<2022-05-26T01:31:00.000Z> Frosche: thanks.  I'm on day 3 of feeling okay after 2 weeks of losing my mind again.  I'm sure you'll see me melt down before long
<2022-05-26T01:47:35.000Z> Frosche: I appreciate it. I'll probably take advantage at some point. At 34 I thought the rest of my life was pretty clearly laid out
<2022-05-26T01:53:53.000Z> Frosche: That sounds rough. I can't imagine stringing a woman along. From my first girlfriend in high school, I was seeking a life partner lol. I can count my bodies on one finger as a result
<2022-05-26T01:54:15.000Z> Frosche: Yeah. My entire social network was just. Her 
<2022-05-26T01:58:00.000Z> Frosche: UUUUGGGGHHHHHHHH 
<2022-05-26T01:58:03.000Z> Frosche: That's awful
<2022-05-26T01:58:58.000Z> Frosche: The worst part is I know I'll never be happy until I have a family again but now I'm a 34 yr old widower. A wretched place to try to start life over from
<2022-05-26T02:03:38.000Z> Frosche: Oh, she was my family
<2022-05-26T02:03:51.000Z> Frosche: I guess that sounds odd if it's just the two of us
<2022-05-26T02:04:09.000Z> Frosche: The good Lord opted not to make her a mother, despite our furious attempts
<2022-05-26T02:05:14.000Z> Frosche: ... Lol I'm not sure her infertility merits a smile react, but I could be missing something
<2022-05-26T02:07:24.000Z> Frosche: She had PCOS, so it was a wildly uphill battle that we didn't really expect to win
<2022-05-26T02:09:50.000Z> Frosche: Alright, chat another time then. Take care
<2022-05-26T06:47:23.000Z> Frosche: Oh that's easy.  Woman in a male space being critical of men. Could be a spinster refugee
<2022-05-26T06:51:38.000Z> Frosche: In general? All poast
<2022-05-26T06:52:41.000Z> Frosche: There's a stray woman here and there but batching about women is the norm. Coming in making points about guys, I assumed you were going against the grain to sow division
<2022-05-26T06:53:06.000Z> Frosche: *bitching 
<2022-05-26T06:58:25.000Z> Frosche: To be clear I'm not saying what you said was right or wrong, just counter to the culture
<2022-05-26T07:02:46.000Z> Frosche: Sure, but we regularly get invaded by people trying to ruffle feathers 
<2022-05-26T07:03:15.000Z> Frosche: How old are you BTW, if you don't mind
<2022-05-26T07:04:52.000Z> Frosche: Gotcha 
<2022-05-26T07:05:14.000Z> Frosche: Ngl I hate talking to kids lol
<2022-05-26T07:05:34.000Z> Frosche: "I'm 23 and here's how life works"
<2022-05-26T07:09:08.000Z> Frosche: I was raised by a single mom and my wife was my only real friend for 14 yrs so I'm not too interested in the "ugh I hate women" posting
<2022-05-26T07:14:07.000Z> Frosche: K. I'm in need of sleep myself. My dog will join my once she's brave enough to walk past the air conditioner.  Hit me up whenever,  you seem cool
<2022-05-26T07:17:44.000Z> Frosche: Est
<2022-05-26T07:18:05.000Z> Frosche: Lame lol
<2022-05-26T07:18:16.000Z> Frosche: Yup. Gnight 
<2022-05-26T20:14:57.000Z> Frosche attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/782345e553b8f6af46c48284da5796803d10172a4af1e4eac7aa243300fd1563.jpg
<2022-05-26T20:15:15.000Z> Frosche: Her name is Molly
<2022-05-27T01:03:56.000Z> Frosche: She's pointer mixed with something 
<2022-05-27T02:47:08.000Z> Frosche: What brings you to poast of all places. This is an anime Nazi hangout and neither of those things seem to be your bag 
<2022-05-27T07:08:52.000Z> Frosche: Booted from twitter
<2022-05-27T07:09:13.000Z> Frosche: I'm the evil racist antisemite they don't want there so we migrated to poast
<2022-05-27T07:13:56.000Z> Frosche: like, covid nonsense? 
<2022-05-27T07:14:08.000Z> Frosche: I figured
<2022-05-27T07:14:14.000Z> Frosche: plant your feet about the vax?
<2022-05-27T07:15:14.000Z> Frosche: My wife was admitted to the hospital with covid and I asked "....should we have gotten the vax" and she firmly said no
<2022-05-27T07:16:26.000Z> Frosche: I'm of the opinion that covid is real, just not as bad for most people as they said
<2022-05-27T07:16:36.000Z> Frosche: My wife was high risk, horrible immune system her whole life
<2022-05-27T07:16:51.000Z> Frosche: But they cranked the vax out in like 9 months
<2022-05-27T07:16:59.000Z> Frosche: very shady
<2022-05-27T07:18:48.000Z> Frosche: Oh yeah, I don't tend to go too deep down the covid rabbit hole
<2022-05-27T07:19:04.000Z> Frosche: I get the appeal though
<2022-05-27T07:20:07.000Z> Frosche: Yup
<2022-05-27T07:24:48.000Z> Frosche: I'm repeatedly lectured about trying to connect to other people
<2022-05-27T07:26:56.000Z> Frosche: I have few hangups.  I just blurt out what I'm feeling
<2022-05-27T07:27:09.000Z> Frosche: If it drives people away I kinda don't care
<2022-05-27T07:29:08.000Z> Frosche: secular counseling sucked
<2022-05-27T07:29:21.000Z> Frosche: I told my psyche I was suicidal so he mailed me pills
<2022-05-27T07:29:26.000Z> Frosche: Like .....okay?
<2022-05-27T07:30:40.000Z> Frosche: Depends on the week lol
<2022-05-27T07:31:01.000Z> Frosche: I.......am very alone
<2022-05-27T07:31:26.000Z> Frosche: I leaned on her to process the bad parts of life.  And this is the worst part of life and I have no one
<2022-05-27T07:31:54.000Z> Frosche: I'm open about myself here because I don't fear doxxing and I'm not interested in what others think of me
<2022-05-27T07:32:14.000Z> Frosche: One day when I have something to protect, I may feel differently
<2022-05-27T07:33:49.000Z> Frosche: I was going to say that's really not likely, but then I saw your leaf flag
<2022-05-27T07:33:53.000Z> Frosche: things are rough over there
<2022-05-27T07:36:15.000Z> Frosche: Poast is clearnet.  If graf got a letter, I think he'd have to turn over whatever he's got
<2022-05-27T07:36:31.000Z> Frosche: I'm in NE usa
<2022-05-27T07:37:26.000Z> Frosche: someone would need to have a reason to subpoena him and no one's created one
<2022-05-27T07:37:35.000Z> Frosche: that's why we're so on guard about outsiders and troublemakers
<2022-05-27T07:37:37.000Z> Frosche: feds
<2022-05-27T07:39:22.000Z> Frosche: lolNorth East
<2022-05-27T07:39:36.000Z> Frosche: and yes, we live under total enemy control
<2022-05-27T07:39:48.000Z> Frosche: any sliver of freedom is a tall order
<2022-05-27T07:43:15.000Z> Frosche: shun him? are you a murderer
<2022-05-27T07:46:01.000Z> Frosche: yeah my wife was smart too.  Only person in my life I could hold an actual conversation with.  I lose patience with everyone else
<2022-05-27T07:51:28.000Z> Frosche: today wasn't bad
<2022-05-27T07:51:45.000Z> Frosche: I don't really sleep anymore but that's fine for now
<2022-05-27T07:51:56.000Z> Frosche: The retard I work with took the day off, that was pleasant
<2022-05-27T08:06:24.000Z> Frosche: he makes me want to bash my face against a wall
<2022-05-27T08:07:50.000Z> Frosche: I've always maintained a weird schedule.  I was in the military and never recovered a normal human sleep cycle lol
<2022-05-27T08:10:02.000Z> Frosche: nothing special, they just wake you up at all hours of the night to keep watch
<2022-05-27T08:10:13.000Z> Frosche: yeah, I have some, keep forgetting to use it
<2022-05-27T08:12:22.000Z> Frosche: Oh I know all the sleep tips and tricks, I'm just irresponsible and don't use them
<2022-05-27T08:12:27.000Z> Frosche: Like how it's 4am my time
<2022-05-27T08:19:40.000Z> Frosche: one day.  One day I'll go to bed on time
<2022-05-27T08:25:48.000Z> Frosche: alright, gnight
<2022-05-27T08:31:44.000Z> Frosche: that reminds me I should buy a saxophone
<2022-05-27T08:32:27.000Z> Frosche: lol go to bed
<2022-05-27T09:08:36.000Z> Frosche: yes excellent job going to bed
<2022-05-27T20:35:30.000Z> Frosche: Yeah I slept from 5 to noon. One day I'll fix it
<2022-05-28T05:14:28.000Z> Frosche: Alright, gnight :)
<2022-06-03T20:13:07.000Z> Frosche: Wife's birthday was this week, trouble with the DMV, had to get the death cert today.  Rough week actually
<2022-06-03T20:18:05.000Z> Frosche: Yup
<2022-06-03T20:19:07.000Z> Frosche: Picked up the death cert, went to work, stressed about the DMV. So, not muchI'm participating in FFF, that's about it
<2022-06-03T20:24:04.000Z> Frosche: There's not much point to taking PTO, I'll just sit at home and stare at the wall. Food indulgences are a bad idea because I really need to lose weight
<2022-06-03T20:25:13.000Z> Frosche: Eh, I'm a shut in
<2022-06-03T20:53:28.000Z> Frosche: Yeah, I live near a big park so I'll walk the dog through it, but that's for her more than me lol
<2022-06-03T21:06:00.000Z> Frosche: Lol, I'll give it a shot
<2022-06-03T21:23:43.000Z> Frosche: Lol thanks
<2022-06-04T00:02:41.000Z> Frosche: Hi hi
<2022-06-04T00:03:07.000Z> Frosche: Yes for as painful as today had been, the last couple hours haven't been bad. Honestly that's why being at work suits me
<2022-06-04T00:04:38.000Z> Frosche: YupI was wandering around the town hall stifling tears. Some old woman came in too get a copy of her marriage cert. Been married for 50 years.  Should've been us 
<2022-06-04T00:05:55.000Z> Frosche: And I'm thankful for it. Never been the reach out for help type until this. Maybe God wanted this for me 
<2022-06-04T00:09:27.000Z> Frosche: Yeah that's what the pastor said
<2022-06-04T00:10:34.000Z> Frosche: Alright, take care
<2022-06-04T00:10:52.000Z> Frosche: Yeah?
<2022-06-04T00:11:38.000Z> Frosche: That's what I keep hearing.
<2022-06-04T00:12:39.000Z> Frosche: Yup. I'm putting my trust in God
<2022-06-05T05:48:33.000Z> Frosche: Yeah today has been chill.  Thanks for BSing with us tonight
<2022-06-05T05:50:08.000Z> Frosche: ta :)
<2022-06-06T16:38:53.000Z> Frosche: Yesterday was pretty chill.  I blocked that one guy who is being disagreeable.  I'll probably go unblock at some time but I don't need that kind of attitude
<2022-06-06T17:12:42.000Z> Frosche: yup
<2022-06-06T17:12:55.000Z> Frosche: Never really had a thing for small girls
<2022-06-06T22:18:35.000Z> Frosche: heyhey
<2022-06-06T22:18:37.000Z> Frosche: Today is fine
<2022-06-06T22:18:53.000Z> Frosche: I caught up on some bible reading and did some quality shitposting
<2022-06-16T22:27:13.000Z> Frosche: I had a rough day earlier in the week but I pulled through. There's plenty of goofballs here to keep me distracted
<2022-06-16T22:48:30.000Z> Frosche: Gracias. Hoty things are going smooth on your end
<2022-07-08T21:38:27.000Z> Frosche: Yeah I'm doing alright
<2022-07-08T21:47:20.000Z> Frosche: Work work work
<2022-07-08T22:21:42.000Z> Frosche: Thanks 🙏