<2022-05-19T00:23:24.000Z> GabeLakmann: careful with your cam. you showed enough of your face to be doxed a few weeks ago but i didn't mention it in chat in case someone was watching. i don't think you uploaded it so you're good as long as any ADL types didn't record it too.
<2022-05-19T09:51:55.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Thank you. Going to take it easy for awhile. 
<2022-05-19T10:09:43.000Z> GabeLakmann: You're welcome. I'm almost 100% sure it was on a stream you didn't upload since it was just music. I assume there is probably someone watching streams of our guys for the ADL and such but maybe I'm wrong. I've been thinking about deleting my accounts just in case, so that I'm able to keep going on my career path. Being able to make 200k+ and donate some of that to stuff like NJP outweighs having fun with internet friends in the long run. I don't have my name linked to any of it so maybe I'm ok? Have a good day Larry. Talk to you later.
<2022-07-15T08:53:03.000Z> GabeLakmann attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/c179003da556747daae5b0341f7db037a88f1b8929e3fc16e46411a8ee8d2137.jpeg
<2022-07-23T10:37:37.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Hell fucking yeah, dude. 
<2022-07-23T10:37:52.000Z> LarryRidgeway: I wish that was a greenhouse in my backyard
<2022-07-24T08:24:44.000Z> GabeLakmann: it wasn't too far from me. i worked there for a couple years
<2022-07-24T08:26:39.000Z> GabeLakmann: i have some more pictures but it isn't anything special. the guys out in colorado and californiaa have been doing it better for longer. vile not know what a lot lizard is cracks me up. i kinda envy him being that naive 
<2022-07-25T03:11:28.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Haha he asked me to show him the lizard. 
<2022-07-25T03:11:36.000Z> LarryRidgeway: It's a fucking prostitute 
<2022-07-25T06:25:33.000Z> GabeLakmann: how did he not know? hahaha
<2022-07-25T15:35:42.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Haha he didn't know. I asked him if he knew and he said "why?..." 😂
<2022-07-26T20:40:31.000Z> GabeLakmann: I called them "Lotte Lizards" so it would look like a French name or something... maybe a "French whore" haha. I don't want to advise him to become a degenerate homeless heroin addicts but Vile needs to find some good IRL friends and ladies to have some good times and party with because he is almost a little too innocent
<2022-07-31T04:00:08.000Z> GabeLakmann: do you like "cold war kids" and "TV on the radio" or are they too hipster for you? haha. TV on the radio has a couple good songs but they're part niggers so the bad songs are really bad
<2022-08-01T04:31:47.000Z> GabeLakmann: watch someone run and tell jazzhands or the others what we say in your chat... i bet some fuckin tattle tales do it
<2022-08-01T07:32:16.000Z> GabeLakmann: larry - now you're ranting on rands show and someone almost certainly will tattle on you
<2022-08-04T03:12:03.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Idr what I said but I must mean it if I said it. 
<2022-08-04T08:40:27.000Z> GabeLakmann: haha, I pretty much agreed with what you said I was just tryin to let you know that if someone wanted to stir some shit up with it they probably could. I think it was about how all the constant negative shit isn't good for people and how some of the stuff they talk about is misinterpreted or wrong..
<2022-08-05T00:35:34.000Z> LarryRidgeway: I do that on purpose. I want someone to tell me I'm wrong. I'm to the point I almost welcome conflict with whoever wants it. I just want to do a fun show on the internet and I share an audience with the political retards. They annoy me. Plus, these people are wrong or they omit half the story. 
<2022-08-06T22:55:03.000Z> GabeLakmann: Yeah, sometimes I think it would be nice to just give NJP money regularly like union dues or something so they can go protest and stuff then the rest of the time go back to not keeping up with politics or thinking much about it. Some of the guys seem to be kinda condescending to their fans too but maybe it's just my perception. Even that sperg caprisun was treated fairly by you
<2022-08-08T15:33:19.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Yeah, I want there to be an answer for us politically but when the people you look to for that solution say there is no solution but them BUT there isn't a set idea aside from just do podcasts to an insular community. 
<2022-08-08T15:33:56.000Z> LarryRidgeway: I get that from them too... That they feel better than their audience, as if the audience could never help them with anything. 
<2022-08-08T19:08:41.000Z> GabeLakmann: Yup, if they treated their audience like you and Fashcroft and similar people do they'd be better off. I noticed a couple more people talk about how they're tired of the negative politic shit like we are and it made me think about you haha. I think it is catching on. You kinda were one of the first to say what a lot of us were thinking
<2022-08-09T00:56:10.000Z> LarryRidgeway: I fucking hope so. It drives more people away than it interests. 2016 worked because people thought shit was funny and interesting. Now it's neither. It's miserable and boring. They need to go back to being funny people... And get rid of McNabb on the podcast. Replace him with anyone...Destiny would be a better third mic. Would never happen but at least it's be interesting. 
<2022-08-09T01:09:20.000Z> GabeLakmann: I don't know what happened to McNabb... he used to be kinda funny but now he just seems to want to alienate their Christian listeners
<2022-08-09T01:11:28.000Z> GabeLakmann: Jazzhands comes off as a prick now too and this weekends FTN has some shit takes but I doubt he'd ever admit to being wrong. Jazzhands used to be funny too but he took the snarky shit too far and now it comes across as being hateful toward people or something... maybe that's just me though
<2022-08-10T04:35:05.000Z> GabeLakmann: Have you had your back surgery yet buddy?
<2022-08-10T20:47:33.000Z> GabeLakmann: Haha https://i.poastcdn.org/ffb2c0bbffdc7037e9e65674e6efd3d495e3975cab75d6c2d7f81e641c875f14.jpeg
<2022-08-11T23:31:41.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Nah, I got a date though! September 15 is the day of my surgery. They rejected me last week because I didn't do enough PT. I went to two pt sessions and then they said okay. Glory to God. 
<2022-08-11T23:32:31.000Z> LarryRidgeway: I can't wait to be normal again, dude. This has been the worst year of my life, without question. I never thought I would but I legitimately miss my job. 
<2022-08-11T23:32:41.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Can't wait to go back. 
<2022-08-11T23:32:51.000Z> GabeLakmann: Didn't do enough PT? what the hell, I don't get it..
<2022-08-11T23:33:29.000Z> GabeLakmann: It sucks not having a purpose and not making money although I'm sure you have FMLA or something
<2022-08-11T23:33:36.000Z> GabeLakmann: or hope so anyhow
<2022-08-11T23:36:36.000Z> LarryRidgeway: I went to two sessions before I tried to get the authorization for the surgery. They said they wanted me to do more to make sure I did everything I could before surgery. 
<2022-08-11T23:37:30.000Z> LarryRidgeway: No. I don't have FMLA. I have my job still but I am waiting to hear back from met life with my short term disability. I am eligible for six months of it because I've been at my job long enough. Still haven't gotten shit from that yet. 
<2022-08-11T23:37:50.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Though  expect a call with the verdict on my claim this week. 
<2022-08-11T23:38:41.000Z> GabeLakmann: Ah, it's funny how one of the few times they do their job and make sure people don't rush things it is with someone intelligent enough to have weighed the options and tried other stuff already.
<2022-08-11T23:39:12.000Z> GabeLakmann: Wait, that's crazy man, they should be paying you *something* while your off even if it isn't what your normal check is
<2022-08-11T23:39:15.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Yeah, I've been watching physical therapy videos on YouTube for months. They haven't told me anything new in the three sessions I've been to since last week. 
<2022-08-11T23:39:31.000Z> LarryRidgeway: They have to accept my claim. 
<2022-08-11T23:40:17.000Z> GabeLakmann: I think they drag that shit out on purpose so that you're back to work by the time they approve it. Will they give you back pay at least?
<2022-08-11T23:41:22.000Z> LarryRidgeway: I filed for short term in the beginning of the third week of July when I found out I'd be off indefinitely (found that out July 11) but when I filed the person I spoke to filed the claim as a FMLA claim. They called me back and denied me the FMLA because the threshold of hours, to that point, hadn't been met. I didn't want to claim FMLA though. I wanted to claim short term. 
<2022-08-11T23:41:35.000Z> LarryRidgeway: I re filed a short term claim during that call 
<2022-08-11T23:41:59.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Now I am waiting for their determination. Yes, as far as I'm aware I do get paid for the days I've missed to this point. 
<2022-08-11T23:43:44.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Literally been living off my savings, boozestreams and getting help from the old man if I desperately need it. Only happened once though. My short term checks should be around 300 when I get them. It'll be all good. 
<2022-08-11T23:44:04.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Keep that last one between us, please. I hate that it came to that. 
<2022-08-11T23:47:10.000Z> GabeLakmann: I'd be fucked if I didn't get help from my family a few times between quarantine and now. It wasn't much but due to going back to college I've been short on cash too. I don't think any of our guys would say shit about it but bad actors might. I'd never say anything about it though
<2022-08-11T23:48:26.000Z> GabeLakmann: You get hurt from working and due to bureaucracies and the kike economy you have to have help until your benefits come ine.. that isn't anything to be ashamed of dude. It isn't like you weren't working and shit before that 
<2022-08-11T23:50:23.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Yeah, I have a job and shit. Just can't go to it right now. Making due and getting by, big dawg. 
<2022-08-11T23:52:18.000Z> GabeLakmann: I was on unemployment once and my state has a max so I ended up getting like $300-400 a week until it ran out. I'm not one of those boomers who looks down on people for taking help when they actually need it. That's one of the reasons I like NatSoc - taking care of your brothers if they need it and vice versa. I hope they hurry it up and get your money flowing. I've been wanting to take a semester or a year off and work some because I'm tired of scraping by but I'm so close to finishing my degree..
<2022-08-11T23:57:20.000Z> GabeLakmann: The last job I worked at before I went back to college the new manager tried to get me to sign some paper saying I was in the wrong for saying "mexicans can't drive for shit" after the fat mexican I worked with complained. I kept putting it off until the day we were short staffed and me calling in would fuck them over the worst and quit without signing it. Before he got hired we said nigger and stuff all the time
<2022-08-12T00:05:47.000Z> GabeLakmann: That job wasn't bad and the one at the pot farm wasn't bad but I haven't really had any jobs I'd miss. I guess you don't miss the job as much as you miss your normal routine?
<2022-08-12T15:18:04.000Z> GabeLakmann: Dealing with some of the incel spergs yesterday has strengthened my decision to not us poast much. I'm about to try and clear out all of my previous texts here and just go to DMs. I'll try and catch the streams when I'm studying though haha. Even though it isn't popular with some of our mainstream people and I'm kinda losing my faith anyways, I'll say a prayer for you Larry. I hope things go well in your surgery and recovery and I'll talk to you later buddy.
<2022-08-15T05:04:56.000Z> GabeLakmann: Tonight was a good night for you and I'm glad that you have some loyal listeners who chipped in at a good time due to the krauts at HR draggin their ass on your paper work. Rand gets a lot more viewers but he usually doesn't have as good a ratio. I'm happy to see him get more viewer and get consistent donations even though I can't watch his show anymore. I wish I could donate to our people but I'm a broke college student still.. oh well, one day I'll be able to make some big donations and it'll be worth it.
<2022-08-17T05:20:45.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Hell yeah, dude. College isn't a joke so congrats to you for being able to get through it and get a degree. I did a few semesters back in like 2015 or something. Quit though. Couldn't take the bullshit in the criminal justice curriculum so I got a job at a warehouse and just work. 
<2022-08-17T05:21:35.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Yeah dude, I miss the routine more than anything. My job is boring as fuck but this being at home everyday shit is so boring as retarded. Can't do anything I like so it's not like it's enjoyable. Haha 
<2022-08-17T05:23:39.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Yeah man, I was so lucky the other night. So thankful for the people who listen to the stream and hang around in the chat. The other night helped me immensely and I am so grateful for it. I want to figure out something to do for the people. Maybe do more shows or something. Idk. 
<2022-08-17T05:24:47.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Rand does get alot of viewers. It's wild. Good for him. I don't really ever have a whole lot. 30 tops but it's usually the same people every time. I like seeing the regular names in the chat. It's cool. Almost like regulars at a bar. 
<2022-08-17T17:05:27.000Z> GabeLakmann: The criminal justice thing totally explains why you enjoy the serial killer shows haha. I bet you could make it if you ever went back..this is my third time in college and I'm doing pretty well finally haha. It is my senior year and I'm about to apply to medical school. You're right, your crowd is more of a "regulars" type thing which is pretty cool because you can kinda get to know people more. Some of the guys joke and kinda look down on the viewers when they say this stuff is like a "virtual friend simulator" but a lot of times it seems like some people donate for attention from the streamer and I can understand that I guess, they probably don't have many IRL friends because us Nazi types aren't super common or maybe they're a little spergy IRL. I was glad to see those donations come through especially during this time due to them slow playing you but I didn't want to say too much about your situation. Maybe you might ask them if they have a song they want to hear, clip to watch, or vote on a movie. That was fun watching that movie about gacy, especially since you knew so much about it.
<2022-08-17T18:37:47.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Id love to do more of those types of shows. Considered doing more serial killer stuff.
<2022-08-17T18:39:37.000Z> LarryRidgeway: It's funny you say that about people shitting on the audience because it's some virtual friend simulator when this whole things constantly rails on about how shitty the bar and stuff is. I actually do the stream to simulate friends too. Haha bar folk and others are boring and gay. I also try to tell people to send in links with any donation they send. I like hearing new shit. 
<2022-08-17T18:40:15.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Yeah, if I went back maybe it'd be different. I was 24 when I went and had just had my kid. I'm older and not as stupid now. 
<2022-08-17T19:12:21.000Z> GabeLakmann: Yup, I think you even said something recently about how they'll complain but not offer alternatives which doesn't help us any. They definitely like what you're already doing and it shows.. I bet they'd watch the movie streams or whatever too if you did them. I will if I have time. As far as college goes, I bet you'd do well this time you just have to figure out if it is worth the student loans if no one else can help with it like some jobs do. Of course they usually only pay for you to get a degree they can use like how wal mart does..
<2022-08-17T21:32:58.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Yeah, that or go get a CDL if a driving outfit will pay for the schooling. A friend of mine did that and he is doing really well. Never home but doing very well. 
<2022-08-18T00:10:14.000Z> GabeLakmann: Another guy I talk to on here mentioned doing that but he is planning to start a family soon and wants to run local routes if it's possible (if he even gets a CDL that is) I know you mentioned having a child but I think you also said you're divorced.. if that is the case maybe you could figure out a way to drive for a few days and then get to see your child when you get back? It's good money for sure. I drove stuff I was supposed to have a CDL to drive ("hot shot" trucking) for about 3 years and never got in trouble haha
<2022-08-18T00:19:31.000Z> GabeLakmann: I should try and find a way to start a trucking company and hire our guys to drive... we have so many spread out that it would be easy to find drivers to cover most places and you know they'd be loyal if you treat them right
<2022-08-20T18:04:38.000Z> GabeLakmann: I had an idea... if you can get the screen names of who all donated the last few weeks you might give them a shout out in the opening of a hatehouse "kikeslayer 1488, judy stroyer, etc. I just want to say thanks for everything, it means a lot. you guys know who you are and what you've done". Last night was awesome, it's really cool seeing stuff like that.
<2022-08-20T18:05:42.000Z> GabeLakmann: By the way, I looked up a song we listened to, that irish shanty, and they're trying to say it's a nigger cotton picking song. terreceltiche.altervista.org/a-fierce-song-for-halyard-bully-in-the-alley/
<2022-08-21T03:20:30.000Z> GabeLakmann: have you listened to any more SPCC calls?
<2022-08-23T18:49:56.000Z> GabeLakmann: anytime I hear someone talk about "John Wayne" I want to say "I heard about what he did to those kids, it's sick stuff"
<2022-08-27T22:35:10.000Z> LarryRidgeway: I am not divorced. I am separated from the mother of my child. Her and I are pretty close to this day but there are reasons that ship has sailed. My job is a decent job and for the time being I'll just be there.
<2022-08-27T22:36:18.000Z> LarryRidgeway: Yeah, I'm going to get it figured out and do something for them on the next show. A thank you of sorts. On the show. I've said thanks bigly on the streams since then but not everyone catches them. 
<2022-08-27T22:36:32.000Z> LarryRidgeway: What did John Wayne do to kids? I missed that one
<2022-08-28T00:56:59.000Z> GabeLakmann: john wayne gacy
<2022-08-28T00:57:44.000Z> GabeLakmann: the joke is to make people think that you think john wayne the cowboy is john wayne gacy
<2022-08-28T21:44:20.000Z> GabeLakmann: youtube.com/watch?v=QhBWRh-h71g have you heard this? it's pretty funny
<2022-08-30T02:47:20.000Z> GabeLakmann: youtube.com/watch?v=6YGVfO4h8J0
<2022-08-31T23:28:04.000Z> GabeLakmann: I think i like sparta better than mars volta now. mars volta had two great albums but the rest wasnt very good. pretty much all of spartas albums are good
<2022-09-07T02:45:17.000Z> GabeLakmann: There are a lot of kiwifarms people here now and evidently they're the ones who doxed dingo a while back. There is also a lot of attention here due to the keffals/kiwi farms stuff and metokur joining. Metokur and his people aren't too bad but the attention isn't good for us. Be very careful for the next bit and make sure to keep covering up your tats on stream and don't allow the camera angle to show your face. A few months ago there were a few times where it showed it but I didn't mention it in odysee chat or anywhere else just in case. I didn't want someone to see that and start re-watching it so they could take a screen shot.
<2022-09-07T02:46:02.000Z> GabeLakmann: I know you probably realize all that but I'd rather tell you just in case. If I don't hear from you again before your surgery then take care and I'll keep you in my thoughts.
<2022-09-10T12:46:18.000Z> GabeLakmann: The same Saul Zaents that ruined CCR also ruined LOTR... fuck that guy. He's burning in hell right now
<2022-09-18T00:25:48.000Z> GabeLakmann: Hope you're feeling better and your recovery is going well
<2022-09-18T19:25:02.000Z> GabeLakmann: You ever notice how when you tell people about your medical procedures or problems they all have some kind of schizo cure that also cures cancer...I know they mean well but a lot of it is Q-anon level medical advice. That guy trying to ask you about pain pills right off the bat on a public site comes off as a fed to me too but I think he's just a sperg addicted to pills
<2022-09-26T06:46:01.000Z> GabeLakmann: sorry that bringing up the beef between blackpilled and njp brought up the other stuff. I've been telling someone that things are shaky at trs/njp but they couldn't see it like i could
<2022-09-28T17:50:39.000Z> GabeLakmann: you ever talk to Ralph about Jesus? If you have any influence on him you ought to think about it. I know kiwifarms and the like just want to use him as a "lolcow" but I'd like to see him get sober and fix his life. I'm tired of people getting off on other people's misery instead of trying to help them
<2022-10-10T06:07:07.000Z> GabeLakmann: youtube.com/watch?v=WmkO2ZYE2oA
<2022-10-12T10:01:08.000Z> GabeLakmann: youtube.com/watch?v=yMLq3RJ2QYQ
<2022-11-01T18:37:01.000Z> LarryRidgeway: I have talked to Ralph about these things. Not in great detail but we have communicated. I actually just talked to him the day before yesterday about catching up on some shit. I like Ralph and wish people could just let the guy be. He isn't a saint or anything but damn, I doubt the shit he gets makes it way worse. However,  people love to see others suffer. It sucks, man. 
<2022-11-01T18:37:40.000Z> LarryRidgeway: I am never on post really. You have telegram? I use that all the time and am way easier to talk to there. I feel bad I just saw these messages. 
<2022-11-01T22:51:37.000Z> GabeLakmann: Yeah, people would rather see Ralph spiral further than make a comeback. I like redemption stories best because we all fuck up... most of the people from kiwifarms who shit on Ralph probably aren't much better than he is and they do it to make themselves feel better about their own fucked up lives. I'm not on poast much anymore either. I think I was one of the first to kinda quit poast a month or two ago and now a lot have followed because there is so much bullshit here. I don't have telegram but maybe I'll get it at some point when I get some extra time. Hope you're getting close to normal now. I bet it is getting boring not working and stuff at this point.