<2022-09-06T14:54:16.000Z> KashKustomer: Watch this it's fairly short fren. I think it's important enough to DM it to you so you don't need to be seen as defending yourself or whatever.
<2022-09-06T14:54:23.000Z> KashKustomer: youtu.be/a0lb53KzOKY
<2022-09-06T14:55:28.000Z> KashKustomer: That guy was an extremely early trans woman who lived decades as a high profile woman and then detransitioned.
<2022-09-06T14:56:58.000Z> KashKustomer: Don't believe internet nazis? Just go listen to the regrets of those who went all in. I don't know you but it's like seeing a guy about to drive drunk, feel better not reading about a tragedy later.
<2022-09-06T15:05:34.000Z> 1iceloops123@shitposter.club: yes i heard about the old guy long time ago. but i feel like for myself. it more i want to seek help maybe do this when i am older and maybe rethink about it than. 
<2022-09-06T15:15:18.000Z> KashKustomer: Bro...you're going to die someday, right?
<2022-09-06T15:15:36.000Z> KashKustomer: Is it tomorrow? 100 years from now? Who knows
<2022-09-06T15:16:53.000Z> KashKustomer: I'm 42. Not exactly one foot in the grave but my brand is literally the regrets I have chasing dragons and tilting at windmills in the music scene. 
<2022-09-06T15:19:28.000Z> KashKustomer: You don't have time to waste. You only die once, you live all the time. I would be remiss at just flippantly going "kids will be kids", dude my "fucking up" was being a semisuccessful rock and metal dude. Putting aside a chunk of your young life to pursue playing at being a girl or whatever is easy to see as a future regret.
<2022-09-06T15:21:00.000Z> KashKustomer: In high school I was like "no way am I going to end up some homeless musician!" I was for years. 
<2022-09-06T15:22:32.000Z> 1iceloops123@shitposter.club: well i don't even consider myself as a girl or boy i consider myself both. and i was going to take it slow as i can even get a therapist. 
<2022-09-06T15:22:41.000Z> KashKustomer: Consider it, fren. Despite the harsh rhetoric you may see we just are familiar with the consequences of these things. We rail against it in the same way one doesn't just casually leave heroin around and tell young impressionable types "feels great!"
<2022-09-06T15:24:54.000Z> 1iceloops123@shitposter.club: i  am thinking "like i know i have an issue". as for transitioning i want get a better job and get my life sorted out  if i did that. but you never know i might forget about it like i did as a teen.
<2022-09-06T15:27:27.000Z> 1iceloops123@shitposter.club: i was thinking just doing hrt than but i figure wait sometime maybe i'd be just happy as a guy who like some feminine stuff. and i'd be ok with it.
<2022-09-06T15:34:20.000Z> 1iceloops123@shitposter.club: i don't think your freinds understand i am trying be smart with this. i know others be like fuck it. give me " insert drugs here".  mental health clinc tried that with me when i had social anixtey issues and it didn't work. i was easy for me just go outside and walk. i rather care about little things 
<2022-09-06T19:45:28.000Z> KashKustomer: Dude I "tried to be smart" about drugs and died twice on opiates. It's hard to be smart about harming yourself.
<2022-09-06T19:48:46.000Z> KashKustomer: Want to try HRT? Try TRT instead. You likely have extremely low testosterone. There's no permanent damage if you decide you don't like it. It's literally correcting your natural chemistry, not giving a man a woman's hormones.
<2022-09-06T19:50:09.000Z> KashKustomer: Stop eating soy, do not fucking touch fake meat - Impossible burgers have more estrogen than birth control pills ffs. Eat some good meat. 
<2022-09-06T19:55:22.000Z> 1iceloops123@shitposter.club: well I figured get a therapist. wait few years. do things and enjoy life change my situation. rethink if I really want to do it. and if I  did do things my way. like I don't even want to change my name. just my gender marker on things.
<2022-09-06T19:55:44.000Z> 1iceloops123@shitposter.club: you never know I might not like the idea in few years. 
<2022-09-06T20:00:18.000Z> KashKustomer: Well while therapists are their own ball of wax - many have been found out encouraging children to transition for instance - the cautious approach is best.
<2022-09-06T20:03:08.000Z> 1iceloops123@shitposter.club: I figure talk to a doctor first when I get to that point maybe ask them to bank fuild. I know you probably be like nah people shouldn't transition if they are a man. some of us have gender issues. mine was since I hit puberty and it hit me little too hard. like I would of probably killed myself back than. but I even felt like that.
<2022-09-06T20:03:11.000Z> KashKustomer: If you just want to be a guy who "enjoys a few girlie things" I'd say you can do that without trooning out. But maybe? Get some bloodwork done. See what your T levels look like. Many have taken TRT and seen their former predilections fade away. 
<2022-09-06T20:04:33.000Z> KashKustomer: I'll leave you with this: Fools Rush In. Watch your step and good luck.
<2022-09-06T20:08:07.000Z> 1iceloops123@shitposter.club: yeah and it why I am taking it slow you never know I might not like the idea in a 2 year time frame. I think whatever I do I just hope it is the right choice for me. and it what people need to understand I need to think what is best for me. like I told everyone in that thread I didn't care if people called me a guy. that's all I wanted to say.