<2022-07-06T04:49:44.000Z> MisterLister: Hope all is well and glad to see that you are back to cleanse my tl
<2022-07-06T04:59:27.000Z> HellOnEarth: HIIII
<2022-07-06T04:59:28.000Z> HellOnEarth: WOOOO
<2022-07-06T04:59:32.000Z> HellOnEarth: YES IM SO BACK 
<2022-07-06T04:59:45.000Z> HellOnEarth: i was like omg i forgot abt poast i hHAVE to make an acc...
<2022-07-07T04:43:08.000Z> MisterLister: You forgot about poast because you almost got doxxed lol when I talked to matt in a gaming session sometime after it happened i was like "what a fucking idiot you let it happen AGAIN ANd it almost fucked someone else up good job dood" but I didn't really say anything cause I was a lil drunk and I knew he was also drunk but at the end of the night I like "yea, cool mutual on an anon forum but fuck me if I considered him more than that" To his credit tho, while I didn't try that hard he didn't get into detail as to what happened between you two and as I'm typing this now this does seem strange to just send out in the grand sceme of things what I'm trying to say is that: hey you're back and that's actually pretty cool espcially considering how things are lately and I hope you're boyfriend isnt the retard I just talked shit about
<2022-07-07T06:13:56.000Z> HellOnEarth: No no
<2022-07-07T06:14:37.000Z> HellOnEarth: My boyfriend is a skinhead who lives nearby, we met through a show and mutual friends
<2022-07-07T06:15:51.000Z> HellOnEarth: NEW HOODIE ACQUIRED
<2022-07-07T06:15:56.000Z> HellOnEarth: hold on
<2022-07-07T06:16:18.000Z> HellOnEarth: I’m on phone trying to send my most recent post cuz I stole his slapshot hoodie
<2022-07-07T06:16:35.000Z> HellOnEarth: Found out the guy in it is now a total anti racist faggot :/ 
<2022-07-07T06:18:23.000Z> HellOnEarth: Yea so, when I got into college him and I drifted apart because I was busy trying to juggle everything, then the doxxing thing happened and I said to myself “is losing all this shit rlly worth some dude I haven’t even met” 
<2022-07-07T06:19:06.000Z> HellOnEarth: I don’t knoshow u get doxxed more than once… he crazy
<2022-07-07T06:20:13.000Z> HellOnEarth: I missed u btw! Still thought n prayed abt y’all once in a while
<2022-07-08T01:50:47.000Z> MisterLister: That's good to hear and I hope things work out well for you two!And yea lol I did see that hoodie when I was skimming through your profile to make sure it was actually you and not some ruse. Don't get mad at me but even though I am a metalhead to the bones I really haven't delved into /our/guys type stuff. I don't think I've even listened to a black magic SS song.HE's not crazy just fucking stupid  and refused to learn opsec, but good on you for realizing that and ditching himAnd awww you're too sweet Emma, I was honestly a lil bummed when I saw that you deleted your account
<2022-07-08T03:08:26.000Z> HellOnEarth: ARE U KIDDING
<2022-07-08T03:08:33.000Z> HellOnEarth: UVE NEBER LISTENED A BMSS SOMG???
<2022-07-08T03:08:45.000Z> HellOnEarth: MY MAIL ARRIVED TODAY AMD TJEIR MERCJ CAME WITH IT
<2022-07-08T03:08:56.000Z> HellOnEarth: Hold on I’ll send pics when I’m on my laptop it looks so awesome tho 
<2022-07-08T03:09:21.000Z> HellOnEarth: youtube.com/playlist?list=PLc8szUQ5rUsXl2wob3Lth8LC9Rs8Qe1Rw
<2022-07-08T03:09:29.000Z> HellOnEarth: Here’s a link to get u started on some stuff
<2022-07-08T03:09:44.000Z> HellOnEarth: Well I heard too, I looked up my old username
<2022-07-08T03:10:04.000Z> HellOnEarth: poa.st/notice/AIG0QVgZVpkhWA2WXo
<2022-07-08T03:10:09.000Z> HellOnEarth: and found this
<2022-07-08T03:10:38.000Z> HellOnEarth: Like how nasty is that… he knew I was into waiting until marriage and never said anything abt sex or anything to me
<2022-07-08T03:10:54.000Z> HellOnEarth: Yuck!! Don’t like that wtffff
<2022-07-08T03:11:19.000Z> HellOnEarth: So that’s freaky.. 
<2022-07-08T03:11:47.000Z> HellOnEarth: It’s whatever cuz It was weird to date some old dude with no job… I was just rlly lonely 
<2022-07-08T03:12:19.000Z> HellOnEarth: But I’m happy cuz I met my bf and he’s really good to me :) and a skinhead and we like all the same music and he bought me a fortrsss shirt today and he’s just awesome!!!
<2022-07-08T03:12:30.000Z> HellOnEarth: Sorry lolol I’m still gushing 
<2022-07-08T03:12:37.000Z> HellOnEarth: I MISSED POAST IM NGL
<2022-07-08T03:12:39.000Z> HellOnEarth: I mean
<2022-07-08T03:12:45.000Z> HellOnEarth: I missed the nice ppl
<2022-07-08T03:12:56.000Z> HellOnEarth: I didn’t miss the ppl who were mean to me cuz I’m a woman 
<2022-07-08T03:13:03.000Z> HellOnEarth: But it’s w/e
<2022-07-08T03:30:59.000Z> MisterLister: I'm in a breakthrough moment with baldur's gate 2 so I will check out the music you later, Might play it at work just for fun my boss and partner in crime are metalheads so I should get away with itI love the TRS guys but I'm in leafland and they're in the states so I can really only listen to their rehtoric and just apply that to my life, I hope what xeraser is saying is people that claim to be fanboys, cause poast is notorious for having trs fanboys, not actual guys involved with trs but at the same time I do understand that our sphere is fucked so I hate to say it but it wouldn't suprise me But yea that is pretty fucked but like I said, Matt was nice to know as an anon on the internet, nothing more. I get the whole "rape rape rape" meme but that's not something you should be doing to the women in our sphere. But at the same time a month or two after our drunk night of gaming I found out that a woman that he held on a high pedestal (she went by the handle of pickachu, has/had a podcast called red white and blue or something) is actually jewish and a big peice of shit so that just goes to show how his judgement of character is......"i was just rlly lonely" I know I'm older than you and I have fell for that trap before, don't beat yourself up about it that's just the human condition. I'm still very lonely and it doesn't help that I work with an attractive tomboy that is also with my boss but we also tease each other all the time and its just like AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAsorry I had to express that to a femaleanyways, with your last message yea, poast sucks when it comes to the woman question but you have to understand the niggers that go out of their way to harrass you or be dumb are just broken by the mentality of "there are no women on the internet". Like it makes some sense, but on a forum like this it is pretty fucking stupid of guys to be rude to an e-girl. Like sure make sure the e-girl can take the heat of a bunch of horny fucks that want nothing more than to see the white house burn BUT ffs its the internet, take a deep breath and have fun 
<2022-07-08T03:36:38.000Z> HellOnEarth: Do u like grand Beliahs key?? I think that’s how u pronounce it… 
<2022-07-08T03:36:50.000Z> HellOnEarth: LOL I mean spell it
<2022-07-08T03:37:20.000Z> HellOnEarth: I hope so too
<2022-07-08T03:37:36.000Z> HellOnEarth: I don’t listen to podcasts really. Maybe he also means the guys in his podcast? 
<2022-07-08T03:38:11.000Z> HellOnEarth: He said that apparently once Matt and I started talking to meet up irl he was making them a TON which makes me glad I dodged a bullet tbh
<2022-07-08T03:38:32.000Z> HellOnEarth: Wait how do u still know him? He’s not on poast :O
<2022-07-08T03:39:13.000Z> HellOnEarth: YEP loneliness is a disease and it brings out the worst people. Realized it’s better to just stay single instead of getting with people just for the reason of not being lonely
<2022-07-08T03:39:23.000Z> MisterLister: Never heard of em, if you really want you can try to stroll through the shit I've poasted and God forgive me, there is alot of metalcore but I have recently got back into my sludge and post metal grove
<2022-07-08T03:39:37.000Z> HellOnEarth: Not the already taken girl..  I wish u luck 
<2022-07-08T03:39:39.000Z> HellOnEarth: DUDE
<2022-07-08T03:39:46.000Z> HellOnEarth: OMG U WOULD LOVE THEM
<2022-07-08T03:39:55.000Z> HellOnEarth: TOTAL NSBM N THEHRE REALLY GOOD
<2022-07-08T03:40:21.000Z> HellOnEarth: White House burn? 
<2022-07-08T03:40:33.000Z> HellOnEarth: I just think it’s dumb cuz like if u don’t like me ignore me
<2022-07-08T03:40:39.000Z> MisterLister: Me listening to podcasts also really depnds on my work schedule lol I don't think I've listened to one this week even though a week or two ago I was like "wtf, I've burned through all my podcasts what the fuck do I listen to know"
<2022-07-08T03:41:42.000Z> HellOnEarth: I’m just trying to be silly and add some positivity cuz I wanna be happy plus, I keep mentioning my bf too cuz it makes me happy and like… people should have hope that they can “make it” ig so I don’t even feel like posting abt it is bad 
<2022-07-08T03:41:54.000Z> HellOnEarth: But now no one follows me basically so it sucks!
<2022-07-08T03:42:28.000Z> MisterLister: I had a gaming session that lasted about 2-4 hours after he deleted, I know he folowed me when he went to kiwifarms but I hesitated to follow him back BECAUSE of that gaming sesion (we were on voice chat)
<2022-07-08T03:42:20.000Z> HellOnEarth: My zoomer attention span makes listening to a podcast fuckinf impossible lolol
<2022-07-08T03:49:53.000Z> MisterLister: you trying to be silly is what I missed about you, theres like, pensivecowboy and thatluxguy and big duck that are silly and that's it. But like, idk I thionk people are just retarded I get the "finding the one in the strangest places" bit but I've done a long distance relationship before and it doesn't work so why would I or anyone for that matter have hopes to get with an e-girl? Like yea sure Borzoi is living his happily ever after and it's literally Kieth Wood's fault and that nigga lives in IRELAND but anyone to take that story to heart wouldn't be acting like a fucking sperg and screaming rape at some e-girl
<2022-07-08T03:53:46.000Z> MisterLister: Not only is she already taken cause she's with my boss but like, even if we were to get togetther past that, it wouldn't work imo. To me what drives me insane is the fact that I didn't really find her that attractive back in gradeschool/highschool but now I do for reasons and oh yea she's like a girl that can take the bants and she also gives the bants so for me its just like AAAAAAAAA cause she's the female I interact with the most and if I were to get with another woman I would like for that woman to be one that can bant and take bants
<2022-07-08T03:56:04.000Z> MisterLister: Yea, you zoomers are fucked in more ways than one, I'm sorry to hear about that but you're not missing out on too much out of all the podcasts "far right guys" listen to only two are worth listening to and both of em do kinda try to not get lumped in with the "far right" (Keith Woods and Myth of the 20th Century)
<2022-07-08T04:00:40.000Z> MisterLister: Also don't be too bumed about not that many people following you, I made ONE "too real" poast and I noticed a dip in my interactions. What I"m saying is appreciate the followers that you do have, and interact with the niggas that keep ineracting with you. Having a big number is nice I guess but what does it matter if you only interact with like 2 of em ?
<2022-07-08T04:52:32.000Z> HellOnEarth: Nah I don’t mean that
<2022-07-08T04:52:36.000Z> HellOnEarth: I just mean like 
<2022-07-08T04:52:47.000Z> HellOnEarth: The ppl who used to follo me don’t anymore idk why
<2022-07-08T04:53:06.000Z> HellOnEarth: I like Keith woods I’ve heard him a few times
<2022-07-08T04:53:21.000Z> HellOnEarth: I made an order from antelope hill the other day cuz I much prefer books ngl
<2022-07-08T04:53:41.000Z> HellOnEarth: What is banta
<2022-07-08T04:53:48.000Z> HellOnEarth: Bants* 
<2022-07-08T04:54:09.000Z> HellOnEarth: Yea honestly just hold out and improve urseld mentallt n physically until u can find someone worth it
<2022-07-08T04:54:37.000Z> HellOnEarth: I don’t know the story with borzoi, tell??? 
<2022-07-08T04:54:52.000Z> HellOnEarth: Yea idk why… I just wanna be seen as a normal poster mostly lolol
<2022-07-08T04:55:44.000Z> HellOnEarth: When they say find love in the strangest places they mean like in an elevator like my parents did
<2022-07-08T04:55:52.000Z> HellOnEarth: Worked in the same building different office
<2022-07-08T04:56:09.000Z> HellOnEarth: or at a concert talking with smokers
<2022-07-08T04:56:14.000Z> HellOnEarth: What happened with bf and i
<2022-07-08T04:56:29.000Z> HellOnEarth: Don’t think abt the internet! It’s not worth it for dating anyways
<2022-07-10T01:23:36.000Z> MisterLister: Times change and people change idk what to tell ya, there's only one guy I've reguarly interacted with outside of poast and that's only cause we would play a game every now and thenI still have to finish the book I ordered from antelope like 2 years ago fuck meBants is banter, talking shit but in a friendly wayI know I know, it
<2022-07-10T01:24:59.000Z> MisterLister: it's just that its gotten harder to do that lately cause of work but I know it's really moreso my fault and it's on me to stop being such a degenerate and no angel from the sky is going to save me. Only I can save myself
<2022-07-13T04:44:10.000Z> HellOnEarth: What book did u get!!!
<2022-07-13T04:44:53.000Z> HellOnEarth: Frick
<2022-07-13T04:44:59.000Z> HellOnEarth: Wanna send u an image
<2022-07-13T04:45:09.000Z> HellOnEarth: Unit I’m on phone again!!!! Aaaa
<2022-07-13T04:46:14.000Z> HellOnEarth: I’ve made lots of friends now decided it was best to put some of my wn tendencies aside and slowly let them show
<2022-07-13T04:46:27.000Z> HellOnEarth: That’s how I made friends when I was in college too
<2022-07-13T04:47:00.000Z> HellOnEarth: People thought I was just an edgy liberal because I would talk a lot about dangers of pornography and defend women a lot
<2022-07-13T04:47:27.000Z> HellOnEarth: Being anti porn and on poast is so weird
<2022-07-13T04:47:49.000Z> HellOnEarth: I mean I don’t rlly watch it and I never have cuz I don’t get the appeal I would rather just be with someone I love
<2022-07-13T04:48:03.000Z> HellOnEarth: But it’s so weird cuz everyone on here loves it it feels like
<2022-07-16T01:45:45.000Z> MisterLister: I got Hitler by something Lewis, the brit that was there in Germany during the rise of the national socialist party and wrote about itBut good on you to make lots of friends and yes, it's a good idea to let your tendencies slowly seep in. A good friend of mine is practically a commie and he know's my views, but we both agree acab and capitalism sucks and we have fun disagreeing on the solutions to itAlmost nobody on here loves porn, they just like looking at anime tiddies, idk if this comparison is going to make sense but its alot like the boomer that throws up a sports illustrated calendar in his shop. Even if we have gf's/wives/are on no fap we still like to see some nice anime tiddy or tummy or thighs because it looks nice. I don't go out of my way to find it but if its on my tl and I'm in the mood I'll look, :sob: react and move on, in a weird way it actually helps with nofap. I'm pretty sure like, 90% of the guys on here will agree with the fact that porn involves human trafficing and should be outlawed, and then half of those guys will go as far to say that all porn is child porn because at the end of the day that is someone's daughter/son in the video being exploited
<2022-07-16T01:55:50.000Z> HellOnEarth: Hmm… yea I hate to say it but that makes no sense at all. Any male looking at a girl other than his wife makes me sooooo soooo mad, like unreasonably so
<2022-07-16T01:56:10.000Z> HellOnEarth: But that’s very true. U always have to think, yours treating someone’s daughter that poorly 
<2023-01-08T08:29:38.000Z> HellOnEarth: instagram.com/reel/Cm931mggiVN/?igshid=YmMyMTA2M2Y=
<2023-01-08T08:29:53.000Z> HellOnEarth: It's that kitty u postrd
<2023-01-08T14:53:12.000Z> MisterLister: Awwww it's so cute
<2023-01-11T03:42:53.000Z> MisterLister: Why are women so mean Emma. Like I get it I'm not perfect but wtf
<2023-01-11T04:27:48.000Z> HellOnEarth: What happened??? 
<2023-01-11T04:27:54.000Z> HellOnEarth: Are you okat
<2023-01-11T08:36:05.000Z> MisterLister: Ocean made some bullshit up about me spoiling a movie which shouldn't of got to me but I'm fine now that I got some sleep, I was just vulnerable at the time if that makes any sense 
<2023-01-11T14:25:21.000Z> HellOnEarth: Oh okay... I get what you mean though lolol