<2023-05-07T12:42:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hello...
<2023-05-07T12:46:58.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Hello friend. I'm really sorry you've been feeling so shitty
<2023-05-07T12:47:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah
<2023-05-07T12:47:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Been in bed today
<2023-05-07T12:51:18.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I wish I could give you a big hug. Tbh I wish I could stay in bed all day today, I just got to work
<2023-05-07T12:52:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's not fun staying inside all the time.
<2023-05-07T12:54:26.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: That's true... I always feel the worst when I spend all my time in my place just playing games or whatever
<2023-05-07T12:55:01.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: It's kinda sad that I'm usually the happiest at work, because at least I get to be around other people
<2023-05-07T12:58:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: People are social animals
<2023-05-07T13:04:26.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Mhm, we're not meant to be alone. It seems like most people these days are struggling with loneliness. I know I've spent nights crying because I've felt so alone
<2023-05-07T13:05:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Same
<2023-05-07T13:10:16.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Thats why us lonely people need to be there for each other. I know it's not much, but just know that you're in my thoughts and I care about you. 
<2023-05-07T13:13:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, thank you
<2023-05-07T13:17:50.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Of course <3 please feel free to talk to me any time you want about anything, I'm always happy to listen
<2023-05-07T13:18:43.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oke, sir.
<2023-05-07T13:19:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Being a femcel sucks
<2023-05-07T13:20:54.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I'm curious how one becomes a femcel... I've always been under the impression women had it easier than men. 
<2023-05-07T13:22:32.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I isolated myself from society and stayed inside. I regret wasting my youth for that.
<2023-05-07T13:22:33.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I'm sorry if that comes across as rude, I don't mean to make it sound like you have it easier than me
<2023-05-07T13:24:12.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Yeah that's basically what I did too... it's hard to unisolate yourself once you've hidden yourself away for a long time
<2023-05-07T13:24:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, it's not a problem
<2023-05-07T13:24:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah..
<2023-05-07T13:25:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...I'm autistic, which is why I isolated myself.
<2023-05-07T13:28:02.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Autism can be tough to deal with... my brother is autistic and he's barely functioning. He's still a really sweet person and I do my best to be his friend and keep him company
<2023-05-07T13:31:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: The worst is being between normal and autistic, or between child and adult. I feel trapped. I'm living in purgatory.
<2023-05-07T13:37:50.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I don't know what it's like, so maybe this isn't good advice, but maybe embracing both sides would be best? Channel your child side in one way and your adult side in another. Like, maybe you could use your art as an outlet for your child side, making all kinds of cute and fun drawings. And when you're working or need to be more serious, that's when you put the child part of you aside and focus on the adult within you
<2023-05-07T13:38:30.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Maybe I'm just talking out off my ass tho. Idk what it's really like to be autistic, so it may be worthless advice
<2023-05-07T13:39:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi: That's pretty good
<2023-05-07T13:49:00.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Thank you. Btw your art really is nice, I especially like the seal you drew <3 it's so cute!
<2023-05-07T13:50:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: What should I draw next?
<2023-05-07T13:51:21.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I'd really love to see you draw a slugcat! They're my obsession 
<2023-05-07T13:51:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, him. He's cute.
<2023-05-07T13:53:30.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Sp cute. And it'd look so cute in your style!
<2023-05-07T16:48:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/5b8dce514223b6e0647057e57d27d69aea4fa6f802614e2900c5cc292d26b5cb.png
<2023-05-07T16:57:35.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Omg that's so adorable <333 
<2023-05-07T16:58:12.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: You're really talented, I wish I could draw as well as you
<2023-05-07T17:07:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, thanks
<2023-05-07T17:10:46.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Thank you for the cute art <3 I owe you one
<2023-05-07T17:16:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, no problem
<2023-05-07T17:19:34.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: ❤️
<2023-05-07T21:05:13.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Heyy how are you?
<2023-05-08T01:22:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hey, just woke up a bit
<2023-05-08T01:24:11.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Hope you slept good! Isn't it still rly early though?
<2023-05-08T01:25:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It is. Have habit of waking early, checking phone and then sleeping again.
<2023-05-08T01:26:45.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I'm the exact same way lol. Well you should get back to sleep than, don't want to stay up too long and ruin your sleep
<2023-05-08T01:27:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Nah, not yet
<2023-05-08T01:28:36.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Okay :> 
<2023-05-08T04:50:16.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I'm going to bed, but I just wanted to thank you again for the drawing and to say that I care for and appreciate you 
<2023-05-08T04:51:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: That's sweet. Good night~
<2023-05-08T04:51:32.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Oh and I hope you have a great day <3
<2023-05-08T04:51:44.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Night <3
<2023-05-08T10:57:38.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Good morning!
<2023-05-08T11:00:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Morning~
<2023-05-08T11:03:24.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: How are ya? <3
<2023-05-08T11:04:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Haven't been feeling good. Cried couple times.
<2023-05-08T11:06:10.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I'm sorry to hear that... I wish I could hug you, make you feel a bit better
<2023-05-08T11:07:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, thanks.
<2023-05-08T11:13:03.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Do you wanna talk about what's bothering you? Like I said yesterday, I'm always hear to listen
<2023-05-08T11:18:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Being a retard brings me so much pain, I was screwed from birth to ever have a normal happy life. I feel pain and jealousy towards normal people, having families.
<2023-05-08T11:25:01.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I don't think you're a retard. Like I said yesterday, my brother is also autistic, but we could never talk like how you and I are talking now.  You're a talented and lovely person
<2023-05-08T11:27:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sure, I suppose.
<2023-05-08T11:28:52.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: May I ask how old you are?
<2023-05-08T11:29:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: 33
<2023-05-08T11:30:23.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: You're still plenty young enough to start a family! It's more common than you'd think for people to have kids and get married in their 30s. 
<2023-05-08T11:31:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...My autism is hereditary which is why I can't have them.
<2023-05-08T11:36:25.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Oh I see. You can still find someone to marry and get the love and affection you deserve though. Maybe adoption?
<2023-05-08T11:36:46.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mentally ill can't adopt in Finland.
<2023-05-08T11:37:00.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Even if the husband isnt?
<2023-05-08T11:39:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Probably. In general I'm not fit to take care of anything, which is why I'm grieving for not being born normal and healthy.
<2023-05-08T11:44:59.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I really am sorry you were dealt a poor hand in life. You're still a wonderful person though who deserves love and affection. Also you're not retarded, I won't let you say that around me.
<2023-05-08T11:48:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Okay then..
<2023-05-08T11:54:54.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Is it alright if I ask what your name is? I'm Jon, but you don't have to share yours if you're uncomfortable 
<2023-05-08T11:55:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Karoliina
<2023-05-08T11:57:04.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: That's an interesting name, never heard it before
<2023-05-08T11:57:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Kinda like Carolina
<2023-05-08T11:57:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Typical Finnish name.
<2023-05-08T12:01:02.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I like it! It's a pleasure to meet you, karoliina 
<2023-05-08T12:01:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, same.
<2023-05-08T12:02:59.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: ❤️ 
<2023-05-08T12:03:32.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: It's still dark here and my bed is so cozy, I kinda want to sleep some more 
<2023-05-08T12:04:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw
<2023-05-08T12:05:17.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: But I'm also enjoying talking with you! What shall I do~?
<2023-05-08T12:05:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You got work today?
<2023-05-08T12:05:57.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Nope!
<2023-05-08T12:06:02.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah
<2023-05-08T12:10:14.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: As comfy as my bed is, I rly wish I had someone to cuddle with. It'd make it even more comfy!
<2023-05-08T12:11:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Cute
<2023-05-08T12:23:27.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I bought couple feminine clothing pieces. I have up until this point mostly worn mens clothing.
<2023-05-08T12:40:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...You fell asleep, didn't you?
<2023-05-08T13:51:25.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Yes sorry lol I just kinda passed out
<2023-05-08T13:51:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe
<2023-05-08T13:51:55.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Ooo what kind of clothes did you buy?
<2023-05-08T13:54:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: This weird shirt and skirt, Also a light blue dress. https://i.poastcdn.org/fd4f92aaadf902031cf6e989d6a355518f63afbba1bfe05db6a1895d86f72629.png
<2023-05-08T13:56:43.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: That looks really cute! Love the colors. Also that's you?? You look really nice <3
<2023-05-08T13:57:01.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ah, yes. Thank you
<2023-05-08T13:59:53.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: You're pretty! Would love to see your light blue dress sometime too
<2023-05-08T14:00:17.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh, sure. I washed so I need to iron it.
<2023-05-08T14:02:28.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Ok! I look forward to seeing it <3
<2023-05-08T14:04:53.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: What's that necklace you're wearing?
<2023-05-08T14:11:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's BlueBlacks logo. A nationalist group and party in Finland.
<2023-05-08T14:12:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: sinimustaliike.fi/wp-content/uploads/2021/08/sml-logo.png
<2023-05-08T14:17:57.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Oh cool! I like it
<2023-05-08T14:49:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Did gardening, filled the last tub with dirt, kale and viinisuolaheinä seeds.
<2023-05-08T14:57:50.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Nice! I love kale
<2023-05-08T14:59:04.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Never heard of viinisuolaheinä before. Is it another leafy green?
<2023-05-08T14:59:49.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Just got out of the shower and dressed. I got some friends coming over tonight so I gotta get my place cleaned up!
<2023-05-08T15:00:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: This https://i.poastcdn.org/a61ab3b2e32a4245af94005e81005bda682d439d6945418e89865d6bfa2085f9.jpg
<2023-05-08T15:00:18.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh.. Sounds fun.
<2023-05-08T15:01:22.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: It should be! We haven't all gotten together to hang out in a couple months, so it'll be nice getting together again
<2023-05-08T15:05:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's been 8 years since I had a friend.
<2023-05-08T15:08:45.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: What kind of hobbies do you have? For me I connected with my friends through coding, fighting games, and mtg. 
<2023-05-08T15:09:38.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I went about 5 years without making any friends, but once I expanded my interests, making friends just came naturally
<2023-05-08T15:10:06.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I like crafting mostly. Also journaling.
<2023-05-08T15:13:21.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: My advice would be to try to find people through  your hobbies, but in order to really make a connection with them, you need to take an interest in their hobbies too. For example, one friend I met through fighting games was also into coding. I know literally nothing about coding, but I asked him to teach me the basics and that really strengthened our friendship 
<2023-05-08T15:34:55.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have heard about the asking help, even for mundane things, people seem to like being useful.
<2023-05-08T15:35:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Maintaining relationships has always been a problem since I'm sosially blind. People find me irritating.
<2023-05-08T15:36:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: and childish.
<2023-05-08T15:39:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: All childhood friends grew up and moved on, while.. I stayed behind. Alone.
<2023-05-08T15:40:06.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Well so far I don't find you irritating or childish at all.
<2023-05-08T15:41:34.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Between the two childhood friends I still know, one is an alcoholic and the other is internet poisoned to the point of crossdressing openly in front of his parents. Both are quite sad
<2023-05-08T15:42:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's easy for me to hide things throught text.
<2023-05-08T15:46:02.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I'm curious, what kind of childish behavior are you talking about? If you don't mind me asking
<2023-05-08T15:48:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hm, kinda hard to pinpoint when I don't think about it that much.
<2023-05-08T15:49:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I do like plushies and collected toys, thought not much anymore.I don't drink either.
<2023-05-08T15:50:51.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I got a small collection of plushies right next to me lol https://s3.us-east-1.wasabisys.com/cdn.seal.cafe/abb7a4154a4261e431709559837b9653ed81edad89a1ef06e3e737e7646f783d.jpg?name=BrkirLNWyV4jbA.jpg
<2023-05-08T15:51:34.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I'd love to see yours!
<2023-05-08T15:51:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Cute
<2023-05-08T15:51:51.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Toys or plushies?
<2023-05-08T15:52:25.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Both if you'd like, but plushies specifically 
<2023-05-08T15:52:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have couple big plushies I have restored.
<2023-05-08T15:53:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/c97f1149da5249eccda245e90a60748ccd8a4eb3699a4acc13e1150aff1cbe1b.png
<2023-05-08T15:53:41.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Cute! I wanna cuddle with it
<2023-05-08T15:55:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/0845c1a72ea9451c0145b1707687d4777200a79f92e90ebba19ca7d3c071862c.jpg
<2023-05-08T15:56:03.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/d337d82fe7c22eb89ca3b92ad2ee97f6f0b85b7d7e330c286e1764fcbe7a4c02.jpg
<2023-05-08T15:56:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/0a4135f297d4eac81cf7a3942edc2ad06c90115c22b963ce58c537cf71d6dbed.jpg
<2023-05-08T15:56:59.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: You put a lot of work into these guys
<2023-05-08T15:57:13.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I like restoring toys.
<2023-05-08T15:58:55.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: That's really cool. I like your childish side
<2023-05-08T15:59:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/5698d834e2fc48bda7bdc1d7e6c70a5fd55fadb152d17a907cade817a32d3a7a.jpg
<2023-05-08T15:59:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Wish more people would, but it's natural not to.
<2023-05-08T16:00:14.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: How'd you fix the tail and mane on the pony?? It looks so much better
<2023-05-08T16:00:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's called rerooting. I add the hair plug by plug.
<2023-05-08T16:01:41.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: That sounds tedious
<2023-05-08T16:01:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It is
<2023-05-08T16:04:35.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: It's cool you have the patience to do it. I'm not fond of tedious tasks
<2023-05-08T16:04:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: lol, drying. https://i.poastcdn.org/6a53630c11e77fd4270930fd7d59b275f215a2da19203ddfc5b532535372abed.png
<2023-05-08T16:06:26.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: NOOO SHES BEEN SOGGED
<2023-05-08T16:09:26.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/4382a82a6a2a818dae9962c6f24cde454dd4cc0df3e86154f312636548c1f9b6.jpg
<2023-05-08T16:09:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/a053c5ab98c58a1fe27ed2966bf8f53ee41d2d717ccd5cd45cec747c5ad7601d.jpg
<2023-05-08T16:10:29.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Pretty <3
<2023-05-08T16:10:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: This one I sold to a collector
<2023-05-08T16:11:18.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Oh cool! Make some good money?
<2023-05-08T16:11:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hm, it's been few years. Probably some nice ammount.
<2023-05-08T16:12:39.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Hell yeah
<2023-05-08T16:21:12.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Got anymore to share? :>
<2023-05-08T16:21:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, just took pics
<2023-05-08T16:21:33.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Sweet <3
<2023-05-08T16:22:31.000Z> Fiinikiivi: My current ones https://i.poastcdn.org/cf21fd5e5945d71bed1528285508a29b1e7ba900c01ca750b7ef7e4b03fa9091.jpg
<2023-05-08T16:23:03.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Omg those bug fable plushies 😭
<2023-05-08T16:23:12.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I need
<2023-05-08T16:23:16.000Z> Fiinikiivi: You like Bug Fable?
<2023-05-08T16:23:34.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Those cost me over 100€ in total.
<2023-05-08T16:24:19.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Yeah! I haven't finished the game yet... but I will soon!
<2023-05-08T16:24:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I love it
<2023-05-08T16:24:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: and Okami too
<2023-05-08T16:25:30.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I've never played okami but I recognize the dog. Very handsome boi
<2023-05-08T16:25:50.000Z> Fiinikiivi: She's female lol
<2023-05-08T16:26:07.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Oh lol. Very pretty gurl 
<2023-05-08T16:27:52.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I'm very jelly of your collection. I neeeed the bug fables plushies!
<2023-05-08T16:28:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw, they were a limited thing. You have to buy second hand.
<2023-05-08T16:28:45.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: 😭 that sounds like it'd be expensive
<2023-05-08T16:28:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Mh, yeah.
<2023-05-08T16:30:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Dolls https://i.poastcdn.org/4ad511753d7f450bc80bc5aee7da699034aa3f711e843f866a9e2cd3b09bafb6.jpg
<2023-05-08T16:31:18.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Nice. I love how clean you keep everything. They all look like new
<2023-05-08T16:32:00.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Schleich figures https://i.poastcdn.org/5b134be41272be3ea24e22e37efad20ab5b43d27c7d44d3eaeb7290bd6b0e058.jpg
<2023-05-08T16:32:23.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I like dragons
<2023-05-08T16:33:26.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Ooo I love dragons
<2023-05-08T16:38:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Also got couple statues. https://i.poastcdn.org/331de43a846ec2945d12751b106eef8832c3a2c3d62b53b7ce3d4098bff3b2d6.jpg
<2023-05-08T16:38:47.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Those are gorgeous 😍 
<2023-05-08T16:42:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Well, there was some of my things.
<2023-05-08T16:43:54.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: thank you for sharing! I really like your collection
<2023-05-08T16:44:57.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Heh, it's embarrassing, but yeh.
<2023-05-08T16:46:25.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: why is it embarrassing? I think it's cool  
<2023-05-08T16:46:54.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's childish, no adult should have stuff like this.
<2023-05-08T16:49:04.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: adults collect all kinds of stuff, including toys! there's no proper way to be an adult, ya know :p 
<2023-05-08T16:50:15.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I think it's really cool you have something you love to do. you shouldn't be ashamed of the fact you like fixing and collecting toys
<2023-05-08T16:50:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I suppose..
<2023-05-08T16:51:37.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: you take such good care of them too! if you just threw them into a box and let them get all tattered and dusty, then i'd say you're being childish, but you show a genuine love for them, which is something I really respect  
<2023-05-08T16:52:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I do have more in boxes in my basement.
<2023-05-08T16:53:37.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: well it's not like you can display all of them, you've only got so much wall space. 
<2023-05-08T16:53:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I also love stickers and washi tapes. I have a crap load stickers. Use them in crafts and journaling.
<2023-05-08T16:55:55.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Nice. I love cute stickers
<2023-05-08T17:07:05.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It was nice and sunny day. Collected one bag of trash.
<2023-05-08T17:10:02.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: today's looking to be kinda crumby. its cloudy and cold outside. I'm glad it was nice over there tho <3
<2023-05-08T17:11:20.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Quite warm in sun, 15C.
<2023-05-08T17:12:32.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: its about 11.5 here rn
<2023-05-08T17:14:31.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: did you go out at all and show off your new clothes? 
<2023-05-08T17:15:09.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Not yet. Still very cool weather.
<2023-05-08T17:15:58.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Where should I even go? I leave my place rarely.
<2023-05-08T17:16:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Never been to a bar.
<2023-05-08T17:16:47.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: that's a good question, idk what you have around where you live
<2023-05-08T17:17:01.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: bars seem like hell to me. I've never been to one either and i dont want to
<2023-05-08T17:17:40.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I have to use a bus to get to central city.
<2023-05-08T17:19:30.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: public transportation is horrible in the US. especially in cities
<2023-05-08T17:24:09.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: If I lived nearby I'd say we should go on a picnic. take some blankets into a park with some sandwiches and just enjoy the outdoors
<2023-05-08T17:25:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Oh.. That sounds really nice.
<2023-05-08T17:26:23.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: doesn't it? <3
<2023-05-08T17:29:38.000Z> Fiinikiivi attached file https://i.poastcdn.org/8d962969d4dcb099e0e19a2b86a85f5e2df232ff9adda994b673a49471a1dbe0.png
<2023-05-08T17:31:07.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Oh that's really pretty 😍
<2023-05-08T17:34:10.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Not my favourite, but yeh.
<2023-05-08T17:34:44.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: do you have a favorite dress? I'd love to see it
<2023-05-08T17:39:52.000Z> Fiinikiivi: That's my only one, bought it couple weeks ago.
<2023-05-08T17:40:55.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: You should buy more feminine clothes, they look good on you!
<2023-05-08T17:41:21.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah
<2023-05-08T17:41:49.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I don't use make up either.
<2023-05-08T17:42:30.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: makeup seems really difficult to pull off. I've seen far too many people who overdo it and make themselves look like a clown
<2023-05-08T17:43:07.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I'm just lazy
<2023-05-08T17:44:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Spread I'm working on. https://i.poastcdn.org/0529338277938165a949e26adf19be089e4d1263e67732bc5782ef25c2c6f248.jpg
<2023-05-08T17:45:30.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I love the fawn on the left and the snail on the bottom right
<2023-05-08T17:46:36.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Cute vintage.
<2023-05-08T17:54:51.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: hug <3 https://s3.us-east-1.wasabisys.com/cdn.seal.cafe/8b50a9e16926ab457f02e9cb9d8c639e22626e824c2f1caa02ee1c83d0d6b03b.PNG?name=VeN8OPqyNV_IIQ.PNG
<2023-05-08T17:55:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: D'aaw *hugs*
<2023-05-08T17:55:35.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: i really like your pfp btw, its really cute
<2023-05-08T17:55:59.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: *hugs u tight*
<2023-05-08T17:56:11.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah, found it from Pinterest, coloured it blue.
<2023-05-08T17:57:54.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I really like the color, its calming and comfy
<2023-05-08T18:01:33.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's kinda sad colour, which is why coloured it. Because I'm sad.
<2023-05-08T18:07:55.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: if that's the case lemme give you a happier color https://s3.us-east-1.wasabisys.com/cdn.seal.cafe/6862ee980b4f4a71b22024910f39be2d0b0ac25ea2b755c82640d45f201e223e.PNG?name=H5F6iamVLdFEEg.PNG
<2023-05-08T18:08:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Aw
<2023-05-08T18:10:41.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: do u mind if I post this?
<2023-05-08T18:11:22.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Not at all
<2023-05-08T18:11:29.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: okay <3
<2023-05-08T18:50:30.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hm, should sleep soon.
<2023-05-08T18:51:14.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: mhm. do you have any cute pajamas?
<2023-05-08T18:52:12.000Z> Fiinikiivi: T-shirt with girl eating noodles and black boxers.
<2023-05-08T18:52:39.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: sounds comfy!
<2023-05-08T18:53:24.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Usually sleep without any pants.
<2023-05-08T18:54:02.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I usually sleep completely naked lol. I have some pajama bottoms I wear sometimes
<2023-05-08T18:54:48.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe
<2023-05-08T18:57:17.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I hope you sleep well <3 
<2023-05-08T18:57:45.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yeah, hope so too
<2023-05-08T19:43:57.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Do you have discord? It'd be nice having a place to talk outside the fedi
<2023-05-08T19:45:13.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: you're probably asleep rn, I'll talk to you later lol
<2023-05-08T19:45:35.000Z> Fiinikiivi: I do have a discord
<2023-05-08T19:47:23.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Worldisrotting#0185 feel free to add me <3
<2023-05-08T19:48:19.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Sure, doing it in the morning.
<2023-05-08T19:49:30.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Sweet. Goodnight karoliina ❤️
<2023-05-08T19:49:47.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Good night~
<2023-05-08T23:27:42.000Z> Fiinikiivi: ...and I woke up again.
<2023-05-08T23:40:06.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: hehe heya
<2023-05-08T23:40:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hi
<2023-05-08T23:41:06.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: I'm sorry you woke up again, but its nice to see you!
<2023-05-08T23:41:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Hehe, yeh
<2023-05-08T23:42:15.000Z> Fiinikiivi: What have you done today?
<2023-05-08T23:43:04.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: not too much, my friends aren't gonna come over today so I'm just chilling today
<2023-05-08T23:43:32.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: it's nice and sunny out now, perfect for relaxing~
<2023-05-08T23:44:17.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: How are you? nice and cozy in bed, I imagine <3
<2023-05-08T23:44:30.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: do you ever cuddle with your pllushies while you sleep?
<2023-05-08T23:44:56.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Yes, comfy. Yeah, I do sometimes.
<2023-05-08T23:45:27.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Cute <3 i do too, sometimes
<2023-05-08T23:47:04.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Got a bunny now
<2023-05-08T23:47:39.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: awww
<2023-05-08T23:47:51.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: can i see the bunny?
<2023-05-08T23:48:53.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Gray one at the back https://i.poastcdn.org/cf21fd5e5945d71bed1528285508a29b1e7ba900c01ca750b7ef7e4b03fa9091.jpg
<2023-05-08T23:49:30.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: aww he looks really soft
<2023-05-08T23:52:14.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It has a bean bag inside you can microwave and add inside so it's warm.
<2023-05-08T23:53:41.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: That sounds amazing <3 I wanna cuddle him
<2023-05-08T23:55:22.000Z> Fiinikiivi: It's nice if it's cold in room
<2023-05-08T23:57:19.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: oh i bet! what time is it there?
<2023-05-08T23:58:08.000Z> Fiinikiivi: 2:58
<2023-05-08T23:59:37.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: so early! you should go back to sleep. I'll still be here when you wake up 
<2023-05-09T00:00:41.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Ye, I should
<2023-05-09T00:01:12.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Goodnight again hehe
<2023-05-09T00:01:37.000Z> Fiinikiivi: Night~
<2023-05-09T04:08:02.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Good morning and goodnight <3 I gotta get up super early to drive across state tomorrow with my dad to help him out with something. I'll talk to you in the morning once we're on the road
<2023-05-09T04:15:35.000Z> worldisrotting@seal.cafe: Also I'd just like to say I really like you! I'm really happy we've gotten to talk and I've gotten to know you.