<2022-11-09T10:23:21.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i finally got my heat fixed so i've been cooking with my top off, so if you need any additional motivation... i mean, that won't be the view you'd get as a guest or anything, but potentially something to come home to, so... food for thought at any rate 
<2022-11-09T10:26:31.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: And yet here you are trying to heat things up even further. Just what else are you intending to take off? 
<2022-11-09T10:27:33.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: eh eh eh... read carefully, dreamy pants ~ pre alter situation looks much more pg ; )
<2022-11-09T10:28:46.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: but all jokes aside, dreamer... christmas is quiet around here, so you wanna make friends and mingle, i'd be down for romhacks and pieroszki for sure :)
<2022-11-09T10:29:14.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i'm in western canada 
<2022-11-09T10:47:19.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: You realize that's gonna end with my hands up your skirt, right? 
<2022-11-09T10:48:41.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: :O are perogies that exciting to you or is there something about romhacks that feels like foreplay to you? 
<2022-11-09T10:54:24.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Well what exactly did you imagine my hands would be doing when it was your turn at the romhacks, sitting on my lap all innocent like? 
<2022-11-10T02:18:20.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/a2cf5a03a042c5bbab7e7c6f50336e74a74b82a7e585e7ff207405a8a76b3914.jpeg
<2022-11-10T06:43:51.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: 🤣 that's epic 
<2022-11-10T06:44:20.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: that's quite the meme in your possession 
<2022-11-10T06:47:27.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: It's the tamest one I could find... 
<2022-11-10T06:48:19.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: but all joking aside, i was sort of thinking you'd be on standby in event of a kaizo hacks 😏 i mean, i never tire of massages... but you eventually might =P  
<2022-11-10T06:49:04.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: that meme is glorious, though XD that should be shared with the world 😂 
<2022-11-10T06:51:18.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/464bb79c3d74a12b4f3e5cf935b8762096d9bd8a13ba84b56a3291b0ef4fd0ff.jpeg
<2022-11-10T06:51:39.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: I'm down for massages, if you know what I mean. 
<2022-11-10T06:53:01.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: oh my dear :O what do you think is gonna be happening over christmas? >> 
<2022-11-10T06:53:53.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: dreamer... i may be a sensual person (i don't deny that), but i surely hope you've not got the wrong impression... 
<2022-11-10T06:54:22.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Nothing is wrong with sensual... 
<2022-11-10T06:54:44.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i don't know about you, but i don't make habit of sharing myself with people, you know?  that's sort of... reserved like an expensive wine, you know?  
<2022-11-10T06:55:19.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Also, you know I can be dirty, I don't know why you're pretending to be surprised by my memes
<2022-11-10T06:56:04.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: And yes, I'm aware that your a reserved woman, it's rather cute tbh
<2022-11-10T06:59:19.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: aww :) and yes, this is true ~ you have a notably robust sense of humour  so... i was thinking about this last night... 
<2022-11-10T06:59:45.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: you pepper in a little bit of polish yesterday, buuut... was it a copy/paste? :)
<2022-11-10T07:03:05.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Are you accusing me of being a fraud!? 
<2022-11-10T07:03:37.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: But also yes, I thought I made that obvious enough by using desert instead of dessert. 
<2022-11-10T07:04:58.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Maybe I should get some hands on lessons 😏
<2022-11-10T07:07:09.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: XD i figured as much... i was like, from what i recall, this little punk remembers the words, babcia, pierogi, dzieki, and kurwa at best 
<2022-11-10T07:08:23.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: hands on?  well, i don't speak sign, so it's be more of an oral exchange as per linguistics, ya?  :O 
<2022-11-10T07:09:11.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: but fair enough on the reading/writing part of it all, but do you understand it when it is spoken? (even if you struggle to find the words with which to respond)
<2022-11-10T07:26:28.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: I only know a little bit that I picked up from my grandma years ago 
<2022-11-10T07:27:01.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Stuff like dobranoc and do widzenia and Jeśli jesteś zmęczony to zapraszam na chwilę na moją twarz.
<2022-11-10T07:27:11.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: :O
<2022-11-10T07:27:14.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: you're nuts XD
<2022-11-10T07:27:19.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: I still have to look up the spelling though 
<2022-11-10T07:27:34.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: or would that be a mouthful and spelled "your nuts" :O
<2022-11-10T07:28:14.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: that's neat though that even that much stuck with you 
<2022-11-10T07:28:26.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: you'd probably pick it up if it was spoken around you 
<2022-11-10T07:28:34.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: or through music/shows :)
<2022-11-10T07:29:11.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: also - zmeczony would suggest male 
<2022-11-10T07:29:20.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: zmeczona would be female :)
<2022-11-10T07:29:33.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: don't worry -- i'd be delighted to help you out with that 
<2022-11-10T07:29:41.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: (giggles)
<2022-11-10T07:29:46.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: the linguistics ; )
<2022-11-10T07:29:48.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: 😏
<2022-11-10T07:29:52.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: XD
<2022-11-10T07:30:01.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Oh and foods, I know lots of foods 
<2022-11-10T07:30:07.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: :) 
<2022-11-10T07:30:17.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: which are your faves?
<2022-11-10T07:30:34.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: you know you never told me your age eh, mister? 
<2022-11-10T07:30:47.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i sort of think we're like... similar in range... -ish 
<2022-11-10T07:31:29.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: you mentioned your machinery courses and that's about it for orientation 
<2022-11-10T07:31:35.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: that and stateside :) 
<2022-11-10T07:31:54.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Alright, but guess first 
<2022-11-10T07:32:17.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: everything else about you is one giant mystery... minus decent sense of humour and babi gotowanie :)
<2022-11-10T07:32:33.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: ooh, mid-twenties?
<2022-11-10T07:33:27.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: A little older, but not too much 
<2022-11-10T07:34:31.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i was thinking 27/8
<2022-11-10T07:34:38.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: 31 I think 
<2022-11-10T07:34:44.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: XD
<2022-11-10T07:34:50.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: I'll need to check my drivers license 
<2022-11-10T07:34:54.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: you need a moment to check? =P awesome 
<2022-11-10T07:34:56.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: lmao
<2022-11-10T07:35:01.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: And now for the miss? 
<2022-11-10T07:35:01.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: nice
<2022-11-10T07:35:26.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: well, i don't think i'd be a cougar, but i'm sure i'd hear it :)
<2022-11-10T07:36:04.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Oh noes, are you gonna prowl on me? 
<2022-11-10T07:36:10.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: 😅
<2022-11-10T07:36:18.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i don't wanna give out specs traceable on the fedi, but let's say there's a half-decade diff :O
<2022-11-10T07:36:33.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: mm, i dunno... did you want to be prowled on?
<2022-11-10T07:36:45.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: 😳
<2022-11-10T07:36:50.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: okay, fave dania... go.
<2022-11-10T07:38:13.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Potato pancakes, maybe 
<2022-11-10T07:38:32.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Though I might just eat that the most because it's easy to make 
<2022-11-10T07:39:43.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: aww :)
<2022-11-10T07:39:50.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: you enjoy cooking? 
<2022-11-10T07:40:16.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: do you think them on the gummier side or the crispy side? 
<2022-11-10T07:42:06.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: last time we made them, i insisted on keeping the skins and it was soooo worth it, dreamer.  i don't know if it was the extra starch or that the skins drew out moisture or added texture or little bit of everything altogether, but oh my goodness... they turned out perfect, dreamy.  absolutely delightful.  so crisp.  mm.  
<2022-11-10T07:43:01.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: is it just you, dreamy, or are your parents still around or was it grandma that raised you? <3
<2022-11-10T07:44:24.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: My parents are still around, but grandma just passed last year 
<2022-11-10T07:47:25.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: :cute_hug: i can tell she was someone special to you i'm glad your folks are still around -- even when they're a handful, it's hard to imagine them not being there 
<2022-11-10T07:48:53.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: shoot, i gotta kick my feet up dreamer... i wanna get a workout in before work tomorrow and it's been one heck of a long week... i'm so delighted for a three-day break (soooo needed) 
<2022-11-10T07:49:02.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: you far off the border, by the way? 
<2022-11-10T07:49:31.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Not too far, but on the complete other coast 
<2022-11-10T07:49:32.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i'm a bc girl (just keep that hush) 
<2022-11-10T07:49:40.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: oh shit 
<2022-11-10T07:51:00.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: hmm 
<2022-11-10T07:52:03.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: you got plans for the long weekend?
<2022-11-10T07:53:13.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Actually no, I have this weekend off 
<2022-11-10T07:53:24.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Probably just doing work around the house 
<2022-11-10T07:53:28.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: that's the best time to make plans :) 
<2022-11-10T07:53:43.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: ooh 🔥 
<2022-11-10T07:54:00.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: a man who does things around the house 🌶️ 
<2022-11-10T07:54:16.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: what sort of work around the house do you do? 
<2022-11-10T07:55:33.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Just getting things taken care of before winter hits, and fixing the siding 
<2022-11-10T07:55:51.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: You have anything fun planned? 
<2022-11-10T07:56:14.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: wow 
<2022-11-10T07:56:21.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: that's a much better answer than i anticipated 
<2022-11-10T07:56:29.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: ? 
<2022-11-10T07:56:30.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i was not expecting so much foreplay 
<2022-11-10T07:56:37.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: :o
<2022-11-10T07:56:38.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: =P 
<2022-11-10T07:56:54.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: (giggles)
<2022-11-10T07:57:08.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: listen, i'll be real with you
<2022-11-10T07:57:30.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: You need your siding done too? 
<2022-11-10T07:57:34.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i have my own home, but damn it, i haven't the faintest idea how to maintain the damn thing 
<2022-11-10T07:57:44.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i can do all the lady things 
<2022-11-10T07:57:51.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: and i'm a hard working woman
<2022-11-10T07:58:02.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: and i don't shy from a challenge... but i'm like... 
<2022-11-10T07:58:10.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: retarded when it comes to man things 
<2022-11-10T07:58:16.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i'm decent with guns 
<2022-11-10T07:58:20.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: and that's about it
<2022-11-10T07:58:26.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: everything else?
<2022-11-10T07:58:27.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: noooo
<2022-11-10T07:58:39.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i can cast well (fishing)
<2022-11-10T07:58:40.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: love that
<2022-11-10T07:58:46.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Well it's easy enough, just swing a hammer around until the problem goes away 
<2022-11-10T07:58:49.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Ez pz
<2022-11-10T07:58:53.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: but i'm not hooking worms, you know?
<2022-11-10T07:58:58.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: right...
<2022-11-10T07:59:21.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i mean, if i'm swinging a hammer, that'll only be for resistance training XD
<2022-11-10T07:59:32.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: but nothing is getting fixed, for sure LOL
<2022-11-10T07:59:39.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: so ya
<2022-11-10T07:59:53.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: What if they were girly worms? 
<2022-11-10T08:00:03.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: that's not a thing 
<2022-11-10T08:00:07.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/a1e9440fd8b2f67babf2584f51a0c8c744a93749e73a810911f7b274f34a23d1.jpg
<2022-11-10T08:00:07.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: :)
<2022-11-10T08:00:11.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: NO
<2022-11-10T08:00:24.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: *high pitched "no"*
<2022-11-10T08:00:30.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Look it's even pink! 
<2022-11-10T08:00:34.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: ew :(
<2022-11-10T08:00:42.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Aww
<2022-11-10T08:00:43.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: boys are gross 
<2022-11-10T08:00:44.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: lol
<2022-11-10T08:00:49.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: You'll hurt it's feelings 
<2022-11-10T08:00:52.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: aww man... now i wanna go fishing 
<2022-11-10T08:00:59.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: lubisz ryby?
<2022-11-10T08:01:09.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: like to go fish (not so much to eat them)
<2022-11-10T08:01:31.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: I haven't gone in a while unfortunately 
<2022-11-10T08:01:44.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: but is it something you enjoy?
<2022-11-10T08:01:51.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: I do have fish at home though (no fishing in my tanks) 
<2022-11-10T08:01:59.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: :) cute 
<2022-11-10T08:02:08.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Yeah, it's relaxing enough 
<2022-11-10T08:02:11.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i promise not to swim in there either
<2022-11-10T08:02:21.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: ... romhacks, yay ou nay?
<2022-11-10T08:03:02.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: I'm not great at kaizo, but sure 
<2022-11-10T08:03:20.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: me either, but there's lots of other ones we can play :)
<2022-11-10T08:03:25.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: could* (whatever)
<2022-11-10T08:03:30.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: okay... well...
<2022-11-10T08:04:10.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: You probably could swim in the one tankm.. 
<2022-11-10T08:04:39.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: More like bathtub sized though 
<2022-11-10T08:04:49.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i am fairly short and that's pretty cool 
<2022-11-10T08:05:02.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: salt water or fresh?
<2022-11-10T08:05:47.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Just fresh at the moment 
<2022-11-10T08:06:05.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Big fishies though 
<2022-11-10T08:06:17.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: the salt ones are super gorgeous, but the maintenance is outrageous 
<2022-11-10T08:06:25.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: ya?  what kind?
<2022-11-10T08:07:13.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: An Oscar, a pleco, some discus, and tilapia 
<2022-11-10T08:07:24.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: dreamer, what else are you?  like 25% polish and the rest is what?
<2022-11-10T08:08:38.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Half Polish half Czechoslovakian
<2022-11-10T08:08:45.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: XD tilapia -- so if the recession gets any worse and you run outta tuna... 
<2022-11-10T08:08:50.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Or something like that 
<2022-11-10T08:08:55.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: oh, halfsies even <3 
<2022-11-10T08:09:03.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: and czech
<2022-11-10T08:09:06.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: alright 
<2022-11-10T08:09:22.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: and plecos are awesome -- freaky fish, but neat 
<2022-11-10T08:09:29.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: and what colour is your discus
<2022-11-10T08:10:09.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: What are you needing to picture me for? 
<2022-11-10T08:10:13.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: 🤔
<2022-11-10T08:10:17.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i've always fared well with the czechs 
<2022-11-10T08:10:29.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: :) 
<2022-11-10T08:11:01.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Blue and reddish discus, let me see if I can find similar ones online 
<2022-11-10T08:13:21.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: well listen... you asked about my plans for this weekend and it sounds like we've both got some, but if you get bored, drop me your digits and maybe we can dream up a christmas menu together and work on your pronounciation of pieroszki :) 
<2022-11-10T08:13:47.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Alright, if I get a chance 
<2022-11-10T08:14:36.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: :) well, i mean... the siding can be wildly unpredictable, so ; )
<2022-11-10T08:15:56.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i'm just teasing you 
<2022-11-10T08:16:04.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i'm glad you're back though, you know? 
<2022-11-10T08:16:17.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: you had me worried when you went m.i.a. there for a while 
<2022-11-10T08:16:27.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: it's nice to have you back on here :)
<2022-11-10T08:21:17.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: 😅
<2022-11-10T08:21:35.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Just have to take a break from the internet occasionally, you know? 
<2022-11-10T08:21:45.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: oh, i know... 
<2022-11-10T08:21:59.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: k serious question 
<2022-11-10T08:22:50.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: K
<2022-11-10T08:23:16.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: 'cause i know people always talk about "ooh, if i ever meet anyone off of fedi i'll expect handcuffs and ra ra ra" but honestly dreamer... can cops not just locate your ip address anyway? i honestly don't get the... well... paranoia around it 
<2022-11-10T08:23:25.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: what am i missing? 
<2022-11-10T08:24:50.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Possibly, though they probably already have to know who you are, or get cooperation from the site owner 
<2022-11-10T08:25:09.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: huh.  i see... 
<2022-11-10T08:25:33.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i don't know, maybe i just feel safer 'cause i'm a bit more... mild in comparison to many on here
<2022-11-10T08:25:43.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: ah, whatever... different stories for different days 
<2022-11-10T08:26:00.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: The bigger issue would probably be meeting with someone who doesn't agree with you politically, so to speak 
<2022-11-10T08:26:09.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: And then they turn you in
<2022-11-10T08:26:49.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: You in particular probably aren't on the feds priority list, but then again it is Canada... 
<2022-11-10T08:26:54.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: strange.  it's a strange world.
<2022-11-10T08:27:11.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: oh, don't remind me 
<2022-11-10T08:27:28.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i took enough heat involving myself with politics 
<2022-11-10T08:28:07.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i mean, i recognize my opinions aren't popular... but my opinions are still within the realm of... acceptability, even if taboo 
<2022-11-10T08:28:15.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: ah, it is what it is 
<2022-11-10T08:28:25.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: For now... 
<2022-11-10T08:28:51.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i've accepted a while back that if it is my fate to do time for thinking what i do and not being given opportunity to express my thoughts in full and be heard, than so be it
<2022-11-10T08:28:58.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: political prisoner so to speak 
<2022-11-10T08:29:03.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: for now, of course 
<2022-11-10T08:29:38.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: ah, i can't think of this anymore tonight 
<2022-11-10T08:29:48.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: I'd prefer if you didn't though 
<2022-11-10T08:30:04.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Back to naughty memes? 
<2022-11-10T08:30:04.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: didn't what?
<2022-11-10T08:30:15.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Become a political prisoner 
<2022-11-10T08:30:22.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: :)
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<2022-11-10T08:30:33.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i gotta get sleep in somewhere tonight 
<2022-11-10T08:30:35.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: awww
<2022-11-10T08:30:37.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Have a discus 
<2022-11-10T08:30:47.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: nice discus ;)
<2022-11-10T08:30:57.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: neat colours though 
<2022-11-10T08:31:23.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Like I said, pictures don't really do them justice 
<2022-11-10T08:31:33.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: pictures rarely do 
<2022-11-10T08:32:10.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: photographers always have a different sentiment about this, but i'm partial to song 
<2022-11-10T08:32:21.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: I got mine overnighted in the mail too, so I didn't realize how pretty they'd be until I got the box
<2022-11-10T08:32:24.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: "i have the kind of beauty that moves" 
<2022-11-10T08:32:43.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: maybe it helps that it references dance, too 
<2022-11-10T08:32:45.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: anyway... 
<2022-11-10T08:32:55.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: aww <3 that's so endearing 
<2022-11-10T08:33:21.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i've always found that so sweet 
<2022-11-10T08:33:41.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: people that just light up with emotion over the joy of a fish in the mail 
<2022-11-10T08:34:03.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i can't explain it, but there's something so uniquely sweet about that 
<2022-11-10T08:34:40.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: it's a lot of mental gymnastics with fish ownership though, eh? 
<2022-11-10T08:34:51.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: and there's a lot that can be learned for having an aquarium 
<2022-11-10T08:34:53.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: You get lots of fish in the mail? 
<2022-11-10T08:35:10.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: schools of fish do best together, but odd birds get bullied or bully... 
<2022-11-10T08:35:41.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: I think part of it is that I only do it for fish that I can't find locally, so I don't really know what they'll look like until I get them. 
<2022-11-10T08:35:45.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: XD i don't, no, but i've seen this joyful excitement in other fishtank folk :)
<2022-11-10T08:36:16.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: it's just sweet -- it's like a micro christmas 
<2022-11-10T08:36:37.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: like that innocence of the unknown
<2022-11-10T08:36:40.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i don't know 
<2022-11-10T08:36:55.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: it's hard to put into words, but it's simply endearing 
<2022-11-10T08:37:08.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: I also spend more on the fish than I do for Christmas, so there's that 
<2022-11-10T08:37:17.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: :)
<2022-11-10T08:37:26.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Well I don't buy often, but when I do... 
<2022-11-10T08:37:28.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i budget for the table 
<2022-11-10T08:37:47.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i'm like that with shoes... i don't spend much on "stuff" in general 
<2022-11-10T08:37:55.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i'm not very materialistically oriented 
<2022-11-10T08:38:16.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: but if i need to buy something or if it'll make someone's life better... then why not? 
<2022-11-10T08:38:23.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: other than that, i couldn't care less 
<2022-11-10T08:38:38.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Yeah, same, although I work a lot anyways 
<2022-11-10T08:38:56.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Want to buy me a nice plot of land out west 
<2022-11-10T08:39:12.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: bc west? :)
<2022-11-10T08:39:16.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: (giggles)
<2022-11-10T08:39:24.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: 😓
<2022-11-10T08:39:27.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i'm happy to be back at work 
<2022-11-10T08:39:36.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: that was crazy for a while there 
<2022-11-10T08:39:38.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: North Idaho, most likely 
<2022-11-10T08:39:45.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: oh boooo
<2022-11-10T08:39:51.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Oh yeah? What are you doing now? 
<2022-11-10T08:40:03.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: (gets shy)
<2022-11-10T08:40:07.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: doing stuff :)
<2022-11-10T08:40:14.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: when we chat...
<2022-11-10T08:40:17.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Please, you can get into Canada with a car from Idaho 
<2022-11-10T08:40:23.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i'll tell ya what you wanna know then 
<2022-11-10T08:40:25.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Fair enough 
<2022-11-10T08:40:39.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: you ever thought of poland?
<2022-11-10T08:42:47.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: I've considered citizenship, but I also have plans for here 
<2022-11-10T08:43:23.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: ya ya, fair enough 
<2022-11-10T08:43:55.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: okay, i can't sit any longer 
<2022-11-10T08:44:11.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Alright, sweet dreams 
<2022-11-10T08:44:21.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: I should probably get back to work anyways
<2022-11-10T08:44:50.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: one more week of sitting on my ass and then work will be the excitement i'm used to and GOD BLESS or i'll have a pancake for a toosh 
<2022-11-10T08:45:02.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: aw man
<2022-11-10T08:45:05.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: you on nights?
<2022-11-10T08:45:07.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: bleh 
<2022-11-10T08:45:10.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: poor soul 
<2022-11-10T08:45:23.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: alright, stay safe though dreamer 
<2022-11-10T08:45:48.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: :cute_hug: g'night 
<2022-11-10T08:45:50.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: All night every night 
<2022-11-10T08:45:57.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: or raczej "dobranoc" 
<2022-11-10T08:46:01.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: 😳
<2022-11-10T08:46:16.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: ooh, that's what she said
<2022-11-10T08:46:48.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Behave! 
<2022-11-10T08:46:54.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Or else! 
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<2022-11-13T11:42:27.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Aren't you supposed to be in bed by now? 
<2022-11-13T11:43:54.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: yes ~ thank you for the reminder *yawn* 
<2022-11-13T11:44:02.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: why are you up so early? 
<2022-11-13T11:44:26.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: I don't sleep, remember? 
<2022-11-13T11:45:32.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: you never left me that memo 
<2022-11-13T11:45:42.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: but i'm about to pass out 
<2022-11-13T11:45:44.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: I did just now
<2022-11-13T11:46:09.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: You must have been too tired to notice 
<2022-11-13T11:46:17.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: :) perhaps 
<2022-11-13T11:46:40.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Well sweet dreams, I guess 
<2022-11-13T11:46:51.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: forbidden dreamer or dreams forbidden? :O
<2022-11-13T11:47:06.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: well, they tend to be
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<2022-11-13T20:56:54.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: why idaho?
<2022-11-14T03:23:16.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Mostly for the community 
<2022-11-16T09:30:27.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: oh?
<2022-11-16T10:11:17.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Oui, but busy 
<2022-11-16T10:11:41.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Oh, I thought you were asking if I was on... 
<2022-11-16T10:13:56.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: :) i wasn't, but nice to see you here i gotta go leap in the shower before i find my face on the floor.  i get dizzy by the end of the night, but if i don't get this over this, tomorrow would be hella cold -- canada, eh? tsk.life been treating you with kindness, dreamy? 
<2022-11-16T10:14:13.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: this over with*
<2022-11-16T10:16:29.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: It's been alright, I suppose. And you? 
<2022-11-16T10:18:05.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: busy.  hella busy.  intense.  frustrating.  i hate the job i love so much?  it's been a lot.  i'm looking forward to the weekend.  even on monday, and for sure by tuesday XD  
<2022-11-16T10:22:59.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Hey, at least you aren't complaining about not having a job anymore, right? 
<2022-11-16T10:23:54.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: lmao ~ exactly XD
<2022-11-16T10:25:03.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: in all seriousness, there's always something to bitch about.  it's a weird situation they've got me in, but i feel blessed that this is my current headache, you know what i mean?  
<2022-11-16T10:25:38.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i told someone earlier today who mentioned the day was full of bullshit, "and tomorrow will bring it's own" 
<2022-11-16T10:26:23.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: it's just how it goes -- the world is a mess and people invest too much time complicating their own for whatever reasons that tickle their fancy and it creates nightmares for people who'd rather be solving actual problems instead of made up ones, but... it is what it is 
<2022-11-16T10:26:43.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i'd rather this problem than the one i was in before it 
<2022-11-16T10:27:34.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: is it weird? it is.  is it comfortable?  it's not.  could it be worse?  for sure.  but will i experience stress until i can steer the ship to safer waters?  you betcha.
<2022-11-16T10:27:56.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: sorry, i get super chatty when i'm tired -- it's worse than intoxication 
<2022-11-16T10:28:12.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: i gotta jet though for reals or i'll faint and it's too cold for that 
<2022-11-16T10:28:30.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: goodnight dreamer and hopefully next time i'll hear more about what's been new on your end of the equation :)
<2022-11-16T10:38:53.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Alright, I'll let you go think about me in the shower or whatever you were gonna go do. 
<2022-11-16T10:39:07.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: Sorry, it's just getting kind of busy here now 
<2022-11-17T05:18:44.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: 🤣 mm, how did you know?  😜 all teasing aside though, i was d r e a d i n g today and honesty couldn't be more elated with the outcome.  for the first time in a while, i feel a sense of peace not only within, but also from world around me.  i have a few things left to finesse, but i realize that time shared with loved ones is too precious to pass up, so i think i might end up doing a roadtrip this weekend and praying for decent conditions.  too much has piled on, so breaks become fewer, but human capacity remains unchanged, with or without the cape and leotards (hehe)"busy here now" -- work?  how are things with you anyway?  like, for real for real :)
<2022-11-18T14:21:55.000Z> syrenka@nicecrew.digital: do you have much family left overseas, dreamer?
<2022-11-18T14:48:14.000Z> ForbiddenDreamer: No clue, my grandparents came over like 80 years ago, and I never heard much about that. 