<2021-09-13T06:43:59.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Howdy señor. Heard there was recent fuckery? Glad to see you didn't get run off the internet by some antifa faggots
<2021-09-13T06:44:56.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: Yeah those fuckers. Idk how they even did some of it but yeah. It is what it is. Nothing left of anything with Distolero online anywhere 
<2021-09-13T06:49:51.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: I got hit by some script kiddies on Discord shortly after the last time I spoke to you on there.  They got into my webcam and were sending me pictures of myself I had never taken. Never using that shit again. Were you the only one affected? What all did they get?
<2021-09-13T07:04:04.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Found the thread on Twitter from the doxxers. Looks like they just used Facebook and hints you had dropped. At least there's nothing terrible in there. Really sorry that happened though. 
<2021-09-13T07:10:21.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Don't let them faggots keep you down man. This is pretty much the worst case scenario and nothing of value has been lost other than anonymity. Lick your wounds and keep going bro
<2021-09-13T15:03:31.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: Yeah basically never found anything except mean poasts and they were actually funny I've been told. Literally all that effort just for us to make fun of them lmao 
<2021-09-13T18:10:27.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: You should take it as a high compliment bro. In their blog you come right after Borzoi and Graf. Idk that BlueLight account was a bit sus as the kids say, but the previous drama surrounding Blade has already run off any of the purity spiral types. 
<2021-09-13T18:26:22.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: I'll share a little recent cringe from IRL. So I recently started taking L-Lysine and L-Arginine because LEZ mentions that it can potentiate alcohol, opiates, and caffeine. I thought hell yeah, I can finally be a cheap date. So I go to work at this shitty little bar and grill. I'm rocking a decent hangover and had a few beers to chill that out. Things are going well and it's just me and my nerdy coworker running the kitchen so I say hey, brb liquor store. I run across the street and grab a pint of Jim.Back at work, I drink that rather quickly but normally that wouldn't do very much for me.My memory starts to flicker at this point, but I know I asked my coworker if he's jewish. He gave me a disgusted look and said no. We move on, continue cooking and bantzing for the next couple hours. At this point my memory completely shuts off.Flash forward to noon and I awake in my bed, still a third of that pint left besides me. I had to have caused a mild scene because I'm a loud mouth and had already broached the JQ. I begin looking for my phone and discover that I had left work with 2 raw hamburger patties in my backpack. Not wrapped up or anything. Just raw beef chucked into my bag, probably after a Gibson tier rant.I go back to my work to see if my phone's still there. My KM is looking at me pissed but isn't mad enough to not say don't come back. I just didn't go back for my shift that night. And I'm now dreading having to walk in there today to grab my final check
<2021-09-13T20:24:08.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: Oh fuck. Damn. That's a lot. Uh apparently what LEZ said worked lmao
<2021-09-13T20:24:21.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: Do T beat yourself up about it we all been there 
<2021-09-13T21:04:05.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Lol yeah bro. Those two supplements are no fucking joke. Not beating myself up anymore. I went to get my check and shared a bashful chuckle with the QT 3.14 bartender. Lol not sure if you're just being nice and commiserating or if you've ever pulled a true Hasslehoff/Gibson. Would make for good content if you got such a story
<2021-09-13T21:04:58.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: Nothing like ranting or anything but I've lots of retarded shit while I was drunk lol
<2021-09-13T21:10:28.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Ha yeah that just comes with the territory. I've got lots of tard war stories. I've been such a heavy drinker for so long that it was insane to have blacked out off of so little. Highly recommend. 9/11, it was was the bomb
<2021-09-13T21:13:41.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: So are these just like regular old vitamins or something? Never heard of em I don't think
<2021-09-13T21:17:03.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: They're both amino acids. Not sure which episode LEZ discussed the topic but I know Larry was there. Might have been Hate House? I did very little research ahead of time. Popped two of each and went about what should have been a SOP sort of night.
<2021-09-13T21:17:49.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: How much they run ya? 
<2021-09-13T21:25:05.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: L-Lysine was <$10 and L-Arginine was <$20.They're still great for you even without the extra benefit. I've felt less anxious and depressed, although that could just be a placebo effect. Mood's still good though
<2021-09-13T21:26:24.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: Nice I might try those then. Shit might be able to find them in my mom's vitamin cabinet. Good looking out. Find a new job yet? 
<2021-09-13T21:29:30.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: I've just been doing day labor. I'm in Fargo and there's limited jobs that are walkable near me. I'm fine biking or bussing elsewhere, but it's going to be a motherfucker this winter. I've only been up here a couple months and locals just chuckle when I say I haven't done a winter here yet. -15 to -50 is what they say I can expect. 
<2021-09-13T21:55:09.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: Yeah I've heard it's gonna be rough. I'm assuming everyone is gonna have a rough winter this year tbh
<2021-09-13T21:57:00.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: You're probably used to it in Ohio though huh?I'm from Texas so this is going to be insane for me.
<2021-09-13T22:03:49.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: Well Ohio is weird cuz of the Ohio Valley being in a weird area where currents meet so the weather can be snowy all day and then like early summer the next. There was one winter where it never even snowed. Last winter we got a total of like 3 feet or something 
<2021-09-13T22:04:03.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: So uh buy some extra long John's I'll tell you that lol
<2021-09-13T22:08:21.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Yeah I know that thermals are a real life saver. Most people around here swear by Carhartt overalls but I was considering scamming a $1k full body snow suit. Then I could just wear whatever underneath
<2021-09-13T22:13:05.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: Nah there's cheaper ways of keeping warm without doing that. Honestly long johns tops and bottoms with nice thermal socks are your best bet. A whole suit is clunky but these go under your shirts and pants easy enough 
<2021-09-13T22:13:13.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: Also a heated blanket 
<2021-09-13T22:13:26.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: All of that maybe 150-200 bucks 
<2021-09-13T22:45:35.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: True. I'll see what I end up going with. The big draw to the snow suit is because I want to start snow shoeing. That shit burns like 500 calories per hour. Ever spent an hour on a stationary bike? Shit barely does anything other than getting heart rate up. 
<2021-09-13T22:50:47.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: Yeah bikes suck. Well if you're doing that yeah I'd go for it tbh. That's a hell of a work out 
<2021-09-13T22:59:01.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: You've done snow shoeing? Got tips? I've really got to start addressing weight loss. I dropped 50 lbs back in my 20's from just drinking heavily, never eating and raving.Now I've got organ damage from booze and that's not an option.Considering buying a bulk amount of meth, purifying it, and only taking 100mg a day. 
<2021-09-13T23:02:51.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: No I haven't, I just go and do yard maintenance in the snow lol just I know how much work THAT is.
<2021-09-13T23:03:03.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: What kind of damage? I've cut back a fuck ton
<2021-09-13T23:09:59.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Yeah that's a big fucking yard you got to dick with. I had a bout of acute Pancreatitis and alcoholic hepatitis hit about a year ago. I'm pretty sure the pancreas bit is going to be permanent. Didn't even know what it was until I was hit with what felt like a javelin right through my solar plexus for about a week straight. I had been donating plasma consistently but about a month ago my protein levels had suddenly dropped, which is a sign of pancreatic damage.The liver seems to be doing better tho.
<2021-09-14T03:21:41.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: What's alcoholic hepatitis like? I've been toning it down just trying to figure out the next step
<2021-09-14T08:25:58.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Non-viral inflammation of the liver. Caused pain, I had fatigue, pale feces. Like almost white. That's a big red flag. I also had kidney pain develop around that time. A sign that kidneys are being overloaded by picking up the slack. You got to really work for all of that. Used to drink a handle to the head for two years and have at least been a consistent drunk for a long time. Just turned 30.You mean drinking or since the dox?
<2021-09-14T19:37:22.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: Oh shit. Ywah I don't do it that much. What were you sipping on? And I meant drinking lol idk about the doxx cuz everything is gone now
<2021-09-16T07:37:19.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: My B. Usually use Husky and no DMs on there.Rot gut whiskey in large amounts. It more comes down to how often one uses.Daily users can expect the soft little ducts in major organs to being to melt, fuse and clog. That's the TLDR on alcohol related illness
<2021-09-16T07:39:46.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: You might have seen that I want to do a prank call pod?Releasing my first requested prank tomorrow. Maybe a couple more samples.I'm poor fagging hard ATM but if I get good reception and at least find myself amusing I'll keep doing the bit
<2021-09-23T23:07:20.000Z> Hyla_Cinerea: Oh really? That sounds fun
<2021-09-24T02:40:02.000Z> BlackestYoshi@kiwifarms.cc: Lol I fucked up the call. They can't all be home runs.What would you suggest for a cheap podcasting setup, but that will have good audio?I don't want to half ass it