<2022-11-02T23:32:54.000Z> HomebrewCorp: hey, sorry if i slide in your dm's. I appreciate the talk we had. It got me to stop and think for a moment.
<2022-11-02T23:36:22.000Z> stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol: Awww I like critical thinking 
<2022-11-02T23:37:10.000Z> HomebrewCorp: I still appreciate it though. I was about to go to bed and while you scolded me to some extent, i understand why.
<2022-11-02T23:37:55.000Z> HomebrewCorp: i have very little sympathy for people who just love to live in their misery, ya'know?
<2022-11-02T23:40:12.000Z> HomebrewCorp: it took me for-fucking-ever just to get my siblings to understand my mental health issues. I have 2 sisters. My dad was the most hard-headed of the bunch. It had to be all of us had to suffer from anxiety or something before he started to listen. When I told him initally, he would tell me to "man up"
<2022-11-02T23:41:48.000Z> stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol: The stigma your dad taught you about mental health 
<2022-11-02T23:42:02.000Z> HomebrewCorp: i'm fully aware
<2022-11-02T23:42:03.000Z> HomebrewCorp: also I broke limbs twice. Once my right arm and once my left ankle. Both times, he said it was just swollen. I used to surf on a mechanic's bench at home when my ankle was fucked just to go to the toilet to do my business. Both times, i had to insist to get a cast at the hospital
<2022-11-02T23:42:38.000Z> stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol: I'm not saying that ppl can improve their lives, but some, especially the mentally ill, need support
<2022-11-02T23:43:03.000Z> stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol: Can't improve*
<2022-11-02T23:43:10.000Z> HomebrewCorp: it took that me and my sisters had to suffer from mental illness until he began to be more open to what i suffered about from the beginning
<2022-11-02T23:43:32.000Z> HomebrewCorp: i struggled so fucking hard just to get him to understand
<2022-11-02T23:43:52.000Z> HomebrewCorp: it had to end up all 3 of his kids being fucked before he started to listen
<2022-11-02T23:44:08.000Z> stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol: Dude your dad is an asshole. I'm sorry.Also I'm not saying givr every person on the street money or that some aren't just taking advantage of the situation. 
<2022-11-02T23:45:12.000Z> stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol: Shitty childhoods are the main culprit for mental health problems 
<2022-11-02T23:45:52.000Z> HomebrewCorp: it fucks your head up. thats why i go out of my way to spoil my nephew because I never had a big brother
<2022-11-02T23:46:35.000Z> HomebrewCorp: you had my mind running with your message because I wanted to tell you so much at the same time
<2022-11-02T23:46:59.000Z> HomebrewCorp: it's only just a couple of years ago I just found stability
<2022-11-02T23:48:54.000Z> HomebrewCorp: sorry if this shit just stumbles all over as a rant.
<2022-11-02T23:53:29.000Z> HomebrewCorp: i still appreciate you were willing to listen
<2022-11-03T00:03:33.000Z> stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol: Anytime!
<2022-11-03T00:04:34.000Z> HomebrewCorp: i never thought going on poast id find like minded people, let alone talk to them
<2022-11-03T00:05:29.000Z> stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol: Really? Why?
<2022-11-03T00:05:52.000Z> HomebrewCorp: i had people telling me they were sick of hearing me rant
<2022-11-03T00:06:08.000Z> HomebrewCorp: so i grew pretty reserved
<2022-11-03T00:08:08.000Z> HomebrewCorp: shitposting was an outing i guess
<2022-11-03T00:11:57.000Z> HomebrewCorp: for example, i had a buddy in some tough shit and i wired 200$ via paypal to him and he repayed me
<2022-11-03T00:12:44.000Z> HomebrewCorp: the dude who helped me get back on my feet was an anon I met on a message board
<2022-11-03T00:14:47.000Z> HomebrewCorp: he moved out in a rural area,  we are still in touch
<2022-11-03T00:16:55.000Z> HomebrewCorp: he offered a room and I got my own food
<2022-11-03T00:25:36.000Z> HomebrewCorp: ill still insist to this day that anon people i met online were the nicest ever
<2022-11-03T00:28:20.000Z> stormyxdreamers@chudbuds.lol: Kindness of strangers is real 
<2022-11-03T00:29:46.000Z> HomebrewCorp: tell me about it. i participated twice in a secret santa thing with board lurkers and both times it was a succss as in we mailed each other gifts
<2022-11-03T00:30:21.000Z> HomebrewCorp: a gift i sent was some music CD with a jug of glow in the dark paint