<2021-09-19T07:21:14.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Howdy fren.This be Hortler/Big Fungus.You were always one of my favorite poasters so I thought I'd reach out
<2021-09-19T10:53:58.000Z> JSDorn: I thought so!
<2021-09-19T10:54:07.000Z> JSDorn: How are you bro?
<2021-09-19T10:56:16.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Kek I'd hope not but right on.I'm well enough but struggling mentally.I fucked with the Orthodoxy, but I'm currently working on learning Arabic and studying the Quran
<2021-09-19T10:57:38.000Z> JSDorn: Anything I can help with? 
<2021-09-19T10:58:16.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Oh just being a friend and calling me out for being shitty would likely go a long way.
<2021-09-19T10:59:06.000Z> JSDorn: Well stop being shitty. No religious text on its own will help you break free from addiction
<2021-09-19T10:59:36.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: I'm living a really unhealthy life and you're living my dream. There's probably room for assistance there
<2021-09-19T11:01:33.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Bit of delay on messaging.But yeah, alcoholism isn't the cause of my suffering.I'm completely alienated and it makes me suicidal sometimes
<2021-09-19T11:02:10.000Z> JSDorn: Okay
<2021-09-19T11:02:29.000Z> JSDorn: Well I'm glad to know that. You mentioned Xanax though and I wasn't sure if that was a joke
<2021-09-19T11:03:18.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Oh? In which scenario?
<2021-09-19T11:03:52.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: My self referential humor is extremely vague 
<2021-09-19T11:04:14.000Z> JSDorn: Alienation is unfortunately the crisis of our times. So common as to almost be cliche.
<2021-09-19T11:04:43.000Z> JSDorn: If no drugs than good. I'd still love you anyway bro, just want you to be ok
<2021-09-19T11:06:32.000Z> JSDorn: I'm not trying to sound ungrateful for what I have but even I feel really alienated. I have almost no friends IRL, and have lost some family connections over my refusal to take the vaxx. Thankfully my wife is with me, but apart from her and my daughter I'm not close with anybody at all.
<2021-09-19T11:09:21.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: I took a single dose of J+J vax. The powers that be and the fact that it doesn't even work has convinced me not to take a booster.I know that's your people, but fuck them for believing "science" is gospel
<2021-09-19T11:10:38.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Science is a method of understanding the Creator.Not an end unto itself.1K years ago one side was talking about miasma
<2021-09-19T11:12:25.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: I'm going to tag you into a private message over on the Husky app. 
<2021-09-19T11:12:28.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Brb
<2021-09-19T11:27:57.000Z> JSDorn: Cool. Thanks bro. Yeah it's ridiculous but your absolutely right