04-19T01:54:07.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oh cool!
<2022-04-19T01:54:40.000Z> MolotovCocktail: you're ahead of the game
<2022-04-19T01:54:59.000Z> MolotovCocktail: thanks for letting me know
<2022-04-25T07:06:27.000Z> MolotovCocktail: hey brother!
<2022-04-25T07:06:33.000Z> MolotovCocktail: hope you're doing well
<2022-04-25T07:06:51.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i actually can't see the images right now because their is maintenance going on
<2022-04-25T07:07:07.000Z> MolotovCocktail: but it's nice to hear from you :D
<2022-04-26T09:22:47.000Z> Chance attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/cb90e365879e30edbe7d2cffbb8721a347bc679bc5e0d169073e741bd8843a5a.jpg
<2022-04-26T17:55:21.000Z> MolotovCocktail: ha! nice!
<2022-04-26T19:01:21.000Z> MolotovCocktail: neon signs are cyberpunk af
<2022-04-26T19:01:31.000Z> MolotovCocktail: you like cyberpunk?
<2022-04-26T22:14:03.000Z> Chance: Yeah I like the cyberpunk aesthetic a bit 
<2022-04-26T22:25:23.000Z> MolotovCocktail: :pepe_happy:
<2022-05-01T06:12:38.000Z> MolotovCocktail: hey buddy just thought i'd say hey, miss you :ablobcatheart:
<2022-05-01T07:33:49.000Z> Chance: kiwifarms.cc/salt
<2022-05-01T07:34:12.000Z> Chance: you can keep up to date with me here. just dont let anyone know its me
<2022-05-01T08:05:50.000Z> MolotovCocktail: aw np man!
<2022-05-03T05:57:48.000Z> MolotovCocktail: followed you on your kf account!
<2022-05-04T08:09:00.000Z> Chance: thnx
<2022-05-04T08:09:25.000Z> MolotovCocktail: for sure brother
<2022-05-04T08:09:32.000Z> MolotovCocktail: how are you doing?
<2022-05-04T08:09:37.000Z> Chance: im doing decent
<2022-05-04T08:09:40.000Z> Chance: how r u
<2022-05-04T08:10:22.000Z> MolotovCocktail: pretty good
<2022-05-04T08:10:29.000Z> MolotovCocktail: been dealing with a lot of personal shit
<2022-05-04T08:10:43.000Z> MolotovCocktail: almost went mask-off at work amongst the normies
<2022-05-04T08:10:45.000Z> Chance: that sucks man. hope it gets better
<2022-05-04T08:10:50.000Z> MolotovCocktail: ngl it's been stessful
<2022-05-04T08:11:12.000Z> MolotovCocktail: thanks chance
<2022-05-04T08:11:27.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i hate normies so much >:(
<2022-05-04T08:11:58.000Z> Chance: my life has been improving a good bit. for once lol. its about time
<2022-05-04T08:12:13.000Z> Chance: i dont have to deal with mask normies. but i do have to deal with other forms of normies
<2022-05-04T08:13:09.000Z> MolotovCocktail: really?? good! aw that's great to hear man
<2022-05-04T08:13:17.000Z> MolotovCocktail: true true
<2022-05-04T08:13:47.000Z> Chance: yeah. i went on a retreat a few weeks ago and something changed. its really noticeable. 
<2022-05-04T08:13:54.000Z> MolotovCocktail: :o
<2022-05-04T08:14:05.000Z> MolotovCocktail: that's awesome man i'm glad for you :)
<2022-05-04T08:14:19.000Z> MolotovCocktail: about time you had a change of luck
<2022-05-04T08:14:41.000Z> Chance: yeah. even better i have some options for girls rn
<2022-05-04T08:14:51.000Z> Chance: potential options
<2022-05-04T08:14:58.000Z> MolotovCocktail: no way!
<2022-05-04T08:15:03.000Z> MolotovCocktail: haha that's awesome
<2022-05-04T08:15:23.000Z> MolotovCocktail: bask in brother you were meant to be a pimp :3:
<2022-05-04T08:15:48.000Z> Chance: yeah. my sister keeps telling me about this girl who is essentially begging to see me again
<2022-05-04T08:15:56.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oooooh :O
<2022-05-04T08:16:02.000Z> Chance: and theres another one im thinking of asking out
<2022-05-04T08:16:20.000Z> MolotovCocktail: 😎 
<2022-05-04T08:16:54.000Z> Chance: so i guess ill see what happens
<2022-05-04T08:17:15.000Z> MolotovCocktail: that's awesome
<2022-05-04T08:17:30.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i'm happy for you man i know you have been working hard
<2022-05-04T08:17:31.000Z> MolotovCocktail: btw
<2022-05-04T08:17:42.000Z> MolotovCocktail: idk if you remember me but we were friends before
<2022-05-04T08:17:45.000Z> Chance: the girl who really wants to see me is tied to some other... less than desired people. which is a shame. nothing wrong with them really but they are just odd. shes fine tho.
<2022-05-04T08:17:54.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i used to be Schizo @i_hate_the_antichrist
<2022-05-04T08:18:01.000Z> Chance: i kind of figured that was you
<2022-05-04T08:18:10.000Z> MolotovCocktail: good
<2022-05-04T08:18:19.000Z> MolotovCocktail: no wayyyy lol
<2022-05-04T08:18:52.000Z> MolotovCocktail: 😅 
<2022-05-04T08:19:05.000Z> Chance: idk. i just had a gut feeling lol
<2022-05-04T08:19:47.000Z> MolotovCocktail: well you were right lol
<2022-05-04T08:20:01.000Z> Chance: i must be gifted
<2022-05-04T08:20:10.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i wouldn't doubt it
<2022-05-04T08:20:55.000Z> MolotovCocktail: how much do you weight now? i've actually been doing bad and gain about 20lbs, i'm at 185lbs x_x
<2022-05-04T08:20:58.000Z> Chance: but yeah. i went to this church event on sunday and i could swear this girl was sneaking looks the entire time. we were the only 2 people in leather jackets
<2022-05-04T08:21:13.000Z> Chance: im at 191 or so now
<2022-05-04T08:21:16.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oooh leather jackets thats cool
<2022-05-04T08:21:24.000Z> MolotovCocktail: impressive!
<2022-05-04T08:21:38.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i have a faux leather jacket XD
<2022-05-04T08:21:49.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i hate that i gained weight again
<2022-05-04T08:21:52.000Z> Chance: im doing a 1400 or less calories diet this week
<2022-05-04T08:22:02.000Z> MolotovCocktail: at least you've been steady losing
<2022-05-04T08:22:08.000Z> MolotovCocktail: what!
<2022-05-04T08:22:12.000Z> Chance: yeah. slow but steady
<2022-05-04T08:22:17.000Z> MolotovCocktail: holy shit i gotta step up
<2022-05-04T08:22:37.000Z> Chance: im on 1200 today. i feel fine for some reason. other days when i ate more i felt worse
<2022-05-04T08:22:51.000Z> MolotovCocktail: dude thats awesome
<2022-05-04T08:22:52.000Z> Chance: like im hungry. but its not a painful hungry
<2022-05-04T08:23:04.000Z> MolotovCocktail: you are a motivation
<2022-05-04T08:23:09.000Z> MolotovCocktail: right right
<2022-05-04T08:23:11.000Z> MolotovCocktail: nice
<2022-05-04T08:23:20.000Z> Chance: on the bad news i chipped my tooth
<2022-05-04T08:23:47.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i remember when i was at my goal weight i would just snack of cucumbers and hummus or grapes and it kept me grounded
<2022-05-04T08:23:57.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oof, how?
<2022-05-04T08:24:08.000Z> Chance: what was your goal weight?
<2022-05-04T08:24:22.000Z> Chance: idk. a little piece just fell off. im calling the dentist tomorrow
<2022-05-04T08:24:34.000Z> MolotovCocktail: huh
<2022-05-04T08:24:37.000Z> MolotovCocktail: good
<2022-05-04T08:24:41.000Z> MolotovCocktail: 165
<2022-05-04T08:24:42.000Z> Chance: my teeth ahve always sucked. honestly i think coffee is a big issue for my teeth. 
<2022-05-04T08:25:11.000Z> Chance: it doesnt seem to matter what i do they just suck and get cavities and break 
<2022-05-04T08:25:14.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oooh for sure i can see that when i went to see a dentist he said coffee and tea are staining tf out of my teeth
<2022-05-04T08:25:27.000Z> MolotovCocktail: huh
<2022-05-04T08:25:36.000Z> MolotovCocktail: maybe it's genetic
<2022-05-04T08:25:37.000Z> Chance: yeah my teeth are stained from coffee. 
<2022-05-04T08:25:48.000Z> Chance: probably genetic yes. ill see what the denist says
<2022-05-04T08:25:53.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i hate it i look british lol
<2022-05-04T08:26:13.000Z> Chance: my teeth look good. they are just not... good teeth
<2022-05-04T08:26:28.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i'm at 185 now i don't feel good, mentally or psychically 
<2022-05-04T08:26:31.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oh i hear ya
<2022-05-04T08:26:49.000Z> Chance: on the note of weight goals. i dont have a weight goal. i have a fat percent goal. i want to get a lower fat % and then build muscle
<2022-05-04T08:27:01.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i haven't made love to my fiance in like a week because i'm self-conscious 
<2022-05-04T08:27:13.000Z> MolotovCocktail: and i can tell she's getting restless
<2022-05-04T08:27:19.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i feel bad :(
<2022-05-04T08:27:57.000Z> MolotovCocktail: ooooh interesting, that's something similar i wanna do. i wanna drop below my goal weight and then start bulking
<2022-05-04T08:28:02.000Z> Chance: 20 pounds is a good chunk. but like. if she loves you then i dont think she would have a huge problem with it as long as you start losing it
<2022-05-04T08:28:35.000Z> MolotovCocktail: she doesn'
<2022-05-04T08:28:49.000Z> Chance: i know some weird couples that clearly have a lot of sex based off how many kids they have. its usually a fat woman. but still. 
<2022-05-04T08:28:52.000Z> MolotovCocktail: she doesn't, but it's just me being self-conscious 
<2022-05-04T08:29:02.000Z> MolotovCocktail: wat lol
<2022-05-04T08:29:29.000Z> Chance: i hear you. i dont like going shirtless. never have. i always felt gross
<2022-05-04T08:29:46.000Z> MolotovCocktail: ugh yeah that's the worst part right now
<2022-05-04T08:30:10.000Z> MolotovCocktail: then i'm upset at myself for letting me get to that point...
<2022-05-04T08:30:13.000Z> MolotovCocktail: it's a shitshow
<2022-05-04T08:30:24.000Z> MolotovCocktail: anyway i'm glad you're doing good :)
<2022-05-04T08:30:34.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i'm sure i'll bounce back sooner than later
<2022-05-04T08:30:54.000Z> Chance: you just got to get back on it. you cant expect to never fuck up lol
<2022-05-04T08:31:06.000Z> MolotovCocktail: lmao for sure
<2022-05-04T08:31:10.000Z> MolotovCocktail: thanks man
<2022-05-04T08:31:17.000Z> MolotovCocktail: it helps to talk about this :)
<2022-05-04T08:31:44.000Z> MolotovCocktail: so you've been going to church then? i miss it i haven't been in decades
<2022-05-04T08:32:46.000Z> Chance: i started going again in august 2021. but i wasnt really there. i was there but i wasnt. i only really started actually going to church a few weeks ago. legit had an awakening of worts
<2022-05-04T08:33:00.000Z> Chance: sorts*
<2022-05-04T08:34:40.000Z> MolotovCocktail: nice man :)
<2022-05-04T08:34:59.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i'm a lapsed catholic i haven't really been religious in a while
<2022-05-04T08:35:24.000Z> Chance: God will never not be inviting you back
<2022-05-04T08:35:33.000Z> MolotovCocktail: but lately (because of poast believe it or not) i've started praying and talking to god
<2022-05-04T08:35:47.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i feel aa big difference
<2022-05-04T08:36:04.000Z> MolotovCocktail: for sure i feel that now
<2022-05-04T08:36:05.000Z> Chance: daily rosaries do wonders for me
<2022-05-04T08:36:26.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oh thats a great idea! i used to have rosaries as a child i should get some
<2022-05-04T08:36:39.000Z> Chance: my biggest downfall rn is that when i get worn out from work and im super tired i dont think properly and fall back on my old ways a bit. 
<2022-05-04T08:36:55.000Z> MolotovCocktail: mhm i feel ya
<2022-05-04T08:37:24.000Z> Chance: when im fully alert i can control myself pretty well. when im super tired like after work or right when i wake up im not completely there and do stuff i regret
<2022-05-04T08:37:41.000Z> MolotovCocktail: yup, 100% i'm the same way
<2022-05-04T08:38:47.000Z> Chance: like i dont watch porn but when im super tired i cant seem to control the horny and end up jerking off without porn. and then as i become awake i get pissed off
<2022-05-04T08:40:20.000Z> MolotovCocktail: brooo i know what just you mean
<2022-05-04T08:40:46.000Z> MolotovCocktail: especially with all these anime coomers here it makes me feel like well maybe it's ok >_<
<2022-05-04T08:41:01.000Z> Chance: yeah. thats partially why i left
<2022-05-04T08:41:09.000Z> MolotovCocktail: it's never okay, it may not be regular pr0n but it's a slippery slope
<2022-05-04T08:41:35.000Z> Chance: they are all fake. ar15 legitimately renounced his religion and stopped promoting it on his profile so he could look at anime boobs
<2022-05-04T08:42:19.000Z> MolotovCocktail: ...
<2022-05-04T08:42:20.000Z> Chance: "sfw" anime still gets me sometimes. but not very often. 
<2022-05-04T08:42:21.000Z> MolotovCocktail: what
<2022-05-04T08:42:34.000Z> MolotovCocktail: good
<2022-05-04T08:42:38.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i need to work on it
<2022-05-04T08:42:45.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i don't want the temptation
<2022-05-04T08:42:48.000Z> Chance: yeah. he did that. he removed the catholic symbols form his name and everything
<2022-05-04T08:42:54.000Z> MolotovCocktail: :(
<2022-05-04T08:43:13.000Z> Chance: total fakes
<2022-05-04T08:43:32.000Z> MolotovCocktail: that's a shame
<2022-05-04T08:44:02.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i try to respect poast's anime fandom but honestly i don't even watch anime
<2022-05-04T08:44:04.000Z> Chance: im a complete foot fag degenerate so "sfw" anime feet can fuck me up. honestly i hate myself for it a bit but i didnt choose to be like this
<2022-05-04T08:44:07.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i just dont get it
<2022-05-04T08:44:11.000Z> MolotovCocktail: it's cartoons
<2022-05-04T08:44:20.000Z> Chance: its cartoons for coomers
<2022-05-04T08:44:49.000Z> MolotovCocktail: haha i know what you mean
<2022-05-04T08:44:53.000Z> MolotovCocktail: for real
<2022-05-04T08:44:55.000Z> MolotovCocktail: ugh
<2022-05-04T08:44:58.000Z> MolotovCocktail: it's a struggle
<2022-05-04T08:46:01.000Z> Chance: despite my bad rep and everyones general disgust of me of the farms im still better off there than here
<2022-05-04T08:46:49.000Z> Chance: people hate me for so much shit over there
<2022-05-04T08:46:54.000Z> MolotovCocktail: that's good
<2022-05-04T08:47:08.000Z> MolotovCocktail: why would they hate you?? you're pretty level-headed
<2022-05-04T08:47:15.000Z> MolotovCocktail: more so than other's i've talked to
<2022-05-04T08:48:13.000Z> MolotovCocktail: @whiteman_ is cool
<2022-05-04T08:48:18.000Z> Chance: they hate me for that reason. being religious. having morals and standards. calling people out for shit. and they always fall back to my foot fetish as some kind of own like everything i say is now null and void
<2022-05-04T08:48:19.000Z> MolotovCocktail: btw he's asked about you
<2022-05-04T08:48:34.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i didn't tell him about your kw account though
<2022-05-04T08:48:53.000Z> Chance: what was he askin?
<2022-05-04T08:49:05.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oooh same as poast then. shame
<2022-05-04T08:49:23.000Z> MolotovCocktail: he was just wondering where you were, said he hasn't seen you in a while
<2022-05-04T08:49:36.000Z> MolotovCocktail: brb lemme check the chat log i had with him
<2022-05-04T08:49:41.000Z> Chance: you can tell him im doing good
<2022-05-04T08:51:33.000Z> MolotovCocktail: me on the left https://i.poastcdn.org/93243d226209417ebd0d6bba8ee2a351e52c7fd0f61237cb63ad01e9145e02d2.jpg
<2022-05-04T08:51:56.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i will :)
<2022-05-04T08:52:08.000Z> MolotovCocktail: shall i tell him you said hi??
<2022-05-04T08:52:11.000Z> Chance: yes
<2022-05-04T08:52:49.000Z> MolotovCocktail: cool beans i bet it will excite him
<2022-05-04T08:53:09.000Z> MolotovCocktail: apparently he's in SW america chilling with family
<2022-05-04T08:53:21.000Z> MolotovCocktail: he's been seeing a lot mexicans which kinda has him blackpilled lol
<2022-05-04T08:53:35.000Z> MolotovCocktail: but he's pretty normal
<2022-05-04T08:53:43.000Z> Chance: the midwest is the same. mexicans everywhere. the town over from me is packed with em
<2022-05-04T08:53:50.000Z> MolotovCocktail: ugh
<2022-05-04T08:54:23.000Z> MolotovCocktail: wait, i meant me on the right* sorry. whiteman_ is on the left
<2022-05-04T08:54:30.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i've had a few drink my bad x_x
<2022-05-04T08:54:33.000Z> Chance: yeah i figured that out
<2022-05-04T08:54:36.000Z> Chance: lol
<2022-05-04T08:54:36.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i should eat something
<2022-05-04T08:54:40.000Z> MolotovCocktail: lol cool
<2022-05-04T08:55:23.000Z> MolotovCocktail: damn so youre still getting flack even on kiwifarms?
<2022-05-04T08:55:47.000Z> Chance: yeah. that girl bot likes to jump into threads and post screenshots out of context
<2022-05-04T08:56:04.000Z> Chance: she has a problem with me but is too childish to talk like an adult
<2022-05-04T08:56:35.000Z> Chance: i used to make femboy jokes and she uses that to try and discredit me in arguments and assassinate my character
<2022-05-04T08:57:03.000Z> Chance: i was a fucked up person in my early fedi days. so i have a lot of ammo to be used against me. 
<2022-05-04T08:57:03.000Z> MolotovCocktail: wtf
<2022-05-04T08:57:11.000Z> MolotovCocktail: oooh i hear ya
<2022-05-04T08:57:16.000Z> MolotovCocktail: jeez how petty though
<2022-05-04T08:57:25.000Z> Chance: she essentially does drive by character assassinations 
<2022-05-04T08:57:34.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i've seen her username a lot around here but she seems to de-federated 
<2022-05-04T08:57:45.000Z> Chance: yeah she is kicked off a lot of places
<2022-05-04T08:57:53.000Z> MolotovCocktail: ha, make sense why now
<2022-05-04T08:58:08.000Z> Chance: she pretends to be this high moral person but in reality she is just another basic bitch
<2022-05-04T08:58:15.000Z> MolotovCocktail: smh
<2022-05-04T08:58:47.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i hate petty people like that
<2022-05-04T08:59:24.000Z> MolotovCocktail: sounds like she's an attention whore
<2022-05-04T08:59:36.000Z> MolotovCocktail: she's not de-federated on kf though?
<2022-05-04T09:00:20.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i've been thinking of join other instances just so i can see the defederated comments lol
<2022-05-04T09:00:21.000Z> Chance: she likes to shame me for my downfalls but then she got exposed for doing way worse shit. im a worthless sack of shit for liking feet but she got exposed begging people online to fuck her throat
<2022-05-04T09:00:50.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i've heard she's an onlyfans girl or something earlier
<2022-05-04T09:01:00.000Z> Chance: she isnt defederated from kf.cc because thats the instance she uses
<2022-05-04T09:01:26.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i like my fiances feet if it's any consolation. except when they're stinky lol she's the same way
<2022-05-04T09:01:28.000Z> MolotovCocktail: ooooh
<2022-05-04T09:01:32.000Z> Chance: yeah. she refuses to deny having one. and she makes it sound like she does. which is funny because she hates porn and shames people for watching it and making it
<2022-05-04T09:01:45.000Z> MolotovCocktail: wtf
<2022-05-04T09:01:58.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i'm kinda glad she de-federated now lol
<2022-05-04T09:02:42.000Z> Chance: she has daddys money, hasnt worked a day in her life, but goes on and on about how other poeple are lazzy and makes fun of poor people
<2022-05-04T09:02:58.000Z> MolotovCocktail: idk i just like women, idc what body part lol
<2022-05-04T09:03:08.000Z> MolotovCocktail: wtf
<2022-05-04T09:03:15.000Z> MolotovCocktail: fuck that bitch
<2022-05-04T09:03:18.000Z> Chance: im similar. i have a great appreciation for the female form. all of it. 
<2022-05-04T09:03:19.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i hate entitled people
<2022-05-04T09:03:27.000Z> MolotovCocktail: right??
<2022-05-04T09:04:34.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i gotta eat something broski i'm getting dizzy
<2022-05-04T09:04:44.000Z> MolotovCocktail: it was nice catching up with you
<2022-05-04T09:04:58.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i will tell @whiteman_ you said hey :)
<2022-05-04T09:06:24.000Z> MolotovCocktail: lmao @ you knowing it was me the whole time :pepe_laugh:
<2022-05-04T09:06:46.000Z> MolotovCocktail: i'm guessing its the way i talked??
<2022-05-04T09:16:15.000Z> Chance: I have to sleep. Hopefully this goes through 
<2022-05-04T09:16:30.000Z> Chance: Server keeps interrupting me 
<2022-05-04T09:20:00.000Z> Chance: It was nice talking again 
<2022-05-04T09:26:50.000Z> MolotovCocktail: server was finicky on my end too. gn fren