<2022-11-02T13:03:24.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: It’s me RoyalJohnny, this’ll be my account from now on
<2022-11-02T14:05:05.000Z> KashKustomer: Obkb
<2022-11-04T00:37:32.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: If I didn’t give condolences for your doxxing I apologize 
<2022-11-04T00:38:23.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I do hope you’re doing ok. 
<2022-11-04T00:58:25.000Z> KashKustomer: Oh no I'm talking about Sven Nike Rand and a bunch of others, Nike does still sometimes interact but it would seem I'm a shunned entity 
<2022-11-04T13:01:03.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: http://mugicha.club/@RahowasaurusRex1979/posts/APGE1ZXLZtCXvXAIvA
<2022-11-17T20:35:05.000Z> KashKustomer: Arrrrgggghhhh...I asked Tomboy GF out this morning, she hasn't said no...I should be on cloud 9
<2022-11-17T20:35:33.000Z> KashKustomer: Instead last night I googled my mother's name & found her obituary 
<2022-11-17T20:36:52.000Z> KashKustomer: And despite her being...EVIL! I am stuck mourning a woman who abandoned me at 14 & hid my sister's rapist - her new husband- from the law
<2022-11-17T20:37:32.000Z> KashKustomer: People think I'm heartless and man sometimes I wish it was true
<2022-11-17T22:47:44.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: It means you’re human. 
<2022-11-17T22:52:23.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I’m sorry for not responding right away. Mugicha chat was on the Fritz for me and I had to deal with surprise crazy stuff at work. 
<2022-11-17T22:55:54.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Despite how much of an evil scumbag she was she still gave birth to you. And that’s a bond that’s hard to sever. But you should let the grief wash through instead of trying to fight it. Feel and flow with it, and then keep living
<2022-11-17T22:57:27.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: What I do in hard times is that I cry things out how long it might take and then find something to do, y’know? 
<2022-11-17T23:16:32.000Z> KashKustomer: It's an odd bit 
<2022-11-17T23:18:49.000Z> KashKustomer: I never wanted to look her up because I'd probably lay into her & she'd kill herself so lotta effort for little purpose...but to frame it properly I was just about to turn 29 when she died
<2022-11-17T23:19:55.000Z> KashKustomer: Or, 13 years ago
<2022-11-18T00:22:12.000Z> KashKustomer: youtu.be/LXPJ8r_r5XQ
<2022-11-18T00:22:23.000Z> KashKustomer: Literally an ancestor 
<2022-11-18T00:23:09.000Z> KashKustomer: Friedel was a luftwaffe mechanic and inventor of the Superbike
<2022-11-18T00:32:39.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Tfw I don’t have any cool ancestors 
<2022-11-19T02:21:03.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I think I'm seriously mentally ill
<2022-11-19T02:21:50.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I'm not trying to be "cool" or anything, but regardless of whether or not I'm on meds I always seem to have this aggression and distorted balance in me.
<2022-11-19T02:23:11.000Z> KashKustomer: Meh tbh dude I have much the same. But you have a jarring style with how you express it.
<2022-11-19T02:23:58.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I hope one day we meet, I'll buy you a drink as an apology for having to deal with my animalistic autism. You've treated me better than I deserve even though you deal with shit someone as solid as you doesn't deserve daily.
<2022-11-19T02:24:03.000Z> KashKustomer: This is a disgusting world, with equal and opposite reactions 
<2022-11-19T02:24:50.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I have a child's view of justice
<2022-11-19T02:24:57.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Good people need to be rewarded
<2022-11-19T02:25:16.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Bad people need their heads twisted like ants and left to squirm on the ground
<2022-11-19T02:25:39.000Z> KashKustomer: It only sounds bad
<2022-11-19T02:25:57.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Jarring like scary or disgusting?
<2022-11-19T02:26:05.000Z> KashKustomer: Until one realizes what "bad people" are like
<2022-11-19T02:27:40.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I have a very black and White sense of empathy
<2022-11-19T02:28:35.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: If I was a doctor I would gladly let the elderly relative of some zionist fedi sperg rot alive from bedsores while laughing at them.
<2022-11-19T02:29:19.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Meanwhile whenever I see people I like, such as you or others, go through hardship I feel like a piece of shit that I can't just wield power and force the state to support them for life
<2022-11-19T02:31:16.000Z> KashKustomer: Dude
<2022-11-19T02:34:24.000Z> KashKustomer: If only Tomboy GF says yes, I will be the happiest "slave" you ever saw. She is miraculous, an actual lady. It will be interesting to see what happens, but, you just need to find that broad to be super protecc sperg for. Natural af
<2022-11-19T02:36:52.000Z> KashKustomer: Right now is that pregnant pause Norm spoke of: I placed a bet yesterday. Until she reallly answers me, I'm like a guy with a lottery ticket or race bet in hand: from now until the call, anything can happen
<2022-11-19T02:41:21.000Z> KashKustomer: My dreams may be dashed to bits in mere days - this is, imho, the most likely outcome - but in the meantime, I still have a shot, she is miracle girl who doesn't care that I'm some rock n roll nazi hobo
<2022-11-22T13:06:34.000Z> KashKustomer: Lol she has a bf, most ovcouuuursh moment ever
<2022-11-22T13:07:07.000Z> KashKustomer: She was real sweet about though, 9/10 would fail again
<2022-11-22T13:54:56.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Something similar happened to me years ago. I’m sorry, but you’re cool enough that you’ll make it in that department.
<2022-12-03T17:18:49.000Z> KashKustomer: No posting retardationI'm incognitusyoutu.be/wRbb0872eds
<2022-12-03T17:21:44.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Thanks for sending, I’ll try to listen when I work out 
<2022-12-03T17:23:00.000Z> KashKustomer: It's different lol, maybe during warmups but it def isn't lifting music
<2022-12-04T02:43:13.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I get your point but Tbf I’d have people on fedi put to death legally if I had the chance for slighting me. Idk maybe I’m just maladjusted 
<2022-12-04T02:47:33.000Z> KashKustomer: So many other, better ways to dominate
<2022-12-04T02:48:53.000Z> KashKustomer: Making some rando take ALL your verbal shit, and take his Bitch Walk, is about as satisfying as combat, and less risky
<2022-12-04T02:52:20.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: True, but I have deep anger and a compulsion to destroy my enemies. 
<2022-12-04T02:54:36.000Z> KashKustomer: That's ok
<2022-12-04T02:54:45.000Z> KashKustomer: Just focus
<2022-12-05T13:53:29.000Z> KashKustomer: ARGGGG 
<2022-12-05T13:53:52.000Z> KashKustomer: She's had 2 days and hasn't listened yet
<2022-12-05T13:54:08.000Z> KashKustomer: Cynicism.exe
<2022-12-05T14:15:03.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: To your song?
<2022-12-05T23:10:42.000Z> KashKustomer: Yup
<2022-12-07T02:42:21.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Your roommate was NSA? 
<2022-12-07T02:43:26.000Z> KashKustomer: The TRS vetted guy? Yeah midnite drunk confession that he worked for them while in the Chair Force. Vetted by DFWgang
<2022-12-07T02:43:42.000Z> KashKustomer: I live in my fucking truck because of that nigger
<2022-12-07T02:44:22.000Z> KashKustomer: Nike and that white nigger from Hate House came on my show and I ran it down
<2022-12-07T02:44:45.000Z> KashKustomer: They were gone after the break and stopped talking to me
<2022-12-07T02:45:21.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Ridgeway? 
<2022-12-07T02:46:15.000Z> KashKustomer: Ridgeway left TRS btw
<2022-12-07T02:47:16.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Yeah he’s on Amerikaner now
<2022-12-07T02:47:25.000Z> KashKustomer attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/5c1945d8e130b9de72db1cecb4011e4e6d36848f8d2217dd16c5bdc77d6d0a1f.jpg
<2022-12-07T02:49:49.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I know this isn’t worth much. But I’m really sorry you had to/have go through this 
<2022-12-07T02:50:55.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: And I’m not just saying that. It hurts when people I like have to endure hardships
<2022-12-07T02:54:36.000Z> KashKustomer: In case you didn't  see it before, this wasn't written about some vague (((system))) 
<2022-12-07T02:55:02.000Z> KashKustomer: But the WNs who I could already tell were going to hang me out to dry
<2022-12-07T02:55:06.000Z> KashKustomer: youtu.be/vAJn0ANzi5w
<2022-12-07T02:55:52.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I have an idea about who that post is directed to 
<2022-12-07T02:58:54.000Z> KashKustomer: Which?
<2022-12-07T03:00:52.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: The screenshot you shared here. Sorry the chat on my new instance is a bit wonky
<2022-12-07T03:49:08.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Kash I really don’t want to be pulled into KF shit 
<2022-12-07T03:52:30.000Z> KashKustomer: Just mute thread then dude. My advice if you want to continue TRS affiliation is to just let me fight my fight alone when it's this subject. Other people have my back, but tbh I'm fine by myself, so don't let me splash on you
<2022-12-07T03:55:30.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: When it comes to TRS and you I’d never “Well acthually…” post against you. When it comes to KF ever since they caused all that shit on poast I’m always kind of on my toes around them is all. 
<2022-12-07T03:56:36.000Z> KashKustomer: Fucking Porgi called me a liar
<2022-12-07T03:56:53.000Z> KashKustomer: 🙄
<2022-12-07T03:57:48.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: My concerns aren’t “Oh this could look bad on me.” I’m not the best person but I’m not a punk. KF attention is like calling the eye of Sauron and the last thing I need is them scouring through my shit.
<2022-12-07T03:59:39.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: That’s one of the main reasons I nuked my poast and moved onto a smaller instance 
<2022-12-07T04:00:13.000Z> KashKustomer: Ok I get that
<2022-12-07T04:03:48.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: My concern isn’t “Oh no, I have to pick a side or save face.” I don’t have face to save. My concerns are equal parts “I wish I could settle these beefs and everyone gets along but I can’t do that without unintentionally stepping on toes. And I also have to worry about bad eyes looking for a bite.”
<2022-12-07T04:08:50.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: So I’m not worried about you splashing on me. I’m worried about malicious outsiders taking advantage of your rightful anger at a situation to just fuck with everyone and put them in jeopardy. 
<2022-12-07T04:11:18.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Just to be clear: I have nothing against you posting about what you went through. It’s unfair what happened and you as a man have a right to air grievances. I just know t if these KF types are psychopaths protected from consequences.
<2022-12-07T04:13:14.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: That these* sorry my spell check is as retarded as I am 
<2022-12-07T04:18:54.000Z> KashKustomer: The thing about KFers is that while many spergs sperg away, they're not generally wrong about TRS. The TRS thread, while a big pile to sort through, is overall sobering.
<2022-12-07T04:19:39.000Z> KashKustomer: Pond is going to forward my messages to Sven: I want to kick yoyr faggot
<2022-12-07T04:20:03.000Z> KashKustomer: Contractor's Kid Ass
<2022-12-07T04:20:15.000Z> KashKustomer: Kill Yourself 
<2022-12-07T04:20:30.000Z> KashKustomer: And I want the last 5 years of my fucking life back
<2022-12-07T04:21:06.000Z> KashKustomer: Oh and TRS has nothing to offer me, and nothing to threaten me with but a good time
<2022-12-07T04:21:28.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I’m not concerned about whether or not they shit on TRS. That’s a given for KF since big organizations always have have goss. I’m concerned about if I get cyberstalked by a rando over some petty thread beef I long forgot about 
<2022-12-07T04:22:40.000Z> KashKustomer: True
<2022-12-07T04:23:25.000Z> KashKustomer: Just saying in the future just don't involve yourself in those threads because War isn't coming, it's here.
<2022-12-07T04:26:48.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: The podcast vs antipodcast threads?
<2022-12-07T04:27:58.000Z> KashKustomer: Basically 
<2022-12-07T04:28:40.000Z> KashKustomer: Because even without tagging doob,  they're probably getting looked at, or will be eventually 
<2022-12-07T04:28:52.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Tbf in this thread I wasn’t involved in the comments aside from you tagging me with pond and Bob ross
<2022-12-07T04:31:17.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Doob is ok afaik
<2022-12-07T04:33:55.000Z> KashKustomer: He seems to be like me. Truth matters, I seek it. I already had to leave scenes because they didn't match reality, like the non jwoke conspiracy scene. 
<2022-12-07T04:35:27.000Z> KashKustomer: Yeah so it shouldn't really do anything, but literally you three are the only ones who said fuck all. I know Bob from the 504um & NHTB, pond and you. They didn't even make a SHOW, go through the motions.
<2022-12-07T04:35:40.000Z> KashKustomer: Nike just lied using God's name LOL
<2022-12-07T04:35:52.000Z> KashKustomer attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/9110e3e81878a80d2960f737298a82aba19ee503fbf992c0bd23146e28df509c.jpg
<2022-12-07T04:42:17.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I’m probably gonna conk out soon. So if I don’t respond I’m probably asleep. Past few weeks have been a killer. Half because work, half because I have poor mental health. If I disappear randomly from fedi one of these days unless I say otherwise beforehand I didn’t Cobain myself. I’m just destroyed from stress in general 
<2022-12-07T04:43:54.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I know this means nothing coming from some Iranian autist but I truly am upset about this whole thing you had to deal with. I wish things were better and less full of misery in general.
<2022-12-07T04:53:13.000Z> KashKustomer: Nah dude you're a genuine bro
<2022-12-07T04:53:36.000Z> KashKustomer: I feel ta man. I was BAD until I found Tomboy.
<2022-12-07T04:55:04.000Z> KashKustomer: I'm unwashed and smelly and don't care at that point. Back in my hometown with tail between legs, defeated. Not kill myself time, but I didn't care about having a future
<2022-12-07T04:55:38.000Z> KashKustomer: I went to Starbucks to shit wash my face & get hydrated and get on wifi.
<2022-12-07T04:56:15.000Z> KashKustomer: I hear this Tinkerbell voice, like I'm lost in the wilderness. It's so sweet, who is this?
<2022-12-07T04:56:35.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: My issue is that I’m currently living with relatives who are the complete opposite of me in ideology but just as neurotic and fucked up as me mentally. I’m not gonna get the girl and as much as it hurts I’ve accepted it.
<2022-12-07T04:58:03.000Z> KashKustomer: And I saw her, and Lord, my idea of perfection visually. I came out of the restroom a few days later...and she's waiting for the women's room. "I like your look" or some such. And she giggled and said "well I do like to be comfy!'
<2022-12-07T04:58:53.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I knew three girls like that, one withered and died from blood cancer/infection, the second came out as asexual due to mental issues/childhood abuse by biological dad
<2022-12-07T04:59:38.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: the last i had to accept I couldn’t have. She deserved better than me
<2022-12-07T05:00:35.000Z> KashKustomer: I mean dude, that rollercoaster...finding out my ma died...in 2009...I feel ya. Misery lives company, but while I was ready to roll my Barrel into the Athens square and start mocking Llato and fapping furiously, fate had a surprise. It can happen. Even if she ultimately sends me away, she "brought me back from being/too far gone"
<2022-12-07T05:00:50.000Z> KashKustomer: May you find such a blessing...
<2022-12-07T05:01:14.000Z> KashKustomer: >deserved better
<2022-12-07T05:01:36.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: My fear is that I snap from paranoia or get sick. Last week I had stress related weird heartbeat shit. Like Mike a minute fight it flight.
<2022-12-07T05:01:56.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Mile a minute* 
<2022-12-07T05:02:09.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: god forbid my spellcheck DO ITS FUCKIN JOB
<2022-12-07T05:02:57.000Z> KashKustomer: I think this myself, but her BF...if he can't put a ring on that, he obviously doesn't know what he has. Many such cases, and devotion, understanding, rapport, and appreciation are powerful things. These are the cornerstones of - laugh if you want to - that Anime ideal.
<2022-12-07T05:04:18.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I never laugh at genuine emotion
<2022-12-07T05:09:45.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I know this is gonna sound fucked yo but I hope the people who run that doxx site get irl retaliation. Like their dogs or cats nailed to their door. 
<2022-12-07T05:10:22.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Im tired of living in fear of everyone and everything. That shit turns you into the living dead 
<2022-12-07T05:14:04.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: And you know what sucks? I’m either a dulled stressed with meds, or I’m erratic on edge pulsating brain crazy despair off meds. 
<2022-12-07T05:16:07.000Z> KashKustomer: You need to find some Calm
<2022-12-07T05:16:23.000Z> KashKustomer: Look up Wim Hof breathing technique 
<2022-12-07T05:17:46.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: The only way I can find calm. I can’t say but you know what it would be. 
<2022-12-07T05:20:23.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: http://mugicha.club/@RahowasaurusRex1979/posts/AQBNUnNyHbWJRj5sCu
<2022-12-07T05:21:20.000Z> KashKustomer: "Resource Not Found"
<2022-12-07T05:21:48.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: My bad one sec
<2022-12-07T05:24:44.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: "Children of Ishmael, Crusaders of Anti-Terrorism, my brothers and sisters in Jesus Christ. You're in my heart. I say we take up the cross, Children of Ishmael, take up our guns, and knives and any sharp object, and spare no lives until our last breath and last ounce of energy. I am Ax Ishmael. I am the Anti-Terrorist of America...!"
<2022-12-07T05:26:16.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: And a picture of Oh Dae Su from Oldboy holding some bad guy hostage after pulling his teeth out
<2022-12-07T05:26:52.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: The image attachment feature is not cooperating because fuck things going right 
<2022-12-07T05:27:05.000Z> KashKustomer: Lol
<2022-12-07T05:27:17.000Z> KashKustomer: Code Coons
<2022-12-07T05:28:52.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I would pin that post on my profile but some people might not take too kindly to me quoting the vtech killer 
<2022-12-07T05:33:43.000Z> KashKustomer: I'm gonna crash before I start raging at some maintenance guys at the Murphy's gas blasting nigger rap after midnight
<2022-12-07T05:34:10.000Z> KashKustomer: It should be legal to shoot anyone playing rap
<2022-12-07T05:34:20.000Z> KashKustomer: Sadly, it isnt tho
<2022-12-07T05:34:54.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I used to listen to old school horrorcore because misanthropy
<2022-12-10T02:00:51.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I used to be obese and prediabetic, 237 at my peak, now I'm 173 as of today. Keep up the good work.
<2022-12-10T02:04:17.000Z> KashKustomer: That's a huge loss, congrats
<2022-12-11T15:44:15.000Z> KashKustomer: Lol did you notice the complete and utter radio silence response to those Lenny McLean videos? Must be hard being an Anglo
<2022-12-11T15:45:43.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: The Guvner guy? Wasn’t he anglo himself? 
<2022-12-11T15:46:12.000Z> KashKustomer: >McLean
<2022-12-11T15:47:27.000Z> KashKustomer: Imagine his backstory PLUS being a Mick in the East End where all the real rough limeys are
<2022-12-11T15:48:14.000Z> KashKustomer: There's lots of micks in England, York is "practically an Irish colony" and 100% of the Beatles were Gaelic
<2022-12-11T15:51:08.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Kash you know I’m not a high falootin big brain nigga 😭😭😭
<2022-12-11T15:51:35.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: 100 percent of the Beatles were GAY LICKS AMIRITE
<2022-12-11T15:52:39.000Z> KashKustomer: Oh no I have a brainfile of this shit built up to terrorise anglos with, as per tradition 
<2022-12-11T15:53:22.000Z> KashKustomer: Like they haven't had a Saxon king in 800 years...but a whole era of Scottish ones since, lol
<2022-12-11T15:54:25.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: It’s like with Iran, a lot of people forget that it isn’t a Persian ethnostate 
<2022-12-11T15:54:42.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Notice how I almost never call myself persian but Iranian 
<2022-12-21T19:22:46.000Z> KashKustomer: Lol at that faggot who was fucking with me now getting dragged
<2022-12-21T19:22:58.000Z> KashKustomer: Best Christmas ever! 🤣👌
<2022-12-21T19:32:12.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Which one, the sexpat living in Japan? 
<2022-12-21T19:54:55.000Z> KashKustomer: Jah
<2022-12-21T20:00:47.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Honestly I have utter contempt for most of these fedi people. More people need to have bolo machetes pulled on their throats to bring them down to Earth, happened to me and look how well adjusted I am
<2023-01-10T03:00:22.000Z> KashKustomer: Dude nunadez hos  
<2023-01-10T03:00:39.000Z> KashKustomer: Worth yo time
<2023-01-10T03:03:16.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: I know 
<2023-01-10T03:03:50.000Z> RahowasaurusRex1979@mugicha.club: Unlike most of fedi I admit I’m mentally ill with severe rage issues